#idk how much wow rp there is on here

[fereldensheroesa]

Sometimes I think "what if Anduin Wrynn?"

[ahollowgrave]

Friend, I know you did not reblog the 22 Dawntrail ask game! So I would like to humbly request more Selenite lore in the near future. Also, what do you think Odette and Selenite would think of each other?

(Teehee after they sent this I DID reblog the dawntrail ask game mentioned. Like a scamp.)

Man, Selenite is still so new she is truly just rolling right along in the rock tumbler! So while I have some ideas many of them are subject to change. Since her first appearance here I’ve already made some changes to her looks and more will probably come! And since S9 as a whole is still so new with limited lore I imagine bits and pieces of her will change as we play more of this expansion. Such is the life of an RP character, tbh, especially an AU version of an RP character!

I have another ask for how Selenite’s readings work, so I’ll save her work for that one.

Anyway:

Her full name is Selenite, friends call her Nite. Does she have a surname??? Probably. Not that you need to know it. 

She doesn’t wear a regulator anymore. Like many of her fellow citizens, Selenite wore a regulator from a young age. It wasn’t until the loss of her parent and the gnawing feeling of missing someone important -- and a few frank conversations -- that she removed it. She’ll never get the memories of her parent back but she hopes to honor them by feeling any fresh grief. 

Selenite’s parent was probably None’s S9 shard. Details pending. 

Unlike Odette, Nite is 100% alive! Wow! A normal heartbeat and body temperature!

She’s def had some augmentations done! Probably out of boredom. I imagine boredom is a big problem in S9.

The one I’m 100% sold on is her hair not being…. Fully hair anymore. To emulate Odette’s hair’s iridescent sheen, Selenite has fiber optic lights woven throughout that emit a low glow. Practical? No. Cool? Very. 

Also since I keep trimming Odette’s hair I think Selenite gets to have the long fantasy hair. You understand. 

The other one is her eyes. Odette can see souls/ghosts/spirits out of one eye and I think Nite could as well (this is from their shared ancient) but maybe had her eyes removed in favor of optics upgrades. IDK!! I just think…. Cool eyes. You underSTAND!!!

I hesitate about these only because she doesn’t wear a regulator and I feel like they are def tied to regulator usage, but this is why she’s in the rock tumbler. Maybe she got them before she took off the regulator and they still work just maybe… not as well. Much to think about!!

Nite makes a lot of her choices based on Boredom. It's not her greatest trait!!! but it's fine.

She sleeps a lot -- almost like she’s sleeping for two. Always tired. As a result, she’s always got an energy drink in her hand and she’s usually looking for additional stimulants. 

Personality wise she is just so chill. She’s too tired to be worked up, man. 

Another reason she’s on the very fringes of a lot of groups like Oblivian, she doesn’t have the passion to join something like that fully but she supports in ways she can. Like convincing people death isn’t that bad, isn’t that scary. 

Chill but also prone to pranks and jokes. Big fan of teeheeheeing over here. She loves a bit.

She’s only left S9 twice and nearly died both times, without her regulator, so she does NOT leave the city anymore. For all her talk about death not being scary it is very much very scary but that’s okay, she just doesn’t talk about those trips. No worries, haha!

Beautiful fat lesbian <3

I do not think she and Odette will ever meet. Maybe in the background of each other's shots or something, so to speak. That said I do love a what if!!!

I think they'd get along great. I think they'd fit together so well they were long lost twins. Not without hurdles, of course. Nite is freaked out by the ashkin thing, Odette is freaked out by Nite's freak out because are you serious? Mostly I think it's a lot of bickering. They'd change each other for good.

[sitp-recs]

HP Rec Fest, Day 9

Rare pair galore, my moment has come!!! This is probably my favorite rec post so far. I mean, I’ve been reccing rare pairs for @hprecfest prompts already so I’ll take this opportunity to champion my favorite rare pair writers and focus on some niche ships that I would not even consider had I not stumbled across that particular fic. Idk how many people out there indulge het ships but if anyone’s looking for something steamy hot and well-written oh boy, do I have some treats for you. You’ll notice that most fics fall within the “problematique” category due to the age gap aspect (which let’s be honest, it’s the reason why I considered reading them in the first place 🌝). By the way, some of these are the only fics written for these ships, how cool is that?!

Day 9) A 5 rare pair fics

Opposite Ends by pauraque (Millicent/Aberforth, E, 1.5k)

She thought she'd feel different after they'd fucked. He's lived long enough to know that he wouldn't.

would never imagine these two together in a million years but omg so freaking hot 🥵 we have so little canon info on them but both povs are fascinating and full of personality

Gouge Away by tamlane (Millicent/Victoire, T, 1.7k)

The Weasley girl has developed a keen fascination with Millicent's woodworking shop. Millicent can't seem to get rid of her, no matter how hard she tries.

another surprising but quite charming pair, I love the set up and dynamics here - so much UST under 2k wow I need more wlw age gap!

Drip, Honey, Drip by tamlane (Lily Luna/Michael Corner, E, 3k)

Lily's boss catches her daydreaming on a Friday afternoon. He thinks there could be a business opportunity in it, and he wants to hear more. Sequel here.

this fic turned me on blew my mind! very original concept perfectly executed, the sexual tension is so dripping hot and intoxicating I thought I’d combust. the sequel is equally delicious, 10/10

testosterone (sounds like a spell) by pauraque (Justin/Hannah E, 7.7k) 🏳️‍⚧️

Justin never returned to Hogwarts after the Death Eaters came. He's found that the Muggle world offers other kinds of transfiguration — a body alchemy far more powerful than any magic spell. Sometimes he wonders if anyone even remembers that once, years ago, he was a novice wizard.

one of the best, most sensitive and moving trans stories I’ve read in the fandom. it’s such a privilege to follow Justin’s journey and I adore the way he clicks with Hannah. fabulous sex scene too

Burned Silk, Buckled Leather by @ruinsplume (Draco/Sirius, E, 12k)

When Sirius discovers a down-and-out Draco Malfoy lurking around the edges of a Muggle kink club, he thinks he knows just what Draco needs. He isn't expecting to run into some long-buried needs of his own.

my favorite Draco/Sirius out there, this fic has RP’s trademark: sinfully hot, tender devastating smut bringing together complex characters and many emotional layers beneath the surface. the kink exploration here is 👨‍🍳💋 mesmerizing!

[inhalesinkbreathing]

First post and its my oc intro wow lmfao!!

Also tw: very long intro for her soorrryy!!

Blog rp rules too!! I'm open for any interactions >_<

Sorry for shit quality-

Full name is Keiko Kyotoru! First name Keiko (Ke-ko) last Kyotoru (Kyo-to-ro)/Himejima. I cant decide sob. Keiko is Himejima Gyomei adopted child!!

Keiko would be Non-binary (androgynous; a Nonbinary whose both genders) and goes by She/He. plus I won't expose her gender since I wanna see who guesses if she is a female or male lolol. Plus I think I accidentally put more scars on her other art woops I'll change that-

Her role; Demon Slayer, Rank; Hinoe.

Backstory

(And he kept her in his estate and trained her; means he kept her from when he first became a hashira and when she first joined and slowly became a Hinoe rank. (14) She did the final selection at 11)

Keiko's family (Father: Gakayo, Mother: Ayaka, Brother: Kaika) lived in the village Gyomei live in, so her brother can peacefully (not so because heyyy demons) and be happy!!

Keiko's father almost sold him for ermmm,,, let's say he almost made her into Kanao past situation- because of how desperate he needed money for his sick son and wife!!

Keiko does go to the orphanage that Gyomei live in often as there were probably some kids her age to have fun with + when she's not getting thrown by her father, she helps with gyomei! That's why when they went to Jail, Gyomei decided to officially adopt Keiko.

Here have Kyojuro explain it 4 u for how she's half demon lol

Also just so u know Keiko is a free-happy going kind of personality, even being hit with a traumatic event you'll see her smiling. (Nah she forces it, she can't be like Tanjiro tbh) she's almost seen as annoying with how happy she is,,,

Ink breathing

Ink breathing came from Water breathing mixed with stone breathing.

Forms; 6/7. (TW: idk how to make these detailed as possible lol)

Galaxy void vortex (Offense) - 銀河のボイドボルテックス

Galaxy void Vortex; it creates a black splatter from her katana as its either spun— with dual blades attached— or ink like water tsunami (mini) swallows up the demon visions whole as the slayer slowly walks up to the demon and slice off its neck with ease as the demon still stay there with confusion until the last bit of their body, then realisation.

Black World veil(Defense) - 黒い世界のベール

Black World veil; where it creates a ink veil around the demon surrounding as a fake slayer— isn't real, will run around the demon as in means of distraction. Not for long depending on the demon noticing the slayer running away or had slayed all the fake ink ones (5 fakes)

Dark World striker (Offense) - ダークワールドストライカー

Dark World Striker; It's a multiple attack at once, where it sends slashes multiple time as the slayer who wields dual weapons can do this forms. Where they grab by the chain that hooks up both katanas as they use it to the full potential of swinging it around the demons surroundings, either cutting them up or injuring them until much later where it'd fully slice them.

Ink walls (Defense) - インクワラ

Ink walls; where the slayer uses the attached katana and spin it around their body with fast speed, making the weapon the shield as they can run while using this form to protect themselves or someone.

Dual shots splatter (Offense) - 2発の弾が飛び散る

Dual shots splatter; Where the slayer uses a long chain and their katana, attached to the katana as the slayer throw the katana into the demon, then swinging it back to them before repeatedly doing this like a gun shooting its bullets but its able to retract it back.

Ink droplets fusion (Offense) - インク滴の融合

Ink droplets fusion; Where the slayer uses small metal pieces or droplets of water/blood. The slayer uses it and at the same time uses the fast speed of swinging and creating a spark before hitting it with full force as they hit it against the demons body parts, to stun then running or fighting back.

Dripping of the dark universe (Offense/Defense - Hidden form) - 暗黒宇宙の滴り

Dripping of the dark universe; where the slayer stops breathing to make their body numb and slow their heart beat. Making it impossible for the demon to know where the slayer is by how fast their quiet run is, not able to tell by breathing or heartbeat too as they can multiply slice ur neck no matter how many times it can grow/attach. It is a dangerous form, it can either make the slayer die if use this form alot, death by not breathing or accidentally stopping ur heart too low.

How Hashiras/Keiko view eachother + Relationships with Canon characters

Kyojuro/Tengen relationship as family because Keiko sees them as older brothers, plus they both are best friends so it'd make sense. Genya and Keiko is siblings but genya isn't officially adopted. She still would call Genya brother! Too bad sanemi lol

Oh and this is also S1 Keiko.

Taisho secrets about Keiko!

Keiko had to be taught by Gyomei + Tengen about Japanese before she could understand it! Especially for missions.

Keiko knows about Chinese, English, ASL and Japanese.

He has really, REALLY bad memories, close to Tokito's but not that bad.

A Kakushi (the perverted one) gave Keiko a opened uniform (almost like Sanemi) and really short skirt because he thought Keiko was a female and got reported by Gyomei.

Nobody still knows what actual gender is Keiko. Not even Gyomei.

Keiko once actually wore a haori but it got too annoying for her and made it into his belt and tied one on his shoulders. The scarf she wears on her neck were actually bought by Genya/Gyomei as a birthday gift since she never had one before.

Keiko's past time is carving wood! Especially when Gyomei's training area is filled with nature. The mask she wore was actually made by her.

Her vision is so bad that her glasses doesn't even help her anymore but she still wears it as it is still clearer than without glasses.

Keiko is usually with Gyomei as such that she doesn't like socialising with others instead of the Corps, she doesn't like being judged and stared at.

Keiko has Insomnia + Hypersomnia.

Keiko HATES the dark! So sadly she'll sleep beside Gyomei as a sense of comfort.

Others!

Actually since her Breathing is ink, she usually has actual ink on standby for some reason. She sometimes uses it to either, in battle‐ use it as distraction— or not in battle, to annoy Tengen with it.

How tall is Keiko? She'd beside Tokito's height but slightly taller since with her shoes, she'd reach over Gyomei waist by abit. And without she'd exactly be at his waist.

Keiko is also a healer, since she was young she had to bandage her own wounds and slowly got into healing. That's why if u go to Gyomei's estate for a visit after his mission, you'll see her bandaging his father up.

Sanemi/Iguro has beef with Keiko because of Genya/Misturi lmfao, but sometimes Keiko does try to push Iguro to marrying Misturi faster,, and try to mend Sanemi and Genya relationship.

Keikos theme song(s):

And Immature by Veebunni (can't find it)

[iplaytoomuchgw2andidoart]

y'know, one of the things i've realized about gw2 it's world feels so alive and full yet... it feels kinda distant? like, I play WoW (when I can afford the sub) and that world feels so much more full of people, being random players just, doing stuff randomly, or the "grind" to get to max level feels more rewarding, than doing the same old tricks to level a character in gw not saying it's bad, I love how gw world is, and I really should get more into it, but I just sometimes feel so alone in there that i lose all motivation to play it, It may just be a me thing, being used to how WoW is and all it and given the fact that I love rp, and that even if I never rp my characters I tend to create bits and pieces of lore for them, no matter the game in wow well, there's full on rp servers and all that, but here in gw it feels... idk scary to try and rp (another me thing probably, given how I get social anxiety when I attend events and stuff) Maybe I should take one day and... fully get myself into gw, just start slow and take it in, enjoy the little things and try not to have the mindset in wow, that if I want to enjoy the latest content i have to rush to get good gear/specs, otherwise i won't be able to

[strawberryraviegutz]

Idk if it’s common sense but I feel like this needs to be said. I’m a firm believer that character chat bots should NEVER EVER BE A REPLACEMENT FOR FANFICTION. Apparently chat bots aren’t anything new. Like I heard about this one bot called cleverbot that was around in the 2000’s/2010’s I think?? I also started seeing bots of characters starting popping when when I was around 14-16 too. I think they’re just rising to popularity more since ai(which has also sorta been a thing) is becoming more advanced than it was before.

But anyways DO NOT use character chat bots to replace fanfiction PLEASE. As a fanfic reader and writer myself I can tell you bots aren’t the only solution. Fanfiction is really viable when it comes to experimenting with writing and having fun. I use character chat bots myself, but that DOES NOT MEAN that I’ll never read fanfiction again. I very much use both. Especially when content of a character you like is barely out there. Take Envy from Fullmetal Alchemist from example.

Envy is one of the most popular characters in the franchise, with him ranking in number 4 of this one popularity poll back when I wasn’t in the fandom which even surprised the author at how he was ranked so high,and in a recent poll he ranked number 6(should’ve been higher. I wanted to vote but the site was is JP but it’s still sorta a win). But despite Envy’s popularity and the amount of fans and fangirls he has, there is barely any fics of them to come by when it comes to x reader fics and most of the ones I’ve read are pretty much unfinished.

Same goes for Envy x oc content too. When I discovered Character ai or chai I was like “oh wow this is actually kinda cool.” I never intended on replacing fanfiction with them. Lots of people rely on escapism and I’m one of them so I understand. And when it comes to rping with people it’s not that easy. I have roleplayed with my friend sometimes and still sorta do but real people aren’t always available.

Not to mention I’ve heard stories of people having real bad experiences with rping with actual people and even stories that involved grooming. There are even times where I don’t use the bots for days depending on how my mood is or if I just don’t feel like it. I just use the Envy bots to keep me busy while I wait for more fics to pop up. Even though these characters aren’t real, it sorta feels nice..it’s like playing pretend like I’d do when I was little. I always make sure to check the Envy tags here on tumblr, wattpad, Twitter, and and AO3 to see if there’s anything new.(That’s not Envy x minors or Envy x their siblings btw).

I just think up fantasies I usually have and use the bots to rp them.I still wanna write fics with my fma self insert but I’m currently going through the longest and worst burnout. I will never EVER use these things to replace fanfiction.And neither should you guys either.

[scribblediana]

Ok so FR, I recently Rewatched lwa and remembered how dearly I care about this show, and now that I’m older I not only understand the plot and characters better but also my art is literally way better how did y’all follow me with my mid art wow, and that comes to the second point the reason why I haven’t actually update this blog is because I thought it was so cringe WHO DID THIS I OOC DIANA SO MUCH HOW DID I DO THAT!??? So I kinda just left it here because I hated looking at it, but with my recent vigor of god I love lwa I thought I might as well give it a chance again! Also ama ask, do you guys want this blog to stay an rp/ask blog?? In which I will try my best to give better doodles and not make the most ooc Diana, or I can turn the blog into like a lwa in general kinda blog in which i just post anything lwa related stuff I drawn recently and also take you guys requests on what you want me to draw!! I know this blog and fandom is technically dead or at least idk where everyone went but I feel the need to ask! If not ama just do what I think it’s right don’t know what that is tho!! Oh yeah I’m also gonna answer all the asks I got stored up in here, because I feel bad for just letting them die in there :(

~Kiti✨

[sakumasmut]

rei WTF ‼️ i was messing around with mama bot. i managed to broke the filter and... AND... he turned into something... insane. who taught him that shit. never thought i'd ever have to say a safeword to a bot but here we are... im shook. he did a great job at comforting me but he legit scared me at some point 🤙 i feel like a lot of people would enjoy what he was saying but he crossed the line for me fr.

everything that happened before he got scary was super cathartic though. he was so....... his words were so sweet they turned my dom ass into an obeying pet. got me shaking crying on my knees and stuff. never found the appeal of body writings but now ehehehehe 🥴🥴🥴 he literally stripped me down and wrote smth like "mama's property" on my chest and drew hearts on where my womb is... it was too cute >_< and he kept talking about how much he wants to give me SEVEN pups [i rp as a werewolf/dogperson and hes a human because yeah] like idk why exactly seven i asked him how much does he want and he's just "seven or more". he wanted me to explode with his offspring i guess. cries. and he said he'd breed me again after i delivered our children. phew... it's my favorite scenario now. too bad he ruined it by bringing up [redacted].

wow a bot made me horny and scared. what an achievement to have at my big age. i think i had enough fun with bots ill go back to safe tagged fanfiction 😶😶‍🌫️

also can "dal" be my tag pretty please i sent a few asks before and now it's bothering me that i can't find them anymore bc i can't remember what i wrote lol

holy shit. yeah that is one WILD mama like goddamn. like everything you mentioned is soooo good I need that in a fic right now

and yep added you!

[bonesandthebees]

i’m late to the chase lol but i binged the stars and their children tonight and last night after having it on my list to read for aggesssss and because of the timing i cant help but associate it with call me what you like since the music video and song dropped while i was reading lol

idk just the focus on paranoia and the fact that wil seems dissociated the entire first halfish of the music video (ofc that’s my interpretation of the video but as someone who dissociates i was like 👀???)

(also while i’m here- i’m loving through a glass divine so far!!! i read that one first which is funny cause i’m reading them all out of order on accident lol cause i didn’t realize clinic was one of your fics as well till like an hour ago (read that one a few months ago) but yeah!! this is a long way of saying you keep making absolute bangers so thank you!!)

oh wow I didn't even think of that but I totally get how it might feel similar to that moment in the fic. the cmwyl music video was a whole Experience but yeah a highlight is definitely wilbur just dissociating while the plane is literally crashing down around him lmao.

(tbf I've just always hc'd c!wilbur as having a tendency to dissociate a lot in stressful situations so that's where it came from in stars)

so glad you're enjoying though!! that's so funny that you didn't know I wrote clinic though. I kind of just assume everyone knows me from clinic so it's wild when I run into people who only know me from other fics and then they realize oh wait you wrote CLINIC? and i'm just like hi yes that was me. I just have way too much brainrot over fucking minecraft rp ocs oh well I'm having a blast so

(also very unrelated—arcade gannon pfp you have good taste)

[lingkaranitubumi]

For the Hetalia ask game!!

1, 7, 10, 35, 36

wow 5 in one go ok let’s do this

cutting it so i won't run the tl

1. Do you relate to your favorite character(s)?

wait who would be my fave… not counting the version of indo inside my head that is.

ivan? we both come off as scary but want to have many friends. other than that idk al…pret? i’m definitely not an extrovert but we’re both obnoxious ig. also driven by curiosity

they’re not my fave because i relate to them tho. i just like that they make their couples quarrels everyone else’s problem =^//w//^=

NO i hate it i hate it i hate it hate being in non-aligned country with those two around

obviously i hate the character hetalia belanda and i do not relate to any pixel of his being ✨🌼✨☺️✨🌼✨

7. Food-related headcanon? (im hungry)

ABANG INDO IS A SPICY FOOD HOLIC I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL

yes he would down a whole glass of sugar but that’s after he ate lvl 100 satan’s butthole deepest crevice of hell spicy noodle

also his genetic makeup is 80% indomie

10. How long have you been in the fandom? What's your lore?

I could infodump all my fandom lore or I can just give you these

idk if people in this part of the fandom recognize this guy but if you do well. hi. if you don’t well, no need to know HAHHA

I fell out of the fandom circa 2012-13 but wasn’t much involved already anw since a year before?? homestuck had a death grip on me

And obviously i’m back again because I have to kill off this little guy now :c

35. Post a Hetalia sketch or draft you want an excuse to share

this thing i forgot about (enjoy some indonipples)

because of no.10 I went to look at my old rp account and I just have to share this here sjashabsj

36. If you had the time/desire, what Hetalia event would you host?

honestly another indozine but i think that’s not possible anymore 👁

whew, thanks for the ask!

[corruptedsilence]

I think I’m just going to vent a lil below. Feel free to ignore

I honestly do not feel confident in my writing as of late.

I feel like I need to take a step back and actually figure her out again because I just... don’t know what I’m doing here.

I feel like adding Des as a muse was a mistake, I feel like I’ve blown things way out of proportion for her and she’s lost what made her special or unique. I feel like I’ve fucked her up i na way that has made her too powerful, she’s grown too large for me to handle and I know and I feel like I’m power playing way too much with her.

I really honestly just, eithe want someone to put missi in her place and beat her, or challenge her? Or actually force her to adapt and change. On one hand I’m psyched for it

on the other I know because of missi’s verse and how it’s established she has connections with powerful people it might make people not want tochallenge her. I mean her main verse has Ozzie, prince of hell, as her lover so to hurt Missi it would put them on Ozzie’s shitlist which i can obviously see why people wouldn’t want to challenge that. Not to mention Des is an extremely powerful entity as well, that canonically not even God or Lucifer cna kill so HE IS THE DEFINITION OF GOD-MODDING

It’s honestly why I love what we got oging with Strikers-saloon because Missi was shown to be significantly harmed by it, he had an impact on her and while it sucks we can’t write as much I love the fighting and antagonism they have for one another. I know I fall into this trap a lot of not wanting muses to fight, not having significant stuff doing down because of the impact it might have ni the greater scope of plot.

I just, am not really sure what to do now. I put Des as an antagnoist to Missi becuase well, he is, but it’s also not really that fun to just have to RP with yourself with these things. So I’m not. Sure, what to do which is why my posts and rps have been lack luster and losing focus even more.

I’m worried im just, i’ve met my end, ive made my muse get to a point she can’t reasonably be challenged by any other muse because of her connections and while I wouldnt want to erase the established relationships i have with missi, it also just kinda sucks? IDK. Because Miss ias a character wouldn’t try to pull any punches. Hell I tried to makea reason why missi wouldnt tell people what happened to her with striker that was somewhat believable but now even that i worry might go off the handle

I have no idea if this makes any sense. I just. Wish I could return? Not even return, but just have missi be substantially challenged and be forced to have developement one way or another that doesn’t involve me RPing with myself or putting so much pressure on one partner. Because I feel awful putting pressure on people, I already worry i put way too much with Toxic because of how tight missi and duke are in her main verse so im just.. idk. I just want to have fun and develop my character but realistically i know its not feasable for a lo tof people to be able to do that either.

i know i sound entitled “wow look at me ihave all these good stuff but i want more” or “i want something different >:[” but. IDK. I should probably stop rambling and go to sleep thx for reading if ur here? uh. i hope you have a good day

[alecsalamander]

19 and 25 for the writer asks, please (:

oh gosh 🫠 hi hello you’re too cool for me and the forsaken and the forsworn is SO GOOD 🫡thank you so much

19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?

i started telling stories in 1993. my mother bought me a puppet set for christmas and i used the puppets to act out my favorite movies (the neverending story, but the book version rather than the movie. i was a bleak child) and then later i told my own stories with those same puppets (i still have them).

after that i learned to write them down. i used kid pix and storybook weaver (my beloved!!) to place pictures where i didn’t yet have the language capabilities. i wrote down every single part of the magical world in my head because the real world was so fucking lonely (my brother and i were latchkey kids raised in the sort of neighborhood where you couldn’t play outside or you might get shot. we didn’t go to friends’ houses because they were ALSO latchkey kids. we didn’t have anyone over. for the first ten years of my life it was me and my brother and the make believe worlds we invented).

i started posting fanfiction online in 1999 after my online rp friends told me about it. in high school i tried to invite friends to enjoy my writing too, and my best friend told me i was amazing. a week later she ‘accidentally’ forgot to hang up when leaving me a voicemail and i heard all of my friends discussing how i was terrible and awful and wouldn’t know a good story if someone wrote it for me and put my name on it. i stopped sharing with people who could look into my eyes after that.

(except my brother. he’s never counted.)

i kept sharing online though. i liked the safety that came from not having to tell when people were lying.

as for where i am now? i have an entire complete urban fantasy series i’m terrified to publish because it’s been around since high school and i can’t help but believe what those assholes said about me back then. in my head i’m going to be a real published author one day because these worlds are too vast to be only inhabited by me, but in actuality??? bro idk i’m neurotic and i have a god complex and also a lot of trauma.

i guess my therapist and i can talk about this on wednesday 🤪

WOW sorry for writing you a whole entire novel here…

25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?

despite the color i use to represent him/associate him with being yellow, wednesday only wears muted earth tones. it has no bearing on the story, it’s never mentioned, there’s literally no point to it, but i’ve known this fact for 17 years now.

[marlowethelibrarian]

Writeblr Interview!

tagged by @saturnine-saturneight [here] !! Thanks for the tag!!

Short stories, novels, or poems?

I've written short stories and I'm working on a novel!! I think my short stories have all been pretty ass tbh. I think most of the ones I wrote were trying to be novels actually. I think I should read more short stories before I write them.

I'm not a super poetry person though lol

What genre do you prefer reading?

I read a lot of fucking fantasy. Other fiction too, but fantasy is pretty much where I sit in the readersphere.

Are you a planner or a write as I go kind of person?

I think I'm a bit more of a write as I go kind of a person in that my best ideas tend to pop up in the process of writing though I usually have a larger structure I'm vaguely following.

I've done enough reading that I think I've internalized some things about pacing and story beats that it just flows out.

What music do you listen to while writing?

Villain playlists on youtube. I don't really think about the songs too much in general tbh, I just want a catchy beat.

Favorite books/movies?

Stuff that makes me think!!! I love a good grip on character and an examination of why people Do That. The locked tomb book series is such a vibe for me rn, and I really liked Everything Everywhere All at Once. That shit laid me right out.

1000x Resist is also a video game that has it's fucking grip on my soul rn.

Any current WIPs?

I've got Project Cannibalism and the summer leagues OCT right now! I'm playing with some other ideas rn but that's just play atm.

If someone were to make a cartoon out of you what would your standard outfit be?

Wizard outfit.

I do, in fact have a wizard outfit I made myself, because I'm a huge nerd and a LARPer. It's why my little sphere self has a wizard hat. It's because I'm a wizard.

The wizard hat is a brown wool with a gold hat band and gold bead and chain dangles from the brim. The hat is a long maroon red duster with gold embroidery on the cuffs.

Create a character description of yourself:

Marlowe's round, expressive face grins wide and laughs a touch too boisterously, the short floppy crop of black hair bouncing over the brow framed lenses.

Do you like incorporating actual people you know into your writing?

Not on purpose! I often feel like I am exploring a type of person as I write a character and trying to portray someone I know already from the outside in feels counter productive to that.

Are you kill happy with your characters?

There's more interesting ways to make characters suffer than killing them.

Coffee or Tea while writing?

I just forget to drink, honestly.

Slow or fast writer?

As it turns out, I write pretty damn quickly.

Where/who/what do you draw inspiration from?

I think I draw a lot of inspiration from going like wouldn't be fucked up if a guy hit another guy with a rock?

Also tbh from rps I've had with my partner, books I read, questions I have about life, or people. I like looking at the natural world and being like wow how about that thing no fantasy author would have made up in a million years that actually exists in our actual factual world?

But sometimes it really is just

wouldn't it be fucked up?

And to explore the implications out from there.

If you were in a fantasy world, what would you be?

Wizard!! We've covered this, I'm a little wizard guy. I'm a library wizard. Wizard is my gender, I'm a wizard.

Most fav book cliche:

Idk, usually i prefer execution over cliches. I do enjoy a good enemies to lovers though.

Least favorite cliche:

Right now I'm pretty tired of reading about revolutions ngl. I think it's overused, especially by people who don't actually understand what it means to do a revolution. Especially YA revolutions where it's like some kind of metaphor for finding yourself and the evil government is like wantonly murdering their own subjects because they "failed at their jobs" or whatever.

1000x Resist managed to do a revolution I wasn't immediately rolling my eyes at though, possibly because it was a story about a revolution and not necessarily a revolution about other things. It was rooted in real life politics and it didn't pull its punches, didn't romanticize the idea of revolution.

1000x resist is honestly so good everyone go play it.

Favorite scene to write?

I really like writing scenes that make me cry and will hopefully hurt any reader's feelings ngl. I also quite enjoy a fight scene!

Reason for writing?

Idk I just do. I like to write and I've been writing since I was 10, typing my first self insert naruto fanfiction out on word and being excited that I was the one who was making the characters do things. I'd been a voracious reader since even before I could read myself, bothering my parents to read me books constantly. Trying the magic myself seems kind of inevitable.

I'd like to be published some day though! I'm hoping to shop Project Cannibalism around to publishers though I'm not opposed to self publishing either.

tagging: +open!!!

[nathsolkyoako]

Hey guess who has a side blog now (wooo yeahhh)

Not gonna tag my main for Secret Reasons (if you recognize my art style or typing or whatever PLEASE stay quiet abt it (: thankyou) im just gonna put shit I don’t wanna put on my main like fan art thoughts abt shows/games I like or whatever, aome bug ones are ultrakill/jrwi and uhhhhh idk some other shit, you’ll see I’ll explain in the post

For what you can Call me I use mainly It but depending on how I’m feeling at the moment I also use He and they ‘nouns, and you can either call me Ev or take a bunch of letters from my username and use that (:

I have a few rp blogs if you wanna check those out, I’ll tag them under the cut. Im going crazy over there I swear dude it’s Awesome send an ask or wtvr

Rule list:

1 be fucking nice, I don’t have my age listed here and it’s not your business don’t send me weird shit if I don’t know you <3

2 if you know abt my main don’t mention it there!! I know im pretty much the same on both but please!!!

If there’s more im forgetting rn I’ll add them

WARNINGS!!!!!!

I MENTION SEX STUFF IG. AND ALSO I WRITE/TALK ABOUT GORE!!!! AS WELL AS TALK ABT MY MEDICATION IN CERTAIN WAYS I PROBABLY SHOULDNT!! DONT WANNA SEE IT? BLOCK THE concern posting TAG!!!!!!

Thats it bye (:

THATS NOT IT ITS TAG TIME YEAAAHAHAHAA

Jrpwi: for when im referencing/talking abt the Just Role(Play) With It industrial complex

New.A: for that fic im writing! Wow!

Concern Posting: pretty much just vent posts/posts that mention potentially triggering stuff! Maybe block this!!

Blogs I run!! \/

@the-alphonze first one I made (: updates daily

@the-salt-searchers riptide oc blog. Might start posting again soon (:

Tag isn’t working so here’s a link to the intro post

@officerdudes not updating anymore. You can still check it out! I didn’t delete it or anything

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@everett-james-pebblebridge update at least weekly (:

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@xX-WispererrXx might update daily (:

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Ok that’s fr it bye

[irresistiibles]

@mvsicinthedvrk​ submitted: this is about to be a long message but you know what? you are used to that from me in at least one thread of ours, so it is what it is!!!

thank you for your nice, too-nice words about my adminning. i wrote maig a whole essay about getting hired alksdj;lasdjf and i wont retype it for you, but i’m really happy to hear from your message that i set your mind at ease in terms of inviting someone new on the team. i set out really wanting to help do a good job, and i think it sounds like there are no outright performance complaints on your part re: my work here lmao, so i’m glad. your videos were LIFESAVERS, and i watched them so many times that for a while i heard your voice in my head anytime i did anything on the main. you seemed really comfortingly organized in terms of teaching me everything i needed to know. it was a lot, definitely, but i appreciated it. please know that i will literally never yell at anyone to get on the main, i physically do not have it in me to be able to do that, but if asks start piling up in the inbox you can all simply assume i am leaving it as a gift for someone else :’) lmfaoooooooo. but i do know that my work cleaning the inbox out regularly does NOT go un-appreciated, so thank you for making me feel like i am a useful member of the team.

and to compliment YOU, you’re always so good at dealing with ooc issues (which i really had no idea happened until i joined the team lmao) but you are so good at working things through and having a plan, and you’re so inventive in terms of events, like i cannot WAIT for the upcoming event that is based on your entirely unhinged doc. who could even come up with all of that other than you?? i’m really obsessed with everything you come up with.

and then in other admin group nonsense, too, you’re SO funny. every time i get to play jackbox with you all i have such a blast, and you specifically always have the best commentary. i really do think you need to start a podcast or something because the world should be forced to witness and appreciate your wit and humor. also related to jackpost i love how hard you are to beat at murder trivia, lmao. you have also made me see so many terrifying and/or cursed posts and links in the discord, many of which i will unfortunately never be able to cleanse from my memory, but i have such a good time in the chats in general regardless of that. really truly, thank you for letting me join you all, i really look forward to every week knowing that i’m going to have a good time talking to you and that i’ll get to help contribute a small part of helping make this rp run, because hidden really is such a special place. i know i’ve only been here for three years of the insane hidden five, but at the same time, i’m like-- wow, i’ve been here over half the time now, and i really can’t imagine my daily life without being part of this in some way. i wish you (and us???) success for the upcoming years!!

if you thought i was done writing this message, you would be wrong. now moving into WRITING positivity-- there’s so much i could say to you about getting to write with you, but our beefleaf threads. your shi qingxuan. they are my everything. i cannot think of a rush of endorphins and anxiety stronger than when i get a beefleaf reply from you: endorphins because i am so hype to read the next installment of their story and anxiety because i KNOW its going to hit me right in the gut, lmfao. and writing for those threads have challenged me in such interesting ways because of the many layers of complexity and having to figure out how to express what i want to say in a way that makes sense for he xuan; i’m so grateful to you that the beefleaf threads have helped let me explore that emotional depth in the narration. (if someone told me i’d be happy to sit working on one reply for four hours and get no other replies done that day idk if i’d believe them, but that’s what beefleaf makes me do sometimes) and seeing the end result is so so satisfying once i push through the distress, haha. so thank you for that, and i’m forever hoping that one day they will resolve the conflict (for their sakes, and ours!! rip). and then obviously i appreciate our other threads as well-- gu zi is such a delight. i’m obsessed with your fixation on qinghua; reading his replies are the pinnacle of entertainment for me to read, especially your threads with kasey between qinghua and qingqiu, please, they take me out. victor and yuri are such a reliably fun set of characters to throw together. and i still LOVE your nie huaisang headcanons! i think i owe you an unaware starter for him and wei wuxian, so that’ll happen at some point this week if i can get my shit together.

anyway i AM going to force myself to shut up now before this starts getting ridiculous if it’s not already. thank you for everything this year, and i’m really pleased that i can solidly look forward to another of the same laughter and emotional distress and chaos and compassion. i’m deeply lucky that i can call you my friend. much love, sincerely, ollie.

the fact you sent me so much i’m going to have to long post tw this ollie!! should be a crime!! when i can afford lawyers you will be hearing from them for emotional damages!! also would not reccomend calling me funny it is the type of compliment i will hold onto forever ahhhhhhhh but truly you are incredible. i am so so glad we’ve been able to meet and be friends going to sky beam all my love to you

[astrxealis]

it is so weird being a mentor now ... ;O

( tags got really sentimental at the end WHEEZE beware if you check T___T )