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Swan Upon Leda
Summary- The relationship between Coriolanus Snow and his girl from District Twelve.
Warnings- MDNI 18+ Female Reader. Graphic depictions of sex. Toxic relationship. All further warnings included in each individual part. All parts can likely be read individually.
Author’s Note- Was this ever actually meant to be a series?? No but that’s what she has become so here’s all the parts together for organization’s sake lol. It also got a new name
In the Woods Somewhere
Cherry Wine
Like Real People Do
#coriolanus snow x reader#coriolanus x reader#Coriolanus snow x you#coriolanus x you#Coriolanus snow x fem!reader#coriolanus x fem!reader#coriolanus snow fanfiction#coriolanus fanfiction#coriolanus snow smut#coriolanus smut#coriolanus snow#tbosbas#tbosas fanfiction#tbosas fic#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#idk how many parts this is gonna have#it’s just as inspiration strikes
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Makima's buddy
So I guess I'm finally following up on my Shark man AU. I'd say that this takes place at the start of the Bomb girl arc, like that scene where Beam became Denji's partner for a short while but this time it's Pochita.
Denji is jealous fr. The final drawing ended up looking alot more ominous than it should be...Pochita's still a good boy tho(most of the time). He also generally slouches alot 🤷♀️
#iamthe-walnut fanart#artists on tumblr#csm#chainsaw man#chainsaw man denji#chainsaw man pochita#chainsaw man fanart#chainsaw man makima#makima#denji#pochita#shark man au#idk how many parts this is gonna have#chainsaw fiend#fiend pochita
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liking scavengers is the liking bugs/spiders of the rain world fandom
#words on the wind#rw#they're literally such complex creatures and it concerns me how so many people disregard them bc “oohhh theyre evil they just want to kill”#like girl no? that is a wild animal in a wild animal full of Wild Animals That Wants To Eat Them#of course they're gonna be wary to a sort of creature they barely see#even if one of them has good rep then like. the others are completely different individuals#not to mention you are carrying around a fucking weapon. so of course they're gonna be wary and feel threatened#what would you do if there was suddenly a new smart species walking around lobbing a gun everywhere it wnet#like idk#yes having high rep does not exempt you from being killed by them. they're all their own individuals and some can still be distrustful of y#which is completely fair#just trading with them a few times isn't gonna make them completely trust you because guess what? you arent the main character#it's a living ecosystem. you both are part of it.
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idk someone about bones or whatever
#should've just yoinked someone else's design and reference them#i feel like im drawing bloodhound/velahound/octane/omen/kayo/shaxx/kaiser all at the same time#i basically just look at a body part and see what my brain has for it and slap it on#probably the worst you can go for character design#doesn't have a lot of bones because i can't come up with any original design and i don't wanna actually search for any reference for ideas#oh well. i literally came up with this only when i need to draw his lineart for yesterday's comic so not exactly surprising#i love capes and mysterious hooded pure black shadowed head so not even gonna design a helmet for him#also solves the bone plug issue because for the love of void i can't even understand half of what ordan is saying#that's the consequence of giving all your skill points on mathy stuff and none on literature#i mean i guess the bone plugs are somewhere at or above the neck??? so it's gonna be covered up anyways#im probably gonna go for roughly this design for ordan karris for now#i feel like i shouldn't even let him talk because any dialogues i come up with ruins his image#but idk. how many cool and stern characters' image have i ruined up until this point? yeah definitely not the first time#warframe#warframe ordan karris#my art
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yet another oc that only exists because i wanted to write something very specific
(middle is a little older, hence her scar healing. i like to think she gets a glass eye at some point)
anyway this is mira! (they/she) since that wip is almost 20k words and counting i won’t give away too much but long story short she’s the result of meta going “one last time, i promise” and adopting yet another kid
also galaxia kinda indirectly picked the name :)
i’ve mentioned before that i headcanon that pretty much all astrals are autistic and this is just kinda an extension of that. whereas meta tends to suppress his emotions and conform to others, mira…doesn’t. she gets uncomfortable and upset and lashes out at people easily, and working through their emotions is no small task.
the main reason i chose to write them that way was for the sake of narrative but i’ve grown attached to it because there’s a lot of ideas there i’d like to explore. stuff about navigating emotions and relationships when existing is so suffocatingly uncomfortable. it’s not something i could center around Kirby himself, but i think it makes sense with a post character development meta knight.
they are very loved (omg oldee cameo???)
kirby was definitely very excited to have younger siblings after being used to being the youngest in the room for so long!! (with the like. one and only exception being gooey.) he’s super affectionate with both of them and wants to have a close relationship one day, but for now mira is pretty unappreciative of that fact lol. they don’t like being pestered for hugs
everyone else is okay tho
(i know that’s hard to read. oops. “obvious bite marks”. siblings being siblings.)
mira also has a very love/hate relationship with the egg kid, being so close in age they kinda Have to get along but in typical sibling nature they also fight a lot. sure it’s probably rough for a while but i think in the end they’d be good buddies. maybe not as close as Kirby and Bandee but still.
anyway i have a lot of thoughts and am very busy but. i’m really enjoying writing about all this lately it’s been fun ^^
#I picked a name and then proceeded to write a comic in pen in which i used that name and posted it#and only after all that did i learn that mira is becoming a very popular name. which i generally avoid#but oh well. it’s stuck#im gonna be completely honest a lot of how i pick names for characters is based off of how many puns i can make out of it#im sorry to disappoint you with that information /j#kirbyposting#my art or something#meta knight#kirby#king dedede#metadede#Kirby oc#semi future au#I swear i’ll introduce oldee one day im just bad at having drawing ideas#also trying very hard to not make self deprecating comments over some of this art cause i just. don’t really want to spend forever redrawing#stuff anymore. like I used to do for a lot of these posts. It’s whatever#anyway kinda a part two to yesterday’s post (as in: I made sure they were both ready at the same time so i could queue them together lol)#weirdly enough this isn’t all that different from my dmk interpretation#i can’t really decide what color she is either#part of me wants to say bright blue red eyes because i think that would look absolutely sick but that seems like a bit too much blue#all things considered#maybe bright yellow blue eyes idk ill figure it out later (maybe)
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Being a Foot Clan trainee means you get to wear sick red eye-makeup
#I already kinda replicate cass’ look as part of my everyday eye makeup#but idk if I could do karai’s since my eye shape is very different#I’d have to adjust the placement to make it work#also i just realized#I watched Rise way after the fact of it airing originally#so I wonder how many people during its initial airing#thought (before she was revealed to be Casey Jones)#that cass was gonna be revealed to be Karai#and then absolutely had the rug pulled out when Rise Karai showed up for real#katnip talks#katnip rants in the tags#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#2012 karai#rise cassandra#rise casey#tmnt 2012#the foot clan
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graduating from college this weekend and doing a big move in less than a week... stepping into a wholly independent adulthood, with a big kid job, and no more school... just...WAGH...many emotions rn y'all...feelin' numb
#not a vent post!!#just feeling weird???#I don't feel bad about it!! just not good?????#idk how to describe it#very scared but very excited but also aaaaaaaaaahhh!!#first time in my life i'm gonna be AWAY from and WITHOUT my family...#I'll at least have my piggies!! <333#but yeah...plus i'm moving to a part of the stat where I don't even have extended family#so it's been surreal thinking about how i'm making a wholly new life for myself????#also imma be living in a place that's the home of my fav cryptid ever lol#Hodag my beloved <333333#but YEAH!!! MANY EMOTIONSSSS#also i've been up since 4:30 today and waagh#brain mushy
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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Yooooo
Borderlands (GearboxLoot) Twitter just announced Handsome Jack body pillow:
#ngl tho this hurts bc i was just looking for a zer0 body pillow to add to my bed which already has 2 ninja char body pillows#genuinely caught me at the wrong time bc i dont want hj rn ughhhhh#maybe if i still fit the hj cosplay i wore id do another 'bros only' broment but like ughhhhhh#4 body pillows is gonna be too much im just gonna have to settle for some other ninja char in the future bc id...#...id at least like a consistent theme with the body pillows i have bc my bed is already a fandom mess#i mean i could retire my genji pillow and my bed be 'toxic men' rather than ninjas but listen.#theres a limit to how many toxic men can cohabit a Full size bed. and im afraid if i lie down between them...#...it would violate some kinda toxic substance laws. something something 'parts per million' being less than 3#<3#(less than 3)#anyway idk how long theyre running preorder i gotta think about it#borderlands#handsome jack#Cori.exe#Post.exe
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always found this little parallel between how scott speaks about buddy cole vs danny husk fascinating:
(top quote is from this 2017 vulture interview, bottom quote is from paul myers' 2018 book "one dumb guy")
'he's smarter than me. braver than me. he's better than me'' vs ''danny may not be the smartest or the bravest but he's a very decent man''
#on its own this is a cool (probably unintentional) echo of how scott talks about two of his biggest characters#but of course being the buddy-cole-documentary person and the only person who's mentioned scott's ptsdiva podcast to him upon first meeting#(true fact he hadn't heard anyone mention that podcast since it finished releasing and that was a big part of my first impression)#i'm so excited to hopefully dig into the deeper implications of this#bc throughout scott's career he's used buddy as a way to process his thoughts on a variety of topics and to speak his mind#BUT. after he recovered from his cancer. he didn't immediately launch another buddy cole side project like he did so many times#(and i mean MANY times that's why i have a whole goddamn timeline for buddy cole side projects)#no. after he recovered from cancer he wrote the *danny husk* graphic novel#and there's also an interview from around that time (i can't find it rn but i know i have it bookmarked) where he low key blames buddy cole#for how he's always been typecast as the gay-best-friend. which while buddy cole is proudly a stereotype#he's still the exact opposite of that trope bc he has agency. and that's why scott made so many buddy cole side projects#while he was paying the bills with gay-best-friend roles in the late 90s#so what was it in this case that made him go ''actually i don't want to write from the perspective of someone who's better than me''#and embrace a bit of danny husk energy?#i haven't read his danny husk graphic novel yet but i do have some theories#but idk actively theorizing on here (especially as someone who is friends with scott) feels a bit too far so i'm gonna leave it at this#a cool parallel. an interesting timeline pattern. an indication of one of the questions from my next interview#i would say ''i wonder if anyone else has noticed this'' but come on jess you're the only one who would have seen both these things
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Honestly, the slight crumbs of worldbuilding are all the more frustrating because of how interesting they are.
Quirkless discrimination: it exists, given how okay the teachers are towards Aldera's bullying of Izuku. Sir Nighteye also thinks Izuku being Quirkless won't make him a good hero, using it as an insult towards him.
The Business Course and Support Course: WHAT DO THEY LEARN? I'd imagine some engineering and management classes/hands on labs in addition to the regular classes. Maybe internships with agencies/compnaies on a manigerial or engineering aspect?
Exactly! What’s the use of worldbuilding if you stay in the same spots the entire time? Keeping it safe is keeping it boring, and honestly that’s the biggest injustice for such an interesting and multifaceted world.
Like, we’ve seen people discriminate against Izuku because he doesn’t have a Quirk (even if the majority were literal children, and kids can be very cruel) - but is that just a him thing? We hardly ever (IF ever) see it elsewhere in BnHA. We hear about it it we don’t recognize its impact outside of being a traumatizing experience for our main. We don’t grasp just how widespread this issue is, and the fact that so many see it as an allegory for real-life disability in an ableist world makes it even more disappointing. We see no aids for those with destructive or harmful quirks, we see nothing for those who’ve lost their Quirks in some way (be it old age or losing it via accident), we see nothing to aid those who ARE disabled - we see none of that. I’m not expecting a Japanese man writing a Japanese-centric story to see it the same way other countries or cultures would, but it would be a genuinely interesting issue to showcase and get people discussing.
And let’s be honest, the other courses at Yuuei essentially don’t exist (save for the designers of the Support Course). What I wouldn’t give to see Business Course students debating the ethics of the hero world, or how to run agencies, or studying to get into law schools with Yuuei’s clout backing them up, or even getting government jobs! I would even take a Business Course kid being disillusioned with how corrupt and greedy the hero world is and having to confide in other students about their anxieties and frustrations. We could’ve had a legitimately interesting arc about 1-A or 1-B kids (or even Shinsou) getting to see other perspectives besides just “heroism is great and nothing is wrong!”
And the Support Course! Where’s the sidekicks, the rescue teams, the spies, or ANYTHING besides weaponsmiths? Where’s the tech kids who got into Yuuei to exercise their abilities in those branches? The hackers? The security experts? All of it would be so interesting to explore but we never see any of it!
I dunno. I really do love BnHA but the insistent refusal to explore any themes besides “let’s throw these inexperienced kids into an adult war” is severely frustrating and disappointing. I know Horikoshi isn’t (and shouldn’t be) expected to talk about everything, but even a little variety would be nice.
#she speaks#she answers#bnha critical#mha critical#horikoshi critical#honestly the worst part is how so many people ignore it too#i fully believe quirklessness is an allegory for being disabled. there’s no way it’s not#whether it’s mental disability or physical disability#either way the refusal to acknowledge it in YOUR WORLD when it directly affects YOUR MAIN is frustrating#not only that but now that we’ve SEEN afo stealing quirks it’s even more unacceptable#just once i’d like to see the pussycats having to experience quirkless discrimination due to that#idk it just severely pisses me off when i think about it#mutuals#i’m gonna say it: sometimes it feels like this show is propaganda#maybe i’m a little paranoid on that front though
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Yall I'm so sorry I do not like Peacemaker
#that show annoys me down#my hatred for it is not as bad as the cw verse#but the writing in that show legit pisses me off#and i hate the directon the dcu film verse whatever is going#like theres one gross ass line about a certain flop actor that you wont get without context#that whole style of writing is bad and terrible and i hate how so many comic adaptations have that humor#ur not funny#Please do not bring up comic adaptations around me unless its the reeveverse#not even the new superman movie im interested in#its so funny that i disagree with the snyder fanbase on most things EXCEPT that the new superman movie looks bad but ik its gonna get praise#and clog my tl for like weeks afterwards#this is the part where i would like be sorry about the rent but i love bitching and moanjing about how much i hate comic adaptations like#i hate them sooooo much#doom patrol was a breath of fresh air since it actually LIKED the material and engaged in it in a edgy yet sincere way that so many comics#but ALSO it was actuallly good and played wth the medium in a really cool way and was well written and fun and actual good gay rep#Is the batman the best most well written thing ever? NOPE! but it does adapt the comkc in a way i find interesting#titans was shit from a butt and i only watched it because the actors were so well casted. like even krypto was perfect#I never watchrd harley quinn and dont plan too but i feel like i might like that#you couldnt pay me to watch that kite man shit#snyderverse was trashhhh except the snyder cut#for some reason i just never watched wonder woman 1 but i watched 1984 and i wanted to kms#nobody is doing it worse than marvel. even the bad movies get praised by critics#pure formulaic bs#idk i am obviously the target audiences for that shit but i have zero desire to see superman or the upcoming comic books movies from dc or#marvel
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Having demand avoidance in a medical setting is literally hell. Like, patient autonomy is already absolute ass. It's only made worse when doctors CONSISTENTLY tell you what to do and act like you HAVE to do it instead of consulting with you first like normal fucking people.
#also “”“”medical necessity“”“” is NOT an excuse here.#ive been to plenty of doctors that thoroughly discuss a range/timeline of treatment and explain it IN DETAIL before saying “thats what i-#-recommend“ instead of just going ”okay were gonna do this. im gonna explain the prep to you a mile a minute and if you have any follow up-#-questions im just gonna repeat part of my spiel with no clarification. and if i cant answer your questions too bad :)“#not to mention how many doctors just force you to do things that WILL NEVER WORK#like one therapist tried forcing me to do emdr when i was only IN HER TOWN for the summer and i had no internet access when i was at college#im pretty sure emdr takes several weeks to work and i did not have that kind of time available to me. i couldnt just drop out bc of ptsd.#also the number of times ive had to decline an ESI is stupid. I've already had 2! they didn't work! i had a bad reaction to the meds!#why am i being forced to do it again?#also back surgery. i cant do that because i am a white trash rural kid and our home (which we built ourselves) CANNOT be accessible enough#for spinal surgery recovery. but i went to the surgeon and he was like “thats valid! and also surgery literally wouldnt help you so idk why-#-they sent you here.“ : l It's cool to be right all the time lol#its like. no wonder i developed medical demand avoidance after so much traumatizing and malpracticy bullshit in my life#demand avoidance#medical demand avoidance#chronic illness burnout#chronic illness#chronic pain#medical tw#ptsd#disability#medical neglect#medical trauma#vent#this might be too personal. if i do delete it ill have it rb'd on my boar-deer-whitetrashbutterfly blog first#idk i just havent really been able to find anyone else talking about this specific effect of being chronically ill/disabled.
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Well that happened. That was a DLC.
#i havent even finished it yet but i got to the final boss phase 2 so its basically done#but uhm yeah#i have so so many thoughts (i wanna try hold em off til i beat the final boss - i want to read the lore) but basically:#music: 10/10 incredible as always#gameplay: 9/10#<- the new weapons the AREAS bro the areas some of the best in the game#and tbh most of the bosses i found fun#they are far from perfect (except you rellana girl i love youuuuuu) but most of them are great#<- final boss not included because i only just got to him today and tbh its like#fine ig but i KNOW its gonna be like messmer aka rip my frame rate#story: 5/10#why were the side line npcs better stories than the main crew#the main crew individually were honestly solid but the dlc as a whole really idk#im not sure how to describe it but the story is kinda just... there#tbh i knew miquella was gonna be a bastard i didnt believe that miquella the kind stuff for a second#and tbh hes a complex character#but idk its liek the whole story was about him but i feel im so lost on what was actually going on#so overall: i wanna say 9/10 even though i didnt vibe with the story i had so much fun with the dlc as a whole that it was worth it for me#i feel like from passing bits ive seen thats an unpopular opinion but idgaf i enjoyed it#now i need to go stare at rellana art and finish my tarnished riku piece#best part of the dlc was the drip actually the drip was peak#and a certain weapon#i could probably name drop it but its my new fav weapon its just a classic i love it to bits#elden ring spoilers#uh just in case
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Willing
Tommy Miller x F!reader
Plastic Trees part three!
Read Part One and Part Two
This gets a little steamy light straight away, lol. Sorry? Or maybe I’m not… this is just…this is kind of filthy. Hope you enjoy <3 (not proofread because I’m still lazy)
Word Count: 3.8k (2k of this is smut lol)
Warnings: 18+, lots of teasing, dark!tommy defo makes an appearance here so be warned, oral (m receiving), fingering, doin sexy stuff outside, slight knife play. Guns and death, typical tlou stuff lol.
“Can you teach me?”
“No. Be quiet.”
She huffs at his answer. They’re both whispering, she’s standing behind Tommy - he has his gun pointed at a deer deeper into the forest. She knows how to shoot a gun, she knows how to protect herself. But she doesn’t know how to shoot a gun like the one Tommy has. She can see it now, his. Strong chest pressed to her back as he stands behind her. His hands covering hers as she holds the gun, his breath against her skin as he whispers in her ear. The thought makes her want to squeeze her thighs together, when she does the leaves on the ground crackle underneath her feet. The deer in Tommy’s sights lifts its head, and it’s gone in a flash. He sighs, dropping his gun.
“Well, there goes dinner.” He says. He turns to her, his gun still in his hands. He notices her looking, her eyes dart back up to his as he turns fully towards her. He has those fucking leather gloves on again.
“Sorry.” She murmurs, looking down at both their shoes.
“What did I tell you?” His voice is low. He slings the gun back over his shoulder and brings two of his gloved fingers underneath her chin, tilting her head up to look at him.
“You told me to be quiet.”
“And I told you to stand still.” He said. “Usually you’re good at taking orders.”
He’s smirking at her, so she smiles back. “I’m not hungry anyway. Forget about the deer, we’ll find something else.”
“Hmm, I’m kinda hungry.” He says. He steps forwards, she steps backwards - he keeps going until her back is pressed against a tree. “Maybe not for deer though.”
She hums at him, any kind of words feel stuck in her throat. She’s looking up at him with those wide eyes as his hand comes up to feel her chest. His hand grasping her breast over her clothes. She moans lightly, tilting her head up towards him. She whines when he leans his head back, a grin on his face.
“What?” He practically coos at her. “What do you want?”
“Please kiss me, Tommy.” She breathes. Fuck, he can’t resist it. As much as he wants to tease her and get moving, he leans his head down to connect their lips. His hand still on her tit, his thumb moving to lightly circle her nipple. His hands and lips were making her feel dizzy. As usual, Tommy is kissing her, he’s touching her, he’s everywhere - but she still wants more of him. His lips were cold from the outside air but they were still so soft. He pulls away suddenly, his hands leaving her as he steps back.
“Come on.” He says.”We gotta get going.”
She watches him walk away with a giddy smile on her face, what an asshole.
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“No. Like this. See?” Tommy’s voice is low in her ear, the way she likes. His hands are practically holding hers as she holds the gun that he had placed in her hands. His hips are pressed into her ass and she’s finding it difficult to concentrate. She’s sure he knows this.
“Your hands are shaking.” He says. “You can’t shoot like that.”
“Well, maybe we should leave the shooting to you then.”
“I thought you wanted to learn?” He steps closer to her, if that's even possible. He’s already pressed up against her back and the extra step just makes him tower over her. She feels trapped in the best way.
The sun is close to going down - they’re standing outside a small alcove in some rocks that Tommy had insisted would be a safe place for them to stay and get some rest for the night. The fire he started was still small and crackling, softly illuminating the small space.
“I do.” She practically whimpers. Her voice was small and nervous and it turned him on like nothing else. “I wanna learn.”
“Well, there’s a lot I can teach you. If you’re willing.” He says as takes the gun out of her hand, places it gently on the floor. She still has her back to him - she can hear him shuffling behind her. When he takes his rightful place behind her, one of his hands slides around her waist, the other comes up to rest against her jaw - slightly tilting her head up. She’s breathing heavily as he rests his cheek against hers - his stubble satisfyingly scratching her sensitive skin. He can feel her heartbeat hammering under his thumb that's pressed below her jaw.
“I’m willing.” She whispers, looking out into the trees in front of him.
“Good.” He uses his grip on her waist to turn her around to face him. “Come here then.”
She shivered at the smirk on his face, that smile she’d seen a few times before. He tugged her body against his as he leaned down to kiss her. He could still feel her heart hammering, just the same as she could feel his cock throbbing through his denim. Tommy moves one hand up and to fist it in her hair, giving it a sharp tug and he smirks as she moans into the kiss.
Tommy chuckles and uses her hair to pull her mouth away from his. He runs his nose up the column of her neck. She squirms against him as his lips connect to her neck, kissing the warm skin gently, before sinking his teeth into her throat.
“Fuck, Tommy!” She curses and grabs at his hair, tangling his soft curls around her fingers. Tommy chuckles and holds her firmer against him. Tommy’s touch is always rough and heavy, he always towers over her, surrounding her with his scent and everything that is him. Everything that she loves.
“You wanna get on your knees for me, baby?” He asks, he’s breathing heavily - his eyes blown out. He looks gorgeous. She nods eagerly and he surprises her by pushing her off of him, regardless she sinks down to her knees in front of him. The rough ground dug into her knees through her jeans, reminding her that they were outside. Her mouth was watering, she hadn’t sucked his cock since that night in the basement. Which honestly wasn’t her best work, she desperately wanted to prove to him that she can do so much better. She ran her fingers over the prominent bulge in his pants. She made work of his belt, adjusting everything just enough to pull his cock out. He’s hard and aching for her and she moans softly at the sight.
She leans in to press a light kiss to the head of his cock. Tommy hisses, his hand curling in her hair - something she has realized he loves doing. She licks up the pre cum that had gathered on his tip, catching liquid on her tongue.
“You taste so good, Tommy.” She murmurs. “I’m gonna show you that I can do much better than that night.”
“Oh, yeah?” Tommy asks. “Well, get on with it like a good girl and maybe I’ll reward you.”
“Reward me?”
“Yeah,” He strokes her cheek as he answers, “maybe I’ll spend a few hours between your thighs. If you're good enough.”
Her pussy clenches at his words. Her palm tightens around his cock and he sighs.
“I’m good enough.” She says, her eyes looking up at him, peering at him as innocently as she could.
“Show me then. Use that mouth for what it's made for.” He says impatiently. Using his grip on her to force her head down towards his cock.
God, he knew exactly what to do to get her riled up. He knew exactly what buttons to press. Something about his voice, something about the way he’s capable of being kind to her - she’s seen it before. But he’s also capable of being like this. Of being mean, of making her get onto her knees and pushing her head down to force her onto his cock. Fuck, it turned her on.
She kissed his aching tip one more time before running her tongue up the sensitive underside of his length.
“Fuck, yes,” Tommy hissed. His cock is hot and heavy as her tongue traces over him. She dips down to take the head of his cock into her mouth. Tommy’s eyes close as he enters her hot mouth. He opens them again to watch her closely as she begins bobbing up and down. He groans, a fucking heavenly noise, as his cock twitches between her lips as she gets him off. The look of pure bliss on her face and the way her eyes glance up at him, already watering, almost makes him come right there.
“God, you’re so perfect.” He moans as he forces her down further. His hips were starting to buck forwards and his groans were getting rougher. He sounded so sexy, she could feel herself dripping. She loved having this effect on him, just as much as she loved the effect he had on her.
“Shit, baby I’m gonna cum,” Tommy absolutely lost control when she moaned around him. “And you’re gonna take it all, yeah?”
She nodded the best she could, looking up at him with those innocent eyes again. He groaned as he pushed her all the way down onto his cock as he came. His cum shot into her mouth and throat in thick ropes. She shut her eyes and took everything he gave her. Tommy wasted no time in hauling her up to stand in front of him and press his mouth hurriedly to hers, both of them were out of breath and the kiss was all teeth and open mouths. It was disgustingly brilliant.
“Good girl,” he mumbles against her skin. “You gonna let me take care of you, baby?”
She nods, still catching her breath. Her eyes still watery, she looked more disheveled than him. He loves it.
“Yeah?” He coos at her, “Don’t worry baby, I got you.”
Moments later Tommy has her flat on the ground, he’s towering over her as he climbs up her body. The rough ground is digging into her back, the same way it did to her knees minutes ago. But once again, neither of them care. To both of their knowledge, there's no one around anyway.
“I’m gonna make you feel so good. Don’t I always take care of you?”
“Yes,” She whispers, “Please.”
Suddenly, he brings his finger to her lips, softly toying with her bottom lip. She surprises him by taking his finger into her mouth, sucking it slowly like she did his cock. She swears his eyes become darker, if that’s possible.
“I’m gonna take care of you forever, darling.” Tommy purred, sliding his finger from her mouth. “You’re never getting rid of me.”
Out of nowhere, Tommy gets an idea. His hand disappears between their bodies and she gets excited thinking he’s finally going to touch her. Her eyes widen as his hand re-emerges with his small knife wrapped in his fingers. He pressed the tip lightly to her cheek, a sinister smirk spreading across his lips when her breathing picks up.
“You’re so pretty when you're scared baby.” He whispers. “It reminds me of that first night, when I had my gun pointed at your head. You have no idea what that did to me. You liked it too, didn’t you?”
He finishes his sentence by dragging the knife down to the sensitive skin of her jaw, still not applying enough pressure to hurt her. Although he could, and that almost makes him hard again.
“I liked it.” She whimpers, her voice small and shaky. She remembers it well. “I liked it enough to get on my knees for you.”
“Yes you did.” Tommy grins, “That’s how I knew you were special. I could do anything I want to you right now, and you would let me. Wouldn't you?“
She nods slowly, trying not to lean into the knife and cut herself on it.
“Would you?” She asks timidly. Tommy has to think about it for a second, he almost wants to say no. Just to make her feel better. But he also has a feeling that she might enjoy his answer even more than him.
“You really wanna know?” He asks and she nods again. “I’m getting tired of you nodding at me, tell me.”
“I wanna know.” She confirms. Tommy lets go of the knife, tossing it a few feet away.
“Well,” He begins, as he lifts up onto his knees. His hands begin to undo her jeans, roughly pulling them down enough for him to push his hand between her legs. His finger immediately found the wet spot on her panties. She gasps underneath him, her hands gripping his biceps tightly.
“If you really want me to be honest with you, sweetheart. Everytime i look at you, I add something new to the list of things I want to do to you. Most of its alright, but some of it is pretty fuckin’ nasty. Some of it I can’t even say out loud.” His fingers have now pushed her panties to the side, they glide through her folds and zone in on her swollen clit. She gasps and she's not sure if it's because of his words or his fingers.
“I would’ve loved to use that knife on you. I would love to just fucking ruin you, make you scream for me. And i mean really fucking scream.” Tommy is almost ashamed of his own mind, at his own words. And he opts for ducking hisnhead down and sucking on her neck instead of continuing his speech. Deep down she feels like he doesn’t mean it, she knows he wouldn’t hurt her. Or does she? I mean, he was part of a group that did kidnap her. But he was hers now, and she was his. But nevertheless, this is so fucking hot. His fingers have now slipped inside of her and are working her the way only he knows how.
“Like I told you, baby. You’re never leaving me. You’re mine, yeah?” She nods again at his question, but remembers his words from earlier.
“Yes! I’m yours, Tommy. I’m yours. This is all yours.” She gasps, her climax quickly approaching. His words had definitely sped up the process.
“That’s right. All fucking mine.” He snarls through gritted teeth. “You wanna cum for me, gorgeous?”
“Yes! Please, Tommy. Oh my god, please!” She moans, tilting her head back. He didn’t stop fucking her with his fingers as she came around them, making sure to drag out every last drop of her orgasm. Once he had slipped his fingers out of her and she’d caught her breath. He climbed off of her and let her sit up and fix herself up, he sat beside her. She laughed to herself as she realised they were literally in the middle of the fucking forest.
“You good?” He asked as he watched her, his eyes softening. Even after everything he had just said, he still asked. She liked that about him. That’s what she liked about him from the start. This soft side he had that only came out when it needed too, but still - it was there.
“Yeah. I’m good.” She looked around them, the forest was now pretty dark, their fire being the only thing illuminating the area around them.
“Now what?” She asked, shuffling closer to him. The forest suddenly seems scarier now without him on top of her. But he stands up, doing up his jeans that were still hanging open and extending his hand to her.
“Now we gotta try and sleep in this weird little cave.” He says as he helps her up from the ground.
“Is it safe?“ She asks, surveying the forest around them again.
“We’ll be fine.” He answers. “I’m gonna stay awake watching for a while. We’ll get moving tomorrow.”
“You need sleep too.” She says.
“I’ll be fine.”
“But, you shou-“
“I’ll be fine.” He interrupts her, repeating himself sternly. She trusts him, he knows that. So she takes his word for it. She’d slept in some weird places since the outbreak, she’d been on the move for a while at the beginning. So this cave was nothing. She curled up in the corner, getting as comfortable as she could sitting against a cold stone wall. She falls asleep with fire flickering and Tommy standing protectively outside.
It turns out, as always - Tommy was right. A day later they were strolling through a city. They’d done a lot of walking and honestly, Tommy had been pretty tight lipped about this community he was supposedly taking them too. It made her nervous, but what other choice did she have but to trust him? So on she went. As usual, Tommy was walking in front of her, his gun at the ready in his hands. A sigh leaving his lips every time she asked a question.
“Was Texas nice?”
“Yes.” He answered shortly, keeping his eyes focused on what was going on around them. He’d already schooled her on being quiet once today.
“Did you always live there?”
“Mhm.”
This was her least favorite version of him, the one that was short and rude with her. She never knew which side of him she was going to get. He has gotten used to her asking questions now, just resorting to answering with a yes or a no. He had discovered that telling her to shut up did no good, sonhe had to change his own ways instead.
“Why did you leave?” She asked. He stayed silent this time. She hadn’t spent much time in cities since the outbreak, most of her time spent a qz, or more recently- a fucking basement. Despite the unfortunate circumstances, she couldn’t help but find beauty in it. An abandoned city once filled with life, mow filled with a different kind of life.
She wondered what Tommy’s life was like, was he the same? Or did the outbreak change him? She desperately wanted to ask. But him even telling her he was from Texas was a big step, so she’ll keep that for another day.
“So, did you like… have a job or something?” She opts for a more annoying question instead.
“Yes. Of course I had a job.” He turns to her as he answers this time. Only slightly turning his head to check that she wasn’t too far away. She’d made a habit of staring at the tall buildings around them and falling too far back, causing him to have to wait for her. This conversation was obviously intriguing to her, as she was right up behind him.
“What did you do?”
“I, uh,” He sighs, debating whether or not to tell her the truth. “I did construction.”
“Is that it? You did that all your life? I feel like there's more, you don’t seem like a construction guy.”
God, she was too fucking smart.
“Oh yeah? What do I seem like?”
“I don’t know.” She laughs. He turns to look at her again, an amused smile on his face this time. She smiles up at him.
“Well you’re right, I guess.” He regrets it immediately, but finishes his sentence anyway. “I joined the army when I was 18.”
“Oh, wow.” She says. She sounds genuinely interested. “Did you-“
“Don’t ask me about it.” He cuts her off. She stupidly nods instead of answering, as he’s in front of her so he doesn’t see it. All he hears is her being silent, and her footsteps crunching on the ground behind him. He feels a little bit guilty and opens his mouth to utter an apology, but something else catches his attention instead. He whirls around to face her, grasps her shoulders and pushes her roughly to the side - just quick enough to miss the bullet that flies past them. The gunshot that rings out around them is loud and echoes in the empty city.
“Go!” Tommy yells, he’s still holding her tightly as he gestures to a car beside them. She moves quickly, ducking down behind the car, Tommy follows. Tommy realizes that the gunshots are coming from the building opposite them and he quickly gets to work on firing his own gun at a specific window.
Tommy thinks quickly, to the left of them is an alleyway, and he thinks that if he distracts them she would have enough time to squeeze down it. They wouldn’t be able to shoot her down there unless they had good aim, and by the looks of it. They didn’t.
“Hey!” He yells to get her attention. The gun shots are still loud and he realizes there are most likely multiple shooters in there. Raiders probably, bastards.
“You see that alleyway?”
She nods, looking up at him with those big scared eyes again.
“Go down there and don’t move until I come get you.”
“What?” She’s horrified at how calm he sounds. “What about you? What if-“
“Do you trust me?“ He cuts her off. “I’ll be fine. Go.”
She’s still hesitant, a bullet flies past them and shatters a window somewhere and she jumps, her hands coming up to cover her ears.
“Hey!” He yells again, she takes one hand away from the side of her head. “We’ll be fine. You know I wouldn’t let anything happen to you right? Stay low, baby and you’ll be okay, so will i. Go!“
He turns to shoot at the window again and this time she doesn’t hesitate. She runs into the alley and doesn’t look back, crouching down behind an old dumpster. Holy shit, she can’t believe she just left Tommy out there. Not that she could help him but, what if he dies? What the fuck aas she meant to do? What if the last memory she has of him is how beautiful his eyes looked as he told her to run?
She takes a chance and peeks out of the alley, she can barely see but what she can see is Tommy standing up from behind the car and firing a single shot into the window, it hits whoever was shooting down at him and tumble out of the window and hit the concrete below. Tommy doesn’t even look at them as he steps over their body and rips the door to the building open, and just as quickly as it had happened - Tommy disappears inside the building.
#as always i get so nervous after posting so im posting this at midnight and going to sleep lmao bye#I’ve already started writing a part 4#im on a roll apparently#idk how many chapters this is gonna have but i do know how this series is gonna end 🤪 teehee#tommy miller#tommy miller x reader#tommy miller fic#tommy miller smut#gabriel luna#hbo tommy miller#smut#tlou#dark!tommymiller
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#im just so angry#all i keep thinking is what the fuck#i know im lucky i live in a blue state#but also it just makes me angry that now i have to deal with the nonsense other people chose#and why did so many people pick him??#like where all his crimes and cruelties not enough???#i just dont get it#like a little part of me hopes something miraculous will happen and ill wake up tomorrow to find out she actually won#but idk man its just not looking great#i dont know how were gonna make it thorough this#hes already done things that will have lasting effects#its gonna be so much worse for four more years
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