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Living near a train isn’t good for me after getting into the outsiders, however I’d like to argue an opposing view to the “brothers now hate trains” argument.
Now, I do think there’d be some extra anxiety when crossing tracks but apart from that… trains are such a constant. It’s almost comforting to hear a whistle on a calm night, it’s just another night noise like frogs or bugs. This great distant noise that’s just as common as dogs barking. It means things are alright. It means you’re home.
I can imagine they probably walked sections of track through town a thousand times, careful not to be near Shepards or the other downtown gangs territory- but this was also likely before the gangs really formed. When you’re a kid and you try to balance etc.
Being up next to a train is a different story. They’re louder than anything. Freight trains cars are always way bigger than you expect them to be, you feel it in your chest and your feet and you vibrate a little and can’t hear your heart or anything but the tracks. Perhaps on a train it’s a different story, maybe it’s muffled and a bit kinder when you’re in a car buried against your friend — not near the tracks, not on them but safe inside.
#idk I’m having thoughts#trains are like horses to me - love them from a distance but up close they’re BIG loud and scary 🫣#the outsiders#outsiders#thoughts#outsiders meta#the curtis gang#the curtis brothers#curtis family#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#outsiders book#outsiders 1983
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“but I can’t draw that” “I’m bad at drawing” okay then. draw it bad. thats literally what you’re supposed to do. you will draw it bad a million bajillion times over before you draw it good. this is life
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#excuse me while I go be sad about my body being extremely shit#adjusting to your whole life being changed is fucked#but I will never be just a sick person#and I never want people to treat me any different because of a condition I have#but tbh I just wanna go back to before I was sick#I’ll probably delete this#idk i’m having thoughts
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considering- modern day au étoiles with poliosis. he decides just bleach his whole head white to match the patch(es), but can’t really do that for his eyelashes or eyebrows, maybe also beard, so they’re mismatched and show the extent of his condition. Also considering vitiligo….
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is it just me or is This Is Me Trying a.. Glinda Pines for Elphie Song
“i was so ahead of the curve/the curve became a sphere” like little miss popular?? definitely a trendsetter back in her day… sphere… bubble okay i’m reaching for that one
but like. her popularity is eventually what comes to bite her when she becomes Glinda the Good and Elphie has to leave… and her popularity as the Good Witch is what “traps” her into pretending she’s glad Elphie is dead
“you’re a flashback/on a film reel/on the one screen/in my town” i mean she literally lives in the Emerald City like it’s right there!!! idk maybe this is just me throwing stuff at the wall and seeing what sticks but adds it to the gelphie playlist
#gelphie#wicked#wicked the musical#glinda#glinda the good#elphaba thropp#elphaba x glinda#taylor swift#this is me trying#idk i’m having thoughts
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Something something the irony of the KND fighting for kids’ rights to have peaceful childhoods while the organisation itself relies on kids giving up their childhood and being forced to mature early
#does this even make sense#idk I’m having thoughts#this is specifically about global command but can really apply to any operative#knd#codename: kids next door#kids next door#july 2023
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i get when people are like “jrwi is a comedy podcast why r y’all so pressed” and it’s like. yeah i defo think of jrwi as comedy and fun goofs. but there are definitely some times i wish it let itself be a little more sincere at moments instead of trying to undermine literally every thing with a joke. one good example is like the adventure zone:balance!!! like literally one of the main characters is named “takko” and his sisters name is a play on chalupa and they call themselves the tres horny boys and like they literally shoot themselves out of the moon and merle has verbal sex with a plant, but i still feel like it’s one of the most sincere stories i’ve ever heard. and like i know jrwi is literally just them kinda fucking around but there are moments where i’m like man… :( i wish there wasn’t a bit going on rn :(
#ros talks#little hater#idk i’m having Thoughts#mayve i jisy need to relisten to balance#or just whatever’s new from taz
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I think internet culture has not only warped peoples’ ideas of what appropriate boundaries are but led to a mass sense of entitlement in general
You can’t just expect people to do whatever you want just because you frame it as a “boundary”
And conversely, don’t let people just walk all over you. Others’ boundaries are not supreme over yours, and one’s right to swing their fist ends at the tip of another’s nose
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Lately I’ve been thinking about kindness and how hard it is sometimes.
It’s hard to remember the person on the other side of the screen is a human being, yes, because we are separated by the internet. But it’s hard in real life too. It’s hard to look into the eyes of someone who has hurt me and say, “I forgive you.”
But it helps. Even if it doesn’t help them. Forgive and forget is not always the best way but sometimes it is. Sometimes you can let anger go, even if it’s hard.
Kindness is hard but it’s healthy. Healthy for YOU, mind and body.
#holding on to anger and resentment feels good but it will ultimately hurt you in the end#sometimes it is better to forgive and forget#you don’t have to have that person in your life#but it’s better to not have that resentment in your life either#idk I’m having Thoughts#positivity#kind of#my ramblings
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Also I’m thinking about the charmed au again
#thinking about Robin humming faithfully to Nancy as they dance in the woods on their prom night#or whatever was in my notes this au is a clusterfuck#thinking about 90s professor robin with a pixie cut#and prophetic max who has visions about the future and eventually the past#crashed and burned Nancy who drags herself back into town and falls back in love with Robin#while simultaneously becoming more and more certain that robin is lying to her about something huge#idk I’m having thoughts#and I’d much rather be writing that than the nonsense I’m currently writing at work soooo#charmed au
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We all know the semi-canonical ‘all the Robins know to hide/duck inside of Batman’s cape, even as adults’ thing.
We also know that Danny ‘is LITERALLY a ghost’ Fenton sucks at remembering his own intangibility while ALSO forgetting to look ahead of him.
All I’m saying is, Danny Fenton (or Phantom, if you’d really like) would absolutely SLAM into Batman on accident while running on roof tops and Bruce ‘Brooding Instinct’ Wayne doesn’t even think twice about letting the kid hide and scanning around for danger before there’s a record scratch of ‘wait who tf is this?’ kicks in.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom crossover#listen I’m just SAYING#my initial thought is Fenton bc dark hair and how most of the robins have had dark hair#Danny isn’t even necessarily running from danger. he just got into parkour and forgot how to stop his momentum#I mean you CAN have him running from something. give this an ACTUAL plot#but honestly I just think it’d be a fun little setup#Danny peaks out and. in panic. goes#hi we’re the council of the dead. we’ve been trying to contact you and yours about your extended warranty#*extended life warranty or what have you#Danny hasn’t even gotten death vibes from anyone yet so now he has to wing it#yeah hi… uh. Batman sir. if that’s your preferred moniker?#right so we’re basically the ghost irs and you owe death taxes?#yeah you know the saying. death and taxes. guarantees of life. haha.#which in this case means you owe money bc you aren’t dead yet. probably. idk I uh. JUST got the job .#anyways ohhhh hi yep you’re. red hood. yeah so. mm. yeah we definitely need to get you to the ghostly dmv#it’s the same as a regular dmv but people have actually been bored to death in there#(meanwhile Batman is like WAIT IS THIS SMALL CHILD DEAD?!)#(SURE WHATEVER IM RICH HOW DO I FIND A GHOST ACCOUNTANT AND MORE IMPORTANTLY DO YOU RESPECT GHOST ADOPTIONS?)
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Maybe there is something a bit ugly inside of me. Maybe there is something jealous and bitter and lonely in me. It’s kind of lovable, though, now that I’m looking at it. Maybe I could love it too
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Paraphrasing again buuut I wanted to try illustrating this scene!
#my art#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#was thinking abt this scene from ART’s perspective#obv it wouldn’t actually hesitate in its speech#BUT I did get the sense that this was not an easy proposal for it to make#I think it’s very telling that it decided to spring this on mb seconds before it was gonna pass out again LOL#like u wanted OUT of that convo ASAP once u mentioned the whole ‘move in with me? 👉👈’ thing#idk maybe I’m wrong but I sense a sort of undercurrent of insecurity in ART#the mortifying ordeal of having wants and undergoing the vulnerability of expressing them#also this took. so much longer than I thought it would I’m so good at forgetting how long it takes to make comics
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He’s like a particularly pathetic wet cat
#fanart#art#atla#zuko#suki#atla suki#suki atla#zuki#suko#idk their ship name but I’m a cult follower#I have an entire page of zukki#but I thought this one looked really cute
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Having some feelings this evening about Frodo’s reaction to people around him being corrupted by desire for the One Ring. How generally devoid it is of any blame placed on that person, and how he instead treats it as a tragedy to spare others from by distancing himself.
It’s a big deal in the latter books that Frodo wants to show Sméagol kindness if possible because things have progressed so far that Frodo can recognize his own experience in him. But what’s really making me stare at a wall right now are Frodo’s early days reactions even before the personal identification is as strong.
Basically, I can’t stop thinking about how deeply Frodo’s reaction to that last encounter with Boromir is informed by the fact that the first person to ever try and take the ring from Frodo was actually Bilbo. The fact that the first person Frodo ever saw corrupted to that point, even for a moment, was the kind, clever, caring uncle who adopted and taught him, and who Frodo thinks the world of.
Just thinking about the personal relationship Frodo had with the very first person he saw the Ring affect and how fundamentally that set the tone for his understanding of it for the entirety of the journey.
#tossing my thoughts into the void#is this anything#idk tumblr can have my 1am LOTR shower thoughts#lotr#frodo baggins#bilbo baggins#boromir#I’m due for a reread methinks#idk man I just think it’s really fundamentally important that the very FIRST person Frodo ever saw the ring corrupt was and continues to be#one of his all time favorite people#like of course he views the ring’s affect as a tragedy and not a failing#of course he does
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