#tossing my thoughts into the void
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Having some feelings this evening about Frodo’s reaction to people around him being corrupted by desire for the One Ring. How generally devoid it is of any blame placed on that person, and how he instead treats it as a tragedy to spare others from by distancing himself.
It’s a big deal in the latter books that Frodo wants to show Sméagol kindness if possible because things have progressed so far that Frodo can recognize his own experience in him. But what’s really making me stare at a wall right now are Frodo’s early days reactions even before the personal identification is as strong.
Basically, I can’t stop thinking about how deeply Frodo’s reaction to that last encounter with Boromir is informed by the fact that the first person to ever try and take the ring from Frodo was actually Bilbo. The fact that the first person Frodo ever saw corrupted to that point, even for a moment, was the kind, clever, caring uncle who adopted and taught him, and who Frodo thinks the world of.
Just thinking about the personal relationship Frodo had with the very first person he saw the Ring affect and how fundamentally that set the tone for his understanding of it for the entirety of the journey.
#tossing my thoughts into the void#is this anything#idk tumblr can have my 1am LOTR shower thoughts#lotr#frodo baggins#bilbo baggins#boromir#I’m due for a reread methinks#idk man I just think it’s really fundamentally important that the very FIRST person Frodo ever saw the ring corrupt was and continues to be#one of his all time favorite people#like of course he views the ring’s affect as a tragedy and not a failing#of course he does
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Do... do you guys know about the St. Louis City Museum?
It may not look like too much from the outside, but it's pretty much exactly the experience of that hamster city, but for adult (or child) humans, and with fascinating environments and art.
First off, actually really exploring this place does involve scampering.
These are some of the exterior tunnels, which look the most tunnel-like, but the interior is also a maze of interesting openings and things that make you go "are people supposed to go in there?" and the answer is pretty much always yes.
These are some of the more noticeable ones, including one of the openings in the cave system and one of the main tube-entrances on the ground floor. And these are just the obvious examples. This is one of the few real-life spaces I've been to in my life with easter eggs: maze-rooms or environments you can find by going through that crevice or waist-high opening you just noticed.
Basically, the City Museum is what it calls an "Architecture Playground". It's an old 10-story shoe factory that an artist and architect couple turned into their pet project. They wanted to use reclaimed materials from around the city to create whimsical and fantastical environments and used the old factory as their sandbox.
And they had fun with connecting the spaces in weird and interesting ways that make you feel like you're exploring and discovering secret areas. It's as much a massive series of works of art as an attraction, and is still run by artists and playground engineers, so there's also a rotating set of striking and architecturally interesting spaces too.
And there are also areas that are just... actual museum areas, for things like natural history info and also installed art collections. You can absolutely get to them by climbing your way through the other spaces though.
(Those last two are of resin "veneer" sculptures I really liked by an artist named Dustin Yellin who makes the figures out of insanely intricate collages that make scenes like the close-up there. Reminds me of symbolist painting but in 3D interaction with the overall figure.)
And there are also components that really do just feel like a playground's been scaled up to include adults. The airplane and giant grasshopper are fun, they have a Ferris wheel, not to mention the ball pit and he castle turret.
Anyway, yeah, if you're ever in the U.S. Midwest near St. Louis and want to experience something that actually did fantastic things for my brain chemistry I'd highly recommend it. And also kneepads, you will be glad you had those too.
#tossing my thoughts into the void#just in case this interests anyone#did I mention the 10-story slide?
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Yayyyyyyy art
#I might finish it later and upload the final product with all the shading and highlights#but unfortunately I do not want to. so. chances are this IS the final product and I will simply have to live with that#I’m actually really proud of this regardless I haven’t finished (“finished”) an art in AGES so this is a nice change#anyway. dunno the context behind this I just thought “hey tiny Light Yagami being inspected by a smug L” and my one brain cell was like#On It Boss 🫡🫡🫡🫡#pspsps death noters— go! fetch!!! *tosses this out into the void*#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#art#my art#my art :]#death note fanart#deathnote fanart#fanart#meat post
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the law of being hermie the unworthy (any iteration) is that you aren't allowed to win
#dndads#dndads spoilers#hermie the unworthy#wylie scampler#<- i'm stealing cal's naming conventions they slap#tossing my art into the void#this is the piece of finale art that you get until i gather my thoughts
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okay okay. please hear me out . on my hands and knees
does anyone else get mildly bothered at how many human loop designs there are .,,, i know im also the #1 inhuman characters enjoyer and always will prefer inhuman designs but. it feels like undoing the fact that they Gave Up? like they didnt gain the abilities they did to help siffrins loops be a little bit easier. a little less painful. a small gift from the universe if u will
there are some designs i do enjoy and it Is a fun idea to entertain sometimes but most times its AUUGGH. AUUGH. let loop move on Without looking like siffrin sometimes !!!!!!!! would You want to look like the person you killed because you gave up. because you couldnt be them anymore no matter how hard you tried because its only an Act....
and also loop star design Cool!!!!! theres so much to play with with that!!! okay rant over that is all. for neow
#this is not intended to bash human loop enjoyers for the record! this is just my opinion :'] i havent seen anyone else say anything similar#so i thought id toss it out into the void#isat#isat spoilers#<- sorry for the complaining in maintag :( its for filtering out for friends that havent played yet#vee beeps#forgot that tag.
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I am so sorry, I find this post hilarious and love the joke but please excuse me while I am a massive nerd about this for a moment.
This is actually really funny, because the octopus example highlights that the entire underlying argument of the bone-debate, is really just whether or not life on land is underrated. Allow me to summarize this choice:
Keep your rock-puzzle body structure
Take your refund (the life aquatic)
Become much smaller/simpler (who needs a large central nervous system anyway)
TLDR: Octopus is actually always in a sling. It's the ocean. The ocean is the octopus sling. The grass is always greener but you must choose your support somewhere or collapse under the weight of your own complexity.
Because, see, bones are wild, is the thing. Sure they're Shaped and Breakable, but they actually have about half a dozen jobs, some of which are Probably Really Necessary for living the way we do.
Mollusks do plenty of the bone-tasks without any bones, like growing immune cells in other places besides bone marrow, and we're not even entirely sure we know all the places it happens. And crustaceans and insects get their structure from external skeletons, but for breathing and size reasons, those get pretty impractical if you want to get anywhere near the size of an octopus or human, at least if you want to live on land. But mineralized bone tissue is specifically important for maintaining large, complex life on land.
One of the things that's significantly different about bones from, say, insect carapace, is that they're full of cells. Like, really, they're a living tissue, a community of cells that just happens to build really strong mineralized walls around themselves and each other, and then reshape it constantly as they need to. Some of those cells are with you your whole entire life, and have insane half lives of like 25 years. Your bones are alive and they are constantly moving around in there (just a tiny bit).
But the important thing about this is that, because there are cells in there, they can use your bones for more than just structural support. Some cool materials science research actually supports a longstanding theory that from their earliest evolution, one of the important roles of bones was as a storage area or "battery" for the minerals that make muscles and nerves work. If you run out of those things in your blood, the cells could pull more out of your bones for you. Basically, mineralized bones let vertebrates travel long distances from mineral-rich food/sources without losing the ability to think or move, and even help provide materials for important processes like laying eggs. It's entirely possible that they're one of the things that made it possible for larger, more complex animals to travel away from the oceans.
On top of that, bones are also really important for our ability to be as big as we are and still move around on land. Octopuses are squishy, adaptable, powerful, and definitely mobile by means of a hydrostatic skeleton, which basically means that because water doesn't compress very much, it can provide solid-like support when it's trapped in a certain area. Say, inside an octopus arm. The problem with this system on land is that it has its limitations outside a fluid environment. Imagine your muscles had to constantly maintain the shape of your bones (because they will become formless otherwise) and then also use them to move around at the same time. Without the support of water around you, this becomes deeply impractical really fast. One example of an animal that makes it work anyway is an earthworm. That's about as complicated as these get on land without also including some other kind of skeletal structure in there somewhere.
And the thing is, despite the fact that we only have a vague idea how or why complex nervous systems or intelligence develops, and it's hard to measure by any consistent metric (birds can be crazy smart, but have relatively low brain-to-body size), it seems to be at least partially linked to the need to navigate more complexity in everyday life, whether that's wrangling eight limbs or navigating more complex social structures. Which is why I uphold that unless you want to go for options 1 or 2 above, you're probably not going to attain the size and complexity required for much outside of option 3. Hydrostatic skeletons or exoskeletons without some bones just aren't going to cut it.
So, long story short, you could definitely be out there, living the boneless life, but if you do demand a refund, be prepared for the genie to stick you in the ocean. It's slings or surf, I'm afraid.
people love extolling the virtues of ball-and-socket joints and how it makes us more advanced and all that but I don't see any fucking octopuses in slings now do I. Bones are overrated and I want a refund.
#biology#bones#I am not an expert I just think this is very cool#apologies for my nerdy rant#thank you for coming to my TED talk#long post#tossing my thoughts into the void#whales notably did take it back and return to the ocean so maybe they’re right idk#I say all this as someone who has had four (4) major bone breaks in my life#that significantly affected my dexterity or mobility while healing#I still think they’re cool
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I know it’s Ark-Nights
But every once in awhile I catch myself slipping and say AR-knights
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#once I master the art of sending my thoughts out to every single person I’ve ever found cool- then y’all be in for it#fwuffletail#eve#the gradual shift from Sealy to Eve as my main oc is especially due to my declining skill of ever talking or interacting despite all#tosses this fit of dismay into the void and back into stardew I sink into
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Hua Cheng and He Xuan are both assholes, obvs. But one of the things that will pull me right out of my immersion is any take on either of them that turns them into classist assholes. I just absolutely cannot see it.
Hua Cheng is wealthy because that’s one of the ways he decided to make himself powerful, but it’s pretty central to the way both ghost kings view power and the system that they were both deeply impoverished in life. They respect the common worker and are fully ready to eat the rich.
Admittedly they also both fell in love with spoiled rich kids, but only the ones who are unflappable defenders of justice in spite of the circumstances of their birth and defy social convention and the advice of the people around them to be so.
#my pre volume 7 tgcf opinions#tgcf#Hua Cheng#He Xuan#ghost kings#also to be clear#I like them both SO MUCH#I say ‘assholes’ lovingly#because it’s true#tossing my thoughts into the void
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Saw this cross my dash and went to reblog this version with these tags and then realized they’re literally my tags from *checks notes* …March.
Glad I amuse myself.
xie lian: mu qing, are you still undressed? you've been in your room for hours now.
mu qing: *breathless* I just... I just can't find any nice clothing... to wear.
xie lian: what do you mean? your closet has a lot of nice things.
*xie lian opens up the door to the closet*
xie lian: see? shirts, pants, hi fengxin, shoes...
#lol#March was SO long ago you guys#tossing my thoughts into the void#feng xin#mu qing#fengqing#TGCF#mxtx#incorrect mxtx#Xie Lian#hua cheng
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brainrotting over a purpleswap au where Psychic and Void switch roles but not personalities
Psychic is a rising singer and musician who joined the Dearests' record label way back in its early days, as an expression of loyalty after DD freed him from hell. they were planning on just using his talent to their advantage, probably to advance GF's career, and tossing him aside when they were done with him...but that never happened. DD ended up getting attached to him and keeping him around, and he's become a star in his own right. he's the longest-lasting singer to work with the Dearests, and the oldest.
he knows about the Dearests' corruption and is a willing participant in it all. like his classic counterpart, he's serious and quiet, and has a sarcastic sense of humor. he values loyalty and competence, and has no problem with getting his hands dirty so the Dearests come out on top. he's a bit more outwardly arrogant than classic!Psychic, even condescending to some people, but he genuinely cares for the Dearests and has become close coworkers and friends with Girlfriend. he's still got his mouse companion Jen, but she's probably a brown mouse whereas the original is a very pale grey. just for the heck of it lol
Void is a begrudging servant of the Dearests, along with the Accretions, although they have different roles and Void is still their superior. He hates his job. He still needs an ego check and is fully convinced he's meant to be so much greater. The only reason he's still working under the Dearests is because he's waiting to save up enough that he can leave and start his own career as a singer. He's even willing to take the Accretions along, if they agree to work for him. none of them are as close to the Dearests as classic!Psychic, they're just there. Void's just as egotistical and prone to anger as his original counterpart, but he doesn't have as much of the luxury to show it. he usually ends up taking his frustrations out on the Accretions, when the Dearests aren't around.
Jet is a stray cat that Void found and took in without the Dearests' knowledge. DD hates animals, and GF loves cats. Void doesn't want them to take Jet for any reason, so he makes sure Jet doesn't come by when they can find out. unbeknownst to Void, Psychic knows about the cat that's been coming by to see him but he hasn't bothered to say anything about it.
of course, each knows that the other exists. they don't like each other. lmao
Void resents Psychic for what he sees as having it all, and thinks he could far outdo Psychic in the music industry if he only had the resources. Psychic doesn't care for Void's better-than-you attitude and finds it ill-fitting on a lowly servant. he usually ignores Void, but dislikes the lack of respect V has for the Dearests.
however, everything changes when Boyfriend enters the picture.
Psychic's a little protective of GF, and although he respects her and wants her to make her own choices, he still doesn't like BF. he finds the boy's lack of tact a little reminiscent of Void. Void resents BF for much the same reasons as he does Psychic, but BF is annoying to boot, making him worse in V's opinion. it's at this point that they have a common ground where they can start building their halfhearted friendship.
#i've been kinda casually tossing this idea around in my head occasionally but wasn't sure how to properly develop it till now#maybe i'll make designs for these guys soon#purpleswap au#ps!psychic#ps!void#purple guys#the dearests#fnf psychic#psychic fnf#fnf mind games#fnf void#fnf vs void#friday night funkin#fnf au#tea for thought
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What are other words besides "western" that better capture what people mean when they use that term?
sometimes I think people just mean "white" but often it is broader than that
"Europe and European diaspora" but diaspora is far too neutral a word for what actually happened
"whiteness dominated countries/cultures." probably accurate but clumsy
"European imperialist descended countries/cultures." also probably accurate but clumsy.
Idk, "western" has always felt like a euphemism to me. At the very least it flattens out what’s really going on. But I can’t at the moment think of common alternatives that capture the population/group of cultures that western is supposed to.
(Also when I was a kid and saw references to people in "western clothes" I pictured them in like. Cowboy hats, denim and spurs.)
#god if I had had tumblr back in college to share my random thoughts and musings while i studied…#i don’t even know how it would have affected me#probably just a distraction#but maybe i would have been more confident in my ideas and questions overall#though i did have other students to talk with which i don’t currently#I am currently much more comfortable with being ignorant#western#about words#gillianthecat goes back to school#psychology#not really#but the question was inspired by my psych textbook so#questions tossed into the void#maybe file under:#anthropology#sociology#political science
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I have no idea what about this was recommended to me based on my likes because there is no way Tumblr knows why I find this funny.
I appreciate your comics, but do you appreciate life? Join my puzzle club and find out.
hello someone who is definitely not jigsaw. i lov puzzols
#I find it hilarious because of an inside joke with my roommates#in which a conversation about puzzles intended for adults based on difficulty level was vastly misunderstood by half the room#who assumed that shopping ‘adult puzzles/toys’ was some kind of euphemistic expression for ADULT ‘puzzles’/toys#this quickly came to a head when one person suggested doing one together in the living room#the conversation started as a suggestion we go to the new store for board games and DnD and puzzles and such to check it out together#and so now ‘puzzle’ actually IS code within our friend group#we do not do them together tho we are not that close#anyway#this post is funny to me because of the resemblance of this ask to spambot content when viewed in that light#no idea why Tumblr thought I’d like it tho#tossing my thoughts into the void
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Been having a particularly fun time lately with people telling me rlly conflicting things they thought or assumed about me since they met me in September. All my uni friends keep telling me rlly weird conflicting opinions. I’ve had ppl tell me they thought I hated them bcs I’m hard to read w/ scary vibes, someone else was FLOORED and said I was so happy and welcoming they couldn’t believe it. Got told today several ppl thought I enjoyed being teased or lightly bullied/made fun of and had to be like well. No. I’m usually actually panicking or in a mild fight or flight when you tease me. I’ve heard that I’m scary more times than I can count but I get that bcs I have a lot of eyeliner and a miserable resting face. I’m just so confused on who people think I am because I think I’m as clear and open and honest about myself as I can be and I just don’t get where the confusion comes from
#brick tossed#ignore I’m just rambling. I’ll delete this later I just wanted to complain#sometimes u gotta throw ur thoughts to the void#I’m just so lost#idk what I’m doing wrong#and ppl keep treating me like I’m stupid or need protecting bcs I’m autistic#I go to the club w my friends and get asked every five minutes#while actively dancing#if I’m ok and need to leave and if the sounds are ok#like!!!!!! I’m ok!!!! I’m fuckinf dancing!!!!!#I just don’t know how I could be more clear to the ppl around me but somehow nobody like. gets me. or trusts me
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Okay. So, I have a (mostly) unwritten fanfic about BOTW, that I shall refer to as "vows" for simplicity. It is a reader-insert fic that is centered around both the reader character's growth as well as Link's, and I had a thought. If vows was a comic, how would it be drawn in a way to visually but silently show the growth of both characters? And upon the thought, I recalled a key moment I had already written down within the one and a half chapters (unpublished) I had already written and decided to expand upon that thought. I typed out my idea to my romantic partner, and thought I'd share it.
For the explanation, I wrote the reader character's name as "Camil", to make it easier to organize the character and make it easier to develop within my own brain
I imagine that if vows were a comic, it would start as completely black and white. Then when it switches to scenes more focused on link's perspective, it's suddenly in somewhat dull colors, but still noticeably colored. And as the story progresses, every once in a while Camil slowly sees things in color, one by one. Like how I kept describing Link's eyes, putting emphasis on them, since otherwise she can't really see color. The more the story progresses, the more color there is. For camil, at first it's just things that are, in a way, important to her. Starts with Link's eyes, then maybe his hair, and then sentimental items she brought with on her journey. Small stuff that'd absolutely stick out as important to her. And as she slowly sees more things she holds dearly, and the more she grows, the colors slowly start fading into her perspective. And for a while she, too, sees the world in very dull colors. And meanwhile Link's POV goes from becoming almost vibrant from being around and getting to know Camil, to slowly fading into even duller colors than he started with. Only seeing in vibrant color when it comes to personal moments with Camil or in genuine moments like the champion's gifting their abilities and giving a final goodbye. His perspective, the closer he gets to having to fight the calamity itself, eventually becomes near monochrome. It then lightens again as a result of his win against Ganon. After the fight, camil pulls him aside and they have a truly wonderful moment together that brings the world into a brilliant show of color. After that, their perspective may still remain a bit unsaturated compared to what you'd see in the game, and continue to fluctuate with the oncoming crises and the pain and grief that come with it all, but ultimately remain in color as they grow with eachother.
There's probably more I could write to expand on my idea, but it would indirectly spoil my plot ideas. Just thought I'd share though.
I'd love to hear anyone's thoughts on my idea!
#loz botw#loz link#legend of zelda#fanfic#thoughts i tossed into the void#i hold no regrets sharing this#id love feedback on my silly little gremlin thoughts#its almost 10 pm#but the lore grind never stops
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Hot Glenn Holidays / @hot-glenn-holidays-2023
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happy wet beast wednesday to the monsterfuckers out there <3
#it's not wednesday rn but i thought it was appropriate#dndads#glenn close#glenn close dndads#hot glenn holidays 2023#tossing my art into the void
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