#idk I can’t explain it
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melanie martinez and chaeyoung give off the same vibe
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June 26-August 1, 2023
Hate to give the satisfaction asking how you're doing now
How's the castle built off people you pretend to care about?
Just what you wanted
Look at you, cool guy, you got it
I see the parties and the diamonds sometimes when I close my eyes
Six months of torture you sold as some forbidden paradise
I loved you truly
You gotta laugh at the stupidity
'Cause I've made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should've known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me
Bloodsucker
Fame fucker
Bleedin' me dry like a goddamn vampire
And every girl I ever talked to told me you were bad, bad news
You called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called 'em crazy too
You're so convincing
How do you lie without flinching?
Oh, what a mesmerizing, paralyzing, fucked up little thrill
Can't figure out just how you do it and God knows I never will
Went for me and not her
'Cause girls your age know better
I've made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should've known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me
Bloodsucker
Fame fucker
Bleedin' me dry like a goddamn vampire
You said it was true love
But wouldn't that be hard?
You can't love anyone 'cause that would mean you had a heart
I tried to help you out, now I know that I can't
'Cause how you think's the kind of thing I'll never understand
I've made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should've known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me
Bloodsucker
Fame fucker
Bleedin' me dry like a goddamn vampire
#how do you lie without flinching?#today’s vibes#oh oh oh this song 😍#when I tell you I’m obsessed!#it’s just…. extremely relevant at the moment…#the 🧛🏻♂️ and fame fuckers are messing me up y’all!#too busy too stressed too drained#I had to go to dc for a bit and that was….. interesting…….#I met my mom there though and it made it so much better#work is fuckin horrendous#but I also got a huge bonus today so… there’s that#and…. well so so so many other things are happening….#and I’m extremely confused about what to do and how I should be feeling#I feel fuckin terrible one second and then happy relieved excited the next#I feel like that’s a good sign weirdly#idk I can’t explain it#anyway I’m going to go back to screaming this song at the top of my lungs okay? byeeeee
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#poll#I know there’s things I’m forgetting lol#also note: things like ‘delulu’ and ‘neurospicy’ aren’t on there for a reason#and that’s because they’re just Bad Always#I wanna make a note on the OG post but it won’t let me put text under the poll?#I don’t hate all of these it’s just ones I could think of off the top of my head#idk man sometimes things just hit the wrong button I can’t explain it
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I have a creeping suspicion you’re making fun of me. WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE WAY I PHRASE THINGS LIKE IM BEING SAUR HONEST ABT THE BLOOD
WHY WOULD I MAKE FUN OF YOU
god forbid i am ever nice to you🤕
i absolutely believe you about the blood, i’m sure it’s very…irony
#rubi answers ૮ • ﻌ ა#you say things that most people like just wouldn’t say or would be like flustered to say#idk i can’t explain it#but i like the way that you think and just like talk#idk don’t start with me😠
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you deserve it more
#i can’t remember if i posted this or not lmao…#isat#isat siffrin#isat mal du pays#isat spoilers#my art#in stars and time#loop is here in spirit? kinda? idk how to explain it 😭 trust guys
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This file is named “Destruction BREAKDOWN” because of me. It’s me. I’m having the breakdown
#dbhc#dbhc art#destruction#dbhc explained#I’m not super sure what to tag this erm#art escapades#Bc it’s not NEW art lol#tw robot gore#tw blood#tw limb loss#tw eyestrain#tw glitch#tw eye contact#PART 7 AN HOUR FROM NOW.#HOPEFULLY#someone sent me an ask saying I should do a breakdown of more of destruction#Idk where it went and this post has too many attachments already but ILY FOR SENDING THAT ASK TY#I can’t shut up about my comics but I’m very appreciate of those who read this nonsense and who dig for details themselves#dbhc xisuma#dbhc doc#dbhc etho#sure! okie#ERMMMM FULL SEND I SUPPOSE#I’ll update this once pt 7 drops too hopefully#my sona#the shepherd
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do i ship johnny and ponyboy romantically? no. do i think they had a platonic bond that is so intense it just feels inherently queer? maybe. do i think their relationship is absolutely beautiful to the point where it makes me tear up when i think about it too much? YES.
#they mean so much to me. i can’t really explain it and it might just be me projecting but i still feel like there was something queer about#their relationship. a relationship doesn’t need to be romantic to be queer. idk i’m just yapping at this point. THEM <33#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders musical#outsiders novel#outsiders#the outsiders ponyboy#ponyboy#stay gold ponyboy#ponyboy michael curtis#the outsiders johnny#the outsiders novel#harvey’s babbling
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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i think the reason i love eighth doctor stuff so much is that because doctor who didn’t really exist for a lot of it basically every installment is radically different in vibe tone story philosophy interpretation of the show etc etc. every single writer seemed to disagree on what the point of c’rizz was or how much of a dick the doctor should be or in the edas literally what actual colour a real man’s eyes were. but absolutely all of them were united by the belief that paul mcgann was kinda hot and they should torture the doctor about it
#dw#doctor who#yeh i love sprawling universes where the philosophical assumptions of the world become clear under the tension between different#authorial interpretations#also i think its really funny that they put him through just so much shit for basically no reason#across multiple different canons#whenever they don’t know what to do in a big finish audio — idk make him cry??#and this is like. it would be one thing but its doctor who#the vibe shift is so extreme i genuinely can’t explain it to you unless you’ve listened to an audio#that’s honestly made you a bit embarrassed with all the screaming#but like. that’s doctor who. the bbc will put that on their sounds homepage#ykwim?
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“nobody understands me” but not in the “edgy suffering from teenager syndrome mad at mom” kind of way, but the “lonely isolating young adult realization that the specific combination of mental illnesses and past experiences i’ve had have resulted in a pattern of behaviors that are often misinterpreted and misconstrued by others” type of way
#maybe it’s the mental illness but boy howdy do i feel like an outsider#as a teenager it’s usually the feeling that everybody else is a stick in the mud and stupider than you kind of stuff#now i’m feeling like everybody else is a real person while i’m only partially a person#like there’s so much of myself missing and i can’t seem to relate with anybody else#it’s lonely feeling like nobody would understand how my brain works even if i tried to explain it to them#idk how to tag this but i hope anybody else can relate#actually neurodivergent#actually neurodiverse#adhd#actually adhd#ocd#mental illness#mentally ill#neurodivergent#👁🗨#🌀
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mergana is crazy bc like what’s going on between them is so much more fucked up than “”shipping”” or sexual attraction. they’re literally both gay for other people while going through a 30 year divorce arc with each other. they hate each other they’re the only ones who understand each other. he’s the only one who could have saved her she’s the only mistake he can’t take back. her destiny AND her doom. hello.
#like mergana isn’t even a ‘ship’ to me ok it’s their irreconcilable history. i can’t explain it if u get it u get it#yes they’re technically straight (no they’re nawt.) but idk how to explain it. and merlin isn’t even a man to me hes just a guy it’s not th#same.#idk they were crazy or whatever#mergana#merlin#morgana#mossy posts#bbc merlin
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Surfing is kind of the best, I have found the perfect sport to watch whilst knitting. Each heat is 30 minutes long and often mostly nothing happens so you just get to listen to soothing ocean noises until the commentators start popping off because a good wave has come along. Then you get to look up and see hot people surfing rad waves for a hot sec. A whale just breached in the background of the women’s semifinals? Incredible stuff.
#my new favorite Olympic sport watching experience fr#I learned who these people were on Monday and now I’m obsessed with all of them#gooooooo Caroline!!!!#me on Monday: surfing? surfers? cool! me now: smh can’t BELIEVE she’d give up that priority. huge mistake.#they also never call any of these surfers by their names it’s always ‘the Brazilian’ ‘the American’ ‘the local’ lmao#idk what happened to her but there was a really soothing Aussie commentator earlier in the week who did a great job of explaining the rules#I miss her#olympics
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one of those nights
#small vent#lately I’ve been questioning things a lot#and this overwhelming feeling of being lonely takes over#and I question myself and my feelings and thoughts on certain things#sometimes i end up thinking im a bad person#the guilt i feel because I don’t do ship art gets overwhelming sometimes#and i end up feeling like an asshole because of it#but I genuinely just can’t (at least not for the gf fandom)#family and platonic moments are just way too important to me#which might explain a small desire wanting to have that but unable to#maybe it’s the aroaceness in me idk#it just gets really lonely sometimes in your own corner#i’m sorry#I know things like this can be annoying but I needed to vent#some more light-hearted things hopefully soon#delete later
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shaney doodles
#stardew valley#shane stardew valley#stardew shane#shane sdv#shane sdv fanart#shane stardew fanart#sdv#stardew valley shane fanart#one of my FAVS#i can’t explain it idk#i love him#to put it simply
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TED LASSO — 2.06 “The Signal”.
#idk man there’s something about the middle gif that’s putting my brain into overdrive#idk I can’t explain it
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ITADORI YUUJI X READER ⟢ mdni. vaginal fingering + feelings.
The sky weeps plentifully, washing the horizon silver. Tears pelt the towering magnolia outside your window, pooling in pointed petals and veined leaves before overflowing, coursing downward to plink onto the sodden earth.
Your bedroom is the same shade of grey. But it’s warmer in here, shared breath and body heat keeping the room alive. The steady rainfall is drowned out by pleased sounds: fluttery whimpers to rival the whipping wind, heady moans more electric than lightning, groans that rumble deeper than thunder.
“One more—hm? Please?” Yuuji mumbles into your jaw, nipping at the flesh with his canines.
Two of his fingers caress you deeply, exploring your innermost heat with tender precision. It’s a day of rest, of respite, of falling apart beneath him over and over and over. His thumb teases your aching clit, coaxing you further toward the precipice, the rough pad of his digit an insistent pull that promises ecstasy.
The whole time (for hours, it feels) his eyes never leave your face, not even for a split second. Wells of sticky honey soak in every crinkle of your eyelid and twitch of your lip. The tiniest pockmark on your forehead and hair on your cheek is dear to him—a vital brushstroke in the art of your being.
There’s something that yawns within Yuuji, cracks his rib cage open and yearns—no, insists—on memorizing every aspect of you. He has always hungered, ever since he was a young boy. He hungered for love and connection and meaning and a full belly. But you stir something vital within him.
He wants to consume you; he wants to devour everything you do. The quirk of your brow and the tinkle of your laugh and the curve of you nail—they all pluck a chord within him that he didn’t know he had. It’s so innate, so in balance with his soul that he no longer knows what he would do without you. A part of you will forever live with him.
Nothing about you is unfamiliar to the sorcerer; perhaps he knows you better than you know yourself. It’s why he insists that you continue, why he has a knowing smile tucked into his lips when you cry out his name and dribble around his fingers. It’s why he allows you to greedily lick yourself up from his skin and settle into his lap, asking for more with a rock of your hips, asking for him.
#this was the soggy thing i was talking abt yesterday btw#idk what this is… it’s just… AH IDK! pls take it kindly.#i don’t think it really makes much sense it’s more… hm. i can’t explain LOL i’m sorry#doomed to write things that make no sense#it’s a little love as hunger / love as consumption#yuuji x reader#yuji x reader#yuuji smut#yuji smut#yuuji <3#༄ kae writes
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