#idfk man it feels off to me

[autobahnmp3]

honestly not sure how therapy went today (therapy+psych appointment) i talked abt the diagnosis thing and asked for clarification and it seemed like she didn't wanna specify or maybe she will after she reads the records again

[sehtoast]

kripke's just jealous i put homelander in a loving healthy relationship with my trans man oc and can't cope

[fr00tbats]

affirmation for today:

i am so normal and cool about everything

[rivangel]

Do you think an Ackerman can bond twice? Like not have two lieges at once but let’s say in Levi’s case, he lost Erwin, do you think he’d be able to bond with another liege? What about post-rumbling when his powers are no more, would he then just love like a regular person?

ohhhh THIS is interesting. i’ve never thought about the first thing before. there’s about uhhh 0 canon information about this so i’m gonna mostly spitball🤔

a background to how i think the "ackerbond" works in the first place

*disclaimer, i don’t believe the ackerbond is strictly romantic.

thinking about erwin and eren in relation to levi and mikasa.

1: whenever there’s a scene from levi’s point of view - especially after erwin dies - the majority of the time there’s going to be a callback or mention of him. (i think there was a joke in the fandom where isayama has drawn the crate scene from every visual perspective imaginable lol.)

the same goes for eren in mikasa’s point of view, especially when he’s been put in danger.

in many respects, the opposite is true from eren/erwin’s pov, but for eren especially after the rumbling begins. scenes from his point of view are nearly nonexistent, but they heavily feature mikasa.

it's also been pointed out before that in this promo image, mikasa is featured the most. i can find the link if anyone's interested.

2: mikasa is viciously protective of eren and is always looking out for his well-being in general. levi’s protectiveness is much less obvious, and also, he’d always follow an order from erwin even if it puts erwin himself in danger. levi's feelings about erwin primarily revolve around trust.

you don’t see levi or mikasa interacting with or depicting these behaviors towards anyone else in the series. besides erwin/eren, my very next idea of a second person to develop the “ackerbond” with would be hange and armin, respectively.

so what about hange would make someone like levi want to trust them implicitly? what Thing (like Erwin’s passion towards a peaceful world) do they have that would complete levi? erwin showed levi hope. someone can rb with their thoughts.

and as for mikasa, armin or mayyyyybe jean? i think that mikasa looked for true love in eren because the foundation of her character is, ‘this world is cruel, but also very beautiful’. eren showed her love the day her parents died. again, someone can rb with their thoughts.

but that’s the “ackerbond” develops in my mind.

again this is my opinion, but i would say no, that once an ackerman finds their special person, that kind of bond can’t be replicated with another. (tho another part of me really wants to say yes lol)

as for your second question, the “ackerbond” being grouped in with their powers implies that this special and intense propensity to love is supernatural / is first a trait belonging to titans.

but love is an innately human ability.

granted, i don't believe that mikasa for instance just "likes eren so much", so i think zeke is underplaying it, but still.

i think that trait is just a part of an ackerman. IF it were the case that it was somehow supernatural (like just for example, an ackerman experiencing their liege’s pain and vice versa), then that would go away with their powers. but that doesn't appear to be the case in canon at all.

but otherwise, i think that the “ackerbond” would still be there even after the war. in a nutshell levi and mikasa love hard lol

[huraiyra]

"why is angry Bob sandwich icon posting so much Dungeon Meshi content" bc I'm weirdly attracted to every single character in the show. for no reason. Laios. Marcille. Chilchuck. Senshi. Falin. Kabru. Namari. Shuro. etc. there's something about them. help me.

[shrekshugebadussy]

i wish that I was a girl. I wish I wasn’t so unhappy with myself. I wish I could be happy and fine and make myself look beautiful in my gender assigned to me at birth. I wish people didn’t view me as undesirable. I wish I didn’t have to transition to pass in order to actually be seen as somewhat attractive. I wish that even then people still would find me desirable. I wish I was skinny. I wish that I didn’t feel like my youth was wasted away. I wish I didn’t feel like I am falling behind in life. I wish I didn’t feel like the people around me were leaving me behind

[crescentfool]

doing things outside of your usual is such a humbling experience...

[bitchslapblastoids]

can someone help me understand the concept of a “socmed au”? Is it…..fanfiction written in the form of…..fake social media posts? So basically the tiktok of feature length films?

[orcelito]

God I don't wanna go to therapy tomorrow. Sick of talking about my feelings in a clinical setting. I do enough psychoanalysis just by myself, and now I gotta sit through it with someone else??? Come on.

[gemharvest]

Fuuuck I wish I did more than draw and play games I am so fucking. Yeah I need that sleep.

[waywardsalt]

ive spent like 20 minutes trying to world this eloquently but i give up; im a big fan of linebeck just. not being capable of watching over kids not the person to be the guardian of a group of young people he struggles to take care of himself at times and has so much shit going on that it takes about one conversation with oshus for the old man to realize that this guy is. not doing great

[mydr3aminvi0let]

i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

[ablednt]

NPD BPD combo will make you feel like a starving wild circus animal every time you remember other people exist

[ghhoulgang]

Think i am just going to say i like obese men instead of fat guys because im sick and tired of people going "i love fat men too!!!! Hashtag biggie lover!" and then its a muscular man with a gut or a character whos just normal weight or a character whos bodytype isnt specific and just mentions liking food.

[king-sassy08]

I'm back at it again, unfortunately

[neganium]

augh I wish I could sell my shit bc it's looking more and more like I'm gonna need a financial solution to this ongoing bullshit problem with the internet. I swear to fucking god.