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Guyssss, I made a Spotify playlist for Middlepaw and now they’re sad… they weren’t the most joyful creature before, but now I like actually made them sad a little bit. Maybe more than a little bit, haha. They just kinda pretend they’re not sad and try to avoid thinking about it. “Fake it ‘till ya make it!” If they act not sad, then they’ll become not sad, right?? (Spoiler alert: that doesn’t work)
#mommyclan#middlepaw#middlechild#i gave them a backstory cuz of the music#that’s why they’re sad#i can’t give characters backstories that aren’t tragic in some way or another#i think i’m actually incapable of giving my characters backstories that don’t make them miserable#in other not-so-sad news i’m listening to the playlist while writing this and i’m enjoying it lol#the playlist is a nice ‘lil soft sad vibe#i find it quite enjoyable#idk why i’m rambling so much here in the tags#i’m just bored lol#if anyone wants to ask any questions about middlepaw feel free to btw#or interact with me in general#idc i’m just bored lol#also there’s not a time limit to that invite to ask questions or interact with me and stuff. feel free to do that stuff any time#idek if anyone will see this lol#not just the stuff buried in the mountain of tags#but also this post in general#oh well tho#anyways imma stop adding to the huge amount of tags on this#if you for some reason read through all the tags of me just rambling then here#middlepaw and I bestow upon you a cookie 🍪#we hope you enjoy it ^^
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Do you have any fanfic recs that aren’t proships? Because all I find when I look for fics on ao3 is proships, I think even that one person who sent a ss of what she saw was having the same issue
If youre asking for any atreboda fanfics, luckily i do 💜in no particular order: 1) grounded/uzieminoy , 2) how do i fair? , 3) the stars here are different (i have no idea if deleted or is just for members. Its about angrboda having a dream of her and atreus in a field and it manifesting into them actually kissing in the golden fields of jotunheim. Its a really cute short story) , 4) of monsters and men (not really atreboda focused but they are there. KEEP IN MIND this fic is very violent and graphic but i really love how the author made this. Its not completed yet but there is a sort of happy end.) 5) window seat (was a oneshot but then author wanted it to be a series but discontinued it shortly after 💔), 6) of atreus and calliope (not completely atreboda focused and i havent been up to date with this one as of late, but it is constantly updated. I recommend for the cute and angsty sibling moments with atreus and calliope), 7) blood upon the sands (freytos focused with atreboda involved. Havent finished this either but i recommend 💚)
#There was a fanfic where atreus told angrboda that he can hear fenrir calling them his parents and that shit broke my heart (in a good way)#I dont have an AO3 acct so idk if the creator just made it for members only or they deleted it but 💔💔💔#Some of these fics are also unfinished so keep in mind 💔#i see that gow has garnered a silent prosh!p side and thats honestly shocking to see. Idek how this came to be but it needs to stop.#Theres more atrbda fics im sure you can find in the angr/atr tag especially if ur a member💜#This post was longer than i intended LOL#If anyone else wants to share feel free!#Atreus#Angrboda#Freya#Kratos#Calliope#god of war ragnarok#god of war#Gow#gowr#gow ragnarok#Fanfics#Fanfiction
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when it's been so long since you've read a fic that you forget about it and you find it in the search tags and start reading it again
and it's great, if a little familiar, but you've read a lot of these sorts of fics bc you like this tag a lot, so you assume it's nothing
but then the deja vu starts adding up and you start to wonder
and then moments before the great big Plot Twist Reveal happens you're suddenly like ah hell this is the bloody sundial fic again isn't it
smh this has to be the fourth time yet
#not that I don't love that fic bc I do#but also this is quite funny to me#have I made this post already? I don't remember#mdzs fic#time travel fix it#I love that tag#iceberg tags under see all#bc sm of the fandoms I'm in have such messed-up backstories that it works#it's funny. like for the media that doesn't have as dark backstories ttfi doesn't really make sense (although time loop might!!)#mdzs and st go perfectly with it as does hp (ew)#pjo not as much bc the big bad stuff (for the most part) happens much further down the line in canon than in the first few chapters#like. b99 and idk descendants of the sun or haikyuu wouldn't really work#ik it doesn't HAVE TO but I've also noticed this trend where ttfi is more common in fandoms where it's somehow plausible by the magic syste#haikyuu just does not have that magic system lol (for example)#whereas jjk? maybe. aot? probably not physically/magically but it's got such a messy timeline that at this point why not honestly#tbf the second time I read that fic I did get legitimately surprised by the plot twist#pjo#percy jackson#stranger things#atla? maybe. like it would be weird but still sorta plausible using spirit shenanigans#hp and mdzs by way of their 'hard' magic system side - wards/arrays and the like#pjo by the gods ig?? so kinda like atla with the deus ex machina and not exactly soft nor hard side of their magic systems#cinematic universes? depends but for the marvel ones it's plausible for studio ghibli idek man for kpop music videos sometimes.#not tagging hp lol#terfs dni#like literally if you've made it this far down my notes already if you're a TERF please just fuck off or block me or smth#anyway anyone know about monsta x?#they have time travel literally baked into their concept so I bet there's time travel fix it tropes over in that fandom#I don't really touch rpf these days so idk#if you have any good recs you can argue for I'd be willing to try them ig?
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reblog for sample size
#wta tennis#atp tennis#polls#tbh idek what exactly to tag this with but please vote i'm curious#if anyone choses group stage or early rounds (not first round) i will be shocked lol#i can see arguments for all the other ones#made this solely bc i started thinking about how aryna dropping to no3 means no more igaryna finals#but imo for the narratives. semifinals are actually more fruitful
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I'm here in your inbox. Mitch Marner is arrogant. Can't wait for him to be gone offt hockey team. Berube will make sure of it.
omg thanks for coming. LKFJDSKLFKLS, i actually laughed out loud seeing the ask notif BUT ANYWAY... berube is legit gonna love him though................... even mike babcock didn't hate the guy despite deciding to psychologically torture him a bit as a rookie and even THAT wasn't enough to run him off..... i'm not gonna argue mitch doesn't have an ego, as every talented pro player does, but i do think it's incredibly funny that you (and everyone that shares those opinions) think mitch isn't one of the hardest working or maybe THE most versatile player the leafs have. accountability isn't something mitch marner lacks, as much as that's the tone deaf narrative in leafs-uncle-land.
#easks#i feel like anyone who shit talks mitch actually has never seen an ounce of mitch marner content in their life tbh FJLKJDSX#like im not gonna say oh hes sooo chill taking critique in public bc hes NOT#but thats not bc he NEVER receives it lol#he is very chill abt his teammates coming at him like i... did we not see that happen just last month#or this month idek what day it is#he relishes in the fact that he and auston can rip into each other and has said it#naturally he does not love when ppl who dont know hockey or arent in the room are part of that#bc the hate piles on easier w less logic or to a less productive end.#liek... please
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#obviously its up to me in the end#but i just wanna see what people would go for it’s just for fun#idek if anyone would vote lol#queer#genderqueer#lgbt#lgbtq+#lgbtq community#trans#transgender#nonbinary#non binary#new name#poll
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hrm. this parking lot is concernedly empty.
#i feel like it always is when i get here since i get here 30min before shift and most people don't#but#i feel like even then there's USUALLY more cars??#idek how to find out if my love isn't working aside from 'walk out to the floor and see if anyone is there'#fjjsmdmamd#i mean i may run into someone from another line who will go 'why are you here??'#or i may run into someone from my line who will confirm it#but hhhh#i really shoildve just. texted my nanager before.#and i COULD still text her now but at this point like. lmao. lol even. im already AT the factory.#shh ac
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i’m really bored so send me two taylor songs and i’ll tell you my favorite
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i'm actually going out for drinks tonight for the first time in ages but now it's been 4 hours since i sent a reminder/are-we-still-on-for-tonight? text into the groupchat and the only person who replied so far is the one who already said they'd be over an hour late because of work but i was the one who made the reservation so i feel like i need to be on time and the radio silence is doing wonders for my anxiety
#ramblings#and the other friend who said she was definitely coming also already told me she'll probably be late because she has dinner plans#i can just already see myself sitting there alone waiting for them for ages ughhgggg i love uncertain plans so much!!!!/s#doesn't stress me out AT ALL i'm so chill#and idek who else is or isn't coming bc we made the plans so long ago bc its a uni reunion kinda thing#so now i'm just sat at home anxiously waiting for ANYONE in the groupchat to reply and say if they'll be there on time#bc i don't want to just sit there on my own for an hour until the others arrive#anyways i'll just bring a book#to get the party started#love having anxiety so much it makes all the experiences SO MUCH MORE FUN#like stressing out abt something that hasnt even happened#anxiety#also this is the kind of thing i would never post on any other social media lol bc i would be afraid of sounding like a loser#but on tumblr i can be my true authentic loser self 💞✨✨#me? going out? it's less likely than you think!
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anyone interested in a timelapse drawing wip of wills bloody hand ?
#i felt like doodling smth for fun and practice#and idk i always think its cool to see how other ppl draw#txt#idek if anyones on rn i just got back from drawin#its almost 1 min 40 tho and therefor gonna take ages for tumblr to upload lol
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If I ever wanted to do one of those clickbait "things that show the amazing passage of time" posts or whatever,
On the left, my filthy, worn in old boots that I've worn literally every single day for nearly 3 years, and on the right, my new replacement pair. (Underneath, a towel cause I'm not sticking my filthy, worn in old boots on my bed).
They aren't cheap, but if you need good work boots these are WELL worth the money. Steel toe, leather so they're durable as hell, water resistant, slip resiatant, and literally the most comfortable pair of shoes I've owned in my life. I walk at least 5 miles at work every day and spend 8-10 hours on my feet, and I still don't have foot pain with these.
If I ever become a celebrity and someone wants me to sell out, I'll be like NO THANK YOU CLINIQUE, I'm only gonna advertise for Dewalt boots.
#lol you can see how much my feet stretched these out on the sides#which means when i wear the new ones tomorrow it might feel tight unfortunately#maybe not idk#i am VERY excited about these boots if you can't tell#the old ones aren't as comfortable as they used to be and they're pretty stinky#now I'll just use them for hiking or whatever#dewalt literally only makes two pairs of shoes#idek why a tool company makes shoes but i love them so much#like maybe you're like they're just shoes sarah but i had EXCRUCIATING foot pain before i got these#like could barely walk by the end of the day they hurt so bad#and anyone who has chronic pain knows that whatever takes that pain away is your new favorite thing
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i guess if i had criticisms of or like. wishes. for the writing on shtola it would be that i would like to see more how her being blind actually affects her and for her to face something that really made her struggle with her convictions
#like. aang i guess is the only example off the top of my head agdhsjsj#the problem is that shtola convictions don’t really lend themselves to struggle bc her convictions are things like#‘i want to know the secret at the heart of the world. i want to know the truth.’#which is a lot harder to challenge than like ‘i refuse to kill anyone including the fire lord’ lmao#like someone who is always open to learning is going to be difficult to challenge that way#or maybe she could have something she really wants to do not work out#idk just like something that’s not easily solved?? a long term emotional arc like thancred gets in shb#idek what it would be though i need to think more#she does have some growth like she was never really a *leader* necessarily before shb and in 5.3 she tells you#to make sure she makes time for things that aren’t books lol#she does get a lot of screen time and i love her dearly obviously which is why i want a little more for her you know??#idk if any of this makes sense…let shtola struggle more basically but she doesn’t have to *change*#it’s 12:20 am idk if this makes sense i’ll probs delete it in the morning im just talking to myself shdjsjdc#i need a text post tag#brain just going back and forth between shtola and estinien and i didn’t see him today but i did see her!
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im so fucking tired.
i just released my latest MRI records (which i sent to my pain clinic a long time ago...) for personal use and found out that i have 2 bulging disks in my neck and may have "Cervical Disk Disorder With Radiculopathy" (i don't understand what "Clinical Indications" is referring to here. is it the diagnosis? its certainly not the reason i was referred to get an MRI, at least not ot my knowledge).
the MRI of my neck was done NOV. 7 and i IMMEDIATELY released the records to the pain clinic ive been going to. this entire time i never received a phone call from SHIELDS or my pain clinic. i went to the clinic on Nov. 16th for radiofrequency ablation for pain at end ends of my hardware and asked the doctor abt the MRI then. he said they never received anything. went back for the second radiofrequency ablation treatment on Nov. 30th and they didn't say shit, then the nurse tried to tell me that my treatment was OVER, and that they dont expect to see me again except to check on my recovery on JAN 14. i said no? i still have several other issues w my back and neck??? and rescheduled the visit to be asap (the 4th).
i called the clinic yesterday asking abt the MRI and that nurse said they've had the records for weeks now, but it seems no one's bothered to look at them. so when were any of yall planning to let me know i have two bulging disks in my neck and possibly/definitely pinched nerve/s????
im the one who had to push for an MRI in the first place since my pain doctor didn't even feel like giving me one, and now he can't even be assed to fucking read the report. i hate doctors so much. i literally spoonfeed them the information they need to treat my pain and fight for the most basic care and they STILL refuse to take me seriously. they can't even be bothered to READ. or be honest, apparently. throwback to 6 YEARS ago when i told my surgeon abt all the symptoms im currently having at 100x the severity they were at then, and all he said was "well you shouldn't" and sent me to PT.
btw i have a thoracic-lumbar spinal fusion, fibromyalgia, and constant muscle spasms, not to mention hip pain (probably from my unevem hips due to scoliosis, which the fusion was not able to totally correct) and all they have me on is 20mg duloxetine and tizanidine. im a dropout and ive been out of work for 6 months and in agony for way longer and im so tired of living like this
#im going to see a neurologist next#and ofc at the next pain clinic appointment im gonna ask them wtf is going ON.#and also demand either a higher duloxetine dosage or smth else bc this is nothing#i also dont like tizanidine... my primary pur me on it but im demanding smth else#why does it always have to reach the point of demanding tho#how do these ppl just not gaf i'll never understand#none of this was proofread btw lol#thankfully my aunt who knows a little abt medicine will come w me to the clinic this time. since no one else in my family believes me#let alone stands up for me#idek what to tag this as#ig i just want sympathy since i apparently cant count on anyone for help#chronic pain#chronic back pain#chronic neck pain#spinal fusion#spasms#muscle spasms#pain help#fibromyalgia#fibro things#chronic pain tag#bluging disk#cervical disk disorder#scoliosis#chronic shoulder pain
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We’re not sick anymore and my body hasn’t shown any sign of kidney failure in a while. I’m about to graduate and have been accepted to a good school. I’m medicated for every one of my lingering symptoms. She’s not here anymore, but she’s technically not sick anymore.
Mother and daughter freed from the curse.
If it’s all over, then why don’t I feel like it is? I made it out alive and well, so why can’t I just be grateful and get over it? Why can’t I live after years of surviving?
Sometimes I wonder if I’m meant to live a peaceful life.
Sometimes I just wanna go be with my mom. One last nap in her arms before I have to be an adult.
#not to be depressing but yeah lol#if anyone sees this#no ya didn’t 😜#I’ve been in bed for the past couple days cuz the cold weather makes my back and joints ache#and i guess im just pissed#idek at who#why am i not happy#lol i see the unreality tag in the suggested tags thing#FUCK I WISH#i think im also pissy cuz i started taking two new pills this week#everyday i pray that no one who knows me irl knows my tumblr#or else i would probably just kms#that would be sooo embarrassing#i promised i wouldnt play with blades again tho…#if the fabric scissors end up in my hands by unintentional means tho it’s probably a sign lol
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i had a vision
#my post#if anyone who knows me reads this: no this is not about you#idek who would see it but this is not about anyone ok#also yes i know none of the edited text is aligned. idc#if it bothers you so much make your own LOL
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I have achieved my dream.
This summer I was interning on an organic farm across the country, so I didn't know anyone really. The family who owned the farm took me to a little dance party with their 8-year-old and a little like. 5 year old kept calling me a princess (I was wearing a long twirly blue dress) and wanting to dance with me.
And the other day a girl in my ballroom class asked if there was a special occasion why I was dressed like a fairy (I wore a tutu and flower crown) and there wasn't. I just felt like it.
So now I have been identified as a princess and a fairy and my life is complete
#idek if anyone will see this lol but I felt it had to be documented#now I just need to wear a mermaid tail and get called a mermaid
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