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tealmaskmybeloved · 4 months ago

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What transphobia can do to a person.

And how much it affects us without others realizing it.

#my art #vent art #trans #im not gonna do anything to myself #just needed to get this out there #transgender #trans male #trans man

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kkyaka · 1 month ago

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Tw mention of suicide

This is like the second or third time in a row where I've been suicidal once the new year hits

#it could be bc im on my period #but i just feel like i failed at life #and i dont know what to do with it #i dont know what i wanna do for the rest of my life if i cant get into vet school #i never came up with a plan b #idek what my purpose in life is #i dont think i have one #if i went away i dont think i would shake anyone's world #sometimes i dont even feel like my family likes me #i talk to my therapist tomorrow #and im gonna finally tell her that i vape and i wanna stop #i hate that i do but quitting is so hard for me #ive just never felt so low in my life #and thats saying something lol #i just wanna be happy again #and figure out what im going to do #like i know for a fact ill have trouble sleeping tonight #im such a coward #maybe i was just put on this earth as like a test trial or something #to see how much i can handle #bc i dont think im an important person in people's lives #like maybe i wasnt meant to live a long life #and if i have to come to terms with that so be it #itll take me a while but i guess i have no choice but to get there #also pls dont report this lol #im not gonna do anything to myself #im too scared to do it ironically #i just want to feel better #thats all #i want to be an important person to people

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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 months ago

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brain please wake up and draw

bonus :

#mcu #marvel cinematic universe #xmen #xmen movies #xmen dofp #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #professor x #magneto #logan howlett #wolverine #snap sketches #usually i have a vague sense of a scenario or 'plot' behind my doodles but i do not have one !!!!#i just needed to draw something to get my brain going so i can focus on bigger things i wanted to draw #im like 50/50 on if i particularly like this BUT it did well for a warm up so im content with it #at least the logan doodle is making me chortle to myself velkvjeal #alright bye im gonna go think my friend cancelled our plans so i have a lot more time before i watch speak no evil #heres to hoping i get. literally anything done vjAEK

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gravedigg · 8 months ago

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The Magician - Dorian Pavus

#DORIAN TAROT YAHAHAHA #look i know im like 10 years late to the party but....#ive decided the best thing to do about my burgeoning dorian obsession is to just feed it #new meow meow alert sorry guys #i have a specific vision for his fuck ass haircut #ive never done anything like this before but im really chuffed with how it turned out #god bless river from a week ago that decided to download brushes #im gonna make one for virgil too and maybe bull if i dont tire myself out #also i started a playlist for dorian cause i need relevant music when im painting #dorian pavus #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #dai #dragon age fanart #dai fanart #tarot #my art #ok anyways love u bye :-)

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puppppppppy · 11 months ago

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littlest furth shop

@laikascomet

#i think i had a little too much fun with this lol #i also wanted to draw road boy and other characters but maybe when they actually get introduced #i do have a sketch of him with a lil chainsaw.. im not gonna be normal when he gets introduced man he looks so sillygoofy #if you squint laika's eye marking is a clover yue's is a crescent moon and mars' is a star ^_^#i wanted to give laika an accessory too but i couldnt think of anything.. maybe a stack of pancakes??#im curious to see the apocalypse side of the story too.. like so far we have an idea of the comet fucking everything up #and im assuming that lead to a ripple effect causing the apocalypse but exactly how bad?? i cant wait to find out #rn im kinda piecing stuff together.. larkspur delivers mail in a beat up van so that might mean all transportation is grounded #the buildings we've seen so far are intact like the observatory and turnip's house but idk if thats the same for big cities #laikas playlist only includes songs downloaded on yue's computer and there hasnt been internet in 20 years.. but radio signals might #still work.. if yue grows his own food we can assume that mass production and distribution also isnt a thing anymore #sorry im a sucker for worldbuilding.. and the furth puns are fun to me. i like to think toronto would be clawronto.. and vancouver wld #be nyancouver.. barktic circle.. mewfoundland and labrador.. canyada....#christ i have so many drawing ideas. willow if youre reading this im so sorry youre probably gonna expect to see a lot of drawings frm me #like. i wanna draw laika in the akira bike pose so sosososo bad. IT WOULD BE SO AWESOMECOOL. ill teach myself to draw bikes if i have to #i also wanted to animate laika leekspin.. man #my art #myart #fanart #laika's comet #laikas comet #laika #mars #yue #furry art #fur #littlest pet shop #lps

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bunnieswithknives · 6 months ago

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Ok why the Fairly Oddparents reboot kinda good tho

#fairly oddparents #fairly oddparents: a new wish #fop cosmo #fop wanda #art #fanart #digital art #tbh it might just be the nostalgia talking #the new artstyles kinda ehhhhhh interesting to get used to but writing wise I've been pleasantly surprised #nothing revolutionary or anything but reasonably good!#If I do draw Cosmo and Wanda again Im gonna let myself go ham #I tried to reign in the bug features a little bit for now but I could only help myself so much #They deserve to be a little bit eldritch

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calamarispiderart · 6 months ago

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everything i do is derivative

#and thats just the nature of being alive in such an elaborate world #my art #chonny jash #let me talk to myself #okay?#thank you #im ordering curry for dinner cuz i dont have anything good to make and i have the money to spare today #on account of not having gone shopping when i usually do. its gonna be an awesome meal i hope #editing in this tag to say: it ended up being an average meal. only mildly awesome. such is life

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hg-aneh · 6 months ago

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Sigh

I can't believe I have to say this

If you know of anyone who's y'know "bad" or anything of the sort and happens to follow me... don't??? tell??? me??

Regardless of the circumstances and actions of the person, I say this with the utmost respect and fear: I don't want to get involved

What people who follow me or don't or have me blocked or muted or whatever do in their free and irl time is not my business

I know not to mess with english-speaking communities' personal affairs now. Like, no offense, but y'all are pretty fucking creepy when it comes to stuff like that, and that's why, again, I don't want to get involved

I have enough problems in the real world currently. Please understand that! 🙏

#im not trying to be mean or anything #im just gonna put it out there #im legit traumatized by the way english speakers and gringo cultured ppl handle these situations #im not even using that word lightly #getting the anon ask that spawned this post into existence made me want to puke and do not very nice things to myself #so please i beg you #dont tell me about it like im supposed to do anything to fix things #I also understand that many people believe larger accounts have a responsibility to get this sort of stuff out there #but im not strong enough for this kinda business #yall scare me way too fucking much atp #ughhh #aneh wont shut up

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deoidesign · 4 months ago

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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)

We all start somewhere!

#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later #my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day #and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night #anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body #and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft #i have so many things i intend to post and then forget #it's a wonder I post anything #i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through #like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it #art growth #this was in 2010 btw #i started highschool in 2011 #I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever #like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me #man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time #if my phone made typos you didn't see it

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umblrspectrum · 3 months ago

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Can we get more of the murder drone x rain world au?

ok

#ive been working on artfight refs and also so i can have the plot in a comprehensible fashion #as much as i love bulletpoints theyre too scattered to work #yeah the yellow lizard is just from the original sketch i really didnt feel like changing anything #and just used it for the ref #its so fanficy and cringe and whatever but we all know what a very unwise woman once said #jcj has a design but no name nor ref. do you even know how little cool words begin with j #and then theres a c inbetween. what the hell am i supposed to do with that #probably misinterpreted some rain world lore for this but i dont care its headcanon now bite me #art #murder drones #rain world #i should probably give this like a special tag if im gonna keep posting about it #will i? no #god i hate character design so much #doll and tessa also have design sketches but you'll have to find me in the right places for those until im satisfied enough to make a ref #oh my god i forgot the lower back spike things on n im gonna do nothing about it except get mad at myself

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fennelwasp · 8 months ago

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Guys i wasn’t ready for the Murky crowstone quest even a little bit

#pathologic #artemy burakh #murky pathologic #sticky pathologic #SHE’S SO CUTEEEE #STICKY MADE HER CANDY??#IM GONNA CRY #she’s my everything #my baby #if anything happened to her I would end myself #this game knew what it was doing giving me children to adopt #if any of the kids die I will simply restart so that doesnt happen

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not-kayvalencourt · 6 days ago

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Let's all put on our thinking caps and see that there is no actual evidence that iskall didn't do anything but his own word. There is, however, massive amounts of evidence that he did.

If you follow me and support iskall (or stress), unfollow me. The bullshit tantrum he just had and the amount of people there are supporting him is actually disgusting. If you genuinely believe him, you need to look up manipulation tactics. He is going to use his fame to get people to trust him, just like he did to his victims.

#mcyt #hermitcraft #iskall situation #iskall85 #'waaa they only gave me an hour and a half accounting for time zone differences to show up to an online meeting!!'#'I had to leave immediately without even trying to defend myself because they turned on me immediately!!'#'they definitely weren't trying to hear my side of the story and my quitting definitely didn't cement that I did it!'#SHUT UPPPPPP #he talks abt how hermitcraft is actually all two-faced and how they immediately took the victims's side instead of their friend for 8 years #and in the same sentence says they tried to set up a meeting to discuss it???#you're actually insane if you believe his bullshit #im just really pissed off at the amount of people who are defending him. there's a whole ass google doc of evidence against him #PUBLICLY AVAILABLE mind you #he's upset he got caught and is going to try to do anything and everything to cover it up #he wasn't 'cancelled' he was called out for being a fucking asshole #anyway im gonna stop before i get even more worked up #ughhh this is why i left the dsmp way back when

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cj-kenobi · 2 years ago

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a wild otter-wan has appeared!

do you:

- fight! - give him a little pat!

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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[right to left]

finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #professor x #magneto #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus lehnsherr #the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ #snap sketches #posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP #please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue #i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that #this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this #only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it #the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default #however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can #my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ

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katsukikitten · 1 day ago

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Both you and bakugou growing up on a youth reform farm, tolerating one another because of your friends until he gets jealous and calls you a buckle bunny cause you're wearing a buckle of a man ten years your senior who he used to idolize and Bakugou is jealous it isn't his.

And now the two of you hate each other's guts and it carries into your adult lives blah blah horses

#im dead ass just never gonna write again #i have this whole complex au for this by the way like 30k words just rotting in a doc #i should delete the blog because like what am i actually doing here? not writing #and even if I know im allowed to just enjoy fandom without being a product or providing any sort of content it just feels like a waste and #maybe if i delete ill move on to something else but we all know i will not i will never publsih anything and a lot of that is due to my #attitude towards myself which what good is this that i realize what the fuck my damage is and i cannot do anything to change it PATHETIC TBH

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botanyshitposts · 6 months ago

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Eta on the YouTube video? No rush, just exchange

im gonna be honest man please do not count on me here lmao. my follow through rate for these projects is like 5%. real ones remember gourdquest and other related failed projects i came close to the sun on. if i succeed it will be huge for me on a genuine personal level and it will be the first time i've finished a creative project at all in years but if i do not. neither you nor me should be surprised

#lichens #yeahhh not gonna lie #the reason ive never added like a ko-fi or anything to this blog is because i see my dim reflection in a million failed internet projects #i almost added a ko-fi once and actually got a couple donations but i refunded them and closed it because i was like. no. this wont work #my dream job would indeed be to be a youtube essayist that talks about plant topics #but im at my most reliable as like. a capitalism worker clocking in and out at a set time at the work location lol #this is also why i have not gone back to grad school yet lmao like i just do not trust myself not to deviate from the set topic #also im starting my EMT classes and jobs very very very soon so i was trying to get it done before that but as the time comes i go o. oh no

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