#but now i saw that he liked a relationshippy ig reel
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
In Q3 of 2020, 31% of US users access the Tumblr app daily.
Text
.
#okay so just realised i can be pathetic here bc no one cares#in a good way#i believe i have been thinking about an ex situationship too much believing that i will see him again#like eventually#and i heard he has a girlfriend now#which is cool#but now i saw that he liked a relationshippy ig reel#which made it real for me#and now i realised i have been fantasising about this man like he’d be waiting for me#and projecting trait i want him to have on him#and he had been liking my stories so the door was open but o thought i would catch feelings so i did not pursue!!#bc i am scared of feeling things and not making decisions based on my brain!!!!!!!#this is full of typos#lol#i decided we were not compatible and therefore did not pursue#did not want my feelings to confuse what my reason said#which sounds smart when i put it like that#but all it does is make me never listen to my feelings#or even believe they could matter#if i just make every decision based on reason i will minimise harm and offence i cause & experience#optimising life#and therefore winning#anyway idek that we were compatible but it was the best sex ive had probably#so i miss that#him i suppose less so#so maybe i just need good sex in my life again. and developing familiarity with people#i miss that#where my real human connection fans at#anyway#rambling over apologies if anyone reads this
0 notes