#i'm so fucking sorry

[tf2heritageposts]

alright so

we really fucking hate doing this, especially since we were already begging for money with another gofundme just a few months ago, but things cannot stop getting worse in our household. our mom is borderline having a psychotic episode everyday, and she thinks she has parasites that only she can see. she is trying to extort us into forcing us to stay in a house she knows damn well why we hate it here. she also threw a dog over a hotel railing during a PSTD episode she had while she ran away from the house because she said we didn't love her anymore. our grandma is an abusive maniac who screams at us until we're in tears, and holds keeping our pet rabbit over our head. she has caused us so much pain, and even has invited our dad who sent us to a mental hospital to our graduation. our grandpa is a qanon psychopath(so is our grandma) who keeps trying to convert us back into christianity.

this place has broken our mind over 400 times, and we want out so so so so so so bad

so, we are doing this one final time. we are going to try and get the money for a car to get the fuck out of here and go to the college we got accepted to. we're making a new gofundme so we can properly keep track of the money from this

our c/shapp is $theteufortdozen , our vnmo is @/theteufortdozen, and here is a link to our k-fi and gofundme

[getvalentined]

Thinking about Sephiroth's motivations in Rebirth and getting super emotional because fuck, man, I get it. I get it. It doesn't excuse anything, but I get it in a way I can't even describe.

The Gi establish that those who aren't native to Gaia can't join the Lifestream basically at all, they're held separate entirely; the Gi have never been in it directly, their ghosts wander in a little liminal space they crafted for themselves. This is because they're entirely foreign—the Gi appear to be interdimensional travelers that were somehow marooned on Gaia at some point in ancient history, where they died and were left as ghosts, lingering forever unable to move on.

Sephiroth is slightly different in that he was born on Gaia and he does have human parents as well as Jenova, so he can force his way into the Lifestream as we saw in Lifestream Black and Advent Children, but he can't disseminate into it. He's still conscious and cognizant in some capacity even as the Lifestream fights to strip away the parts of him that belong on the planet, the parts of him that were human. This is, presumably, why his memory is all fucked up postcanon, whether we're talking novels or spinoffs; the Lifestream has been trying to take him but it can't, because there's too much Jenova in him, so the parts of him that have survived are just the parts that are the son of Jenova. He hasn't been fully worn down by the time the Crisis rolls around, likely because his body is still partially intact in the Northern Crater. (Again, see Lifestream Black, as well as the OG.)

And here's where everything starts to hurt.

He's alone. No matter what Sephiroth does, he's entirely, completely alone. There is nothing in the world like him, the planet won't accept him—it's not death, it's a homecoming, and Sephiroth has nowhere to go home to.

And he's done this before, this is a repeating timeline, he's been through this before over and over and over. And he's always alone in the end. He's always there at the edge of creation, the end of all things, the kindling of a new universe, and he's still there. All alone.

So this time he's calling for the ultimate Reunion. He's not just calling his Clones home, he's pulling all of time and space together into a single planet, bolstered with the lingering Lifestream of hundreds, thousands of others, timelines where things fell apart and Gaia sat on the precipice of death before Sephiroth found her and tore the Lifestream loose to feed the timeline he's chosen as the most likely to survive.

Three friends go into battle. One is captured (Genesis, in Deepground), one flies away (Angeal, who chose his own death), and the one who remains becomes a hero.

Heroes save the world.

But it doesn't matter, does it? Because he's going to be alone. Zack asks how he could turn his back on everything, and he says "Easily." Aerith asks how he could possibly want an eternity alone—because she doesn't understand, that's what Sephiroth has waiting for him anyway. That's all he's ever had waiting for him.

Sephiroth is going to save a world that will never accept him, because that's what heroes do, and then he's going to be alone forever. But this time, for the first time in every timeline he's experienced, he's going to do it on his own terms. He knows what he is, he knows how this ends, he has no questions of that. But for once in his existence—and it's a long existence, unending, eternal in a way that neither human nor Cetra could never even comprehend—he's going to control exactly how that happens.

Sephiroth knows he can't control whether or not he ends up alone, but he can choose how it happens. He can do things right this time. Maybe if he saves the world it will be different. Maybe the planet will accept him. Maybe he won't be alone.

And if he is (and he knows he will be), at least it was on his own terms.

At least, for once in the whole of creation, Sephiroth had a single flicker of control over his own existence. For once in the entirety of existence, Sephiroth made a decision for himself.

He'll have to live with that decision, alone, for eternity—but it was his.

[gecko1011010]

It's been a long while, Morgott.

[everything-is-as-it-was]

she proposition on my two cougars till I jamaica

[jarromir]

shitpost theory:

What if Hipswitch has a hastune miku wig he wears when no one else is around. / not srs

[oxb16b00b5]

Me, a few hours ago: "This edible ain't shit" Me, now: "Shai-Hulud made Desmond Hart autistic."

[godsmostfuckedupgoblin]

I am so sorry for my usamerican friends

Please, and I am begging you with everything I have, please stay alive

I know things seem bleak, the bleakest they've been in recent times, but please just stay with us

[akko-kagori]

I'm so normal about him

[louisferrignojr]

the thing is the thing is i'm perfectly aware that hypervigilance is a symptom of cptsd i'm perfectly aware this is my trauma response after i was triggered, again, very recently, and i'm still recovering from the knockback of that emotional flashback

but it's like i've been trained for this my whole life. i notice everything, i know when something's off, something has shifted. and every time i get so self conscious and clingy and i'm so fucking insecure. i just want the friendship we had before you stopped liking the person i am.

[kosmicpowers]

This just in. Dramatic theatre kid takes the phrase "break a leg" just a bit too far

[zhurnalproliv]

I like the idea that he could wield a maniac in France, and force 049 to feel emotions when he wanted a snack

At 049, his maniac adventures stopped, because he found the one he was looking for

The quality was eaten as usual. I can't take pictures properly.

I also have a headcannon for the fact that 035 created 049, and it turned out to be so realistic, as well as without a mask, that the Lords were afraid of what might happen to the inhabitants of Alagadda after they saw 049, and exiled him to Earth, having previously erased his memory

I also like the idea of a porcelain body and four arms-

Its rlly useful, damn

[54625]

furry tazercraft be like: pac e mike owo

[solar-evant]

feelings... ugh.

chat call me basic as fuck, but this song is making me want to tear out my heart and eat it and share in the holy taste of my lifeblood with my one and only true love, if only to have one final moment with them and to have one part of me forever linked in their existence.

[shiro-hatzuki]

Hi my name is Ebony Dark’ness Dementia Raven Way and I have long ebony black hair (that’s how I got my name) with purple streaks and red tips that reaches my mid-back and midnight black eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Momo Yaoyorozu (AN: if u don’t know who she is get da hell out of here!). I’m not related to Childe but I wish I was because he’s a major fucking hottie. I’m a vampire but my teeth are straight and white. I have pale white skin. I’m also a guilty prisoner, and I’m in a prison called Milgram where I’m prisoner number 666 (I’m a murderer). I’m a goth (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly black. I love Hot Topic and I buy all my clothes from there. For example under my prisoner outfit I was wearing a black corset with matching lace around it and a black leather miniskirt, pink fishnets and black combat boots. I was wearing black lipstick, white foundation, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking inside Milgram. It had no windows so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of inno prisoners stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them. “Hey Ebony!” shouted a voice. I looked up. It was…. Mikoto Kayano! “What’s up Mikoto?” I asked. “Nothing.” he said shyly. But then, I heard the warden call me and I had to go away.

[doctas-blog-of-stuff]

The adventures of Gale(DDS) part 1

Okay so some context first: This is my first time playing BG3 and I'm highly retarded about Digital Devil Saga so....

Yeah,I'm doing this.

Kill me:

Close enough,just wish that the robes were a different color oh well...

Much better

THE Gale(DDS)

Cowboy Gale (If there is a hood, I need it so badly...)

The meeting of the Gales

"which one of us woman?"

Look at them! they have matching clothes!

I am so fucking sorry I have missed a photo of this...

[kathjack]

Wasn't going to share anything related to it until it was finished but I just had to show this one beforehand (without the spoilers) This is not a comic

Transcription because my writing sucks:

Jack: I feel bad for lying to Jhon...

Shot: Womp womp! Should've asked your husband to join us

Tan: Maybe that way his wife and kid would've survi-