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I think it's time to look for a small companion. I spent all day yesterday sobbing in severe grief over my lil dude Lorenzo. I guess the thought of spending my birthday without my boy for the first time in 13yrs really hit me hard.
Thankfully, today my friends wished me happy birthday and kept me company. Kept my spirits up.
So, I'm planning to go to the shelter this weekend just to look around. It'll depend if they're open or not due to the extreme cold weather tho. Either way, I plan to visit the shelter this month or the next.
I hope I can share the 13yrs of compassion Lorenzo has shared with me to a new furry friend in need 😊
#reen talks#i'm planning to get a cat#buuuut we'll see what happens#might end up with a completely different critter lol
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revisiting some old concepts of mine
#warrior cats#firestar#fireheart#bluestar#tigerclaw#tigerstar#i tried drawing fire when he was still a paw and then aged him up to a warrior here#while still having him look like the same character#i think i'm getting somewhere with these#i'd love to finish this pmv i've had planned for years but it's such a huge project...#one day.
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I love Nami
#one piece#one piece fanart#nami#cat burglar nami#happy birthday nami#just in time!#i actually did not plan this#but I'm happy I could get it done in time
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I just got INCREDIBLY GOOD NEWS at the cardiologist! Unexpectedly, inexplicably, remarkably good.
"Look at this," he said, and showed me the CAT results from earlier this year, with all the beautiful blood vessels like flawless white brushstrokes. "It's perfect. Your chances of having a heart attack are about as low as they can possibly be. Your heart is incredibly healthy. You're probably going to be the healthiest person I see today."
Considering my dad's heart disease, the strange finding on the CAT, my activity level, and my diet, I was completely shocked, and this is an incredible relief. I can't even express what a relief it was. Legit started crying while I was in line at Starbucks.
First time I've ever been booted from a practice for being too healthy.
#it's almost a pity#I absolutely love my cardiologist#and all the gods willing I probably never will see him again#the strange results on the CAT scan were within normal range and not something I ever have to worry about#I'm not going to take this for granted and I still plan on improving the type of food that I eat and getting more activity#something unusual and unexpected could still happen#but this means that I don't have to actively WORRY about it and that is simply incredible#because let me tell you I spent a lot of time worrying about it
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couple doodles from a bunch of magmas. mostly emmets. I don't think it's obvious but I quite like emmet
#insert the “came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my cat” about emmet and elesa#I had a little comic planned out for it but shrug. they call me. not someone who draws comics often nor how to panel them#scratches head. I don't have anything else to say#I like emmet#spenxer lou art#submas#subway bosses#pokemon submas#submas emmet#subway master emmet#subway boss emmet#WHY ARE ALL THE RECCOMENDED TAGS ABOUT INGO. I AM AN EMMET POSTER. WHAT THE HELL#subway master ingo#submas ingo#subway boss ingo#WHATEVER. I guess he can have some tags since he appears in one of these. mwahhh kissing ingo's little brain damaged head#ALSO. twirls my hair kicks my feet. I'm not a hoh/deaf emmet truther. but I do believe in their beliefs#elesa is the hoh one in nimbasa trio 2 me. she lost her hearing sometime after getting to unova. emmet just has really bad tinnitus#also also. btw. not uhh. what is it conductorshipping? they are best friends to me. simply not my thang. their platonic bond is sickening#but I cannot stop you doing whatever you want forever so. do whatever you want forever#I need to draw emmet seizing again
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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First the vague Netflix post ends up being Heartstopper, then George Rexstrew doesn't get the Emmy nomination, and now DBDA is canceled 😭😭 just send me with the spiders already because this is a fate worse than Hell
#it's okay tho i'm slowly regaining hope out of sheer desperation#i refuse to accept this cancelation#i'm doing everything i can#watching and rewatching and rerewatching#and i'm planning on emailing Hulu or sending a letter to Netflix#and i've been posting like crazy on Twitter trying to get the DBDA tags trending#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detective netflix#monty finch#monty the crow#not-the-living-ghost#crystal palace#niko sasaki#palasaki#montwin#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#cat king#thomas the cat king
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Silly rabbit??
Happy spooky month! Here's my obligatory Halloween profile picture. I'm a few days late, as usual. But I'll have the actual Halloween drawing(s) done in time... I hope.
Extra doodles and sketches of an alternative costume under the cut.
Originally I wanted to draw Galacta Knight as a witch, with little eensy Meta here as his familiar. However I wasn't able to work out a witch design I was happy with, and that wasn't agonizing to draw with his horns. Still a fun little concept!! Maybe for a future Halloween...
I still wanted to do something magic related, and from that I got magician. It doesn't match the spooky vibe, but I think it's Halloween-ey enough!! It's the shitty costume bought the day before the Halloween party, how does it get more Halloween than that? And it still allowed me to have Meta as a stupid little creature, so really, I think I still won.
As a bonus, concept doodles of the magician ft. the inexplicably skimpily dressed assistant!
#kirby#kirby series#meta knight#galacta knight#galactabro#my art#my doodles#i'm still not tagging the cat#days without posting gk: 0#what a handsome man he is. I can't help drawing him#and the autism creature that is his brother#gk and dragato in the bonus doodles is the most galacta knight yaoi you'll get out of me. ever#what they've got going on is entirely platonic. they're just kind of gay about it#there's not much else to say about this. it's nothing spectacular. i leaned into the sticker-ish aspect everyone says my art has though#me and my white outlines#oh wait i know#did you know i had to size up mk because he was literally too tiny to look like. Interesting. in the drawing otherwise#or like be visible at all#he (and baby orbs in general) are just That small#I never draw halloween stuff and i just. wanted to!!#I have more planned!! though a whole lot of it is oc related (with sprinkling of canon characters they're related to)#that is. Nerve wracking. but it's about time i post my ocs here even if it's absolutely terrifying#something to look forward to i suppose
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can a therapist explain why my mom saying she loves me and doesn't mind having me around during this extremely prolonged and fruitless job search because she loves me and just wants to make sure my needs are met makes me SOMEHOW feel worse about being an unemployable little shit?
#me#like.... i love my parents#but i think i love my parents too much to have them keep watching me waste time and be depressed all day#okay maybe not waste time i do do stuff and i'm writing but#definitely depressed all day#been on the brink of tears for three days thinking about how another year is about to end without anything substantially changing#about my life#no job no place of my own no plans no boyfriend#i might get a cat tho!#and my problems are also minuscule compared to other peoples' but i'm also the only one who lives with those problems so
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Time for a new toy!
Seems like skateboard is the clear winner! (Doing it a little early this week since I didnt mean to leave it so late last time, hopefully there isn't suddenly hundreds of votes for something else after I post this lol) Tomorrow there will be a skateboard in the garden :D
So now it's time to decide for next week,
("Nothing" is an option that will still yield a cat, it's not just there like a trick lol)
#UTDR#UTMV#Neko Sansume#Got the special guy all tested out and ready to go in the morning ^^#I think like last week I'll reblog this post once he's live and then maybe again later in the day so nobody misses it#I hope you guys like the specialness of this one :D#I also have an idea for like. an event?#Event isn't really the right word but a special thing for this#You'll know it when you see the poll options :3c#But in the meantime I might need to have less options in the poll as I build up towards it#We'll see how it goes#I wanna make sure all the cats get to show up at least once so I need to plan it out#But I'm excited to see who gets picked for next week!! :D
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hear me out but. vet (as in. animal vet) ghost w soap who has a very embarrassing crush on him, and gets the very smart idea to ask him out by pretending his dog's sick so he can go and see him
except he never quite finds the courage the first few times
so he just. keeps going back. with this animal that is very well cared for and absolutely loving life at the vet's, whilst johnny keeps fumbling over his words and never quite managing to explicitly ask ghost out
(he eventually musters up the courage. ghost is very charmed and pretending he isn't. bonus points if soap's pet somehow managed to get them into a fluster-y moment. ye classic rom com lead ties two people up moment.)
#big hulking ghost being a vet is so personal to me. idc#he's so gentle with animals#the most caring man ever#definitely the “i prefer animals to people bc u can predict animals” type of guy#also#whatever pet soap has#i'm personally imagining a ginger cat#is just the dumbest guy ever#soap gives me the vibes of a man who has an idiot pet#no i will not elaborate#one time soap's ingenious plan doesn't work bc he gets another vet#and he gets so >:( about it#ghost's coworkers have started calling him his client or smth silly#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#call of duty#ghostsoap#ghoap#simon riley#john mactavish#call of duty modern warfare 2
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Featured Fic Friday!
Welcome to Featured Fic Friday! A day where I, or someone who suggests one, tell you about a fanfic that I really enjoy! Spoiler's under the cut! Today's featured fic is...
you become by theragingprophet (General Audiences, Complete)
you aren’t Real, but for him… for your little brother, you can pretend. (in which Sans is Papyrus’s imaginary friend, and magic is both a wonderful and terrifying thing.)
Sort of a long fic, I think this is a very interesting concept! There are plenty of stories focused on the backstory of the skeleton brothers, but I can't recall seeing one that has Sans be an imaginary friend aside from this one! The way that the author writes the idea is amazing as well!
Spoilers ahead!
I really like how the author includes reactions from other monsters regarding the brother's sudden appearance in Snowdin, since I think it adds to the world that they've expanded beyond the base game!
Not to mention how they give us snippets of some monster's reactions to not being able to remember Gaster, like Undyne wishing for someone to spar with or the Dreemurr's discussing needing to find a royal scientist! It's very clever!
#please excuse any mistakes that you see#i'm writing this two hours before it needs to be posted#plus my hands don't do well as it starts to get colder#they start to stiffen up & it makes it hard to type sometimes#luckily it's not too bad using my laptop#but trying to type on my phone is a hassle at times#in other news i've been playing a lot of modded minecraft#i've made my base in a cherry grove & currently have four different cats#with plans to collect more at some point#i'll try to update you on my adventures in future tags#fic rec#fic recommendation#ao3 fic recs#undertale#sans undertale#classic sans#papyrus undertale#papyrus#featured fic#mod sleepy
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THE EYHM COLLECTION GROWS!!!! managed to make some space without having to move too much so they can all be together!!
(i made the smaller ones into stickers bc i'm running out of picture frames!! hope that's ok!)
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE WHO'S GIFTED THESE TO ME THOUGH!!! I'M CALLING ALL OF YOU OUT HERE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!! ❤❤❤❤❤
*sharp inhale* @eskariolis-con-salsa @oddpizza @woobab @the-little-knight @moon9931 @misdreavusplush @noodletime @witch-tower-au !!!!!!!
hope you all have a good holiday season!! love you all! *MWAH*
#don't worry about the fish tanks they'll keep the kitties company! there's literally almost nowhere else good to put these lmao#but!! i think they look good there at least!! AND IN GENERAL THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD THANK YOU#BUT NOW AFTER THIS I REALLY NEED TO FIND MORE SPOTS IF I GET MORE EYHMS BECAUSE THERE'S NO SPACE LEFT THERE!#....maybe i can move some of the pokemon posters i have by my bed lol. they're just kinda. there rn.#but yeah!! i never expected people to like this cat this much and i'm kinda freaking out!!! but thank you again so much!!#i'll say it 1000 times if i have to!!!!!!#eyhm stuff#gift eyhms#basically ALL of the gift eyhms i've gotten lmao. there's a couple that're in progress but they'll hopefully join the others soon-ish!#quick side ramble! i've got a couple more drawing things planned this year but they might take a couple days because Chrimbo and all!#but there's a couple pizza tower things/gifts and. maybe finally my About Me post? gotta figure out how i'm gonna make that heh#OK I'VE BEEN TALKING TOO LONG SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO HAPPY ABOUT THESE AAAHHHHHHH
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"Ned doesn't know how to talk with Sansa" Okay but like…where though? Where is it actually anywhere in the books that Ned has trouble speaking with Sansa? Or that he doesn't know how to handle her or "what to do" with her? The conflict people try and invent between them is just so...forced. I wish people would just let it go and stop trying.
#and if we're being honest it's because they're trying to copy and paste Catelyn and Arya's dynamic onto them which doesn't work#cause Ned agrees with Cat + also expected Arya to conform and made that clear multiple times throughout AGOT#so there was no favoritism going on cause Arya is /masculine/ or whatever nonsense and he didn't treat Arya better then Sansa lol#he let her have lessons as a distraction and he thought of them as temporary...in comparison Sansa was adjusting well to KL#Arya and Ned's relationship was more important/plot-relevant yes but Sansa and Ned just didn't have any issues like that 😭#I'm tired of people just making things up and passing them off as canon#+ Ned getting thrown under the bus as a terrible father because he was nice to Arya and didn't warp his entire existence around Sansa#but then how are people going to blame Ned for Sansa going to tell Cersei of his plans I guess?#people can't cope if Sansa isn't the most pathetic little meow meow ever so that means everyone else has to be demonized
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⚠️ Post trigger warnings: mentions of people being queerphobic, mentions of past mental and emotional abuse, mentions of using religion to justify being a jerk, descriptions of physical symptoms of anxiety, mentions of parents passing away
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It took me two months and a bit to realize that the way the inside of my body suddenly feels cold, the way my stomach feels like its dropped, why I need to take deeper breaths to feel like I'm actually getting good air, and the way my body starts to shake uncontrollably around WICS (Woman I Can't Stand--it's the most polite thing I can call her) is all due to a panic response. I haven't had a panic attack since high school, so suddenly going back to having physical symptoms of my anxiety threw me for a loop. I thought I was dehydrated.
It's such a strange sensation for me. Mentally, I'm not really panicking, at least not at the forefront of my mind. WICS can't do anything to me. She has no say in what does or doesn't happen in this house, she doesn't live here, and she can't do anything with my stuff. The worst she can do (and continues to do) is run her mouth and be, simply put, mean and annoying. I wondered why she, specifically, invokes such a strong reaction out of me, and then I realized: she's just enough like everyone who's abused me all rolled into one.
She's mentally and emotionally tormented me since the day I had to decide to take my mother off of life support in ways that my ex step-father would be proud of. She hides behind religion to excuse her bigotry and carries around a self righteous attitude that makes my dad look like an atheist. She argues with her mother more than my parents did, and that took up 90% of my childhood. She mouths off about me and voices her very loud objections about the way I live my life (in relation to me being queer) to everyone she can behind my back like we're in high school. And the one time I had a seizure around her she chose to do absolutely nothing--not even put a pillow under my head--and complain about me to her sister on the phone instead, like basic first aid is a privilege I don't deserve.
Just one more week, give or take. One more week and then I'll be out of this God forsaken house and away from these people for the rest of my life. I won't have to deal with her or anyone else here anymore. I'll be safe. I'll be okay. I can finally move forward.
And the best part that probably makes me at least a little bit petty? They don't know when I'm leaving, which means they don't know when my brother will be coming by for the appliances and shelves that belonged to our mother.
Hey, we're just following Biblical law: it says that he, being both the son and the oldest, inherited our parents belongings when they passed. He agreed to take said he wanted them, and it's his right to have them. Sorry, WICS. She'll just have to get her own coffee maker and kitchen shelves 💁🏼😌
#did i specifically ask my brother to take those things simply so they couldn't have them? that's between me and God 😌#two can play the Bible game 🖕#which as a christian does kinda make me feel bad but also no it doesn't#she and i view the Bible and God and religion in general VERY differently#i'll be moving out bit by bit during the next week and the poof i'll be gone for good#i'm kinda back to being homeless but some friends of mine are letting me stay with them while i go back to school#basically the plan is to finish my PCT certification then becoming employed then move out#i'm also excited since they're the ones who have fostered my cat while i've been here so i get to be with her again! 😭😍🩷💞#just one more week#tw at the start of this post#personal
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I recognize a lot of ADHD symptoms in Nightheart too.
The thinking everyone hates him is a big thing, taking rejection harder than it should be,
You're right... the Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria... I am Nightheart's therapist and I am slapping him with so many mental illnesses.
#ALSO FOR THE RECORD I DONT HAVE BPD#I just have people I love who do#And take a sincere and adoring interest in how their minds work#I do have ADHD though. Recently diagnosed.#But I've known my entire life.#But anyhow#I just like BPD I think it's neat. It reminds me of people I love. And loved. It's so demonized and I hope that I can help ppl understand#It's just an emotional regulation disorder. There is no 'bad person' disease.#People with BPD can be good or bad.#Btw I plan to do this with NPD too at some point. I did a leetle research and know where to start now#But I haven't picked a cat to get it#And I have personal close experience with BPD so like. That's why it comes up so much. I feel confident in how I portray it#And I get super good feedback from people who have BPD so I think I'm doing good#Also inside joke lmao; Bird Perception Disorder#Because for SOME REASON I keep using birds as a BPD metaphor#And partner found that hilarious#The birds are being perceived#bone babble
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