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I think it's time to look for a small companion. I spent all day yesterday sobbing in severe grief over my lil dude Lorenzo. I guess the thought of spending my birthday without my boy for the first time in 13yrs really hit me hard.
Thankfully, today my friends wished me happy birthday and kept me company. Kept my spirits up.
So, I'm planning to go to the shelter this weekend just to look around. It'll depend if they're open or not due to the extreme cold weather tho. Either way, I plan to visit the shelter this month or the next.
I hope I can share the 13yrs of compassion Lorenzo has shared with me to a new furry friend in need 😊
#reen talks#i'm planning to get a cat#buuuut we'll see what happens#might end up with a completely different critter lol
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revisiting some old concepts of mine
#warrior cats#firestar#fireheart#bluestar#tigerclaw#tigerstar#i tried drawing fire when he was still a paw and then aged him up to a warrior here#while still having him look like the same character#i think i'm getting somewhere with these#i'd love to finish this pmv i've had planned for years but it's such a huge project...#one day.
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I love Nami
#one piece#one piece fanart#nami#cat burglar nami#happy birthday nami#just in time!#i actually did not plan this#but I'm happy I could get it done in time
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I just got INCREDIBLY GOOD NEWS at the cardiologist! Unexpectedly, inexplicably, remarkably good.
"Look at this," he said, and showed me the CAT results from earlier this year, with all the beautiful blood vessels like flawless white brushstrokes. "It's perfect. Your chances of having a heart attack are about as low as they can possibly be. Your heart is incredibly healthy. You're probably going to be the healthiest person I see today."
Considering my dad's heart disease, the strange finding on the CAT, my activity level, and my diet, I was completely shocked, and this is an incredible relief. I can't even express what a relief it was. Legit started crying while I was in line at Starbucks.
First time I've ever been booted from a practice for being too healthy.
#it's almost a pity#I absolutely love my cardiologist#and all the gods willing I probably never will see him again#the strange results on the CAT scan were within normal range and not something I ever have to worry about#I'm not going to take this for granted and I still plan on improving the type of food that I eat and getting more activity#something unusual and unexpected could still happen#but this means that I don't have to actively WORRY about it and that is simply incredible#because let me tell you I spent a lot of time worrying about it
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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First the vague Netflix post ends up being Heartstopper, then George Rexstrew doesn't get the Emmy nomination, and now DBDA is canceled 😭😭 just send me with the spiders already because this is a fate worse than Hell
#it's okay tho i'm slowly regaining hope out of sheer desperation#i refuse to accept this cancelation#i'm doing everything i can#watching and rewatching and rerewatching#and i'm planning on emailing Hulu or sending a letter to Netflix#and i've been posting like crazy on Twitter trying to get the DBDA tags trending#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detective netflix#monty finch#monty the crow#not-the-living-ghost#crystal palace#niko sasaki#palasaki#montwin#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#cat king#thomas the cat king
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Silly rabbit??
Happy spooky month! Here's my obligatory Halloween profile picture. I'm a few days late, as usual. But I'll have the actual Halloween drawing(s) done in time... I hope.
Extra doodles and sketches of an alternative costume under the cut.
Originally I wanted to draw Galacta Knight as a witch, with little eensy Meta here as his familiar. However I wasn't able to work out a witch design I was happy with, and that wasn't agonizing to draw with his horns. Still a fun little concept!! Maybe for a future Halloween...
I still wanted to do something magic related, and from that I got magician. It doesn't match the spooky vibe, but I think it's Halloween-ey enough!! It's the shitty costume bought the day before the Halloween party, how does it get more Halloween than that? And it still allowed me to have Meta as a stupid little creature, so really, I think I still won.
As a bonus, concept doodles of the magician ft. the inexplicably skimpily dressed assistant!
#kirby#kirby series#meta knight#galacta knight#galactabro#my art#my doodles#i'm still not tagging the cat#days without posting gk: 0#what a handsome man he is. I can't help drawing him#and the autism creature that is his brother#gk and dragato in the bonus doodles is the most galacta knight yaoi you'll get out of me. ever#what they've got going on is entirely platonic. they're just kind of gay about it#there's not much else to say about this. it's nothing spectacular. i leaned into the sticker-ish aspect everyone says my art has though#me and my white outlines#oh wait i know#did you know i had to size up mk because he was literally too tiny to look like. Interesting. in the drawing otherwise#or like be visible at all#he (and baby orbs in general) are just That small#I never draw halloween stuff and i just. wanted to!!#I have more planned!! though a whole lot of it is oc related (with sprinkling of canon characters they're related to)#that is. Nerve wracking. but it's about time i post my ocs here even if it's absolutely terrifying#something to look forward to i suppose
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can a therapist explain why my mom saying she loves me and doesn't mind having me around during this extremely prolonged and fruitless job search because she loves me and just wants to make sure my needs are met makes me SOMEHOW feel worse about being an unemployable little shit?
#me#like.... i love my parents#but i think i love my parents too much to have them keep watching me waste time and be depressed all day#okay maybe not waste time i do do stuff and i'm writing but#definitely depressed all day#been on the brink of tears for three days thinking about how another year is about to end without anything substantially changing#about my life#no job no place of my own no plans no boyfriend#i might get a cat tho!#and my problems are also minuscule compared to other peoples' but i'm also the only one who lives with those problems so
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Time for a new toy!
Seems like skateboard is the clear winner! (Doing it a little early this week since I didnt mean to leave it so late last time, hopefully there isn't suddenly hundreds of votes for something else after I post this lol) Tomorrow there will be a skateboard in the garden :D
So now it's time to decide for next week,
("Nothing" is an option that will still yield a cat, it's not just there like a trick lol)
#UTDR#UTMV#Neko Sansume#Got the special guy all tested out and ready to go in the morning ^^#I think like last week I'll reblog this post once he's live and then maybe again later in the day so nobody misses it#I hope you guys like the specialness of this one :D#I also have an idea for like. an event?#Event isn't really the right word but a special thing for this#You'll know it when you see the poll options :3c#But in the meantime I might need to have less options in the poll as I build up towards it#We'll see how it goes#I wanna make sure all the cats get to show up at least once so I need to plan it out#But I'm excited to see who gets picked for next week!! :D
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hear me out but. vet (as in. animal vet) ghost w soap who has a very embarrassing crush on him, and gets the very smart idea to ask him out by pretending his dog's sick so he can go and see him
except he never quite finds the courage the first few times
so he just. keeps going back. with this animal that is very well cared for and absolutely loving life at the vet's, whilst johnny keeps fumbling over his words and never quite managing to explicitly ask ghost out
(he eventually musters up the courage. ghost is very charmed and pretending he isn't. bonus points if soap's pet somehow managed to get them into a fluster-y moment. ye classic rom com lead ties two people up moment.)
#big hulking ghost being a vet is so personal to me. idc#he's so gentle with animals#the most caring man ever#definitely the “i prefer animals to people bc u can predict animals” type of guy#also#whatever pet soap has#i'm personally imagining a ginger cat#is just the dumbest guy ever#soap gives me the vibes of a man who has an idiot pet#no i will not elaborate#one time soap's ingenious plan doesn't work bc he gets another vet#and he gets so >:( about it#ghost's coworkers have started calling him his client or smth silly#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#call of duty#ghostsoap#ghoap#simon riley#john mactavish#call of duty modern warfare 2
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THE EYHM COLLECTION GROWS!!!! managed to make some space without having to move too much so they can all be together!!
(i made the smaller ones into stickers bc i'm running out of picture frames!! hope that's ok!)
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE WHO'S GIFTED THESE TO ME THOUGH!!! I'M CALLING ALL OF YOU OUT HERE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!! ❤❤❤❤❤
*sharp inhale* @eskariolis-con-salsa @oddpizza @woobab @the-little-knight @moon9931 @misdreavusplush @noodletime @witch-tower-au !!!!!!!
hope you all have a good holiday season!! love you all! *MWAH*
#don't worry about the fish tanks they'll keep the kitties company! there's literally almost nowhere else good to put these lmao#but!! i think they look good there at least!! AND IN GENERAL THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD THANK YOU#BUT NOW AFTER THIS I REALLY NEED TO FIND MORE SPOTS IF I GET MORE EYHMS BECAUSE THERE'S NO SPACE LEFT THERE!#....maybe i can move some of the pokemon posters i have by my bed lol. they're just kinda. there rn.#but yeah!! i never expected people to like this cat this much and i'm kinda freaking out!!! but thank you again so much!!#i'll say it 1000 times if i have to!!!!!!#eyhm stuff#gift eyhms#basically ALL of the gift eyhms i've gotten lmao. there's a couple that're in progress but they'll hopefully join the others soon-ish!#quick side ramble! i've got a couple more drawing things planned this year but they might take a couple days because Chrimbo and all!#but there's a couple pizza tower things/gifts and. maybe finally my About Me post? gotta figure out how i'm gonna make that heh#OK I'VE BEEN TALKING TOO LONG SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO HAPPY ABOUT THESE AAAHHHHHHH
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"Ned doesn't know how to talk with Sansa" Okay but like…where though? Where is it actually anywhere in the books that Ned has trouble speaking with Sansa? Or that he doesn't know how to handle her or "what to do" with her? The conflict people try and invent between them is just so...forced. I wish people would just let it go and stop trying.
#and if we're being honest it's because they're trying to copy and paste Catelyn and Arya's dynamic onto them which doesn't work#cause Ned agrees with Cat + also expected Arya to conform and made that clear multiple times throughout AGOT#so there was no favoritism going on cause Arya is /masculine/ or whatever nonsense and he didn't treat Arya better then Sansa lol#he let her have lessons as a distraction and he thought of them as temporary...in comparison Sansa was adjusting well to KL#Arya and Ned's relationship was more important/plot-relevant yes but Sansa and Ned just didn't have any issues like that 😭#I'm tired of people just making things up and passing them off as canon#+ Ned getting thrown under the bus as a terrible father because he was nice to Arya and didn't warp his entire existence around Sansa#but then how are people going to blame Ned for Sansa going to tell Cersei of his plans I guess?#people can't cope if Sansa isn't the most pathetic little meow meow ever so that means everyone else has to be demonized
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Dreadful news. I just dropped my phone and now the screen won't turn on.
Horrible. Disastrous. Catastrophic. I do all of my good sketches on my phone. I do half of my writing on my phone (I read all of my ao3 on my phone!)
Oh jeez, we're really in for it now, Raccooninnit plushie :(((
#I've had the poor thing for years#it's always tanked my poor clumsy hands before now with nary a scratch#and yet on this fateful night#I fumbled yet again- only this time#right as I was about to go to bed#my dearest friend has inevitably succumbed to my inadequate dexterity- may she rest in peace o7#I've had this phone for longer than I've been writing fics and was not planning to get a new one for a while#I'm going to go stare at a wall for several hours while I lament my clumsy fingers#Or maybe I'll just go back to writing instead#Might as well be productive in my grieving amirite?#my posting this is a lapse in judgement that I am sure I will severely reconsider come morning-#but in the moment I do not care as I have no one but my clueless cat and dog to inform of this great tragedy.#Sorry if you actually read all of these tags- I admit they're a bit dramatic
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I recognize a lot of ADHD symptoms in Nightheart too.
The thinking everyone hates him is a big thing, taking rejection harder than it should be,
You're right... the Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria... I am Nightheart's therapist and I am slapping him with so many mental illnesses.
#ALSO FOR THE RECORD I DONT HAVE BPD#I just have people I love who do#And take a sincere and adoring interest in how their minds work#I do have ADHD though. Recently diagnosed.#But I've known my entire life.#But anyhow#I just like BPD I think it's neat. It reminds me of people I love. And loved. It's so demonized and I hope that I can help ppl understand#It's just an emotional regulation disorder. There is no 'bad person' disease.#People with BPD can be good or bad.#Btw I plan to do this with NPD too at some point. I did a leetle research and know where to start now#But I haven't picked a cat to get it#And I have personal close experience with BPD so like. That's why it comes up so much. I feel confident in how I portray it#And I get super good feedback from people who have BPD so I think I'm doing good#Also inside joke lmao; Bird Perception Disorder#Because for SOME REASON I keep using birds as a BPD metaphor#And partner found that hilarious#The birds are being perceived#bone babble
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See now that I have my tattoo I understand why nobody gets just one. First, it looks lonely out here on my otherwise blank leg. Second, perhaps even more important, is that I spent years looking up anecdotes of how much it hurts and trying to prepare myself and now I've done it and it's just. Huh! Yep that hurt. No I didn't really mind. And now I know what's possible.
#I'm planning more around that lonely little bottle of stardust#I want to make it part of a kind of line going up my lower leg#Potion bottles and dice and other fantasy/adventure items#And I want a game boy color with just a sandshrew on the screen but I want that elsewhere#Maybe my thigh#A teal one like I used to have#Anyway I get it now#Also like#All that research and it felt like a medium intensity cat scratch when it's at its worst#Like the hour or two after you get scratched when it's hot and painful#That's how it feels DURING the tattoo#At least where I got it#And then after I didn't feel anything#It was literally five minutes of discomfort and some real pain and then like a kinda warm ache for a few hours and that was it#It didn't even itch for more than a couple minutes one random night about 3 days later
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Still on my Pacific Rim AU brainrot so here we go with the fic idea that's not leaving my head...
Backstory - so, if anyone's seen the Dossier Files I made, you might already know bits of it but:
Everything from Top Gun (1986) except for Goose's death still happened, we just move the event by around 10 years into the future so it was like 1996/7 instead. Kaiju start attacking in 2006, Carole dies in the attack on San Diego, and Mav and Goose become one of the first co-pilots along with Ice and Slider.
Goose dies in Romeo Blue when they're still connected and Mav adopts Bradley (who is 13/14 at the time). He and Ice are married already and Slider, who has another baby on the way, retires from combat after Goose's death, scared that he's going to orphan his kids, too.
Ice and Mav start drifting together and they are The Dream Team™. Obviously, Bradley watches it all as he's being moved from Shatterdome to Shatterdome with the Lucky Seven Team.
He turns seventeen, gets into the Jaeger Academy Program and the whole pulling the papers happens but Bradley is stubborn and a legacy kid so the current Marshal from their Shatterdome (I imagine Viper, maybe?) goes over Mav's head and he gets in and starts attending at eighteen. This made the situation between Brad, Mav, and Ice tense as hell (especially Mav because Bradley knows Ice is too soft to ever tell him no and it was not his initiative) but they still talk
Bradley aces the training and during it, finds his co-pilot, Darcy (OC, obviously). They get the newest Mark-III to pilot, Gipsy Danger and they instantly become The Dream Team™ too. Bradley becomes PPDC's poster boy as the late Bradshaw's kid (no one knows about the Mav and Ice thing...) and Darcy is the youngest pilot to enter the program and one the few Aussie pilots that qualified in the past few years. They're the new duo of the PR team basically and they're sold off as celebrities when they have a win after a win.
They take a year off when Darcy gets pregnant, in reserve in LA, and when they're back to active duty and Knifehead happens and Bradley goes through the exact same thing Mav went through - his co-pilot dies when they're still connected. Darcy's mind never leaves his brain and he can still feel her.
Just before this, Ice gets diagnosed with cancer and stops piloting to basically not die under the neural load. Mav is looking for a new pilot.
Something that would be a big spoiler happens between Mav and Bradley and Bradley leaves PPDC.
Mav and Ice are visiting the training program with the new recruits and Jake, the cocky son of a bastard, challenges Mav to a fight and they accidently find out they're drift compatible. And Jake becomes Mav's new co-pilot for Striker Eureka.
The world goes to shit, Ice is running PPDC as renegades and they're running out of pilots, and after over 4 years, he tracks Bradley down to where he's working as a cargo pilot at the Anti-Kaiju Wall. He doesn't know one thing though - that Bradley has a kid, a three-year-old daughter.
They arrive in Tokyo Shatterdome and Bradley meets Natasha, who, in Ice's mind is a great candidate for his drift partner (and becomes his daughter's favorite very quickly), and Bob, one of the leading upgrade engineers for the re-commissioned Gipsy. And Jake, the biggest ass Bradley's met who has a problem with him even though they've never met before.
Now, Jake is a bigger ass than usually because he had a celebrity crush on Bradley - or rather a Crush with capital C, posters in his bedroom, interviews recorded and saved on his laptop, t-shirts with Gipsy Danger and Jake Bradshaw written in the back of his math notebook included. He had daydreamed about meeting Bradley and impressing him and becoming a co-pilot pair ala Ice and Mav and when he disappeared right before Jake had an opportunity to meet him in Sydney Shatterdome, he was Mad™. It subsided with the years going and the longer Bradley was gone, the more he was becoming PPDC's new poster boy. In Jake's mind, he went from zero to hero and Bradley went from hero to zero.
And then Bradley shows up at his 'Dome and he realizes the crush isn't gone at all and he's Fucking Mad™ about it. And then he discovers Bradley's got a kid.
Some smaller details I might include somehow:
Nat was one of the crew of the Crimson Typhoon up until a year before.
Jake is half-Aussie and the accent switches places with the Texan drawl sometimes (he learned to hold it back because his dad didn't like it when he spoke with his mama's accent). Everyone thinks it's fake but Bradley realizes it's genuine because Darcy was Aussie. (Also, I added this detail because I was struggling to find a reason why Mav and Jake would have an Australian Jaeger as Americans...)
Slider's family (aside from his eldest daughter who is in college) is at the 'Dome with him, including Sara.
Bradley and Darcy's drivesuits were metallic red, now Brad only wears black. Mav and Jake wear metallic green, but it used to be metallic blue when he and Ice were drifting together.
Bradley's daughter had multiple Jaeger Plushies and ironically, her favorite is Striker Eureka because it has a dog in the decal and 'has a funny name and funny face'
When Bradley leaves, he leaves his dog with Mav and Ice (one he got when he was seventeen) and when Jake moves to the 'Dome, he basically announces the dog is now his, not Mav's, because he likes Jake better (I still don't know what dog breed, tho?? I'm hanging onto a beagle/miniature german shepherd atm)
Sara's and Ice's names are spelled this way (Sara and Tomasz) because that's how they'd be spelled if they were Polish.
Bradley carries a boombox into the jaeger every time he rides - uses his dad's and mom's cassette tapes. He's also got a couple of walkmans and his daughter her own too - decorated with stickers and glitter.
Things bordering on spoiler-y + additional dossier for Darcy and Brad's medical report under the cut:
The shit that happened between Mav and Brad was that Ice had the idea that hey, maybe you could drift together, and they could, really well at that, Mav just...didn't react well? It ended with them almost blowing up Lucky Seven and Ice erased the records so no one knew the details. They both said some shit and Bradley decided he's never trusting Mav again and he's got nothing holding him in the PPDC.
Bradley and Nat are compatible, they're actually really compatible for a pair of people who are not related/never met before, but Bob is going to be Nat's co-pilot, and Bradlye and Jake will ride together, is all I'm saying.
The mockup files not included in the previous post (with a small cameo from Penny):
Text in ALTs
(also, going to tag you here, @redfurrycat, because I thought you might like it 👉👈)
#dunno if I'll ever write it (i want to at least finish planning the fic and write the dialogue before I post the first chapter)#so here it is#also the funniest thing about this fic is my brain decided that the background track for writing this au is entirely doja cat#so i'm writting heartfelt scenes listening to paint the town red or get into it yuh#hangster pacific rim au#hangster#icemav as background#tgm
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