#i'm not even sure who likes this type of stuff... well.. besides me whatever though. this is my blog.

[mrs-monaghan]

Tbh I'm a jikooker, but I find it incredibly difficult to fit a healthy long-term relationship into the same timeline as all of jimin's solo work. It's not the pronouns or taking one lyric very literally, its the entire thing, plus comments from him and his producers. To me, you'd have to do some serious olympic level mental gymnastics to make that make sense. I don't doubt that jikook have a special bond, I've definitely seen things between them that definitely look like sexual attraction to me and things that surpass friendship boundaries, but I can't in good faith say that they're together in some official long-term way if I actually listen to jimin and his work.

I've seen some jikookers think they broke up for a while, but I have to question if those people have ever been through a breakup because the little bit of distance/separation/awkwardness we did see from them during chapter 2 is nothing compared to the type of tension that would be there if a relationship that intimate and intertwined had separated, especially considering the dark feelings jimin was feeling. He wouldn't have been cutely commenting on jungkook's lives and jungkook wouldn't have been asking to hang-out or getting excited to see jimin in his comments.

Idk, I'm sure someone could twist everything a certain way and only take certain things at face-value and then make everything else abstract, etc. to make the case that they are together, but I don't really see it. You look at face-off, alone, and just his general dark feelings during Face, then look at the creation of Muse and how him and his producers said he couldn't relate to the love-dovey beginning songs, which is how they ended up making Who (despite the fact that jikookers try to distance him from the song since he doesn't have writing credits even though he sat in the recording room telling them what he wanted and saying it felt like reading his diary). I think jimin could have very well gone through a pretty awful breakup along with the inner turmoil he was going through post-covid, but I don't think it was with jungkook if he did. I still enjoy jikook's bond either way at the end of the day, but yeah I don't really get how anyone can take an honest look at jimin's work and his words and think he was in a long-term healthy love-of-his-life relationship during that time or into chapter 2.

Not trying to change your opinion or anything, honestly I don't really see it discussed much in jikooker spaces (besides bad-faith stuff like tkkers stirring up shit over pronouns in lyrics which is just dumb) and when it is, some jikookers are pretty pick-and-choose about what they deem to be true to jimin's feelings and what isn't. Which I get being nuanced, but sometimes it does feel like a "well this fits my beliefs so clearly this is true to jimin and this doesn't so it means nothing because he didn't write it" or whatever. I honestly get annoyed with the bad-faith arguers because it prevents being able to have actual discussions about some of this stuff in our little jikooker corner of tumblr. Like "he said her, he's clearly straight! he danced with a girl, straight!" stfu.

I don't have much to say to you anon. Not really. Not anything that hasn't been said anyway. Which you've seen and decided its jkkrs doing mental gymnastics. "I'm a Jikooker but..." its never a great way to start a sentence. It just gives major insecure jkkr vibes which i just 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬 you either believe in them or you don't. There is no if, and or buts.

I will leave you with this; over the years, antis and (insecure) jkkrs alike have always found a way to conclude Jkk aren't as close anymore or they broke up or some other bullshit. But what happens everytime Jikook resurface and we see them together again?

NOTHING HAS CHANGED!!!

Nothing ever changes with these 2! They come back closer, more in sync, happier, more in love and their relationship more established than ever. This happens every👏🏽damn👏🏽time👏🏽 Everytime!

Then the insecure jkkrs will be like "jkk is real" again.

And then we will go without content for a while and once again we are back here with the jkk aren't as close argument. Once again. It is an exhausting cycle that I refuse to be a part of.

You can try and nit pick various reasons as to why Jikook aren't in an established rlship, but I will chose to focus on reasons why they are definitely 130000000% in a relationship. Like the fact that they are enlisted together rn, the fact that they could have done AYS with other members but chose eo. Or the fact that Jimin wrote his name on JK's chest with sunscreen and I dont even want to imagine how he did that. What position they were in that would justify people calling them brothers 😂

You do you anon. I'mma just be over here enjoying Jimin promote the hell out of his favourite JK song.

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Look at him so proud of his man 🥺🥺

[stormblessed95]

Tbh I'm a jikooker, but I find it incredibly difficult to fit a healthy long-term relationship into the same timeline as all of jimin's solo work. It's not the pronouns or taking one lyric very literally, its the entire thing, plus comments from him and his producers. To me, you'd have to do some serious olympic level mental gymnastics to make that make sense. I don't doubt that jikook have a special bond, I've definitely seen things between them that definitely look like sexual attraction to me and things that surpass friendship boundaries, but I can't in good faith say that they're together in some official long-term way if I actually listen to jimin and his work.

I've seen some jikookers think they broke up for a while, but I have to question if those people have ever been through a breakup because the little bit of distance/separation/awkwardness we did see from them during chapter 2 is nothing compared to the type of tension that would be there if a relationship that intimate and intertwined had separated, especially considering the dark feelings jimin was feeling. He wouldn't have been cutely commenting on jungkook's lives and jungkook wouldn't have been asking to hang-out or getting excited to see jimin in his comments.

Idk, I'm sure someone could twist everything a certain way and only take certain things at face-value and then make everything else abstract, etc. to make the case that they are together, but I don't really see it. You look at face-off, alone, and just his general dark feelings during Face, then look at the creation of Muse and how him and his producers said he couldn't relate to the love-dovey beginning songs, which is how they ended up making Who (despite the fact that jikookers try to distance him from the song since he doesn't have writing credits even though he sat in the recording room telling them what he wanted and saying it felt like reading his diary). I think jimin could have very well gone through a pretty awful breakup along with the inner turmoil he was going through post-covid, but I don't think it was with jungkook if he did. I still enjoy jikook's bond either way at the end of the day, but yeah I don't really get how anyone can take an honest look at jimin's work and his words and think he was in a long-term healthy love-of-his-life relationship during that time or into chapter 2.

Not trying to change your opinion or anything, honestly I don't really see it discussed much in jikooker spaces (besides bad-faith stuff like tkkers stirring up shit over pronouns in lyrics which is just dumb) and when it is, some jikookers are pretty pick-and-choose about what they deem to be true to jimin's feelings and what isn't. Which I get being nuanced, but sometimes it does feel like a "well this fits my beliefs so clearly this is true to jimin and this doesn't so it means nothing because he didn't write it" or whatever. I honestly get annoyed with the bad-faith arguers because it prevents being able to have actual discussions about some of this stuff in our little jikooker corner of tumblr. Like "he said her, he's clearly straight! he danced with a girl, straight!" stfu.

All of this is just like okay fine whatever. Here is your platform for these opinions. You don't really want me or my thoughts, you want my platform and my validation. Here ya go. (Mostly a general you here for all the asks I get in a similar nature to this, sorry)

I'm really only posting this because I'm tired as fuck of people going just look at face off, alone, all his dark feelings, how could he be in a happy lovey dovey healthy long term relationship? Which I'm paraphrasing anon, I know, but this was the gist of your point in that section.

When I'm living breathing proof that it's possible.

Personal time: I have the best partner in the world. I love him with my whole being. I have been with him since I was a teenager. We have gone through all sorts of changes and self discovery together. I also STILL occasionally struggle with self harm and wanting to kill myself. In fact, the only reason I'm still alive and not actively TRYING to off myself is because I don't want to traumatize my children and husband. I have crippling depression. I related to some of those darker feelings from FACE immensely. So you are inadvertently invalidating my own relationship by saying this, which I do kinda take offense to. And anyone who struggles with their mental health, all their relationships too.

So that's all. I just really needed at least one person to realize what an unfair and unnuanced take that part is. Everything else, sure. Agree to disagree friend. I'm all for it. You think Jimin is single but still love Jikooks bond, that's literally all I care about and I can coexist with you happily in a Jikook/bts bubble. 💜

(sorry this maybe got dark and triggering. I promise I'm working on dealing with my shit)

[all-pacas]

From the headcanon meme: so sorry I know there’s many so you can choose whatever u like if you’re not in the mood to answer all of them lol anyways 10,13,15,21,28,29,36 for Chase.

10) Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

He absolutely does not recognize them in himself, whatever they are. I don't think Chase has many, tbh: he's not an anxious person, he's self-assured and not super inclined to worry. It's not supported in canon, but I like the HC that he doesn't love being "stuck" in a room -- not claustrophobia, but like, he won't close the door all the way if he goes to the bathroom, he leaves his bedroom door open at night, that sort of thing. It's completely unconscious, he thinks it's a "slightly bad habit" and not "I feel uncomfortable with the idea of being locked into a room with no way out."

13) Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

I mean... he's a dude from the early 2000s, he hasn't heard of any orientations besides "straight," "gay," and "bi." He thinks of himself as straight for sure, even if he's messed around with dudes before; I don't think he's ever thought too deeply about this stuff tbh. He's probably the type who just shrugs it all off with "do whatever, it has nothing to do with me." I like the HC that he's demiromantic, although he would never have heard the word and wouldn't agree, you know what I mean?

15) Biggest and smallest short term goal?

Reaaaally depends on the point in canon we're talking. S1-2? Probably impressing House. S3-5? Cameron-related, impressing Cameron. S6-8? Having as much fun as he can, for his definition of fun (sex, distraction, drinking). In general, I don't think Chase has a lot of "big" goals; not that he is completely flighty or anything, but he's not really the five year plan type, you know? He's not ambitious in that way, he's fairly impulsive. Sadly, I think "getting married and starting a family" was his big goal for a solid few years there, and, welllll. He also wants his career to go well and be successful, but we don't have any inklings that he's dreaming of taking over the department or starting his own. Actually in S8 it's the opposite: he admits he's felt ready to do so since S6 (for three years), but hadn't wanted to commit to trying.

21) Turn-ons? Turn-offs?

Thanks to S7, we know "high heels" are a turn on, and thanks to S1 and ... Cameron ... we know he's into aggressive partners ahaha. Thanks to S1 and S3, we know his turnoffs include "burning" and "being watched." Otherwise, who can say, lol. Clearly Cameron in general is a turn on. He was more ambivalent about his Scene days than fandom pretends, so I honestly think you could go either way on that count. Fandom likes to say he's into humiliation but he pretty clearly is not, at all; otherwise anything goes! (ie, I'm waffling a bit because this is a hard question to answer without going strictly HC only.)

28) Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?

I don't think Chase considers anyone to be his worst enemy (somewhere Foreman is seething); he's just too self-assured to believe people hate him (and actually he gets quite offended and annoyed when it's brought up as a possibility). Treiber, maybe? Best friend depends a lot on when in canon we're talking. Sadly, Cameron probably qualified for the first 5 years of the show, even though they weren't even that close (although still friends!) in S1-2; Chase doesn't have a deep bench. By the end of S7, it's absolutely Thirteen, you don't tell someone your darkest secret and NOT have that kind of connection, and even in S6 they were rapidly becoming very good friends.

29) Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)

A) Get to safety. B) If possible, help others get to safety. C) If it's a medical thing, do medical stuff. Chase is literally trained to stay calm under high pressure scenarios, so he's not going to panic. I don't think that means he'd be heroic, per se -- we see he does impulsively act to save and help others (Adams, Dibala) plenty of times, but when given a chance to think he tends to be a little more pragmatic. I don't know that he's running back into a burning building after escaping, you know? But if someone's in there with him, he's going to help them escape too.

36) What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?

None! Because I truly don't think Chase considers anything he does to enjoy himself a waste of time. He's all about enjoying himself, he's very much a short term pleasure kind of guy, he chases after pleasure and fun (to his own detriment at times). So I think he'd find the premise itself flawed: if he enjoys it, it is worth his time.

[thoughtsonkm]

Tbh I'm a jikooker, but I find it incredibly difficult to fit a healthy long-term relationship into the same timeline as all of jimin's solo work. It's not the pronouns or taking one lyric very literally, its the entire thing, plus comments from him and his producers. To me, you'd have to do some serious olympic level mental gymnastics to make that make sense. I don't doubt that jikook have a special bond, I've definitely seen things between them that definitely look like sexual attraction to me and things that surpass friendship boundaries, but I can't in good faith say that they're together in some official long-term way if I actually listen to jimin and his work.

I've seen some jikookers think they broke up for a while, but I have to question if those people have ever been through a breakup because the little bit of distance/separation/awkwardness we did see from them during chapter 2 is nothing compared to the type of tension that would be there if a relationship that intimate and intertwined had separated, especially considering the dark feelings jimin was feeling. He wouldn't have been cutely commenting on jungkook's lives and jungkook wouldn't have been asking to hang-out or getting excited to see jimin in his comments.

Idk, I'm sure someone could twist everything a certain way and only take certain things at face-value and then make everything else abstract, etc. to make the case that they are together, but I don't really see it. You look at face-off, alone, and just his general dark feelings during Face, then look at the creation of Muse and how him and his producers said he couldn't relate to the love-dovey beginning songs, which is how they ended up making Who (despite the fact that jikookers try to distance him from the song since he doesn't have writing credits even though he sat in the recording room telling them what he wanted and saying it felt like reading his diary). I think jimin could have very well gone through a pretty awful breakup along with the inner turmoil he was going through post-covid, but I don't think it was with jungkook if he did. I still enjoy jikook's bond either way at the end of the day, but yeah I don't really get how anyone can take an honest look at jimin's work and his words and think he was in a long-term healthy love-of-his-life relationship during that time or into chapter 2.

Not trying to change your opinion or anything, honestly I don't really see it discussed much in jikooker spaces (besides bad-faith stuff like tkkers stirring up shit over pronouns in lyrics which is just dumb) and when it is, some jikookers are pretty pick-and-choose about what they deem to be true to jimin's feelings and what isn't. Which I get being nuanced, but sometimes it does feel like a "well this fits my beliefs so clearly this is true to jimin and this doesn't so it means nothing because he didn't write it" or whatever. I honestly get annoyed with the bad-faith arguers because it prevents being able to have actual discussions about some of this stuff in our little jikooker corner of tumblr. Like "he said her, he's clearly straight! he danced with a girl, straight!" stfu.

I personally think you'll never get any absolute truth from song lyrics because some of it is personal, some of it is cryptic, some of it is purely for the art and rhyme, some of it is from other people and so on and so on.

I'm in no way dismissing his story and what he conveyed in his albums but it being an indicator for what Jikook is or isn't (or that Jimin went through a breakup or period of not having a significant other), is not plausible to me especially when you compare it with everything that we saw happening with their relationship (or with Jimin) in those years.

Because at the end of the day the magic and ambiguity of lyrics is that in many ways some things are up for interpretation. Just as you think that those lyrics can't mean anything but a bad breakup and him not being in love at all, someone else will think of it as him being in love (muse) while making stylistic choices and him being in a bad place mentally (face) but with a hint of hope while also choosing to not rely on anyone around him for some time.

Points of views.

[slaaverin]

Tbh I'm a jikooker, but I find it incredibly difficult to fit a healthy long-term relationship into the same timeline as all of jimin's solo work. It's not the pronouns or taking one lyric very literally, its the entire thing, plus comments from him and his producers. To me, you'd have to do some serious olympic level mental gymnastics to make that make sense. I don't doubt that jikook have a special bond, I've definitely seen things between them that definitely look like sexual attraction to me and things that surpass friendship boundaries, but I can't in good faith say that they're together in some official long-term way if I actually listen to jimin and his work.

I've seen some jikookers think they broke up for a while, but I have to question if those people have ever been through a breakup because the little bit of distance/separation/awkwardness we did see from them during chapter 2 is nothing compared to the type of tension that would be there if a relationship that intimate and intertwined had separated, especially considering the dark feelings jimin was feeling. He wouldn't have been cutely commenting on jungkook's lives and jungkook wouldn't have been asking to hang-out or getting excited to see jimin in his comments.

Idk, I'm sure someone could twist everything a certain way and only take certain things at face-value and then make everything else abstract, etc. to make the case that they are together, but I don't really see it. You look at face-off, alone, and just his general dark feelings during Face, then look at the creation of Muse and how him and his producers said he couldn't relate to the love-dovey beginning songs, which is how they ended up making Who (despite the fact that jikookers try to distance him from the song since he doesn't have writing credits even though he sat in the recording room telling them what he wanted and saying it felt like reading his diary). I think jimin could have very well gone through a pretty awful breakup along with the inner turmoil he was going through post-covid, but I don't think it was with jungkook if he did. I still enjoy jikook's bond either way at the end of the day, but yeah I don't really get how anyone can take an honest look at jimin's work and his words and think he was in a long-term healthy love-of-his-life relationship during that time or into chapter 2.

Not trying to change your opinion or anything, honestly I don't really see it discussed much in jikooker spaces (besides bad-faith stuff like tkkers stirring up shit over pronouns in lyrics which is just dumb) and when it is, some jikookers are pretty pick-and-choose about what they deem to be true to jimin's feelings and what isn't. Which I get being nuanced, but sometimes it does feel like a "well this fits my beliefs so clearly this is true to jimin and this doesn't so it means nothing because he didn't write it" or whatever. I honestly get annoyed with the bad-faith arguers because it prevents being able to have actual discussions about some of this stuff in our little jikooker corner of tumblr. Like "he said her, he's clearly straight! he danced with a girl, straight!" stfu.

You are entitled to your opinion.

I agree that what came up with MUSE really surprised me. It was not what I anticipated at all. But some little details makes me think it's not all black and white (Like Jimin's comment about us getting it wrong). To me Face was a more personal album for sure. But both albums do not personally deviates me from my belief that jikook are a couple.

Face was very introspective and made with a very strong creative vision. To me this is Jimin's masterpiece. I'm sure he put a lot of himself in this album. But what did he put in the end of the album, as a HIDDEN track? Jungkook. It wasn't for public eye, yet he still put a bit of him in it. To me, this is very telling.

Jimin is not the type to reveal his private relationship to the world. It's simply not his style. But as Face was very personal, Letter featuring Jungkook sits at the end, hidden, yet apparent. It shows his connexion with Jungkook is VERY close to his heart.

But he didn't have to scream it everywhere in his album, or any other album for that matter. Even if Jungkook is very important to Jimin, that's not all he has in his life. Like everyone he has his own struggles and such. I think it can be very difficult to interpret art "correctly" when we don't have all the information. Jimin had a vision for both Face and Muse, but creating art does not mean leaning on reality 100%. Art does not come only from personal experience. People can write songs as concepts that have nothing to do with them. Of course there's always something from the creator, but personally I wouldn't feel confident basing my belief in jikook's relationship on a few songs. Because the interpretation can be so vastly different from a person to the next, we'll never know what Jimin's true intentions were at the end of the day. We can guess but that's it.

What I am very confident in, is what we have actually observed and heard from their own mouth; conversations and attitudes and body language and many proofs of a very deep connexion that jikook have. That's reliable. Art is not.

The little doubts that one can infere doesn't take away my feelings about the thousands other things we know. One is about not knowing and one is about witnessing and observing and understanding not with the mind but with our hearts.

AYS was once again a very apparent confirmation of everything we knew.

I do not think jikook broke up at any point in chapter 2 despite being maybe separated a little more physically for a while.

So I understand your point anon, but personally a few songs won't change 10 years worth of moments, of life they spent together for me. Actions always speak way louder than words. But of course it's always interesting to talk about each other's interpretations.

Thank you for sharing your view and take care 💜

[starlightsuffered]

My Boyfriend’s Sister’s Boyfriend (p1)

Warnings - drinking, thinking of cheating, bad relationship, toxic friend, mentions of transphobia

I walked into the pub. My boyfriend, Dillon, was at my side. We'd been dating a little over a year and it was.....okay. Fine, nice, whatever you want to say. By this time I'd convinced myself "the spark" didn't really exist. You ended up with someone who met most of your desires, and you went with it. That night, my opinion changed.

Dillon was an old family friend. His parents and mine had been thick as thieves. When they'd had kids, they encouraged us to be friends. I'd actually had a crush on him when we'd been young, then we'd gone into a phase of hardly talking. Eventually, he joined my school, and he'd asked me out years after we graduated. I'd been so surprised I said yes, even though I wasn't that attracted to him. Ever since then, it'd been easier to just be with him. I didn't want to ruin the relationship between our families.

I was going to be meeting Dillon's sister's new boyfriend. I wasn't the biggest fan of his sister. She was the type to say things she knew would bug you, just to get a reaction. I wasn't one who was able to hide my feelings well.

Dillon hated most social outings. I wasn't the biggest fan either, but we hadn't been out together in ages. I was sick of going to his house to watch marvel movies, and eat fudge.

Dillon was talking to me about some vague computer part he'd ordered. I tried to listen, I really did, but I just didn't get that kind of stuff. I would have been more willing to try if he didn't openly mock nearly all my hobbies. He didn't understand why it bothered me. I never did the same to him.

"Oh there she is," Dillon waved to his sister, but I couldn't pay attention to her. Beside her was the most gorgeous creature I'd ever seen. He was tall, with curly dark hair. His form was slender, just like I preferred, with soft pale skin and hazel eyes. I was transfixed by him. I followed his every movement as he walked along with his girlfriend.

That's when he looked up. When our eyes met, it was like the world stopped turning for a minute. There it was, that spark, the thing I'd stopped believing in. It seemed he felt it too because he had stopped in his tracks. He was no longer following his girlfriend, he was staring at me. Neither of us were moving, I wasn't even sure if I was breathing. How was this happening?

"He looks like a stoner," Dillon said, breaking me from my reverie.

"He does not," I snapped, oddly protective of this man I didn't know. "You be nice!" I ordered.

"Alright, alright," he rolled his eyes.

When I turned back around, they were in front of us. My mouth hung open in shock. He was even more breathtaking up close.

"Hey y/n, hey Dillion," Julie said. Julie was his sister. Their relationship confused me. They acted like they literally couldn't stand one another, yet they always made time for one another.

"Hi," I said, giving her a small hug.

"Well, this is my boyfriend," she said. "Timothée."

I now knew his name.

"Hi, I'm Y/N," I said, sticking out my hand for him to shake. When we touched, it was like an electric spark snapped between us. This was bad, this was really bad.

"What a lovely name," he said.

"Timothée is part French," Julie said, and it took every part of me not to grind my teeth. She had said it to bug me. I'd always been the one interested in England, and France. No, I didn't have a monopoly on those things, but they way she said it, I could tell she meant to make me jealous.

"That's so cool," I told him, and I could practically feel my eyes sparkling every time I looked at him.

"Je n'ai jamais vu quelqu'un avec des yeux aussi beaux que les vôtres," Timothée said to me. I didn't know what he'd said, but it still made me blush.

"I once failed a Spanish test in highschool six times," Dillon announced. It took a lot of strength not to roll my eyes. Dillion had to be the best at everything, even if he was the worst at it, he had to be the best at being the worst. I could tell he'd felt threatened by Timothée's bilingual abilities.

"This is my brother, Dillon," Julie said blandly.

"Nice to meet you," Timothée said politely.

We all found a place to sit and chat. I couldn't get over how beautiful Timothée was. He was equally as charming. He talked with his hands, and seemed so genuinely kind.

"So what do you do for work Timothée?" I asked. I had tried my hardest to focus equally on every member of the group, but it wasn't working well. For some reason I wanted to know absolutely everything about him.

"I'm in a performing arts college at the moment. I hope to one day become an actor. I work for a school as an elementary soccer coach," he explained. I could have melted right there on the spot. An aspiring actor, who worked with children. Could he be anymore precious?

"I bet they all love you," I chuckled.

"Why do you say that?" Dillon snapped. He'd been brooding all night. I didn't exactly blame him.

"Babe, I literally work with kids. I know personality types they like," I told him.

"So you're a teacher then?" Timothée asked.

"Yes, but I'm an aspiring author," I smiled, he seemed to like what he heard, but Julie had to butt in.

"All her stuff is so angsty, I can barely stomach it," She said. This wasn't true on her end. She didn't mind angst, for God's sake her favorite show was Supernatural.

"Well, it's just what gets me creative," I said, looking at my feet. I was very sensitive about my writing.

"Hey, pain, and angst have fueled some of the most beautiful art. Look at Starry Night by Van Gogh. He was in an asylum when he painted that," Timothée countered.

"That's my favorite painting," I said eagerly.

"That's my cue," Dillion said. "If we are going to be talking about art and mental illness, I'm headed home."

"Alright, see you later," Julie waved. He looked angry that I wasn't accompanying him, but I was having a good time. Plus, he was the one being grouchy.

We ordered more drinks. I threw mine back, wondering if I could blame my fascination with Timothée on alcohol later.

"If you could play any character, in anything, who would you choose?" I asked. I always loved asking this of aspiring actors.

"I think I'd like to play Laurie from Little Women. He has a lot of depth, and quite the character development," Timothée answered. It was a good answer.

"If you could have originated any character in literature, who would it be?" He asked, and I blushed.

"My answer is stupid," I said.

"I bet it isn't," he urged.

"Regulus Black from the Harry Potter series. I think he's so nuanced. You never even meet him, yet his story is so viscerally moving."

There was something akin to fondness in Timothée's eyes as he looked at me. His smile was bright. I felt as though we were kindred souls at the moment.

"I don't think that answer is stupid at all," he said. "Not one little bit."

"Can't believe your saying that y/n," Julie drawled. "She's a transphobe, and you're all over that LGBT stuff."

She had finally riled up into a reaction. I glared at her. She was also "all over" that LGBT stuff, we were both openly bisexual. She was only being flippant to bother me.

"Unfortunately, bad people can create good things. I don't support her financially anymore, or engage with any of the new stuff. Also if by "LGBT stuff" you mean peoples rights, yes I am all over that."

"I don't know, some of her arguments make sense," Julie said, and that was a huge mistake. She'd forgotten we weren't alone. It wasn't just me to take the bait.

"That's a disgusting opinion," Timothée said in horror. She flipped immediately.

"It was just a joke. I was being sarcastic," She promised. Timothée seemed to relax at that, but I rolled my eyes.

Just then Julie's phone rang. She picked it up and looked panicked after a moment.

"I've got to go!" She said hurriedly grabbing her things.

"What's wrong?" Timothée asked.

"My apartment is flooding," She explained and rushed out. She left Timothée and I there alone.

"I suppose you want to leave now?" I asked.

"No, I'm having a great time," Timothée said, knocking back a drink.

"Me too," I smiled, and he chuckled. We continued to talk, and drink. Eventually, the two of us were a bit tipsy.

"Hey, I want to dance," Timothée said. I looked around with a giggle.

"We're in a pub," I said.

"I know a club really close to here, wanna join me?"

My stomach was doing flips. I nodded eagerly. He stood up shakily and held out his hand for me. I took it, even though the thought of touching him led me into treaturous thoughts.

We giggled as he led me across the street into the bustling club. It was loud, and smelled of cologne and liquor. It was a pretty nice place all things considered.

"Let's dance," he said, pulling me into the crowd. I felt like I would follow him anywhere. We were moving to the beat of the music. As I watched him, I felt the horrible urge to pull him in for a kiss. He was so close to me, mouth hanging open so I could feel his breath on me.

"I need to go," I said quickly. I needed to get away from him. His orbit was too alluring, I was sure to be sucked into it.

"Yeah, yeah, me too," he said, but he hadn't moved.

"It was really nice getting to meet you," I said earnestly.

"I feel the same way," he nodded, and I couldn't help but look for a deeper meaning in the words. Shit, I REALLY needed to get out of here.

I said my goodbye hurriedly, not able to resist much longer. I called an Uber that took me back to my apartment. Once home, I sat down on the couch, putting my head in my hands. What was happening? My world had been upturned.

[nerves-nebula]

yeah the thing is my gender feelings are also very weird. it's like.... I do not know if I experience dysphoria or what even is going on there but the other day I mentioned I wanted to cut my hair even shorter to someone and they went "oh yeah, like a pixie cut!" and I immediately started crying because in my brain the thought process went pixie cut = feminine term for short hair = I will never make this person Understand or be seen as properly my gender (which is rich because??? I don't understand it either) so we were both just standing there upset and confused. and the thing!!!! the thing about that is THAT I WAS REALLY REALLY SURE I WAS A CIS WOMAN!!! and I think I still kind of am??? because I'm definitely not a man and "nonbinary" doesn't quite cut it either And I don't want to transition but also every time I get called a girl or a woman or a daughter I'm internally like "ok... but unless?" but any pronouns besides she/her feel wrong to me. ok that's a lie I could use multiple sets of pronouns but it's integral that she is one of them.

and the thing is that if I did attempt to transition it would feel weird to me because I don't want to change my body (besides tossing the boobs) but I'd like it if I was seen as masculine more and I know that with how i currently present that is never going to happen. and I like my way of presenting too but I don't like how it's read by other people. but if I was read as just a man that would be weird too. It's like... I'm never going to be able to get someone to see me as my correct gender BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW MY GENDER. ok sorry I'm done. and I know that cis people question their gender too but I don't think I'm cis anymore and. well. do I sound insane

Lotta ground to cover here uhhh

If I was you I’d ask why nonbinary doesn’t cut it. What do you think nonbinary is? Do you think it’s a single identity? Bi-gender and agender can both be nonbinary and are basically opposites. Some people identify as nonbinary women because they’re women who fall outside normative ways of gender expression (there are many other reasons you could consider yourself a nonbinary woman too of course, like being multi gender, but that’s an example) So I wouldn’t throw out nonbinary so fast.

More to the point though I think labels aren’t as important as doing whatever you want forever. Make your body how you want it and the rest can follow. You can be and identify as a cis woman while having top surgery (I think I just reblogged a comic about that) and short hair and a masculine vibe. You could be butch. You could be feminine the way men are or masculine the way women are.

However there’s a lot of stuff here I can’t help you with. Like, I can’t tell if you’re dismissing some of the options here out of genuine disinterest or an internalized fear that you’re “not allowed” or “not supposed” to do or be certain a way

I can’t tell if you’d feel “weird” being read as a man because you don’t have any interest in that or because you’re not sure if it’s ok to be a woman who looks like that. Which is why i can’t really advise you over anon lol. This is like a two hour conversation type thing

I'd like it if I was seen as masculine more and I know that with how i currently present that is never going to happen. and I like my way of presenting too but I don't like how it's read by other people.

This is interesting cuz I’ve never been one for dressing to appease other people, but some people are happier dressing to communicate their identity to others. So I guess either you change to be read as what you want or accept people being wrong about you. Go with whichever makes you feel the best I’d say

As for this:

I'm never going to be able to get someone to see me as my correct gender BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW MY GENDER.

I really can’t help you there. I know my gender but I’m nonbinary so no one will ever see me and recognize my gender. There’s no passing for me so i don’t really care about that anymore. Sorry

[pechaberriesandsoju]

Hello hello!!! :3c I'm not sure which Doctor will end up seeing this, but! 🍎🎈⭐ for whoever is around to answer!!

As the three mutter amongst themselves, 13's eyes go wide as a thought hits her. "Wait! You said she was finishing her monster, right?" She whipped around to look at 11 with wide eyes. "Uh yes, why?" He starts to ask before jumping back as the blonde woman lets out a curse before taking off down the hallway. "She's gonna start pacing soon! I gotta keep her away from the pad! You two handle the questions!" She shouts as she takes off running blindly into the labyrinth of hallways, leaving the two men on their own. "Well, that's one down. Now wh- oi!" 11 snaps at 10 who snatches the pad from his hands. "Nope, both you and 13 each got two questions. I only got one. This one is mine, Chinny." He says with a challenging tone as he taps away at the pad. "I said don't call me that, but fine. Have at it. Beanpole." 11 grumbles as he leans back against the console and glares at the taller man. "Ignoring that -"

🍎 - is s/i picky? are you picky? if you go out to eat with s/i, is there any food you or they put on the others plate that you wont eat? (giving someone the pickles off of their burger, croutons off of their salad)

"Oh yeah, she's really picky. She's probably pickier than me and the others. I can be picky, but Kore? That's something else." He says as he puffs out his cheeks. "She's the type of person that prefers her burgers to be plain, only the buns and patty with ketchup as the only topping. She doesn't even like cheese on her burgers. Hell, she's picky about cheese in general. Won't eat it on its own. But she will eat pizza and mac and cheese just fine. Or even the fried mozzarella. As long as there's marinara or ketchup to dip them in." He says as he makes a bit of a face before shrugging. "Don't get me started on how she has her salads. That's a whole other mess."

🎈 - how do you like to celebrate s/i's birthday?

Both 11 and 10 freeze and give each other a look, lips in a thin line. 10 thinks for a moment and silently tries to hand to the pad to 11, whose eyes immediately widen, and he quickly shakes his head and pushes it back. 10 huffs before muttering under his breath. "Yeah, about that... when it comes to time and space travel, it can be a bit...difficult to keep track of time sometimes. Which, I know, is awful because we are Time Lords, but in my defense! She forgets to when we're out and about in time and space!" He says as he holds one hand out in a defensive manner. "But! When we are on earth during her original time? And her birthday is near? We do celebrate if we have time, if she remembers or if she wants to. Sometimes I surprise her a day or so early, sometimes I surprise her the day of. Either way, we either spend it together doing whatever she wants on earth or on whatever planet she wants to visit or if it's just staying in the TARDIS for a while. Or I take her out to a planet or time period that I know she'd enjoy. Only if she wants to. It's her day, after all."

⭐ - do either of you believe in zodiac signs? do you think your and s/is are compatible?

"Ah, now this? Is a bit fickle. I don't think I have a zodiac, honestly, given I'm from a different planet and whatnot. But I do know hers! She's a Taurus. And it makes sense because even though she can be sensitive, she is definitely stubborn as a bull. It's impressive how someone as short as her is so stubborn. Could put my stubbornness to shame some days." He chuckles as he shakes his head. "Figuring since I don't know mine and we really don't believe in it, I don't think it matters if our signs are compatible or not. Besides, we're both too stubborn to listen to stuff like that."

[adudetteontumbler]

Let's try this again. (A New Introduction)

Hi! I'm Jessica Indigo Moonbow.

If you want, you can call me Jess. Or Jessie or Jessy. BUT WHAT'S THIS? A SECOND, EQUALLY VALID NAME? Jayden/Jaiden Sonia Aetherarch. Jay for short, or Jai. Or J. (full list of names on my pronouns page) I'm a two full name bitch, deal with it.

I also accept Nameless. I also accept other weird non-name names (like Null, 404, BsoD, FloatingPointError, Sans, etc.) (i made a few of those up but ehhhhhhh)

I am 16 years old going on 17 so far.

I have Autism and ADHD! It's a blessing and a curse.

I also have depression. I can one day be over the rainbow happy, the next day, I'll wish I was dead. I tried not being happy at all and failed miserably, so rapid swings it is. (Not sure what specifically it is)

Check my pronouns page! https://en.pronouns.page/@ADudette here's my old pronoun/sexuality shit that i'll stop updating

Speaking of rainbows, I am Bisexual! Which doesn't mean I just like males and females, I like people regardless of gender. But I do have preferences. (Hold on a second...Wait, I'm confused) So...I might be Omnisexual instead, but honestly, I've got conflicting reports on everything so...I just like the Bi flag more, so... (note: might combine them to omnibisexual i dunno can i do that/do i care) (edit: omnibisexual) Moving on! I am AMAB (assigned male at birth). LOL I AM NOOOOOT MALE GET FUCKED LOL I'm a transfem enby! Here's the journey below. Recently I announced I was Agender. I've...gone back and forth on it. at the same time. I decided the best way to put it is Bigender/Agender/Pangender. It means I have two genders, no gender, and all genders. Sounds contradictory, right? Yes, yes it is. ...Ok, I have no idea, i might be genderfluid but i'm scared of condensing it and getting something wrong... (edit: fuck it we 4 labeling it: BIPANAGENDERFLUID) (I HAVE NO IDEA ANYMORE LABELS ARE CONFUSING JUST SAY QUESTIONING AND NOT STRAIGHT) (edit: 5. Bipanagenderfluxid. Unpronouncable? Don't care.) Yeesh. It's been a rough ride. Might go back to genderfluid though.)

Something else noteworthy, CRIPPLING ANXIETY, SELF DOUBT, AND A SENSE OF INFERIORITY! YAY! I tend to put everyone else above me. Which tends to mean "distance myself so that I don't drag them down." So if I disappear for a week, that's probably it. (Or i don't have time and/or a post to make :p) (actually i tend to like never post or even log in for a while lol)

Here, I post about ...whatever. Mostly Trauma and depression. But also sonic. sonic is cool. I'm currently shifting towards art and animation! I have drawn a lot, I should be uploading those pretty soon-ish-not really but i wanna but who cares

Honestly, I don't have much more to say. Welcome.

Oh, wait, I've said a lot that I'm likely to kill myself. I've had a change of plans since then. (not that I ever follow through with plans anyway) (honestly I'm not sure i fluctuate so much that it's still a possibility)

FANDOMS/THINGS I LIKE: BFDI (I like all seasons except BFDIA), Invincible (TITLE CARD), TF2, Scott Pilgrim (NOT Takes Off), DDLC, Sonic, Bloons, Homestar Runner, Baldi, Peglin, PVZ (not3), Undertale, Deltarune (currently hasn't played 3/4), Peggle(not2), Nubby's Number Factory, Spongebob (original seasons mostly, but a few modern episodes are cool (but man FUCK 1Coarse and APFG), Balatro, Smiling Friends, TADC, Red Dwarf (it's a show, not the stage of a star), Old web games (especially flash), old licensed games, A lot of youtubers i like (DanTDM especially, DougDoug, Jacksepticeye, and Markiplier come to mind, but there's a lot more) and some more i forgor rn (my pfp has a lot of other stuff in it i like) Feel free to ask me anything! Well, within reason. Nothing sexual, no reblogs, no asking about my car's extended warranty. Nothing overly personal, either. Do not just recommend stuff to me, unless I specifically ask for something with a specific type of character or scenario in it. Besides that, go nuts with inquiries about Jess lore! I'll probably do a thing with real Jess and some exaggerated personality Jess or something, ya know? Or other Jess-sides. And Jaiden, can't forget her.

I also have a bluesky lol https://bsky.app/profile/adudette.bsky.social

[allinmymincl]

while more familiar with the different types of musical instruments than he is with, say, different pieces of sports equipment, drew is certainly no musician. even so, he's confident that his opinion on the music at this party is solid. ( the opinion in question : it's bad. too loud and repetitive. he would much be rather listening to season of the witch or don't fear the reaper, overused as they might be throughout the horror genre. ) tricked into showing up by his book agent who told him that they were going to a comic book store for another signing event, drew was walked through the front door and then ditched with the vague, unhelpful instruction to make some friends out of this group that he quickly identified as some unholy monstrosity comprised of upper east side celebrities and los angeles celebrities, cobbled together very precariously with expensive booze and whatever other vices happen to be en vogue right now among the rich and famous of both coasts. sort of like frankenstein's monster, except no one here appears to be wearing cool boots. thinking about how he would much rather be on his thirty - second viewing of the boris karloff classic instead of wandering around, he attempts to compose two texts : one to luna ( asking if they'd like to watch frankenstein with him tomorrow night, of course ) and one to rory ( dropping a location pin and pleading for rescue ). distracted and a notorious klutz, drew is the cause of several collisions as he attempts to walk and text at the same time. it's only after he manages to spill someone's drink that he offers more than a mumbled apology in response, lifting his head and grimacing as pungent liquid splashes all over the front of his favorite jason voorhees t - shirt. "oops. that was me," he announces, certain that the liquor had spilled on robbie as well. "i've got a lot of stuff on the brain — the brain that's in my head," he clarifies, "not the one that i keep in a jar. i didn't bring that one with me. besides, if that one is even a real brain then i'm pretty sure it's not human because it looks kind of — robbie, what the fuck ? " drew peers at his oldest brother ( without needing to lift his chin for the first time ever, he notes with a pain in his chest ). "i almost didn't recognize you without a married woman on your arm. interesting choice to continue rocking the, uh ... " he gestures to his own face, index finger whirling around his nose and mouth area a few times. " ... just snorted something look, though. here." drew digs into one of the pockets of his jeans and frowns when he can't find what he's looking for. he pats his other pocket, then the pockets of his jacket. " ... nevermind," he finally shrugs. "i don't have a napkin." / @robbickent

[officeobject]

Pinkie Cooper doll confession/vent/rant, but

I know people can have their own interpretations and whatnot, for the characters - which was intended, as they were for little kids, and the point is kinda to imagine what kind of adventures they'd be up to - but I have an irrational (but makes sense given who I am, type of) hatred, towards any portrayals as any of them as girlfriends - at least if it's about PINKIE COOPER, and not fan stuff of some famous fan-interpretation (although that's also one of the reasons I have THAT on my DNI), because like, not only do they remind me of myself, and would also be perfect for me when I was younger (well, at any age, but still), but so far, with the few webisodes we have, they seem to all have that same weird and intense type of friendship as me, and maybe I'm overinterpreting, but they do seem to be friends in a weird and emotional way and stuff, and MY specific way, with all the unspoken rules and whatever, is so oddly specific and restricting yet extreme and rare and whatever else, that I can only headcanon, barely see anything canon I can ACTUALLY headcanon as that (besides the Xanderverse, but I MADE THAT), and then this little show not only has dolls and look like me to the point of my brain sometimes registering my Ginger Jones doll as me, and not only caters to me (and, coincidentally, I don't like Bratz), but the fricking WEBISODES, seem to represent the weird type of friendship I have, and it's all positive and all! And sure, I would've gone in a different direction of the franchise (please hire me for a reboot, you don't at all have to pay me or anything), but I would've still kept some core things/some things that I like, such as them being friends in "my" way - I'm lucky to even have 1 friend (who I mutually stare at though, and never met), who even has the same type of friendship as me, but a year ago, when my Ginger Jones doll was ordered to half a year later be given to me, I would've doubted the shit, out of even having THAT.

And yes, people can have their own interpretations, and people HAVE had it, and representation of whatever else, is also hard to come by, but this is, like, the ONE thing I have or something, and it bothers me when ship-posts and whatnot, go untagged into the Pinkie Cooper doll tags - ESPECIALLY when it's that technically-other-fandom trying to insert itself into a fandom they're so away from - and like, sure, you can be a fan of both, or make stuff that somehow mixes both, but I'm just saying, that I'm pretty sure I 100% know how Goodbye Volcano High fans feel about that more popular "slightly" inspired game, and its fans. Also, I'm apothiaroace, so that contributes to how I feel, and Ginger Jones has been describes as a hopeless romantic, so if I had a reboot thing, I'd make her go through my cupioaroace to apothiaroace pipeline, LOL. And yes, I hate the high prices, and the lack of clothing options and stuff, and the articulation, and whatever other problems there are too, but I can't really rant about them much, though I sure can rant about THIS - like, I don't know, I'm apothiaroace and arolovic, and whatever-the-feckplatonic, so basically, that's why, I guess.

[hannahbarberra162]

thank you so much for responding to me twice now!! im sorry im sending these in so frequently, I dont know how tumblr works but i hope that, even if you dont post a reply to this, (which btw you NEVER have to, please dont feel obligated), i honestly only want you to read the ask. (even then its okay if you dont lol), im a bit overenthusiastic about your work, if you couldn't tell haha 😓 (not that it doesn't deserve all the enthusiasm in the world!!- I just know I can ramble when something excites me.)  I'll try to space out my asks more as to not overwhelm you or anything. i  honesty would love to read whatever you have to offer, even if it's just posting little snippets. I feel bad requesting stuff, though, from what I've read you're probably a busy college student with enough on your plate! still, without making any specific requests, whatever you have to offer, ill eat up like it's my last meal!! id love to see your works on other chatacters! i honestly didn't even really care heavily for mihawk or shanks but you know damn well i ate up your works on them! and like i said, i dont even really know Marco besides your interpretation, (which are canon in my mind haha) and literally had to look up who thatch was. yet i STILL have enjoyed your writings with them to the point ive been up late wondering what happens next. whatever you write, ill enjoy! you just have such incredibly intriguing stories, i honestly have never been so hooked before. thank you so much for writing! i guessed that either Marco or Ace was your favorite, so im glad i was close with Ace! i had the same sort of question as i did with Marco, but I didn't wanna ask both in one message. kinda a 'why him', sorta thing, not that i dont get this one completely- ive seen him in action and i love ace too! But i wanna hear why YOU love him, how YOU see him, same as what i asked for Marco. you don't have to answer if you dont want to! i know ive already typed a lot, so ill cut myself off here!! thank you my goat!! 🐐 and thank you for my appreciation of the WBP!!

(I've also really enjoyed your jinbe work so far!! he's one of my favorites🌊)

@celine-zzz Don't be sorry!!! This made my day, my week, my month! I lose confidence a lot and reading things like this make me think it's worth it. Thank you so so so much for your praise!!!! I actually screenshot nice asks like these and reread them haha. Ask whatever you want!! I like interacting with other people!!! Talk to me all you want!!!

I don't mind getting requests, I just don't ask for them bc I don't know that I can fulfill what people want. But I'm always happy to try! Heat Transfer is actually based off a Nonnie ask and I spiraled from there.

And, ah, I'm quite a few years past my college days 🫠🫠🫠 I'm not sure if that's better or worse, but time comes for us all.

In truth I started writing characters I felt I had a better handle on. I find Ace to be the most relatable. I think he's the most like someone you could potentially meet, maybe other than Law. Someone who is confident and self loathing and insecure and smart and dumb and self assured and all of that wrapped in a cute bundle with freckles. I also find Ace easy to write because I do feel that I've met people like him in real life, so I think of the dumb shit they would do lol. He reminds me a lot of a few of my friends, maybe that's why I feel protective over him.

That isn't a very good answer, but in summary he's my bby and I want the best for him <3.

Jinbe is who I'd actually want to ship myself with (see self indulgent fic) and I'd most want to be friends with and spend the day with Usopp.

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Giving A Yellow-Rose Marriage For This Earth Angel...(This Is Me Being Inspired By Garnet From Steven Universe)

[Note: Please Do NOT reblog this without my permission, also just in case I put the "mature audiences only" and "not for kids" tags for this post, even if this isn't really mature, but I rather it not be read by those who are under the ages of 18 to 16 years old. and the stuff that will be in this, will get a bit off topic from the whole talking about a Yellow-Rose Marriage thing that was inspired by Garnet from Steven Universe...also reading this weird post is Optional so don't have to read this post if you don't want to.]

yeah I had this idea like on November 23, 2024...it was before I finally figured out how to fix my bad browsers connection problem.

I even wrote a type of Platonic-Marriage Certificate For: The Yellow-Rose Platonic-Marriage for the Love & Unity for The Human-Half & Angel-Half of my Soul...

it is very long, the type of vows and well I had to write it two times, because the other one didn't work out very well, even if it has some of the same stuff in it...

but yeah I even drew Ruby and Sapphire Gemstones from Steven Universe onto the Paper that is the fully finished work, save for a few left out parts until the "wedding" which wont be like the romantic type, but its more of a platonic type..and yeah I'm weird.

I wont read from the paper of the well, what I call the "vows", out loud but it might called something else beside that because it might not really seem to be vows...

not sure if what I'm gonna do is going to be anything like a Lavender Marriage though...but it just seem interesting to do.

what I wrote below the words Platonic-Marriage Certificate For The Yellow-Rose Platonic Marriage For The Love & Unity For The Human-Half & Angel-Half of My Soul...

are the words (besides it saying wedding vows for platonic-marriage)

are these words...

"we, that is me, haven't had the best life since my soul's birth. but even with the ups & downs, from the sadness, pain, anger and even the heartbreak in life that always seem to be thrown my way at times."

and well it has some other stuff in it as well, also mentions the whole Virtue of Weirdness & Laughter, and how I fell into the 8th Sin that is Melancholy...and there are reasons why that happens at times...

the two depressions I had before is one of the reasons...

but anyway, I wont bother at the moment saying what else it says on the paper, only show a little bit of what is wrote but not all of it.

and I plan to have my "Platonic-Wedding" to myself, on December...I wont say what day on December though, but I will after it happens.

this is my way of giving my Gray-Aroace (who is also Fictoromantic) self the love I deserve, by giving my Earth Angel Eveningstar Princess self, my own version of marriage...even if it wouldn't be official even if it turns out I might really be Half-Married kinda...also there can be Gray-Aromantic Asexuals, who instead of being just Aroace, they are Gray-Aroace

it has to do with past life things, like it is possible my possible Soul-Marriage or whatever, was temporary annulled for all I know, until it started to no longer be...I'm going to view it as "half-married and half-single" because it was possibly the past version of myself in the afterlife before I got reborn into this one, and who knows how many times my soul went through a regeneration...

and it is possible it started to no longer be annulled a few years ago...

and the possible marriage in that past life, wouldn't of happen if it weren't for certain things that went on during that time...and I'm lucky not to fully remember it at all.

but yeah, once I do have the Platonic-Wedding for both parts of my Soul, I'm going to put two rings on each of my fingers like Garnet...

only without the whole fusion like Ruby and Sapphire did when they became Garnet again when they got married.

and as for the song I will be listening to after reading that paper and placing the two rings on my "wedding fingers" on the left and right hands.

it will be the song "Never Been In Love" by Will Jay.

anyway this weird idea I had was inspired by Garnet from Steven Universe...

and I might watch a Movie after listening to that song by Will Jay.

also for the part 2 of the theory about Alastor from Hazbin Hotel, and checking and fixing any mistakes in the part 1...

I decided to wait until maybe tomorrow or in a few days later that will be December to work on that...and well it might be for the best for me to wait to work on that, after the trouble I went through some hours ago when trying to write the first version of the Red Vs Blue Theory that had to do with Allison Church and the whole Church and Tex were once one and the same A.I. until they split into two different versions of their original self...

and well, now I have to make a part 2 of that, which by the way wasn't originally going to be broken into two parts, but having to try to re-write the weird theory that pop into my head...

not everyone has to be interested or agree with that theory though.

anyway if I decide to make another poll I might do that before I log off and maybe go watch a movie in a little while, but until then I'm still gonna check out a few more things on here first before I make a new poll, and I'm going to wait maybe until next month to mention the results of the other polls I made before.

and I might post another thing besides a poll up in a little while, but until then, this is it until maybe in a hour or so...and yeah the weird idea I had was inspired by Garnet from Steven Universe, but not everyone has to agree that it's perfect but it's just something I felt like I had to do...even if it might seem weird and crazy to some who might not fully understand, and it's okay not everyone understands.

I'm weird and this is just a weird idea that was inspired by Garnet from Steven Universe, and there is a reason why it is called a Yellow-Rose Platonic Marriage...you just have to look up the meaning of the Yellow Rose, which I think one of the meanings are Friendship I think but I will have to look it up again sometime...

so yeah, not much to say about that weird Yellow-Rose Platonic Marriage idea that pop into my head...other than I plan to do the "wedding" on December and place two rings on my right and left hand, and listen to the song "Never Been In Love" by Will Jay, and then maybe go watch a movie after that...

I'm weird and don't need to make sense all the time and it's way better than the times I feel peeved or sad or like a mix of both and or when I'm having my not so great feeling a little down days. anyway if I feel like it, I might write down the rest of what I wrote on that Yellow-Rose Platonic Marriage Certificate thing, and not just half of it that I shown by writing it down in this post so far...but I don't feel like showing all of it right now and it will have to wait until December.

also besides wanting to listen to "Never Been In Love" by Will Jay on the Yellow-Rose Platonic Wedding Day.

I think I will listen to the songs that Garnet sings like "Stronger Than You" and "True Kind Of Love" and even the song that she doesn't really sing, but it is the song "We Are The Crystal Gems" the version that ends up being sung by Steven when White, Blue and Yellow help him heal the corrupted gems.

and even with the bull slag that the Masculine side has been pulling over the centuries and I'm getting tired of it...and it's not just the Toxic-Masculine that is a problem, but also the Toxic-Feminine as well too.

but no matter what, when it comes to the next life when I possibly end up going through another reincarnation and hopefully I keep myself as I am now and keep my memories...

my human half and angel half, that makes my Earth Angel self, will always be together, even if some of the Eon-Boomers had let past life versions of myself get hurt in our past lives when we went a bit too soon and too early more than once...and it's lucky I don't have full memories about the ones I'm thinking of right now...

but I'm not going to fully trust all Eon-Boomers, maybe some I can trust, but not all of them...and for good reason.

not everyone has to believe that kind of stuff, but in the words of Amethyst "I didn't ask to be made" and plus I shouldn't be compared by Watcher Angels or their Nephilim Offspring.

and yeah I get how some people say those who have RH Negative blood type can't be saved because they are descendants of Nephilim and there by the Fallen Watcher Angels.

well excuse me for having RH Negative blood type, and it's O RH D Negative. "I wasn't born without a heart" and "watched you break me" "and now you blame me" fits how I feel at times when it comes to that.

and yeah I'm talking about the song "Born Without A Heart" by I think if I remember right, it's Faouzia.

anyway I hope things get more better in this world soon, because once again I am freaking tired and had it up to well, maybe up to the ceiling with the Masculine Tomfoolery that's going on and it's the Bad side of the Masculine side that I'm having a problem with, not the Good side...and yeah, hopefully it will get better...

cause once again I'm becoming tired of whats been going on with some parts of the Masculine energy and what some Eon-Boomers are playing a part of...maybe I should try to do my best to take my mind off of it, and doing a Yellow-Rose Platonic Wedding can be one of the ways to keep my mind off of it, or at least try to...

and if I decide to wait maybe either tomorrow or next month on December to make a new poll than yeah, I'll do that instead. and well, I will see if I still make one more post for today, well night now since it is kind of night now where I'm at...

and I have a weird idea on what to post that has to do with Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, but I'm not saying what it is on this post and I wont to keep it secret for now until I post it next after this one...

[blue-thief]

note: don't mind this im just testing stuff with communities and drafts

edit: wow that's crazy. anyway. ignore this. 😭😭

pre-round three interviews ✨✨

BEN: and then there were eight! round two saw some close results, but thankfully, we don't need another round of tie breakers. we're now in the quarter finals! good luck to all your girlfriends.

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[SENDOU COULD NOT MAKE IT TO THE PRE-ROUND THREE INTERVIEWS]

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BEN: turns out you won't be able to avenge your brother after all.

RIN: i’m not trying to avenge my brother. besides, if i kill sendou, that means i will have killed kunigami, meaning i killed sae.

BEN: is that so?

RIN: yes.

BEN: well good luck with that.

RIN: you seriously don't think that half-baked NPC will have a shot a defeating me, do you?

BEN: you're a superior striker, but performer? i don't know… you've a got a great voice, rin-rin, but i think overall stage presence would have to go to sendou.

RIN: oh, so now you're calling me rin?

BEN: that's right, rin-rin.

RIN: once i’m done with everyone here, you're next, you shitty interviewer.

BEN: shittynterviewer.

RIN: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

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BEN: congratulations on making it this far, kurona. i’m sure everyone here can agree that you're quite the underdog in this competition.

KURONA: hm.

BEN: are you good?

KURONA: yeah, yeah.

BEN: you don't have to be scared. you've made it this far.

KURONA: it's because i’ve made it this far i’m scared-scared.

BEN: you scared of aryu? fair enough. he's a tough competitor.

KURONA: i’m scared of you-you.

BEN: ha… well, that's all the time we have. may the odds be ever in your favour, kurona.

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BEN: have you rested well, aryu?

ARYU: correct. now, i feel glammier than ever. i’ll defeat the competition with no problem.

BEN: wow. you sure are confident that you'll beat kurona.

ARYU: i respect kurona as a player and as a singer since he's made it so far in both blue lock and girlfriend fc stage. but he doesn't have the right amount of glam to be a winner, you know?

BEN: the song you two will be performing isn't very glam though, is it?

ARYU: it's not glam in the traditional sense, but i’m sure i’ll be able to pull it off better than anyone else here.

BEN: i see. well, may the odds be ever in your favour, aryu.

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BEN: that was a close one, huh, shidou?

SHIDOU: i know, right? i can't believe most people don't see me as much of a romantic type.

BEN: haha, i think i can come up with a few reasons for why that might be…

SHIDOU: whatever. i’ll crush that little german boy with this next song.

BEN: do you think this one suits you more than him?

SHIDOU: duhh. man, did you see little nessie backstage? he was foaming at the mouth like a rabid dog a while ago.

BEN: haha, is that so…?

SHIDOU: yup. better be careful pulling him out here once we're done here. may the odds be ever in YOUR favour or whatever it is you say.

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[NESS REFUSED TO MAKE AN APPEARANCE AT THIS EVENING’S INTERVIEWS]

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BEN: [with a bruise forming on his cheek] consecutive landslide victories. congratulations, chigiri!

CHIGIRI: thanks.

BEN: so, you and kaiser went through with it after all?

CHIGIRI: oh my- it was a dying man’s wish, okay?

BEN: you were that certain you were going to win?

CHIGIRI: well, no. but if i had lost, kaiser would have been granting one too.

BEN: ohoho?

CHIGIRI: oh, shut it. if it hadn't been now, it would have been never.

BEN: seriously?

CHIGIRI: what?

BEN: you haven't kissed anyone until now?

CHIGIRI: i haven't.

BEN: that's crazy… you should fix that if you get out of here. may the odds be ever in your favour.

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Lune: Well I guess I'm the one doing your interview this time.

Akechi: What, because you're the only one who "knows" me? Hmph. Let's see what you've got, then.

Lune: So! Chigiri, huh? Think you can win?

Akechi: He's the fan favourite, it doesn't matter what I think. The votes will speak for themselves. And besides, the only person I care about defeating is Joker, anyway.

Lune: [cough] Gay as ever [cough] Alright, and what if you lose?

Akechi: ...You die if you lose, right?

Lune: ...Yeah. You do. Though I suppose you're no stranger to death. Akechi: No, I don't suppose I am. It doesn't matter. I don't have anyone who'd mourn me anyway.

Lune: ... Akira would mourn you.

Akechi: He *would* be a sentimental fool about it. He's done it once before.

Lune: A good thing you won't be dying here then, yeah? Wouldn't want Joker to raise havoc in your name.

Akechi: ... I suppose I'll have to try to win, then.

[Note: Akira and Joker are the same person. Joker is his codename for when he's being a Phantom Thief.]

[kuchupuvhu]

Ureka! Back in Two thousand sjdkeke

5

Back in 2008 Tanya: Try to call the number Rocky

Rocky: It isn't ringing. Someone from a call center picked up.

Tanya: It will, trust me, chill out meditate it's gonna be fine.

Sanju: The Hera pheri people get money by the call and we are trying to get connected to the future from 2008.

Tanya: I see you watched alot of movies. Sanju: They all did na Rocky, Tommy and Karan act awkwardly guilty by face. Sanju too. He took a little bit time on that.

Baburao: Baburao speaking, you fish?

Rocky: I'm fish?

Baburao: Fish called a while ago in this call centre so I thought you could be fish. Are you though?

Rocky: Why would I be a fish??

Baburao: Okay listen don't mind huh, Tuyul? Huhh! You're a Tuyul!

Rocky: What is a Tuyul?

Baburao: Tuyul are those that protect money materials of rich people, they summon them.

Rocky cuts the call.

The phone rings again.

Sanju picks up.

Sanju: Hello?

Baburao: Listen I know the pain of hearing fish fish fish, I won't ask you if you're a fish. You're probably not. Are you a flying fish by any chance? Because there are Pegasus so flying fish-

Sanju: How dumb are you?

Baburao: No I'm not dumb, are you?

Sanju cuts the call.

Rocky: Had fun?

Sanju: They get calls that are of varieties I can tell.

Rocky shrugs and smirks.

Tommy: The main three of them are our duplicates you know? Karan got left out.

Rocky: Lucky in so many ways. Paved way too.. whatever….

Tommy: Last time I called they thought I was a dog.

Rocky and Sanju in sync says: Well they wouldd!

Karan: Why are we calling them anyways? They don't seem to be of any help.

Rocky: They secretly run a business to connect any animals to creatures to any timeline.

Tanya: So what should we do? Yo were the ones who were supposed to find me but I found you tracing the places you'd be in anyways. India hasn't changed it's map has it? Well it has but tracing you guys was easy. Aditya taught me some workable things for sure. Asked for a friend and destiny is there. Believe it, or not! Actually don't because now, I've made a plan. Here's the plan. We call them telling Rocky is a deity. They would be easily convinced because many types of bling bangs call them. We will make an excuse, that Rocky is not satisfied with Aditya's invention. After all Aditya is a psychiatrist, why does he have these science stuff as his back hand doings anyways? Now see, we are not dumping on Aditya, we are trying to save ourselves here. Or we become homeless and beg, eyes of our face and no hands and legs. We will tell what happened to Aditya as soon as we can get him on phone. Besides, Karan bought us this biiiig plushie of Buttercup her eye is like blocking evil eye type thing see!! And don't wrap your hand with the wire of the phone, we need that phone. We knoww we are a sweet couple no need to be jealous Rocky, you're our people?

Tommy: And I'm your doggy na?

Sanju: I'm not even that.

Tanya: Oh come on! Guys!

Babloo: Hello? I'm Babloo.

Baburao: Bubble? That's new

Raju takes the phone from Baburao's hand

Raju: What are you doing?

Shyam: Don't bully Baburao Raju. Who's in the phone though?

[loustat-0]

Going back to this post , I also figured out some stuff rewatching this episode again . Me and @hanna-water talked about it and they had extremely good points .

Yet there are something else I'd like to add as well .

For example there are two scenes in this episode that made me suspect that Leo already knew about Adam quiting smoking . But I think he also knew that Adam hasn't completely stopped smoking . He knows that it's a hard thing to do especially for someone like Adam .

Okay so the first scene that I think Leo might have known about Adam quiting smoking is this scene below ⬇️👇🏻

1. It seems like Leo notices Adam getting irritated faster than he usually does . Because Adam tends to get irritated or annoyed on his own and it's more especial now because he's quitting smoking . There's also a scene a minute before this that Adam is trying to calm himself by breathing but it doesn't work because the guard kept tapping the car with his bracelet . ( Idk if it was a bracelet it was some type of accessories " and we don't have Leo's face in the frame but I think Leo was observing Adam beside him . Like he was doing so the Whole episode with both Adam and Pia .

2. Another scene that I don't have a picture of right now is when Adam is eating pasta in the morning . Leo looks at him almost knowingly ( and kinda smiled at Adam ) . Leo is very observant in this episode , it's in his nature of course but we see him more like that in this episode .

He kinda let Adam do anything he wanted with his observation . Tried to make limits for how much he could do but he let him do whatever he wanted , remember the ( and I didn't stop you ) ? In the kitchen scene ? Yes he's mostly talking about the 4th episode when Adam let two felonies go and Leo let him do it . But I think he's also talking generally as well . Like how he most of the times let Adam do whatever he wants . This time he observed and control him yet he let him do it anyway .

3. Though There's something I don't know the answer to and I think we can't know for sure until ( if ) they bring back the quitting smoking subject again in future episodes / episode 7 . Which is why Leo says " sharing flat with Adam doesn't work because I don't smoke " and then winked at Adam . If Leo doesn't know Adam has quit smoking then why did he say " weren't you quitting ? " As if NOW he knows ?

4. Maybe as @hanna-water mentioned to me he knows Adam so well that he knows Adam can't COMPLETELY QUITE SMOKING ? And it's hard to do it especially for Adam's because of how his life was / is .

5. I have another speculation though . I think they had a deal . And why do I say that ? First let analyze this scene in details . ( Keep that in mind that I'm just speculating and I might be wrong, nothing is confirmed )

Okay now take a look at Leo's face and tone as he said that to Adam , especially the third and fourth picture 👇🏻

6. It seems like Leo isn't being serious & even kinda flirty . Yes that can be true . Yet I read his expression as someone who already knows some information that others in the room don't know ? That there's something only between himself and Adam ? Now taking a look at Adam's face kinda point to this as well 👇🏻

7. Adam's face also looks like someone who knows why Leo said that ? As if he understands . But also is kinda bittersweet ?

Like there's something only between himself and Leo ? Like a body language only themselves know ? Like there was a deal between them ? Now what deal ?

8 . I believe after episode 5 "the curse of the money " , Leo and Adam started to work on Leo ever forgiving Adam for keeping things from him and lying to him making a fool out of him for trusting him ? And maybe Leo brought up the " I can try to forgive you if you try to stop smoking "

9. And now that I think about it Adam smoked in front of Leo VERY OFTEN . Twice maybe ? In the whole 7 episode . So it could be a two sided deal for them . Adam expect Leo to forgive him And Leo expects Adam to quit smoking . And this way Adam can EARN Leo's forgiveness and trust Again . Because Leo would know Adam is doing this for his forgiveness and trust and ultimately their friendship as it used to be before the whole money stuff .

I have been thinking about " I don't smoke " Leo said to Esther implying him and Adam should share a flat together . And something isn't connecting for me .

I thought Leo would be the first person to know if Adam does something good . And it did seem like Leo KNEW Adam is quitting when he was talking to him from the window . ( Weren't you quitting ? )

So idk why he WINKED at Adam ( what did could that mean ? ) and Adam's quick nod with a smile and then he seemed very calm ?

How would you interprete that ?

lol THIS SCENE will haunt me until the next film gets broadcasted because there are so many different things you could read into this little exchange. I am happy that you asked me about it because now I have a good reason to come up with new thoughts 😄. Everytime I watch this scene a new perspective crosses my mind. The truth is that the meaning of this moment is probably much more simple and obvious than all the things I read into it but let´s ignore that. 😎 My latest thoughts about the moment are described in this post (x), You mentioned earlier that you read a lot of german posts with google translate so I hope it´s ok if I don´t summarize it in english and just give you the link. Otherwise just ask 😊. A different interpretation that fits this recent post (x) is that Leos reaction to the shared flat suggestion is a small demonstration of power. The "old" Leo that we saw in "Die Kälte der Erde" would have done anything for Adam and got a bit carried away in his attempt to save him (like sleeping on his couch to protect him or letting Moritz Leimer go). Back then Leo would have been the first one to ask Adam if he wants to move in with him, if Adam had needed it. But Adams lies about the money and their argument in the hospital has changed things. Leos character has developed and he stopped to just throw himself at Adam. Which is healthy for Leo. In "Das Ende der Nacht" Leo is finally in the position to make demands... His words in the "I don´t smoke"-scene and the wink can be read as a playful way of telling Adam "I`m not just available until you have time for me or need a place to stay. If you want to move in with me, you gotta do something for it. You gotta earn it." Leo is the one in power now and not just because he is the actual boss. That´s kinda sexy. Adam is the one who has to chase him a bit now and I think that Adam actually likes that (the look on his face at the end of the scene). He can´t handle it if someone pushes their love and affection onto him. Instead it feels safe and more natural to him if he has to fight for someones love because that´s what he had to do during all of his childhood (thanks to the cruel and loveless household he grew up in).