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be right back, killing myself.
#not serious#well. at least about not doing something that drastic anyway.#some kids online have decided to harass me again.#i'm going to be alright but#you know. it's fucking sick too i was in this one brat's fucking dms#literally BEGGING THEM to remove my day's worth of timeout so i could delete my messages#we used one of those shitty roleplay bots and i couldn't delete them without the ability to use the emoji reactions#which is a stupid fucking restriction imo but whatever#they banned me from both fucking servers there was extremely private shit in there#i'm going to have to fucking live in fear for a while now again#all this because some shitbag decided to ping me on a reply and when asked not to was shitty towards me first#like completely insanely trash to me. no reason to get so infuriated when i asked politely.#ryan's rants#venting#tw vent#tw kms mention#tw kms joke#tw harassment mention
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Look what we've become.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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Mc: *approaches Beel, looking dejected*
Mc: "Beel... Can I ask you for a favor?"
Beel: "Of course."
Lucifer: "Why is Beel holding Mc like that?"
Beel: *holding Mc super tight, with slight crazed eyes*
Belphie: "Mc asked Beel to hold them tight as if he just found them almost dead."
Lucifer: "I see.... Are they're alright?"
Belphie: "Yeah, especially now because of Beel."
Lucifer: "Very well then, as long as they're fine."
Mc: "thanks Beel."
Mc: *hugs Beel tighter and buries their head more into his chest*
Beel: *buries his face into Mc's hair*
Beel: "anytime Mc"
#Anyone else want to be hugged so tight like they were found on death's door#no?#I definitely don't want to be held and cuddled by someone like I'll never be let go ever again#definitely not#Alright I lie#I do wanna be held like that ;-;#I can't tell if I'm going through it or not#Oh well#obey me!#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#obey me mc#obey me lucifer#obey me belphie#obey me belphegor#obey me beelzebub#obey me x reader#Obey me demon brothers x reader#obey me x mc#obey me x gn!mc#obey me x gn!reader#obey me beel x reader#obey me beel x mc#I want Beel to hug me so bad#I want hot demon cuddles dammit#obey me#obey me imagines#i should go to bed#I should be sleeping rn#Not trying to discriminate if you don't have hair btw
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We all know at this point that the name Astarion is connected to the word "star" (starry or little star).
But Larian decided that they wanted to go all in with the details and they delivered!
The flower you can place on his tomb in the final romance scene (which I think is such a cute and tender gesture and I love his reaction to it), seems to be an Ornithogalum umbellatum, a star-shaped white flower with six petals. Among the plant's many common names, there are summer snowflake, starflower, and star-of-Bethlehem.
Moreover, in the language of flowers, its meanings are related to trauma, mourning, and welcoming pain without repressing it.
According to Doctor Edward Bach (1886 – 1936), these flowers are "For those who find themselves in a state of great anguish due to situations that, in a given period, have caused so much unhappiness", and can be used to help with the aftermath of a trauma, the alleviation of pain and the mourning process.
Edit: every time I see an artist include this flower in their Astarion fanart my heart swells with joy. Love this community
#Alright I'm gonna go cry#as if that scene didn't already break me#I love the good/spawn ending so much#it's such a lovely testament to the journey to overcome trauma and start the healing process#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#astarion ancunin#baldur's gate iii#bg3 astarion#language of flowers#bg3 spoilers
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I have a INPRINT shop now! You can get my art as prints and posters here in many different sizes and materials.
Not all my art is on there, but I'm slowly getting my other pieces ready. You can use the code '0WXYC1' on order over $30 to get 15% for one week, plus the sitewide discounts currently going on. The discount will end 7/09/24.
If there are any art pieces I've done you'd like to see as a print, please let me know! (Also heads up! I have no way to remove the white border that inprint adds onto the fine art prints, but 'canvas' and other options do not include the white border that they add! Feel free to cut off the borders if you prefer!)
#if you notice some of the arts a little bit altered its because i went back and had to fix some things dkghsld#I've heard good things about inprint and their copyright and privacy policy look alright#so i'm giving it a shot#doodles#print shop#inprint#tried doing prints from home and that was just Not Working#so print shop attempt here we go
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#stray kids#bystay#staysource#createskz#staydaily#kpopccc#usersa#staytay#dreamytag#userbeepls#usertsu#usersemily#cheekyuser#bitsforkitts#melontrack#*mine#chris: nearly threw hands with a 13 year old#that stage lighting above did them so dirty 😭 hyuni looks ghostly#i tried to tone down the white the most i could without messing with the rest of the boys' skins but it still looks bad#alright i'm going i have to finish a pdf before class in uhhh an hour and a half#see you later~~~~
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that part in sea of blood where the game is soft tutorializing you on the sunder mechanic as the elite rogue venatori enemy shows up for the first time and lucanis' reaction is sooooo..... 'mierda. these guys'. see this is why he's the funniest and also most endearing character ever made. he really does sound softly, tiredly mildly exasperated in a way so wildly out of proportion with the situation at hand. a knife dude from the secret society slash cult that's been horrifically torturing him for a year just popped out of the woodwork, and the tone of lucanis' voice in response is reminiscent of nothing so much as a man who's just realized the office printer is out of ink again and whose resigned little sigh in response conveys with perfect good-natured clarity to everyone else working late alongside him that he is a bit annoyed but like not at any of them. 'we're in this together' his tone seems to say. fuckass printer and all. I'll go fetch some new cartridges. I'm getting coffee along the way does anyone else want anything while I'm there. he has the most companionable effortlessly comforting and innately hilarious presence of anyone who's ever lived even running through the failing forcefield personal trauma horror prison of all time at the bottom of the ocean. his day job is murder. he met rook and co literally half an hour ago and already these are the vibes, starting as they mean to go on.
the je ne sais quoi factor of this man. unparalleled
#I'm sorry if this guy is not your ultimate romantic fantasy. but like forgive me for saying this... skill issue. he's so perfect#he is everything#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#his very presence beguiles and delights. and also is like 'I don't know if everything is going to be alright in the end.#but at least lucanis is here and that makes it all a bit more alright and a lot funnier along the way'. garrus vibes yet again#also. visions of jigen. he has a triple digit body count at least and I would never feel safer than with him in the room#I didn't say his name but I bet he popped into your head didn't he etc.#I like him so much it makes me feel a little unhinged with affection#ingellvar rook has a very similar reaction to the venatori in the prologue it's very handshake meme up in here haha#it's like they're talking about a particularly annoying recurring rodent problem instead of like. graverobbers
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"If you stare into the abyss,
the abyss stares back at you."
#yes it's happening I'm officially falling#magnusbae dutifully keeps feeding me star wars content. entertaining my brainworms. fuelling the obsession.#i passed the point of no return a long time ago and I can't really complain XD#hehe also me sneakily posting this while magnusbae already sleeps (magnusbae if you found this - good morning! <333)#also also I have no idea what was I cooking here but I was cooking alright#that's the Wednesday painting during psychology lessons behaviour - no clue where I'm going with the painting. only vibing#ok so#mayhem art#anakin skywalker#star wars anakin#star wars#sw#anakin art#anakin fanart#anakin skywalker art#anakin skywalker fanart
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oh no, p'jojo said kantbison are a lovers to enemies story. kantbison are doomed.
firstkhao characters whenever they have the slight attempt of animosity between the two of them:
#khaotung thanawat#first kanaphan#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#gmmtv actors#thai actor#gmmtv boys#gmmtv actor#thai bl actor#bibi gifs#akkayan#sandray#the eclipse the series#th: the eclipse#only friends the series#th: only friends#the heart killers#th: the heart killers#we'll be alright people#they have that something else when they are mad at each other#also i'm not trying to invalidate people's feelings#but you know past experiences have showcased that there's nothing to worry about#post inspired on a post i saw earlier today about how kantbison's pics we got are all of them looking at each other lovingly#and how they'll go from that to being enemies
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actually y'all can have the bounty hunter design i came up with for the winged AU too.
shoutout to orville peck for bringing awareness to one of the best mask designs on the planet
small flickory bonus under the cut
#sandflakedrew#trolls#floyd#winged!floyd au#dreamworks said its my turn on the inconsistent color palette#He Looks Good.#and now that it won't appear in these tags anymore:#flickory#hickory#dickory#listen. listen . i'm just gonna go a little bit more insane alright? alright.
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RFA's Shades of 24/7 Despair: a mosaic
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#mystic messenger#mysme#saeyoung choi#jumin han#yoosung kim#hyun ryu#jaehee kang#mine#**#707#jumin#yoosung#zen#jaehee#lol @ most coming from seven this poor man#mysme spoilers#alright listen#i'm not an art major#i have next to no artistic knowledge#so if this doesn't count as a mosaic can you just pretend it does#because i did actually put effort in#i also tried to go by timecode#i don't even have photoshop atm or a mouse so it was a struggle#it was the digital equivalent of trying to use a dried out glue stick#figured it'd be fitting to post this on a monday lol#long post
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I'm very much not normal about loki and mobius right now
#the way I fully expected the show to just have them act like good ol' buddies#but instead they gave us extremely touchy mobius like that man couldn't let him go for a second#then LOKI ALMOST CONFESSING APPARENTLY???#Mobius not caring about getting his skin ripped off cos all the cares about is his loki being alright#AND THEN THEM FALLING ON TOP OF EACH OTHER??#And no mention of the selfcest kiss either and showing how sylvie just wants a normal little life????#Feels like they're pretending that romance never happened and I'm hoping it stays that way#Anyways I'm so not okay right now like homy shit#This is either the greatest romance ever or another horrible queerbait added to the list#Loki#Loki season 2#Loki season 2 spoilers#Lokius#Loki spoilers
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stop acting as if an authoritarian regime hasn't been toppled before.
#us politics#ooc#election#election 2024#donald trump#kamala harris#i have no right to speak on this as someone who lives in hk but really doomerism isn't going to get you anywhere#stay strong please#you can't just lay back and cry about it#nothing's going to change if you don't fight#alright i'm also logging off for the day or a week#need time to process it#-katie(they/them)
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At the training ground [♡]
#fenris#dragon age 2#fenris da2#fenris dragon age#fenris fanart#dragon age 2 fanart#da2#dragon age 2 fenris#mydrawings#i need him to put me in a headlock and snap my neck in two#i thought it'd be fun to draw his tat....it was kinda hard#thank goodness for references#blue wraith fenris design save me blue wraith fenris design#i...rly hope he appears in veilguard like i'm so curious as to how he'd look now#alright time to go play inquisition#dragon age fanart
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Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.
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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.
Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.
Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!
Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.
Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–
Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.
Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.
Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]
Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.
Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.
Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?
Fit: Wow.
Aypierre: Wow.
Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]
Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]
Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.
Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?
Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?
Fit: Ok.
Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Fit: Sorry, there's–
Pac: I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.
Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...
Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!
Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!
Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#QSMP Prison#January 22 2024#So canonically how do you guys view this moment?#Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress?#Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen?#Curious to hear what other people think#I like to imagine the stress finally got to him#He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing#and finally cried about it to Bagi#I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma#Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D#I imagined that for Purgatory too#it's cute#idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people#Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit#(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out)#that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me#Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope#I love when characters take naps together it's so cute#esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues#It's nice#anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry#I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is#The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension#Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.
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#paldean wooper#alright here we go. the beginning of the end of gen 9#it's the paldean forms‚ retrofit evos#and then we're into the paradox pokémon. which is the end of the line for this blog#ssooooo pretty soon i'm gonna need to start thinking about what to do with this blog once we're done with the pokédex‚ it seems like#never thought this day would come‚ somehow‚ even though i haven't even been running this blog for very long‚ it feels like#it's become part of my daily routine‚ queueing these posts up every morning#i've been doing it for quite a while now that i think about it. i remember queueing up a bunch in advance for my trip to california#which was a whole year ago at this point. damn#time‚ uh. flies?#anyway if you have any semi-last-minute ideas as to what you'd like to see on this blog moving forward#do let me know. by the time this posts i think the queue will already be well into the paradox 'mons#so i'll be thinkin about it by then
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