#i'm crying and i can't stop

[meezer]

my travel anxiety is killing me and I'm starting to feel very guilty and horrible about many things and I feel like the world is crashing down on me

[thatagenderfreak]

I feel so broken when I see people shirtless on tv, it makes me so fucking uncomfortable and I don't know how to deal with that. The people around me don't understand, I get told I'm overreacting or being a prude. I know it's just skin, just a body. But I feel so gross looking at it. And I don't understand why.

I think that's what hurts the most. The not understanding. I can read smut and romance and it's fine. But a character in visual media being shirtless for the sake of being shirtless or for sex? That kills me. I don't understand where the line is supposed to fucking lie and that feels like it's slowly ripping me apart from the inside.

I know I'm aroace. I'm sex-repulsed when it comes to myself, but not characters. I can read smut, I can read comics with shirtless characters and not be bothered. But make it move and I can't. I feel like I'm trapped, like I'm watching something I shouldn't, like I'm intruding on something personal.

The people around me don't understand, and I've tried to explain it but I can't put it into words how it feels. And people get frustrated, saying I'm coming up with problems that need to be accommodated. All I want is to not feel like I'm going to puke when I watch something with my family and friends.

[tagerrkix]

rage.

[pemprika]

the beginning

[petricorah]

scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

[aestheticsicrushon]

Never thought I'd catch you blubbering. Wonder if Silco even saw that.

[erikkarlsson]

joe thornton joins patrick marleau as the only sharks to have their numbers retired || 11.23.2024

[trueblueboygenius]

THREE TIME GRAMMY WINNERS BOYGENIUS ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[starcraftt]

i love how pony's so sensitive about his age. like hon,, you're fourteen not fifty six you have time to not be sensitive about your age.

[fun-esta]

[noxiousgrace]

Cale is a man on a mission to make me cry as much as possible

"The records he had buried in his mind "

B R O

THIS MAN- *unintelligible sobbing and gibberish*

Idc if I'm reading this novel for the 3rd time, it still plays with my heart like it's a GODDAMN BASKETBALL

I'm so happy that he can finally let go of some of his grief 😭 he needs a break

(chap 424 when he cries after talking to lsh for the first time since his death)

[shotmrmiller]

Just love when the men (Ghost especially) are self aware that they are awful, greedy, dirty men. Aware that you deserve hands that won't taint you. You're too good. Too nice. Too soft. Aware that normal people wouldn't have fallen for the tiniest scrap of courtesy.

You should absolutely be with someone else.

Too bad he craves that kind of normalcy.

Too bad he saw you first.

i like when they think like that and then once the got you in between their jaws they are not letting go keep fucking dreaming

who cares if they're dirty they'll just sully you too. nbd.

[foxy-kitsune]

𖤓 lee donghyuck recently 𖤓

[kidconsky]

Okay.... Let's analyze what happened in dcmk these last few weeks. Obvious SPOLIERS will be commented so you know.

> Appearance of Aoko's mother in Magic Kaito.

Where was she all this time? Why did she never appear or even show a sign of life? She didn't even call her daughter on her birthday... She appears so oblivious to everything, she didn't even know who Kaitou Kid was since her husband has always been obsessed with trying to catch this thief for YEARS. It seems like Gosho just randomly placed her in the story without trying to connect with the canon, it's almost as if she was a character outside of her original manga.

> Film 27 and its breaks in logic and common sense.

After all these years, Gosho decided to go against everything he had already said and made the Kaishin to be cousins, not only ruining a unique relationship (whether you shipped or not) but also bringing plot holes and contradictions in the story. If they are cousins ​​what's the excuse for them never trying to even interact before? Why was it that when Yukiko first met Kaito, she never acted like she was related to her? The same with Toichi, she always talked about him as just her teacher and NOTHING more than that, it doesn't make sense to put that in the story now. Why did Kaito never even have support from his family? Not even showing up at Toichi's symbolic funeral? How come Yusaku never went to talk to his late brother's family, even if he knew the truth KAITO DIDN'T KNOW...

No one even considered his feelings...

> All the bullshit involving Kaishin.

The biggest problem for me about them being cousins ​​is not just because of the ship but because of all the history and construction they had. It's as if everything that's different about them is summed up in the simple fact that they're related. But Kaishin has always had something unique, something that Gosho himself defined as "a mysterious bond". Them not having the slightest type of relationship made everything so unique, a connection that only the two of them could have together, one would easily understand the other even though they were complete strangers. Now I feel like they want to throw that away.

> TOICHI KUROBA AND MY HATE FOR HIM.

Gosho had already said that Toichi was possibly alive but the confirmation brought me a wave of anger and contempt that I had never felt for any other dcmk character (even bo). Let's think about Kaito in this whole story:

• lost his father when he was just a child and is still traumatized by it today.

• for 8 FUCKING YEARS he discovers that his father's death was never an accident but a murder.

• His father was actually an internationally wanted thief who was after a precious stone capable of bringing immortality.

• he steps into his father's shoes as KID and decides to try to find out for himself what happened to his father, who killed him and why.

• now there is a criminal organization that thinks he is the KID who didn't really die and they are trying to kill him once and for all.

• he decides to put himself at risk looking for Pandora, being something belonging to the organization and the police themselves.

• a lot of people hate him, regardless of whether he hurts people or not.

• more and more he becomes more and more removed from everything and becomes burdened with the KID charade.

• his own mother doesn't care about him, on the contrary, it seems like she likes to make things even more difficult for her son (she disguised herself as her dead ex-husband just to screw with her son's head, that's sickening to say the least).

• everything Kaito does is because of his father's murder, he never wanted to be KID, he never liked stealing, he doesn't do any of that for pleasure (except when it involves a certain mini detective but that's not the focus now ).

• and in the end his father was ALIVE all this time, doing who knows what while his son was risking his life because of him... BRO...

This whole thing is insane. And not in a good way.

[llamahearted]

somewhere green, where life is easier prints

[hauntingjasper]

"I'm calling a truce!"

The truce in question: