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Kim rok soo being 'the recorder' (as sherrit refers to him) is so sad
he was there for the people who didn't have anybody to remember them after they passed away. he'll literally never forget anybody who's died around him.
He says something similar to this to raon: "raon, I'm someone who cannot forget. Don't be like me." Just from that single sentence, he says so many different things imo.
"don't sacrifice yourself like me."
"don't carry your grief inside of you like i do"
"don't hang on to painful memories. unlike me, you're allowed to forget."
"it's okay to have regrets, don't let them haunt you like i did."
While I'm sure he'd probably say something like "i just meant to not sacrifice yourself." We all know his words always have a deeper meaning than he likes to admit.
Back to the first point i made, the irony is that I don't think he even remembers his biological parents' faces, he was so young when they died 😭
#krs makes me sick#kim rok soo needs a hug#kim rok soo#cale henituse#tcf headcanon#tcf novel#tcf cale#raon miru#lcf#lout of the count’s family#I'm reading this novel for the 3rd time and every krs snippet makes me cry#i am in an abusive relationship with tcf
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TOKUSATSU WRAPPED 2023: day 6 — top 6 ex-aid relationships (in classic ppt format)
#kamen rider ex-aid#kamen rider ex aid#kr: ex-aid#kamen rider#tokuwrap2023#tokuedit#jdramaedit#userdramas#m.gif#gee i wonder who my fav characters are#posting this here because guess who got another blog shadowbanned yet again#just to clarify the ones with / are non-platonic and & are platonic#kirikuro makes me feel sick in the head btw#i have declared them my january mental illness. congrats#ep 42 u r so iconic#also can't believe genm vs lazer exists#that's for meeeeee
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July recap! 🏖
#my health has crashed and burned once more but july started off as a strong month that ended wonderfully!!! 🥳🥂🔥💥#like. i got to *finally* enjoy a birthday cafe event after being so jealous of kr and jp fans (since they regularly make one each year)#and someone in indo finally made one! for *the* kitashin too! 🥺🥺🥺🫶🫶🫶 i'm grateful to be warga h*** b*** for once because of this!!!#also my cat SLEPT IN MY ARMS during our morning sit... i fear i've peaked in life you guys. nothing can beat this type of joy 😭😭😭#i also got good quality bed sheets for the first time in ~15 years with a hefty discount... turns out just changing to a brand new sheet#each week gives me extra serotonin boost 🥳💖 entering my room and laying on the bed is a whole new experience and i'm LOVING it!!!!!#and the discounts ended up being pretty big too... i won in life. my bed sheets are all floral and it brightens up my day just looking at it#and look back. oooooh (collapses). i'm still weeping about it so i will talk about that in another post haha :')#also can you guys believe that what it took for me to finish watching an sv playthrough was me being sick JSHSKDJD 😭🤚#turns out not being able to do much means all the attention i can spare is for whatever's that playing in front of me. so i now understand#the sv plot and how it still has spectacular writing + music despite the game's performance... so now you know that i'll be pulling arven 😭#personal
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Watched Shin Kamen Rider today as somebody who’s never seen any Kamen Rider show before but always vaguely wanted to get into it and the main message I got from Shin Kamen Rider was that Grasshoppers are really cool and underrated
Okay I'll stop being silly now. I really liked it ^_^ it was a really fun movie. Im not sure how like, Faithful it is to any of the previous Kamen Rider shows or like how lore accurate it is Again Ive never watched Kamen Rider before so for all I know actual Kamen heads think it’s the worst most baby bitch taste thing ever but I really enjoyed it. I really liked the characters and the costume design- it was very fast paced / pacing and plot is not very I feel like. I suppose MEANT to be super linear or easily cohesive. It took me I think the first 30 minutes to like Truly Get into it / Get used to the pacing and plot, same with the cinematography, though once I got used to it I did really enjoy the sort of dramatic weird cinematography and plot etc it had going on. The soundtrack was very cool and in general the movie felt like very loving of the aesthetics etc it was based off, like a lot of the hamminess felt Explicitly Deliberate as a labour of affection idk I might be talking out of my ass here. The ending left me with a nice fuzzy warm feeling in my antly heart. Idk. I liked it!
Anyways. Grasshoppers are really cool.
#dinu yells into the void#dinu yells in the void#kamen rider#im very endeared to ichimoji. he was very cutesies to me.#if theres ever a shin kr sequel w him ill defo watch#one of my mutuals sent me a big like. colleciton of the kamen rider mangas#and i plan to read through all of them#because my biggest roadblock with kamen rider and general japanese superhero stuff is just that like#i cant fuckinf watch it 😭 it makes me feel physically ill my body and mind werent built for audiovisual media#only specific tv shows and movies have i been able to brave without feeling sick afterwards#so thats always why ive defaulted to manga and comic books. just so much more accessible to me#i am unsure what the fan perception of the mangas is but im hoping theyre good#i like these bug guys
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I miss the time before I was online. I'm so tired. I want to go back to hating relationships and my real friends being my only friends and writing down bad thoughts in a notebook instead of vagueposting and hating people and all this stupid fucking shit that I'm probably too young for. I fucking hate that my parents were right. this sucks. I wanna go back and do it all differently.
#i am. i am so tired i feel sick#i dont wanna go out today#but my mums gonna make me#what if i just started crying or some bullshit#i cant go out what if i just have a meltdown kr something#👤
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my friend mona in gaza just had to have a surgery for her lungs
i am sure you all know how difficult recovering from a surgery is, even when you are in guaranteed safe conditions. can you even imagine what it is like in gaza? not only is there the constant threat of warfare, but the infrastructure is destroyed and the food prices are exorbitant. on top of all of this, mona and her husband yousef have a one year old to take care of, and their baby is sick with a skin infection. can you imagine living in a tent, not sure if you can afford to eat, or afford to take care of your sick child, while recovering from a surgery? could you do manage to do something like that?
please provide my friend some relief.
they are asking for the bare minimum needed to survive, do not get scared by the big number in the weak currency!! 1kr is only 0.094 dollars usd!!
10 kr is 94 cents usd!!
53.5 kr is $5 usd
107.01 kr is $10 usd
160.51 kr is $15 usd
214.02 kr is $20 usd
267.52 kr is $25 usd
541.78 is $50 usd
1070.10 is $100 usd
2140.19 is $200 usd
my friends are vetted
if all you can do is share the post, do that!! it would also help to make your own post about them, I am noticing that campaigns with more than one account advocating for them tend to have more success!! if you can be someone to talk to, even if that's all, yousef asked me a while ago to direct people to his whatsapp. private message me and i will share his contact with you.
YOU ARE NOT HELPLESS. THERE IS SOMETHING YOU CAN DO. PLEASE DO IT.
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A B C's ♡ R.Cameron Headcanons
Warnings: breeding kink with intent of pregnancy, nsfw, baby fever,
Synopsis: Rafes fiance is a kindergarten teacher and is experiencing extreme baby fever, Rafe decides to breed her
Taglist: @sunflowerleii
The new school year started and in walked a bunch of puffy-faced toddlers, happy as can be, everyday.
"Hi Mrs. Cameron!" "Have a good lunch Mrs. C!" "Can you help with my zipper please?"
Ugh they're adorable. By the third month of teaching kindergarten you were off the deep end. Your whole social medias were filled with cute babies and you couldnt stop picturing what a mix of you and rafe would look like
It got worse when you started dragging Rafe through baby asiles.
He kinda thought it was a joke at first
"You trying to tell me something baby?"
Yes you were!!
You kept telling him you "forgot" to pick up your birth control prescription
But he keeps using a condom? Does he not want babies with you?
One day he finds you holding little ugg baby booties you impulse bought, crying into your pillow.
"Whats wrong baby? What happened?"
And thats when you start wailing about wanting a baby and how he didnt want to give you one.
Hes just like "When did i say i wouldnt get you pregnant??"
Kisses your tummy and tells you how beautiful you'll look, swelling with his seed
"Gonna keep you home, nursing our little baby, being a perfect little mommy hm?"
He kneads your breasts and tells you that soon they'll be filled with nourishment for your baby
"Fuck should've had you teaching the kindies earlier huh? Wouldve made you a mommy already."
He fucks your hard, barely pulling out to thrust in again.
Probably about 3/4 rounds
He wouldn't pull out when hes done, probaly would make you cockwarm him for atleast half an hour.
"Its okay baby, you can rest, ill wake you up when i take us to the shower. For now just let it take."
"We'll go out for supper, make sure you'll get some salmon. Then ill pick up some tests and call Dr. Halls and let her know what we're planning for huh?"
Just keeps making plans, speaking lowly in your ears, even though he knows your probably not listening.
When hes sorta sure you've fallen asleep, he cradles you and whispers.
"Gonna make sure im better then my dad okay baby? Wont ever hurt you. Wont ever hurt out baby. You're the most important thing to me. Ill always keep you safe."
After a few weeks, you wake up at nearly six in the morning with morning sickness, and present a positive pregnancy test to Rafe and celebrate
He becomes MUCH more protective over you, especially when you start showing
The kids in your class are the sweetest, most curious little things ♡
"You have a tiny person in your tummy? Are they sleeping?"
Rafe visits her class multiple times a week, and the kids have become kinda accustomed to him
"Hi Mr. Cameron! Look at what Mrs. C Gave me!"
Once you go on maternity leave, he sets everything up to work from home as well, only going in once a week kr for bigger meetings.
The kids in your class make you cards and stuff💝
Rafe always gives you whatever your craving, helps you when your crying kr feeling over emotional, etc.
#fanfiction#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#rafe headcanons#rafe x reader#rafe imagine#rafe x pregnant!reader#rafe#rafe obx
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First of all, i want to say i’m sorry if the english is bad, it’s not my native language but i’ll try my best.
This is so embarrassing for me. I don’t even have much followers here but i literally don’t know what to do. I’m desperate and I wouldn’t do this if I wasn’t really really desperate.
I’m struggling so hard financially right now. I want to explain my whole situation but it’s hard when I don’t really know how to explain in english.
To keep it short - I don’t have any money at all right now after paying my bills. And now my dog is sick which I found out yesterday. She needs to have a back surgery, and this will costs me a lot of money, because the insurance does not cover the entire cost.
If i cant afford the surgery, the vet suggests euthanasia. I’m so sad and heartbroken because she is my everything.
I need about 6000 KR (Swedish) which is 532 USD I think?
I hate to do this. I don’t have a job because I was recently studying but right now i’m looking for jobs like crazy so I can pay my bills AND save my little girl.
If someone can donate I’m forever thankful!! Even if it’s just the minimum amount. Im thankful for anything!!
And if you can’t, please reblog this. I appreciate a reblog just as much!
And IF I get the donations I need for a surgery I’ll immediately update this post and let you know!!
Again, i’m sorry for my bad english.
DONATE HERE (thank you!!!!)
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I want to give back to all the wonderful souls out there who donated and still are donating but I don’t know how. I will make builds/sim dumps/save files and everything possible to give back to you in the way that I can.
Thank u ❤️
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Buck & Eddie: Eddie was M.I.A. and Buck was too.
The video above includes the scenes from S6 where Buck and Eddie were either missing or weren't mentioned even though they should have been.
During Season 6, Eddie was M.I.A. (missing in action) from several scenes even though he should have been present and Buck was either not mentioned or he was missing too even though he should have been present.
While I was watching 6x4 when it originally aired, I noticed Buck wasn’t on a call while the rest of the team was at work and as 6A progressed, it became a pattern. For the duration of 6A and well into 6B, Buck’s or Eddie’s absences became even more noticeable and they were so prevalent that they were JARRING AND GLARINGLY OBVIOUS. By the end of 6A, viewers were wondering what happened. The showrunner (KR) said in an interview that they were trying new pairings which was fine but hindsight is usually 20/20 and when I started analyzing the scenes that didn’t include one of them, it kind of seemed like she may have been telling a half truth. I mentioned how storylines and pairings were affected in a post I did in November 2022 but now I believe their absences or the lack of mentioning the other one was INTENTIONAL.
Buck and/or Eddie not being present bothered me and I wanted to know why but I didn’t research it until recently because of the way season 6 ended. With the way TM (the OG showrunner) has been releasing and rereleasing photos of Buddie and Bathena for the last few weeks, I believed their absences in season 6 became too glaring for me to continue ignoring them. For Buck and Eddie to be drastically removed from each other’s lives had to be on purpose and IMO, it was done so the audience would realize how them not being with each other didn’t make sense. Let’s be real, regardless as to whether a viewer ships Buck and Eddie as a romantic couple, their presence in each other’s lives and the Buckley-Diaz family’s dynamic has become a staple on the show and when they’re not included, people notice. Everyone knows how close they are so for them to be separated and viewers along with journalists writing about it was perplexing to say the least.
Before I delve into this, please understand these are MY OBSERVATIONS AND INTERPRETATIONS of the things I noticed during season 6, therefore, it’s ok if someone doesn’t agree. Everyone interprets media differently so it’s ok for two differences of an opinion to coexist without someone trying to force their thoughts onto the other person.
Now back to our regularly scheduled programming.
I believe it all started with the scene below when Eddie asked, “Buck! Where the hell you going?” because their absences started right after it and they continued through the early part of 6B.
In 6x4, Buck was off work while Bobby, Chimney and Eddie were all at work but there was no explanation given as to why Buck was off. Everyone knows Buck loves being at the firehouse especially since he filed a lawsuit to get back to the team after the ladder truck explosion (whether he was right or wrong in filing the lawsuit will not be discussed here. It happened more than four years ago and I’ve moved on from it). He wasn’t sick so it’s not like he used a sick day but maybe he used a personal day or he used some PTO time but either way, the audience wasn’t told why he wasn’t with the 118.
He went to Hen’s house to discuss Connor's request for him to be his sperm donor but since she was on leave, no explanation was needed for why she wasn’t at work. Reminder, Buck wasn’t on leave so he could have gone to her house to talk to her after their shift ended but he didn’t. His absence was noticeable especially since at the beginning of the episode, he was sitting at the other end of the table alone and away from the group while Eddie, Chimney and Hen talked about Eddie disciplining Chris for skipping his science club meetings.
In 6x5, Eddie took Hoover the dog to Buck’s loft but the audience didn't see it. It was the only handoff that wasn't shown in CANON but the question is, why? What was the issue with the audience seeing Eddie give Buck the dog ? The only thing that makes narrative sense is they wanted viewers to not see it so they would notice. Interesting!
In 6x7, Eddie didn't mention Buck at all when he told Felisa about Chris being lost in the Tsunami but once again the question is why? Everyone who watched 3x1-3x3 knows Eddie took Chris to visit "His Buck" that day and Eddie showed Hen and Chimney a selfie of Buck and Chris while they were on a call. In the photo, Buck and Chris were at breakfast earlier eating pancakes. Also, after the first wave hit, we know Buck saved Chris and they got separated so Eddie’s scene with Felisa was another glaringly obvious one where Buck wasn’t mentioned and it had to have been done for a reason. Reminder, Eddie told Felisa “My wife died… and six months later my son was on the pier when the Tsunami hit.” Well, Chris wasn’t there alone so 👀.
In 6x8, Buck was missing when Eddie and Chris were getting ready for Chris' first school dance. Carla was there but it was kind of off putting and it seemed like she shouldn’t have been the one Eddie was talking to the same way she shouldn’t have been talking to him in 5x10 when he was preparing to leave the 118. If they didn’t want Buck there, then it could have easily been a father and son moment between Eddie and Chris especially since she didn't do anything but say she thought it was Chris' first crush after they went into the kitchen. It was only one of the two episodes she was in for the entire season, so what gives?
Later in the episode, Eddie ended up telling Buck and the 118 about it anyway and based on Buck’s reaction, it's likely Chris had already told Buck about his crush (post linked here).
In 6x10, Eddie was present and at the firehouse while Buck and Chimney cleaned the fire engine and the ladder truck. He was on the floor throwing a baseball with Hen.
But Eddie was missing from the call when a lightning strike hit the car and the woman gave birth but reminder, the scene happened after he was AT THE FIREHOUSE with everyone else. It's possible he could have been man behind but the point is he was missing. Also, why was he missing? Buck helped Bobby with the baby and Bobby had to call Hen and Chimney over for assistance which means Eddie’s help as a medic was needed for all three victims but it was kind of like the show wanted him to be absent so the viewers would notice and we did.
In 6x11, Eddie was only in Buck’s coma dream at the beginning when Daniel told him the next time he goes up a ladder, he should have someone to have his back and Buck said he did. Other than that initial interaction, Eddie WASN'T there and his absence was glaringly obvious.
In 6x13, Eddie was M.I.A. twice. The first time was after a call that he went to with Buck and Hen. It was the one where the couple misplaced a "toy".
Chimney wasn't on the call with them but when they were leaving work and Buck was calling all the women he slept with to see if he satisfied them (which was 🙄 I don’t even have words), Eddie wasn't there but Chimney was. But the question once again is why? Could it be the show was making a point since Buck had just had a conversation with a victim’s husband about an article he read that stated 80% of women aren’t satisfied by their partners (related post about Buck’s woodworking skills linked here)?
In 6x13, Eddie wasn’t at the loft while Buck and Chris were baking cookies and it appears to be a call back to 5x3 when AF was caring for Chris during the blackout (related post linked here). Reminder, AF left a mess in Eddie’s kitchen but Buck’s kitchen was clean and organized while him and Chris were baking cookies for Chris’ whole class. They even talked about cooking the steaks Buck and Eddie won while they played poker for dinner.
What was the reason for all of this?
Initially I, like many others was pissed at the lack of Buck and Eddie, Buck, Eddie and Chris and Buckley-Diaz Family scenes in 6A. I’m still annoyed by it but like I mentioned above, hindsight is 20/20 so it’s possible the show was trying to get the audience to realize how important they are in each other’s lives by omitting them from specific and important scenes.
Did they do a good job of illustrating it? NO!
They could have done it differently like a lot of other things but the season ended messily and by then it was too late to change it.
The point of this post is whenever Buck and Eddie are absent, it's noticeable and it can't be denied. KR said they were mixing up the dynamics (related post linked here) but that can't be it because in 6x9 Hen ended up talking to her best friend Chimney about the way she was feeling about Denny wanting to meet Nathaniel after Eddie and Buck dropped off their four-way call, so she wasn't telling the whole truth.
Could their absences be a coincidence? No. Why?
Because in 6x7 Athena said she didn't believe in them and in 5x17 Karen said once is a mistake, two times is a coincidence and three times is a pattern. Well, their absences happened more than three times so Buck and Eddie missing in action from each other's lives was a pattern in season 6 and it seems to have been done on purpose.
It appears the omittances of Buck and Eddie from specific scenes in season 6 was in preparation for season 7 but the question is, will anything come of them? Who knows except for the showrunner (TM), the writers, producers and the actors and actresses so we shall see.
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#christopher diaz#the buckley diaz family#buckley diaz family#911 on abc#911 abc#911 meta#911 season 6 speculation#911 season 7#911 season 7 speculation#911 speculation
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This hits so much more differently after you find out the truth behind his transmigration
#krs lore makes me sick#cale henituse#kim rok soo#lcf#trash of the counts family#trash of the count's family#white star#god of death#tcf novel#kim rok soo needs a hug#urgently
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back in your asks unfortunately you can’t get rid of me. i’m going to keep enablign you.
you bringing up the kr version of hurricane and the martyr complex light has in it is great bc what fascinates me about hurricane as a song is how radically different it is in different languages? as we all know in the manga light has this horrible visceral reaction to what he’s done. he looks like he’s gonna be sick when he has that guy hit by a truck. when ryuk turns up he admits that he’s been losing weight and barely sleeping. but the musicals differ so massively in how light is portrayed? because in english light seems to have this very strong sense of justice from the start - in where is the justice he denounces the corporations corrupting the legal system and asks “how can we turn away and say that’s just the way things are?” and then in hurricane he hardly seems upset at all by what he’s done. he seems vaguely surprised at how easy it was and then turns around and sings about how he’s got this insanely strong, perfect, untraceable power that he’s going to use to deliver righteous retribution. BUT then the jp versions of witj and hurricane are much less certain and light seems more horrified and then hopeful. the focus is on creating a perfect world, not necessarily punishment. he’s more a glass half full kinda guy. and then it changes AGAIN in the kr. it’s so fascinating he is a completely different version of himself in all three versions and i just need to ask. what are your opinions on this. am i making this up. do you understand how my brain is firing
you are NOT making this up and i DO understand how your brain is firing. listen. listen. in that same post about light/achilles (intertextual comparison not ship) (although?) and prompted by a response from someone else cool i reposted these tweets (which you have literally just seen because i shoved them at you but ill post them again so everyone can see)
to me it is like, very key that every iteration of light yagami SEEMS really different. in their behaviour, their values, what it takes to push them to acting and how they react, etc - obv you've brought up light as he appears in the three most well known languages the musical exists in, but i also am a huge fan of comparing his animanga self (already two different iterations to an extent) with the tv drama, which has maybe the most distinctive version of light out of all of them and which i BELIEVE? drew criticism? but i am not 100% because i was not here for this because i watched death note for the first time in fucking february. because i am hip with the kids. #rad
anyway this is part of a much larger ramble of mine that i am not really doing justice here but i actually really like that that version of light is so incredibly different - and yet he really isnt, somehow, because he ends up not only at the same ending but recognisable as the same person. that's what i think is so interesting! these differences are undeniably there and they're BIG - as you said, between musicals he ranges from being a vengeful guy on a power trip to being an idealist with a martyr complex, and you'd think those are two totally different sets of core values. between animanga vs tv drama he goes from being this cool and collected hyper prepared cynical idealist to being a depressed nihilist who's working extremely hard to shed his own ability so he doesn't have to deal with the pain of caring. again, these seem, and factually are, completely different sets of values.
and yet they're actually perfectly reconcilable. every iteration of light no matter how distinct and no matter how much their core values seem to oppose or contradict each other ends up reconciling into the same guy partway through the story, where all of these different directions he's been going in all converge. his priorities even out - regardless of if it was the power trip that came first or the desire for the perfect world, they balance ultimately and coexist. regardless of whether his idealism led him to bitter radicalisation or nihilism, they also balance ultimately and coexist. is light affected by his first murder? yes - how does it show it? that differs, but none of the lights are actually deluded enough to think that murder is good. they all think it's bad but defensible and justifiable and then visibly cope with that fact in different ways. light looks like a VERY different man depending on which of his values are being pushed to the fore in a given interpretation, but all that really does is serve to spell out exactly how complex he is internally once you watch them all converge at around similar points in the story, even when at the barest and most uncharitable interpretation he just looks like a maniacal serial killer with a delusional god complex. this is why i like him so much unfortunately
also none of this applies to netflix light who is irreconcilable and irredeemable. and white
#death note#long post#asks#by the way i absolutely do not mind the asks at all as you can probably tell but i might need to force mtself to stop looking at them for#the day because i need to.................................................sleep#an stop thinkgin about light yagami#and ahcilles#from te h iliad
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Number 2 is a sorta not crack! Au. I’m actually really into this one:)
Au: Attendant of the Prince’s Palace
- Kim Rok Soo wakes up as the first prince’s attendant! Surprise!
- Yeah it’s basically the indignity test but longer.
- For this AU, let’s say that Alberu becomes the Crown Prince when he turns 20. KRS wakes up in the body of an attendant when Alberu is 18. For the sake of not making the attendant too young, he is only three years younger than Alberu, making the attendant 15 at the start, and 20 at the start of the Tcf plot.
- Also, for those who think krs/newbie attendant is still too young, I actually find it’s quite common in fantasy for attendants to basically grow up and become a servant for a royal at a young age. It’s actually also common for servants of royalty to be from lower noble households(I think. At least in this au).
- So let’s just say that this attendant is the son of some poor baron or something, and he needs the money for taking care of his little siblings.
- Unfortunately, shortly before the switch, he loses his little siblings due to a sickness going around the nobility at the time. Crushed at the news, he is in no state to fight back when an administrator working for the Queen, after scamming him out of information on the first prince, gets him fired. A few days pass and he’s got a week left to get his affairs in order before he has to leave the palace and go back to his family’s small, cold estate.
- So our attendant was soon to be kicked out when Kim Rok Soo wakes up in his body.
[“When I opened my eyes, I was inside a novel.
[The Birth of a Hero] was a novel focused on the adventures of the main character, Choi Han, a high school boy who was transported to a different dimension from Earth, along with the birth of the numerous heroes of the continent.
I became a part of that novel as an extra who’s not even mentioned once. An attendant of the soon-to-be Crown Prince’s palace who doesn’t even encounter the protagonist in any of the five volumes.
The problem is that the attendant I became doesn’t know anything about the state of the palace, and will apparently be kicked out in a week after getting scammed by one of the Queen’s henchmen.
"..This is going to be a problem."
I feel like something serious has happened to me.
But it was worth trying to make this my new life.]
- With a completely clean slate for appearance, I decided to go with how I imagined him.
- Appearance: He wakes up as a 15 year old newbie attendant with cherry brown hair and innocent reddish brown eyes. His hair is straight, just above shoulder length, and typically tied in a low ponytail. Why is his hair cherry brown, you might ask? Because regular brown is too boring and I liked red, but we’ve already got several redheads and he can’t be too similar to OG!Cale. Why not black? Black is very uncommon in this world and he had black hair as Kim Rok Soo. So I came across the color cherry brown on Pinterest and fell in love. It’s sooo pretty! Seriously, look it up. It doesn’t stand out too much in a world of candy-haired individuals, but it’s also just unique enough to make it pretty.
- Anyway….He is initially irritated by this situation, but finds that it is quite satisfying to use his innocent and clueless face to his advantage. While he doesn’t know much of the situation in the palace from what he read in the novel, he does know that Alberu Crossman is the only competent prince and it would be in his favor to make a good impression on him. Also, palace attendants get paid quite well; PTO and everything, which will be beneficial toward his future slacker life.
- He may not know this Alberu Crossman as he does in canon, but he still carries his skills as the number one Team Leader in the company. He didn’t earn that position by being unable to use his situation to his advantage.
- He figures that if he’s getting fired anyway, he might as well flip everything over. Obviously the whole thing with the Library doesn’t happen as he has no knowledge of it, so he just does his attendant work with while planning to smack that administrator in the back of the head. None of the other attendants know about his termination, so he’s able to move around with relative ease.
- Alberu still doesn’t have any backing and is quite paranoid, especially since he’s so close to becoming the Crown Prince. He is more mature than his 15 year old counterpart, but for the sake of enjoyment, he’s still quite similar to indignity test Alberu. He later has a lot of backing and is much more secure in his position thanks to our Slacker-wannabe by the time the plot commences.
- By the time the plaza terror incident comes around, Krs has done a complete sweep of the staff and replaced everyone who has no use(that administrator was one of the first to go), and has even been promoted to the Crown Prince’s personal secretary(much to his dismay).
- Without the aid of the 4 year old dragon, he doesn’t actually find out that Alberu is a quarter dark elf until after one of his paid vacations, where he returns to the palace with a 2 year old dragon in tow. (He’s 18 at the time. Working his way up the ranks. But only for the pay!)
- He meets On and Hong on another of his paid vacations just shortly before the start of the plot. So Raon is with him longer in this au. He figured he’d get the shield while checking in on Choi Han, who is still in Harris Village.
- He gets there a few days before the Harris Village massacre in order to warn Choi Han, as well as the Count, of a possible attack on the village. How he does that without raising suspicion or being seen as crazy? I haven’t thought of that yet.. but with the help of the Molan duo and the protagonist, he is able to save the village.
- After returning to the Henituse estate with the swordmaster in tow, he states that he has duties he must attend to and must return to the capital for the King’s birthday celebration. Of course, Choi Han wishes to go with him, but relents and agrees to accompany Young Master Cale to the Capital and meet Krs there.
- As for our trashy Young Master? He immediately became attached to the strange man with the same eyes as him. If it’ll let him go with this so-called “attendant” to the Capital, then he can tone down his trashy actions enough to represent the Henituse County at the Birthday celebration.
- Now what about the children averaging seven years old? They’re still there. With Raon being invisible for the majority of his trip to the Henituse County, and On and Hong familiarizing themselves with this strange man and dragon duo who picked them up off the street. On and Hong help out with the Secret Organization at Harris Village. Since Krs has his shield by then, it wouldn’t make sense for him not to have picked up the kittens. Unfortunately, the Arm members teleport away before they can be caught. The rest commit suicide in order to not give out any information.
- Our attendant luckily manages to keep the dragon a secret until he leaves for the Capital. Or plans to.
- Under the insistence of the young master, he is forced to accompany them to the Capital in a carriage instead of teleporting like he had planned to do. Since no one knows about the dragon, they all assumed he would be taking a carriage to Huiss, and Krs doesn’t correct them as he can’t exactly say that he planned to teleport with the aid of a four year old dragon. So, begrudgingly, he agrees to join their entourage on the journey.
- There go his plans of slacking off until the Plaza Terror incident…
Fyi, if anyone has a name for our attendant, let me know! The main reason this post was so late is because I struggled trying to think of a name for him that actually sounded nice and not too fancy..😅
#tcf#lcf#tcf aus#lcf aus#og cale henituse#alberu crossman#kim rok soo#choi han#rraes lcf countdown2024#I’m planning to make it into a fic#but if anyone wants to make content for these ideas feel free!#I would actually love it if someone writes these fics#send me a link!#I’m also planning to make more of this au#both in the countdown and after#trash of the count's family#lout of count’s family
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i know it's the actor's jobs to keep the public interested and talking about a show (as ryan said in the interview) but i hope that if tommy sticks around in s8 (begging you tim/abc), journalists start to swerve away from asking about b*ddie constantly and give the actual characters in the romantic relationship a chance to shine.
also, don't you think ryan must want to talk about what his character is actually doing on-screen? eddie is deeply traumatised and is making some really bad choices. it would be interesting to hear what he thinks about it all, and how it will affect him and his son and the two women he's misleading. but no, let's talk about his fanon relationship with his best friend, who just came out as bisexual and is starting a canon relationship with another man that has nothing to do with eddie.
honestly, i would be embarrassed to ask a question like "i know you get asked this CONSTANTLY and you might be SICK OF IT BY NOW, but what do you think of b*ddie having a chance of happening????!!?"
both ryan and oliver are stronger people than me, cause at this point I'd just be like "have you not read or listened to pretty much every other interview we've done? why haven't you done your homework before talking to me? ask me something original"
and yes!!! ask ryan about his godsdamn character. do your fucking job as journalists, not as fans. eddie had fuck all to do in s6, but basically anyone who wasn't buck or hen, for the first half, barely did anything, this is his first big juicy arc since the breakdown (which I did like but suffered from KR's pacing problems and telling not showing) so ask him about it!!! there are so many things to talk about with this arc that have fuck all to do with buddie. what are his thoughts on marisol, how does he think chris would react if he found out, what are his thoughts on kim, how does he think eddie's going to react when kim does things that are definitely NOT shannon behaviours and breaks the delusion. pls just ask ryan about eddie, i'm begging
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I think people think I’m joking but unless we get some sort of indication from bts that the fuckery of last season is fixed early on, i am completely serious about the fact that i will only be reading episode recaps and live blogs when season 8 comes out bc i cannot keep putting myself through the mental gymnastics that season 7 did just to get nothing of substance out of it… like until we get some sort of something good that actually progresses the story in a way that doesn’t jump the shark or retcon entire previous arcs i will be sitting back and ignoring it because I’m not about to waste my time if it’s gonna be a rehash of season 7 in terms of disproportionately mistreating poc characters over others while also sweeping former plotlines under the rug and/or rehashing story arcs that have already been used/completed just for cheap drama. Tim is better than this, these writers are better than this, but I’m not gonna sit by and watch just out of fandom obligation as they continue to fuck shit up when i’ve spent the past 7 years watching this show. it’s not worth my time and stress at that point.
which makes me so sad bc i love this show and what it used to be, but i’m getting sick of the way things have continued to go downhill since KR took over, and it is especially disappointing that Tim Minear is responsible for such a messy season when i was so prepared for him to actually bring back the show we all knew and loved, and instead we got something that ranks alongside 5/6 for me which is so upsetting.
(sorry i don’t mean to come off as super complain-y and pessimistic lately, and i promise im gonna start posting more positive stuff again but i just can’t have a repeat of what last season was for me mentally lmao)
#911 abc#911#911 on abc#911 season 7#911 spoilers#911 season 8#tim minear#buddie#buddie 911#anti tommy kinard#anti bucktommy#anti lou ferrigno jr
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How do you interpret US Papyrus? I'm always curious how others interpret him because there's a good range of them!
Ooh, in general?? Hm, I guess mostly the way I try to interpret him is sort of like if you gave UT Papyrus chronic fatigue and issues tied to having to act as the judge in his world! Which, to me, basically makes him very silly, kind, sassy, but also very insecure and very lonely.
I should explain- ough this is gunna be an essay so there'll need to be a readmore soon aha, but I should explain how the whole "judge" thing usually works in my interps!
It's not an inherent thing, or some "angel given" power, there has always been an acting Royal Judge, someone the crown had appointed that they felt they could, well, trust the judgement of, who they could consult about crimes and justice and whatnot. The prior judge Fell some years ago, but since Toriel/Asgore had already left, Asgore/Toriel never appointed another, as a sort of self punishment as well as a promise they would continue with their task of collecting the human souls without the assistance (or interference) of someone else.
That was until Sans/Papyrus came along. The "judging" effect was caused by one of the many methods Gaster used to make the brothers, involving the justice soul trait. This is where the KR came from, as well as the unique ability to "see" the sins in others' souls. After discovering this unique ability, eventually the king/queen asks Sans/Papyrus to act as the new judge (as well as some other reasons that vary depending on AU).
Now, the kr and "judge" ability manifested in Stretch much later than the sanses in non-swapped AUs, which made it a much more difficult transition that only made it much harder for him to socialize with others. He basically couldn't "turn it off", which, on top of feeling incredibly guilty about the invasion of privacy, made him feel anxious and stressed out and couldn't help but put the negative thoughts front and center in his attention, making him also feel like those were the most prominent thoughts and feelings of those around him.
So like, you know how anxiety and self image issues make you feel like everyone secretly hates you or finds you annoying or etc etc etc, basically, he had "proof" that was true, and despite trying his best to ignore it, things are already hard enough for a pre-teen/teen, on top of his physical health taking such the dip it did around that time, too, he quickly became anxiety riddled, isolated, and miserable.
Before then, he was actually a lot like Rus (UT) when he was a kid! And it was hard on Blue, too, since he was practically just a teen himself, so for all of that to land on his brother as well as needing to work harder to take care of him when he had bad health flares, things were rough for a while there.
That being said, Blue did help in keeping Stretch's mental health from completely plummeting, always trying to keep his mood up, encouraging him, trying to find him friends (how he met Undyne aka Sylv!), etc etc, and the brothers grew a lot closer in that time, as Stretch had always admired Blue, and it meant a lot to him.
That was until, of course, things never got any better. His health continued to decline into older teendom/young adulthood, and there was some personal drama here and there, especially involving Sylv, and when Blue joined the guard, that was the last straw. Stretch was sick of feeling like such a burden on everyone, so even though he'd initially turned Toriel down to act as judge (knowing his brother absolutely hated that she'd even asked him in the first place), he went back to her and accepted. That was really when the distance between the brothers started, which wasn't helped by the resets starting up soon thereafter.
(Quick aside, as he got older, he did get the hang of controlling his "judging" ability, and "turning it off" is no longer an issue for him later on)
So in his efforts to become more independent, he worked a lot on his social life and how to interact with others and make himself well liked. Sure, maybe he doesn't really have any real friends, and people forget his name all the time, but he'd finally learned how to utilize his heightened intuition to get along with people, rather than weird them out.
He’s still riddled with anxiety and self worth issues, but he’s gotten incredibly good at masking, and typically comes off as very relaxed and friendly. He’s a big fan of wordplay and very mild practical jokes (like those types of gags where you put on Groucho Marx glasses and pretend to be someone else. Blue always plays along for the bit), but he has a tendency to hold people at arms length, and tries to avoid others actually getting to know him.
Very few people know he’s the judge, and he prefers it that way, he'd rather everyone underestimate him so he never disappoints. That being said, he does still make quite an effort to help those around him without their knowledge, and he’s still lowkey very interested in engineering and computer science. Him and Rus are definitely two peas in a pod when it comes to interests, they could talk about comics for hours on end, but the primary difference is that Stretch tries much harder to hide how much he cares, where as Rus will shout it from the rooftops.
I'm not a big fan of the characterizations that make him a huge brat, sometimes even an outright jerk, I don't really understand them since neither Sans nor Papyrus are like that, but w/ my guy, he’s definitely a huge dork and sweetheart, who just also happens to be very sassy at times ahdjfjsksk
He also still holds on to his belief in others, like Rus. Even despite literally knowing better, he’s also been proven right too many times to lose that hope, which is why, in his fight, as opposed to UT Sans, he gets very quiet and looks miserable. He genuinely doesn't want to hurt them, but he knows he’s out of options. When he offers an out before the fight, he won't spring a surprise attack, and just offers a genuine hug. The player doesn't get a choice after accepting, they kill him, and his final words are pretty similar to Rus' about knowing they can do better, and he believes in them anyway, though he makes a comment about that sounding pretty stupid with a laugh before he collapses off screen.
WOW this got longer than I meant it to I'm sorry huge lore drop instead of just general facts ough BUT ! Idk, hopefully this gives a half decent feel for how I interpret him! I love him a lot I'm mixing him into a salad like a crouton <3
#ty for the ask I'm so sorry I've done this otl#but also I will say I really like the way u interpret him from what I've seen!! he still feels very Papyrus which I feel is super important#w/ the aus 👏💗#I need to draw stretch more I need to finish that sketch page of him my believe nerd boy <3#🧡🧡🧡❕❕❕#us stretch#underswap papyrus#sun spots#op has never stops talking disorder fr ✌️😔#kiok0r0#clear sky sunset#underswap
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it makes me sick
Ricoh KR-10m print, Biro Ink
Felling Square, Gateshead
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