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Jang Hee Bin Ramble
@ longtime followers, you thought you'd seen the last of this, did you?
Anyway, so it's been my unhinged desire to see every version of Jang Hee Bin since I was 12. I'm proud to tell my 12-year-old self that I've seen in more-or-less completion:
Kim Ji Mi's 1961 Jang Hee Bin [eng sub]
Nam Jeong Im's 1968 Femme Fatale, Jang Hee Bin
Lee Mi Suk's 1981 Women of Legend: Jang Hee Bin
Jeong Seon Gyeong's 1995 Jang Hee Bin [eng sub]
Lee So Yeon in 2010 Dong Yi [eng sub]
Kim Tae Hee in 2013 Jang Ok Jeong, Living in Love [eng sub]
Currently watching 1988's 500 Years of Joseon: Queen Inhyeon and the 2002 version. Slide 2007's Shadows in the Palace and 2012's Queen Inhyeon's Man and all I have left to see is 2016's Jackpot and 2005's drama special How Sad it is, to be Forgotten!
Watching the 1981 version is like watching college students use clairvoyance to select future talents to shoot inside their $1.50 set complex and slapping on Court music. As in, the actors are carrying the show. The 1995 version improves on the 1981 in almost every way while using the same script but now comes with an unhinged energy best seen in the random montages and subsequent baby-throwing.
I don't have any impression of the '88 version yet but the 2002 is everything 12-year-old me hoped for, although a little dry at times. Everyone's seen the other versions from 2010 forward so I need not elaborate there. Still waiting for someone to find footage of the 1971 daily drama in some abandoned warehouse or something.
#i'll only die after seeing THAT#jang hee bin#kdrama#1961#1968#1981#1995#2010#2013#2007#shadows in the palace#500 years of joseon#sageuk
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i am predominantly a diehard kieflo enjoyer, but am also a gleeful multishipper who can appreciate the potential of other couples so i'm doing my service today by suggesting a ship name for kieran/crispin if there isn't one yet : mutsushipping. crispin is another name for the mutsu apple, which is a cultivar from aomori ( one of the prefectures kitakami is based off of. )
#the only reason why i found this out was bc i hc that florian nicknames the applin kieran gives to him mutsu#and then i found out the alternative name after. i like to think him and kieran call him crispin jr sometimes#idk if this is a ship i'd really explore myself bc i kinda prefer them as friends#but they're still v cute i can see the potential there#but i must share my ship name ideas or i'll die#pokemon#pkmn scarvio#elite four crispin#rival kieran#crispin/kieran#crispin x kieran#mutsushipping#mj.txt
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Me playing again KH2 and seeing Luxord Heartless. A bit familiar by his design with the Lich ? (And by the name because Grim Reaper is also a "Death" vocabulary's family )
The same Heartless that pushed Sora using the power of awakening the time too many and causing him to finish in Quadratum. Where the "Luxord looking driver guy" is ?
Plus they share some same elements:
- the design/name like I said. By the sad eyes with the red version and the Lich.
-the symbolism of cupidity. If Reaper is the Greed of Jack for gold, the Lich is Sora's Greed for his friends. And these two Heartless try to steal it by inducing death to their victims (Jack by keeping the Aztec coffin curse in place and Sora by using a magic that cost him something)
-Reaper appeared in the only world with "real humans" and the Lich is kind of a guardian gates to a "real human world that happens to be imagination but in this world the imagination is Sora's reality". I know there were also Reapers in Dark Road but I don't really remember what kind of Greed they represent (Queen of Heart ? Keyblade Weilders gang greed for I don't remember what ?).
Another hints to link Luxord to the mysterious driver...
That guy is pretty enigmatic. He knows things but nit everything...
...Don't judge me...I'm waiting KH Missing Link and KH4 news the best I can.
#kh#kingdom hearts#kh theory#kh headcanons#losing my mind#plz help#Rage form is my helmet#because my own form is Madness for the Wait#and I also run like a shadow Gollum from my cave when I see shinny KH stuff or crazy theories/headcanons#threw me in a volcano#but only after KH licence true ending#And if you're asking yes I stopped the cutscenes for 20 minutes just to make that post#now I'm gonna kick is ass like Roxas kicked Saix#or I'll die by trying#edit: i won with only two hits because i wanted to end it quickly#too bad for a no hit fight :((#i wanted to feel like Yozora. maybe later#by the way he has ANOTHER Lich looking Heartless !#My conspiracy head has the biggest aluminium hat ever on top of her
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apparently i also put tolerate it by taylor swift on my playlist for vene....... i also see it. perhaps in a looser sort of way.
#( 💭 faun thinks )#maybe i'll talk abt some of the songs i put on there for him..... because i can. nobody can stop me in my own home.#with this one in particular probably a controversial take but i see it relating to his close relationships#because... think about it...... a lot of the ppl he's closest to insult him... esp romano... and even germany#that + how i see him having issues w/ self worth given his history of being chased after for his inheritance#+ the fact that he clearly takes words to heart with how much he praises others and seems to love being praised#i think he actually doesn't feel that loved but keeps up w/ trying to be loving because it's all he can really do#acknowledging that feeling of discontent would just create problems he doesn't want to deal with#and doesn't think can be dealt with to begin with#do the people he loves actually love him or do they just tolerate him#also i see parts of this tying into his childhood w/ austria as well#being scolded and bullied despite attempts to Be Good and earn Approval#which i think particularly fucked him up after living w/ rome and being treated overall well#only for him to die and vene to be kicked out into the real world where he was terribly mistreated#i see him feeling like he fell from grace in some way going from being a good kid who was praised#to one who could never do anything right (being a hyperbole)#thus feeling like he has to earn back or maintain that status of being Good#yet also w/ his experience of being sought after for his inheritance... ok losing the point here but i have Thoughts#thoughts i keep in the tags... for now...#keep meaning to make on itapost on this topic but then i get too nervous lol#i've also been wanting to make an itapost on vene's feelings towards rome and how he feels like he has to live up to some standard#in relation to him (but obviously doesn't and how that affects his self esteem)#soon maybe#itaposting
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CRUSH UPDATE #3 (ik this is getting annoying, I'm a lil embarassed but I want to rant okay) today's Sunday so he came!! We had sm interaction today omgg 🥹
Like we stared at eachother alot and smiled and stuff, we do this warm up kinda thing while standing in two seperate lines, and he almost always stands facing me, today one of his friends (who stand all the way across the room) went "dude why are you standing all the way over there?come next to me" and omgg he literally took a brief glance at me and shrugged his friend off (albeit without giving him any verbal answer) before one of the coaches yelled at him to go stand next to his friend lol.
I kid you not right after that happened, the warm up started and his friend kept suspiciously glancing between me and my crush lol (did he know something was up? Idk)
We also do this warm down thing, and the coach told me to sit in the middle, and my crush was too busy removing his shoes, that when he came, I was already seated in a way where we wouldn't be able to face eachother :( he searched for me in the rows of ppl and literally smiled at me a little disappointed after he found out. I could literally just feel us talking w our eyes lol
In the end of the class, I was looking at him getting picked up by his mom from out the room's window, and he waved at me TWICE, once as he was approaching his mom, and another as he turned back and looked at me staring at him from the window ahh
I honestly never had the chance to ask him if he gonna come to class on the week days, so I'll more or less have to wait and see for myself tomorrow, the reason he didn't come all of last week was bc he was sick.
#I fear that I'm getting a little attached to him chat#I swore I wouldn't do that bc ik I'll have to stop going to that sports class after a month or so#Ughh pls i hope he comes tomorrow aswell#Classs was so damn boring without him last week#I'll die on the inside if I'll only get to see him on the weekends (that's like two days)#✧✿Elora's thoughts✧✿#~♦° Elora yaps°♦~
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#damn my teeth on my left side reallyyyyy fkn hurt#last night it started hurting so bad i couldnt fall asleep#i took some regular over the counter pain pills nd they brought down the pain a bit#so it at least didnt hurt as bad as it did first#but now after sleeping a few hours it still hurts ://#idk what to do... bc i've googled but it is like impossible for me to know what this is. could be anything rlly#nd w physical health stuff im not as terrified bc i can just go to the ER. when i was there it only cost $15 lol#but dental care is so fkn expensive i dont even have that in my account#anyway. i could get an 'urgent appointment' which i get financial aid for... probably. thats the thing. it's not 100% certain#idk what i should do bc like i could wait it out nd see if it'll pass nd then wait on my appt the 6th may#or maybe i should call my dentists nd ask them what they think nd if they can give me an urgent appt..#i hate calling tho. i know that sounds ridiculous esp when im dealing w pain but my avpd makes it so so hard for me. i'd almost rather not#if i was smart nd normal thats what i would do. just call them nd see what they decide for me. maybe i'll wait nd see nd call tmrw....#nd idk abt the pain. like it rlly hurts but it isnt extreme i think.. but when i press one tooth it hurts a lot nd makes me worried it's#dying 💀 nd like u can actually die from teeth pain nd complications... nd infections nd stuff. it's scary af 😭#idk if my tooth is dying nd i need to contact a dentist rn or if its smth that can wait for a bit#i mean if i had a job nd a salary i'd book an appt for tmrw nd get it checked but i have to discuss w myself bc i cant afford lol#ugh this is the reason im terrified of dental problems. the pain is awful nd theres nothing u can do if you're poor#my head keeps spinning idk what i should do abt this 😭 i csnt make up my mind. just want it to go away on its own but i know it wont#nd it hurts so that i can barely sleep or eat or concentrate. so i rlly dont know.....#oh if only things were easy
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This work week will suck so bad I'm dreading it so much
#and this is mainly because of the commuting#by train#and the giant fucking desktop screen i will have to transpost in addition to my 2 heavy ass bags#and that i will have to talk about my stupid job and what I do in front of a bunch of university students on Tuesday#i spend 4 hours a day commuting (it'd be 3 hours but let's be realistic with the train situation)#it makes me want to die#for 7 hours in the office I'll be out for 11 hours#or you know. 12 to 15 hours considering the endless possibilities of train fuck ups#in overcrowded disgusting trains with heavy bags and this stupid screen that's bigger than my torso#i refuse to drive though. driving is the only thing worse than taking the train.#also i guess work will be quite annoying too after my 2 days off#i can see myself working 10 hours of overtime again#and the week after will be even worse#but then there will be one chill week so yay for that#void screams#i need to stop talking so much on here
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still thinking about how each animorph's fate is directly related to how much they enjoyed the war
#animorphs#I swear I saw a post about this years ago but I don't know where it is#so I guess I'll say it again#Rachel loves the war. She flourishes in it. She self-actualizes. And it's terrible#She and her friends don't even know what peacetime Rachel would look like. *Can* she even exist outside of the war?#And it turns out#No! She can't! Peacetime Rachel never comes to pass! She dies before the war is over!#While Ax. Ax is relatively unbothered. He did enlist in the Andalite military after all. He's not as haunted as the rest of them#After Rachel dies he's the next. Peace comes but he chases the echoes of the war and it ends him.#In some awful way where he's gone but he's not. Not exactly dead but absorbed into a greater hive mind#And of course Cassie hates the war. Hates fighting hates killing hates it the whole way through#And when it's over she manages to move on. She spends her days saving the environment#And when battle again comes knocking at her door she says no#She says goodbye. She knows she'll never see the rest of them again.#Because the rest. They hate the war but not as much as Cassie.#And they try to move on but unlike Cassie they can't.#So off they go to enter into another war. And maybe they survive but maybe they don't#Leaving only Cassie as the real survivor of the war. Alone on Earth while her friends all went to die in space#goddamn#I hated the last book as a kid#I still wish they had a happier ending#but there's so much to chew over and cry about#it's a really good ending
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not a single person asked for my opinion but I have decided i'm going to trust iñaki again, I think he can be the goalkeeper he always seemed he was going to be and that last year's performance was more of a mental thing than an actual reflection of his abilities
#I do think if we have a good option to get rn we still should go after them but aside from woj i dont see anyone else free#so I'm not only rooting for iñaki but after considering it for a long time I'm actually actively thinking that he might surprise everyone#like genuinely think he has it in him#ofc I understand the doubts (though I think there's a bit of an overreaction to how 'bad' he actually was last season) and I had them too#but yeah thought about it long enough and I think he might just “be good again”#and obviously im not certain and am not dying over this hill but yeah im giving him a chance#btw one thing about woj (and I LOVE him do not get me wrong he's one of my favourite recent goalkeepers I would die for him and I'll be#happy if we get him) is that his footwork isn't really a strenght? and hansiball actually seems very dependent on a gk who can pull that of#so it would be interesting to see if he is actually suited to the team#ofc that's part of the argument of what do you prefer? average-ish shot stopper with great ball playing abilities or exceptional shot stopp#*shot stopper who's average at footwork and ball playing?#for us I actually prefer the first one (which mats leaneds towards) but I know lots of people prefer an exceptional shot stopper#and I think that's a bit of a busi like case where people didnt appreciate what he brought to the team until he was gone#fc barcelona#iñaki peña#fcb#barça
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Dark Urge well he means so much to me
#walks away#final form thycius: you can kill me if you want i'll just come back:F#dark urge: you. you wont. this whole journey has stopped your curse. you will actually just Die if you are killed#thycius who still has no real way of processing that death is real: dude its fine i promise and it'll also be funny#aw made myself sad thinking about thycius seeing death for the first time after his curse is lifted:( i think it'd be the death of a small#creature but it feels like a million lives have just been lost. wyll tries to gently explain that the process of reincarnation that thyc#went through is not normal and was only really a Her thing. i want her to go through a period of solemn contemplation#her: if this is what death is then this fucking sucks#maybe...she will miss her curse a bit😳?#thycius
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first of all, the duffers absolutely didn't have the full series planned out from the start because Stranger Things was originally pitched as a limited series with 1) the potential for a direct "sequel" that would follow the younger kids as adults (basically, they pitched "It") or 2) an outright sci-fi horror anthology. second of all, even if the duffers did have everything mapped out from the start that doesn't mean that plan isn't garbage.
#strangerthoughts#sorry ST reddit is driving me INSANE. please crawl back out of the duffers' asses#these guys literally lost the plot back in S3 and course corrected so hard that everyone collectively experienced whiplash#if they had any kind of plan in mind it definitely wasn't until after S2#I would argue it wasn't until after S3 tbh#like. S1 was definitely intended to stand alone#S2 was a direct continuation that only happened because netflix saw the show as profitable#and the duffers scrambled to yeet something out in a little over a year#which is why the justice for barb plot is a thing and el's plot is so disconnected from the rest of the season#they had no idea what to do with her when she was SUPPOSED TO DIE#S3 feels like the duffers pitched an anthology season and netflix said no#like. I could have liked S3 as a standalone campy action comedy#but it being a wacky season in the midst of non-wacky seasons makes me wonder what the duffers were smoking#and if the duffers had a solid plan for vecna before S3 I'll give them my left kidney free of charge#because S4 is a messy season. they crammed things in there that did not need to be crammed in#they bloated the cast and clearly had no idea what to do with 75% of said cast#and when I talk about the episodes being too long I'm directly referring to how in the last episode the kill vecna crew are being#STRANGLED BY VINES and PINNED TO A WALL for like thirty minutes straight#at that point someone should have suggested they reevaluate what they just wrote. because what they wrote sucked#I genuinely don't think the duffers will ever be show runners again#I think they'll continue to direct. which they are pretty good at. but I don't see them ever writing anything majorly successful again
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REX AND AMANDA'S ROMANCE HAS ME ABSOLUTELY FUCKED UP RN OH MY GOD
(full on comic spoilers under the cut just in case)
FUCKING ME UPPPPP
#They've had me on the ropes for a long time but throwing her into space was my final fucking straw oh my god#Like I've been staring into space thinking of their epic centuries spanning alien dimension romance the past few days#Now THIS#There's only so much I can TAKE (I'm loving it actually it's so OUCH)#They both won't give up but he doesn't love her enough to give up what he's doing and she loves him too much to give up on him#I want to explode and die#Also I did decide to take a break right after he throws her into space to kill her bc I need time to absorb it#So I'll see if she somehow survives or not lager#Later*#But yeah holy shit dude#She loved him for SEVEN HUNDRED YEARS and he THREW HER INTO SPACE bc she was getting in the way of his plans.#But also he's GENUINELY DEVASTATED BY IT. He's WEEPING ON THE FLOOR BC OF IT. BUT HE DID IT ANYWAY.#It's so FUCKED#invincible comic
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back to obsessing over Richard
at first he doesn't seem to have any obvious fatal flaws - no hubris, no hunger for power etc
but his fatal flaw is this little voice in his head that whispers sometimes ''maybe violence IS the answer tho"
it's not like he believes that it's a good solution; but sometimes it's the more reliable solution. more efficient solution. faster solution.
and oh how he wants to speedrun his way back to being respectable citizen
(which is, of course, very ironic given the methods. but deep down he believes that he's so good at killing he can afford being immoral. he tries to get rid of this belief but to no avail.)
#like. sometimes he wants to do a good thing but the more violent way to get that is the way he prefers despite everything#like getting Tommy out in s3 finale. he could have broken into the house and try to do it stealthily#but no. he went in and started blasting guns in a very ''either i succeed or i'll die trying'' kinda way#then with proving Gilian guilty#he could have just waited for the final trial in the custody case#Julia's arguments were strong after their marriage and with Gilian accused of murder they were practically winners#but Richard had to make sure. and he thought he could only achieve that by using his killing skills#ugh. the complexity of this character#esp his character arc#the writers were like ''oh see how broken he is''#''just kidding! he started to heal; not so broken now! just a guy who wants to be loved!''#''anyway look how deeply broken he is. more so that you realized''#it's like a reverse matrioshka#where the surface-level angst covers the deeper abandoned dreams which in turn cover an ocean of angst of much much bigger scoop#* scope#anyway his fatal flaw is deep-seated belief of ''i'm so good at killing that i don't have to be moral'' which persists despite him trying#to fight it#boardwalk empire#richard harrow
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Me souvenir de quoi ? De mon mari, de mes filles ? Je me souviens pas Sandra, c’est pas ça qui me revient… ce qui me revient c’est… c’est l’autre, l’autre Catherine, celle que personne n’a envie de retrouver.
SANDRA WINCKLER & CATHERINE KEEMER in LES TÉMOINS 2.08
#Les témoins#No one can convince me that this wasn't Catherine's way of asking Sandra to be with her#No one#They're going to be living together in fact#And helping each other juggle all those kids they have#And their respective ex-husbands#And Catherine is going to keep showing Sandra how to free herself from the expectations the world has put on to her shoulders#And Sandra is going to keep reminding Catherine that this version of her is the only one that matters#That the true version is the only one that matters to her#The only one that ever mattered#Also Sandra is looking at Catherine's lips in that last gif#That was a kiss waiting to happen istg#She went to the hospital just to look for her!!!#Just to see if after everything they've been through together maybe now they can be at peace together#Free for the first time in their lives!!#I'm so mad they didn't have the courage to give them a proper ending#after hinting at it every single episode#I'll die mad ig#Audrey Fleurot#Marie Dompnier
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listening to juri's speaker playlist and reminiscing fondly about the red war and i was so zoned out that i managed to convince myself i could replay it and then i Remembered and it was like lucy pulling the football away from charlie brown except my brain was somehow both charlie brown and lucy
#at this point bungie#bungie listen to me because i'll only say this once#at this point. i would buy it again. just to be able to replay it#i would be furious at having to pay for things you stole from me but i would. i would. just to play red war again.#every other mmo manages to be massive without vaulting anything#just put more effort into the story than the graphics and most of the players won't care#i would take lower res to be able to play the stuff i BOUGHT#personal#fel's destiny#sigh. every time i get into destiny i can't help but get salty about this#i just miss the red war so much#it was the best of d2 for me#coming into it after being a d1 player for a while was an incomparable experience like i'm so so so happy i got to experience it like that#i will never again feel the emotions i felt coming to the tower in that storm#seeing the traveler caged#losing my light#all those cutscenes with the speaker#getting called 'saladin's young wolf' by shaxx at the beginning <3#i will die on the hill that if bungie hadn't started the seasonal model they'd still be making a stellar game#put all the work into the expansions like every other mmo and deliver a big punch of incredible story#people find shit to do in wow and ffxiv and warframe and etc etc in between expacs#they'd find shit to do in destiny as well#but they just gotta capitalize on that fomo#and cater to the people who play it 24/7#knife emoji etc etc#i bitch but i'm still fucking playing i guess#i just wish my beloved would return from the (red) war that's all#and that the seasonal model would die and bungie would realize it's OK not to make money constantly between expansions#that's called making an mmo babes#charge a sub like ffxiv does if you're that desperate
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My boss is giving me a pay rise and I've already blown it all on five comedy shows in April and my best friend's moving overseas forever at the end of March so I need comedy to fill the Biancyes Fasolo pizza hole in my life and
#I'm seeing Claire Hooper and Melanie bracewell and Celia and Joel creasey and nina oyama & I'm sure I'll wake up and buy more tickets at 3am#see a show every night#may as well#and after the festival is over I'll just die#it'll go Taylor in Melbourne then Taylor in Sydney then Brisbane then Sydney then pink in Melbourne then comedy festival then#dead#that's it#that's me done for the year#wake me up only if Collingwood go back to back#let me die if Carlton wins
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