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shut up i’m not crying, you are
#no but i’m balling my eyes out#i miss him so much#shaking sobbing crying throwing up screaming#i can’t put it into words#i’m really proud of him though#but im still losing my mind over this#alex turner#arctic monkeys#tlsp#the last shadow puppets
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So apparently red deer shed the velvet on their antlers before shedding their actual antlers, they get completely red and it looks like a massacre tbh
So naturally I had to draw Alastor shedding
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#not tryna beg or anything but I would really appreciate if you guys reblogged this 🙏#really trying to push this#I’m really proud of it#btw I don’t think I conveyed this well enough#but Alastor is really angry / annoyed at the shedding#the second one though could be seen as him tryna scare someone#my art#digital art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#hazbin fanart#red deer#favs#deer alastor
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(Please click for quality!)
This took an embarrassingly long time that I’m not willing to admit to
I just wanted to draw them In sweater vests lol, as inspired by @mr-jack-letterman it was never supposed to get this out of hand…
Anyway below the cut is a 28 hour timelapse condensed to 30 seconds for your viewing pleasure
Just ignore the first few seconds lol I initially drew this on a doodle page intending this piece to be just that… oops.
#It’s honestly so embarrassing to admit that I really did spend 28 hours on this… like why#I could have just left it as a quick doodle#BUT NO#I wanted to render it a little bit and then that little bit turned itnnto very much not a little bit#I do think the rendering looks pretty good though.#I’m especially proud of the rendering on Eelektross#It was like 3am the day I started rendering him and I felt like I got possessed by the rendering gods#before I knew it I had blacked out for 3 hours and he was rendered#crazy stuff#art#my art :D#submas#submas emmet#submas ingo#warden ingo#pokemon ingo#ingo and emmet#ingo#subway boss ingo#subway master ingo#pokemon emmet#subway master emmet#subway boss emmet#eelektross#chandelure#pokemon#pokémon
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Sans x you week day 4: Free space
Event hosted by @sansxyouweek 💞💞
#myart#Undertale#Undertale au#error#error sans#self insert#self-insert#this is the last time I draw him in vector sjjsjdndjsj 😭😭#I’m terrible with smooth brushes like that#so it takes forever#despit my struggles though#I’m actually really proud of how error came out!!#:)#sans x y/n#sansnomaly
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Blyke in Season 3.
This is my prediction. With the way Season 2 ended, I think they’ll find Blyke months later looking something like this.
Shit happens to people in prison. Terrence was murdered in his cell, Rein was worried about being killed by other inmates, hell, Blyke’s already pretty banged up in the finale and he’s been there for 2.5 seconds. Not to mention that the Authorities seem to have no problem torturing kids *COUgh* Keon.
Perhaps it’s a bit pessimistic, but the story’s been getting a lot darker lately. I doubt Blyke’s getting out of prison without a little extra trauma at least.
Latest Chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (1)
#blyke unordinary#unordinary#Prediction#Drawing in my diary again#art#unordinary spoilers#normally the spoiler warning is at the top but not this time bc it’s an image post#I changed his expression so many times#I was going for that resigned kind of dead inside look#At first it looked too angry#and then it looked just like nothing#totally nuetral face#then it looked too sad#like he was gonna cry#and then I got this#many more iterations along the way#Was worried about damaging my paper the amount of times I erased his eyebrows#Tbh I think I still fucked it up#Also I spent awhile on the background and you can barely see it#could’ve just made it gray ngl#I also spent a long time on this band of light on him#like as if someone had opened a door and light shined through#but I got rid of it#Waste of my DAMN time smh#I’m rlly proud of the hair though#Shit happens in Lovun Prison#Is all of that blood his? Who knows.#also I drew all those cuts in different stages of healing be proud of me#This was supposed to be a doodle/warmup I did NOT expect it to take all day#Ngl Im really glad I turned my sketchbook sideways for this one bc the lined paper reminds me of prison bars like this
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honestly I was surprised when Orm showed mercy to Dr. Shin and Stingray, really shows how much he grew since the last movie because of the whole “mercy is not our way” thing he was so adamant about in the first film. He was even willing to throw himself back in jail to honor his people. Orm really wanted to redeem himself, not only to Atlantis but to his family as well. I love him.
#part of me thinks orm saw himself in stephen when he said ‘I’ve done things I’m not proud of’#those 4 years in prison really beat his ass though#spit him out a new man#orm marius#aquaman#aquaman and the lost kingdom#dceu#dc comics#dc
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see? him face
vens very cute and I think he deserves to square up with Roxas, who is his friend and not-clone, because it would be really funny but ALSO the boy deserves to win a single thing ever in his life as a break from being the universe and kingdom hearts (the moon)’s milk webkinz. AND! he missed out! on getting an award from the million dreams festival that he won because he was preoccupied with the plot which was not very fun for him and then right afterwards he like, died, so the universe owes him a trophy and an ice cream (he got better so he can have them now)
#blonde men poll 2023#Sorry I didn’t mean to get so invested. my bug got really far though so I’m feeling some kind of parental competitive emotion#kh#link would understand. I think any link would take the trophy and reuse it for either something neat or pointless but cool looking#like a club. or perhaps a contraption. Or a big cup#ven would get really shy upon receiving it and then put it in his room ON THE SIDE SOMEWHERE so no one thinks it’s super special or anythin#but he’s proud of it. if ven got ANY trophy he would be proud of it he’s a very second place getting boy#it doesn’t get him down though. most of the time. he gets tired of it but he’s kind of used to not being special#hi if it doesn’t sound like I’m joking around anymore it’s because I got too into thinking about how ven wld react to winning a competition
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I’ve had my thoughts about this and wanted to share it.
So like, you remember the episode(forget the number) where Shizuka goes to test Mouri, they run into a murder, then Heiji and Kazuha appears and then Heiji mentions how she didn’t come and visits him the hospital?
And like, I call BS! Cause you can’t tell me that Shizuka didn’t drop what she was doing and go to the hospital check up on her son. Maybe even sneak some food into the hospital. I get vibes of a loving and protective mother who would do whatever to protect her kids.
She went to Tokyo to test Mouri because of how many times Heiji got injured while he visited his bestie.
I can understand Heizo not coming right away. Especially if a criminal injured Heiji. He’d made sure that the unlucky person is not going anywhere(and maybe even scare the hell out of them for daring to harm his son). He’d also be messaging Shizuka, asking for any updates(and maybe a photo or two). And once he’s done, he’ll go over and join Shizuka at the hospital.
He’d probably make a jab at Heiji for getting hurting, but he would also make sure that he’s good and that he’s getting what he needs. Also, he would defiantly “ground” Heiji(let’s be honest, Heiji would probably jump straight back into life without giving his body time to heal) and make sure he’s healed before letting him do detective or kendo.
Seriously, Gosho, give them moments of showing how good of parents they are to Heiji. (And like, maybe throw the other parents in there as well)
#detective conan#heiji hattori#hattori heiji#heizo hattori#Shizuka hattori#hattori’s are good parents#dunno why they aren’t shown that way#they are probably the best set of parents in dcmk that parent their kids#they care about Heiji#even though sometimes they don’t really show it#yes I’m look at you heizo#show Heiji your emotions#and how much you’re proud of him#I think I’m rambling now#oh well
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Guess I remembered I know how to draw realism ✨💕
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#glee#kurt hummel#chris colfer#glee fanart#my art#I used to draw a lot of realism back in high school#from age 13 to 17 mostly#really started hating it#did a few more commissions and then stopped drawing realism all together#except for like… drawing classes in art school lol#but now yesrs later#its actually a lot more fun than I remembered#probably because the subject is so breathtaking lmaooo#anyways#i think it turned out really nice! And I’m proud of it :)#hope y’all like it!#I did cartoonify him just a little though#put a bit more emphasis on the eyes#because come on#they are stunning#and I accentuated his smile a teeeeeeny bit because his smile is pretty and I think it fits :)
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me after three days of in-person meetings and team-building activities.
#i understand her completely#that is the face i made this morning at 7:30 and i got up once again to leave my house before 9 am to be social#i am an empty dried husk.#i am a mango seed when you suck all the pulp and fruit off it#it was really nice to see my coworkers cause i work remotely (which is a true blessing)#and i was very proud of myself cause i didnt feel any anxiety going to a work social event/day like I have in the past#it was actually enjoying to interact with people and be social and FLEX those skills that I don’t often get to use#and as much as I like to be a curmudgeon half the time and be like ‘idgaf about what you did this weekend Karen’ you gotta make conversation#there was even someone cute who I hadn’t met before#my grandma and I had a conversation the other day and she’s like ‘so are you dating?’ and I’m like ‘grandma where will I meet a man?’#and she was like ‘you’re right. where would you meet someone nowadays? people usually meet through work#but I work virtually and half the people are married or not cute! but there was a guy in my assigned group who was cute#so I went out of my way to make conversation with him (it was about work and nothing came from that interaction) BUT STILL#it’s a good reminder I *can* have those interactions if I so choose#I was also ovulating though so I think I moving with more hunger shall we say#anyways#i am very very very tired and socially burnt out#i need to go for a long walk. smoke some weed. read fanfic. get off and go to bed. that is my main focus for the rest of the day#thank FUCK it’s friday tomorrow.
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hi so i just finished bridge to terabithia and now i’m unwell and my eyes are red because i’ve been crying before i’d even reached 20 minutes of it for i actually knew what was going to happen and by the time i reached an hour something something i just straight up sobbing screaming into my pillow. and now it’s 12 am and i’m still thinking about them. because god, look at them, how they were, the little world they lived in, wouldn’t you just love that, to run away, to escape, to grasp that childhood naivety and innocence that you lost a long time ago, to feel the sun in your skin and the air in your lungs and to paint fantasies and laugh and play and run hidden away from the world and find an old run down tree house and decided to make it your own little shelter and pin up canvases on the worn wood and paint and let your creativity goes wild and have someone understand you and gets you and do it with you, and wouldn’t you just love to have something so constant, so sincere, so genuine, so pure, so real, that there wasn’t anything else. if i knew i was going to cry this much, if i knew how much space this movie would make in my life, i wouldn’t have started this movie tonight. i would have been in peace on the floor of my room, not realizing how badly i actually want something like this even though i would never unironically admit this to anyone in my life or even myself when i’m outside of the familiar place of my mind, for that matters
#bridge to terabithia#how am i supposed to recover#i wasn’t planning to write a paragraph about it but yeah i kinda love this movie i guess#i needed a good cry and the universe didn’t stop me from choosing this movie i don’t know if that’s nice or simply mean#i was going to watch la la land after this but that’s not gonna happen now#i’m not reading back what i wrote otherwise i would just delete it because i’d think this movie deserves better more coherent thoughts#and i’d say that i’d just rewrite it tomorrow but then i wouldn’t#because nothing would ever beat the “everything i create has to be great or nothing” in me#and i never am proud of what i made unless it’s supposedly only for my viewing#so i actually don’t know if what i just wrote make sense but yeah#my eyes feel so weird right now#also the ending was definitely up to interpretations!! (spoiler alert* just in case)#i myself personally like to believe he dreamed up the last 30 minutes of it and didn’t even go to the museum#and so he’ll just wake up definitely shocked but then still find leslie in her house who was just about to meet him so they could go!!#and because the rope was cut off by the lightning from last night they decide to build the bridge so everyone could cross safe and sound!!#i like my ending better they really should change it#but no all and all the end was really beautiful#even though it took me maybe even an hour to get through it because i keep sobbing and have to repeat over and over to hear what they said#yeah okay anyways sorry for the rant<3#i’m not sure what this is#but glad i could get it off my chest#let’s see how to tag how to tag#movies#just#childhood#whatever <3#nadirants
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#why am I such a disappointment#it’s like I do nothing right#I just told my dad that I applied for a part time tutoring position#I was proud of myself#been struggling to find a job#yet what does he do#goes off on me#about not getting a job this summer#says I really disappointed him#I’m trying to find a teaching job#this is my last summer before I’m full force in the work force#I just wanted to enjoy that freedom#don’t have much on my resume#but only cause my parents said a job could wait#as long as I’m in school#didn’t mention that rule#didn’t apply for graduate school#i’m trying#i’m really trying#but it’s hard to get motivated#i feel like I’m never enough#and can’t share the things I’m proud of#cause then he just goes off on me#and it makes me feel so worthless#so stupid#such a disappointment#nobody cares though#26 unemployed and uninsured#just needed to rant
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hey siri how do I stop feeling gutwrenchingly anxious in the guilt way for using the treatment methods available to me to not be in constant misery
#starlight personal#it’s very bizarre to have my life going objectively well - work is good! personal life is good! family is good!#and still be very mentally ill and feel like I’m faking it even though I know damn well I ain’t scream-sobbing every couple of days alone in#my apartment for attention because What Attention??? my cat????? Bug is never moved by my tears she cares only for string and wires#like I know that cannabis has been immensely helpful to getting me to fucking sleep on a regular schedule and that’s integral to -#my functioning and I know that having emergency klonopin in the event of a total breakout is helpful#and I KNOW that my PMDD and depression and anxiety are very treatment resistant and ketamine is the only thing that’s provided any -#meaningful relief and logically I know I’m not abusing any of these#I’m getting a promotion at work I still go out to see friends regularly I have hobbies I have a girlfriend (??? Wild right)#like clearly these things are working because i’m better now than i was for years leading up to now#SO LIKE. DON’T STOP USING THE THINGS THAT HELP. LOGICALLY THIS MEANS THESE ARE GOOD FOR ME#I always roll my eyes when ppl go off their meds b/c they’re feeling better like babes that’s what the meds are meant to do#if you stop taking them you stop feeling better - but it’s REALLY HARD to get past the cultural conditioning#the feeling that ‘but I can white knuckle my way through this I can force myself to live without’ like WHY BITCH#WE DON’T HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT#AND ALSO. WE’RE STILL GENERALLY MISERABLE BRO. EVEN WITH OUR LIFE IN A BETTER PLACE!!!#DO YOU NOT THINK THIS MEANS THAT WE SHOULD USE WHAT WE KNOW WORKS TO BE LESS MISERABLE#basically it’s really hard to not feel like a loser when the only things that help are ‘fun’ drugs like weed and psychedelics#I feel like I’m being a hedonistic reprobate which 1) is actually kinda cool now that I wrote it out#2) @ myself were not a good enough liar-faker that every medical professional we see wouldn’t pick up on that if that was our motivation#time to remind myself that it’s arrogant to think I could trick many trained professionals without actively trying tbh#that generally helps me get out of my self-pitying ‘ohhhhh I’m awful and lazy and bad and abusing substances’ spiral#to be very mentally ill on main it is weirdly reassuring to be like ‘just as my fanon interpretation of obi wan kinda hates himself but is -#practical enough to take care of himself even when it makes him cringe and want to scratch his face off; I too am aware that self-care is -#radical and punk and In Fact Necessary to beat back the dark and live in the light with hope so yes even though I doubt and -#feel squiggly and guilty about it I’m not going to NOT prioritize my health and well-being b/c self-hatred and self-denial benefits no one’#thank you inner obi wan i love projecting my issues onto you mwah mwah mwah smooches for my favorite boy!!!!!#and smooches for me I’m going to be proud of myself gosh darn it even if I have to fake it at first#see I wouldn’t be able to be nice to myself like this if I hadn’t been doing ketamine treatment for a year IT WORKS BRO KEEP IT UP#SCHEDULE THE DAMN APPOINTMENT AND CLEAN YOUR BONG
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🌀HE’S GONNA GET’CHA!🌀
#// scopophobia#idk if this counts but I’m putting it here to be safe#fun fact Cyrmic does have little animal ears#they’re just. unfortunately behind his big plush horns <//3#usually you don’t see them unles he sticks them out like he is here#playing with shading styles again. genuinely I really love this style so much#this piece came out so good I’m. proud of myself lol#I love making him look diabolical even though he’s just not <//3#he’s just got a villainous little face but he’s such a sweetheart beneath that ominous demeanor#actually genuinely considering that his eyes can go swirly in canon#they just don’t glow white. I don’t think. Unless they do#they probably only really do that when he’s overwhelmed or sick#basically any strong negative emotion ??#except here it’s just. used for silly purposes#he’s my character I get to be silly with his design ♥️♥️#Cyrmic Danderdilly#Bliss#ocs#original characters#original stories#digital painting#digital art#illustrations#The Kiwi Draws
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i think i’ll be done w the obsessed!geto request by tomorrow (today bc it’s 1 am here now!) :D
#hehehehehehe i’m so proud of myself ☺️☺️☺️ i’m also REALLY thankful to the person who requested it! what a cool concept#and i’m also ESPECIALLY thankful to all my new moots who hyped me up! if you see this thank you your words meant SO much 😭🩷#CATORU ANON YOU’RE NEXT! PROFESSOR!GETO ANON YOU’RE RIGHT AFTER!#i’m trying my hand at everything lmao this oneshot is a story abt guilt but also not feeling guilty#CATORU is about satoru as a cat. just hilarious to think about#professor!geto i’m stumped on……… do i try my hand at smut? do i make it a pining oneshot? whomst’d’ve knows. NOT ME!#lemme finish this fic first before i think abt anything else though 😭#THENNNNNNN. after all these methinks i’m gonna start on my v-day wips <333#all geto fics bc if it’s an au i’m in love w him.#personal
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#idk#my mom says I’m like an oracle sometimes#that I see things and they become#and really idk about the truth of all that. I fear rather I am delusional and somehow good at guessing ? idk#but sometimes it truley does feel the lord spends time in my head#he doesn’t whisper to me so much as thoughts come about things and it’s like he says them#I suppose I shouldn’t say he. but it’s close to there so I’ll continue#he told me though dreams when I was little about the house problem#he’s told me of when bad winters will come#he’s told me of wildfires before they start and where they’ll go#sometimes it feel like he watched the phone through my eyes#observes the world with me#and he tells me the things he does not like#but mostly it’s him seeing videos of landscapes. creatures. humans reinventing themselves#and he tells me that he made this . he made these#he’s proud of them#but idk#I sound kinda delusional#but that’s ok I think because I’m not making descisipns or actions off of it or doing anything that hurts anyone or myself#so it’s ok#I don’t think I’d call myself an oracle#I don’t think I’d call myself a prophet either#both of those words are too. much for what this is#I do not hear enough for it to be either of those words#I need a lesser word than these#I just get dreams that tell me about things beofre they happen#I still dream about that fire and the houses in 2033#I don’t know what that’s going to be#I still don’t quite understand those dreams#but it’s going to happen
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