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angelicwolf98 · 5 months ago

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#why am I such a disappointment #it’s like I do nothing right #I just told my dad that I applied for a part time tutoring position #I was proud of myself #been struggling to find a job #yet what does he do #goes off on me #about not getting a job this summer #says I really disappointed him #I’m trying to find a teaching job #this is my last summer before I’m full force in the work force #I just wanted to enjoy that freedom #don’t have much on my resume #but only cause my parents said a job could wait #as long as I’m in school #didn’t mention that rule #didn’t apply for graduate school #i’m trying #i’m really trying #but it’s hard to get motivated #i feel like I’m never enough #and can’t share the things I’m proud of #cause then he just goes off on me #and it makes me feel so worthless #so stupid #such a disappointment #nobody cares though #26 unemployed and uninsured #just needed to rant

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bagginshieldfamily · 1 month ago

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Something I need the fix it AU writers who use Frodo as Bagginsgields child to focus more on:

Gimli meeting a hobbit that looks strangely like Thorin Oakenshield but has the last name Baggins before connecting the dots:

#bilbo baggins #the hobbit bilbo #the hobbit thorin #thorin oakenshield #thorin x bilbo #thorins company #bilbo x thorin #bilbo and frodo #frodo baggins #parentshield #thorin lives au #thorin durin #thorin and frodo #king thorin #gimli #gimli was like: now hold on second…. I may not be the sharpest rock in the moutian but something’s going on there #Legolas #Legolas knew the whole time too #Legolas is just like: relax cause this ain’t our business pal #Gandalf knew the whole time #Thorin finds out and turns into a mess #yes this is au’s where Bilbo isn’t as old and Frodo is only like 17 #I don’t care #let me be delulu #I’m happier in delulu state #Thorin and the company go into panic mode #Bilbo just thinks his husband is dead the whole time but still slaps him when he sees him again cause Bilbo is just that queen #and Thorin accepts it cause he knows he deserves it for trying to throw his hobbit off the rampart #Thorin’s just like: yeah. that’s fair.#and Bilbo cries. and goes on a rant. cause he’s Bilbo mother freaking Baggins and he will if he wants to

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dykedvonte · 1 month ago

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Jimmy killing himself because he knows he is incapable of living an life without Curly and knows that in the miracle chance they were found and saved they would not let him have contact with Curly and he hates the idea he'd actually have to take responsibility.

Even if he lied, its only a matter of time before Curly is capable of showing or telling what a monster he really is, no matter what delusions tell Jimmy Curly would never do that to him.

He understands that he was the monster in everyone's worse moments but refused to accept that at the end. So he made sure that he died without the possibility of it being actualized as he's the only one that saw death as an escape rather than a release. Jimmy truly didn't believe Curly had anything to escape from even after everything and let him have what he perceived as glory as the sole survivor and thus Captain of the Tulpar.

#like he goes from knowing the the system in place ergo Curly will protect him from consequence even if unitentionally at first which #motivates him to take the measures he does but when that system also loses the ability to effectively stop him he drags the corpse around #like a memento of what he's achieved that slowly warps into a worship as he realizes how much it actually did and that even he struggles #without it cause i believe in light of the crash that the thought of losing Curly's unwavering support because he'd eventually protect Anya #over him when Curly's head was yanked from the clouds at either the baby's birth or just the way he was slowly putting things together as #the big picture became less appealing to look at like Curly was slowly realizing it and i think he knew at the crash scene but it was too #late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc #spin off that deals with some psychological metaphorical horror dealing with that but also like I need jimmy dead.#then again none of this is new or even unique ive seen this explained but i also dont think its addressed that Jimmy's refusal to take #responsibility with Anya avoiding it A N D his envious codependency of Curly made him crash the Tulpar as there was not a way he could fix #the what he did to Anya in his mind without getting rid of her and or the pregnancy in a way that Curly wouldn't leave him and thats so #important like he only viewed Anya through his relationship with Curly and hed rather die than acknowledge her as a person and his assult #on her as something that could realistically get in the way of their relationship and taking advantage of it.#mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #jimmy mouthwashing #i hate talking about this dick fuck but he also is like being fascinated by a venomous spider like stay away but i will study you

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lloydfrontera · 4 months ago

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i also like to think that as children javier and og lloyd got locked in a toxic cycle where javier felt like he had to. make up. for og lloyd's bad behavior. like a part of him recognized that his presence in the household was causing og lloyd to act up even worse than he already did normally and he tried to make up for the trouble he 'caused' by being as good of a kid as he could. and this in turn made og lloyd hate him even more because he saw it as an attempt to make him look like a worse son by comparison and that made him act up even more. and then the cycle repeats.

#i talk a lot <3 #tged #javier asrahan #og lloyd frontera #also. at the beginning javier's perfect behavior was definitely also him trying desperately to make him staying with the fronteras worth it #to arcos and marbella. like. he's painfully aware of how tenuous their relationship truly is and he's terrified he'll lose his second home #because him being there is causing more troubles than he's worth #so he thinks that maybe just maybe if he's a good enough kid if he makes them happy enough that will make it worth keeping him around #of fucking course sending him away was never even an option to arcos and marbella but he's a kid and he lost his parents #and he was left to fend off for himself for a good amount of time so he's just. scared. he won't be good enough to keep.#if he's anything less than perfect.#he would eventually grow out of that but the impulse to be a good kid so he can make the fronteras happy never really goes away #it just shifts to him feeling guilty he caused them more trouble with og lloyd and feeling like he has to make up for it #THIS IS NOT CANON I'M JUST MAKING THINGS UP DO NOT FUCKING @ ME #og lloyd was truly terrible tho that one is actually canon lol

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mmmmmmky · 5 months ago

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limutuals another poll

part of a new series of limbus polls i think reblogs with your answers and such would be appreciated :>

#kay posting #limbus company #pollblr #poll #tumblr polls #I think i would be gloom #not bc oh boohoo i am so sad but bc i think it fits #other gloom base egops are ishmael and rodya and honglu #all very mecore #based off their storys from what we've seen it also fits me as a person #ill admit that at first i was one of the canto 2 didnt matter losers before tkt but now that we(i) know more #she is quite me fr #(i didnt plan all of this before making the poll but thinking about it all it fits in quite nicely)#like like #with all that we saw in tkt it starts to fit in more that her ego is gloom despite how cheery she gives off ykyk?#with sonya and being left behind and all that #and now ishmael #based off of how she was for most of canto 5 youd think shed be wrath but #i think that it being gloom is an important distinction esp with the end of her canto #cause like it isnt just wrath and anger towards ahab as it seems but more gloom towards the whole situation and at the end of the canto #we see her be the bigger person and see past the wrath and revenge leaving the gloom ykyk?#maybe i am just pulling all of this way out of my ass #and yeah i gave this like no thought but ne ways #and honglu is me fr bc he is silly and whimsical #anyways anyways i would be gloom #kay goes blah blah blah

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doloneia · 3 months ago

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as an academic i believe every lost greek epic is a tragic loss of valuable material that could have provided modern scholars an immense amount of insight into homeric tradition. however as an odysseus enjoyer, i think the telegony was kinda cringe and ooc

#LIKE YEAH IT SUCKS WE LOST IT DONT GET ME WRONG #but the surviving plot looks. hmm. it looks like a bad sequel to the odyssey #‘oh he goes off on the oar quest’ cool. what else? ‘he stays in this random ass place for 8 years’ cringe. who let their foundation myth in?#i love foundation myths but that one. seems a bit unrealistic bestie he just got home to his family and secured his kingdom #why would he fuck off somewhere else for 8 years right after nearly causing a civil war but retaining control makes 0 sense #Also The Telegonus-Penelope Marriage Gives Me An Ick Sorry #anti telegony #tagamemnon

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ambagel · 8 months ago

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There are so many things I love about the new Obey Me event but THIS THISSSS

FHSJFNKSKFJKAKF

The extra three HDJAJFNAJ LOOK AT HIM HHHHHHHHHH

He wants us to rely on him??? 🤧😭🤸‍♀️

DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL

He clearly cares??? So like??? Are we opening some possibilities here? 🧐 PLEASE???

AND LOOK

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SCREAMING LOOK AT HER

She's so sweet I love her so mUCH

Can

Can we be best friends thirteen

Please

I'll do anything please

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emily-mooon · 7 months ago

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Shoujo manga kiss vs. Horny jail

#this was inspired by a labru doodle with the very same premise #I reblogged it recently when this was posted so go check it out it’s amazing #only if you want to though #I’m a firm believer that Neil didn’t date in high school so therefore he has never been kissed before #you cannot tell me he has been kissed before it’s false #that man hasn’t been kissed in his whole life and is so desperate to kiss someone that when he does get to he goes all in #anyways I finally got in on this art meme and I’m happy I did cause this was fun to sketch out :]#scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim takes off #stacey pilgrim #young neil #neil nordegraf #nordegrim #emily shitposts #adding this tag just in case ->#cw suggestive

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p4nishers · 1 year ago

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random hc but. crowley being a plague doctor in the 16th/17th century bc he's supposedly "tempting people into death" but he can never, ever bring himself to actually do that so he ends up soothing their pain as best as he can and comforting them in their last moments. one night, after he held a little girl's hand as she passed away, he sits down at the banks of the river thames, with his plague mask discarded on the dirt, and he starts out over the water with tears in his eyes, wondering what the fuck is actually the point? it's not the first time he's asked himself the question nor the first plague he witnessed but, here, now after personally witnessing hundreds of deaths every day, he really wonders what actually is the point of him? why does he exist and why should he keep existing. why does he get to live when so many others don't? how is that fair? how is any of it fair? that's how aziraphale finds him, as he just got back from an assignment somewhere or other and hears crowley is in town, so he discreetly looks for him and finds him there, sitting in the dirt, now with his head in his hands, his shoulders silently shaking and is obviously immediately worried but doesn't know how to comfort him or what's allowed so he just sits beside crowley and watches him try to pull himself together. aziraphale's heart breaks, he put what happened together from the mask and the robes and he obviously knows about the bubonic plague but was convinced it was hell's doing and couldn't have even imagined crowley was out there everyday, helping people under the guise of hurting them. is he surprised? no, of course not but it still hurts to see crowley like this. but he's afraid to cross their unspoken rules so he quietly waits crowley out. he watches the water and doesn't dare look at crowley as he lifts his head and takes a few shaky breaths in. after a few minutes of breathing, crowley croaks out "her name was mary" and nothing else, and aziraphale understands, god he understands. it's one of the things they never speak about after it happens but aziraphale can't forget the night he sat with crowley for hours, till the sun came up, as he cried about a death of one little girl. he holds it close to his chest and never, ever forgets.

#neither does crowley. he should've been cast out the second he put that mask on cause he'd never be able to do what they wanted him to but #aziraphale would never ever say a word about this and crowley didn't even have to ask him. crowley remembers how just for a few moments #aziraphale let himself brush crowley's hair out of his eyes tenderly and yearns for smth he will never have #ugh the longing the yearning. 's too much #this came to me at like 2:33 am as i was tryna fall asleep with my little azicrow fantasies and i had this idea for a painting of this scen #and i sketched it in my notes app then was like fuck it and went to sketch it on paper and now here we are #idk if this is coherent and idk if i care #also this was kinda inspired 'and in the waking world we wait and we want' which is a dreamling fic BUT hob was a plague doctor for a while #there and anyway i think about that fic once a day so i randomly steal ideas from that like bro the historical knowledge that fic has???#INSANE. the history nerd in me goes crazy every time i reread it it's so so so good #anyway i went off track there ill leave whatever this is here #good omens #good omens headcanons #crowley #aziraphale #good omens 2 #azicrow #also i dont claim im a writer in any way shape or form im just slightly insane so ignore how awkward this is

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mc-tummy-blur · 5 months ago

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It probably gets lonely up there

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#we happy few #whf #uncle jack #jack worthing #whf uncle jack #mcart #it may be over for me I had this idea two days ago work on it from 1pm to 1am on and off the did the finishing stuff yesterday #I need this man out of my head I’m being so serious right now no one even look at me #if you do I’ll die so don’t #on another note this is like my first time in a long while since I’ve worked with big backgrounds and perspective #it may be off but considering I don’t think it’s that bad #oh yeah incorporating the idea that he likes blue and plus I’m willing to bet one of his outfits has suspenders #so I gave it to his I hear you outfit which idk what the actual color of his suit it #but I’m assuming it’s brown cause of one art that’s like the early bird gets jack I’m assuming that’s the same one #they look the same plus most of his other clothes are in the brown family #besides his news hour/wakey wakey one #also I learned blue goes with brown so I just used the brown to see what the complementary color would be and it got that blue #fun things I learned overall when I did this drawing

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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Jitterbug

#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it #and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago #bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o)#well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall #im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot #i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing????#i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T #because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks #at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better #its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh #in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats #mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year #i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o)#THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o(#yapping #my art #myart #doodles #personal #diary

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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reasons number A Million why not every rgg character needs to be +6ft he looks so fuckin stretched out. actually got put in the willy wonka taffy puller

#snap chats #do you guys know how obsessed i am with this picture its the funniest shit ive ever seen in my goddamn life #why the fuck kume actually look like a politician. Like No Shit but he just /looks like a politician/ yk #oh my god wait its cause he literally looks like ben shapiro i fucking hate this game #i just know aoki put a gallon of hand sanitizer on his hands after that photo shoot jesus christ #THE BACKGROUND stop.#AOKI LOOKS SO LANKY. SICKLY EVEN ITS SO UNNERVING #theres a politician over here God Help Me Remember His Name #JOHN FETTERMAN. GOD HE SUCKS AND HE'S 6'8 LKE WHAT THE FUCK LITERALLY FUCK OFF #would actually make aoki look normal sized ANYWAYS. laugh at this picture with me #petition to retroactively make aoki 5'6 or 5'7 or god even just 5'10 i dont fucking know #i dont usually fuck with canon heights cause im a COWARD but i already fuck with aoki's body (pause) as is #AND YET ITS SO FUNNY SEEING HIM BE TALL AS DICK NEXT TO EVERY OTHER MFER #the worst part about this post is that i know exactly what im referencing and its not a taffy puller #in the tim burton charlie and the chocolate factory movie some bitch ass kid goes in a tv #and he's super teeny and the only way to reverse it is to just Stretch Him Out #tho now that im recallnig i think they did put him in the taffy puller.... lol...#ok this post is done bye

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dennisboobs · 2 years ago

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It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia

↳ moments that make me cry

#PATERNAL RELATIONSHIPS. GUARANTEED TO MAKE ME SOB.#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #dennis reynolds #frank reynolds #mac mcdonald #charlie kelly #ada's gifs #ada speaks #dennis holding brian jr makes me. full on cry.#the way he goes from awkwardly holding him & trying to play it off like he doesn't care. nervous laugh and a glance back at mandy.#'am i doing it right?' i'm not fit to be a father. this is completely foreign to me.#tips his head against his son's. clenches his jaw. tries so hard not to cry with everyone standing there watching. hugs him closer.#says he's done saying goodbye and then backs away with a look of visible upset when mandy tries to take brian jr from him.#and. dennis kissing frank. at first going to hug him but deciding against it. too intimate. too much commitment.#and again... 'am i doing it right?' is this is how sons are supposed to act with their fathers? ''was that okay to do?''#charlie just wanting someone to be there for him. to care for him. to care *about* him.#and frank. who caused immense damage to dennis in the short stints when he was actually around. but *was* around.#frank makes everyone realize that they are what charlie needs right now. that they all love charlie.#dennis. who is grateful for frank having been there. as abusive and selfish as he may have been. dennis took that and closed himself off.#taught himself to guard against it. shut off his feelings. prioritize himself above all else. he's Strong because of frank's neglect.#incredibly damaged. unhappy. but Strong.#because the ones who are supposed to care about you most in the world just don't. YOU have to care about you. that's how frank lived too.#charlie has chosen to avoid his entire life.#and now he's been forced to confront it all. he'd been content not knowing if frank was his biological father.#he had a father figure who cared for him. and he wasn't around because he didn't know charlie was alive. he thought bonnie aborted him.#but the reality of it all is that charlie's biological father avoided too. he knew charlie was his son. he spoke to him and *lied* to him.#and just as soon as they reconnect and have a chance to make up forty years of lost time #he dies. he fucking dies. and leaves charlie alone again. to carry him up a goddamn mountain by himself. shouldering this grief and anger.#charlie can't be selfish. he isn't allowed to now. because his dad died and left him one last task. he still doesn't want to let him down.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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Wait, but what is it about wally in the human au that makes him so weird?? Is it just an ableism thing or does he have like strange habits/interests

mmmm it's a bit of both kinda? more so the latter honestly! i mean by social norms & standards he's already a quirky guy, and i think he'd have a plethora of 'odd' mannerisms & habits on top of that. so yes, he's genuinely strange, but it's up to others to view/treat that as a negative or a positive or a neutral yk yk

#personally im standing off to the side sighing wistfully #wishing i could live my life so unbothered by how the world views me. oh to live your most genuine self without fear or compromise....#like for example i gotta stick with the apple theme. he fucking Loves those things. he'll talk for hours about them #like in his & barn's kitchen there is an Apple Basket for him to gaze upon or pick out an apple to admire or paint #and he gets distressed whenever he views someone eating an apple or cutting one up cause to him they're Not Food & he loves them yk?#and of course there's the intense unbreaking eye contact with literally everyone #unless he's explicitly asked 'dont look me in the eye' he Will Stare Into Your Soul #and if asked he'll Remember & will literally never make eye contact with that person again. he'd rather close his eyes completely #& in this au he's still Constantly Smiling & honestly is very hard to ruffle to the point of it being slightly unnerving #he goes through a haunted house with his friends and has them all cowering behind him as he strolls through casual as anything #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #i could go on! he's just... yk! he's Him! without compromise! he takes norms & expectations and crumples them up!#he looks at them and says 'wow! this is worthless!'#and keeps doing his own thing

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sysig · 1 year ago

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