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serailovesbagelsetc · 4 months ago

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I kept thinking this part that I kept seeing everywhere on here reminded me of something:

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spoiler alert this is what happens after that

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rosesradio · 5 months ago

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i try not to let dumbass fandom disk horse take up any space in my mind but now on behalf of the percico side of the fandom that had to deal with that entitled negativity i wanna write a percico drabble

actually the smuttier and more offensive the better

#i’m gonna open up the inbox for just tonight for the smallest of drabble ideas. just a small thing. also i’m gonna rant in these tags rq #full stop i’m like. done with Minors Online #not like the 16-17 year olds that follow me & are chill & mind their business but the 13-14 year olds who debatably shouldn’t even be here #who just plow through all fandom/online safety & etiquette & don’t just behave like a Dumb Kid Online #but instead the worst breed of entitled inconsiderate leech to fandom spaces imaginable #just screaming ‘i’m a Minor xyz character’s a Minor i can leave anon hate i can shit on artists i can do whatever i want I’m a Minor’#like where are your parents and do they neglect you because you’re insufferable 🧍#okay damn that was harsh i apologize. i do wanna be the bigger person as an adult who like. works & goes to school & stuff #i don’t even care when these people bother me because it’s like…okay? but when they bother other creators that bothers me more #anyways yeah i’ll leave this rant in the tags and fandom tag it fuck it #percico #pjo

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j00stkl31n · 6 months ago

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It makes me so sad that he even has to post this. Why can’t people just be fucking normal and not fucking involve his family??? Or fucking harass him what the fuck?!

#joost #joost klein #like good gods the infighting is insane #I’ll vaguely complain about shit but I’m not gonna actually argue with people #and like ???? stop fucking posting his family holy fucking shit?????#glad I haven’t seen that shit on here but holy fucking shit #leave his family and family photos ALONE #you don’t know him stop acting like being a fan gives you some right to be invasive #Chappell roan literally made a video about similar shit like this today #why the fuck are people thinking it’s okay to just actually stalk someone?!

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quinn-of-aebradore · 20 days ago

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#I need them to be actually clear on whether or not they’re leaving Exandria after this #just. for my sanity’s sake. fucking tell me so I can process that instead of alluding to the possibility #I swear to god Matt has said in interviews before that the rumors that have been swirling for YEARS about this aren’t true #I just can’t fucking find it #they literally talked about how much of Exandria they have left to explore at the Q&A after Echoes of the Solstice! which I know was #a while ago now but come on! don’t switch things up on me like that #i like it here I don’t want to leave. but if you’re gonna leave just say so because I’d like to properly grieve it lol #yes that’s dramatic I don’t fucking care #also if you’re gonna leave please for the love of god give us some more maps and sourcebooks before you go. yes yes it’s a sandbox for us #all to play it but all I know there’s ideas swirling around in Matt’s head and I want to know what they are #tell me about the things you’ve created please #okay I’m done now need to shut up before I throw my phone

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musicalmoritz · 7 months ago

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Every time you ship Mitsuba with a girl, Kou punches a wall

#mitsuba sousuke #mitsukou #soukou #kousuke #seriously i am fed up with these ppl #normally i’d just leave them alone but if they insist on beefing with me i’m gonna beef back #vaguely and indirectly tho since tiktok wouldn’t let me call this one bitch a bitch #you cannot use “chronically online” to dispute every opinion you disagree with #also all fandom discourse is chronically online #shipping itself is chronically online #yes i’m bitter you can laugh it’s okay #just gotta get this rant out bcuz omg straight ppl annoy me sm #he kisses men #he went on a date with a man #again i recognize that this whole discussion is in and of itself chronically online but you literally cannot use that argument #when you’re actively choosing to engage in ship discourse #that’s like showing up to a brothel and calling ppl whores #like yeah that’s technically true but why are you here #mitsuba is gay

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givemebishies · 3 months ago

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#not a Christian but I’m just gonna leave this here #sorry but if you use your Christianity as a reason to vote for Trump you are a hypocrite #I have plenty of issues with Christian theology but not even Christians follow it!!#Jesus would have voted for Kamala #anyways please don’t kill me #check the log in your eye before the sawdust on my shoulder okay?#chatterbun #us politics #us elections #us presidents #trumpism #trump cult #anti trump #fuck trump #bible verse

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madaqueue · 29 days ago

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classes cancelled, time to think about biting

#woke up shaking with lust #ughhhhh okay uhh here we go #cw blood #ajax loooooves to leave bite marks all across your skin #neck and shoulders especially #he bites juuust hard enough to draw blood #and immediately goes to soothe it over with his tongue #and is moaning into your skin the whole time #AGHHH what a fucking freak (vibrating)#oh is this a thirst or not …. it’s all in the tags hhhhxjdjjxjd #i’m gonna go . for no #q speaks

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mazzystar24 · 8 months ago

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Name a historic battle?

Easy

An immigrant student vs student finance and the evidence section of the application

#you don’t provide a section for the specific type of residency permit I have so I gotta mail you every form of id I have #and my name IS different than my official documents which I can’t change so here is my deedpoll too eventhough you don’t have an option for #it oh and here is everywhere I’ve lived for the past millenia and why I lived at each place #oh why did I live there? birth #reason for leaving? that sounds like a question for my therapist to ask #a dated letter from every address i had?#where was Saturn and what was I eating at 2:20pm and 40seconds on march 2015?#my firstborn?#I don’t want kids anyways so win win #a ritualistic sacrifice? okay #okay I sent everything that should be fine right?#only to get hit by another email requesting more evidence #I’m gonna cry #when I first did the application I spent two days doing it and cried and screamed multiple times

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othello-von-cat · 6 months ago

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You ever thinking about biting someone with full force and seeing how much flesh you can rip off their bones?

#just me?#okay #Ima be over here then #thinkin about it #like I’m not gonna unless given proper reason #like if I’m getting kidnapped I’m not holding back #you either takin me and I’m takin a chunk of you #or you leave me alone and keep all your skin

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enterstellars · 2 months ago

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happy new year everyone!!!!

#just passed 12 here the last 7 minutes. yay central time.#especially happy new year to third eye blind who is apparently performing in Austin rn #this year fucking sucked and I’m so glad to leave it behind #i think honestly that’s why I’m so okay right now. this was a rough one but god i hope I can only go up from here #auld lang syne and all that i’m gonna go play Zelda some more before going to bed #i'm rambling again aren't i

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mothmothwoth · 2 months ago

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wow it’s so 2010’s up in here (my media consumption)

#I’m. Rewatching all Super Sentai Shinkenger and Power ranger Samurai okay.#And Dragon ball z abridged has been here for like four months now….#And oh no Fairy Tail #and OH NO 2010 EDGY SLOCK ANIME LIKE SAGA OF TANYA THE EVIL #OHHHH FUUUCCCCCCKKKKK ITS. ITS NO GAME NO LIFE.#and holy shit is that fuckin??? Kagepro?? AGAIN????#AND PANDORA HEARTS???!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!#Go the FUCK home food wars and Black butler. You KNOW I didnt like you that much.#Ohhhhhh fuck Erased not you too pleeaaaaassse let me liveeee #I KNOW I NEVER FINISHED YOU MONOGATARI IM SORRY PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE #Shiiiittttt I need to rewatch Kill La Kill…#not Sao though I think once was enough #Voltron and Steven universe aren’t real they can’t hurt me #I’m sure there’s more that’s going to punch me later…#god this sucks #internetvoid #whwre i liveblog my sanity crashing into media #God next thing you know I’m gonna be watching old YouTube videos ha #…. Haha…. I’m not gonna do that right??

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seventh-district · 3 months ago

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tfw u finally go to make urself a dinner plate and some nasty ass man walks into the kitchen, picks up the entire serving bowl of creamed corn and puts his filthy mouth on the bowl like it’s a giant cup and tilts it straight in. multiple times. 🙃

#could you not wait long enough to get a fucking spoon and your own bowl like a civilized human respectful of other people #Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #food mention #yeah no it’s cool it’s fine it’s not like i wanted to eat some too or anything #it’s not like that’s one of the only vegan dishes here that i can therefore eat haha no it’s fine #i guess a normal person wouldn’t let it bother them but my OCD is having none of it. that corn is Tainted with your Mouth Germs now #oh what you want one of the last rolls that i was gonna eat? yeah no that’s cool man that’s fine eat as much as you want! :)#i hate the holidays more and more every year. nothing but stress and for what. i don’t even like these people #but whatever i guess i shouldn’t bitch about it when i choose to remain here #as if everyone with a shitty family has the power and ability to just Leave. i don’t think you realize the extent of my disability #but fucking whatever #someone put dirty plates in the cabinet with the clean ones #someone put the turkey in with a sink full of dishes #someone put the mashed potatoes in the bread box #i’m not even exaggerating #ahhh the joys of being the only sober person here. man what the actual hell. what level of intoxication must one reach to do this shit #whatever it’s fine i just have to learn to stop giving a fuck. let them be stupid and live with the consequences.#it’s late and i’m getting a stress headache. time to go brave the kitchen once more and actually get food this time #then i can be miserable in bed. but with food :) and eat myself sick as a shitty form of self-soothing #but it’s fine today bc it’s literally Eat Too Much day in the US so for once it’s kinda normal #then be too tired and depressed to make myself brush my teeth. and therefore contribute to my dental issues. two birds and all that #am i even making sense anymore. im so tired. of being a person. and like. existing #but im grateful to have food and running water and electricity and a place to sleep and everything else i take for granted #so i should just focus on that and try to ignore all the bad #ough i feel sick. okay Food Time fr this time. let’s hope no one’s in the kitchen now

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mars-ipan · 3 months ago

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kinda funny when ur brain’s gut instinct is repression so you just kinda watch while your stress and emotions get bottled and corked and the whole time ur just like “that is going to bite me in the ass so bad later but i can’t seem to open the damn bottles without getting glass everywhere so! guess we’ll wait”

#marzi speaks #marzivents #<- not super but this is more negative than i like to be #sorry folks i’ve been mental illness posting a lot #maybe i should get checked for seasonal affective disorder. or maybe this is a trauma response? i DID nearly die this year #i dunno. the trauma stuff in particular is tricky bc if i try to unpack it before i’m ready i could basically just retraumatize myself #but if i wait too long then it’ll do some damage that way too. so i gotta time it right #what i really gotta do is actually contact one of these psychologists i got referred #i think i wanna go for a psychologist instead of a therapist bc i’d like the opportunity for medication/diagnosis if possible #i keep like. almost crying but every time it happens i’m like ‘YESSS CATHARSIS’ and then it goes away. fuckass brain #sighhh. i’m tired. i’m tired of resting too #but tomorrow is a holiday celebrated by eating good food with your family #so i’m gonna try to just enjoy myself and enjoy the day #and it’ll be nice #i’ll probably help cook which i always like doing #i got to chop chocolate tonight. it was really fun i like working with knives #didn’t even get any intrusive thoughts. just focused on making chocolate chunks #it’s satisfying to feel like you’ve made something. chopping things makes me feel like i’ve made something #i want to make more things. i’m really tired all the time lately (different from blood loss tired (i’m relieved i can tell the difference))#and being tired makes it harder to make things #but i’m at my happiest when i’m creating in some way. if you believe in purposes i’d say that was mine #i need to make things i need to put myself out into the world. that way i can look and say i existed. i did something tangible #sigh okay i’m gonna . stop here before this turns into mars shares all of her thoughtfeelings on public website tumblr.com #i know i literally liveblogged my colonoscopy prep to you all (thx again ppl who supported me then btw that was an awful night)#buuuuut i still wanna leave some parts of me a little mysterious. (<- is an open book)

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 4 months ago

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annoyed with my roommate >:(

#B and I share pizzas but I need the pizzas more (safe food) and I buy most of them #so the rule is supposed to be that B keeps track of how many they eat vs how many I’ve bought and buys replacements #Ex: I bought 7 pizzas. B bought 3. B ate 5 pizzas; now B needs to buy 2 replacement pizzas.#this is a rule bc I have a lot of food restrictions and trauma around going hungry and B knows this. and B agreed to buy me replacements.#generally he’s been pretty good about it! but we were both leaving for trips this past weekend and I specifically asked him to replace #my pizzas bc I knew I was gonna be hungry when I got home #and he did not do that. so yesterday I ordered chipotle for dinner bc I could not go shopping bc energy GONE #and now I’m sitting here after class like >:( I wanted to eat lunch and now I can’t #I’ll go shopping after class today I’m just Annoyed. I’ve been spending a lot of money this week bc of trip and I can’t super afford to #order DoorDash or go shopping more than once a week. bc I am unemployed and living off of savings rn.#*screams*#and now I’m sitting here trying to find foods I can eat and reassure myself that it’s okay and I won’t starve #bc body is convinced that me being hungry means that I’m gonna be hungry for a long time #I’m gonna go make some popcorn. I ate the pumpkin brownies Beck gave me so that helps.#I wish I’d thought to ask Hobbs for the leftover pizza slices from Saturday night. ah well.#I’m safe and I will be able to buy groceries after class and I will eat dinner and I’m not in trouble for needing food #it’s okay

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 4 months ago

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google search how to shut off the fight or flight mode in my brain

#camera talks #WOOO. I’m a little bit dying out here #I don’t get why I’m so scared of seeing them #but I am and I think that’s really fucked up !!!#but I saw someone this morning that at a glance Looked like them and I panicked #almost had a panic attack and I just had to leave so I could walk and calm down #but like whyyy. why can’t my brain just register that they’re gone #and that overall they didn’t actually do anything to me I don’t know what to do #(or at least they didn’t actually do anything to my knowledge and I really only got hurt verbally so it shouldn’t be this Bad)#I feel so stuck in my fear #god okay whatever. I’m gonna go bake now <3 #vent #delete later

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skillzissuez · 1 year ago

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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed

#god I hate it here #not to mention you mother and father #SEEING this #simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead #like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this #I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days #but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive #Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though #I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress #and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me #sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong #but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me #My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents #but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department #I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really #I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷‍♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind #if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps #but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize #it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys #I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno #tw vent #tw mention of abuse

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