#i’m genuinely so…… baffled
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nothing like being lied to and betrayed on the deepest level only to then be ghosted entirely
#jk i���ve surpassed being upset. i’m just pissed now lol#wild how someone can live with themselves when they do this kind of shit#i’m genuinely so…… baffled
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Dukat becomes worse the more pitiful he is. Winn becomes more pitiful the worse she gets.
Dukat has these moments where you could almost feel sorry for him, but he just doubles down on how horrible he is in a way that makes you forget that moment of pity because he genuinely and sincerely does not think he’s done anything wrong, ever.
Winn has moments where she seems to be weilding her cruelty like armor, but then has a moment of vulnerability and doubt that make you realise you can’t quite hate her, you just feel sorry for her instead, because some part of her seems to know she’s going down a bad path but she is so terrified she can’t make herself turn back.
Their character arcs look similar on a surface level but are very, very different trajectories.
#star trek#star trek ds9#winn adami#skrain dukat#stella talks#.also winn is a really attractive women so she gets extra sympathy points from me on that basis to begin with—#.what who said that.#.i think both their actors do a wonderful job of making them feel very… human.#.dukat comes across as genuinely seeing himself as a hero and having that cognitive dissonance baked in. he sells it as sincere.#.winn… god the things i could say about her actress making her feel so very alive…#.gimme some time to rewatch all the winn episodes and i’m going to turn into a winn apologist blog.#.yeah she did all that but she was pretty and i think kira should have kissed her.#.so was she REALLY in the wrong hmmmm????#.and having been recently converted to kira/ziyal shipping and being a big fan of keiko/everyone the sapphic polycule is getting fun.#.<- the sapphic polycule has the side perk of being one which would make dukat utterly baffled.
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in honor of me finally watching season 2 of the bad batch (and once again losing my mind over these two) i decided to redraw this old comic of mine!
(originally based off of this post by @simplysummers!)
#AND APPARENTLY MY WISH CAME TRUE because i will genuinely be impressed/baffled if we don’t get any omega + crosshair interactions in s3#i’m literally so excited for it#also. not to toot my own horn but. i’m literally so proud of the improvement between the two versions omg#i won’t lie there are some things i like better in the old one (mainly some of the expressions)#but i’m still very happy with the new one overall :]#also if any of you actually remember the old version you deserve a veteran’s discount <3#star wars#tbb#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#crosshair tbb#tbb omega#omega tbb#crosshair and omega#the bad batch crosshair#the bad batch omega#long post#kam’s art#my post
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US folks I just want to ask, from the bottom of my heart: how in the world?!
#us politics#us election#election 2024#genuine question though like why?#I’m so genuinely baffled by the amount of people who would rather have a criminal be their president like… HELLOOO?!#also so sorry to the people this will affect I’m holding your hand it wasn’t your fault you did your best
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I think something else that kind of puts me off the neve/lucanis thing is the fact that this appears to be the one NPC romance that re-uses the same lock in scene we get as the player?
To the best of my knowledge this isn’t the case with Taash or Harding’s romance scenes, Emmerich & Strife happens mostly off screen so that’s exempt too. But for some reason with Lucanis it’s basically the same scene with Rook model-swapped for Neve.
Like, some of the vitriol towards this ship can definitely just be marked down as garden variety biphobia & the occasional side of character related possessiveness (no judgement we’re all mentally ill I’ve been there lmao) but I’m also just seeing this overwhelming sense of… idk how to explain it exactly, it’s almost like an energy of depressively resigned rejection across platforms? Was the decision to not have this be a unique scene for the player a budget issue/cut content? You can argue him remembering what your favourite dessert is makes it unique but honestly that’s just a few dialogue flags of difference.
It still comes across as a shortcut for the player’s story. Realism in relationships aside, I actually don’t think it’s a bad look for us as consumers to assume we’re going to get a certain level of indulgence here for that reason. I don’t think everyone needs to be falling over themselves to kiss Rook’s feet, but I think it’s okay for our chosen li to be a bit more of a fantasy, yknow?
If it was a given from the start that the npcs were going to pair off, I think it would have been better if this only happened after your romance of choice was locked in, or at least past the point in the game where you would get a lock in scene (correct me if I’m wrong, but those all seem to trigger around the same time for everyone). Because of how the game is paced, we’d get to avoid spending the first 40 hours listening to ambient flirting when we’re exploring, which imo would also help npcs being received. There’s a distinct lack of interpersonal reactivity Veilguard whenever it comes to Rook (genuinely, why is this such a lonely protagonist?) but the relationships between companions seem to chug along nicely. Seems like a bit of a design flaw to have pre-romance flags active but to still be hearing how much your chosen li is apparently into this other person?
I don’t see the same amount of pushback towards the other NPC romances as I do Neve/Lucanis, which honestly looks like it comes down to how his romance specifically was executed & how the narrative likes to prioritize relationships between other people vs. ones with Rook. I don’t expect writers to not have favourites because that’d be hypocritical of me lmao, but I do expect a professional studio to be more adept at either covering it up better or giving your players enough attention to offset it. I haven’t seen anyone reflecting on how comparatively empty Neve’s romance felt to other companions the way I have with Lucanis, so I have to assume it isn’t. But with his route, it just feels extra :/ that one of maybe three scenes we get is just recycled content for his other possible partner.
(Obligatory disclaimer: I see the vision behind the ship and I don’t hate it nor am I jealous, I just feel like with those two characters in particular it should have unfolded much slower than one game would have allowed & also I expect a certain degree of wish fulfillment when it comes to these games, not feeling like the player character is the writers’ afterthought. Hating Neve for this is a bit much because 1. She’s not real and 2. She’s also not responsible for writing decisions so I think taking jabs at the female character involved is kind of a waste of energy [once again I get the jealousy thing, but still.])
#veilguard critical#this might be disjointed idk I’m writing it between work stuff#anyway the scene recycling is so????#at minimum it puts a bad taste in my mouth#once again the weird lack of care rook is show is baffling to me#like there’s this and the fact that we can only ever listen in on conversations not participate#what a socially isolated experience! even mass effect didn’t have this problem#and I would argue that there were less social opportunities there compared to da#but I didn’t notice it there the way I am here#when Garrus/tali happened I thought it was poorly done because there was 0 lead up whatsoever#but even if they took the time to develop it over the trilogy I know for a fact they would still speak to Shepard like a friend#because assuming they aren’t dead they Are your friend they Do like you and it’s not in question#with rook I genuinely feel like I have to fill in so many blanks to justify some of these relationships I’m told I have#which is bad lmao like that’s not good.#these games Are wish fulfilment fantasies to a certain level & these relationships are part of that#which I don’t feel is an entitled crazy thing for me to say??
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the movie version of “dancing through life” is so infinitely superior that i was convinced it was new.
i only saw the show one time when i was ten, and i have skipped the song on the og cast soundtrack ever since. i genuinely had no memory of it lol
#meanwhile I have been blasting the movie version like. nonstop.#wicked#wicked movie#negativity cw#idk how to make it so that musical-only stans (who I have not encountered but I’m sure exist) do not have to see this. sorry.#to be clear: this is the only song I feel this way about. I’ve been listening to the og soundtrack and gave it a shot.#why does it not slap at all. I’m genuinely baffled. everything else is amazing????#sorry for being a hater. no im not.#also I’m gonna try to be better about tagging wicked if anyone is getting annoyed with it lol#my posts
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so I’m not really a Mr docm77 watcher despite liking all his antics. As we can tell from my blog I tend to mainly watch grian as well as etho and keralis but really mainly grian.
Heard he had a sky block thing posted and was curious so I checked out his channel.
HIS VIDEOS ARE OVER AN HOUR??? WHAT???
I’m used to grian’s 24-30 min vids … doc … just … what … I applaud him for providing the ppl w the content but what does this goat get up to???
One of these days if my adhd lets me I’ll sit down and properly watch a doc vid
#hermitcraft#grian#docm77#I’m genuinely so impressed#and scared#and baffled#like how much time does he spend on silly block game I’m a lil scared
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PSA FOR MAKE-UP AND SKINCARE BRANDS: START LISTING POTENTIAL ALLERGENS AT THE END IN BOLD LIKE FOOD PRODUCTS HAVE TO BECAUSE IT IS WAY OVERDUE AS A MANDATORY REQUIREMENT AND I AM TIRED.
#this is a vent#sorry everyone#but I’m so tired#some brands do! but it’s so uncommon#genuinely baffles me though that it’s not common for skincare brands to do this#since it’s not unusual for those with irritated skin to have all sorts of allergies#and yes you can’t list every allergy under the sun#but I’m talking specifically about nut allergies here since nuts are a SUPER popular ingredient#in all beauty and hygiene products#for their h y d r a t i o n#and I’m allergic to Every Kind 😀👍🏻#also rip to everyone with plant-based allergies 😖#anyway#vent#spoon tag#spoonie#make up#makeup#skincare#allergies#allergens#nut allergy#food allergies#chronic condition
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So I just finished the first Mistborn novel and as a treat I decided to re-read Oathbringer before starting the next Mistborn book, right?
Well what the fuck, I’m reading words I have no memory of. When I first read Oathbringer I remembered being slightly confused with the Unmade being delt with at Kholinar, because they spoke of Shallan defeating the one at Urithiru. And I was confused because I remember thinking “didn’t she just run after it after it stabbed Rock?”
But no, no fucking obviously she did stuff to it because I just read it. But I have actually zero memory of reading anything to do with actually confronting the Unmade in the tower, OR Kaladin going to Revolar????? Did I just fucking excise this from my mind for some reason? I read Oathbringer over the course of only like 2 days it’s not like I spent months reading it, and I only read it for the first time like a month ago??????
I’M REALLY CONFUSED
#how much else did I forget?#I’m actually baffled#like genuinely I have no idea how this happened or what happened#i COULDNT have just skipped it#I am reading the physical books#like no#I had to have read it right#but I REMEMBER being confused at what seemed like stuff being glossed over#didn’t Kaladin just . . . fly away from the Parshmen?#he didn’t go to a city#he just escaped after he led them to safety from the high storm#right??????#I’m actually so confused#stormlight archive#the stormlight archive#oathbringer spoilers#oathbringer
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You know I’m really not a member of the “you must comment on any fic you enjoy ever or else you do not deserve to read my free content” ie the “fandom is dying” crowd for many varying reasons.
But I’m equally not a member of the “be grateful anyone comments at all even if they’re rude, don’t be so sensitive” crowd for many more varying reasons.
Like both of you need to learn some balance I think.
#baffling sometimes how extreme people can be#like I’m here to do my thing and have fun!#you are welcome to join me having fun and I hope you’ll let me know if you had fun but if your too tired or what have you that’s ok#inevitably some people will let me know and that’s enough#but uh?? I’m not gonna bend over backwards for engagement and also no I do not need to be grateful for anyone commenting ever#why would I be grateful for someone telling me I misspelled a word and nothing else like#it’s rude#and I would genuinely rather not receive so why be?? grateful??#and yeah sure I’m sensitive and I don’t want criticism on my fic#sorry for having feelings I guess 🤷♀️
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sometimes i remember that most north fans don’t write him as an absolute insane person ethical manipulative girlfriend style and i’m like. what is he even then… just a pleasant white man? you know what. more power to you if you need a pleasant white man for a blorbo but god that could not be me
#most ppl write north as just like. a nice person i think.#i know him though. i know him.#like nork is SUCH a popular ship (at least like. historically) and every time i see it i go ‘haha that would never work’#and then i remember. oh right most ppl write these guys as like. just kind of decent dudes.#nork to me is like. worlds first ethical manipulative girlfriend (not actually ethical) x worlds first manic pixie dream Nice Guy#who both have literally no identity of their own and sure aren’t actually giving each other one#they’d be so miserable…#constant battle of ‘can’t you see what a sacrifice i’m making for you’#neither of them would ever admit anything was wrong. they both think they can fix it forever#just slowly falling apart. it’s fine :) they’re fine :)#n\orkington is even more baffling#i genuinely couldn’t even imagine the dynamic there#like i know it’s pfl uwu baby wash but even still#he’d be so miserable they’d treat him like shit ToT#oh god north/wash. wash run. WASH RUN.#noooo wash my little chameleon you can’t stay with him he’s going to make you his baby bird#he wouldn’t even realize ToT he wouldn’t even know why he’s unhappy. oh god. wash RUNNNNNNN#i just don’t think north should be in a relationship basically#‘what about churchnorth’ okay. let’s be real. do we really think church should be being in a relationship???#their toxicity perfectly cancels each other out into like. something that’s actually good for both of them#wraps all the way back around. horseshoe theory.#okay this has turned into pure rambling. it’s 4am
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I rly don’t see how ppl be 20+ shipping kids anymore tbh… like, it’s so rampant and I don’t see the appeal to it anymore being as tho I’m in my late 20’s.
#I’m grown….. it always baffles me to see it like man I don’t care I don’t find joy in it anymore since I’m not a teenager#I just look at them and think they’re like my fake son… daughter nephew niece whatever lol#give me the struggling and mentally fucked up 20+ year old give me those middle age bitches man if I’m going to like a ship now anyway#like i don’t care about the romance between kids man it sucks that this is such a huge thing in most fandom spaces#not that I participate in said spaces since ppl are annoying and embarrassing#also very nasty#sns is diff tho like that’s a whole other thing 🪽#sns is just a classic it’s legendary it transcends space and time it it-#I’m so glad that jjk is full of adults tho lmfaoo#one of Gege’s only W’s… especially impressive for a shounen#i like jjk outside of the goiji pairings too like I just genuinely enjoy it despite how awful it is now lol#again#I do think that ppl need to learn how to become more comfortable with enjoying media outside of shipping tho#like there’s nothing wrong with it obviously but I’m talking more like how tons of ppl only get into a new series for the sole purpose#of shipping instead of engaging with said media and the story that it’s trying to tell…#this is why fanon and wild insane hc’s usually get out of control too to the point where those who might be interested in checking out#a series might be deterred because they don’t even know what the show is about because the only stuff that ppl see about the thing is ship#stuff and like discourse#and the behavior of the fans…#these ppl be 30+ arguing with teenagers man it’s crazy to me#I just think there needs to be a balance lol#like still go crazy. Have fun and all but you get it#but anyway. with all that being said! Goiji stays winning in my heart 🚶🏾♀️#rambling
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the funniest thing I’ve learned in the last month or so is that not a single ice hockey player is attractive. like. genuinely. 36.7k fan fictions on ao3 abt ugly men fucking.
#is this a diversity win?#no but legit it’s crazy#real 6ebe.tumblr.com fans know I’m obsessed with sports r/pf like. as a sociological phenomenon#sadly after finishing up my ethnographies of r/ugby fo:otball and f/1 I had to finally stop ignoring the elephant in the room#I even watched a game bc I’m a European insomniac and h/ockey is always on at like 1am#anyway. safe to say I rly don’t get it but happy for them or whatever#<- actually not even I have many thoughts abt the state of that community tbf#the bizarre homonormativuty and inserting gender roles into queer relationships (the percentage of a/b/o and STRONGENT d*m/s*b dynamics in#fic is CRAZY) also the writers are all so painfully North American millennials with no awareness of anything outside the us#like a lot of the most popular fic characters are Europeans and these American writers do NOT have the range 🤣 nor do they even try tbf !#anyway. no one wants to hesr all this it just kills me how unfuckable every single one of those men is#like Leon? genuinely not even a 6/10 in Germany. but people keep saying he’s ‘top 5 hottest players in the league’ GIRLIES FREE URSELVES 😭😭😭#like you genuinely see attractive people fairly often watcving like fo0tbl games and r/ugby#did discuss with a friend that maybe the lack of helmets in the bigger sports outside North America means more pressure on the players to#have procedures and invest more in grooming etc but honestly idk. baffles me
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guys now that things have been confirmed let me tell you… i was stood up this week and his excuse was that he had to go the URGENT CARE!!! anyway just saw that he was active on hinge 🙃
#i was so convinced he was dead i was checking obituaries#crazy ik but when someone says: i’m so excited to meet you and then goes scilent after saying they had to go to the urgent care#you would do it too if you were as crazy in the brain like me#WHO USES THIS AS AN EXCUSE#i’m genuinely so baffled#this is insane
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The inherent comedy of how John references the shipping chart multiple times, but Rose made out with an alien the second she got to
#sksksks I’m sorry but I’ve been a reaffirmed hater#never liked these two in a romantic context and it was always bc it just felt so. forced.#whenever someone tries saying egbert had a genuine thing for rose I roll my eyes so hard#wishing to marry a celebrity rather than having to be with your friend LMAO#like I’m actually baffled ppl back then were incredibly sure this was gonna become an endgame thing ??#eughhhhh it’s boring and bland I’m sorry they have better ship options with different characters#comphet study case for this one
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here’s a take the tumblr algorithm pushed me that I just read with my own eyeballs: someone thought David Jenkins was burying his gays and functionally queerbaiting regarding Ed and Izzy because of the time Con compared them to Jesus and Judas, and according to them, Jesus and Judas were…..fuck buddies……so the comparison confirmed to them that Ed and Izzy were……canonically gay lovers……..?
look—I’m all for bible fanfic. I loved reading good omens and look forward to finally watching the show LMAO. I also am not Christian of any denomination and have not seen Jesus Christ Superstar which I know Con referenced, so I could be completely misunderstanding this!!! but, like…..when I hear Jesus and Judas….I don’t immediately think, “ah yes! my favorite canon mlm ship!” like. as if Jesus and Judas…..are not known for anything else………………..
#also like. doesn’t that make his death make MORE sense?#someone who knows Christian theology write this meta#I swear I’m taking a break and just thinking of the kiss for a while after this I was just.#baffled.#I genuinely kind of feel bad because like. HOW did you get there#I get there was the kiss of betrayal or whatever but I thought there was a LOT more going on#….right? I’m like so confused I’m overthinking this LMAO#ofmd#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2 spoilers#our flag means death
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