#i wish i knew how
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feeling terrible feeling guilt n regret n just wishing i could make it better but i think in trying id make it worse (again)
#i just want to apologize#i want to say sorry in a way that matters#i wish i knew how#its not even a big deal i dont think i think me feeling bad is already making it worse#somehow everything bad is my fault but nothing good could ever have me included in the equation#and i dont know how to convince myself of anything else#over n over im hounded by my brain#like oh u must think youre so important#but i dont#i just always ruin things#my existence has always made things worse#its all i know#so i have to try#i have to try n make things better even if im humiliating myself in the process#even if it has nothing to do with me i still want to help#but i never do#i make it worse#i feel like im breaking everything piece by piece n i dont know what to do#all i do is cry
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#i wish i knew how to keep my friends#some of my college friends got together this weekend and i just saw and feel left out#even though i havent spoken to them in almost 4 years#how do people stay in touch when they dont see each other everyday?#i dont understand#i wish i knew how#i dont want to be forgotten but im so used to making myself invisible for safety...
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How do u not feel bad for everything u are and everything u do
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seeing blogs with no boop button
#boop#boops#boop o meter#april fools#tumblr#april fools day#april 1st#brokeback mountain#i wish i knew how to quit you#caffeineheroes posts
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nope. and it’s killing me slowly :))))))
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ship so good, a future where they’re safe and retired is called an au
#currently sobbing my eyes out#boostle#ghoap#brokeback mountain#the brainrot is real#toxic yaoi#i wish i knew how to quit you#ghost soap#ghostsoap
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Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(
#autism#neurodivergent#adhd#fun facts#GOD I’m such an idiot#anyways now a 10 year old is out there looking up swear words online and it’s all my fault :(#I got so excited by the fact that I knew a fun fact#that I didn’t stop to think that maybe not everyone knows that fun fact for a reason :(#it’s like explaining how to successfully bury a body at a book club#or explaining the dangers of Scientology to your sister’s boyfriend the first time you meet him#or debating gay sex positions with your best friend in front of your mom#no matter how much I wish to be a beacon of knowledge in this world#sometimes there are things others just don’t want to know#and consciously that’s valid but the autism ? I does not care
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okay, i think it's done??? lmk if you think it's stupid
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#polls#i wish i knew how to use a sewing machine but i don’t have access to one and can’t afford one :/
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bunch of portraits
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#gojo satoru#nanami kento#choso kamo#nobara kugisaki#yuta okkotsu#fanart#crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me#but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute#i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw#im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel#i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more#took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite#fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me#ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite#uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression#i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds#he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face#also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333
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#selfie bee#good evening friends!! how are you doing! C:#I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself#I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose#I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years#thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!!#not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*#but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint#he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it#my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago#as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds#he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where#I think tattoos are super cool (´。・v・。`) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo#it was heath ledgers face as the joker#at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years#a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets#can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street?#I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet#he might have special abilities#I hope you're having a good day friends!! C:#I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week#miss you!! ♥♥♥
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I wanted to see Scott's reaction so bad
#veearts#scott pilgrim takes off#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim fanart#spto#spto fanart#spto spoilers#fan art#toddallace#scollace#idk a little of both#they were so interesting to me#i wish we knew how Scott felt about it LOL
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I know I need to let you go, what I’m unsure of is how to do so.
#sometimes I feel like I’m trying to force a connection that’s just not there#like it’s completely one sided#I know that’s not okay#but#she is literally everything good in my life#I wish it was the same for her#but she is everything#I am nothing#I hate this#I hate feeling things so deeply#i wish i was normal#i wish i was good enough#I wish I meant something#I’m losing my mind#but I just want her to be happy and okay above all else#so as long as she is#I’ll manage#I just need to let this go#I wish I knew how#…#sigh#angel girl#personal#my post
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God someone please draw this
#I love coming across random ass videos on yt#but that comment is pure fucking gold 😂#fuck I wish I knew how to draw#This is huge tmnt energy here and I’m so here for it#rey rambles#meme#memes#funny#funny memes#best memes#funny meme#tumblr memes#humor#Tmnt#tmnt fanart#rise of the tmnt#rise tmnt#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#tmnt 2003#tmnt raphael#tmnt raph 2012#tmnt rise#tmnt raph#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt mikey#tmnt mutant mayhem#tmnt mm
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missed opportunity for cowboys in the calendar but it’s okay because i have an ipad and free will
#my art#i wish i knew how to quit you#brokeback mountain expert here it was soooo important to do phil as jack and dan as ennis#like do you get it#dan would’ve wanted to be jack cuz of the hat and darker color scheme prob#but he’d be wrong he’s sooo ennis del mar#pause why are they actually sort of jackennis#it’s nobody’s business but ours#dnp#phan#dan and phil#phanart
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