#i will cry from being overwhelmed

[purplepink-blueberry]

is my school hard or am i just leaving everything to the end of the semester which is now?

[gemallass]

I have said it before and I am saying it again: Ford should get to be a bit of a crybaby when regressed, as a threat 👏

He can unlearn the shame of crying better (speculation/hc since he's a man in his 60s--or late 50s if you want--that grew up in the 60s with a toxic father figure. I don't have a single doubt that Filbrick would've taught his children that. One way or another, even) when he's feeling small.

Plus, rather than supressing his fears, anxieties and etc he could just, let it out. It would be good for him, me thinks.

Yeah obviously it doesn't mean he would have a 180�� change in attitude once he's done, and, hell, I think he would still try to supress it even when he's regressed and such, but I think the key difference is that he would struggle more to do so at that moment, and so he would end up in a puddle of his own tears.

And then later the shame comes since "boys don't cry", "men don't cry" and blah blah blah, but ya know, baby steps.

Or if he's with someone else he gets a nice hug and pets while he lets all the stress out.

He gets to be vulnerable, and soft, and to be the protected, as a threat.

[mars-ipan]

interesting to me how when i turned 19 i was kinda terrified bc i was like “oh shit this is my last year as a teenager….. i won’t be a teenager after that… i wanted to be a teenager for all of my childhood and now that part’s almost Over. aaaaugh” and now approx. 9 months later i cannot fucking WAIT to stop being a teenager oh my god i am ready to move on. 20s please i would like to be in them. i am done being 19 thank you !!!

[peppermintmochafem]

Need somebutch to come lay on my chest and let me pet them to sleep!

[mochiwrites]

being so honest I don’t understand how people can expect you to be doing things constantly every single day. I’m supposed to be on summer break but my university expects me to send in 80 sources for my senior thesis by next week

the very thought of doing school work right now makes me want to cry. I can’t even open a blank document and start writing for my own fics. I can’t even engage in my own hobby right now because I’m so mentally exhausted. how can you expect me to do thesis work? I’ve hardly had a break since finals

my personal life has been an ongoing shitshow since last summer. and has only gotten worse in recent months. how can you expect someone to function in society when you throw one thing after another at them?

I’m so tired and done. but I have no choice other than pushing through it because that’s what’s expected of me! that’s exhausting

[bell-swamp-fitzjames]

i wish i had more thoughts on the playlist event beyond "omg its so cool its happening" and "omg im so sad its ending" etc etc. i need to like reread what's been said about each playlist bc that's the one thing I probably dont do enough. i just have the gist of what i remember from when i read it on sunday and then the rest of it is just me going "whoa i can really see xyz listening to this" except for jopson who i constantly want to strangle bc what the fuck do u mean. Jopson and miss jamie's mixtape drive me up the WALLS im ripping my nails off thinking about them (jopson what do u listen to off the clock brother and well. dave just tell me who put what on the playlist u dont need to confirm anything at all beyond who put what on the playlist, just give me one song per guy dave i dont think its a big ask)

[bones-n-bookles]

Work sucked but today was still a good day 😭💕

[biblicalhorror]

My relationship with my mom has come such a long way in the past few years only to come crashing down the second I try to do something nice for my dad and/or acknowledge that she is not the main character of the universe ://

[medusa-was-innocent]

Wow this sucks

[spxrm]

Shawn, baby, I don’t care what anybody says. Pls don’t ever let go of/suppress that sensitivity in you. It is such a blessing to feel things deeply and sometimes it may seem annoying or overwhelming, but it truly is a gift. There are people who literally feel nothing or don’t know how to express their emotions, so to be able to feel so naturally is beautiful.

[thethingything]

so recently because of how bad our depression has been, when we try to do things we enjoy it's like our emotions are really dulled down or even just completely numb, but for whatever reason today it's been pretty much the opposite so I keep looking at things I like and just being overwhelmed with emotion which is kind of wild and making me wonder what's going on with our brain, but also kind of refreshing and it feels like it's been really cathartic

[maxdurden]

i got that kind of mentally ill swag where everyone in my life knows that i need to be medicated except my therapist ✌️💕🌎

[fridayyy-13th]

anyone else up trying not to think too hard about the future or is it just me haha

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

ok soim gonna ramble about the wedding in the tags cos this is my diary lol kitty dont read this (she's not been on tumblr in ages it should b fine pfft)

[sanctifisohla]

lol when you finally realize that the reason you attach to vampires so easily is because of the inherent loneliness that comes with being an only child and these beings are typically a perfect embodiment of that loneliness. like i can't explain to you guys how lonely i was as a child and how lonely i know i'll be as an elder when my parents and family are gone. how isolating it is. how desperate you are to find someone to be with and spend time with even if it's doing nothing. and how much it hurts to find a really great group of people (like my coworkers a few years ago) or a person only to experience them slowly fading away until you're alone again in your house working remotely. even just characters i gravitate towards if i put memeing aside, they are typically all wrestling with the same thing and i just--

'there is one thing about being a vampire that i must fear above all else. . . and that is loneliness stretching out for decades at a time.'

[hesperidia]

good morning! reading my own posts from yesterday like what... who said this