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midnight-pluto · 1 month ago

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og master post

sooo im quitting, thank you all for everything throughout these past 2 years and roll credits!

kidding, that isn’t all i have to say but thats just the gist of it and i dont wanna crowd up the feed too much.

im not quitting due to lack of motivation, peer pressure from people ik irl or any hate whatsoever. im quitting simply because i simply want to focus on my studies, and its been difficult recently trying to achieve a balance of somewhat consistent updates and high grades.

i still love writing, i actually dream of being an author, and probably still will. my “quitting” is sorta like an indefinite hiatus, i may post something when i have the time but it doesn’t mean ill be coming back for sure.

i’ll probably still be online, just not as often or active in posting (like i ever was 💀) so maybe if u are a fellow writer, i’ll be seen liking ur works! i might be more active on wattpad however, just reposting the stuff i have on here though when i find the time.

as for my inbox, it will most likely be closed since i don’t believe i won’t have any time to answer anything. i am so sorry that i wont be able to contribute my voice about others in gaza and will do my best to reblog anything i see in my feed when i do come back online.

and i would also like to thank everybody who has been here with me on this two year journey on tumblr whether your from back in my old coffee smau days, or just because of my one shots. i am so amazed and grateful to each individual following me and liking my posts.

thank you once again everyone, i hope you all have a lovely rest of your day/night.

— rin <3

#i will also be deleting the app as well #just as a safety precaution yall dw

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chiimeramanticore · 1 month ago

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in the wake of everyone migrating social medias I'm motivated to make a similar decision- I'm gonna take a sorta semi-hiatus from tumblr! not permanently, idk for how long, but I seriously need a break from this site. idk if things have changed since I was last active here or what but for the life of me I can't avoid seeing discourse on here (yet I've got this entirely figured out on twitter, go figure lol) and it's just. making me sad lol, this site is good most of the time but it's also the only site I use these days that actively pisses me off and despite trying the usual tactics like muting words/blocking/unfollowing/etc, shit still seems to find me somehow. so I'm tapping out for a while

its a choice I'm not rly happy about making since the animatronics fandom is thriving on here, and I know a lot of you guys aren't rly active anywhere else! but if you wanna keep in touch with me you can always follow me to twitter, bluesky, or my discord server (or my other discord server)

uhhhhhh idk how to wrap this up. bye lol

#im gonna delete the app but ill probably be on every now and then on desktop #so activity isnt gonna entirely cease here but itll be Less yknow #and also like. genuinely if you have advice on how better to curate my experience lemme know bc i feel like ive tried everything #i dont get straight up arguing on my dash anymore but i get a lot of like. posts alluding to discourse or posts w certain dogwhistles in em #which i dont blame any well meaning mutuals for rbing but also Waow I Love Seeing Transphobia Every Day On Tumblr /s #ok putting a cap on it lmao sorry #juno.txt #edit: forgot to add the links rip

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 months ago

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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth

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juliets-roller-derby-awesomeness · 4 months ago

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favorite psych fics??? 👀

i honestly haven't read too-too many but here's an incomplete list:

food is life, and life hates juliet. this was the first one i read and i found it through @/thespiritssaidso answering my ask about spoiler free psych fics and it's so cute aksjsjdbs. i wrote a short little continuation here but it's a spoiler free shules sickfic/whump and it's pretty short and i've read it like 3 times bc it makes my feet kick. @/thespiritssaidso (Isolation68 on ao3) writes a bunch of really cute shassie stuff too but i like juliet far too much for this not to be my favorite of their work.

hidden emotions. it's less than 1k but just really good. it's pov second person (following jules) and has spoilers for the season 3 finale, but i love it a lot. i found it from someone answering my spoiler free psych post telling me to sort by date updated on ao3- which like- i wish i could find that notification and give you a hug bc that changed my life lol. i really really loved reading like a detached 2nd person fic, it's so well written because it doesn't make you feel like juliet but it gives so much information on her thoughts and feelings which was just a really cool experience and inspired me to write this (which i swear i will update soon i have like half of the next chapter on my notes app), which slight spoilers for season 4 but it's cannon divergence. anyway i love the concept and i love the execution and i love juliet o'hara

the door before me is open just enough. it's just really cute. another shules one shot i found the same way and it really stands up to re-reading

love game. fluff and smut, shules one shot i found the same way. there are a couple sexy shules fics that i love but for some reason this is the only one i have bookmarked. it's so good and the author does a really good job of keeping the characters believable throughout. theres some shawn and gus friendship stuff and karen vick, i just like it a lot

there are a lot more but these were most if the ones i bookmarked, if you're interested there are like 60 fics when you search psych >> shules >> english >> updated between 2006-2011, they're all pretty short (6k max i think) and probably 50 of them i liked so definitely check that out lol

edit: @/attic-nights was the one who told me to sort by updated on ao3!!! you are my favorite i love you so much go send them hugs lol

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gamerwoo · 1 year ago

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really sucks when you realize you and a friend have just kind of grown up as two different people and don’t mesh together like you used to and like you have so much history you don’t wanna let go of but you’re absolutely miserable in the friendship

#to delete #the girl i’ve been friends with over half my life is just so insufferable now #she’s very pick me and likes to nitpick absolutely everything for no reason #absolutely DESPISES genz and tiktok for some reason #puts down everything about me and it feels targeted but she does it in ways that it comes across like it’s not #so when i call her out on picking on dumb things like kpop fans or genz i look like a psycho bitch #she very much just has to speak up on everything she dislikes instead of just letting people be happy #like it’s shit that’s not bothering anyone #she once went OFF because i’m afraid of bugs and ‘most girls’ are afraid of bugs but SHE isn’t afraid of them #and im like yes girl we pick you please stfu #it’s always just little stuff that doesn’t matter but 98% of the time has to do w something i like or don’t like #so it feels targeted and then i speak up and the rest of our friends are like ‘calm down it’s not that deep’#idk i just like…..she feels the opposite about a lot of things i feel #and then has to act superior for being opposite of me #also being so angry over a generation of young adults/kids and an app for no reason……#idk we just don’t go well together anymore and idk how to bring it up

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lottieurl · 2 months ago

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im sorry but if i have to see american gay liberals now losing their mind over a "gay" marvel show with a zionist after spending their free time online for weeks harassing an outspoken lesbian pop star for not ENDORSING a presidential candidate who's big talking point is promising to make american military the most lethal in the world i might actually go insane

#i should rly just delete this app for a while cause good god #and in case you were wondering yea its abt aubrey i remembered her saying transphobic shit but wasnt sure #so i googled only to find out shes also signed that open letter to biden. and she follow depp as well pick a struggle

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

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ssruis · 6 months ago

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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.

#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad #I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left #and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them #so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop #factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as #well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before #when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac #(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run #several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at #some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover #purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are #exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home #now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment #mine #oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.

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kg-clark-inthedark · 9 months ago

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yeah there is definitely no possibility of me ever leaving this site. my dumbass thought it’d be a good idea to post on insta for the first time in years and it’s been a harrowing 0/10 experience. do not recommend. I will stay here with my beloved mutuals from now on like god intended.

#clark barks #my ex girlfriend’s mom lectured me in the comments about not being social enough #the lady who waxed my unibrow in middle school commented that she misses me (why does she follow me??)#someone I forgot to block commented being fake nice #this is why I don’t post for the irls anymore #also the straight woman who single handedly made me realize I was bi liked it #girl you’re far too powerful #get outta here LMAOOO #gonna post a thank you everyone comment and delete the fuckin app #at least I looked hot in the photos #well my version of hot #which is being completely covered from the neck down and not even showing wrist or ankle #it’s all about the silhouette yknow #btw when i say god i’m referring to the outsider

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sungtaro · 2 years ago

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world's most important smile !

#had technical difficulties and had to screenrecord so sorry for the quality 🥲#cravity #forluvity #song hyeongjun #aleksbestie #dearestmillie #marekwan #megtag #kit.track #userbbie #higabi #useroro #erigifs #eri.vity #juni. 🪐🔆#i also deleted my mobile app for mental health so . sorry if these are ugly on mobile #but i just came to drop these off n wish u all well !!!

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mulletmitsuya · 10 months ago

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please support the global strike in solidarity with palestine

#this is actually the only platform i haven't posted about palestine #but please do whatever you can to support it #i was gonna do this on my main blog because i didn't wanna disturb peoples timelines with non fandom related stuff #but people are being bombed and it won't do much to affect your day #i'll be sharing more posts from now on because it's the least we can all do #please share these posts as well #also tumblr supports israel btw #don't use your money on the app #they're spreading pro israel propaganda and also muting things that have to do with palestine #my blog could get affected bcs of this and ofc i don't want my blog deleted (idk of tumblr can do that) but again #people are being killed #remember to boycott!!!!#i'm so late to this and am greatly dissaponted in myself for not posting on this app considering i have a high number of followers #but i'd rather start now than still be silent #silence is compliance

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sailermoon · 9 months ago

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haven’t been on here much

#probably for the best #I’ve deleted the app and also busy with internship and hobbies..#I do hope you all have been well 🤠

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muffingnf · 9 months ago

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i just wanted to say i have had a lot of fun on this account and the dash has always made me feel very safe and welcome and i’m so glad i moved to here over twitter almost 2 years ago now.

regardless of what happens next i will be taking a step back from actively engaging in this fandom. this situation is very messy and very nuanced but at the core of it all i do not believe george had malicious intentions and i do not believe calling it sexual assault is fair. i wish caiti healing (and new friends) as she’s still so young and she’s learning and is clearly very hurt by this.

i may go back to fandom posting in the future, but for now i will not be. my hyperfixation on george died a long long time ago, i have just been here for casual fun mostly in recent months, and that’s obviously not really happening at the moment.

i hope everyone is taking care of themselves 🫶

#i may pop in from time to time #but also when the news first dropped #i deleted everything #the tumblr and twitch apps #every photo i have of him #i put my george plushies away #i unsubbed from all 3 of them on youtube #i felt sick and disgusted and honestly really shocked i dont think i processed it well #i also felt scared and embarrassed that i’d supported someone who could do that #with his and dreams statements i feel more at ease #though in the past two days of avoiding everyrhing #overall i felt ok #i didnt cry like i thiught i would #which shows me that taking a step back is not only the right thing but doable #i have a full time job and i have other interests #i will be ok and so will all of you

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chaoticbuggybitchboy · 4 months ago

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Tumblr truly is a superior platform because I can sob into the void about feeling early childhood trauma start to finally heal because of a song from someone who feels the same and then immediately be like. Anyways. Cool band. Can’t do that on instagram, emo posting doesn’t work on instagram even on dark mode. The most unhinged thing I feel like I can post there is that I cannot imagine not being gay and I can’t even elaborate that since I’m nonbinary and aroace ‘being gay’ refers to me being unable to fathom not feeling love in the all encompassing way that I do, with no fundamental difference between the way I love a sunset and my best friend my sister the smell of petrichor my favorite band or my makeup and my sense of self. I can’t go on instagram and say that the way I love a face and the way I love a song and the way I love a person are all intertwined and that I love the way I love so openly. Everyone would still be caught up on the fact that I almost died as a child, not on the life I’ve built up for myself, the love and hope and holy peace I’ve found with my continuing life despite that brutal awareness of the harsh reality of death. We all live on borrowed time, I merely learned that before I knew what it meant. It means that we all have to cherish the life we have, not that I should wish I’d died at some predetermined point in my past. We are alive and that itself is worth celebrating. You can’t wax poetic about the meaning of death on instagram even if it was an account where no one knew you. Everyone on instagram is so focused on staying young that they don’t listen to the dying children in the world, to the teenage ghosts who survive long enough to grow up and cherish the wrinkles on their skin.

#also it’s a visually based app rather than text based so like waxing anything doesn’t work as well there #but it’s the fucking influencers and stuff too #I fucking love my smile lines fuck you #i grew up not thinking I’d grow old #I cherish any sign of age and of joy #chaoticbuggybitchboy #glowbug thoughts #lgbtq #waxing philosophical #SoundCloud #i might delete later idk

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lipstickontheglass1985 · 2 months ago

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honestlyyyy i lowkey need to burn down my smartphone

#so close to deleting all my social media apps. yes that does include tumblr.#but its like. ok i get info abt upcoming events in my area via instagram. ig i could delete facebook but i dont even use it that much #so like guess i could delete it but whats the point #tumblr is definitely eating up a ton of my time but also where would i be without it.#cannot delete it at least until i have my physical diary on me again #i also follow a bunch of journalists on insta but ig i could just keep up with their stuff over at like. the actual agencies they publish in #some of it is paywalled and i dont neccessarily respect the agency as a whole to give it money but. well cope i guess #ao3 is not a social media platform but i do spend an embarassing amount of time using it #and i know i could spend that time reading like. actual books. which i am lowkey struggling with!!#but like if im reading 40k word fanfics then it means i do have an attention span for reading long form fiction #its just that a story with a setting and characters im already familiar with is much easier to 'get into' than something totally new #and like i do know it cause once i got hooked on the witcher saga last summer i literally read all 5 novels within a few days!!#like the attention span IS there. its just that the - to put it in a nerdy way - activation energy feels much higher than it used to #like the hardest part is truly to start!!!#sooo like idk. might delete this godforsaken app starting oct 1st. probably would still log on via desktop #but limiting my tumblr screen time would be sooo good for me. and like im considering giving myself an alotted time for some stuff #like ao3 etc. this simply cannot continue.#thots

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the-bot-marg0t · 4 months ago

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