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transrevolutions · 10 days ago

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expanding on my previous post actually every single oiar employee (including lena) is autistic they all just have different and clashing presentations. that "weird interview" celia and sam were discussing in episode 6? yeah that was just lena attempting to give a poorly-disguised diagnostic test.

#the magnus protocol #only gwen alice and colin have been officially diagnosed #lena's old enough to be from the generation where they thought autism was “just a boy thing”#sam's parents thought he couldn't have it since he “does so well in school!” (famous last words)#and if celia was diagnosed Before. well. she doesn't exactly remember it #gwen's fucked up family treated it like an embarrassment tho #so she never tells anyone for fear of being taken less seriously #alice is extremely open about it I think #which is another thing that drives gwen nuts about her bc she's always like “oh Fuck. does she Know. can she Tell”#(alice has her suspicions. but she's not saying anything because even she has red lines)#colin has a “please be patient I have autism” comic sans hat that alice bought him #as a divorce party gag gift one year #tmagp #pigeon.txt #actually autistic #<- Credentials #magpod #alice dyer #gwen bouchard #gwendolyn bouchard #samama khalid #celia ripley #lena kelley #colin becher #the oiar

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luck-of-the-drawings · 8 months ago

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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

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ink-the-artist · 8 months ago

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forgive me if you've been asked this before or if its annoying, but how did you learn to use colored pencils like that? your art is so special to me.

ty :) I took an art class for a few years where our teacher had us buy prismacolor pencils as one of the art supplies and had us use them kinda like paints, pressing down hard right away and blending the colors together. its not how youre supposed to use them she was just trying to teach us to use color and ig this was more to the point. I picked them up again years after i stopped going to that class just bc they were there and i wanted to play around w them a bit and ended up actually enjoying it when doing it on my own terms lol

#it was a weird class #it was just this russian lady doing private lessons in her house that my mom learned about somehow #I did NOT like those classes all we did was still life and they were hours long which is esp rough when im in high school and busy #and she wanted us to stand while working the whole time bc tradition i guess?#she did allow me to work sitting but thought i was lazy for it. idk dude i dont want to exhaust myself fast for no reason #standing is a lot more tiring than walking #i def did still benefit from those classes just from learning to accurately draw from life #did not like the teacher tho #on one hand shed paid for the art supplies for kids whos families were too poor to (and these are nice expensive supplies)#which is very nice #but on the other she was very homophobic and open about it #like when they legalized gay marriage she went on a rant about how horrible it is that they can adopt kids now #and also kind of racist #she was telling me how she got blocked from a facebook group bc she made a post asking if she could speak to a white person #and she didnt realize she was posting that publicly she thought it was a private message to the group owner #im honestly still not sure i heard/understood her correctly bc it was so bizzare and the only time i ever remember her being racist #she talked abt it like she genuienly was unaware it was racist #she described it as a misunderstanding bc she accidentally posted it publicly instead of privately #like it wouldnt have been racist to ask that at all #also one time she talked about how she saw demons in her home once #also she doesnt vaccinate her kids bc of microchips #she was like a walking russian stereotype lol #anyway heres some ink the artist lore

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cinnamonest · 7 months ago

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Having Childe as a fave is so fucking rough man.

I used to have this long ass period in which I would constantly hate post about him, how annoying he was etc. Everyone on here thought that I hated his guts and that he was my least favorite Genshin character in the entire damn game.

That couldn't have been further from the truth.

The real truth was that I was so pressed about the fact that he hit this absolute sweet spot for me so perfectly that I was just stunned. Like, how dare you???? It became fun to hate him, unironically.

The more I hated him, the more he appeared on my social media feeds. Just take a look at my Pinterest for example.

Babe, that's my MAIN feed btw. I refresh it on the regular and he's. He's just THERE. I don't think I even have that many pins saved of him, at least not so many to warrant this level of harassment. It gets even worse when I'm looking at other characters and he just completely takes over. It first starts with a single piece of his art and BOOM, absolute take over, it's him everywhere.

I think this harassment was too much for me that I gave in 😭😭 He's officially on pookie husband status and a lot of my followers get so confused when I talk about him, you don't know how BAD the hate posting was!!!

I still want to fight him and mess him up for good, but I fear he'd be totally down for that. Tell me, how can I fuck this man up?

I REMEMBER THAT that is so real, I don't think it's possible to just. Straight up *like* Childe. There has to be SOME bit of infuriation to go along with it. One cannot love the man without also wanting to strangle him, the two reactions just go hand in hand and are inherently inseparable. Like it's a physical property of his nature to induce rage but also love, but then realizing the love part only induces more rage because like? How dare he do that to me?

Absolute scientifically baffling phenomenon of a man. I want to study him under a microscope

#and as for fucking him up tho i KNOW this man is the world's Most Sensitive Man #the slightest mean thing will DEVASTATE him so darling has like. inherent power #but also what is it with pinterest being like #psychoanalyzing its users #one time i swear i THOUGHT about a topic i had never searched or spoken of before and when i opened pinterest it was on my feed #and then at other times itll be like #'oh i see you saved this pin. i will now make everything on your home feed That Thing'

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lesbiangiratina · 16 days ago

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I won at buying doujinshi today

So cute explodes

#yeah ill scan this. its only like the second half tho. and i dont remember the first half lol #i opened my package around 8 am then went back to sleep. its mostly a blur #distracted by testament being mentally ill and so cutesy pie #there isnt a ton of testament in the other stuff i got but there is an interesting gender moment from 1999 #kind of changing my perception of when daisuke started really thinking about their gender.#because it is presumably a reference to that one transcending humanity daisuke quote. its so interesting.#best source we have is from march 2002 but ive seen it mentioned october 2001. and well. december 1999 now. crazy #i cant use doujinshi as a source though. few credibility steps below a 2ch post. which is already pretty rough.#but theres other evidence and also they are literally nonbinary now like its plausible we dont have to think too hard abt it its okay pleas #ive spent too much time thinking too hard about it.#the kat goes meow #gg

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vaguely-concerned · 4 months ago

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It's really interesting that Wynne actually has quite a measured, bordering on downright sympathetic response to hearing what Jowan did in the prologue -- if the mage Warden says "I still can't believe Jowan was that stupid", her answer is something like a thoughtful "Stupid, or desperate, or merely curious?". She seems to think of Jowan as a kid who got in over his head, rather than any less charitable interpretation. I do believe she genuinely is as against blood magic as she publicly expresses and as the Circle party line demands, but as a private person she clearly has a more nuanced and potentially kinder understanding of the reasons why someone might resort to it, at the very least.

(related: when she says that part about Irving telling her what happened, there's no dialogue option in the first stage of the conversation (except choosing the 'leaving the conversation' one) that doesn't net you +2 approval! no matter how the warden feels about it, she is ready to recieve it. I think that says something sweet about how Wynne conceptualizes younger mages and the honest real affection she has for them. if you didn't snitch on jowan and say you stand by that decision, though? +3 approval, apparently! what Wynne says and what Wynne thinks is not always the same thing indeed, her idea of where personal loyalty and integrity stands vis-a-vis a mage's responsibility to the circle may be more flexible than she'd have people believe, you'll be surprised to learn lol)

I have always liked wynne and found her interesting, in all her hypocrisies and her earnest care, but with slightly older eyes she's extra fascinating to me in the same ways that Iron Bull is -- seeing someone whose mind has had hollows carved out in it by the need for double-think and compartmentalization imposed by the oppressive systems and ideologies they live under, and the quiet fight of the self to still preserve vital parts of itself that the system deems unacceptable in the hidden backstage areas of the soul, as it were. (and for both of them part of that self is love and protectiveness of specific other people, beyond what their 'role' dictates is acceptable for them.) I think Wynne has managed to sneak more of her internal self through the meatgrinder relatively intact than Bull overall, but it's the same logic underlying it, for me, and it makes me feel such intense affection and compassion for them both to see how hard they try

#dragon age #dragon age origins #wynne #iron bull #my warden and wynne actually have quite similar feelings and views about the circle so it's really interesting #conflicted love is one hell of a tradition to pass down and boy do they do that lmao look the circle really is a family!#it has intricacies of intergenerational trauma being inherited and everything #I think sophia reaches the 'ok. alright. I'm going to stop being polite pretend centrist about this' stages earlier #but her being more open about it is mostly about her being uniquely protected by her role in the wardens #(and being the king's if-not-for-the-laws-of-this-land-and-the-finer-points-of-political-marriage wife lmao)#and knows it; she has less to be responsible for in the circle itself now. I think she and wynne Understand each other by then #asunder is a book of. many parts! let's say lol but wynne's characterization in it is so good #she was about to go absolutely nutso mode after stuff started to go south and I love that for her #her gloves have been on her whole life but oh she is aware of that and would have taken them off and then some in that moment #the older you get the funnier wynne actually being like 50 gets tho. oh no. at death's door. ancient. aged. she has outlived the ages #how the fuck old is irving btw since he's alive and kicking during the ending of asunder (<3 love you dad)#also. yes. yes I am still on my iron bull bullshit I may never truly be off it he makes me so impossibly sad and so insane

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akkivee · 3 months ago

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ALSO??????? WHAT TF DO YOU MEAN THEY UPDATED GENTAROS CATCHPRASE??????

AND THAT THEY CHANGED A LINE IN ARB WHERE HE REFERENCED THAT OLD CATCHPRASE INTO SOMETHING NEW THAT EXPRESSES HIS WILL TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE LIE??????

AND THAT WILL IN OF ITSELF WAS REFERENCED THIS WHOLE TIME IN HIS NEW SOLO WITH HOW THE POEM LITERALLY ENDS WITH HIM SAYING HE WILL CONTINUE TO LIE??????

#this is vee speaking #i actually have the day off ITS A KUUKOU AND POSSE MIRACLE LOL #a scheduled appointment i had and had taken the day off for was cancelled so i fully intended to stay up laaaaaate sleep innnnn y’know lol #except i wound up crashing really early lol????? but i made a fatal mistake in drinking extra caffeine during the day #so i was up until two after waking up suddenly from my 6 o’clock nap lol *wheeze*#AND SAW THE CHANGES HYPMIC MADE TO GENTARO LOL????? I USED TO JOKE ONE DAY WED WAKE UP TO GENTAROS PROFILE CHANGING #BUT IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED LOL GODSPEED IG!!!!!!!!!!!!#POSSE STANS ALWAYS EAT SO WELL LMAO YALL SO LUCKY TO STAN AN OPEN LORE DIVISION FR THATS SO SICK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#tho i have seen one or two opinions expressing sadness they shut down gentaro actually revealing his real name 🤔#imo???? like honestly lol???? they’re not quite done yet with their identities lol #there’s still the ‘original’ ramuda niitaro is basically still living as gentaro since gentaro doesn’t have his memories to ‘reclaim’ it #aaaaaand there’s still one or two points about dice i need to digest some more lol #that final scene rejecting dice’s lady luck is niggling in the back of my head but idk what to make of it yet #i think posse still got room to develop despite the track being a great resolution for their development lol #AND THATS COOL POSSE STANS STAY FED ON LORE LOL

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hellonerf · 1 month ago

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unusual face post where i don't bring up caname marriage. all of their gangstalia childhood photos have been shown! i've been very captivated by their answers

the question is virtually the same for each of them with different wordings. here lord and owner have a goal for their future. between a distinguished admirable grown up and a welcoming hotel runner. meanwhile hero and parrain's answer are like. so vague. [(i?) can be anything] and [(be?) me] makes me laugh. what are these kids even saying? such blatant different personality dynamics. i actually don't have any coherent words i just point at a difference and go wowwww coool(keys jingling in front of me). but really. how sweet!!! the different similar answers

#kill ame #gangstalia #i've heard lots of interpretation on ame's answer being #kind of petulant. i don't know if thats the right word but. mostly because he interrupted the interviewer asking #and because of the “what do you want me to say?” right before it #dismissive towards adults #and maybe to the thought of adulthood here? he can be anything he wants~#some interps see it as him being annoyed. a little fed up. sure i'll play by you... grown-up's demands...#i'm open to whatever goes honestly... hero is kind of an enigma right now. i love him dearly #refusal to give a “proper” answer to an interview could probably be seen as rude.(i don't think interviewers would mind much tho)#so hero and parrain here is a point of interest for me #and on another point!!! frus has captivated me before and now especially so with them both having to do with immortality interacting with #-humans who they care for who died #i don't angst over davie too much because it feels more like just one example. but that's frus's commonalityyyy (^_^)#and today it pops up again! their answers feel almost romantic to me. maybe less so for hero because(like i said before)...#but it's like a musing thought. i can be anything. i'd be me. what funny kids #the face family dynamic isn't a thing here but it's funny to think about with this. unexpected on who feels similar to who

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musicalmoritz · 4 months ago

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Hi, we’re going to see this scene animated in January

I’m going to scream

#everybody chill the best aoinene scene of all time is going to be animated #they better do this scene justice #and editors…you know what to do #chappell roan taylor swift laufey idc edit them to fall out boy if you want to #either way i need the aoinene nation to assemble like the avengers for this #or like the much cooler justice league #seriously guys this scene is so cute it makes me wanna throw up #the classic shoujo pose #aoi wanting to open up to nene and being so determined to do so #nene being all flustered and confused #the foreshadowing with aoi holding a centipede #“what? aoi i could never…hate you…”#they came so close to working it out on the remix girls pls communicate better #it’s so silly at first glance but it’s also the closest aoi has come to opening up to nene #and says a lot about their individual characters #i love it so much #hang on since the hell of mirrors arc already happened what is aoi gonna tell nene??#i’d kinda prefer if they left it open ended but if they wanted to add in aoinene filler i wouldn’t be opposed #just as long as they don’t change up their dynamic/conflict too much #even then tho i’d probably keep an open mind #anyways i’m very excited #i just hope they cut out That One scene with possessed nene #aoinene #nene yashiro #aoi akane #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun

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pjlotrhhjeml · 5 months ago

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They kiss, while yapping about the things they like.

#tillybeth #(canon they are my moms)#they talk about books so much trust #darksparks #mainly wattson ranting to wraith #wraith sometimes opens up to her tho they find confort in eachother #yk if one ship is yapper x listener its #cryptage #lets be honest #I CAN JUST IMAGINE CRYPTO BEING ANNOYED AT MIRAGE BECOUSE OF IT LMAOO #remisa #because yes #im too tired for this gonna tag more ships tomorrow lmao #ship dynamics #Adrian Pennino x Rocky Balboa #link x zelda #yk i myself am confused about what i meant when i posted this lmao #Rocky Balboa x Apollo Creed #Rocky... my favourite yapper

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sirlightningpotato · 1 year ago

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I’m just thinkin’ about 4.8 and just… Dani, Kyana and VR-LA man… the whole episode is just them showing how much they love and care about eachother.

Kyana’s “Let me fix this on my own so it doesn’t come back to hurt you” and “I’ll leave if it makes you safer” and “What do you mean you want me to stay?”

VR-LA’s “I need everyone safe and then I will make sure everyone is okay” and “I will follow you for as long as I can, and once I can’t I will look for you” and “I will talk to a god to find you, and then I will wait at a bench with my staff as a beacon for you to come home to” and “You are not a burden to me, and I will help you, but we don’t need to get our other friends hurt” and “We will leave if it makes you safer and happier” and “What do you want?”

Dani’s “I’m not letting you get yourself killed in a sick attempt to right past wrongs” and “I need to keep us safe” and “I don’t care if my life isn’t what I wanted, if we’re together” and “You aren’t burdens, you just need to talk to everyone” and “My life’s work is this ship, and you are part of that!”

I just have so many emotions

#rolling with difficulty #rwd #rwd kyana #vr la rwd #rwd dani #rwd spoilers #rwd 4.8 #I do have some complaints with how much certain things were addressed #particularly that dani is immediately not communicating #one of the first things you do after becoming captain and telling ppl to be more open #should not be standing stiffly as everyone goes ‘hug time’ w/o saying you don’t want a hug #also lowkey I think that dani was just being a tsundari about it #i mean it’s possible that it was just a ‘not today’ thing #but I kinda think dani’s acting like she’s too cool for hugs even tho she likes them #but I did like the whole thing #just stop being a hypocrite dani

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wiccawrites · 1 year ago

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u did not hear this from me but au where kimchay meet a few years later in life, when Chay is a rising musician who joins a tv competition in the hopes of making his mainstream break and Wik has made such a huge impact in the music industry that he's invited to mentor and judge said competition!!!!!! Chay's confidence is shaky at the start but HEY GUESS WHO SAVES HIM AND GIVES HIM A CHANCE AT THE LAST MOMENT AND BECOMES HIS MENTOR?

#please visualize Chay covering Serendipity by Jimin for his solo performance #singing 'just let me love you' to ABSOLUTELY NO ONE IN PARTICULAR WINK WINK #coincidentally on the final week that he's being mentored by Wik after like 2 months #PLEASE PICTURE HIM IN 1 ON 1 REHEARSALS W/ HIS MENTOR!!! TO GET FEEDBACK OFC #i'm very normal about this #HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA #i am opening the google doc as we speak #jk I'm never writing this 🤪🤪🤪#I would like to read it tho so if any kimchay enjoyers / writers see this 🥺🥺🥺🙏🙏🙏#kimchay

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pekoeboo · 3 months ago

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ugh. some thoughts.

really been trying to find the joy in drawing/writing again and honestly it's been such a challenge. friends have told me it's most likely depression that's making it hard to feel motivated and tbh they're probably right.

hoping to get back into being creative in the way I Want to be at some point tho. I miss it. there's still so much with my stories and characters that I haven't been able to share or explain and I wish I knew how without it feeling like this daunting, impossible task.

I don't know when I'll get around to actually sharing art again (or writing, if ever). was hoping that I'd manage to get some of my mental and physical issues in check recently for just long enough to get back into the swing of being creative, but that hasn't seemed to work. everything feels bad, both artistically and physically. I'm struggling to keep up with the frantic pace at which my brain comes up with story concepts and intriguing character interactions, even tho everything in me wishes I could turn it into tangible artistic expression so I can get it out of my head and share it. it used to be easy. I don't know why it's not now.

I'm just . tired, I guess.