#but I applaud Bison for openly trying to discuss the kinks and limits and trying to make sure Kant is okay

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no but seriously

going from one night stand right to bdsm scene with barely any actual kisses or intimacy in between to get used to is WILD

Like maybe it's a fact I'm very ace but having no adjustment period in the meantime would also have me absolutely terrified even without the added 'my lover is a killer' fear so I think we need to cut Kant some slack

That boy is waring with multiple problems at once, trying to balance everything that may cost him his family, freedom AND life so I think we might need to overlook his blatant disregard for his own safety (bison actually tried to have a responsible conversation with him but that dumbass has zero self preservation) and questionable actions to get whatever he needs to get closer to bison

I'm very interested if Kant discovers along the way that he actually is into some of the kinks (p'Jo in todays twt space hinted that yes) and let's himself be freer.

That brings another layer of uncertainty tho bc rn Bison feels really safe and accepted in his kinks while Kant freaks out. What if by the time Kant let's himself truly enjoy newly discovered kink Bison already gets the hint about his betrayal and while Kant is feeling safe and secure Bison will spiral bc 'what do you mean you didn't enjoy it' 'i hurt you for real' and 'I trusted you with the most important thing in my life and you dared to deceive me'

It seems to me like these two are passing each other - but each going to the opposite direction.

Even if it now seems that both strive for the same goal (being boyfriends) while I really do think Bison is falling rapidly in love Kant doesn't allow himself a thing like that yet.

And by the time Kant gets there, Bison will know Kant is a traitor.

Either way it's incredibly frustrating and also delicious to watch Kant digging a hole underneath his own fucking legs.