#hats down to first and khaotung here

[qlventingspace]

no but seriously

going from one night stand right to bdsm scene with barely any actual kisses or intimacy in between to get used to is WILD

Like maybe it's a fact I'm very ace but having no adjustment period in the meantime would also have me absolutely terrified even without the added 'my lover is a killer' fear so I think we need to cut Kant some slack

That boy is waring with multiple problems at once, trying to balance everything that may cost him his family, freedom AND life so I think we might need to overlook his blatant disregard for his own safety (bison actually tried to have a responsible conversation with him but that dumbass has zero self preservation) and questionable actions to get whatever he needs to get closer to bison

I'm very interested if Kant discovers along the way that he actually is into some of the kinks (p'Jo in todays twt space hinted that yes) and let's himself be freer.

That brings another layer of uncertainty tho bc rn Bison feels really safe and accepted in his kinks while Kant freaks out. What if by the time Kant let's himself truly enjoy newly discovered kink Bison already gets the hint about his betrayal and while Kant is feeling safe and secure Bison will spiral bc 'what do you mean you didn't enjoy it' 'i hurt you for real' and 'I trusted you with the most important thing in my life and you dared to deceive me'

It seems to me like these two are passing each other - but each going to the opposite direction.

Even if it now seems that both strive for the same goal (being boyfriends) while I really do think Bison is falling rapidly in love Kant doesn't allow himself a thing like that yet.

And by the time Kant gets there, Bison will know Kant is a traitor.

Either way it's incredibly frustrating and also delicious to watch Kant digging a hole underneath his own fucking legs.

[hyunlixsbbygirl]

The Heart Killers - Episode One

*Insert Mariah Carey voice here* ITTTTSSSSSSSS TIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am obviously going to be live blogging my watch through of this drama so buckle up butter cups, this one might be a long post, don’t forget to peep the bingo card below this and at the end to see what this episode has brought us!!

Damn! Already getting hit with Khaotung just being absolutely gorgeous as always and being an escort like sign me up please?

Joong is so hot omg I can’t already! Who is the costume designer for this?!?!?!

“We’re the guys that will take you to heaven” Okay!!!! Hot as hell even though they literally unalive him right after but still so hot

AHHHHH First and Dunk are literally so hot omg like someone please pinch me to ensure I didn’t die because there is just no way these two look this good! First with tattoos is a kink I didn’t realize I had until now.

THE CROP TOP EXCUSE ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Seriously who is the costume designer because I need to give them the biggest forehead kiss ever!!!

Side note: I just know this bingo card is already filling up like there is no way it’s not

Ooh feisty Bison - yes I am here for it!!!

I would like First to also teach me how to bowl please? That was so hot omg

Ima need Style to call Fidel daddy at least once in this drama like there is no exception

Oh shit!!! Here we go, a classic FirstKhao kiss but you just know it’s going to be so much hotter than usual like there is just no way these two aren’t going to make this kiss one of the hottest ones yet. I am already clutching my non existent pearls

I should not have been watching this in the living room where my mother and grandmother could have seen the absolute sin that just went down or the me squirming and screeching like the animal I turned into just now Jesus………

THE MOANING!?!?!?!

Okay, Khaotung in a backwards hat is literally the most hottest thing I’ve seen so far, I need more of that please and thank you

Ah shit, Kant having to take out his one night stand. That would literally be the worst ever but I kind of get it

Damn Joong is really good with this character, like I actually believe he’s a hitman by night like someone did his research for this role and it shows.

FirstKhao are so cute I literally can’t handle it, their smiles and everything are just adorable - I know they’re supposed to be playing hitmen but like come on! You can take the boy out of a cute character but you can never take the cute out of the boy

BINGO!! 39 minutes in we have a bingo! I will post the finished board below my commentary though but damn that was faster than expected LOL

The gay panic that just ran through Fidel when he saw Style unbuttoning his jumper was amazing LOL Joong really played that so well like those workshops must have been insane!!

Ooof Fidel is so hot! I love how intimidating he looks like he just screams “call me daddy” like for real

Ghost shipping FirstJoong - I’m just saying this now so that maybe the universe will be kind to me in the further?

Not Fidel literally dragging Style out of the restaurant! Like I said, Joong is absolutely amazing in this show so far like seriously not only is he super hot as hell but he just plays this character so freaking well!!

Holy shit! That episode was honestly incredible! Each of the boys did absolutely amazing and the storyline so far is just amazing. I literally cannot wait for next week now! As promised though, here is the final bingo card: