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oh no (i recovered a shadow rant)
honestly sometimes writing shadow in the love island au is so buzzy to me bc I have nothing else from the former fandom to base his journey off </3
shadow's in his own personal reformation era. he's been removing all the toxic habits, people and traits from his life and he's creating a new, more mature identity for himself than what he had in the past
but I don't see a lot of that in fanworks I consume ??? either they go down the Bad Boy TM with a kind heart route or the Feral route or I Am An Asshole For No Reason route
but I'm writing a shadow who's none of these things ?? well, okay maybe he's a Lil feral, but it's not a big broadcasted thing and it's not an important detail. I'm writing a shadow that doesn't need to dabble in his trauma. he's been through that. he's processed it. still the effects linger around but it's not a major plot point. he's not really anything. he's just a guy. a little awkward and reclusive and Different but he's doing him and he's learning to grow into his adult self and discover his true path from there :))
basically how I see it is that the general perception is: shadow's worth (esp in fics) is what he is to someone else. and that makes me sad. sure, fics can be about relationships amongst characters,, but who are they on their own ?? it feels shallow, is all
and I don't wanna be Miss Know It All I'm Different but my shadow is a fully formed person by himself. he has his sense of identity. but it is one also subject to change. he discovers more of himself on the island and meeting amy has influenced and taught him many things. but they're not co-dependent on each other to make progress within the story ?? they just light a spark in the other to think about and things kinda happen on their own that way
idk man. justice for shadow bc he never gets portrayed in a true light (I don't claim my portrayal of shadow to be accurate either. shadow's one of those characters that's really up to interpretation and perception. but I think what I got down is enough to show what shadow represents within himself and as a symbol)
#sonic love island au#sonic love island re runs#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#fanfic#bee rants abt shadow the hedgehog#i told ygs#i warned you these posts existed#character rant#characterisation
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posting all of these on the same day as i'm posting them on insta. as an early christmas treat. just for you :) imagine a little bow on all of this stuilly art, okay?
#stuilly#scream 1996#billy loomis#stu macher#billy x stu#stu x billy#scream#I don't even like nor celebrate christmas fjhdsjkfhsdhf I do like giving gifts tho hehehe#also the is another piece of art i gotta post seperately bc it needs a content warning whoops#OH AND please zoom in on the first one if tumblr allows it (if not... i am uploading it to the drive)#you can see what stu has written down as 'notes' :)#oh and yeah there is one single doodle from the musical in here whoops#my long disstance one sided relationship with scream'd (i want her. I need her. She does not know I exists type beat yknow?)#friends have started to joke that we fly out to vegas and everyone goes gambling while I watch the musical. my suffering is their amusment
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putting my prediction on record now that the coming decade is going to see the rise of viral-marketed fancy at-home water filtration systems, driving and driven by a drastic reduction in the quality of U.S. tap water (given that we are in a 'replacement era' where our current infrastructure is reaching the end of its lifespan--but isn't being replaced). also guessing that by the 2030s access to drinkable tap water will be a mainstream class issue, with low-income & unstably housed people increasingly forced to rely on expensive bottled water when they can't afford the up-front cost of at-home filtration--and with this being portrayed in media as a "moral failing" and short-sighted "choice," rather than a basic failure of our political & economic systems. really hope i'm just being alarmist, but plenty of this already happens in other countries, and the U.S. is in a state of decline, so. here's praying this post ages into irrelevance. timestamped April 2023
#apollo don't fucking touch this one#serious post#not a shitpost#hope i forget about this post and have no reason to ever look back on it one day#fyi i'm aware that access to potable water is already a major issue in parts of the U.S. yes i know flint michigan exists#i'm saying that this issue is going to GROW unless local & federal governments work together to fix it.#so it's a matter of if we trust them to fix it. And well--do you?#what are the chances the government just denies there's a problem until the water actually turns brown#at which point it's already been common knowledge for years and people have just become resigned and that's our new normal#i'm mean come on. how many of us already believe that we're being exposed to dangerous pollutants we don't know about and can't avoid#like that's pretty much just part of being a modern consumer. accepting that companies will happily endanger your life for a few pennies#and the most you'll get is like a $50 gift card as part of a class action rebate 20 years down the line#probably the history books will look back on Flint as a warning and a harbinger that went ignored#luxury condos will advertise their built-in top-of-the-line filtration systems--live here and you can drink water straight from your tap!#watch the elite professional class putting $700 dyson water filtration systems on their wedding registry#while the rest of us figure out how to fit water delivery into our grocery budget while putting 90% of our paycheck towards rent#also eggs are $15
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Hello! Not exactly sure what’s all covered under “dark stuff” but I thought I’d shoot my shot.
Do you have any ideas or head canons concerning how badly the turtles might um…. Mark someone up during a close encounter? Like how badly the animal instincts might take over, or if they were even aware of it happening?
18+ /NSFW / Leo's the oldest with 29 / Everyone is susceptible to leaving marks at one time or another. In this essay, I will—
Leo is more susceptible to this act during his rut, when you're having angry sex, or those nights when he feels like acting a little mean (just because you love it). He sucks on your skin, and it's that suction that leaves the mark—most of the time reddish, almost purple. Always heals fast, for which he's gotta keep making them.
Raphel adores biting you. His marks are always deep purple and borderline black. Looks more like you had an accident, which makes them extra hard to hide under makeup or clothing. They take forever to heal, and he kind of gets offended if you cover them up.
Donatello is respectful while marking you. If you request him not to place his love bites in visible areas he'll listen. There's a catch, however. No neck marks? Perfect. How about splattering your entire torso with multiple different-sized hickeys? Sounds fair, right? I swear he'd be the most smooth talker, and yet somehow has an absolutely ravishing mischievous smirk.
Mikey uses them more when he's feeling slightly more possessive of you. Typically, the urge to mark you intensifies as his mating season comes close to its peak. My dude goes feral. He loves it when you mark him too (I mean if somehow you could go through that hard surface of his skin). And you can bet he shows them off proudly!
#what's covered under dark stuff? *insert mean girls meme “the limit does not exist”#don't be afraid to request what you wanna read#as long as it isn't horribly specific (as in you want me to write you a full fic with oc and all lol) it's all good!#If I do not want to do smt then I won't#don't worry too much about that#and always mind the warnings in the stuff I post#tw dark content#tmnt bayverse#tmnt dark content#tmnt dark turtles#tmnt bayverse leo#tmnt bayverse raph#tmnt donatello#tmnt bayverse donnie#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt mikey x reader#tmnt leo x reader#tmnt raph x reader
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Don’t mind me just sitting here thinking about how long I’ve been in the 1930s and how it’s still only 1935.
#this year for Christmas Santa I would like to will all my story posts into existence#or a whole team of elves to help finish them at warp speed 😂#I just wanna post ‘em every day man#but they take so LONG#anyway it’s been raining here for like six days so maybe I’m just in my feels#please kindly ignore me#or relay this message to Santa okay thank you#heathen nonsense warning#damn can we get to the end of the story warning 😩#gif warning
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What would you advise people to be aware of before reading MDZS or any MXTX books, for that matter? I'm serious.
I would warn them before reading or engaging with any of MXTX's books about the extremely dubious consent content, including elements that lean toward sexual assault. Additionally, I would warn them about the, in my opinion, very clear depictions of eating disorders and malnutrition, as well as physically and mentally abusive types of relationships of any kind that arise, alongside the classic themes of violence, gore, and blood.
Furthermore, topics such as suicide, self-harm, teacher-student relationships, stalking, abortion, and gambling, etc.
I know some of you might say insensitive things like, "One should expect such things in books," or comments like, "It's not that deep." To those kinds of people, I would like to remind you: FUCK OFF!
It is that deep. You don't know someone else's trauma and mental health struggles; warnings are necessary, and not just in the form of jokes or comments like "Just read it and find out." Trigger warnings exist for a reason and are essential. Just because you don't need them doesn't mean that others don't.
If you don't care about this, that's fine; move on. It's clearly not meant for you, but I'm tired of people across all kinds of fandoms, including MXTX, downplaying these issues and acting as if it's acceptable to belittle them simply because you personally might not share the same problems.
Sidenote: I recommend that you always Google the TW (trigger warnings) for the specific MXTX work you are about to read before purchasing it. Additionally, adaptations are usually much more censored and may not be entirely free of specific content in some regards.
#mdzs#tgcf#svsss#mo dao zu shi#tian guan ci fu#The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System#Ren Zha Fanpai Zijiu Xitong#the scum villain's self saving system#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the founder of diabolism#mxtx fandom#mxtx#mxtx mdzs#mxtx tgcf#mxtx svsss#trigger warnings#I used goblin tools to help with my disleixa whilst writing this post#If anyone comes about “what about spoilers in Tws?” then you clearly don't get why tw exist in the very first place
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the dream smp journey: attempting to make the lore of the dream smp more accessible.
so back when i first wanted to get into the dream smp i had absolutely no idea where to start. i asked some people and they told me pretty much “look up dream smp + [insert youtuber name] and start there” and so i did, but i quickly came to realize how much i was missing from the story by not seeing all the different points of view.
so i decided to make my own playlist.
it was just for myself at first, but as i got more obsessed with the story, i also gave the link to some friends of mine so they could have the full experience, and they loved it. so i kept updating it.
my goal was to try and make a capsule of the entirety of the lore on the dream smp across almost every single POV, because while i do appreciate those who make recap videos, they always miss something and it’s usually with peoples’ POV who aren’t considered to be “main characters” which sucks because one of my favorite things about the dream smp was how everyone was their own main character with their own individual storyline you could get invested in.
i’ve seen every single video in the playlist, and did my absolute best to discern what should be included and what didn’t need to be.
for instance, while i personally enjoyed streams where they’d just goof off, this is a lore-centric playist so i didn’t include all of them unless one of the jokes or such gets mentioned/becomes important later on. or if there is a lore event happening but two people have almost identical streams to one another then i decided between the two of them which one to keep. or if the cc themself made an edited version of their experience, i would decide whether to go with that or keep the original vod
it’s far from perfect. i tried to keep up with it as long as i could I STILL HAVE VIDEOS IN MY WATCH LATER THAT I PLANNED TO ADD but simply put while the dream smp storyline got longer and longer it became harder to keep up with. i watched pretty much all the streams when they happened but failed to update the playlist accordingly so right now it has almost everything up until ”Hitting on 16.”
i always wanted to finish it before i posted it, but i’ve been seeing people talk about how they miss the experience of watching the dream smp and while i obviously can’t provide the full interactive experience that the dream smp offered as it came out, i knew i couldn’t just keep this in my back pocket and thought i could at least offer a good chunk of the experience for you guys to still be able to keep!
here’s the playlist, spanning over 300 videos.
there’s also a semi-canon playlist (not nearly as thorough) for events that get mentioned by the cc’s a lot or are just cool to have and i wanted to include them somewhere so here it is also!!
to go along with it i also made a masterpost (can you tell i love making lists) which is what every single video on the playlist is supposed to be (and was last i checked, but videos get taken down every so often so there might be a couple missing here and there).
i hope to update this one day and have it fully finished, but with my schedule (full-time college student babyyyy) and simply the hundreds of hours of content i’d need to sift through it just seems impossible (and frankly just really intimidating) to challenge alone right now. so i also wanted to give this to the community to maybe be able to do what i couldn’t!
my hope with this is that if someone in a year or two (or whenever really) is interested in the dream smp they won’t have to sit through recap videos and instead can watch the real thing in a single playlist connected to the doc. my dream is for the masterpost and the playlist to go hand-in-hand, being like a guide people can follow that would also link to other moments and lore that is saved but just not avaliable on youtube, so we don’t have all these moments just lost to time.
i want to make this collaborative, i’m hoping this will maybe spark others to share what videos/moments they have saved and stored with each other for the dream smp and maybe together we could complete this thing somehow!! make the playlist and masterpost i dreamed of (the one right now is scuffed, but at least it’s something). the dream smp is one of my absolute favorite pieces of media out there and i want to share this with people but (as you can probably tell) i have no idea what i’m doing!! any step to help make the story more readily accessible is a good one, though!
i know i’ve missed things but i’ve done my best. and while not the perfectly polished thing i hoped it would be when i sent it out to the world maybe it could be a good building block for the community to use. so please share this!! reblog it!! all that jazz!! i want this to be for everyone!!
anyways, this is a long post. but the whole reason i got into the dream smp in the first place was because of the awesome fan content i saw and this crazy and creative community and i want to be able to give back, if i can.
#dream smp#the dream smp journey#dream smp lore#mcyt#tommyinnit#jack manifold#c!tommy#c!jack#(sorry jack and tommy gotta use you to cross-tag)#(is it even crosstagging if they're IN the playlist?.... lot to think about)#i really wanted to add more to this#my goal was to catch up on all the videos and then go back and transcribe each one (or link pre-existing transcriptions)#and then add content warnings if need be#i had this idea too where say you just finished up the nov.16th lore after that it would be cool to link you to sad-ist's animation!!#just things like that! i had a lot of things i was thinking about#anyways thanks for reading my c!jack analysis posts throughout all this time now you may have my massive lore bank i've been holding onto#cheers!!!#rambling rocks#like.. holy shit#will this even turn into anything? i don't know. i hope so#i want to come back to this and give it the TLC it deserves#but until i find the time + motivation for that i didn't want to keep it just to myself#i just hope this is a good step towards making the dream smp story more accessible to people#pebble post
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Yes, capitalism is bad. Yes, we should dismantle capitalism. No, capitalism is not the Sole Thing Responsible for every single bad thing that has ever historically happened to anyone.
#'rEaD sOmE tHeOrY' YOU pay a mote of attention to actual historical reality!!#you should care about misogyny because hating women is bad.#not because misogyny is a Tool of Capitalism#(like I don't actually think this person was trying to say 'the only reason misogyny exists is to serve capitalism' but. I mean a) I HAVE#actually seen that '''''take''''' before and b) something is not inherently morally good because you have deemed it 'anticapitalist'.#like if you ever came to the conclusion that misogyny was somehow 'anticapitalist' then. uh. it would still be wrong to be misogynistic!)#(sorry! I care about women and their rights because women are people and should have rights! not because feminism happens to#align nicely with my Class Conscious Political Theory™™™™™!)#(you could have just made this post about how awful misogyny is but noooooo you just HAD to shoehorn in at the end about#how It Upholds Capitalism!!!!1 because talking about how much you hate capitalism is the ONLY FUCKING THING anyone cares about#on this godforsaken site. heaven forbid we just say 'hating women is bad'!!!!!!!!!!!)#(ugh watch me get called a neoliberal capitalism shill for this because people have less than zero reading comprehension)#I warned y'all. I'm not gonna be patient. I'm not gonna be nice. you care about women because they're people or you make peace with the#fact that I'm never going to give you the benefit of the doubt about anything#those are your options!! you wanted more options you should have fought for us!!!!! you should have not elected a professional misogynist#as the head of the country I live in and/or tried to persuade people to allow the continued political rise of said professional misogynist!#I see even ONE (1) defense of misogyny or willful lack of understanding about how it functions/why it's dangerous I am going FUCKING SPARE#I AM EXTENDING *ZERO* GRACE. ***NONE***
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I believe this is the first time I’m posting non fandom related art! This is a redraw I did over the summer of a piece of art I made for a writing assignment in 2021 featuring an OC of mine.
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#art#digital art#procreate#my art#oc#oc art#demon oc#old art#new art#redraw#forest#sulking in the forest#Her name is Nova :)#She’s existed since 2016#she used to be an undertale oc but not anymore#she is free#kind of#she exists in the prison of my mind#I will be posting more art of her#you have been warned#I know I should redesign her demon form#but I cannot kill this darling#I am weak#PaperPossumPost
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Just say you think cp is ok as long as the minors are fictional you fuckin pedophile
Normally I ignore hostile or pre-judgmental asks on the off chances I get them, but I'll make exception for this one because it seems like a good opportunity for some much needed nuance-- also because I get this person's disgust, I really do.
But you, my fella, must understand that this isn't about the morality or even lack thereof behind dark fictional content, at all. You must realize that wanting dark and taboo fictional content (yes including that one you mentioned) not being allowed to exist actually does nothing to improve or protect irl lives, much on the contrary actually. No, I don't think there's any possible moral reason behind fictional cp content (nor do I find it 'ok',) but once again, this isn't about morality.
Please take a moment to read this thread (it words this topic better than me) then think it over. Trust me, it's a better use of your time than annoying ppl online with words you can't even bother standing up for with your name/face.
#like yeah i get your kneejerk reaction n outrage#but you must not let your disgust alone call for morality esp with fictional content#believe me i dont like pedophiliac fiction and wouldnt want to engage or come across it personally#and i def dont think it should just be posted wherever without abandon without the proper trigger/content warnings filters tags#or outside the proper spaces#if the contrary happens the problem isnt the dark theme itself existing but an INDIVIDUAL problem of the author being forgetful at best#or an asshole at worst#but i understand this kind of content has to be safe to exist when properly handled even if i dont like it nor would look at it#bc if you allow censorship even the tiniest margin there it will never ever just stop or stay there#it will 100% of the time always try to spread and take more#you dont need to engage or like or even agree with dark content at all!#but you must understand that either even the darkest and most grotesque and disgusting type of fic is safe to exist#or NO forms of fiction are truly safe to exist at all#yes even the fictional content you'd deem pure and kid-friendly could be at risk then#anon#anonymous#jellycream answers#psa#idk what other tags should be here im drawing a blank srry
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blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl
#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭#and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads#which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those#so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time#i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos#ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl#the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl#every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!!#''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/#''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍#I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ????#what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly.#vent //#SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community#i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos#it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl#i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl#(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it)#(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl)#delete later#dandyshucks
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lol. lmao even
#'people are so mean to Narrator. he's just trying his best!' he literally created this situation#like– yes. he's a tragic character. yes. his motivations are complicated and understandable#that's what makes him a compelling character#'people don't trust him and think he's gaslighting!' that is literally by the design#the initial warning before you start the game LITERALLY INCLUDES GASLIGHTING#Narrator is purposefully written as a manipulative and distrustful figure#that you SHOULD question and you SHOULD mistrust#that's simply part of the game design and of how the devs want you to interact with this character#if you gotta pretend that part of his character doesn't exist to enjoy his character. then you do not even fuckin' understand the character#you claim to like#sal rants#stp-posting#I never claimed to be above vagueposting#know better than to put it into main tags tho#and if you know who I'm referring to. just leave them the fuck alone. being wrong isn't a crime and I mean that sincerely#anyway. into the blocklist you go. woop!!
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Talking a little bit about 'boycotting Eurovision' under Keep Reading, feel free to scroll down if is not what you want to see.
The most used argument on the matter of banning Israel from Eurovision is the fact that Russia got banned from Eurovision, which is the worst argument anyone could bring.
Kindly reminder that Russia didn't get banned because of the war with Ukraine. Russia got banned because many countries has threatened to withdraw from the competition. Sadly, that's a big difference.
Yes, the countries has threatened to withdraw because they support Ukraine and see Russia as the party in the wrong. That was their reason. EBU's reason for banning Russian was because those countries threatened to withdraw, not because the war was bad and Russia must be stopped.
This situation isn't the same. Why? Because many countries support Israel in their genocide. Because this time around Palestine is the party in the wrong. Because we're taught to believe that Israel isn't in the wrong here.**
Boycotting Eurovision won't work. There are people out there who don't know the truth and want to watch Eurovision. There are people out there who don't care and will watch Eurovision regardless of the situation. There are people out there who, despite having the facts, still don't see Israel as the bad guy in this situation and will watch Eurovision. Sadly, boycotting won't work unless everyone does it.
The only way Israel will get banned, in my opinion, is by going through the same thing as Russia. If other countries threatened to withdraw- and not any countries, but the ones investing the most in Eurovision, then yes. That will get Israel banned.
Otherwise? The only thing we do is hurt artists that don't deserve it. Artists who use Eurovision as a way to get more exposure and experience. Artists who deserve to be heard.
Don't vote for Israel's entry. Don't stream their song either. Heck, turn off the TV when is their turn to perform.
**This whole situation (the war, not Eurovision) isn't only black and white. Civilians die daily because of this, all of them from both sides. Innocent people who has no fault. Let's not forget that
#Honestly I'm tired of the whole 'Russia got banned Israel should be banned too' speech because is truly bullshit#It has nothing to do with the war per se. It was because countries were unwilling to participate in support for Ukraine#If the whole situation was truly political then other countries wouldn't be able to participate either#Is it fair? No. But that's the situation#Alas Eurovision exist so we forget about the bad in the world for a bit and be more united. Have some fun. Stuff like that#I'm going to get so much hate over this omg. But this is just my opinion/point of view on the matter#Sadly this whole situation isn't even about helping the innocent put in danger by this situation. Is about hate like everything else#My wording is so shitty but people on the internet don't understand shit unless I call 'X bad Y good' so we go with that#eurovision 2024#Also another reminder that THE WHOLE AUDIENCE chanted 'Cha Cha Cha' during eurovision 2023 and were rotting for Finland to win just to lose#Many entries got fucked up by the jury votes too. Our opinion doesn't matter as much as some of you might think lol#Jury votes GOT CHANGED during another eurovision under shitty reasons (I can't remember which year but there were 5 or 6 countries who got#their votes changed). Eurovision has never been fair#We always get annoyed over it and trash talk it then watch it the next year#Also this is not the same as boycotting brands and shit like that who support Israel. No money go from Eurovision to Israel.#This competition as far as I am aware (please correct me if I'm wrong) doesn't support Israel in any way#Be it financially or by donating arms or any other way#Their only fault is for allowing Israel to participate. That's all#Weapons* don't ask me why I said arms instead sorry#i'm tired lol#Fair warning I won't answer any replies to this post
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that period of time between south park post covid being announced in 2021 to summer 2022 when everyone got obsessed with truffula flu was moderately heavenly
#i'm going through all my chronological memory hoarding playlists from late 2013 to now#taken all day but i'm currently on around june 2022 and it's so nostalgic#but like that entire time was unreal#never forget south park post covid announcement literally curing me of like 2 years worth of on and off depression#i was like still weakly crawling out of the abyss and then adult scientist philanthropist kenny jsut yanked me out of there so easily#no warning#and then i was fine. it was so funny to me like i was in the middle of my eateot induced existential crisis where i couldn't sleep and then#everything was just normal? literally whatever episode of my life i was in had ended and everything reset for the next episode#which was such a good episode as well. and then the tflu era??#reading every existing camp entre blog within a month#and then the swag and bitter archives. literally the summer of all time#not just for that i mean it was just a good summer anyway#the only logical direction for life to go in after that was down bc i'd literally peaked for about 8 months#but it was a good time while it lasted#this was meant to be a happy ''remember the good times'' post but how come i'm only allowed to be happy for like a year at most#but i'm allowed to be in the abyss for 2 years#hopefully not longer bc i'm only now just getting over the cursed half of 2022 that doesn't exist to me (sep-dec)#but like. 2015 and first part of 2016 good. 2016-2018 bad#end of 2018 and most of 2019 good. end of 2019-summer 2021 bad#end of 2021-summer 2022 good. end of 2022-now bad#the maths does not add up#anyway shoutout november 2021-july 2022 i love you soooooooo much you were so sexy <3#(apart from the agoraphobia but that was part of the fun)#(like i'd be out in public and i'd see a pic of entre on my phone and i guess too much serotonin would be released in my brain and i'd get#anxiety and have to go home and i couldn't eat in public and i basically couldn't leave the house)#(because i was too obsessed with tflu)#(that wasn't the main reason it was mostly a wild fear of food poisoning from anything. but tflu didn't help and that is so cool of it)#(truly an iconic time. okay stop talking)#ramble
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realized i've somehow never made a minato & asumi post despite them being some of the characters i think about the most in the story. i want them to be friends who get lunch together every other saturday
#mine#long post#my opinions on ch. 37 and its execution are more mixed now than before but i still appreciate it for putting these two in a room together.#tfw ~7 years ago you were suddenly thrust into the role of a single parent without warning#while also dealing w/ the abrupt disappearance of an important person in your life who's keeping you in the dark abt what they're doing.#i always wondered why asumi and minato never reached out to each other in the years between. asumi at least seemed to know of minato but#maybe neither of them thought it was their place to do so.#which is sad b/c i think they really are the only people in the world who could come close to understanding the other's feelings abt kouyou#they're both on equal footing with him and as close to him as they can get but there's still so much he doesn't confide in either of them.#we see that clear divide btwn kouyou w/ the tenjous and kouyou w/ the osezakis#how those parts of his life just never overlapped for years and years. how the knowledge they had of the other's existence was so minimal#but now... maybe they can help each other to fill in those gaps you know?#basically i'd like to see them interact again in the future. or even presented as parallels to each other.#the dream would be a backstory-focused duo pov chapter... we'll have to see though#you know what. feeling brave i'll main tag this#deep sea aquarium magmell
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me when it’s the week before my period:
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#I’M TIRED OF THIS SHIT!!!#why is this week worse than my period#like as soon as I get my period??? everything’s fine#but that week and a half before??? category five extinction event for my mental health#and I’m so tired and drained and so angry all the damn time#tired of this#anyway#we ball 😤#(I am in tears)#the best part is when you go to the doctors and they’re just like oh well are you eating?#sleeping? you’re a student so you’re probably stressed about exams#so you should be fine there’s nothing really wrong#…thanks doc yeah it’s so normal for me to imagine a world where I don’t exist#it’s so normal for me to lie awake thinking about what would happen if I just peaced out of this mortal plane#haha but yeah I guess I’m stressed about exams!! :P#but ANYWAY I’m fine. I’m okay. don’t worry.#just needed a rant because whew it’s been a day#mini rant warning#vent post#ramblingeyes
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