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Chibi Makemake and Pluto!!!!
I love them >_<
I'm sorry for this lazy and terrible art,i will try to draw something better!!!
#solarballs#solarballs fanart#solarballs makemake#solarballs pluto#solarballs art#dwarf planets#humanization#chibi art#chibi#cute chibi#I WAS LOVING MY ARTSTYLE UNTIL NOW IDK WHAT HAPPENED I'M SO SORRY RAAHH#I'm getting really lazy help me#deez nuts#is this real#i want to cut off my hands
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the thing is there's like, a point of oversaturation for everything, and it's why so many things get dropped after a few minutes. and we act like millennials or gen z kids "have short attention spans" but... that's not quite it. it's more like - we did like it. you just ruined it.
capitalism sees product A having moderate success, and then everything has to come out with their "own version" of product A (which is often exactly the same). and they dump extreme amounts of money and environmental waste into each horrible simulacrum they trot out each season.
now it's not just tiktokkers making videos; it's that instagram and even fucking tumblr both think you want live feeds and video-first programming. and it helps them, because videos are easier to sneak native ads into. the books coming out all have to have 78 buzzwords in them for SEO, or otherwise they don't get published. they are making a live-action remake of moana. i haven't googled it, but there's probably another marvel or starwars something coming out, no matter when you're reading this post.
and we are like "hi, this clone of project A completely misses the point of the original. it is soulless and colorless and miserable." and the company nods and says "yes totally. here is a different clone, but special." and we look at clone 2 and we say "nope, this one is still flat and bad, y'all" and they're like "no, totally, we hear you," and then they make another clone but this time it's, like, a joyless prequel. and by the time they've successfully rolled out "clone 89", the market is incredibly oversaturated, and the consumer is blamed because the company isn't turning a profit.
and like - take even something digital like the tumblr "live streaming" function i just mentioned. that has to take up server space and some amount of carbon footprint; just so this brokenass blue hellsite can roll out a feature that literally none of its userbase actually wants. the thing that's the kicker here: even something that doesn't have a physical production plant still impacts the environment.
and it all just feels like it's rolling out of control because like, you watch companies pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into a remake of a remake of something nobody wants anymore and you're like, not able to afford eggs anymore. and you tell the company that really what you want is a good story about survival and they say "okay so you mean a YA white protagonist has some kind of 'spicy' love triangle" and you're like - hey man i think you're misunderstanding the point of storytelling but they've already printed 76 versions of "city of blood and magic" and "queen of diamond rule" and spent literally millions of dollars on the movie "Candy Crush Killer: Coming to Eat You".
it's like being stuck in a room with a clown that keeps telling the same joke over and over but it's worse every time. and that would be fine but he keeps fucking charging you 6.99. and you keep being like "no, i know it made me laugh the first time, but that's because it was different and new" and the clown is just aggressively sitting there saying "well! plenty of people like my jokes! the reason you're bored of this is because maybe there's something wrong with you!"
#this was much longer i had to cut it down for legibility#but i do want to say i am aware this post doesnt touch on human rights violations as a result of fast fashion#that is because it deserves its own post with a completely different tone#i am an environmental educator#so that's what i know the most about. it wouldn't be appropriate of me to mention off-hand the real and legitimate suffering#that people are going through#without doing my research and providing real ways to help#this is a vent post about a thing i'm watching happen; not a call to action. it would be INCREDIBLY demeaning#to all those affected by the fast fashion industry to pretend that a post like this could speak to their suffering#unfortunately one of the horrible things about latestage capitalism as an activist is that SO many things are linked to this#and i WANT to talk about all of them but it would be a book in its own right. in fact there ARE books about each level of this#and i encourage you to seek them out and read them!!! i am not an expert on that i am just a person on tumblr doing my favorite activity#(complaining)#and it's like - this is the individual versus the industry problem again right because im blaming myself#for being an expert on environmental disaster (which is fucking important) but not knowing EVERYTHING about fast fashion#i'm blaming myself for not covering the many layers of this incredibly complicated problem im pointing out#rather than being like. yeah so actually the fault here lies with the billion dollar industries actually.#my failure to be able to condense an incredibly immense problem that is BOOK-LENGTH into a single text post that i post for free#is not in ANY fucking way the same amount of harm as. you know. the ACTUAL COMPANIES doing this ACTUAL THING for ACTUAL MONEY.#anyway im gonna go donate money while i'm thinking about it. maybe you can too. we can both just agree - well i fuckin tried didn't i#which is more than their CEOs can say
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Breaking Bread, and Spilling Soup [Bonus art]
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jiang yanli#jin zixuan#The amount of times I had to double check my spelling for Jin Zixuan...#Why does he have to have a cousin who's name is just one letter off...why...#I originally wrote out WWX asking for an update on his sister more explicitly - however even the Audio Drama has LWJ pick up#on the fact WWX wants to hear news about how JYL is doing. Though I'm certain he knows how much it will sting.#This might be official somewhere - but I personally believe that LWJ made the stop in Yiling to run into WWX to share the news.#Three days feels like a remarkable short time to tell someone about a wedding...though I imagine this wasn't LWJ's first attempt.#Maybe he delayed because he felt like it was not his news to share. Maybe he tried for weeks to find him.#Regardless...ouchie! A fun reminder that Jiang Yanli still means a lot to WWX even if he did cut ties with Yunmeng Jiang.#How many stabs to the heart did this feel like? To not be invited at all? To know she's marrying someone you fear will treat her poorly?#To know that the world and people you left behind haven't stayed stagnent. That they are moving on and moving away from you?#It never feels good to be left behind. Even when we burn the bridges with our own hands.
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(who's gonna save you, hero?)
i love whump fics where tim ends up on the ropes alone and doesn't know if anyone's gonna reach him in time
i really really love leonardo romero's inks and jordie bellaire's colors from the "i am the gun" mini telling the zur-en arrh backstory (in batman issues #128-130), so this is another loose style study
i had this frame in mind specifically, altho i couldnt quite commit to the hard inks
ALSO the concept was loosely based off the issues in legacy ('tec (1940) #698-99) where tim goes undercover and then gets nabbed by lockup and his comm cuts off in the middle of telling nightwing what's going on, which also gave us this great (but misleading) cover
#it's about HIS COMM CUTTING OUT MID SITREP oR cutting them off!!! on purpose bc he doesnt want his family to hear him die#when theyre TRYING TO GET TO HIM#tim drake#sart#dc#i really need to get my hands on the collected failsafe volume#also#i am once again asking you to read batman: legacy#(the way i psyched myself out of working on this for like a month+)#i did give him internal bleeding this time haha
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#It looks like I drew it quickly and without trying#but I didn't#I'm just a piece of shit#I wanted to draw something funny but beautiful but no#now I hate myself and want to cut my hands off#alan wake 2#alan wake#mr. scratch#scratchwake#i fuckin'g don't understand how to draw
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today i volunteered at a historic home gut rehab the local habitat for humanity is doing and got to scooch around in the crawlspace and cut bits of wood and use a nailgun. at one point the Head Guy asked if i knew how to use a table saw and i said "yes but not with confidence" and actually? i do know how to use a table saw with confidence. but confidence that the table saw hates its users and thirsts for blood
#theyre soo nastly they just keep going even when your hands are off the trigger and the wood is out of it#must treat them with respect#i did a wonderful job cutting wood and shed no blood to its thirsty maw#this reads like im afraid of them. I'm just calmly reminding myself it hates me and wants to kill me as i feed wood through it.#the chop saw however is mainly my friend
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Maybe it's sort of a good thing Luo Binghe didn't grow up with Tianlang-jun and Su Xiyan. The mountain high expectations he'd develop for relationships would be unmanageable. The guy is needy enough as is imagine the river of tears Shen Qingqiu would have to deal with trying to explain that he does love him and the fact that he hasn't written a single four hour erotic ballad about him isn't infallible proof that their relationship is a sham.
#ofc id want them to be a happy family i just don't think a child of chinese morticia and gomez addams would settle for what sqq has to offer#i love sqq so much but he could not match that energy#also a shovel talk from su xiyan would be pretty traumatizing#“raise a hand at my son im cutting off your fists. be unkind to him and im taking your tongue. cheat on him and i'll slice-”#scum villain self saving system#svsss#mxtx#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#tianlang jun#su xiyan#tianxi
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i love looking at hot takes and realizing that some outsiders fans don’t realize that fandom is something fun. nothing is truly that serious at the end of the day.
#ik i am a hypocrite but like fuck y’all HATE when people have fun with ensemble characters#like let people have fun and do shit#keep your head down and don’t be an ass#i’m chill with about 99% of the fandom cause of that#but some of y’all are insane#and book fans hate musical fans for some reason and will not shut the fuck up about it#like glad you like the book that’s great!! love that and i’d love to discuss it but the musical is not the root of all evil#oh nooo they added more characters cause you need more for a musical to function#every adaptation changes things lemme hold your hand i promise it’s okay that this happens#also y’all realize some things were cut cause they needed to fit in the MUSIC. cause it’s a MUSICAL#and none of these ensemble are magically getting more lines#idk i’m tired of the fighting cause it’s notttttt that deep and y’all hate seeing musical fans have fun#also you aren’t better than me for not shipping something holy fuck#i don’t care that you don’t ship something i do#one of my best friends in the world doesn’t ship one of my main three ships and we get alone very well#that’s not my issue#my issue is people acting like they understand the story more or are immune to mischaracterizing the characters#they can be shipped and still hold true to themselves#these tags are a lot of yap but i’m tired and sad and pissed off so#y’all get this#this happens so much with cherrycola acting like it gets rid of their major character traits#the whole point is they are FRIENDS before they ever get together#they don’t get together til LATER ON#they have to heal and work out their own issues#“but cherry said blah blah to ponyboy”#consider its cause her boyfriend just threatened to kill a child. she may have been a little shaken up and not wanted#to bring more trouble and attention to him#anyway#the outsiders#the outsiders broadway
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So there was a post a while back about Ben Solo always being told "don't do (x), that's how uncle luke lost his hand" when he was a kid - and I raise you: Elrond and Elros being told "don't do (x), that's how Maedhros lost his hand"??
Like, at Amon Ereb when the twins were newly acquired and refusing to eat their vegetables and Maglor is Mag-mothering them until Erestor, feral half-sane clinically depressed anarchist Avari hostage/patient/infiltrator and Certified Little Shit, hits em with:
"I would listen to the Lord Maglor, winyamor, he well knows the dangers that come to young elflings who don't eat enough vegetables - after all, that's how his brother lost his hand."
Elrond looks conflicted. Elros squints suspiciously. "Truly?"
Erestor, practically comatose since the massacre but ultimately saved from Fading by the biological compulsion to fuck with you, lays a hand over his heart. "I would never lie about such a thing! Just what do you take me for? This is a true tale and a grave warning - the Lord Maedhros' hand was tragically lost in the days of his youth, whilst he was still growing as you are. He refused to eat his vegetables and so, cruelly deprived of the strength it needed to grow strong, his body started to fall apart! First his fingers, then his thumb, and then his palm and wrist - all turned blue and dropped off!"
"No!" Elrond gasps. Elros looks both terrified and impressed. Maglor's face is scrunched up into something that the twins probably interpret as pained - at reminder of the horrors of limbs falling off! - but is actually just him busting a rib trying not to laugh.
"Yes!" Erestor cries with relish. "And it never grew back. All because he didn't eat his vegetables. Isn't that right, Lord Maedhros?"
Maedhros, a looming terror at the head of the table, scarred and solemn and impenetrable as his fortresses, narrows his eyes consideringly at the unfolding shenanigans and the rascal behind it. His conclusion? Fuck it. He gives a slow, solemn nod. Completely deadpan and exaggeratedly formal, because it may have been centuries since he last had his brothers smothering laughter at political dinners but the Finwëan sense of humour, once caught, is not an ailment easily cured.
Maglor conceals his wheezes behind his goblet as Erestor nods sagely to the wide-eyed twins, who suddenly seem a sight more interested in their vegetables.
#it helps that maedhros also has a metric fuck ton of scars so he can make up so much shit#know how i lost my eye? didnt go to bed on time and it shrivelled up#why do i have to wear a shoulder brace sometimes? didn't practice my letters and the bones all fell apart#where'd my fingernails go? didnt wash my hands before eating and they ran away#why is my back all stripy with criss-cross lines? didnt use my cutlery and they attacked me#why are some of my teeth metal? cause i didnt clean em properly for two minutes with mint ointment and i accidentally ate them in my sleep#whys there grey bits in my hair? didnt bathe after running around in the woods and the cobwebs got stuck and never came out#what happened to my ears? ducked underneath a horse and it spooked and bit them off so never ever do that again elros its very dangerous ok#i dont care your ears are smaller because youre peredhel elros the horse will get you#whys my hair so short? didnt comb it so it was stolen by orcs now hand me the brush and get over here elrond your head's a birdnest#for all that the kid's questions sometimes make maedhros a lil uncomfortable its actually really healing for him#sure sauron whipped him until his spine broke but now he uses those marks to get his kids to eat with cutlery like civilised people#and he cut his hair in a depressive spiral after fingon died but his kids think it was so tangled the orcs stole it to make scruffy orc wig#and his shoulders fucked from hanging on thangondrim for decades but if you kids dont sit down and do your lessons then so help me -#his beloved fingon always kissed his scars when he was allowed but it was witty irreverent half insane erestor who helped him laugh at them#i kind of ship it in a 'secret third thing' kinda way u feel me? not sex not friends but they bring a lot out of eachother its weird#erestor#maedhros#kidnap fam#elrond and elros#maglor#there is a fic that goes with this who wants it
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tw airy abuse 🙄
#airy#backpack#hfjone#liam#hfj one#lairy#tw lairy#liam plecak#my art#tw abuse#????? i guess#its literally object specific like there is no equivalent#bro is picking shards of glass off his face#he puts liams hand to his mouth cos hes trying to help him feel better 🥲 thats what airy does whenever he gets a cut#even while liams hurting him he just wants to help liam#auguhhh they make me sick
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If they had fucked instead of fighting on Mustafar
In this essay I will-
#obi-wan decided that he had tried everything and that nothing would get into his stubborn former padawan's head#communication was useless at this point#padme was lying suffocated and very pregnant on the ground#enough is enough#he'll put some sense in anakin's head one way or another#even if it means disarming him by cutting his mechano hand AGAIN and pushing him against a wall before kissing him senseless#anakin is too stunned to speak#he doesn't really understand when polite put together obi-wan kenobi rips his clothes off in a very non diplomatic way#suddenly he's not defensive anymore but very offensive when he pushes him on the nearest table in the same room with body scattered all over#it's the best fuck of anakin's life honestly#then obi-wan is like “now go fix your shit and take care of your wife or i cut your other hand and you'll never get to touch me ever again”#and they lived happily ever after all together#anakin is happy to have his wife and his boyfriend teaming up to prevent him from doing stupid shit again#and the twins are more than happy to have three parents so different they can manipulate to have what they want#thank you for coming to my ted talk#obikin#anidala#obianidala#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#star wars
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Here’s the various spreadsheet of vetted gfm :
Gaza vetters : list
Olive Branch : list
Gaza evacuation : list
Bees and watermelon : list
Butterfly effect : list
Other post of fvnraisers in the here! | I’m the same person @/juvian, so I won’t answer asks there only on here (and will reblog on both)
Here’s some people that who reach out to me (as of December 21th 2024) :
@aid-amera : vetted by association - 627€ / 13 000€
@shaimayasser : vetted by gaza vetters #255 - 1 064€ / 30 000€
@kholoodgaza : vetted by gaza vetters #337 - 421£/ 5 000£
@omzaki : vetted by 90-ghost - 180€ / 30 000£
@ashrafabeer3 : vetted by gaza vetters #79 - 4 133€ / 50 000€
@maysolin : vetted by gaza vetters #165 - 368€ / 20 000€
@alaahillis12 : vetted by gaza evacuation #4 - 1 952€ / 20 000€
@yasmeinnaser : vetted by gaza vetters #208 - 6 479$ USD / 40 000$ USD
@walid-family : vetted by 90-ghost - 910€ / 55 000€
@mohameedibraheem : vetted by gaza evacuation #240 and more - 2 359€ / 40 000€
@yehiaalqoqa6 : vetted by gaza vetters #95 - 3 446€ / 50 000€
@massagaza : vetted by 90-ghost - 878€ / 45 000€
@ismail94 : vetted by 90-ghost - 3 181$ USD / 20 000$ USD
@mostafa-3 : vetted by gaza evacuation #340 - 1 150€ / 50 000€
@ibrah-01 : vetted by 90-ghost - 40€ / 10 000€
@ranafamily7 : vetted by gaza vetters #250 - 2 782€ / 50 000€
@islamgzacc4 / @vettedfundraisergaza (helping them) : vetted by gaza evacuation #322 - 3 660€ / 30 000€
@hudafamm / @hudafamily55 : vetted by gaza vetters #325 - 10 751$ USD / 30 000$
@montahafamily / @hamadamontaha : vetted by gaza vetters #80 - 2 180€ / 60 000€
@abedallahmusallam : vetted by gaza vetters #276 - 21 585$ USD / 80 000$ USD
@walidfamile : vetted by 🦋effect #1000 and more - 5 031€ / 20 000€
PLEASE REBLOG !!!! Or donate if you can !!!
#this one is long I’m sorry I haven’t realize I had so many in line…. 😭#I would usually cut it in life but my posts are getting less and less notes so I don’t want to risk that with one and not the other you know#gzdnpt#gaza#Palestine#rafah#free gaza#gaza genocide#gaza strip#gazaunderattack#save gaza#help gaza#free palestine#save palestine#i stand with palestine#palestinian genocide#all eyes on palestine#palestine news#support palestine#all eyes on rafah#free rafah#save rafah#rafah under attack#rafah crossing#rafah border#rafah gaza#rafah news#hands off rafah
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the hitch in van helsing's words when he says "i beseech you" im going to cry for real this time. it's not even simply that he knows how important it is that he gets arthur to trust him, that he's conscious of their duty to all living souls and lucy herself to do this to her and how difficult this will be physically and emotionally. it's that arthur now distrusts him, cries at him in anger - arthur, the man who looks like his lost son and whom he loves because of it. the man whose love and respect he may now never get back after suggesting mutilating lucy's corpse. he isn't just desperate for all the men in that room to trust him so they can give lucy peace and keep the living safe. that's the sacrifice of his father's heart splitting in two right there. wtf alan burgon.
#alan burgon owns my fucking life fr every time i think it can't get better and then he's on the next ep and it's like#*holding my heart in his hand* if i squeeze like this i can wring every single emotion you've ever experienced out of you all at once#i had to pause then relisten then pause again b4 continuing#of course arthur forgives him in the end! but vh doesn't know that while he's suggesting this!#he goes up to arthur and suggests cutting off the head of his fiancée and he has to completely depend on his powers of persuasion#(which are off the charts but that's neither here nor there)#what if arthur didn't want to come. he'd only be able to do to lucy what has to be done by dishonouring whatever trust arthur has left#and in any case arthur would always think him mad and awful and never forgive him for anything#i am back on my vh bullshit (i was never off it) yes im being overly dramatic abt it. don't care.#dracula#dracula daily#re: dracula
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Character development at it's finest
#Yk at the beginning I was their relationship through a romantic lense but now I'm starting to think they more resemble a found family#Specifically Johnny becoming a paternal figure to V#Maybe it's my aro ass that views all love and caring gestures as platonic#but the “not more important than you” felt like something a father would say to his daughter#the line “is there anything as undoing as a daughter” fitting Johnny bc he only seemed to put a real effort into changing once he got V#Someone he is proud of. Protective of. How willing Johnny is to hand V all of his belongings like a father passing his hobbies#Telling V to put his Jacket replica on. To get in his car and “I'll even let you drive it” thing#The way V arranges his date with Rogue and Johnny is like “okay kid now run along dad's gotta get busy”#Honestly the whole samurai kerry mission felt like your older dad introducing you to his friends back from band days#And this new view on him just makes things extra awkward bc I've already written a smut piece on him and V back in early game lmao#but yeah he really feels like a father figure to V. In the date with Judy when she tells you to scroll while diving underwater#And johnny is like “nope. bad idea. Fuck no. Tell her to go find another yes woman”#it all resembled a parent giving you the “if judy jumps off a cliff. would you?”#like ever after since the first time he took control of V's All the times afterwards he was extra careful and kept his word#when it comes to taking the change back pill#I'd even argue he took the change back pill way earlier after the concert ended bc he was worried about V#So he hurried and cut his time with Kerry short just for his kid's sake#OF ALL TIMES TO BE ARO#I WAS SUPPOSED TO SHIP THEM GODDAMMIT#Idk if this view will latch on or gets steered back to romance territory#All I know is that Johnny fully imprinted on V enough to want to see them in his sunglasses#☆other fandoms#☆cyberpunk#johnny silverhand#☆Johnny#☆V#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 spoilers#v
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it's so hard to take star wars seriously nowadays because i'll watch someone get skewered by a lightsaber and then somehow walk it off with a bacta patch and a slap on the ass. like you're telling me a weapon that can carve furrows into foot-thick solid durasteel doors, dripping melted slag in its wake, when applied to the flesh of a sentient being leaves behind nothing more than superficial damage. like be so ffr. "it cauterizes the wound instantly" this is not a little cut. this is not minor burns. you were IMPALED BY A BEAM OF PLASMA. your ORGANS have been COOKED. your BLOOD has BOILED. your BONES were INCINERATED. what are you TALKING ABOUTTTTTT
#personal#I CANNOT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY#you do not grow up with the OT and the PT watching people get cut down instantly and then just#GESTURES FURIOUSLY AT THE MULTIPLE INSTANCES OF PEOPLE GETTING A LIGHTSABER THROUGH THE GUT#AND JUST WALKING IT OFF!!!!!!!! SOMETIMES RIGHT AFTER THE FACT!!!!!!!!!!!!#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN#WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT#i tried desperately to justify it in the ST movies because rey was established as having like#anakin-levels of force bullshit so why not. i mean anakin couldn't force heal for shit but whatever.#it's not like him having the ability to force heal would've neatly sidestepped the MAIN CONFLICT OF EPISODE 3 OR ANYTHING#STILL MADE MY EYEBROWS RAISE WHEN SHE HEALED KYLO. BUT I TRIED TO LOOK PAST IT. OUT OF GOOD FAITH. MOSTLY DESPERATION.#BUT WHAT! DO! YOU! MEAN!!!!! THAT PEOPLE CAN JUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WALK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMPALEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY LIGHTSABER!!!!!!!!!!#ON THE REGULAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I GUESS QUI GON DYING WAS A FUCKING. SKILL ISSUE????????#????????????????????????#i need to go lie down.#dont talk 2 me about maul coming back in tcw it's an old wound i refuse to examine#''but in legends—'' i put my hand over your mouth so lovingly. No. <3#i love star wars SO MUCH but they need 2 stop impaling people on lightsabers if they dont want them to be dead#LOP OFF A LIMB INSTEAD#okay im done. thank u for letting me yell it's all out of my system now#im back on the ''i love star wars'' train again <33
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chat how long does it take for sharpie to. wash off.
#drew the helldivers skull on my hand earlier n im just noticing its kind of crooked. its ANNOYING ME#i want to redo it but. its two different kinds of permanent marker.#if any1 wants to see it i will cut off my hand n post it
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