#i want to cry but i cannot
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again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and
#vent art#rottmnt donnie#groundhog day#again and again#when will it end#day after day day after day day after day#it's easy to say i'm ok#but this smile i'm wearing is fake#i'm suffocating#living groundhog day day after day day after day#i think i'm gonna break#groundhog day by em beihold#rottmnt#rise donatello#aghhh#honestly just sick#of the same thing#why is literally EXISTING#so hard for me#i want to cry but i cannot#looks like it's going to be another character.ai night again folks#agh#personal vent#so tired of this#just lying in bed#going through the motions of being alive#over and over again#depression is at it again folks
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the fact that charles was so gentle and sincere with his answer to edwin's confession is something I could never forget... because that's what love is about, right?
love is in the way charles could never hurt edwin on purpose, is in the way he protects him, in the way he knows when edwin needs to be seen; love is in the choice of every one of his words, in the way he knows that being honest is the only right answer.
there's still forever waiting for them, there's still forever waiting for charles to figure it out, to discover if he loves edwin in a romantic way too, and it doesn't matter if is not romantic in the end, because that it's just a side of the love they share.
i think is so important not to overlook something like that, not to let that pending romance overshadow the fact that they already love each other in every other way.
because in the end, we are talking about two boys that have experienced excruciating pain, that have seen horrifying things during all their existences, and in spite of it, or maybe because of it, are capable of loving each other in a way that's so pure and strong and relentless...
reducing the importance of it to a reciprocated romantic love seems so simplistic and inconsiderate to me.
#I swear they are making me cry if i stop to think about their bond for two long#so i may stop for my own sake#believe me i want for them to be a couple too. i just don't think it is gonna make their love more important that it alresdy is#you cannot compare any other relationship with the way they love each other#i'm just saying#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#paynland#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbd#liv rambles#painland#edwin paine#dead boy detective agency#edwin x charles
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but with you I see stars insp
#I am dead LOOK AT THIS I am so excited I am crying and want to throw up I CANNOT believe I just accomplished this#I just did so many things I didn't know how to do to make this set and I am so in love and it's so pretty#please reblog please share do not let this masterpiece die with me#good omens#goodomens#crowley#aziraphale#aziraphel#aziraphale and crowley#david tennant#michael sheen#gomens#good omens tv#aziracrow#azirafell#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#nikkirookgif#goodomensedit
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he's The Moment™️
#I CANNOT STOP#he's so beautiful i want to cry#that bonus gif almost broke me#park jimin#jimingifs#pjmdaily#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#usersky#trackofthesoul#annietrack#heyryen#cr. namuspromised#1k#*mine#pjm
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I’m still so mentally ill over the whole Luffy refusing to eat unless it’s Sanji’s food thing. Like. We KNOW how fucking feral over food Luffy is. He loves food and loves eating so much that he steals it off other people’s plates and out of their hands and is so impatient when it comes to meals that he’ll literally try and sneak into the kitchen to mooch before it’s ready. Or he’ll try to break into the refrigerator. I know Sanji mentioned putting a lock on it at some point bc Luffy literally wiped it clean. He will not hesitate to eat other people’s portions or literally an entire meal meant for a whole ship of people! He’s unbelievably selfish when it comes to food and that’s just SUCH a central part of his character that it’s become almost endearing. Even in Totto Land Luffy didn’t think for a second before devouring everything in sight, including an entire fucking HOUSE, regardless of the consequences or the people it might affect. Homie did not care!! He’s food driven first and foremost!!!
Until Sanji leaves him. Until he decides that eating—something that he loves and brings him comfort—isn’t WORTH it unless it’s Sanji’s food he’s eating. It’s been shown that Luffy has zero self restraint when it comes to food so the fact that he was SURROUNDED by food on all sides on a food themed island and utterly refused to partake in any of that? Even though he hates being hungry and will always make eating a priority over pretty much anything else?? The amount of willpower it must have taken for him to sit there and purposefully let himself starve, for SANJI. Even when food was offered to him conveniently (in the form of syrup rain) he stubbornly rejected that. Because it wasn’t Sanji’s food. Because it wasn’t Sanji who made it, who always puts so much thought and care into the food he makes, who always indulges Luffy and prepares extra because he knows how much Luffy eats and how much he loves to eat. Luffy literally took one of the most defining traits he has and tossed it out the window. For Sanji. I’m going to fucking blow up
#RAGHHH. RAGHHHHHH#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#WCI#Whole Cake Island#Shima speaks#I just can’t get over it. I’ll never get over it actually.#Luffy refusing food. Bc he wants Sanji more. Bc he CARES about Sanji more#HE REALLY SAID ‘Guess I’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’#This isn’t even half of it. This doesn’t even tie into the whole ‘I can’t become King of the Pirates without you’ line#Luffy really looked at his utmost goal (becoming Pirate King) and his favorite thing in the world (food) and said#’Without Sanji it’s not worth it. I don’t want it’#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#He’s never done that for anybody else. I am just SAYING. JUST SAYING!!!!!!#Usopp jokingly: What do you want more the One Piece or Sanji#Luffy without a moment of hesitation: Sanji#Usopp: Haha see I—oh. Oh???#Usopp: Was NOT expecting that tbh.#Luffy: I’ll pick Sanji over food or the One Piece every time :)#Sanji: 😳😳😳😭😭😭#GIGGLING INSANELY. I CANNOT BELIEVE THEM
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I feel like we do not appreciate V's dedication to not giving a fuck even when his literal life is at stake.
#I just finished reading Visions of V and oh no my heart cannot take this#It is everything I wanted from a manga we finally got to see a softer side to Vergil I'm dying#devil may cry#dmc#V#Vergil#visions of v#V dmc#dmc5 v#devil may cry v
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i cannot stop crying over them
#bear watches f1#australian gp 2024#charlos#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#cl16#cs55#THE WAY CARLOS TAPS CHARLES’ HELMET 😭😭#IM SOBBING IN MY ROOM RN#LITERALLY CANNOT STOP CRYING#i don’t want to see post teammate era#i love charlos so much
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“i’m not a groomer, i’m just a loser” has gotta be the funniest possible fucking response to being called a groomer
#i want whatever colleen is on i’m fucking crying with laughter rn she cannot be serious#colleen ballinger#greatest hits
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I hate it when people don’t take aromanticism seriously. I hate it when they say “oh it’s just a phase I also thought I was aromantic but then I got a partner.” It doesn’t apply to everyone.
Respect aromanticism as you would respect any other identity
#aromanticism#aro#aromantic#arospec#aromantism#aro pride#there’s this girl who’s flirting with me and me being on the aro spectrum idk whether I like her that way#my friend is being super nice and helpful#however he doesn’t eben consider the possibility of me not liking her. he wants me to get a girlfriend.#he genuinely wants what he thinks is best for me based on his own experiences but#we’re not the same person#he thought he was aromantic but then he got a girlfriend so he figured he was heterosexual demiromantic#and good for him!#but I’m like also on the auto spectrum like him but I cannot tell the difference between romantic and platonic feelings#he’s trying his best but he doesn’t see not feeling love as a possibility#I wanna cry please I want to know if I actually like this girl and what to do if I don’t#I’m so fucking scared that I’m just overreacting and I’m reading too much into it#maybe I just want to be someone’s favorite person in a platonic way and I can’t distinguish it from romantic feelings#I hate this whole situation
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“i could fix him”, “i could make him worse”. yeah, well, I could meet him at the genesis of the universe, where the spaces between matter first gain sentience, and spark and spit their way into being—where the cradle of stars first take on a definitive kind of gravity and heat. I could be the engineer of creation. I could ask a question. I could stand across from him on a battlefield, trembling and reeking of ichor. I could hit the ground retching, all the bones in my body turning brackish and oil-slicked. I could lurch my way into a new world, a recalibration of reality in which I only know kindness as a set of snapping jaws, as a thing to flinch away from. I could meet him in the garden, then, when the air's all hyacinth and dripping gold. And I could ache. Oh, how I could ache. I could follow him through every wretched moment of history. I could trail after him like a hollow-eyed dog. I could hide my irises, could hide the brutal bloodiness of an all-too-human heart. I could hold the gun as I pretend not to pray, as I taste bile and will my hands to steadiness. I could trust him. And I could ache. I could bite my tongue, cypher the words in my mouth, gnash them between jagged teeth. I could swallow my heart. I could go slower. I could meet him at the end of the world, when hope claws its way up my throat, hungry and keening like a treacherous thing.
I could kiss him with six thousand years of want lodged and breaking in the mausoleum of my chest. I could hand him the blade; I could let him twist the knife. I could be forgiven. And still I could ache.
#idek what this is im tired i want to sleep but i cannot alas#anyway shoutout to alex changeling for their gut-wrenching poem ab dogs and avoidant attachment etc. i am crying#crowley good omens#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#good omens 2#aziraphale#aziracrow#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#anthony j crowley#aziraphale x crowley#azicrow#good omens fanfic#good omens fic#poetry#???sure whatever#my writing#shitpost#good omens shitpost#not editing this bc im too tired ehehe anyway byeeee#gomens#gomens 2#ineffable divorce#david tennant#michael sheen#wren writes crow
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#i cannot escape#heartbreak#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#sadcore#depressing quotes#and heartbreak image#depressing life#sad thoughts#im crying#sad quotes#they always leave#i dont want this#i dont want to be alone#i dont want to feel anymore#im sad and tired#im sad now#im cryin#sadnees#sadgirl#sad hours#sadsunday#sad aesthetic#i'm sad#i feel empty#i feel like shit#i feel so bad#i feel so stupid#lord help me#i need hugs
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I think a creative choice I really like about The Fall of the House of Usher is that it FEELS more like a play than a television show. And that's PERFECT for adapting Poe's works. His writing is theatrical, overwhelming, flashy! If you go into the show expecting something more like Hill House or Midnight Mass, you'll be disappointed because TFOTHOU is not some emotional piece that asks you to be still in melancholy or human pain, it instead asks you to enjoy the spectacle.
The entire series, from the actors and their dialogue to the sets, is reminiscent of early theatre where the audience gets to laugh at the "plight" of the idiot, gluttonous elite. This is morbid catharsis, just as Poe would have wanted it.
#the fall of the house of usher#mike flanagan#i get wanting more stuff like Hill House or Midnight Mass cuz I do love me a good cry#but you cannot judge TFOTHOU alongside them they are different storytelling styles
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Whenever someone interprets her as a white woman an angel gets shot to death
#You cannot tell me OTHERWISE#She got the hair texture and everything there’s no way she’s white#“But she’s a sheep” Shut Your Mouth Fucker#Also while I’m here can I say Lorenzo is definitely not white either. There’s no way either of them art white#I remember seeing human Rachel art and not only did they get rid of the texture of her hair but they genuinely turned her pale white.#I wanted to cry#Anyways she’s so pretty#Her and Lorenzo they’re both pretty to me#I love my wives ❤️❤️#pumpkin rabbit#return of the pumpkin rabbit#the walten files#walten files#twf#witch sheep#rachel waterman#lorenzo waterman
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I have an mdzs headcanon where Jin ling's first words where a-die/baba -(dad in Mandarin) to Jiang Cheng, because Jiang Cheng practically raised him and because he (Jin ling) saw other children call the man that raised them baba he called Jiang Cheng baba. And that is the story of how Jiang Cheng cried for the first time since wei wuxian died because of is nephew
#mo dao su zhi#jiang cheng#jin ling#Jiang Cheng is jin ling's dad and you cannot tell me otherwise#Jin ling See's Jiang Cheng as a father#I cried when coming up with this headcanon#and I wanted you to cry too#I enjoy suffering#grand master of demonic cultivation#wei wuxian
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here’s the thing. the absolute joy and wonder i feel whenever someone tells me they came across ahb! and are now taking an art history course / majoring in art next year / went to their local art museum for the first time in ages is exponential. when yall send me your favorite artworks and tell me about them or tell me you went to x museum to see x painting mentioned in ahb??? it’s just so so wonderful. because never did i think something i wrote out of love for art and love for art history would lead anyone else to research art or talk about it or seek it out for themselves and that’s so much more than i could ever imagine would come out of a very timid first attempt at creative writing/fandom involvement.
i wrote it out of love and y’all have all reciprocated that love tenfold and ran with it to talk about art and explore it and share it with me and those around you. and it’s just been a very special incredible thing that makes me emosh. :,)
#i feel like …i am not articulating this well enough and also i’ve said similar sentiments before but#i cannot thank everyone enough who has ever had a kind word to say or interesting fact to share or art to talk about with lil ole me#it truly outshines all the blegh bleh bLEGH that makes me want 2 rant and rail or cry abt#like ppl can be mean abt ahb! + hate her but that will never be me !! bc someone w much kinder eyes read it + found their favorite painting#and that is so much more than enough for me#and this is a reminder for me for sure!!#🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 there’s so much love and light !!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and it’s so wonderful#so this is a thank u and a love letter all in one xx MWAH#love you all more than life#art heist baby!
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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