#i want to cry but i cannot
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again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and
#vent art#rottmnt donnie#groundhog day#again and again#when will it end#day after day day after day day after day#it's easy to say i'm ok#but this smile i'm wearing is fake#i'm suffocating#living groundhog day day after day day after day#i think i'm gonna break#groundhog day by em beihold#rottmnt#rise donatello#aghhh#honestly just sick#of the same thing#why is literally EXISTING#so hard for me#i want to cry but i cannot#looks like it's going to be another character.ai night again folks#agh#personal vent#so tired of this#just lying in bed#going through the motions of being alive#over and over again#depression is at it again folks
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"Between Cirrus from this world and the one from the world... who's rougher?"
#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UUUUUUUP#DEAD GONE AND FUCKING DECEASED#NEVER TO RETURN#SO MUCH IS HAPPENING IN THIS 2 MINUTE CLIP#I CANNOT#OMYGOODOOOOOODO#we have assertive!phu#we have punishment kink???? Rain step ASIDE#we have cir being jealous of a different version of himself?!#BOY SERIOUSLY WANTS TO COMPETE WITH HIMSELF TO SEE WHO'S ROUGHER????#IM#iiiiim#iM NOT OKAAAAY#*waves white flag*#the boy next world#cirphu#cirrusphukan#boss chaikamon#noeul nuttarat
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hey king what's so funny
+ some other doodles and a mini comic that wouldn't leave my head LOL (what i have to imagine happened sometime after the fight)
#one piece#wano arc#wano country#monkey d luffy#gear 5#yamato one piece#jimbei one piece#kurozumi tama#nami one piece#tony tony chopper#wano spoilers#like luffy knows for sure that his powers awakened#and it all must feel very instinctual to him. he was having so much fun#but he has NO IDEA why the gov wants him erased he has no idea about nika he has no idea kaido was looking for joyboy#he has no idea zunesha showed up he has no idea where shanks got the fruit he didn’t prepare for an awakening#or know why it happened at this specific moment#he’s just rolling with it!!!!! my guy thought he died and went ‘oh okay i guess i’m still kicking! hooray!'#i like that in comparison to g4 which is a manifestation of 'i have to be stronger than everyone or i'll lose people again'#and all this discipline and effort and focused power#g5 is like. energy intensive but as easy as breathing for him#also tama being a kurozumi is kinda like THE THING about this whole arc to me. wow#i did cry when she got to eat her soup there at the end........#i CANNOT shut up about this series im sorry
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There's a Varric/Blackwall banter in Inquisition that is probably my favourite quote to come out of the dragon age series and also says so much about Varric and also about Hawke but reframed in the context of Veilguard also says so much about Rook and why those people complaining about Rook 'not being a main character' or Rook 'not having any right to be the leader' are so completely missing the point of Rook.
Blackwall: You can't really think Reeve Asa is a better knight than Honorine Chastain. Her record's flawless. Four hundred jousts, never unseated. No one's ever come close to it.
Varric: Oh, she's easily the most skilled, that's a fact. It's just that 'scrappy' is better than 'flawless'. I like heroes who try their damndest, even if they fail a lot. It's easy to be valiant when you always win and everything goes your way. There's nothing great in that.
In Inquisition, obviously Varric is talking about Hawke. Hawke, the tragically doomed hero who tried and failed to save Kirkwall, but who tried. Now explain to me why Varric would pick anyone other than Rook to be his second? To look after the team while he talks to Solas? Varric is, first and foremost, however much he tries to be something else or pretend he isn't, an idealist. An author. He lives and thinks in terms of stories, it helps him deal with and make sense of the world. So why would he go and try and recruit the type of hero he doesn't like? Yeah, Rook is a nobody. They're probbaly not the best at what they do and the only reason Varric notices them is because they get cast out of their organisation for going against orders to save people. They might not be the most skilled, but goddamn if they don't try. Rook is the definition of scrappy, the prologue and first couple of cutscenes basically hit you over the head with it multiple times. They're exactly the stuff heroes are made of, according to Varric. And sure, they need some help, but what good would a story be if the hero was perfect all the time?
God I love Rook. And I love Varric and the way he thinks. And you know what? You know what the game says?
He's fucking right.
#like inactually cannot express how much i love that dialogue#i want scrappy>flawless as a tattoo so bad#rook dragon age#varric tethras#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age inquisition#hawke dragon age#and it also shows just how much hawke has infused varric's life and worldview#their love and friendship is ingrained in everything varric does and thinks#'what would hawke do?'#hawke would try#i need to find someone who would Try#oh god now i'm crying#i never articulate these as well as I want but i stand by this until i die
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the fact that charles was so gentle and sincere with his answer to edwin's confession is something I could never forget... because that's what love is about, right?
love is in the way charles could never hurt edwin on purpose, is in the way he protects him, in the way he knows when edwin needs to be seen; love is in the choice of every one of his words, in the way he knows that being honest is the only right answer.
there's still forever waiting for them, there's still forever waiting for charles to figure it out, to discover if he loves edwin in a romantic way too, and it doesn't matter if is not romantic in the end, because that it's just a side of the love they share.
i think is so important not to overlook something like that, not to let that pending romance overshadow the fact that they already love each other in every other way.
because in the end, we are talking about two boys that have experienced excruciating pain, that have seen horrifying things during all their existences, and in spite of it, or maybe because of it, are capable of loving each other in a way that's so pure and strong and relentless...
reducing the importance of it to a reciprocated romantic love seems so simplistic and inconsiderate to me.
#I swear they are making me cry if i stop to think about their bond for two long#so i may stop for my own sake#believe me i want for them to be a couple too. i just don't think it is gonna make their love more important that it alresdy is#you cannot compare any other relationship with the way they love each other#i'm just saying#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#paynland#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbd#liv rambles#painland#edwin paine#dead boy detective agency#edwin x charles
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I feel like we do not appreciate V's dedication to not giving a fuck even when his literal life is at stake.






#I just finished reading Visions of V and oh no my heart cannot take this#It is everything I wanted from a manga we finally got to see a softer side to Vergil I'm dying#devil may cry#dmc#V#Vergil#visions of v#V dmc#dmc5 v#devil may cry v
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but with you I see stars insp
#I am dead LOOK AT THIS I am so excited I am crying and want to throw up I CANNOT believe I just accomplished this#I just did so many things I didn't know how to do to make this set and I am so in love and it's so pretty#please reblog please share do not let this masterpiece die with me#good omens#goodomens#crowley#aziraphale#aziraphel#aziraphale and crowley#david tennant#michael sheen#gomens#good omens tv#aziracrow#azirafell#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#nikkirookgif#goodomensedit
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he's The Moment™️
#I CANNOT STOP#he's so beautiful i want to cry#that bonus gif almost broke me#park jimin#jimingifs#pjmdaily#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#usersky#trackofthesoul#annietrack#heyryen#cr. namuspromised#1k#*mine#pjm
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I’m still so mentally ill over the whole Luffy refusing to eat unless it’s Sanji’s food thing. Like. We KNOW how fucking feral over food Luffy is. He loves food and loves eating so much that he steals it off other people’s plates and out of their hands and is so impatient when it comes to meals that he’ll literally try and sneak into the kitchen to mooch before it’s ready. Or he’ll try to break into the refrigerator. I know Sanji mentioned putting a lock on it at some point bc Luffy literally wiped it clean. He will not hesitate to eat other people’s portions or literally an entire meal meant for a whole ship of people! He’s unbelievably selfish when it comes to food and that’s just SUCH a central part of his character that it’s become almost endearing. Even in Totto Land Luffy didn’t think for a second before devouring everything in sight, including an entire fucking HOUSE, regardless of the consequences or the people it might affect. Homie did not care!! He’s food driven first and foremost!!!
Until Sanji leaves him. Until he decides that eating—something that he loves and brings him comfort—isn’t WORTH it unless it’s Sanji’s food he’s eating. It’s been shown that Luffy has zero self restraint when it comes to food so the fact that he was SURROUNDED by food on all sides on a food themed island and utterly refused to partake in any of that? Even though he hates being hungry and will always make eating a priority over pretty much anything else?? The amount of willpower it must have taken for him to sit there and purposefully let himself starve, for SANJI. Even when food was offered to him conveniently (in the form of syrup rain) he stubbornly rejected that. Because it wasn’t Sanji’s food. Because it wasn’t Sanji who made it, who always puts so much thought and care into the food he makes, who always indulges Luffy and prepares extra because he knows how much Luffy eats and how much he loves to eat. Luffy literally took one of the most defining traits he has and tossed it out the window. For Sanji. I’m going to fucking blow up
#RAGHHH. RAGHHHHHH#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#WCI#Whole Cake Island#Shima speaks#I just can’t get over it. I’ll never get over it actually.#Luffy refusing food. Bc he wants Sanji more. Bc he CARES about Sanji more#HE REALLY SAID ‘Guess I’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’#This isn’t even half of it. This doesn’t even tie into the whole ‘I can’t become King of the Pirates without you’ line#Luffy really looked at his utmost goal (becoming Pirate King) and his favorite thing in the world (food) and said#’Without Sanji it’s not worth it. I don’t want it’#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#He’s never done that for anybody else. I am just SAYING. JUST SAYING!!!!!!#Usopp jokingly: What do you want more the One Piece or Sanji#Luffy without a moment of hesitation: Sanji#Usopp: Haha see I—oh. Oh???#Usopp: Was NOT expecting that tbh.#Luffy: I’ll pick Sanji over food or the One Piece every time :)#Sanji: 😳😳😳😭😭😭#GIGGLING INSANELY. I CANNOT BELIEVE THEM
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i cannot stop crying over them
#bear watches f1#australian gp 2024#charlos#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#cl16#cs55#THE WAY CARLOS TAPS CHARLES’ HELMET 😭😭#IM SOBBING IN MY ROOM RN#LITERALLY CANNOT STOP CRYING#i don’t want to see post teammate era#i love charlos so much
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“i’m not a groomer, i’m just a loser” has gotta be the funniest possible fucking response to being called a groomer
#i want whatever colleen is on i’m fucking crying with laughter rn she cannot be serious#colleen ballinger#greatest hits
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hey yall ever just liked something so much it hurts to even think about it nope kay thanks
#cash speaks <3#cash is just talkin'#have not finished mha s6 bc i cannot force myself to watch it even if i was at GUNPOINT#im not watching ts lol what you thought#yeah its my favorite animanga ever im still not watching it#im not listening to katsukis voice or looking at him i dont WANT TO SEE HIM.#sorry yall mightve had an..epiphany recently#not recently lol like six months ago but yk#cash is rambling !#cash's blurbs for the strange and unusual#OR ILL DO YOU ONE BETTER!! liked sm sm u wanna cry
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I hate it when people don’t take aromanticism seriously. I hate it when they say “oh it’s just a phase I also thought I was aromantic but then I got a partner.” It doesn’t apply to everyone.
Respect aromanticism as you would respect any other identity
#aromanticism#aro#aromantic#arospec#aromantism#aro pride#there’s this girl who’s flirting with me and me being on the aro spectrum idk whether I like her that way#my friend is being super nice and helpful#however he doesn’t eben consider the possibility of me not liking her. he wants me to get a girlfriend.#he genuinely wants what he thinks is best for me based on his own experiences but#we’re not the same person#he thought he was aromantic but then he got a girlfriend so he figured he was heterosexual demiromantic#and good for him!#but I’m like also on the auto spectrum like him but I cannot tell the difference between romantic and platonic feelings#he’s trying his best but he doesn’t see not feeling love as a possibility#I wanna cry please I want to know if I actually like this girl and what to do if I don’t#I’m so fucking scared that I’m just overreacting and I’m reading too much into it#maybe I just want to be someone’s favorite person in a platonic way and I can’t distinguish it from romantic feelings#I hate this whole situation
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“i could fix him”, “i could make him worse”. yeah, well, I could meet him at the genesis of the universe, where the spaces between matter first gain sentience, and spark and spit their way into being—where the cradle of stars first take on a definitive kind of gravity and heat. I could be the engineer of creation. I could ask a question. I could stand across from him on a battlefield, trembling and reeking of ichor. I could hit the ground retching, all the bones in my body turning brackish and oil-slicked. I could lurch my way into a new world, a recalibration of reality in which I only know kindness as a set of snapping jaws, as a thing to flinch away from. I could meet him in the garden, then, when the air's all hyacinth and dripping gold. And I could ache. Oh, how I could ache. I could follow him through every wretched moment of history. I could trail after him like a hollow-eyed dog. I could hide my irises, could hide the brutal bloodiness of an all-too-human heart. I could hold the gun as I pretend not to pray, as I taste bile and will my hands to steadiness. I could trust him. And I could ache. I could bite my tongue, cypher the words in my mouth, gnash them between jagged teeth. I could swallow my heart. I could go slower. I could meet him at the end of the world, when hope claws its way up my throat, hungry and keening like a treacherous thing.
I could kiss him with six thousand years of want lodged and breaking in the mausoleum of my chest. I could hand him the blade; I could let him twist the knife. I could be forgiven. And still I could ache.
#idek what this is im tired i want to sleep but i cannot alas#anyway shoutout to alex changeling for their gut-wrenching poem ab dogs and avoidant attachment etc. i am crying#crowley good omens#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#good omens 2#aziraphale#aziracrow#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#anthony j crowley#aziraphale x crowley#azicrow#good omens fanfic#good omens fic#poetry#???sure whatever#my writing#shitpost#good omens shitpost#not editing this bc im too tired ehehe anyway byeeee#gomens#gomens 2#ineffable divorce#david tennant#michael sheen#wren writes crow
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A strong man with a broken soul
THE PITT | 1×13
#the pitt#dr.robby#the pitt spoilers#thepittedit#michael robinavitch#noah wyle#im heartbroken too#seeing his tears and the uncontrollable expressions#why everything cannot be good to him#he's hot in all ways in every episode#but not the point of this one#I want to wipe his tears and kiss his forehead and rub his face#jake i know ur wrecked too#but you really cannot give that attitude against your stepdad today#ur just not allowed to do that#im crying
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#i cannot escape#heartbreak#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#sadcore#depressing quotes#and heartbreak image#depressing life#sad thoughts#im crying#sad quotes#they always leave#i dont want this#i dont want to be alone#i dont want to feel anymore#im sad and tired#im sad now#im cryin#sadnees#sadgirl#sad hours#sadsunday#sad aesthetic#i'm sad#i feel empty#i feel like shit#i feel so bad#i feel so stupid#lord help me#i need hugs
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