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starkerscoop · 2 years ago

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Courting an Omega, Tony Stark-Style has over 1,000 kudos???? I’m in shock but so, so happy. I only just noticed. Thank you to everyone who enjoyed my fic ☺ This is my first time reaching that number!

#i want to celebrate but i'm not sure how #i'm always accepting prompts and requests so that wouldn't be very special #maybe i should write a sequel or an alternate ending #or let someone else choose the plot of the follow-up #that could be fun! having someone else decide what happens with the story #hmu either in pms or my askbox if you want to choose what happens #the odds of someone reading my tags are slim but whatever #if you ARE reading my tags thank you and hello #don't be shy to reach out cause i love to chat :)#as you can probably tell by these seemingly neverending tags #anyway #thank you so much to everyone who supports me #this is really perfect timing because i was having one of those days where i'm like #'i'm a horrible writer and should never write again'#so this cheered me up #alright i've talked enough #have a wonderful day or night!#personal

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cecoeur · 1 month ago

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I should've taken more photos | Singapore 2024

#daniel ricciardo #dr3 #i'm sure someone on tiktok has already done this but i'm staying far the hell away from those #and this is where i put all my daniel ricciardo brain rot and sadness so it's just going to have to live here #obviously i've been thinking a lot about daniel and this song like all the dirlies #but i was in my car listening today and i thought about how he should've gotten to take more photos of his last race #that he didn't pull out his camera until the last minute just in case this was it just so he'd have *something*#and so he didn't get to take photos of all the moments he may have wanted to or of people he may have wanted to #didn't get to take photos with his family #doesn't get to have those memories. didn't get to document each and every moment.#but then thought about the photos that he did take (or blake took) and that he chose to share #that these small moments were important to him and he wanted to remember them #and celebrate the people and the time and the importance of them regardless of how average they seem #he didn't get to capture more memories of that last race in photos #but he got these moments and he knew appreciated them for what they were and what they meant in a 13 year career #it's almost fitting in a weird way that he didn't get a bunch of flashy happy professional photos of his last race #but instead got the kind of photos where you can viscerally feel the love these people had for him and that he had for them in return #these photos remain incredibly hurtful and beautiful in their simplicity

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sergle · 5 months ago

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I got something for you to chew on. when I was in chickasha yesterday, at the food truck festival, a girl asked to take a picture with me (and I said yes and I threw a peace sign By The Way) and I still don't know. why. she wanted a picture.

#I don't know why she asked. LOL #she didn't do it w/o my consent. to be clear. she asked and I was like. period! sure!#she had to have been like 13 ? and her dad took the picture. and then she said thanks and scampered back away #I have no idea why she wanted a picture #I'm hoping it's because I was in some way serving looks but that still doesn't really explain it #anyway it was really funny. I'm basically a celebrity or something. tosses my hair #sergle.txt #how about that! how about that for some trivia!#nothing about the interaction suggested... that she knew me. it will remain a mystery forever lol

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bassicallymaestra · 7 months ago

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Trying out some new things and wanted to draw my favorite magical couple hanging out in The 3 Broomsticks💖

#i have decided i've fully given up on trying to learn how to draw backgrounds #it's so difficult for me and i'm sure i could learn it but i don't have time and just want to draw silly cartoons #thank god for photomode 🙏#i realized i haven't drawn these two in a long time #i'm imagining this is them after a successful concert for Serena and everyone's out celebrating #and these two finally realized they liked each other so now they can't stay away from each other #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy oc #hogwarts legacy mc #sebastian sallow x mc #sebastian x mc #my art #serena kosmos

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jojo-the-puppy · 2 months ago

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#need a drink sooo badly #ik how im gonna celebrate the night before my bday #this bitch HATES its birthday i hate it so much #but luckily i'll be busy that day and hopefully people will leave me the fuck alone #and im gonna make sure i'm So fucking numb the night before #got some snacks and all really lookin forward to it #will try to not get blackout drunk bc ik i reach out to ppl when im out of it and i Dont Want To #i get needy and lonely and i refuse to let ppl who don't care see that side of me once again #jojo barks

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 months ago

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also "textless" versions of these, wahooo

#corned beef #joe iconis christmas extravaganza #bsol #speaking of >:3 & >:3 third time's the >:3 in successfully slammed both up against the window of joe iconis's car (twitter @'d & Seen)#which is really just a :3 but whom among us (orchestra hit) is not a little impish with it #first year i did fanart like wouldn't it be fun if joe saw & liked this. second yr like Same plus it did happen last time #then also recency Fun Times bias sure but he did make it a frame in his End Of Year Good Times Celebration video like >:'3 #yes i draw exactly what i wanna draw b/c it's some specific thing i enjoy that much so Yep that is the xmas show to me #so powerfully i was moved like ooh fun xmas villain wrole?? in '19 when i was paying attention & relieved of some bmc closure malaise #by the xmas show but obv Least aware / knowledgable lol. technically showed up in '18 around nov/dec but no chance Right then of tuning in #i mean i had the capacity but did not know it existed / even Less helpful preexisting context. anyway so by the time the show returns #& i've done research in between & gone my god i am i live laugh loving like Yeah i'll do more fanart & omg cyril & omg krampusfucking #able to ramp it up this year & like just thanks to Drawing Experience i'm better at forging ahead through thee process even when it's #extra ambitious like my god am i in over my head? well keep swimming for the surface like only several times going [aaa....] only to yknow #not be that tripped up anyway but still go [(celebrate) christmas!!! (with me)] & be like Do It For The Krampusfucking Gift #one post for another like lighting up my life joe just coming out like ''who wants clips. first up Full Cyril Fucks The Krampus number''#like jeez made that happen And passed it along....it's always the like epitome of my art like i make the specific often really niche stuff #i really respond to; does anyone else enjoy this? if yes; Wheeee; sometimes this is also ppl Behind the really niche shit i enjoy #like i truly hope you do get that kick out of it as i slam it up to the window; worth a Highlight Of Your Year or not #the power of [i do like to Draw the things i latch on to] + [internet] for you #really the bsol design even More an event in ''how did i even do this'' b/c even when planning to make it slightly easier like well #fewer figures; i'll use ink pen so i hone the lineart less than i would to precisely get [line weight mostly irrelevant] Line Geometry #yet still going ruh oh i'm honing for sure. but then like did Most of the lineart all in one night + all the coloring the next round #when i draw quite slowly / the Honing is virtually always an inextricable part of my process like i do Nothing in less than Hours #like i think even my freewheeling bsol sketches posted just this morning took me at Least an hour; judging by vids i played in the bg lol #not quite calibrated to have Attuned Confidence In My Ability To Forge Ahead thusly like oh no if i don't have Momentum or it doesn't #happen to be one of those times things just spontaneously come out great right off without more honing / consideration we're fucked....#not actually the case but yknow still realizing this lol But still able to just pat myself on the shoulder like It's Manageable & it is/was

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monstermoviedean · 5 months ago

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at the end of my fucking rope with "conversations" about k12 chronic absenteeism.

#sorry. work rant #next time you read a headline about it think to yourself. why is it schools' job to get kids to come to school.#why do schools have to bend over backward to cater to kids #kids not wanting to go to school is an extremely common occurrence #the difference now is that the responsibility is being shifted off kids and parents and onto schools #i get that schools can do better i really do #i think there is a shared responsibility #but there is a profound belief across society that school is not important and does not matter #and that needs to be addressed too #i'd say 99% of the examples i hear of systemic school problems are actually just examples of individual bad actors #again. schools have issued that need to be addressed! the public school system has profound inequities!#but when the only problems you point out are 'a kid was mean to my kid' or 'a teacher wasn't as nice as they could be'#you're not interested in changing the system #you're interested in changing your kid's experience #and guess what. demonizing school staff sure isn't going to fix anything #at this point I don't see myself ever going back to teaching #you know who will go into teaching? people who don't give a shit.#and that's not going to help anything either.#you can't attract people who care when people who care are punished and chased out #imagine if instead of constantly bringing up the worst possible examples and insisting they are representative of everyone #the good examples were celebrated and rewarded #same thing happens with the medical profession btw #and again. lots of legitimate examples of harm #(i'm fat ffs i know this)#and also I think it's dangerous to have people delegitimizing medicine to the point that crystals are seen as just as valid as a doctor #sorry. separate rant.#but still. delegitimizing professions that require knowledge skill and training is how we get thousands of unqualified people #homeschooling their kids and treating them with herbs they got from their local Etsy witch

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moonfromearth · 1 year ago

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After so much time spent making nectar from the house's sunroom, it was finally time for an upgrade!

Lou now has a larger space for nectar crafting and storing ingredients, as well as a basement set up for nectar aging, complete with a tasting setup for visitors! 🤩

The old mini animal pen was also converted to a covered area for plants, so they should be able to now grow safely all year round.alos

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souenkun · 8 months ago

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It's my birthday today, and I'm now as old as kita shinsuke in the timeskip! 🥳

#wasn't sure if i wanted to celebrate here but KABU CAME HOME in my 4th multi pull and the world HAVE to know!!! ❤️‍🔥#legit shook my mom's shoulders in the middle of a jbbq spot because i didn't expect to pull him this early in a pokefair scout 😭💖#also! peek my hbslv photocards from 42yojin on the bird app 🤩💝 they came earlier this month and i gotta flex that here waughhhh 🥺🫶#anyway: here's to another year hoping that i can be somewhat healthy! i sure hope this month's medicine dosage works haha :')#and for whatever shitshow awaits me when i start school again in sept. nawt sure how i'm gonna wing it with my condition but 🤷‍♀️#that will be a problem i'll deal when i get there. thankfully i've been getting better at nawttt borrowing grief and anxiety from the futur #here's to hoping i can also live the ちゃんとやんえん way like kitasang does... i need have just half of his resilience to organize my life lmao 😭#but i'm grateful to have lived long enough to see the beauty in life 🥺🫶 met all kinds of amazing people and had tons of fun too!#also i went out today for ~3 hours 🥳🥂 my joints are sore as hell but i had fun + looked and felt pretty + bought a new jacket as my gift #most importantly KABU-SAN CAME HOME RRRRRAAAAHHHH ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 燃えろおおおおおおお！！！！！#LAST WISH but here's to hoping my exhaustion + stress from may disappears soon 😭🤚 i miss writing and i think it's interfering my writing #i hope you all have a great day ahead!!! 🫂💖 and kabu + larry comes home soon if you pull for them!!! 🥺🍀#personal

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btsbs · 4 months ago

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#curious observation time #not trying to point fingers or invoke any level of drama #and please someone point out if i've missed something #but i do think it is a tad odd #or at least very telling #that....zero (0) people in kpop have #commented at all on liam from 1D dying #when people are crawling out of the woodwork left and right #to give tributes and condolences #i'm sure there is a lot less overlap there #with people who ever actually interacted with him #but the silence feels extra loud when every global non-korean boy group #from the last....3-4 decades at this point #has said SOMETHING #again i know it's not really how kpop operates #to comment on current events or really....anything outside of loving their fans #and maybe it's the drug connection #or all the commentary about consequences of making kids into celebrities #that makes them not want to touch it with a ten foot pole but #it's really kind of driving home what a bubble kpop lives in for me #like this alternate universe where nothing else happens in the world except kpop #which i think is why i got sucked in during the pandemic #but now that the world has gone back to normal #it does sometimes feel like a weird place to be #but also #if dating and smoking and a tipsy scooter ride is the epitome of scandal #where do you even put larger world problems #sorry this has taken a turn #the escapism of kpop is one if it's draws #but sometimes it feels bizarre to be in here and realize how much you're ignoring

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edelorion · 9 months ago

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#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

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coulsonlives · 1 year ago

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I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.

#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell)#she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill #i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending #i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months #and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc #the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too #it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations #but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities #and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy #like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists #and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child #where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff.#i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either #or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers #they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for #(it just wasn't did)#they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help #but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking #one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties #the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies #but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo #aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #ddnos #munchausen syndrome #mass psychogenic illness #ableism

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thethingything · 8 months ago

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also I need to start working on the inbox trick or treating drawings which means I have to come up with some fun potion ideas but I think it'll be fun trying to come up with them and make fun little designs.

I might make a couple of little potion bottle templates and then use those as a base and see what I can do from there

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #working on halloween stuff in June I guess because otherwise I will leave it too late and not end up doing it in time #but also I kind of wanna like actually plan for stuff and make sure I have stuff prepared #because I might as well make the most of being able to look forward to stuff and having an excuse to celebrate #having stuff to look forward to and trying to make plans for much later in the year #is how I'm dealing with a lot of medical anxiety and irrational fears that may or may not be related to our delusions #but having plans and stuff to get excited about is also just good for our depression in general so I want to really lean into that

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skeleton-keychain · 11 months ago

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Eldest daughter syndrome (is that a term?) sure is a thing...

#vent #I don't want to give too many details abiut my personal life #but I have been given such a great responsability this past few months; and it's very tiring #and now I'm stupid enough to take the biggest number of classes I've ever taken at uni #I really thought I would be able to balance all that #and I'm sure I'll end up managing; but I can tell this is going to make me so so so tired for the next months #I'm already so tired; and its only been a week of school #I'm realmy priveleged in a lot of aspects compared to other people I know; so at least I can thank that #but yeah; if I survive this next month and then the whole semester; I'm going to celebrate and buy something. maybe a cake #also I'm afraid that how tired I feel is going to make me meaner and end up being a bitch to people #I need to be careful about that; people dont deserve to be treated meanly just because I'm tired #I'll manage

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wild-at-mind · 1 year ago

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Just remembering when I was waiting for bf to get his tatt done and looking at the magazines, they had one of those extreme body mods magazines which was interesting. I have never understood why people get this kind of body mod, but I'm trying to work on being more open minded. And from this magazine I can see clearly that the ethos is 'my body is mine and I should be allowed to choose to do these things to it', which resonates. And as a trans person I would hope I wouldn't forget that transphobes call transition 'irrepairable damage' and self harm. (I can remember watching those early 2000s documentaries where surgery for transition was basically framed as an extreme body mod to be looked at for shock value.)

So I'm looking at this magazine, all open minded like, and then suddenly one of the models (who was being interviewed for something else, like he had his dick split in two or something) just casually is like oh yeah I have tonnes of different types of swastika tattooed on my arm. And sure enough, then there's a pic of like...20 swastikas done in different ways all on one area of his arm.

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#....i don't even know what i'm trying to say really #i think maybe just that scenes where being extreme is celebrated tend to go in bad ways very quickly #to be clear this was like a back issue. I think it was from the mid-late 2000s. Things were 'edgier' then.#i can imagine perhaps in the circles this guy was in the swastikas were probably celebrated as being oh so daring and taboo!#i hope that extreme body mod circles (which cannot be that large let's face it) are not like this any more but who knows #i just think it is much harder to know what lines to cross and which not to cross if you are celebrating line crossing #see also: when it turned out marilyn manson actually was abusing women #like 'i'm so shocking and edgy!!!' 'I'm shockingly and edgily abusing people!' they go together so well #i'm being facetious in my wording but i find this really hard to articulate.....i found the marilyn manson revelations very upsetting #to be clear i always hated him as an artist but like everyone i assumed it ws just a costume he put on #even more noodling: i was thinking about extreme kink (edgeplay i guess they call it?) and tbh i don't understand that either #but while i don't want to judge or kinkshame i do wonder if places where extremes are celebrated can ever be SSS #the risks skyrocket of harming your partner in ways they later hugely regret #also are they even following SSS? I saw someone who had been accused of causing harm to their partners during edgeplay being like #'i will take steps to learn how to do kink' um.....you didn't already know????????????#surely if you're engaging in the most extreme stuff you should know THE MOST and not apparently the least?????#uggggggggghhhhh anyway fuck 'edginess' and fuck extreme and fuck sexscalation

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elvisabutler · 2 years ago

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I am so excited for these fics now!! Do you know a rough date when they're going to start?

i'm delighted you're excited! that's honestly what i set out to do with things like this. bringing excitement and joy to our little fandom! as far as my rough date. hypothetically i'm aiming for the tail end of this week? so maybe saturday? i would say tomorrow but i'm starting off with cuckolding so it's a lil tricky. plus i have a lil frat austin thing coming out hopefully tonight.

i will say in reference to the anon who chose marking for wil ohmsford, you are getting shuffled around so i can get the right feel but not hold up the entire line.

#part of the reason i didn't do like 60 fics or even 30 is so i could take it a little easy.#kinktober was fun! 37 fics of fun!#but oh my god. it was exhausting by the end.#even with how much i loved all the fics.#ally answers asks #ally's wet hot smut summer #( see also why i'm not sure i'm gonna do a 1500 follower celebration. i want to but. )

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