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I want handwritten letters so bad
#i want hand written letters#hand written letters#small things counts#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#dark academia#desiblr#light academia#desi shit posting#dark acadamia aesthetic#sorry for being depressing#aesthetic#dark aesthetic#bookblr#booklr#desi studyblr#studyblr#spilled poetry#spilling thoughts#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled writing#spilling ink#love is real#love#dark acadamia quotes#k drama#anime and manga#anime
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listen listen it was just meant to be a quick drawing but my hand slipped a little and i spent waaaaay longer on it than i had planned so @stageturn here's another jon to your collection
wooo here's all stages versions cause i love saving them. also look i'm ALWAYS unsatisfied with any brush i try to sketch with but this time something clicked i had sooo much fun sketching this
#okay to be real honest i think i like the sketch the most.... but i also love lining and finishing my stuff so. at the end im content with#how it looks finished#also any chance to put glowing hand written letters on a drawing is like a sweet dessert to me >:]]]#AND @stageturn i need you to know i deeply envy your rendering skills and your use of color on the og piece#this was such a fun dtiys it made me want to draw INSTANTLY#stageturndtiys#mine#my art#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#digital art
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His 30th anniversary 😮
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I used an Alphonse Mucha piece as reference as i love his works and wanted to try to mimic the style. I still have a lot to learn 😅
#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#my drawings#art nouveau inspo. mainly from alphonse mucha#i am not 100% satistfied but practice makes perfect. i need to train painting and colours selection#letters written by hand because i was lazy to get the font haha. i also wanted to try and copy the font style
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NOBODY MOVE I'M HAVING POSITIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT MORDRED AND ATLAS.
#they finally talk. mordred tells his big brother that 'once upon a time i was supposed to stop breathing before i hit my teens.'#he tells him everything about knowing when his death day passed about the nightmares and the confusion and the agoraphobia#he tells him about his insecurities and his self-hatred -- how terribly must he have fucked up to not even be worthy of dying?#he tells him he's scared and he doesn't know what he's supposed to do with all this....life.#and atlas is THERE and he hugs him and he's so fucking relieved that - whatever his brother was meant for - he survived.#he hugs his little brother and tells him its okay to be scared because no one really knows what theyre doing with their lives#he holds his face between his hands and god when did mordred get so big?#''all you have to do is KEEP living okay? that's what you do with life: you live it.''#its not exactly poetry but it IS what mordred needs to hear#ive been thinking A Lot about mordred making an appearance in the searching but idk for sure yet#i just need to figure out WHEN this conversation happens so i can wrap up mordreds arc the way he deserves#i think im gonna try patching his and atlas's relationship across the second and third book#like atlas is HOME and then he's not and mordred is bitter but then- a letter. atlas has written to him.#and he keeps writing. bc he knows now what it is to lose someone and he doesnt want to lose his brother#so they're pen pals!! and it's stiff and formal and awkward and slow going but eventually they're exchanging gossip and venting and.#aaaa#happy lavore content wow look at me go#lavore brothers#mordred lavore#atlas lavore
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Last man standing (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#It's lonely at the top :(#Poor dearest is worse for wear ah </3#This scene made me cry ;;#Like it was sad when he wrote down his missing canonmates but going back in and writing everyone else's names ;;;;#Even his shaky alliances! Even the people he hasn't seen for a while!! Wehhh <3 <3 <3#You soft heart ;; I see you Admiral ♥#Also had a lot of fun writing in VUK ZIX again hehe ♪#The translations from VUK ZIX to English aren't exact - for starters they're upside down haha#So if you started from the top down it would actually read KINLEZ NATPAK but I figured that wouldn't be as readable#You read from the bottom up! I also still headcanon it being written/read from left to right#So he started with Zelnick then Fwiffo then Tanaka and so on#Although I did change it up for the second one - Teisel then Xelloss then Xigbar then Asch and Van#The more I think of it the more I'm surprised there's no H :0#Even just as a demarcation of a pause before during or after a syllable#The ''sh'' sound makes complete sense tho hehe <3#Any incorrect shaping of letters/poor handwriting on my part can totally be chalked up to ZEX not being used to human hands!#Totallyyy lol#I really like the way specific syllables are shaped - like how Teisel and Zelnick almost share the same shaped between ''SEL'' and ''ZEL''#How Z is a more connected extension of S just agh it's so pretty <3 <3 Eco_Mono really did such a lovely job with it ♪#And then certain ''incorrectly'' spelled syllables still turned out so pretty! Like the ''ANA'' in Talana - look how swoopy and continuous!#The ''BAR'' in Xigbar looks really cool - honestly reminds me of the fanweapons I made ages ago for I? think? Xigbar's apprentice??#It's been too long I don't remember now lol but it's cool to me in particular because of that!! :D#Fwiffo looks so funny haha - Tanaka has a cool star-like kind of letter in his name?? Man it's just so neat <3#As for ZEX - I mean he made it this far :( Not one to give up easily that's for certain ♥ Tenacious#I want him to be happy :'0
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Today's other fun game is called "Remy, if your hand is trembling just from lifting a quarter-full mug of water to your mouth, you might be pushing yourself a little hard."
Being disabled is a blast. I love when my daily to-do list is made up of five daily self-care/cleaning tasks and then the first complete draft of my resume, if I'm even able to accomplish that much. Who even needs to be able to do an average amount of tasks in a day as well as have energy for leisure? That sounds absolutely ridiculous.
I'm so tired.
#i wanted to have my resume finished a cover letter finished and about 1.5k words written but here we are#hand tremors abounding and brain worms steadily worsening because of it#fuuuuuuuck i wish my body worked the way that i wanted it to#my ramblings
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oh fuck. wait. hold on. do we have a pacific rim dreamling au yet?? do we? because. fuck. fuck. we need one. listen, it's a fandom right of passage. we need a pacific rim au that we're all obsessed with. we deserve it.
#dreamling#and we'd have to fuck it up#like use Daniel dream#and make Morpheus Dream the one who helped Hob become the best#and he then he dies#and it's tragic and we all cry#and it not a happy ending but it's so beautifully written that it devastates us as we re-read it and it becomes a fandom favorite#prompt for the taking my loves#I am too busy with the post-letters fic to write this#I have read a pacific rim au for every fandom I've ever loved except for supernatural#and we all know why that is#okay#so at some point i need to collect all my favorite pacific rim AUs#there have been so many good ones#which one of you have has a pacific rim hyper fixation. raise your hand#jk but if anyone wants to yell about this#I'm too anxious to do the discord thing#just dm me <3
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okay i'm out of evil mode. peace love and a little bit of still-tired on planet earth lol 🧃
#just me hi#slept ! ! ! was it good? hell nah kfshvg#but i slept :D#wasn't allowed to go to bed for a couple hours cuz parents wanted to play a movie. it was good but it put me in a weird headspace lmsfh#//ooou my ear's doing the Thing#you know the thing. the thing it does. loll#ever since that ant was in there that one time (dear lird) when i wake up from laying on it it'll feel like. a bit inflamed on the inside ?#and kinda itchy. not good things but it's likely not going to kill me so 💥💥#'it's likely not going to kill me' <- things i likely said while pretending i couldn't see anything for like 3-4 years#oh but yea i'm going to assume it's nothing bc i was also getting phantom feelings and sounds for some weeks that caused panic so i'm not#even going to put weight on it. it's just itchy no biggy Kfshvhf :)#//anyway i think i also had a dream but i do Not remember those well At All lol#i know the last one had oath in it though so that one was cool. don't remember much else but that was sick Lmfsh :3#//Ohh it's rainingggg yippeeee :D <3#don't get much snow but we'll get tons of rain... i miss you michigannnnn <//3#//but anyway the dream thing just reminded me#so this detail may not be important but my oldest brother and i are joked to be twins. there's 2 years and at least a foot of height betwee#us (i am the short). people get our voices mixed up when we talk low and i think that's funny#we were also thick as thieves as kids. not a good thing for anybody else but Yeagh kfshvg#but there was this one time we'd both woken up and were talking abt both having had a dream the night before; giving details and such#and we had the same dream ? it's still kinda odd to this day but we had the Same Exact Dream on the same night. if not odd it's neat! :3#anyway so somewhere in the past year my brother (apollo) got a lunar on his right index finger#i kept forgetting tho and asking if it was a blood bruise (that is my bad boss ✋) and eventually the info stuck in my head#anyway so somewhere in the past two months i also got a lunar on my right index finger. i didn't even notice it until i was tryna wash my#hands and it wouldn't come off lmaoo#now that's going on ig. the timeline-clone theory grows stronger every day Kfhsvhfgsfg#//forgot what else i was going to say i went to go look into the phrase 'thick as thieves' lol#i don't understand how someone heard 'thick' and thought 'yeah. that means close now' kfshd#anyway it's old as you've prolly guessed. the earliest spot it's popped up was a newspaper that printed a letter that was written in 1827#but it mighta been used earlier than that. neat!
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I don't need anything fancy this gesture are enough for me : when he tries to know me, when he read a whole book because l told him how much I liked that book, when he makes an effort to know the real me, who would love to know what type of person I am, how I think, how I feel, what kinds of books I read or what type of shows I watch what kinds of songs I listen to, who would tell me how my eyes shine when I talk about the things I like, who puts sticky notes here and there with cute messages on it because he know how much I treasure them, who would click pictures of me because he thinks I look pretty, when he didn't know how to bake but started taking baking classes because he found out how much I like pastries, who would listen to me whining about my life, when I feel like crying I can buries my face and cry into his arms while he hold me tight, when he started writing letters to me because once I told him how much I love handwritten letters, when he would give me flowers just to show his affection, when he wore black shirt because I once said how he looks good in black shirts, who would always protects me, a person who will not be embarrassed or ashamed of me, a person who would believes in me more than myself, a person whom I can say is my home.
#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#dark academia#desiblr#light academia#desi shit posting#dark acadamia aesthetic#dark aesthetic#sorry for being depressing#falling in love#gestures#small things counts#love blog#love#love quotes#i want hand written letters#spilling thoughts#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled words#what is love#love qoutes#love qoute from him#aesthetic#flowers#booklr#bookblr#book qoute#books
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well everyone now that sparkstember is over i can now devote my energy to being insane in other still sparks-related ways
#planning my next projects#on the one hand glad to not have to get a whole video done in the span of like 2 hours every day#on the other hand it was a fun creative challenge that gave me a sense of purpose. it was fun#but i need to keep myself busy as we descend into winter and ✨seasonal depression✨#if i dont get it done today over the next couple days im going to make something silly for goofball's upcoming birthday#and then once that's done i dont know. i want to get back to work on my screenplay and try to FINISH IT!! but idk how long that'll take#i also have to finally finish watching that film course i bought oops. maybe ill start it over#and then?????????#i have a vague Idea of a possible short film i could make. that would also be like a kind of prequel to my Main Film Idea#and its something i could actually reasonably do as a short film and its not like insanely big budget like every other idea i have is#and I'm debating abt emailing my old film teacher and being like heyyyyy maybe you could help me make this short film????#but id want to have this idea way more planned out and written before then. but OUGH WRITING ANOTHER SCREENPLAY???#WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY FIRST ONE??? sigh.#the road to making my Big Great Movie is long and arduous. will we get there. who knows#oh also debating abt writing a letter to those silly guys. but i don't knowwwww#OH lmao i keep forgetting to mention i finally got my passport (it actually came earlier than expected)#so like. goodbye everyone im heading to the sydney opera house on halloween (JOKE i am not that insane. but i wish i could)
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Don't worry about posting, just draw whatever you want.
If you can't think of something to draw, practice some skill you want to get better at (I like those posing sites with a timer, like reference.sketchdaily.net, but that's because I still struggle with bodies in perspective) or just draw your favorite character.
I love your art, but it's yours and you should have fun 💜
sobs and cries anon wtafdgjlh
#calli written letters#tbh yeah i want 2 get better at drawing bodies in perspective#im not rlly bad at it but i still hav a ot to learn heuahusdl#ngl i told myself that ill take a small break from drawing but now that i want 2 draw i literally have zero 0 ideas SOBS!#i dun like drawing my favs i feel like i dont do their beauty justice<3 theyre too pretty for my humble artist hands<3#FHELKHL BUT THANK U ANONN UR TOO NICE!! hope u have a great day <3<3
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when he writes you an entire letter to provide closure (the closure is vaguely mentioning that he messed up a little in the middle of three pages just accusing you of being a manipulative lovebomber): 😨
#Sorry I just needed to rant a little because HELLO ??? WHAT THE FUCK????#Who the fuck does he think he is? It’s so poorly written too#I would excuse it if it was hand written—but this was TYPED AND PRINTED OUT#Not to mention he quite literally blames me for everything. Blames me for making him “loose his ability to be kind”#And for making him “never love again”#I’m sorry? If you think that I changed in a bad way? Because if you do you definitely need help#For the first time in MONTHS I felt confident without worrying about what he’d say about what I was wearing or how I looked#And how uncomfortable it made me every damn time#And I’m not even going to get into the endless amount of harassment and pressure to do the things he wanted to do because it’s gross#Cuz I’m not fully ready to face all that just yet. I’m literally still getting over spoken things and implications#Back to my point—subconsciously I started associating happiness with that feeling I had in the summer rather than with him#I grew as a person. I realized how fucked everything all was. If he can’t see that he might be right about being too far to fix himself#In conclusion: fuck Eloise and fuck his bullshit letter and fuck everything he did to me#S.K thinks#Vent#again….sorry
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i wanna do some fun in-character valentine’s day gifts but idk what.......
#for Klaus I photoshopped little hand-written love letters but that's not something Louis would do...#i guess i could just write lil starters but idk i want to MAKE something#maybe i'll photoshop a lil in character love-note if i can find some fancy calligraphy fonts#idk i'm fucking sappy and delusional i've been working for 14 hours straight today so :) my brain is MUSH
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Go write a love letter for him! Then you can give it on valentine's day! I think it's pretty obvious that you both like eachother, why not confess first?
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Well, you see– [loud construction noises from the neighboring house making my speech incoherent /j]
#[ 🗣️ | the magical girl replies ]#[ 🫂 | hug anon ]#the last time i sent a crushie a v-day letter they confessed they kind of. cheated on me#we were mutual crushies (they did the 'crush-back' to me as we Filipinos would say) and we were basically in a mutual understanding#friends with feelings fr#feb 14 2021 i write him a poem like i did my friends#feb 15 2021 he confesses he'd been s/xting one of my now ex-bestie.#lmao imagine making a cute hand-written card and origami and it gets set on fire by accident#and to top it all off: my ex-bestie went like 'dont blame him. blame me. but im not apologizing because u two arent even a thing yet'#what in the disrespect of my friendship and trust#the worst part of feb 15 2021 was that *it was an exam day*#so i get heartbroken and then gaslit and i end up with a headspace so bad i couldn't do my practical writing exam#i'd never felt so angry before. my blood went warm to hot and i was shaking#i was screaming so much in my head it hurt too much#i hated my crush i hated my bestie i hated ME because who else let this happen? who introduced one to the other?#well it's about to be two years since anyways and i like to think i'm over them lol#my main concern is *how my crush trauma now affects current crush feelings* HAHAHHAHAHhahahaha. ha.#sometimes i'd want to be aro instead but i'm not aro. i experience every aspect and every form of love#the scope of how i feel love also happens to include romantic love#like ik how there's love for family & friends & creators & craft & people & also romantic love. ykw i mean right#so there's... that going on haha#new person new time different outcomes right?
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I absolutely LOVE writing emails. I feel so professional and cool and and eofkafkkakfkaa. Makes me feel productive ykyk? I get to THINK before I speak ykyk (something vv rare when it comes to me)
But phone calls are..... giskfjakkfka (derogatory)
Even if its with friends I get so stressed. Bc like I dont understand what you're saying in person most of the time, what makes you think a phone call will help that??? And its so awkward bc im all about gestures and stuff but then I cant do it and im just waving my hands in the air all alone????? And omg I hate Profesional calls the most bc I need to write stuff down while listening and I need understand what they're saying and if I gotta pull stuff up to answer to their stuff im 💀💀💀💀
But ig i survive all of those phone calls so its bearable 😭😭😭
If you vote please reblog.
#tldr; i hate phone calls#emails make me feel so cool#like its almost theraputic#and the day i can write fancy HAND WRITTEN LETTERS TO FRIENDS????#im about to use so much over the top language theyre gonna need to contact their favorite highschool english teacher to understand the#inner meanings#just to find out i wanted to check of they had any food allergies or if they wanna hang out 💀💀
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When I came out, I was SO scared I was gonna get disowned. I wrote a letter to my parents, sent it to their emails, put a physical copy on the counter, and left the house for a few hours to give them time. In that time I tried coffee for the first time, which was a dreadful idea, and got all jittery. I kept waiting for a text or something but nothing happened.
After a few hours, I didn’t hear back from them so I went home. My parents were home and had stacked a bunch of groceries on top of the letter without opening it. They said “hi” and I said “hi” and went down stairs to the basement. I held my dog and panicked about what to do. My sister, who knew that I had written them a letter of great importance, told me they hadn’t read it yet. She also told me she could ask them to do so. I consented to this and stayed in the basement. A few minutes later my dad knocked on the door and poked his soft smooth little nerd head in and said “hey buddy” and I started crying so hard I almost vomited. He came over and gave me a BIG hug and said that it was gonna be OK, he was OK with this, he knew it must have been hard but he was here for me. He told me he and my mom had already talked years before they had me about how if they had to pick between their faith and their child they’d pick their child. It was a very sweet moment. I came out to my mom later that evening and we were both bawling the whole time.
The day after I came out to my parents, I came out to my brother @inbabylontheywept at a Mexican restaurant and he took it like a champ. That evening my mom took me for a walk and looked almost angry - she said she wanted to make sure that I didn’t use being a woman as an excuse to not go to grad school. I told her I wouldn’t and she instantly looked relieved and happier.
My dad, on the other hand, seemed to struggle with it. He kept asking me if I had a boyfriend, and I told him I did not. He kept asking me if I wanted to go clothes shopping with him and I did not. He kept asking me if I would let him go to some of my shows, and I had NO idea what he was talking about.
Finally, 6 months after coming out, of awkward misgendering and questions that didn’t make sense from my dad, he excitedly pokes his soft smooth little nerd head into my bedroom again and says “I found a movie about Your People.” My people. I was absolutely bewildered, but he was so excited and I knew he had been trying SO hard so I watched it with him. It was The Birdcage, and it was amazing. It also was revelatory in that I finally realized why my initially-supportive father seemed to be having such a hard time with my pronouns and stuff - he didn’t know what the difference between trans and doing drag was. After the movie he again asked if I would invite him to one of my shows, and I said, “Hey dad, you know how about half the world is women?” And he said “yeah,” and I said “Well, see, I’m on that half now. I’m not doing drag.” And it was like a switch flipped in his brain. He was like “omg that’s so easy? I was so confused about what to call you when?”
Anyway, my parents are charming and my family has been so kind and patient with me, I like sharing the stories of my little wins with them.
#tgirl swag#mormon#ex mormon#exmormon#worm#gay#tgirl#trans humor#transfem#trans pride#trans stuff#transgender#transgirl#sillyposting#silly little guy#dad#stories#family#short story#story
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