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[ my fixation had been bouncing between h.sr, w.uwa, p.gr, and pacrim that my thoughts & excitement are all over the places. i'm also quite busy with work given the upcoming event & i'll have to work this weekend as well. i've just recently broken myself out of writer's block so i'll do my best to get things i owe out bit by bit ! i'm sorry i had been sporadic with my ic content as of late ;; i have so many things i want to do / write but limited free time / energy / attention span to do it. i'll try to get the asks i have out too bc i have many things in there i had been screaming about & super eager to reply to ! pls know that i did receive them and i'm really excited about them despite how slow i am hjlkhlk i shall get them out as soon as possible i promise ! ]
#.ooc#[ srsly i have SO MANY THINGS I'M EXCITED FOR#work had been eating me but i finally broke myself out of writer's block HJLKHJKL HOPEFULLY THE WRITING JUICE WOULD CONTINUE TO FLOW#I ALSO HAVE SO MANY GOOD DYNAMICS & PLOTS I WANT TO DIVE INTO AAAAAH SO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE TIME !!#BLESS ALL MY TALENTED & PATIENT MUTUALS WHO PUT UP WITH ME#staring at all the dynamics & plots & aus i've been cooking up#sHOVES THEM INTO MY MOUTH#WHY CAN'T MY THOUGHTS WRITE THEMSELVES I HAVE SO MANY THINGS I WANNA WRITEEEE ]
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An IMPORTANT UPDATE to my Hades' info and about.
I really do not give a flying fuck about what the mythology says. My interpretation is exclusive to the DIDNEY FILM and that one VIDEO GAME with the kid who carries a giant key. If you want to interact with me, then you write knowing this interpretation is not the one associated with mythology.
Hades is a villain, but he's not irredeemable. He has fondness for an incredibly short list of folk. He can be downright amicable to those under his care. This is my blog and I write him how I want to.
And as always with these PSAs-- there is no need to announce your departure. This isn't the 1800s.
Cuz I've gotten anons about Hades and Persephone being in a happy loving relationship-- please fuck all the way off. I don't care what the 'lore' is this is an adaptation of a fictionalized version of the Greek Mythology character through a modern lens and my own preferences.
#;;ooc#like sometimes i just get to the point where i gotta put my foot down and add shit to the character page#this being some of it#THE AUDACITY OF SOME ANONS LIKE#LEMME PLAY MY SASSY VINDICTIVE JACKASS THE WAY I WANT TO#absolutely 0 people harassing all the ep.ic versions of him but boy i get some of the most UNHINGED messages#which i promptly delete and immediately forget but then i remember and it just#IF YOU DO NOT LIKE MY WRITING OR INTERPRETATIONS YOU CAN LEAVE AND GET THIS-- YOU DO NOT HAVE TO ANNOUNCE IT#JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON IT'S THAT SIMPLE#im not crashing out y'all i'm just old and tired and it's 6 am and i just wanna write fictional characters having fun
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Chreon Week: Patching Wounds (Day 1)
Leon wakes slowly to a throbbing pain in his head. His body feels much of the same, just one huge bruise. More pain is concentrated around the side of his abdomen, though. He shifts, trying to prop himself up, only to be met with a hand gently pushing him down.
Leon’s eyes fly open and he struggles more, trying recall where he is. He was… brought as backup on a mission with Chris and some of his team. They had split up upon entering the facility, some old-looking house that had a hidden lab under it. Chis and himself taking the higher levels while the rest of the male’s team took the lower ones.
The lab was void of people, but B. O.W.S. still prowled its halls. They had learned why soon enough, finding out that one of the creatures had escaped containment and went on a killing spree, effectively ridding the area of whatever personnel had been here previously.
For the most part, the BOWS here were simple minded, if a bit difficult to kill, covered with an armour-like plating. They’re able to dislodge the armour from their skin like a projectile, rendering the flesh underneath vulnerable. From there, they’re easy to dispatch, so long as you aren’t hit by one of the plates.
Leon wasn’t hit by a plate, more like grazed, but the pain had distracted him enough to make a wrong step on a weak looking section of the floor and fall through. Leading to where he is now, he supposes, vision finally focusing and seeing Chris eyeing him with concern.
“Stop moving, I’m trying to treat your side,” Chris says, brown eyes focusing back on Leon’s side, spraying first aid spray on the wound. It was bleeding sluggishly and honestly didn’t hurt that bad. It definitely didn’t warrant this much care, in Leon’s opinion. He’s operated with worse.
His brow furrows as he opens his mouth to voice as much, but one glare from Chris has Leon rolling his eyes and quieting. He’s aware the other would be stubborn about this and his head hurts just a bit too much to try and argue.
“What happened to the B. O. W.?” Leon asks instead, already knowing the answer. Chris moves away from the wound, satisfied with what care he could manage to administer. Leon pushes himself up, wincing a bit, but otherwise fine.
“Dead. It fell in after you and got its leg trapped under some rubble. Easy enough to kill after that,” Chris replies, standing and offering a hand to Leon. He raises an eyebrow, but takes it, letting Chris pull him up. The hand lingers for a second before Chris lets go, but Leon shrugs it off.
“Well. Let’s go, then,” Leon says, shooting Chris a wry smile and moving away. Clenches his hand repeatedly trying to memorize or maybe forget the feeling of Chris’s hand in his. Forces himself to get a grip, shaking his head a little and settling himself back in a headspace more made to fight B. O. W. S.
He'll probably overthink this interaction later, when he gets back from the mission and his adrenaline is down. But that’s for later.
#chreon#chreonweek2024#resident evil#I'm like... super rusty#and this is actually my first time writing them#and I'm bad at romance sometimes#anyway!#I tried#sorry#they're like... super out of character#and idk how to fix it#but I'm just gonna go with it#bc the writers block has been demolishing me lately#and I just kind of wanna have fun#also how do ppl write BOWS?#is it with or without the periods?#I did with for the accuracy#but I kind of prefer without
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★smqerhhhh...im sleepy.. can't even work on requests at the moment ahsshshshsg★

#★ahdhshssh I wanna write rn but I'm feeling a little too eepy#also I think I may be having a mini-writer- block or something mtbjnb#... M'kay wweh#..imsleepy★
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wish I'd be good at creating literally anything so I could become a real part of the fandom
#i feel like I'm not contributing anything#i can't draw/paint#my writing is below average#and i don't think i could write meta that hasn't been written before#and yeah maybe i just wanna be part of a community#but idk... there are so many cool people out there who are part of this fandom#quite a few have me blocked too#i miss talking to people answering/getting asks and all that shit#anywayyyy#txt.
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On hiatus for an indefinite moment.
#CW: Rant#Things are not looking well art and writing wise#And I can't seem to grasp anything well anymore seeing how much I've downgraded in everything#Art block and Writing block hit well but I know I'm nowhere near 'getting better at it'#It's just a bullshit reason for me to keep myself away from everyone#I can't even think of anything creative anymore unlike how I did back then#I'll be lurking but maybe not responding to anything#And I'll probably lurk somewhere else#I plan on going through my drafts and try to see if I can do better with my old WIPs and Ideas#I hope I can feel the same spark I used to feel last year(s)#I'd probably only be away for a week (please be so because I wanna write too) so heyyyyyyyyy fingers crossed#(sobs) I haven't even written anything proper for the celebration#WHAT IS THIS AHAHHAHA SOME SORT OF GRADUATION FAREWELL SPEECH?#Ta-ta~#nb: everyone is bored of my saggy ass writing#no one likes it anymore#I have to WRITE BETTER
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I am full of the urge to try and find new roleplay partners so I can write silly things and make friends but I am also full of the worst social anxiety known to man simultaneously
#I know I'm probably just feeling like shit cause I've had two people ghost me recently for non-DSMP rps but also like#idk I wanna write the block men but WITH other people I wanna be silly and make friends#BUT ALSO I HAVE THE ANXIETY OF A HORSE AND PART OF MY BRAIN IS CONVINCED THAT ILL BE EXPLODED IF I EVER TALK TO PEOPLE UNPROMPTED#ESPECIALLY WITH RP STUFF LIKE GAH I HATE THIS I KNOW PEOPLE DONT HATE ME AND THEY PROBABLY WOULDN'T MIND BUT MY BRAIN IS CRUEL#I FUNCTION ON NPC RULES I HAVE TO BE PROMPTED OR INTERACTED WITH FIRST-- AND I HATE IT#Anyways uh idk I needed to throw thoughts to the void cause ive been in the mood to do silly things but no outlet so- ugh#yapping hours
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@heartz4moth, you asked for it. here it is. the first part to my very long (at least for my standards) fic
Replica --------------------------------------------------------------ellipses ⭐
“DON’T touch ANY of my books, okay, Hierophant?”
“Alright, alri-”
“Especially those ones on the shelf over there! Those are… my special ones…”
Hierophant held up his hands in surrender, laughing softly at the High Priestess’ insistence.
“Don’t worry; I won’t touch any of them…” “Good. Oh, and… thank you for helping me out with my cleaning, Hierophant. You really didn’t have to.” “No, no! It’s fine. I like the work, anyways.”
High Priestess’ face flushed at that, which Hierophant didn’t understand. He seemed to have that effect on just about every woman he talked to, plus one certain man.
“Ah, I should get going. Thanks again, Hierophant!~”
High Priestess turned around and ran down the hallway to the front door of her home, slamming the door shut behind her. Hierophant stood there by himself, taking in the smell of her library, which had an oddly comforting new book smell (well, it did make sense. He was in a library, after all).
Hierophant grabbed the duster High Priestess had lent to him, and walked towards one of the many shelves, beginning to clean off all the dust that had accumulated there. He began humming to himself, enjoying the comfort of the work. His good friend, Death, had warned him about people taking advantage of his kindness and willingness to help just about anybody. Hierophant had insisted that they weren’t ‘taking advantage of him’, they were just making simple requests (Death very much disagreed, though).
As he was finishing up cleaning the row he was on, he was startled by a big, thick black book that jutted out from the shelf. Hierophant reached to grab the book, but quickly recalled High Priestess’ warning. He didn’t want to disobey her rules, but curiosity got the better of him, and he pulled the book down.
(part 1/?)
#magical drop#magical drop hierophant#magical drop high priestess#magical drop death#I CAN TAG HER OKAY.#she was mentioned#anyways i'm actually having a lot of fun writing this!#wanna finish but stupid writer's block won't let me#i mean i've got plenty more to show#but after that it might take a while
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i need matt in that jury so bad so i can stop being subjected to these annoying ass, infantilizing takes from both fans and the other players. his refusal to play his own game being twisted into 'poor matty is being taken advantage of by the evil monster jag' is so unserious.
#bb25#jag is a fucking clown right now but i'm tired of that white freak getting babied in comparison.#ever since felicia nutty ass said she trusts him because he reads the bible i've wanted his ass out.#all these takes acting like matt putting a number for himself on the block on HIS hoh is something matt is the 'victim' of#rather than something completely fucking stupid he literally didn't have to do.#or pretending he wasn't throwing cirie utb to jag for that matter. he ACTIVELY helped jag evict her.#like yeah matt IS jag's puppet lmfao.#but if matt isn't responsible for anything and is just a vessel for the manipulative monster jag - then he doesn't deserve shit!#and this is me TRYING not to write the essay i wanna write fr!
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I wanna write but can't decide what about, ugh
#kinda feelin like i should write smth for genshin or jjk characters but idk#i'm having a block ig but don't know#maybe it's just 'cause i know i really should be doing some other things rn sigh#but i wanna writeeeeeeeee#whatever
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watching vids of people showing their commonplace journals / general journals and suddenly being hit with an intense wave of sadness because my life feels so dull and pathetic 😭 it's not even over anything major either it's just like... "i threw in some pics i took w/ my friend on this page" and i go... fuuuuck
#miles txt#now i wanna buy a cheap notebook i'll actually do stuff in#(every notebook i have i'm scared to write in bc they're too pretty.......)#but my car is blocked in the driveway and idk why that hit me with another wave of sadness like bnkfjbnbkj#i leave the house so insanely infrequently that it's a safe bet to park behind my car bc it's not like /I/ ever have anywhere to be or go#;_; even the IDEA of going to the store and buying a cheap notebook feels big and scary which is so ANNOYING and makes me angry at myself#ugh anyways. i'm inspired but i have nothing to do w/ that inspiration at the moment#i guess i can collect up scraps of Stuff i have to tape inside it.. when i have one.#bc i DO indeed keep random scraps of various things i think look cool and then i shove em in a drawer
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okay, decided to save my happy for you - sonic's ode to shadamy piece brewing in my brain a bit longer so I can specifically write it as fic. I want to write it and have its intended effect to hit right off, so I'll pin it :) greatness takes time or wtvr tf lmao
instead, I'm gonna do another piece for school in my more poetic style and see how that works out bc I think I owe it to myself to produce at least one good thing for this course ;-;
#bee blabs#it's still dua inspired so at least I'm still checking that box I wanted#I got so many projects it's doing my head in#like- I keep forgetting abt loveborne#and I wanna do part 2 to 3w3s bc I have it all blocked out n everything#DUDE all my fics have to be put on the backburner I'm so sad#I just have to keep creating fic on the downlow for school tasks else I go loopy otherwise 😭#but I feel like I been producing crap lately bc I'm writing bc I have to not bc I want to
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the urge to change my mind about writing suggestive/smut on here because sam just makes me that horny and i'm lowkey good at writing smut with feelings and that's what sam is to me
#AAAAAA like#i want to serve the people#but i also want to focus on sfw stuff anyways#and like it's my blog i'm allowed to write whatever i want#and it's so unlikely that anything bad will actually happen with ageless blogs#like minors i immediately will block obviously#but it's hard to keep track of all the blogs that interact with my posts#and i hate feeling stressed about it#so like maybe i should just ignore the problem HAHA#and if i have sam smut that i wanna write i just will lol#. >> mari writes !
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i wrote it in my pinned as well, but for now, requests are closed! if you've already sent one previous to this post, your req will still be written <3 im working on getting my comms going so once i have that all set up and all current requests written, i'll open them back up again! thank u for ur understanding <3
#i'm super excited to open comms tho#im slowly emerging from my writers block and it feels so gr8#but i wanna write the things i've already promised to write before i start letting new stuff come in#i think that's part of my issue is i just get overwhelmed with how much i gotta write on top of all my other stuff i have goin on#so i think a new system will provide a more steady flow of content for u guys#also!!#this post does not apply to asks like#how would x yan react if darling did y#i love rambling abt the yans so feel free to keep those up#just stories and hcs i cant do till i'm all caught up#anyway enuf rambling from me!!!#hope ur all doing well <3
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friends and fiends if this truly spells the Over for the qsmp i may let the brainworms that have been festering in me for MONTHS--A YEAR, EVEN--win.
i may summarize the goddamn fucking lore.
#i CANNOT make an 8 hour summary i CAN'T i SHOULD NOT that is SO MUCH CONTENT#and i still only speak like 2/4 qsmp languages MAYBE 2.5/4 if we're REALLY stretching it#but GODDAMNIT I'M DOING SOME CURSORY RESEARCH ANYWAY BC I WANNA WRITE THAT FUCKING TIME LOOP#qsmp#maybe just the fed lore. haha. eye twitches. maybe just the iverall server lore. maybe i'll even bother caring about the qsmp livestreams.#haha. eye twitch. fucking. eye twitch.#solo lore is B E Y O N D me but MAYBE shit that affected Most or All lore i could do#like code lore and shit. obv it knots in with other lore but FUCK IT WHATEVER#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm not even gonna worry about it#yknow what. not even gonna worry about it. i gotta do the research first 🤪 whatever bro#if the research gets done i'll think about alllllllllllll the rest of this but this is a YEAR OF CONTENT#mother FUCKER dude it's not possible there's no way#this is a year with like 80 hours of streams per DAYYY at peak who could do this#who could. no wonder no one could keep up. no wonder i had to LIVE in the tag to keep up#good lord GOD i shouldn't do this. i'm not committing. god i want to though. god i shouldn't.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#WHATEVER HAHAHAHA WHATEVER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#i will beat this storyline into SUBMISSION i will beat it to DEATH i will FORCE IT TO MAKE SENSE#I WILL PRUNE IT LIKE THE WORLDS WORST BONSAI I SWEAR TO GOD#i'm unhinged i can't i have so wanted to do this but i swore to myself i wouldn't#bc i know i'll go insane and i know it will take FUCKING YEARS and there is no fucking way i'll see it to the end#but goddddddddddddddd i want to i SO FUCKING WANT TO#listen. if there's no more lore. i may summarize the fucking lore. someone will beat me to it 100% bc i take fucking a million years#but people are suckers for long video essays and summaries IT'S ME I'M PEOPLE#anyway if you got this far and have the screenshot of mariana messaging slime to tell him their daughter is dead please send it#i can't find it via google and i don't have twitter and i know it was posted there at some point :(#i want it :( i want to throw it back in slime's face in the time loop because repetition is fun and heartbreaking >:D
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