#i wanna seppuku

[nuisancehelicopter]

3x times i have hated this particular flavor of ship. The ship trope is:

Tsundere blonde who have seen “horrors” and need MC to "show them the way” to happiness, love and freedom.

Tsundere is skilled and deadly af and can hurt MC and friends easily.

Tsundere is sheltered as heck and was also heavily trained and loved by a merciless father/mentor figure from birth.

Tsundere is some type of leader figure of a group, they are decent. MC is the type that works best when alone.

Tsundere is also heavily prejudiced against the type of person MC is.

MC is their way out of that lifestyle/mindset.

Tsundere will refuse to acknowledge anyone else.

They have decent working rapport with each other.

Yet MC has to pretend and be civil most of the times to appease them.

Bonus if tsundere blonde is mostly innocent and naive while MC has a darker more sinister side that’s more streetsmart and realistic.

They have a lot of heart-to-heart where the MC is usually the one who throws le speeches which make the tsundere blonde's heart aflutter.

But tsundere blonde will never understand MC coz MC is closed off and nicer to them.

Three different fandoms. I encountered this three times. They are the biggest ships. I cant believe this.

[tiodolma]

what do you mean, "does he look like a killer?" the force moves darkly near a creature that is about to kill.

[hostess-of-horror]

Me rn

[lovelesslittleloser]

All my fucking tabs committed seppuku and now I’ve got to manually search for the coolest fucking fics I’ve ever read, like the fnaf/dbh crossover, the dbh fic where conner is just a psychopath, all of the new fics that I opened in new tabs because they sounded cool as shit but never got to read and know nothing about because it’s been WEEKS,

[todayisafridaynight]

after watching The 47 Ronin in Debt i have an even greater need to see ishin sawashiro right now

[leveebreak-s]

tw gonna talk about sad things in the tags but i'm OKAY so nobody freak out about it

[sa-bo]

"alt"

[webslingingslasher]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRcaEksp/

feel like this would send peter into a spiral

-🪼

in an endless sea of red lights, you look over at peter. it’s been a comfortable silence for a few minutes, he’s got his right wrist resting on the steering wheel, his head is leaning all the way back into the headrest.

‘would you rather be a pirate, samurai, or a cowboy?’

peter turns to face you, he’s absentmindedly chewing on the plastic cap from a water bottle. he’s never looked hotter.

‘a pirate. they’re the most free,’ when he feels the need to defend his choice further, ‘the leaders of the seven seas.’

‘you can’t be a captain or anything.’ peter blinks, ‘okay.’ you quirk an eyebrow, he slightly surprised you with his answer, and how quickly he had it ready. ‘not a samurai? really?’

'it could be cool, but samurai's can't act on their own accord, they have masters.' your eyes widen, you didn't know that. 'right. plus, they have to kill themselves if they’re found out.'

peter shakes his head, 'no. seppuku is only done when you dishonor your master, it's not illegal to be a samurai.' you narrow your eyes, 'how do you dishonor them?'

a shrug, the car moves at a snail's pace. you come to another complete stop. 'dishonor someone, don't follow orders, betray your master. you know, the basic things.'

you nod, 'so, pirate?' peter's very confident in his decision. 'yeah. i mean, it's between that or a samurai.' he left out one option entirely.

'not a cowboy?' peter scoffs, 'fuck that.' you laugh, 'no?' peter sours, 'i have no interest in the wild west. it seems terrible, just a bunch of drunk people walking around. and riding horses makes your balls hurt. and all the dust? yeah, leave me the fuck out of that.'

another snail race, you shuffle around, you're going to be stuck in the car for a while. peter peeks over, then at the surrounding night traffic.

'wanna do hand stuff?'

there's nothing going on, you take a chance to look into the car next to you, nothing.

if you can't see them, they can't see you, right?

fuck it. 'sure.' 

[olderthannetfic]

Filtering the fandom and/or fandom critical tags & blocking users instead of engaging with pointless wank like–

I'm cultivating my internet experience like a mature adult! I am a mature adult woman who can let other people have their (bad) opinions! But also they're so fucking wrong and I wanna pointlessly argue SO BAD!

Basically I saw several posts about the same character that made me so angry that I had to go make a cup of tea to calm down.

--

My first fic was inspired entirely by a terrible, no good, OOC one where Saitou from Rurouni Kenshin committed seppuku over a misunderstanding caused by not finishing reading a letter. Saitou. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

[tbhimnoteasyonmyself]

This episode was INSANE. I HATE the temple scene. Top's death SUCKED. Having Phee tell New's story sucks ass unless it's not the truth and just what Phee thinks happened. Fluke's arc is going downhill. Tee is suddenly very likeable. WHO THE FUCK IS WHITE AND HOW CAN HE PULL KNOWLEDGE OUT OF HIS ASS AND CRY AT THE SAME TIME??? I kinda wanna commit seppuku in front of all the remaining characters.

[ststsgsg]

Hello!! Per this post, I am here to be characteristically longwinded and recommend my all time favorite stsg fics bc these two make me wanna commit seppuku and I go feral every time I think about them okay here we go

tentacles coveted, but sadly not present by Aamalysstuff

I've written a very long, very unhinged bookmark note on Ao3 about how much I love this fic. It's always hard to pick a favorite, but this one takes the cake as my #1, without a doubt. In short, the author understands stsg like no other and depicts Satoru's inability to let Suguru go SO well. It's technically smut, but like... nowhere near the reason I adore this so much. If I could marry this fic, I would.

Kaleidoscope by Pandamonio

Satosugu meets soulmatism & reincarnation & classics lit & greek mythology. So, so poetic and tragic and beautiful. Another one that I think about all the time (and have been meaning to give a reread). The author's writing style is so poetic and literary, my bread and butter. So good.

Some honorable mentions bc I have no idea what the character limit is for asks jdhfgjh:

once we have sufficiently tortured one another by irrevenance

tomorrows, and tomorrows by GibbousLunation

when it's over, you're the start (you're my head, you're my heart) AND you are my eyes, i don’t need them tonight (cut ‘em out, cut ‘em out) by soitiswritten (I cried at the end of you are my eyes, so. Do with that what you will!)

Okay, shutting up now. I hope you enjoy!

thank you so much so much so much !!!!! :DDDD !!!!!!!!!!! these all sound amazingggg i‘ll go check em out!!! :DD !!!!!!!!!!

[apatchworkstar]

Hi! >:- 3c surprised to see me here? Cause I'm a bit, to be making this. So! Context is I made a Muu playlist and I wanted to make a post about why I ordered it the way I did. Not to mention why I chose the songs I did.

So, as they say, from the top~

Selfish Princess - Fujiwo

I feel like anyone who knows of Muu and has listened to this song may be able to guess why it's here. But for anyone who hasn't...

I feel like this captures her dichotomy of how she wants to be catered to very well.

Wanna eat that sweet sweet chocolate, wanna drink that hot hot latte, wanna eat that soft soft bread. Wanna eat that sticky cheese, wanna sleep in that fluffy fluffy bed; dozy, dozy have a good night zzz / Wanna eat that bitter bitter liver, wanna drink that red red soup, wanna eat that soft soft flesh.

This song also showcases how lazy she can be when it comes to things she's asked to do. In conjunction with how she expects people to work around her, instead of the other way round.

One, two, three- start dancing to the beat with my mysterious steps / Murmuring, rolling, lazy lazy meow meow; don't wanna do anything! / Three, two, one- the fragrant that makes my heart beat wildly

It also highlights a aspect of hers that can get overlooked. That being that she tends to like people who aren't just seeming to suck up to her.

Guillotine, gunshot, burning or seppuku, any option you'd like. No one can beat me; oh how boring. / Sweet sweet is not enough, show me more of that twisted face. Lalala lalala lalala, see- it's not enough

You may ask "then why would she bully those who aren't giving into her whims?" and that's a fair question! Muu does like to be indulged, after all. She's just also someone who doesn't appreciate people feeding off her without any sort of recompense. This is shown in how she refers to Mikoto in the wireless headphones.

Mikoto-kun, he's a bit of a poser

Overall, it's a good starting song as it shows Muu at a baseline.

I'm waiting for someone to love this selfish me. My pillow is wet with tears at the lonely nights. I watch every second passing by-

but I'm... right?

Selfish, lalala~ Don't be afraid everyone. Please give, give me! Keep giving me everything. Everything can be forgiven because I'm the cutest.

Hello Dystopia - MafuMafu

Ah, Hello Dystopia, my beloved~ Also a very easy pick for Muu, given her role in her school's dynamic.

Now, exit, exit; disappear, if you'd please! / The influence of a desperate god, the screws in my head turn anti-clockwise. It's too late to let us down, isn't it? Don't you beg for your life- let's fall together to the depths of hell. / Here, there's only idiots crawling out of the woodwork who want to play. Let's go in order, starting with whose hands are free- raise them to the gallows

As we all know, Muu has a habit of acting against anyone who she thinks dislikes her/ has ulterior motives-

Rehabilitation, reincarnation, my specialty. A refuge for failures to gather in 140 characters / It's the cruel sin of tearing down a tower of building blocks. All right, we're saving the world; excellent, chanting in unison, almost logged out of life

-We also know that, in some sense, this is meant to be a kindness, as she refers to these actions as "gentle stings".

Let's chant babbled nonsense. Let's grant wishes, no matter what they may be. Good children surely get prizes for perfect attendance; a show made of the dismantlement of the slandered / This is fake news, see. Keep out; die a dog's death. Mostly sources from ambiguous tip offs

It also touches upon some implications about Muu. Namely, that she has a distorted sense of showing and receiving "love"

A utopia where love is uncertain; there's no way of knowing if any of it's true or not anyways. A utopia where love is uncertain. Hysteria where this is certain

And that she tends to view things like love and hate in a transactional nature.

Here's the question, question- what was brought into being after we hurt each other? Excellent answer; dystopia / A shooting gallery for shotguns; thank you, Merry Bad End / Ignorant irony, though there's no conflict. Like it's a piece of cake, throw an entire life into disorder

Furthermore, this song placed here means it can also be read as her initial relationship with Rei

Love me; for my ambiguous self, become mine. Give me validation, hereditary idiot. Have you written the fiction between you and me? The present state of wild delusions and exaggerations, a collar at hand

"hey"

Useless Angel - Nanawo Akari

Now we get to Useless Angel! Something that definitely highlights Muu's more lazy side

It's not that I won't do it, I just can't! / Aah, lately the word on the street is that there's a no-good angel who makes up for her uselessness with angelic power... Well, that's the plan! / I wanna get a good score on my upcoming test, but my brain can't keep up and my thoughts are clattering around. It's Saturday, and I wanna get up early but I can't stop playing online games in the middle of the night / Just lemme say there's nothing I can do about it! Even though I stuck my halo in my mouth / "But can you really fly if you work hard?" I'm making a face that looks like that

But it also shows more of her earnest desire for affection, and the lengths she's willing to go to receive it,

I want to convey to you more and more of my feeling being inadequate. But, when I'm noticed, I get nervous, a miscommunication. My blinking halo is cracking, but with this, I'll change your mind about my identity. I said it's a bluff, but the truth is that there's a foggy feeling of love. I want to search for it with you. / Hey, the no-good, no-good, no-good, no-good me- you'll love her! / I'll make your heart beat, beat, beat, beat just for you! If you'd just look at me seriously, I'd probably do it!

And her anxieties about not being deserving of said affection. Or receiving it for reasons that have nothing to do with her as a person.

But am I at least alright? / I hid my feeling of love in that kind of paper-mache shell, but I want to be laughing with you. Hey the no-good, no-good, no-good, no-good me... are you okay with her? To tell the truth, I don't have any self confidence. I'm an angel, you know. My head is spinning, spinning, spinning, spinning. It is filled with nothing but you- that's what I've been thinking about!

I think I'll be able to fly with this love I've received, since I'm an angel

It's not that I won't do it, I just can't!

Er, well, I'll put a lot of effort in anyway!

Chameleon - Surii

And Chameleon represents Muu in the midst of her efforts to earn love meaningfully. As I said before in this post, Muu doesn't want people to just fawn over her for no reason. And this time she's putting in her all to catch the attention she wants from Rei!

I get dizzy from falling in love burningly. I want to be loved, so I'm being an honour student. As I get irritated, my heart is scattered- but I'm a chameleon that can blend in this much / I want to resist to ask you for your affection. I want to show you the best attitude / A while crying and a while falling in love again. Today's makeup can't be messed with / A passionate chameleon becoming half dead again, but next time, for sure. A passionate chameleon. I'm a chameleon that just wants to be loved by you. Transform and diving into the average class. A complete change into the life of the lower class, piling up the dynamite on myself. Oh my, what a damp noise

But of course, Muu is someone who can't help but stay true to herself, even if it causes her trouble. As much as she tries to hide it, not everything can be covered up by hard work and determination.

The transformation is not perfect; my entire body is not something you desire. I take those dynamites little by little, apparently dangerous / Do you still wanna be loved? / A while buttering up and a while melting; I gotta check today's trend. Dazzling from singing flamingly, living a life with the passing grade. My resentful heart sways back and forth; I'm a chameleon that can be a part of it / My throat is parched, feeling the moment. But can't be forgiven because my outfit is way too flashy.

Even if it's painful, it's just something she ends up slipping back into. And so the loop of effort and pain continues.

Dunno... I cried so much that even my true original colour disappeared. When I tried to run away because it was too hard for me, you smiled at me.

Only want you to love me, is it not enough? Still not enough so try to blend in, chameleon

Ai Janai - DAZBEE

Yes, I know Gunsli has brought this specific song before. It's a great comparison and you should all give it a read when you have the chance! However, I do have my own reasoning. Especially it being placed where it is! Besides, I do do things a bit different from her, even if there are similarities.

But yes! We are slowly approaching the eye of the storm now. Everything is turning upside down and tensions are beginning to run high. Muu's starting to lose it, lost between her desire for love and her desire to earn it. And that's mixing with the burgeoning realization that maybe Rei wouldn't ever like her.

This isn't love, so depressed I feel sick. This isn't love; it isn't, right? Is that the most ridiculous thing you've ever heard? Denied, isn't it? / On an answer sheet with A, B, and Cs, I gladly marked each question wrong. Could we have a secret love? "let's solve the hard questions together", "I'll wait for you after school" ...as if you would say that. / Before I fall apart, I wanna confess about this love that won't go away / Something's wrong with me, I must be going crazy. I'm in a drunken stupor filled with regret /I'm half joking and about to cry / I won't get my hopes up

Further and further until we enter it and anything can be set off with something as simple as a push or shove.

My sixth sense is tingling, I realized I really need to see you / It's like I'm sucked into a vortex each time I remember, and I can't get away

I look up the psychology of your actions online for signs / "Let's share secret looks between us", "I'll be standing in the hallway" ...but you're not listening, are you?

You'd resent me for the deal I've made in my head

Is this respite before I'm faced with a dilemma?

(Bonus!) Notice - Moe Shop

It's the bonus round! Also known as the song I keep dithering about putting in the playlist or not. It just feels. Very fitting for this moment.

Signal broken, error, retry. No one told me how to do this. Faith, belief un-fucking-believable. Shaking, wavering proof of my love / Taking long to get a reply, regretting. Maybe I'm thinking about it too much. Shaking, wavering, vibrating

That sensitive age where you wanna start a coup, can't pick up anything dropped. Stand, bow, this is a warzone

Cut off 5cm of my school skirt, feeling a little blue and sentimental. Senpai please, notice me. I already know there's a sweetie, so bad that I seriously consider suicide. It really hurts. / Eyes glaring in the dark

A piano in the evening, Ivory skies above. I hear a voice calling someone to stop. Please almighty god, stop those footsteps before the magic of misunderstanding fades

"Please, senpai. Notice me"

Short lived rumours last 75 days. That couple who were dating, broken up already, love is a lie.

Messed Up! - Natsuyama Yotsugi

And now we arrive at the incident- including this, only five more songs to go...! Thankfully God's Parasol is very short. More like a preview than anything. But back on track! We finally reach a release and now Muu has to deal with the aftermath.

I messed up and I killed 'em!? I caused a big commotion in the early afternoon- a rouge coloured puddle. Ah, they went and died!! I've gone and done this and that, and now I'm getting worried. I wipe my sweat away as the cicadas cry. Crisis! Crisis! My thoughts go 'round and 'round. This story's taken a dark turn, oh... / There's nothing I can do. Escaping into a träumerei, please, close my eyelids already

"Co-ming. Who is it?" I open the door to a flood of justice "Could you tell us the truth about this incident" "Actually no, first, a word of apology please" Ah, I'm sorry, I'm s-s-sorry. I've been a bad girl, that's why please / I'm just getting my just desserts / My offenses are as stated. Oh judge, please send me to the gallows already / They messed up and killed 'em!? What a big fuss over nothing, a story turned märchen / and the whole crowd laughs like fools

Darling - Keina Suda

And now the aftermath starts to set in. After all, as we've seen in milgram (and Undercover) Muu is a girl filled with regret and wistfulness

Am I not good enough? I know I'm the only one / I can't win your heart. I know you better than anyone / Darling, I'll give you my everything- please, give me all your love

There is no point in being alone. Words couldn't be created. I know- I know, but I keep pretending. We can't be together; our hearts will stay apart / but my love for you is shameless / Panicked, you were having too much fun

Just forget it, I'll be waiting for all this to end / Darling, take me someday; I long for that day to come

God's Parasol - Shikiura

This is so short I feel like I could just put all the lyrics here lmao. So that's what I'm gonna do

With the parasol god gave me, I'll come to you, fluttering in the air. I don't need anything else, melting away with your sweet kisses. With the parasol god gave me, I'll come to you, fluttering in the air. Why won't you say anything other than goodbyes?

First Love Diary - Kashii Moimi

Now we're really getting into the conflicting feelings- the regret, the frustration and sorrow all melding into something manically tangled.

I could never come to hate you, and so this ingrained self-restraint has no function. I'm forever remembering the secrets shared just between us two. Do I have to keep my feelings under lock and key? Saying "I want to see you" is my signal that I've been hurt, but I'm reluctant to cry all by my lonesome after putting on a brave front. / It'll do me no good (Don't leave) to get this attached to you. (me alone...) / please don't abandon me / I want to stay gentle (I'm the best in the world)

Dizzily inhaling your gaze, I don't even know what I've been doing to survive until now (You're heartless, aren't you?) I hate it, darling. I beg you, grasp my hand and rebuild me as someone new. Just as you want me! (Aren't I remarkable?) Maybe everything about me is becoming immoral in an indifferent and imbecilic way. Yet your hands are forever lovely (this is our starting point) / Indeed your words are my drug. I'm falling upside down, so won't you catch me? (And take me away from these dark days?) / Even so, darling... (I want you)

I hate it darling, become my sustenance! You know, I can't feel a single thing. You're constantly not there (Is nothingness so awful?) I love you. Can you tell me there'll never be another?! / "My first love won't be fulfilled" Then what should be done about me, who was able to fulfill it?

Will it always be so painful? Yes, yes, I feel the same way. So let's hurry up and go together (to heaven)

Chronophobia - 2進P

And finally, the point Muu was at when she was whisked away to Milgram. This is the point where the mania has faded, only leaving hurtful memories that dig into her psyche.

Time is projected so clearly; it goes on everywhere. Beautiful lights deceive my eyes as usual. I sloppily tore the flickering image that's always next to me into pieces- you know, even if I close my eyes, it's still there. I dislike everything about time. I don't care at all for eternity. The bitter words and their meaning don't accomplish anything; they've left intense scars and won't stop.

Why exactly is that moon still waxing and waning? I can hear that deeply warped noise so close to me. I run a tightly gripped knife across my face, wanting that unpleasant sound to disappear. Don't touch me, don't come near me, sounds of time. Since I'm begging, just kill me already.

There's no smile in my eyes. There is only the unstopping memory someone has violated me with.

Why, why do I keep seeing it? Please, stop it. Shut my eyes. / Please, stop it. Let me sleep.

[propertyofkylar]

If Kylar isn't saying the most fucknasty shit about PC in their sleep I don't want it.... Like full on dirty talk ajsjdjdjdjd But honestly what's more likely is that they're quoting some anime they watched, rambling about PC....

OH NO BUT WHAT IF THEY CAN HOLD CONVERSATIONS IN THEIR SLEEP WITH NO RECOLLECTION WHEN THEY WAKE UP, imagine PC saying the sweetest things ever and they thought Kylar was awake and when they talk about it in the morning Kylar is ready to commit seppuku or never sleep again so they never miss a single conversation again...

I have many thoughts...

no ur so right. they're definitely saying the most insane shit that they're too anxious to say out loud while awake. which is terrifying because what are they not willing to say normally...

wahahahah you're trying to sleep and here's kylar going super saiyan while unconscious

man if they had conversations in their sleep kylar would start bugging the room so they could have proof that it happened. they don't wanna miss a single thing so they have to start recording themselves sleeping just so they know what they're saying . pathetic

[borisbubbles]

Eurovision 2024: #10

10. UNITED KINGDOM Olly Alexander - "Dizzy" 18th place

Decade Ranking: 35/153 [Above Last Dance, below Monika Linkyte]

Gotta love the commitment to the art here, it's really giving:

I'm getting ahead of myself, but yeah I fucking loved "Dizzy". It was a really good entry that of course, was never going to get a single televote. They exist, and this is one of them.

But first, let's get the unfun bit out of the way: Olly Alexander was bullied. I'm not going to address that any further. Those responsible need to dc from the internet, because it clearly brings out the absolute WORST in them.

In these times of overwhelming negativity, I find it important to be POSITIVE whenever possible, so here we are - 'Dizzy" was far from perfect, but I love it nevertheless. SOMETHING GOOD to come out of Olly's miserable ESC journey.

At the core lies a really, really good song. I'm biased, obv - basic Synthpop IS my safe zone, and "Dizzy" is basic synthpop that perfectly articulates what I want / am missing from my intimate life.

"Why don't you make me DIZZY FROM YOUR KISSES

Take my hand AND SPIN ME

Round and round 'till this MOMENT NEVER ENDS

:sadsynth:"

It's unabashed in its hopeless romanticism, in it's naive optimism and in it's tragic, inevitable conclusion.

Okay, now we address the performance. The vocals, let's get that out of the way, we're not good, but they weren't detrimental enough for me to care. They were a step up from Mae, and the overall packages was still enjoyable, so whatevs.

The staging though, ho boy I have all the opinions. The bottom line is that i LOVE it but I'm also shocked they went with something so... QueerTube coded?

I don't CARE that it was on-stage seppuku.

I don't CARE that it was the raunchiest thing in the goonerverse.

I don't care that it served "Inclusivity, but only for queen men".

I get it, I understand, I accept it. Single Gay Men such as myself and Olly often deeply crave unrequited emotional affection, tenderness, a lover's gentle caress, but as Gay Men have learned to repress those cravings and not speak of them. Including to others.

So instead, we often default to the easiest alternative: Grindr, and all the depravity that comes with it. Kinkster-tinged debauchery as a form of escaping the lonelyness we feel in our hearts.

AND THAT, I think it was what Ted Uni Dom King were intending to convey with their staging. It's a tragic, but poignant combination of inner brittleness and outwards brutality and vulgarity that is so painfully real for so many (too many) strong codependent homosexuals.

THERE ISN'T AN END

THERE ISN'T A START

I DON'T WANNA STOP

I CAN'T GO TOO FAR

Ironically, he took the Sexual Thing way too far, bless. 😍 Literal cowgirling in a family show <3 If the objective was to score televotes they definitely shouldn't have went there. Inclusivity is achieved through including everyone, not by specifically showcasing your marginalized group (hopeless homosexuals => so, me). Considering that the majority of the viewing audience this year were wine mom karens and their tory husbands, it didn't go down quite as well, but like who cares? "Dizzy" pissed off all those that spend their afterlives within the nine circles of hell: bigots, karens, tories, pearl-clutchers, zionists, bleeding hearts, keyboard warriors, eurosnobs and LBG-without-the-T Cigarettes. Press their (nonexistent) hearts, King.

Also, I refuse to call the staging bad, because "Dizzy" frankly, was a bit basic as a song. It NEEDED to go big and take a huge risk, and it took it, fuck the consequences. It showcased a boldness that I can respect.

Furthermore, I just love the concept and how it flows? Like yeah it was erotic, but it was still doing with a sense of aesthetics. The showerroom shenanigans, the shaky cam, the topsy-turvy angles. Olly DESPERATE search for some level of intimacy from his collective of xwitter oomfbots. This was a much better representation of eroticism and desire compared to say, Sekret. (then again, I think "Sekret" borders on harrassment ♥) It suited the song and made it better.

So in this end, yeah. This entry is for me and people like me and NOBODY ELSE lmfao. 😂 Its low placement in the televote is also a massive defeat for the contest, but that's a whole nother discourse and I refuse address that. I'm still looking for a kind, cute beefy himbot who wishes to make me dizzy with his kisses, so DMs are open for applications. The only requirement is that you like Sebi...x

THE RANKING.

[lilymelancholie]

Seppuku Paradigm - Your Witness (Martyrs OST)

There was no time to age

It was tough from the start

But you're holding my hand

We're all that we have

I cry when you bleed

And I bleed when you cry

I don't wanna lie

I love what you are

I would do anything

Give you everything

I've seen where you've been in your eyes

Your bruises and cuts

They're ghosts from the past

There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

The pain will go away and I slowly realize

I miss you so deeply, I wanna be where you are

I will do anything, give up everything

I've seen through this hell in your eyes

Live 'til the day that you die

[x-heesy]

Creeping up out the dungeon

Bitch, all it look like is fungus

Pentagram, bitch, got the hunnid

All of this weed, I be crumbling, now smoking

The roaches approaching the hopeless and roping

The bitches like roses and then I start stomping

Roping the bone, better watch your step

Toting the TEC, throw that shade at your neck

Schema boys, $uicide throw up the set

I'm unleashing the evil from under my bed

Killing myself with the noose or the knife

Bitch, I'm through with my life, yeah, I'd rather be dead

Let the demons arise, let them enter my head

Grey in my eyes, but they leave something red

Piercing the crucifix deep in my chest

Leaving a mess for the bugs to infest

Smoking my dope to the dome

King of heroin and euphoria clutching my brain

Look in the mirror then I fucking figure

I'm Lucifer running around changing the game

Changing the pages of history, bitch

Fuck the Bible, I'm rolling it up in a swisher

Fuck off my liver, it shivers and quivers

I'm popping pain pills like I'm popping the trigger

The Hitler of the $uicide cult that follows

Bottles I swallow with scripts no regard for a tomorrow

Soaking in sorrow the $carecrow has risen off the post

The muddy coast, sipping codeine 'til I overdose

All I think about is putting a hole in my brain

Never wanna deal with another thing

That don't got a thing to do with levitating to the plane

It started with a bang, ended with me

Face down on a bloody carpet and now I'm lookin' down at me

I never thought that I'd be thinking the way I been

Predicaments, in a pickle, whatever you wanna say

I know what you wanna say

You wanna say, "It'll be okay one day"

I'ma roll the dice and bet seven on death

Don't fear the reaper, he's coming to siphon the life from your chest

Sayin' that you wishing you'd die

But you wishing to get more attention, but bitch, now you next

Puffing that Bible swish with $lick

While watching you die and I'm sipping my liq'

Soon as the bottle is done, commit Seppuku, I'm out of this

Commit Schemacide with Seppuku, it's your fate

I hope you die slow from the puncture of the blade

If you got no nuts to do it yourself, then it's okay

I got the red beam and it's aiming at your face

Commit Schemacide with Seppuku, it's your fate

I hope you die slow from the puncture of the blade

If you got no nuts to do it yourself, then it's okay

I got the red beam and it's aiming at your face

𝕊𝕖𝕡𝕡𝕦𝕜𝕦 (𝕗𝕖𝕒𝕥. 𝕊𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕓𝕠𝕪$ & 𝕁𝕘𝕣𝕩𝕩𝕟) 𝕓𝕪 𝔾𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕖, $𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕓𝕠𝕪$,

@len0r @bethanythestrange @wayward-cat @bigbonzo @seanisnothing