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not sayin everybody needs to reas this fic, but also not not saying that
#bg3#bg3 raphael#raphael x tav#i fucking love this fic#it is perfect#i wanna kille everybody#except the comapnions#nobody touch the companions 😤#sleazy second-hand car dealer
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i think im losing my mind does everyone else live in a universe where michael had more screentime than helen...where is all the helen content...i will start hitting people if i dont see more helen content
#be honest. it's because michael's a twinkifiable white boy isn't it. be very very honest with me tma fandom#i try so hard not to make controversial posts unless they're headcanons cuz i don't wanna get in trouble but. i have to speak my mind rn#helen stopped michael from killing jon. and yet it's far more common to hate helen than it is to hate michael in this fandom.#everybody go home and reflect.#tma#the magnus archives#helen distortion#helen the distortion#helen richardson#michael distortion#michael the distortion#michael shelley
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Celebration time 🎉
Happy 100 followers everyone! Thank you all for following my silly side blog, and for enjoying my work! To celebrate, I made a lil quiz to match you with one of the housewardens. Originally I wanted to do all characters but that would be a humongous task, so if this one does well, I might do a vice-house warden one later on.
Happy quizzing!
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst#quizzes#uquiz link#uquiz quiz#twst x reader#thank u thank u so much everybody#this is something small cuz exams have been killing meeeee#but I just really wanted to celebrate#this just made me imagine an nrc dating show#like love fairies have invaded nrc and are forcing students to participate in match making reality tv show#they can’t keep re using the ghost bride event but they can play with our hearts#just imagine the whole being forced to act romantic to appease the overlords#malleus doesn’t even do shit bc he’s enjoying it too much#this also reignited my thoughts of doing some sort of cyoa with twst characters#have I also mentioned I wanted to write one of those “there was only one bed!! sorta scenarios?#cuz I do and it’s been hitting me in the head for quite awhile#I also have love triangles I wanna finish and also like 2928283828 individual stories#have I told yall about my little mermaid azul au where azul is the little mermaid? that shit be in my head for like 3 years now#there’s also a 50s au deuce story#and a sound of musicesque au with Lilia and the diasomnia gang#and a my fair ladyesque one with vil and rook#oh oh oh and also the 1920s mafia au with the mermafia and killer for higher reader#who is roped into being Azuls fake fiance#if only I was literate and not just a monkey with a brick hitting a typewriter#if you read all of these tags u get a cookie#and probably a psychological evaluation
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Happy New Year! Let’s start it with something nice. Mutuals, drop your f/o and your dynamic + aesthetic in an rb, and I’ll make you a moodboard. Here are a few examples of ones I made for my ships.
STATUS: OPEN!
#all art of the mons comes from cards! it’s not uncredited fanart dw lol#chat sesh with iris#I WANNA FINISH THE MIIS BUT I WILL IN FACT KILL MY WRIST IF I FUCKING. DRAW MORE WITHOUT MY PENCIL#I’M ON VACATION (family gathering) AND COULDN’T FIND MY APPLE PENCIL WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO SO IT’S STILL AT HOME#if anything is a typo it’s because my Adderall makes it so that I don’t feel hungry.#and the only symptom I get to tell me when I’m hungry is my low blood sugar making my insanely woozy and sick lol#also compliment my boards for my ships NOW! 😡😡😡 this is a threat!!!#also ‘everyone adores you (at least I do)’ is like the peak song for my ship with Gary#everybody has you on their walls sometimes… everybody thinks of you when they sleep at night… when I say everybody I’m actually referring to#me#like everyone adores Gary but he. adores Quentin <3#also I would’ve used a pic from season one for him but I ended up not#also fun fact! in the official art for Dawn’s Platinum design she has a repeat ball#that’s why that’s in there#I get too bored… I need to engage in something that I like (the selfships of my mutuals!)
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tumblrs the only place ive ever said stuff to most of my moots but i think its the interface like honestly
#see i have One twitter moot that i still talk to sometimes#but i talked to like. 2 not counting him.#i have said something to almost everybody here and i really do think it's the reblog feature#you dont qrt with love most of the time. so you dont say what you think#and i never was a comment person im still not really one#but i reblog all the time. bc i retweeted all the time. i want people to see that post#and i get to say my thoughts too !#which sometimes invites convo...#and i wont even say anything about instagram because thats how little i used it#like. scroll. sometimes add to my story#ugh i hate stories whyre u limited to a day#sometimes i miss things and then i never get to see them. i want to see#i wanna know what youre doing . but im being killed to death by the timer..... what the helllll#micetalk
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#walks out of the swedish class with a thousand yard stare#ill be honest kitten daddys about to kill himself#and it IS this swedish course's fault#its mandatory for all studies... and it makes me wanna die so bad i hateeee it i dont understand anythingggggg#the teacher says all the instructions in swedish and half the time i dont even understand what im missing so i cant ask her to clarify#not that id like to anyway since everybody else seems to be getting by just fine#this is torture id rather pull off my fingernails than go back and its. until christmas. so the sufferings not really even begun yet#and the worst part is ill probably fail anyway so itll all be for nothing#but at the same time ive already suffered for a few weeks so i dont wanna just drop it and do it later yk??#life is agony i take back everything i said about being a career student i HATE academy i HATE learning i HATE studying#my post#nothing makes me despair like swedish class#actual misery like i never feel elsewhere
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heh 😈 transmasc I still hate everyone.
go fuck yourselves/j
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the age old question: am i trans or just dissociating?
#the urge to cut my hair off again#i just wanna finally be a guy ok#but then again in too depressed to do shit abt it#and also kass likes the long hair and curves#everybody else doesn’t#i just wanna be a box#having curves is killing my back and slowly rotting me from the inside
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Also just such a small thing but like. In the F!Lumera FBs when Henriette and Ashe are waiting on backup from Alfonse, and Alfonse is the only one she mentions by name. Like yeah I could be reading into that, maybe he's on his own, maybe it's just shorthand like "Eh they come in twos no need to mention them both it's unspoken/expected that if Alfonse is here, Sharena is close behind him" like. Idk idk that barely tracks for me actually cause personally unless if I'm speaking about a specific sister, I'm always saying "my sisters" or saying both of their names. And esp before getting their own places, the two of them v much felt like a set.
Idk idk just weird to me. I think we should blow her up with our minds
#LIKE. i don't wanna get too personal LMFAOO but. bugs me.#online i usually just say 'my sister'/only bring up one bc she's more in the same spaces i am (direct influence.)#and i guess like. gender plays a role too in how you might refer to a group of offspring like.#for so long it was 'the girls'. and i guess even if alfonse and sharena were the same gender that would likely be too informal for royalty#but like idk. 'my children'. may be too informal again/not appropriate for the setting.#but esp if there's just two of them. that's easy. just say both their names.#like yeah listing three names in a row might feel excessive. in my case.#idk idk. just bugs me.#actually it's so ryoma coded. that post floating around where he has more of a reaction to losing hinoka than takumi/sakura#and takumi/sakura are just 'the others'. lmfao. lmao.#idk like maybe it gets to me more bc i've become The Thing that everybody just politely ignores.#like if you say my name and call me by the correct pronouns i'm gonna be summoned like bloody mary to fucking kill you#who knows. maybe i will.
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jack coming back, showing pics of the crime scene to will AND molly, pressuring him to come back and molly telling him that she would be satisfied knowing he did the right thing and that he should go and Will actually going made me actually shed a tear.
#at the scene where he started to act as dolarhyde and kill the family#specifically during shooting the kids#THAT made me lose it#i get justice#everybody wants justice#especially if it means saving families#but jack tell me why are u coming back to an agent that u wouldn't even give the title of an agent to cuz he was too unstable for the field#and got mentally destroyed by this job and so he quit and doesn't wanna come fucking back#after 3 years of trying to rebuild his life and regain normality and happiness (at least what he thought would give him happiness).#all thrown out the fucking window#GO HIRE MORE PEOPLE THAT U WILL GIVE MORE RESPECT TO INSTEAD FFS#THERES A LOT OF PASSIONATE PPL THAT WILL HELP SOLVE THE CRIMES#WILL ISNT THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD#MARIAM FOR EXAMPLE EXISTS HOW COME HE LEFT HER ALONE or at least thats what was implied#anyway<3#as much as will wasn't truly happy so technically it was for the good to yk return to hannibal someone he felt truly understood by#and complete with#still. seeing him give up that carefully crafted (although full of lies) life that he thought would make him happy was SO heartbreaking#but perhaps he wanted to do it and needed the push?#ok rant over#nbc hannibal#will graham#text post#my post
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im exploding into a million pieces i found a reddit thread about butches in video games (specifically looking for them) in hopes that there was some kind of lesser known dream daddy-esque butch dating sim or SOMETHING cute like that and guys the fucking crumbs we have to live on you're actually killing me. im withering away why are there no kissable butches in video games im going to throw up and kill everyone. nobody wants a butch dating sim apparently. im gonna go weep in the fetal position
#everybody ignore this it's so stupid but#it's like heres a stard.ew valley mod where you can make leah butch and um idk starf.ield bg characters#and a baldgate3 character. IM CRYING WHERE ARE THE BUTCHES#'why is this making me emotional' (<- very understandable why it would make me emotional)#howling into the night sky ripping ny shirt in twain transforming into a big hairy beast bc i love butches sm#GUHHHHHHHHHH CMONNNNN#i just wanna see people's cute drawings of dykes ok. where is our version of bara#where is it please#im begginbg the universe generally#i need a hero (the song) is emanating from my pores rn. where are they we deserve so much better than this#gahhhh it's all overly palatable softgirl yuri fuckk. where are my big sweaty hairy braless deep voiced dykes im going to kill someone#when is it my turn to be happy wuagghhh#not to say i dislike softgirl yuri but i do not want to kiss them!! sorry but that is a big motivator for this#is wanting a 2d boyfriend (/dyke) because everyone else gets to have one :((#and also like. wanting to see dykes reflective of irl dykes rather than yuri for representation purposes that matter to me personally#and the gender euphoria that can often come from that but also FUCKK#nguhhhhhh oughhhhhh ahhhhhhhhgh. im such a fucking faggot im sick of this#a large chunk of the sapphic population is just completely not represented it's like they only exist in my mind#i never seen them around me either this shit sucks fuck my stupid baka life. wehehhh#exploding into a million pieces#im never expressing any kind of gay yearning again after this im done#is it too much to ask that i see people like me out there?? in many ways but tonight specifically in a butch way#ppl when they even think for a moment of making lesbian media where the dykes aren't sifted through straight attractiveness filters: 😱#again a lesbian dating dim w femmes would rule as well but it's all high schoolers and vaguely anime-hot women#and thats not good enough. it's like if they give a girl a big nose they'll fucking die immediately#maybe the real reason i consume so much homoerotic buff guy media is because SOMETIMES ppl draw them as butches#(<- not the reason but maybe loosely vaguely part of the reason)#anyway this was inspired by me watching ppl react to like. a popular pretty boy dating sim#and trying to figure out some equivalent experience for me but i can't bc none of it is made for me#killing everyone and then killing them again. hatred
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really relieved that i'm not still actively majorly depressed and suicidal. cuz. yeah.
#i could be having an even worse day. if my brain were still cannibalizing itself.#so. it's the little wins i guess. that i didn't immediately react to the news with 'i should kill myself.'#instead i just wanna kill uhh everybody else. not everybody. but 71 million specific people.#izzy.txt
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#popcorn ready at the helm when KP novel vol. 1 releases this Tuesday#idk man#this will either reinvigorate interest in this franchise#or kill it stone dead#either way#i've made peace with it#just on it now for the ride with the few friends i've made in this fandom#it's so surreal to see the SS posts on X be flooded with hate from all sides#and by all sides I mean Build's fans#such a...passionate group...#idek#i'm gonna be at the bookstore on Tuesday#and just vibin' with everybody else#also cuz i wanna pick up the latest volumes of some manga and danmei i'm reading#hopefully we get new illustrations of kim and chay#but meh#we'll see#personal#kimchay is still no. 1#idek why i said that#i'm sure i've established that already#lolol#kimchay#kinnporsche
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Vent
Tw: sh, suivide
#i hate that my brain is broken and it makes me fight with my family....#i.wish i could jjst shut my mouth like thsy qant me to.....#it smells like human shit n piss in my room cus im too scared to ask my dad to change it :')✨️💕✌️#i wanna cut so that i get release and attention but last time my dad didnt even notice and my sister didnt take it seriously :(#i feel like cuttong is the only way to let out my Ick and show how not good im doing#mental illnesses are invisible and so fucking crippling......#my family thinks im lazy i just know they do#im such a fuvking failure at 25 i should be taking care of my dad like he did to his..#also my dad always says hes in catholic hell sooooo guess im not real then :')#he spefically says he died as a kid and this is his hell.....🥹✌️💔#i just....hate my life and already dont feel real#he basically vents and says whatever without thinking about the impact on ME the adult child with autism.#i think about my words affect on everybody all the time and it seems like barely anyone thinks the same#....maybe i can s-xually -buse myself instead of cutting#but cumming always brings a biiiiig wave of crying#i shpuldnt cut for the attebtion but FUCK i wanna get a hug or see someone have a soft voice n soft eyes for me#....all i do is annoy my dad#i should just kill myself so i dont annoy him anymore#but im too scared of failing#also im scared of Hell#i need a hug that doesnt start with me asking for a hug......#if i didnt do anything affectionate for a whole day i would go without it#i would trade every present in the world if my family could at least just UNDERSTAND my emotional brain#instead i get “i just dont understand” over n over n over n over again.....#im not trying to be an attention seeker when i say this: logically the only answer i can come up with is to k-ll myself.#its like 2 + 2 = su!cide#my family says that theyd kill themselves if i did....i dont believe that#theyre less broken than me so they would heal and move on.#for clarification#the most violent thing km gonna do is c-t myself im NOT attempting tonight
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#genuinely dont wanna be here anymore#delete me#i cant take care of other people#i dont want to exist at all#i cant help im sorry#i just feel how horrible everybody else feels and it makes me feel worse#i dont wsnt to feel#i dont want to be this selfish#i want to be killed so i dont have to burden everyone else of my suicide#but im also chicken shit#and i feel like i wont be able to get deadly before someone catches me#i wont be able to get far enough away#quick enough#theyd notice#idk#i just cant help! im sorry ok!#i regret all of today jesus christ.
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i’m so fucking tired like. mentally
#my job is too much#i’m an intern but i don’t have time to study???#have an essay due to midnight that i have no ideia how im gonna turn up in time#and god i don’t get paid nearly enough for what i’m doing at work#then i have a second gig and everybody just keeps asking too much of me and i can’t say no and it’s killing me#i’m getting to a point i have just no will to do anything!!! i love design but i barely have time to do my own thing#and when i do i just wanna sleep#except also i can’t because to top it all off im in a cinderella situation where my stepmother asks me to do EVERYTHING in the house#just because i work at home i guess im never busy#god i just want peace and quiet for 1 day it would fix me
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