#idek why i said that
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#popcorn ready at the helm when KP novel vol. 1 releases this Tuesday#idk man#this will either reinvigorate interest in this franchise#or kill it stone dead#either way#i've made peace with it#just on it now for the ride with the few friends i've made in this fandom#it's so surreal to see the SS posts on X be flooded with hate from all sides#and by all sides I mean Build's fans#such a...passionate group...#idek#i'm gonna be at the bookstore on Tuesday#and just vibin' with everybody else#also cuz i wanna pick up the latest volumes of some manga and danmei i'm reading#hopefully we get new illustrations of kim and chay#but meh#we'll see#personal#kimchay is still no. 1#idek why i said that#i'm sure i've established that already#lolol#kimchay#kinnporsche
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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO
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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment#we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell#looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off#we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol#AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish#but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off#but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far#its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek#but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎♀️🧎♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros#if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO
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I FORGOT I SENT THAT ASK IN 😭😭😭😭
chris colfer grumpy cat costume
Meeeee
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THEY'RE BESTIES YOUR HONOUR
#idek why im so excited like i always knew they're platonic soulmates but this is the first time eddie said best friend!!!!#it's important TO ME#platonic buddie#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 discourse
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Thought I was watching a spooky movie about gorgeous queer female vampires with traumatic backstories murder shitty men and feed and take over the world as they should & instead, it ended up being about… complicated family dynamics & how being a man doesn’t automatically make you a shitty person??????? I think????
Idrk but it’s NOT WHAT I WATCH VAMPIRE MOVIES FOR. That ending was such a bummer, it literally started out like it was about how shitty it was to be a woman sometimes & the fear & all the complexities that come along with that & somehow, it still ended up being about men wtf.
#bit#I think it was a transgender lead too bc I know she plans a transgender women on Supergirl too but idk for sure?#that’s not really important but it was kind of confusing bc!#it sounded like it was kind of supposed to be an important part of the movie but they never actually… said it?? like.#transgender is not a dirty word you’re allowed to say it#idek if the actress actually is trans or if I’m just mixing up actor & character again#it was confusing#anyway they literally had the head vampire say she was a full blooded dyke so like. SAY THE WORDS#I wanted lesbian vampire killing awful men but instead got how men should hold themselves accountable for their own actions#& everyone should deal with their issues instead of running away? I think?#which again! fair. BUT NOT WHY I TURN ON A QUEER VAMPIRE MOVIE 😂
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Since Arthur is separated now, are they both Arthur? Does one remain Arthur and the other one has to find a new identity? Are they Art and Hur now?
:0��� you right!!!!
Luckily Arthur actually has a very long name! Brb let me go get it!
Arthur William Alexander Wallace the third!
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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Contemplation on Seb's hair:
#canon or not? we'll never know 🤭#i blame cofi for this idek why we came up w this but i had to draw it#please forgive me for not shading. i started working on it too late :/#but its a joke so i dont feel TOO bad#his hair is like lego hair....#yeah idk if this is canon 😭 like yeah historically he and nando would be wearing wigs bcs that is the style and practice#BUT I LIKE THEM NATURALLY HAVING SUCH BEAUTIFUL LUSCIOUS HAIR YKNOW :(#alternate situation: fernando tugs a little too hard on seb's hair in the throes of passion and rips his wig off#divorce era 💔#anyways this made me shriek with laughter to draw so i hope you enjoy 🤭#i wanna make more misc comics like this theyre very fun!#if only one could draw chibi por- huh what who said that#OH ALSO i always meant to ask!! how do you guys feel abt my handwriting? is it legible at least??????#sebastian vettel#vettonso#catie.art.#i want someone to stumble across my art and be like ooo what is this historical art! and its fucking f1 fanart....#boy king au
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I don't think that differently about Kaiser now
#maybe because I initially disliked him after all😭 I've come around to liking him as an antagonist more than anything#he's always been like this & I think my shock with this chapter was more about how I didn't want to assume the worst of him#but then it comes out and that's how he is so it's more of a “oh okay this is how you think”. Which yeah. Of course#I'm actually excited to see how the kaiser/isagi rivarly gets resolved. I'm concerned about how it will affect ness#I don't want him to get ignored by the story itself yknow? 😭😭😭 but he did get a flashback so i doubt it. still.#I want to admit that I kinda expected too much from Kaiser given how he acts now idek why#someone else said “what if Kaiser saw himself in Ness when they first met” but it makes sense that#he would never want to think abt himself as someone who needs help or is as isolated or easy to take advantage of as Ness (in his pov)#even though he was at some point (and arguably still is. some of those things)#so yea i do like that they have insanely twisted views of each other it's very interesting to me#<- i think saph-yells-into-the-void said something similar to that last tag#anyways...... your favorite guy disappointed u? couldnt be me💅 my favorite guys r would never do that to me💅💅💅#<being insufferable is my favorite bit. sorry#bllk spoilers
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Janja, as all the other hyenas and crocodiles (sans Kiburi) are crying: Look everyone, I know how hard it is to say goodbye…
Chungu: I’m mostly sad cuz you’re NOT sad!
Janja: What? ME? What about Kiburi?!
Cheezi: KIBURI CRIES ON THE INSIDE, JANJA!
Kiburi: It’s true.
#idek anymore#source: my little pony#nduli told cheezi that#i mean he would right?#canon bc i said so#kiburi doesn’t actually show tears unless it has something to do with his float and/or family#tlg outlanders#the lion guard#dunno why everyone’s crying in the first place just make it up ig#incorrect quotes
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MY HOMESCHOOL THING JUST SUSPENDED MY ACC. RUDE.
#IDEK WHY#I was trying to log in and do it and they said no :'D#I mean yay no school igg BUT WHY#ig I'm only doing the christian/spiritual part of school today?? :0#or maybe my mom will just cancel today#idkksdnfhsan#kokarambles#complaining hours
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#i have so many behaviours and fears and#no emotional regulation and issues and disorders and fearrrrr#and i do not know how to explain it so that ppl who dont relate can possibly understand it#but it is like i am trapped in a nightmare dimension where everything is always bad#my brain isnt even wired to see anything in a positive or hopeful light#which is how humans are wired typically to ensure survival lol#in swedish avpd is also called anxious personality disorder#which can clue in on the fact that if you know what a personality disorder is#(your brain hasnt developed normally but in a disordered way. often bc of trauma etc)#my brain is wired to be anxious abt wverything all the time#so i always naturally see everything in a negative and dark and bad and horrible light#which is fucking terrible. it makes life exhausting and like a constant fight#other ppl dont get that bc their brains arent wired to have this horrible outlook on EVERYTHING#so thid just gives me extreme trust issues and my brain always fights to make sense of things#bc it cannot do so in a rational manner#and basically i just feel so ashamed when i think of how like... overly emotional and fearful i am#as soon as anything happens im like wow this person literally wants to kill me bc humans are evil#which i know intellectually isnt tru bc if it was i'd be dead by now 💀#ig i just feel so lucky that one person still is my friend after almost 2yrs now#despite my whateverthefuck moments when idek what im saying..#'working thru my emotions' in a way that doesnt make sense#esp when hes seen some of what i've written and im like NOOO i was spiraling when i said that i dont mean that i think most likely i dont#anyway.. feeling grateful 🙏 i wish i was normal#or at least had th ability to have connections and relationships most ppl w mental illness are still capable of having#avpd is fucked upppp it is such a weird mental disability.... 0-o#bc of my fear i also struggle with relaxing into it bc im like no imma fuck it up soon or no hes gonna leave me soon bc i suck and dont#deserve having him in my life at all. i really wish my brain wasnt wired to be terrified like i hate my brain and myself like why cant#i just be normal!!!!!! ☹️ i am thankful for every moment still.
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nah but like why am i lowkey a chris colfer fan now
#he’s like my 2nd fav glee actor and i always said he was a distant 2nd (to amber)#but like.. why do i kinda like that white man…… why is that distant 2nd now normal 2nd..#but i like ACTUALLY like him now. /gen LIKE WHATTT I’M SORRY IT’S CRAZY TO ME#idek like that many glee actors 😭 not really#well we all know who’s at the BOTTOM OF MY LIST MY ENEMY—#(excluding the like.. criminals……. but i think you guys know that)#porcelainposting
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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lots of png posts will be on the way wink wink
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you know the day is going to be a doozy when you wake up with anxiety already eating you alive 🫠
#sorry not to once again vent about The Horrors#i’ve just been having an absolute weird one today lolol#and idek why this is where my brain has chosen to latch this time#somewhere between feeling too clingy for wanting to casually tell friends i love them or miss them or want to spend time with them#and being sensitive about slight changes with ones who withdraw from doing the same as often too#or changes in some routines i guess#like what if i’m just unaware that i’m the annoying person clinging to a friendship that’s fading#i don’t want to be too needy for reassurance or too pushy with being so sappy :o)#which is irrational of my brain but i can’t help feeling the way i do either#because i did lose touch with a former close friend recently and just. not realize that closeness wasn’t there anymore. lmao#but also ‘hi do you still love me. do you miss me if i’m not available. you haven’t said so in a while’ feels insane to ask shdghsd#ANYWAY that’s enough vulnerability for today. bye.#the life and times
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