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vampireimiko · 2 days ago
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Mark Grayson (with a water bending partner) Headcanons !!
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warnings, none :3
note, writing this made me wanna do my monthly atla rewatch 🫡
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┊ ➶ 。˚ ° He constantly asks you to show him cool tricks. “Okay, but what if you made, like, a giant water fist and—oh, oh! Can you surf on it?!” He’s basically your personal hype man ^_^
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° Mark absolutely loves your powers, being able to control water and blood to your will? He watches in awe every time you demonstrate them.
He loves watching you manipulate water in combat. The way you fight is so smooth and controlled—it reminds him of the way he flies, always flowing, never rigid. "You’re literally the most badass person I know."
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° He knows how you feel about your blood-bending powers and not wanting to use those unless necessary. He’s 100% supportive about it and can understand where you’re coming from.
 "I get it," he says, holding your hand. “Just because you can do something doesn’t mean you should. And I know you—you’d never use it for the wrong reasons.” You were so grateful to have such a sweet boy in your life. 
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° That being said, if you ever do use blood-bending to protect yourself or others, Mark has a lot of feelings about it. Half impressed, half a little terrified, and fully in love. “Okay, that was both the coolest and scariest thing I’ve ever seen. Remind me never to piss you off.”
┊ ➶ 。˚ °  Sometimes, if you’re distracted or deep in thought, the water around you reacts to your emotions. Mark has 100% been caught in a surprise wave because you got surprised by something he did.
“Babe, I love you, but if you don’t warn me before you do that next time, I swear—” He says, dripping wet as you try to hold back a laugh.
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° You have used your abilities to mess with him before. Whether it’s making his drink float just out of reach or sneaking in a few cold water drops down the back of his shirt, Mark always falls for it. 
 “You did not just—OH, IT’S COLD!” Cue you laughing and running away as he tries (and fails) to grab you.
”I am so getting you back for that!” He’d giggle.
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° If he ever gets injured, you’re the first one there, using your healing powers to heal minor wounds. He’ll pretend he’s fine, but secretly? He loves the way you fuss over him.
"Be more careful next time, Mark! This is such a careless injury! I cannot believe the nerve of you—!" And the whole time he’s sitting there with a dopey smile on his face as you scold and tend to him.
┊ ➶ 。˚ °  You actually tend to scold Mark more than you realize, being the eldest sibling brought out that maternal side of you, and while he might grumble about it later, he secretly cherishes every bit of your protective concern.
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° When you’re feeling down, Mark takes you somewhere peaceful, maybe a quiet lake or the ocean. Just so you can be surrounded by water. He knows it makes you feel more at ease. “Take your time, I’m right here.” 
Sometimes, if you’re feeling up to it, he’ll ask you to do something small with your powers like, creating tiny floating fish out of water—anything to bring a little light back into your eyes. And when you finally smile, even just a little, he feels like he won the day.
┊ ➶ 。˚ ° IN CONCLUSION, Mark Grayson supremacy 😼
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additional note ! im trying to get these requests out while my creative juices are flowing but school is actually pissing me off 🤒
𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 ��𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧
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arthur-lesters-ass-hair · 24 hours ago
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SPOILERS FOR PART 50
What the fuck why is this guy so much of a submissive isn't he a cultist
Orthur saw a cowboy movie four times I'm laughing my ass off because all I can envision is Brokeback Mountain
He CANNOT get on this horse and refuses a stool
Poor John trying to help- 'you were resting!' my man is trying too hard to keep this little brit from curling up
Who tf is John Wayne *Googles* oh THATS John Wayne
He can't drive this car (horse) for the life of him
Everard definitely saw Arthur suck ass at riding and nodded sagely to not laugh
IS THIS BLACK KNIGHT FUCKING SCOTTISH OH MY GOD
Does anyone ever notice John checking them out
Day of Wrath mention!!!!!
What the fuck what's happening SHUT UP YORICK
OH FUCK OH FUCK MOTHER DARKNESS OH NO
Oh this old bitch is absolutely a god no doubt
Green eyes? Hello gorgeous exotic milf
Knights are like 'does she know you baby? You sure you wanna talk to her? Blink if you need help!'
What the everloving shit is she doing with that man's greying hair
CHANTING
Oh she hates orders more than the people who killed her child- dayum Greek God coded
Also LILITH MENTIONS
SHES CANONICALLY HIS (KAYNES) DAUGHTER I FUCKING CALLED IT I CALLED IT
Oh she's genocidal alright that makes way too much sense
FEEDS ON FEAR YOU SAY???
Kayne's genetics are working hard
Paranoia planting yayy
Lilith is older than the earth??? Milf
MALEVOLENT MENTION??
YOU'RE SAYING NO TO THE ROTTONG MILF??? hot
Arrogance? Yes.
Oh not a good smile
'GOOD'?
Oh she's angy
I want this lady to dominate me
That was threatening
Houdini ass
Oh shit Lilith is like 'im baaaaaaack!!!' frfr
Wonder how Kayne feels about this hope he's a good father
Dark Knight being a thing of Mother Darkness feels too obvious
Is it the twink? Antwon? Probs. He's dead he's too innocent
Not working together??
Oh FINAL STONE?
Lilith is Thanos
Yorickkkkkkk pleaseeee
OH he's just a silenced poor little guy with autism
Healthy argument surprisingly
I hope Lilith gets a female voice actor- all these old women then BOOM female
'just saying???' fair enough
He'll absolutely not honour his word in the way Arthur hopes but oh fucking well
'hope'? YES this podcast is about hope
Oh the knight is talking
Alia or whoever she is??? Definitely not human
Seraph??? ANGL? Oh witch fair enough
Eyes and tongue? Ardur?
Human connection??? Oh she's a Yorick with tits and no tongue
Oh fuck what's the knight yelling about
KELLIN MENTION
Yeah Yorick phone but lady
What's the knight- oh he's just curious aggressively
Telling the truth? Damn orthur
Telling damn near the whole truth? Sexy but confusing
Knight is reasonable
Way too reasonable
He's evil or going to die or worse
Damn Alia is evil one way Google maps
Oh she wants to chat to the brit poor choice
HAH THE HORSE IS 'JOHN WAYNE' THANK YOU YORICK
Harlan has definitely seen the cowboy aus
WAS a vanguard wtf?
Okay telephone Alia doesn't want Lilith to win fair enough
Two souls? No shit
A role to play? Fuck this ominous shit goddamnit harlot githrie
Damn he wants a palm reading
GOOD? Huh
At least he's also confused
Arthur is fucking dead fym final act
Oh she's dead in the future
Invisible ink or something? Maybe John's special eyes
HOPE MESSAGE YES
MALEVOLENT is all about hope even with the whimpering Brit
'trust his words in the end' Is this about Yorick or John???? Fak that's gonna make conflict
PIT MENTION
They need to hug
Okay he's being hopeful that's good
They're both being hopeful!!!
Yayyy!!!!
Still ten episodes left we're so fucked
THEY ARE BEING NICE TO YORICK YAY
oh no his autism is leaving
Poor baby
HE'S BECOMING SOMETHING ELSE YAY
Awwwww he's their little autist son who is definitely going to betray them awwwwwwwwww
YAY
EPS over I am happy
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nixon-stars · 1 day ago
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ooooooh you wanna yap about Clara so badddddd (please yap about her please please please please please)
HI YES I REALLY DO
I dunno how much I'll talk but I'm putting in the lil read more antway
HIIIIIII SO
For those not in the know, Clara is my sweet evil baby girl also the main antagonist for my oc world and story, rn going under the name 'Pakshapuram' (definitely going to change it tho, also 'paksha' coming from Sanskrit for wing and puram being a common suffix for towns in south india, like Kanchipuram)
She was born and raised in Pakshapuram, a city town thing that is one of a few cities around the area (this area is pretty isolated the only people that come through were born and raised or shifty guys working through black market sort of trades).
She was born the only child to Amara, who with no partner and no other kids and a big expectations on her, put everything into raising Clara. She's a pretty typical Indian mum though, rarely giving affection or praise, but it works, and Clara knows she's well loved.
She is also a bharatanatyam dancer!! Which doesn't help with the pressure but whatever, Clara's life is good, she has her mum, lots of friends, people all around her that want to help, and most importantly she has Xavier.
Xavier, I could talk about him forever, but what you need to know is that he and Clara are CLOSE. Always together, never separated, all the aunties look on and call them "heart and soul" (ഹൃദയവും ആത്മാവും) they don't leave each other's side right
But there's no good character without a touch 🤏 of trauma so, yayyyy
While dancers learn bharatanatyam, after they learn everything and stuff they get this big ceremony debut into their official career, it's called an Arangetram, and it's a bigggg deal okay?
Also like a year before this, Amara find out she's expecting!!!! Gives birth to a baby boy!!!! Very healthy!!!! Nothing will happen to him promise!!!!!!
Anyway on the day of Clara's Arangetram, she goes to her aunty's house to get dressed quickly in her saree (if you've ever tried to put on a saree you KNOW this isn't quick in the slightest)
She comes back and 😱😱😱 her mum is a statue wthhh?????
And her baby brother is gone?????? (It has nothing to do with amara's old wlw situationship that ended terribly and sourly and left a lot of unanswered questions and lingering feelings whattt)
She's confused af obviously and angry and WHO TF TURNED MY MUM INTO A STATUE y'know very justified, and she overhears some people talking about how Dragons???? might be responsible????
You need to know that dragons are heavily venerated in Pakshapuram, the religion of the city revolves around how important dragons are too the world right and how they shouldn't be touched or anything yeah
An old guy came up and said that he had known about a prophecy that something like this could happen and blah blah blah Clara's in charge now
But like she's sixteen so that's alottttt of pressure to put on a literal child you would think? NOPE they said make her queen now
So now Clara's in charge and also A GRIEVING TEENAGER and she is stressed
And woahhhjj perfect timing famine through the land!!!!!!!
Every one is really hungry and Xavier, who is now general, asked her what she wanted to do about it and maybe just maybe let's use the food we had stored just in case something like this happened????
Clara goes "no girl im using that"
And Xavier's like "what why we don't need to use those???"
And Clara like "yeah we do thats what I'm referring the troops I sent to go find a dragon for me to kill to get revenge for killing my mum"
And Xavier's like "you crazy bitch people are starving can you be insane later"
Clara throws a temper tantrum and exiles him woooooop #girlboss
Years pass and Xavier's making a under ground resistance against Clara because she has moved on from killing people with her ignorance to just killing them if they disagree with her which isn't cool
Clara goes very insane with the grief and stress and everything she's soooo unhappy and very evil about it she's talking to the statue of her mum and she's not doing well
And here's about where the main story starts, and I haven't even talked about the protagonists
Anyway I wonder what happened to that baby brother????? 🤔🤔🤔 I guess we'll never knowwwwww
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level1cleric · 1 month ago
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guh.
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mewdoodles · 4 days ago
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First time using a poll soo uhhhh which one of these thumbnails should I attempt to make into an animated background??
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mushed-kid · 3 months ago
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guinevereslancelot · 2 months ago
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starting to kind of date someone right before christmas is so stressful fr. do i get him a gift or what we've been on two dates but i'm seeing him tonight n it's christmas eve.....but what if he didn't get me anything then it will be weird.....
#i planned to try to find something small enough that i could easily carry around concealed then take it out if he got something for me#but the thing i got ened up being a bit too big for that lol#im gonna bring a big bag of gifts for all my friends maybe and then it won't be weird idk#by some miracle my mom showed me a bag of emergency gifts for the girlies and i was like cool im taking all of them tonight 😂#which was not what she intended lol#but im gonna do it#if i had time i would have gotten him something different but its good enough#he mentioned a book he hadn't read last night so would have been cool the got him that but its too late its a music hat now#if he even got me anything idk#but he specifically told me he was last minute christmas shopping so idk#i am over analyzing this for sure tho#anyway most unrealistic part of christmas romance movies is they're not anxious wondering whether to gift or not to gift#also im lowkey scared abt new years 😳#not that i wouldn't like to kiss him probably but i already have a hard time looking at him without blushing 😂#so that would make it 10000x worse lmao#also idk if i want to kiss him JUST bc its new years instead of waiting for the right moment to just happen? idk i dont wanna rush things#its not for sure we'll be together at midnight on new years idk what his plans are#but we'll see#anyway things are going well but moving faster than expected 😅#also not 100% sure i'm seeing him tonight and def not tomorrow so that might take the gift pressure off but idk#waiting to hear back abt tonight#😐😐😐#also idk why we waited until we were both on break from work to do stuff bc honestly every time we've met it's been after work hours anyway#however it allows us to stay up later than on work nights which is nice#he didn't leave my house until after 11 last night lol#anyway trying hard not to get swept up in all this while its new but fr im like oh this is what it's supposed to feel like 🥺#never been in love before every relationship i've had was awk and forced was starting to think maybe im just not capable of love#but literally cuddling on the couch watching it's a wonderful life last night i was like hm i'm definitely capable of love actually#not saying im actually there yet but it would be soooo easy to fall for this guy which is p scary actually#esp bc im not sure it would work for other reasons
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sydmarch · 3 months ago
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it was so stupidly difficult to find any nutritionist who has experience with arfid & takes insurance so after having to go through all these referrals my therapist sent me & jumping through hoops I lowkey hate the lady lmao feels like such a waste of time & energy
#its only our third time meeting but its so beyond fucking frustrating to feel like we spent the whole hour going in circles & lowkey arguing#& like she never actually listened to any of the things ive told her. like the ENTIRW REASON i told her i was seeking extra help after#dealing w arfid type noncense all my life was 'achieving goal x is always kind of tough but im trying to do it while also achieving goal y &#im struggling with finding a way to balance the two things' like thats IT & then as shes suggesting things to try im like idk of those are#worth the effort bcus they conflict w goal y & shes like. have you considered not worrying about that so you can focus on x?#like NO bcus thats what i was previoislt doing & it doesnt fucking work for me! & she was just not understanding what i meant by adding#variety or having 'better options' shes all like. ok but even if this new thing conflicts with goal y it can just be another option for you#like thats not the POINT i already have enough options i can switch between that conflict with that like the whole point is i need to fill#the gaps w things that are nutritionally different. like if im ok with something thatll use up a significant portion of ny daily values of#shit then i already have multiple options that i actively like well enough i dont wanna waste my time adding more that are things i think#are just ok but take more work. literally whats the point of that#& im like i think rather than me just thinking of random shit i think i could try itd be helpful if I could like get some guidance on like#what are some things that fall into somewhere into this category or this adjacent category while also not being this other thing & then i#cab like determine from there what i already like & can try & add more of & things from that list that sound like sth i can try#& shes like well idk theres a lot of foods out there. YEAH ABD ISNT IT YOUR FUCKING JOB TO KNOW ABOUT FOOD? like i gave fairly specific#parameters this isnt like a 'list every food on earth' type of question what am i even paying you for if you cant come up with a list#like that. & she jept getting hung up on like well lots of things that are the most calorically dense are gonna be like that like ok it#doesnt have to be the MOST dense maybe think about it like 'the densest things in this other category' which sounded straightforward to me#but she was just like continuing to argue & also like getting hung up on reminding me that everything is dependent on portions like#I FUCKING KNOW?? like if a serving of something is like 10% of my dv id rather find something where a serving is 5% etc. idk how thats like#a hard concept like whats the point of adding something to be like oh sure ill have a third of a serving & get 50 extra calories out of it#be so fr rn im so beyond frustrated still even tho its been hours since i talked to her this is more stressful & annoying than the stress of#just trying to figure shit out on my own i fucking hate having to try & re explain nyaelf ivee & over & have someone just talk over me &#fail to understand what im getting at. im one more shitty session away from quitting & just resigining myself to 70% liquid diet#anyways#texticles
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tunapesto · 1 year ago
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cosplaying is healing me personally (killing my wallet, also)
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supercantaloupe · 6 months ago
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i keep pingponging between dreading that i won't be able to move/afford rent somewhere else/get accepted in a new rental application and beating myself up over even trying to leave cause it's such an overreaction and actually it's Fine living with roommates even if they do hate me Sometimes but we seem to be okay Now and it probably was my fault anyway and if i leave they'll definitely hate me for betraying them. or something lol
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matryoshkalex · 2 months ago
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happy new year guys!!
its been super great being active on here again this year and it seems like yall are stuck with me for the foreseeable future >:)
hope everyone stays safe out there, love yall <3
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mainfaggot · 2 months ago
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how do you cut someone off
#like without drifting apart gradually bc tbh i dont wanna be close friends anymore#i feel constantly misunderstood and perpetually weighed down in this person's presence#we're close friends but i dont even like her anymore#and i feel BAD about it but i just cant stand their ass! everything feels like a competition with them. everything feels miserable.#it's definitely partially my own fault bc i do a lot of comparing due to our laundry list of similarities#but it's partially their fault bc shes always adding fuel to the fire#like we can never just agree on things#and whenever i try to balance myself and stop being so competitive here she comes with her damn#need to make even more comparisons between us#also like. they cannot just shut up about how hard life is#Trust me i know! i take 3 pills daily for psychological issues. i have been since i was 18#like they always have to talk about how haaaaard having ADHD is how difficult their life is like#it's one thing to open up to your friends and vent every so often and another to make your illness your entire personality#i rant about all my issues in depth on tumblr BECAUSE i know better than to dump all that onto my friends who are already struggling#im not saying it's Trauma Dumping to talk abt ur problems but holy shit in moderation#like i dont have the mental or emotional capacity for this!!!!#that might sound really mean and god forbid extremely individualistic but it's truly because#im trying to HEAL im trying to RECOVER#and with someone constantly messaging me about their ailments and symptoms and struggles! well it makes me feel like we're both bound to be#stuck foreverrrr#also apart from that i dont enjoy their company. they used to be interesting and now they're just negative half the time if not more and#constantly playing the devils advocate for seemingly no real reason#im not perfect either in fact i can be a real asshole in friendship im aware. but this one particular friend has been pissing me off for#over a year and that has to mean something#like why now and why for this long?#if it really is a Me Problem then okay! like i fucking suck im horrible or whatever lets not be friends so that she can be happier!#idgaf anymore maybe im the bad guy but either way we're better off apart#z.post
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phantom-of-the-north · 3 months ago
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Am I weird for trying out a new sport when I’m 22 years old?
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rickety-house · 4 months ago
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this didn’t fit in the hashtags but donr rb or comment I’m just screaming to myself atm I’ll probably delete this shit tomorrow goodnigjt fuck everything live vs kill
#vent because I’m going fucking insane#so I got a weekend job right#Yay! So fun! money!#but now I have absolutely no fucking free time#and I hate it cause all I want to do is draw#I just want to draw#Just a little bit#All I want in life is to draw#but I don’t have the time#and I feel like im going to die on the floor#cause I wanna draw so badly!!!!!!!#like it’s actually such a pain and I feel so overwhelmed and I just want to cry like a big baby about it#I would draw more but the thing is it takes me so long to get home from school#and I have to walk a dog after school sometimes#and then I don’t have a lot of time before I eat dinner#then I do my chores which isn’t a lot but I still don’t want to do them#and it just#UGH#I can’t draw inbetween like getting home and supper because I need time to recharge cause if I don’t recharge I’ll get artblocm and then#not want to draw at all which I don’t want#So I don’t get time to draw cause im either occupied with something or im recharging after doing an activity#and I just feel so stuck!!!! Cause now I work a 9-5 and I hate it cause im so tired after work!!!!!!!!!!!!#I also think im just scared cause im actually growing up now and im feeling more exhausted than ever#like I want to do stuff with my friends#I wanna have fun#I want to do things#this is why I love summer because despite the heat and the bugs I have time to myself#I rarely have time to myself if any when im in school#and I HATE ITTTTT#I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH
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