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florsial · 10 months ago
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Jegulus as Orpheus and Eurydice!
i feel like crying.
He felt the strong winds from below pull him under. Blowing his curls aside and drying the wetness forming in his eyes.
Why had James turned back? They were so close.
They had been so close, that the sun was peaking through, its bright rays holding out for them, waiting for them to cross the border of life and death so they could be together again. But it was in vain because James stopped in front of the entrance and now Regulus feels himself being pulled under as James' loud laughter twists into cries.
They weren't supposed to end like this. They were supposed to be happy in this life. Regulus had imagined the life they would lead when they finally got out as he trailed behind. They would raise cats and dance in the meadows, James would play his music and Regulus would sing with him, they would live out their days happily married because how could Regulus forget that they had only been married for a few hours? The happiest hours of his life.
And now, as Regulus dies for the second time, he finds he can't utter a complaint against his husband because what was there to complain of? That he had been loved?
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jkriordanverse · 17 days ago
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luck-of-the-drawings · 10 months ago
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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
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autumnleaf1111 · 8 months ago
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You think if Dazai got murdered during a fight, Chuuya would either decide to use corruption and make it a “double suicide”(technically not really double if one was a murder but you get what I mean) or would he fight tooth and nail to find a way to bring his ass back to life.
I don't know, but I think if Dazai were to die, Chuuya would act completely out of character.
And if he died by suicide—
The thought of being in love with someone who is suicidal seems so fucking horrifying. Like— unless Asagiri decides to be nice to us for once, letting them be together in some way and not scare the hell out of us; as much as I want their dumbasses to get together, the likelihood of it happening is very fucking low.
Just knowing that your partner, the one you’ve been in love with for 7 fucking years, could just straight up leave you for good.
Dazai just left the port mafia, so technically he didn’t actually fully leave Chuuya, he just went out of his sighy for a while.
But actually committing suicide means he has fully left him for good. I can’t imagine how terrifying that’d be. Knowing he could never see him again.
Anyway! Have a good morning/afternoon/night😘
Drink some water and eat food.
if you have an ED, then I wish you well on trying and I know if you keep trying it’ll start to get better❤️
(Sorry, I sometimes get really sentimental in the morning)
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ariksly · 7 months ago
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Did anyone actually have a nice day after watching my own private idaho?
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jacky-rubou · 29 days ago
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i'm done with gravity falls focused servers. left the two i was in for my own sanity
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celestial-letters · 10 months ago
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i dont feel like putting this on main but do u know that thing people did where they would assign the brothers names they thought they would name their kid or wtv.... i would like to dump here that i think levi would name his daughter either lorelai or hannah HERE ME OUT PLEASE THIS TOOK A LOT OF MENTAL GYMNASTICS,,,,
hannah - derived from ruris last name, hana.
ruri = rori = rory = lorelai
bam. thanks for coming to my ted talk.
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bruhstation · 2 years ago
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the journey of gordon juniperus gresley (and still ongoing)
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booooones · 5 months ago
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if you look really closely, you can see me sobbing and throwing up in the background
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mosswoodgrove · 1 year ago
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friend forcing me to watch dragon ball still dont know much but i needed to make king kai even more bug. forgot to outline the funny circle and put in the lines onthe yellow but its ok. smiles
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chaotic-mystery · 1 year ago
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If someone could just……yoink the daddy issues from me and make it so much less painful when I hear about him, that would be so awesome.
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i need to stop forgetting things exist the fucking second they leave my field of vision. why is is impossible for two things to occupy my mind at once especially when im tired. like. i feel like a sim. i feel like actions are being canceled and i just. move on. and completely forget what i was doing moments before. i fucking hate it
#i feel like it’s getting worse too#like its always hasn’t been great but the past few weeks have been especially bad#why can’t i remember things!! why is my short term memory sucking ass!!!!!!#like if i don’t write/type things down i loose it#making me wanna rip my hair out what the fuck is going on!!!!!#gonna start playing those phone games that improve memory or whatever#it’s either that or going to my mom for an essential oil recommendation#i know it’s probably some undiagnosed shit but im also like. i can’t keep blaming whatever is wrong with my brain because its a problem with#/me/. ya know?? like. yeah it is something with my brain. obviously. but i need to take some sort of action to fix it. and i dont know what#that action is#besides the two options i said before#or carrying a fucking notebook around and writing down everything. which is stupid also and i know won’t last a week#problem is im gonna forget about any rule i come up with since as soon as im preoccupied with something else. i’ll forget the rule#i would need a hat with the reminder on paper tapped to the hat#so it’s always dangling in front of my eyes#i don’t know what else to do at this point!!!!#it’s making me so worried about going away for college. cause yeah i did really well at community. but if i have the deteriorating memory#of a goldfish who’s constantly banging its head against the glass. how am i gonna make it through university.#i love writing essays in the tags that no one will read <3#having a ball rn. a great time. not feeling like a waste of resources at all rn. feeling great.#if my mom doesn’t let me wear my earbuds tomorrow i think ill scream#anyways. gonna bake some blueberry lemon sweet rolls tomorrow#me rambling#i love being undiagnosed#but let’s be real#being diagnosed won’t give me anything other than more of an excuse#because i can’t go on meds with my current living situation#and i also don’t really want to go on meds because i don’t trust them#feeling silly i think ill actually post this one maybe someone has a suggestion for what to do#vent
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umikawa · 9 months ago
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Idk what happened but I blinked and watched mha in its entirety (movies included) in the span of a week, maybe less.
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eyestrain-addict · 1 year ago
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The most frustrating thing about period pieces is that when it tries to depict issues in that period there will always be a portion of people who'll go "damn that's problematic" like... it makes me wanna rip my hair out
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leviiackrman · 1 year ago
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Watching the last Free! movie has completely demolished me
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urgothgfsbeltchain · 2 years ago
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“well, i might be gone a long time,
and it’s only that i’m askin’,
is there something i can send you to remember me by?
to make your time more easy passing?
oh, how can you ask me again?
it only brings me sorrow.
the same thing i want today,
i want again tomorrow.”
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