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broly having sensory issues so he doesnt wear necklaces because of his past, and also not wearing certain shirts because it makes him itchy.
so he usually walks around the house with no shirt on because he freaks when he feels a certain fabric on him. :(
or even he also has a hard time understanding things still, like he knows how to operate a shower. but, he doesnt know how to work a washer or tub. he also doesnt know how certain things can work (technological advances)
he also doesnt understand why eating with utensils, he finds it better to eat with his hands :(.
you give him all your grace because he grew up on such a planet and his father basically fucked him up, so he doesnt have to (at least, you dont force him) know everything.
he also doesn’t speak very much, only getting verbal when he needs to tell you something.
“i would like for you to keep this.” he mumbles, a palm out with a rock in his palm. “ i found it approximately two days ago and it looked pretty like you.” he doesn’t understand the words of pretty in relationship terms, but pretty is pretty.
you feel your heart drop, squeeze, clench, and shatter.
“d’aw– broly has a crush!” kakarot exclaims, eyes widened when he looks at the rock. “i knew it!”
and poor broly is just confused, because he doesn’t understand what the hell a crush is.
“thank you, broly.”
#dbs broly#i think ill be fine#i think ill die#broly my sweet baby#broly x black! reader#broly x reader#broly#dbs#dragon ball super#dragon ball super: broly#dvorahrambles
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FIRST TRY OF PUTTING ON THE MUNKUFACE WENT REALLY WELL. IM EXPLODING I THINK.
#singlehandedly restored my self esteem to 100 im insane now.#i havent stimmed in so long#bro#bro idek im exploding i cant wait to be better at this#i think ill be fine#cilly.txt
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It's confirmed! I'm going on a holiday, alone, for the first time ever! I just booked the hotel and got a confirmation email so its official now! Really looking forward to it!
#me#personal#holiday#this is a really big step for me#all the other times i went on holiday were with my family#last year i did a one night away alone for the first time#and now im going on an actual holiday#its 4 nights and 5 days#but still#im going to one of the dutch islands#so no language barriers#really wanted to go back#and now i decided to do it alone#i cant keep waiting for someone to want to go with me#and i want to do stuff like this too#so on my own it is#luckily im used to being alone cause i live alone#i think ill be fine#after being diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and going to therapy#and finding out so much about myself and working through it and findin solid ground again#this is a big step but i am ready and looking forward to it#im gonna still be nervous as hell on traveling day#but i can do this!
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The Fourth Day of Britannicus
Today I am doing Imperium: Nero.
What. What did they do to him? I think the general rule of thumb is that when the actor for Britannicus has the five o'clock shadow, he's too old. I do not like this. He does not have the Britannicus energy.
This is supposed to depict someone who can't be older than 13 (I actually don't know how old he is supposed to be here because I didn't watch the entire movie. I merely skimmed it like you would do a book. I remember that earlier in the movie, Messalina was still alive. I seriously hope there was a time-skip and Brit was 13 here, because while this looks much too old for a 13 year old, this looks incredibly too old for someone who can't be older than seven. I'm just going to assume he's 13. But keep in mind that he can be any age younger. I just don't know)
I really don't like this one. When I saw that this was Britannicus, I honestly didn't know whether to laugh or cry (though it seems that Britanncius wasn't the only one to get the short end of the straw. *cough* LongDarkHair!Nero *cough*). No offense to the actor, of course. He just isn't a good actor for Brit. Brit was a child. This is a grown man. I cannot see him as Brit. To me, this is only a symbol to represent him.
And maybe that's the problem with this Britannicus series. It's either "Too old. Not good," or "Young looking. Good," which is kind of boring. Maybe I should look past age for a more interesting analysis. But it's hard!
I'm trying to imagine him as much younger, the age of Britannicus. Do I dislike this simply because of age? Yes. I think Britannicus would look great with that hair and facial features if only the actor was younger.
I guess, to me, the most important part of a depiction of Britannicus is the age. If he looks much too old, I will never be happy. But if he looks the appropriate age, I will be happy and I will be okay with quite a lot of variation.
This is different than how I feel about depictions of Cocktavian, because in that case, I'm extremely picky and will not be happy until he looks exactly the way he looks in my head. To this day, I have not seen a single depiction of Cocktavian I was happy about. I think the closest was an illustration of him from a children's book about ancient Rome. I really liked how he looked, but the thing is... the illustration had dark hair and eyes! Yes, I believe all colors of hair and eyes and skin are beautiful, but in my head, Cocktavian is fucking blond like the sources say.
#but make sure cocktavian's hair is not too blond#suetonius said subflavus y'all#chill out and dont make his hair blindingly light#yeah this is why i am unable to be happy with any depiction of him#ancient rome#roman history#britannicus#the 13 days of britannicus#wow we're a third of the way through#this is where im going to start to struggle to find depictions of brit#i know of three drawn depictions from tumblr#two more depictions ive mentioned on tumblr but havent included in this series yet#and im sure ill find the rest on youtube from videos of people performing britannicus by jean racine#thank u jean racine#i think ill be fine#imperium nero#cocktavian#i literally just remembered that i promised to always call the first roman emperor cocktavian no matter what#so i will do it until i forget again
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I know no one probably cares, but I'm 6 months and 3 days clean from self harm.
187 whole days. I'm kinda scared of how fast time feels like it's going but I'm proud too. And I have an amazing girlfriend who's proud of me too.
Some of my scars are fading and it really scares me but I think I'll be okay. I have my girlfriend and my cat.
I think I'll make it to my next birthday after all
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i havent felt like he wants to talk with me in a while i think its just time i let go
#i think ill be fine#i hope someday ill find someone wholl make me feel alive again at least a little bit
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I'm getting random period cramps 💀-
But I'm not on my period so fuck that 😭😭😭😭😭 lmao
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trying to figure out how im gonna sneak my lizard into an uber tmrrw...
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cw: riding, 18+.
both you and hakari hated memorial day, because no one knew how to fucking drive nor park. so you both stayed home, watching whatever was on the flat curved samsung television.
hakari had his head resting on his palm, the other clicking the buttons on the remote. you, on the other hand, had one thing in mind.
they way he sits, his lap looking wide and his jeans made it no better. he always looked good in black or blue jeans, and if he had his legs spread a bit? you wanted to taste him.
hakari flicks his eyes over to you, your own staring at his lap. he chuckles, “if you try’na do something then do it.” he says, absentmindedly. his eyes go back to the television, watching gordon yell at a bunch of idiots on the blue team who was losing to women.
your hands fly to his zipper, making quick work of it. his eyes flicker to you, slowly bring his lip to his teeth. both you and him make eye contact, him nodding upwards telling you to go ahead.
your soft delicate hands pull his hardened cock out, giving slow pumps and you taking him into your mouth. hakari pulls your hair back, low eyes watching your head bob on his cock. fuck, did you know how to suck a man off.
he rolls his eyes back, biting his lip as he remains the back of his head rested against the palm of his hand. “suck that shit, baby.” he whispered, biting his lip harder. “fuck.”
this is what you wanted, to taste the salt that lightly coated his cock. and he watched how well you could take him.
you pull back up, looking at him as you give your award winning pleading look. the sound of hell’s kitchen dimmed, pure lust coming from the both of you. hakari brings your head closer to his, kissing you like his life depended on it.
because in a way, it did.
“ride that dick like you want it.” he orders, biting your lip softly. his hands curve around your waist as you straddle him, sucking in a breath as you slide down on his cock. “there you go, thats my girl.”
he watches the way your tits bounced softly, every now and then moving back and forth in your hips to find that deep, grinding feeling. his hands gripped harder, looking only at your face.
“so fuckin’ pretty when you make ‘yerself feel good.” he praises, taking a nipple into your mouth as he flicks his tongue against it. he knows your knees are getting tired, hand’s curving around your ass. “need papa to do it for you, creamy girl?”
you nodded, because he was so much to take, and his scent was intoxicating.
his hips snap up, but somewhat soft. both you and him hold each other, knowing once you were holding each other you both were like otters and their soulmates.
you had long had already came around him, but he was growing near himself. he took his right hand and placed a smack against your ass, groaning once he felt that tight squeeze in his balls.
“ho fuck! shit!” he growls deep, slamming himself into your cervix. his face buries itself into your breasts, hands tightly gripping on your ass. his nails dig into you, half crescent moons in your skin.
after about five minutes of deep breaths and chuckles, he pulls away and lays you down. “sorry ‘fer gettin’ rough wit cha.” he says, a nervous smile on his face.
“i love it when you get rough—“
“dont fuckin’ tempt me, lil’ girl.”
#jjk x reader#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk x you#jjk smut#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jjk hakari#hakari x black! reader#jujutsu hakari#kinji hakari#hakari#hakari x reader#hakari kinji#jjk fanfic#jjk kinji#jujutsu sorcerer#i might have my road test tomorrow and im nervous as shit#i think ill be fine#i think ill die#manifesting
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ok so we start with this guy behemo
the spn drama could take a whole year to explain in the least so i’m good
#evillious chronicles#i was trying to explain it to my friend in class and we only made it to about when karchess stabs venomia before the period ended#i think ill be fine
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hey... its gonna be okay you know? eventually, with time, if you allow yourself, you will have a new family to take care of and love, new people who you surround yourself with... who will love you way more than those who you had to live with and then all will be okay. Your mother is absolutely trash (i am sorry) for saying that to you, and your father too... You are such a sweet person, you didn't deserve that...
Hang in there, yeah? You have been my moot since i joined tumblr and it would be heartbreaking to not see you on my dash.
I hope that the future brings you happiness and health, where you dont have a reason to be sad and where you dont have your past haunting you.
Live a long life pls? Lets die naturally, yeah? when we are old and content.
You are not alone, i am here with you and if you need to talk, ill listen.
Have a great day man, you deserve it
xoxoxo
Hello anon, i know you sent this out long ago
And you probably won't see this
But
I love the person you are from the depths of my heart
I genuinely do
I'll be okay, I have things to live for and I see it too
But i suppose having people tell your hat just makes it more concrete of sorts
I really hope I get to actually see who you are cuz you're great, dude
Thank you
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an update:
I sprained my back last night and my tummy ache got worse today. is still hurting. and I fretted (Intensely) over my premajor decision. later things cleared up in my head. it got better in the evening. I have come to the conclusion that my brain simply loves to regularly hurl me into a chasm of greatly unhealthy turmoil and panic. and I studied math (power series, converging limits etc) for for like an hour today. I also helped my younger brother with his math test tomorrow.
#it's that time of my life where i wanna crawl back into my mother's womb <3#incredibly unfortunately that is impossible#so#anyways#i think ill be okay#i think ill be fine
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we dont make enough of a big deal the entirety of the sky. you mean to tell me that nearly everyday the sky turns the most beautiful shades of color and we dont even give it time of day? the sky shows us her best artwork and we just shrug, snap a picture, and move on? id like to tell her i love the way she brushes the clouds, and i love the tones of pink and orange she uses for sunsets, tell her all of her canvas are beautiful, maybe she’d be grey a little less
#hi lol i looked at the sky and it was elly pretty and it filled me w emotion#idk nature is beautiful and i love being alive#i think ill be fine#sky#words#on art#on love
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oversaturate
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk yuuji#been trying some stuff out in an attempt to beat the artblock out of myself with hammers#and i LOVE how it looks but god it takes so long painting like this#i had a ref style i was going for that was a lot more washed out and watercoloury#and to be fair my take on it did start out looking more adjacent to that#u can still kinda see remnants of the initial watercolour washes in the collar of yuuji's jacket in th bottom one#but it Did Not Last fhdjfjjg what can i say im a gouache/oils gal#i can't use soft greys and watery inks i need stark blacks i need the reddest red the colour wheel will provide#one thing i did keep from the refs were the sharp prickly fine lines i think those look real cool against textured colour blocks#anyway ive also been having a lot of fun playing with rly rly harsh lighting on the hair#and even thinner linework put down after the colour as opposed to before#probably one of the reasons why it takes a lot longer but also it mimics traditional art a lot more#ill probably continue playing around with this sort of render ! or at least keep elements of it
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SNAPDEX: DAY 13 | DEX 104
cubert.... warmup for today, 30 minutes
#cubone#pokemon#pokemon art#art warmup#generally im starting to draw these slower. nota ctually a bad thing though. im wanting to take more time#i think when i started them i justified it by like thinking 'oh well its only ten minutes.#i can spare ten minutes'#but now ill start drawing and its like. well i want to slow down a little. what if i want to take my time. even if its just a sketch im#coloring thats fine#snapdex
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