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I decided to go on a journey and start reading crimson rivers. Was this a sane choice? Maybe. Or maybe I just don't have anything to do and am looking for some angst. No matter, we'll see how it goes. I'll be back with updates. Trust.
#honestly ive always wanted to read it#im gonna read it and do it justice#even tho idk anything about the hunger games#i think ill be fine#marauders#marauders era#maraudersera#the marauders era#the marauders fandom#marauders fandom#the marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#dead gay wizards#dead gay witches#crimson rivers#jegulus#pro jegulus#jegulus fanfiction#james x regulus#james fleamont potter#regulus black#Sirius black#james loves regulus#regulus loves james#jegulus fic#starchaser#starchaser fic#sunseeker#fanfiction#ao3
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a conversation on the coast (original fanfic + inspiration)
#disco elysium#de fanart#fanart#de#cunoesse#de cunoesse#kim kitsuragi#disco elysium fanart#pt 1 of 2#this fic has been living rent-free in my head since i first read it. trying my best to do this scene justice but its been hard!#feeling my limitations rn grrrrrrr.#my art#FUCK i drew her in the wrong fucking outfit gdi#AUUUGH so many MISTAKES….. BUT NONETHELESS I PERSIST. IN THE NAME OF FIC APPRECIATION.#anyway im gonna try to stop obsessing over this now. mr/ms/mx enstar if u see this im so normal abt yr fic. ❤️
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eloise for my fellow gremlin girlie @myokk!! so happy to have your beautiful traditional art in this fandom and that i got to see clora in it as well 💖😭😭and since it was your art of clora that inspired me to do the HL charas in ghibli style, ofc i had to give eloise the same treatment 🥰 (and ive discovered that drawing fat puffy braids in ghibli style is SOOO satisfying, highly recommend😋👌👌)
#btw yall ART IS GONNA BE A BIT SLOWER LATELY bc im playing the elden ring dlc LMAOO...its all i wanna do after i finish work😩#my wips staring at me like 🗿🗿 while i die to the same boss for the 30th time instead of working on them BAHAHA anyway#I HOPE I DID ELOISE JUSTICE!! i remember reading in one of your posts that eloises downturned eyes are one of your fav things about her#which is something i remembered at the last minute and redid her eyes at the last second BAHHAA#which also made me realize that my instinct is to draw characters with upturned and sharper eyes#part of me also wanted to draw her traditional as well but i dont have my pens so instead HAVE SOME PSEUDO SKETCHY LINES#IT KINDA GIVES THE EFFECT BAHAH CLOSE ENOUGH#eloise babbit#hogwarts legacy mc
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my most irritating severance theory is that "gemma" was never real and that she's a carbon copy of dichen lachman's character in dollhouse, who was a tabula rasa woman living in a hole that could be programmed with different personalities to fuck rich clients. i'm like 99% sure this is what "exports" are -- it's lumen shipping pre-downloaded sexbots with custom human personalities out to people. and/or using those sexbots for the company's own manipulative agenda.
in keeping with this, the entire relationship and """death""" and subsequent soulshattering grief were all painstakingly manufactured by lumen to get mark scout to sever himself, because for some fucking reason, he's the only one who can complete project cold harbor, whatever the Fuck that is. (i have not been in any theory tags and do not have any ideas about what it is or why mark s is special. or even IF he's special.)
then once mark finds out that gemma isn't real, his feelings for and about her will vanish in an uncomplicated puff of smoke. he will become miraculously free to continue his deeply fucked-up """love triangle""" with the helltwins without needing to answer any complicated questions about, like, the self, and his emotions, and his commitments, and polyamory.
(the helltwins don't count as complicated relationship dynamics because they are the same person, aside from not being the same person, and they hate each other, and also most importantly, mark absolutely Does Not Want to fuck one of them. hurrah!)
this theory irritates the fuck out of me bc i really do think i'm right about gemma. and this "twist," as a way to avoid any interesting themes, would be the laziest, most boring thing they could Possibly do.
i am on my fucking Knees praying to god that they KNOW this is the laziest, most boring thing they could possibly do. Please, God, If You Love Me. Please. Please Don't .
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HOWEVER.
i WILL accept the lumon-engineered-a-sexbot-relationship-to-coerce-mark-into-severance plot, IF and ONLY if:
gemma is a person.
not like, gemma is a human being whose outie parents aren't actors. i mean, gemma is an artificial sexbot with a nonconsensually programmed personality, AND gemma is a fully sentient living breathing person. who wants her life back. who wants her AUTONOMY back. who is just now learning that she Literally Never Had Autonomy In The First Place.
we, as the audience, get to see her reckon with her identity. we're used to innies being the most oppressed class in the show, but gemma is something else entirely. even less than an innie. she is, legally and corporately, Nothing. she is an object built to serve lumon (and, upsettingly, mark!) without any sense of interiority or free will.
but here she is. having interiority and free will.
if the writers take the themes of personhood and "what is identity?" and "how do we define each other?" to their logical conclusion, by making gemma a non-person who Absolutely Fucking Is A Person....
and so we get to See Her be absolutely fucking MESSY and WRECKED and COMPLICATED, instead of always being the laughing dead wife or the gentle vapid servant....
if gemma Gets An Arc. if gemma makes Choices. if gemma has Motivations and Desires and Fuckups. if gemma gets to be centered in the narrative thematically, the same way the other innies are, if gemma gets to drive the story Herself instead of being the carrot on a stick for mark...
well. then the writers will have my heart. 5eva.
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#LET DICHEN LACHMAN ACT SHE IS SO FUCKING GOOD AND I KNOOOOW YOU MUST HAVE CAST HER BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT#COME THROUGH FOR ME!! LET MS CASEY OFF THE LEASH I WANT IT. I WANT IT SO BAD.#SEVERANCE WRITERS DO YOU HEAR ME. I FUCKING KNOW YOU ARE COMPETENT. LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME WE BOTH UNDERSTAND THIS STORY#i've been in the fairy market dream people horror slavery mines for YEARS. i fucking KNOW what is happening!!#i know this archetype i know this plot i know this trope!! i've read dreamer trilogy i've seen heroes 2006 i've seen dollhouse!!#I KNOOOOW YOU WANT TO MAKE HER INTERESTING!! JUSTICE FOR THE SQUANDERED POTENTIAL IN DOLLHOUSE#hi guys. i have to rewatch all of severance from the beginning knowinf what i know.#show that is In My Brain.#in other news. i want to see companion really really Really bad. can you tell. lmao#severance#severance spoilers#severance theories#gemma severance#severance meta#i guess????#long post#now im gonna try to sleep.
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the ii neg tumblr blog is like my actual personal #1 enemy i cant BELIEVE they followed me over a joke ask i responded to over a year ago (i blocked them and have blocked every account they've remade lmao) just such hateful bullshit looking for ANY excuse to attack this random youtube webseries and the ppl who work on it including MANY STATEMENTS that are just straight up not true. someone could send them an ask like "hey justin is actually homophobic and called me slurs irl i hope they all die in a car crash <3" and they will post it without any questions. no further research cuz it isnt about what's true or actually offering constructive criticism on the writing of the show it's about being hateful and cruel and spreading lies & death threats. some actual famous people dont have accounts as dedicated to attacking them and every aspect of their identity and career as these random ass guys who make a YOUTUBE WEBSERIES do like why are you actively wishing death upon them?? are you insane?
IF YOU DONT LIKE THE SHOW THEN STOP WATCHING IT. DONT ENGAGE? like do you seriously have fucking nothing better to do than spread lies online about literal nobodies with the smallest amount of online influence. for reasons i cannot even fathom. be so fucking serious
#it's like the worst parts of the su crit side of tumblr circa 2018 except about people who are LITERALLY not famous#like even if ur gonna have bullshit “criticism” about ii at least keep it about the actual show#harassing the cast & crew and spreading malicious lies is sooo fucking sick#like tumblr BANNED your blog for ABUSE AND PHYSICAL THREATS OF VIOLENCE#why would you REMAKE IT?????#like just leave. move on with your life. what could you be getting out of this can you please find some joy and positivity#that you are so clearly lacking#blah blah disclaimer there are actual legitimate things to criticize about ii and some of the writing decisions#although i still think holding them to the standard of a professional tv show with a writing room is unfair and kinda ridiculous#but even if they actually cared about that it's like 5% of their content. if ur gonna critique ii be normal and polite about it#which you should do with ANYONE especially when talking about their decade-long passion project regardless of how “famous” they are#but for fucks sake leave the crew alone. wouldnt blame them if they decided to go entirely offline#they've definitely Stepped Away for the time being which is for the best even if i miss some of their thoughts + insight#sorry i accidentally was reminded that blog existed and read some of the shit they've been saying and was overcome with rage#WHY ARE PEOPLE SO MEAN. social justice (which they are not doing under any circumstances) is not an excuse to be so cruel and hateful#anyway if the osc gets even like 10% more negative on god im leaving again#which im sure most people would be happy about#but either way im still tormenting the timeline#txt#/ ii neg#<- just in casee
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i dont usually post my fics but im pretty happy with this one :-) brief ments of sex and blood but thats it
#written while thinking very hard about adrianne lenker anything#‘weren’t we the stars in heaven weren’t we the salt in the sea weren’t we the new warm mountain didn’t you believe in me’ BRRUUHHHHHHHHH😭😭😭#its so them….so wanting the life of mundanity u cant have….so wanting to show ur love but not being able to….#i have a whole animatic planned out but im gonna wait until i play mgs4 before even attempting it#i have to do it justice. or like. try. i 100% wont finish it#‘i dont wanna be the owner of ur fantasy i just wanna be a part of ur family’ ITS SOOOOOOO THEM ITS SOOOOOOO#anyways. sorry. read my fanfiction#metal gear solid#mgs#otasune#snotacon#mywrites
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I completely forgot I'm enrolled in a literature course this semester, my resolution to read 6 books this year just got a lot easier
#ive been gradually trying to read more but maybe this will be the push i need? were gonna find out#i gotta write essays though wailing emoji#other updates i found from looking at my courses:#my social justice class is an accelerated course apparently. so its gonna SUCK for the first 8 weeks but then ill be FREEEEEEEEE#and it turns out for senior sem i DONT have to perform my own study. i just gotta write a literature review#thats SUCH a relief i can do a literature review easy i just need a topic#the other courses are science courses so im not worried. ik what to expect and im gonna be fine#chems gonna suck though with that fucking professor :(#but anyway. 6 classes this semester. 8 if you include the labs. wish me luck im gonna need it#snowys talking again
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Soooo idk if anyone who follows me now remembers the Danger Days fic I was posting a couple years ago. Buttt what would you say if i maybe, kinda, sorta felt like finally finishing it? it'd be two or more years late and on my own rather than with an editor. but uh- i sorta fell face first into the fandom again? and i have the urge to finish the Sing it series.
#i've read through the parts i'd posted and honestly i want to finish it so so bad#like i needed this time off of course#but now i think i could finish it and do it justice#if anyone remembers it or like wants it to be finished let me know lol#i think im gonna do it anyway
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i think. fuck. im gonna try and make the ed/izzy getting back together au actual fic. who the fuck am i
#this probably lowers the chances of it ever seeing the light of day even more now but#i feel like its way out of scope for a tumblr post. nobody would read that. and its gotten very precious to me#nyxtalks#it wont be good. i have absolutely no writing skills and cannot maintain a tone to save my life but. i think thats gonna be the only way#to do it justice. so we will see#ive actually tried a couple concept before. tried making them read like a narrative. but ive never made something im proud of#i hate taking things seriously too bc it means i cared n care when its back. a stupid silly post is fine whatever happens but if i cared#i want it to be good#sorry this is miserable justttttt. idk. i think im gonna try and then ill leave it as a draft foreverrrrrrr
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Moments that will be living rent-free in my head forever and ever.
Hey. Listen to Inn Between. It's good and also this happens and it's dramatic and cool and devastating (and just a little bit ridiculous. Acid flavored...).
(Image description: Three pictures of the same drawing in various stages of progress. The first image is the finished and colored drawing in black ink and colored pencil, and it pictures Meltyre, a young man with pale skin, dark brown hair, and currently green eyes. He is wearing dark grey robes with greenish-blue flames patterned around the wrists and hems, and a wizard hat with purple trim and the same greenish fire hanging as a pendant from the tip. His expression is angry and determined. In between his hands, he holds a ball of bright green liquid. Typed text around the drawing says in one font, "Stop calling me a coward." In a second font, it says, "...Meltyre, what is that?" In the first font again, it says, "Chromatic orb. Acid flavored. Are you listening to me now?" The word "now" is larger and spaced out for emphasis. The second and third images are the pencil sketch and the uncolored ink drawing with the words handwritten. End of image description.)
#inn between#inn between podcast#meltyre#meltyre the wizard#inn between art#my art#this drawing is also hopefully eventually going to be part of another project i'm rotating in my head#but for now. it can stand by itself.#gd i love this kid he's so good#he deserves to snap a little. as a treat. when his friends (read: p much just sterling) are being dumbasses#i wish i had a better way to fully capture color and texture from a traditional drawing#my phone camera even w color correcting w light balance and filters doesn't quite do it justice#rest assured it looks even cooler in person *insert sunglasses emoji here*#y'all i'm finally starting to get genuinely proud of my art and im not gonna shut up about it
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Read at open mic night tonight
#positive responses#i am a reactive audience member which is noticed#my first line garnered laughs#proud of my slate l#I didn’t look up as much as I rehearsed#or much at all I think#my leg started shaking#Zapeta said im heat and that a year ago i read and he told the people I was w that it was gonna be heat#blog post#Feels very touching#haven wouldn’t let me read the notes on the piece tho#said her notes wouldn’t do it justice#but I said hey let me judge for myself… what did u write in there!! havens like ahhhahahah im like ok ok im gonna respect your property rn#Smh respect to you 17 year old in college that was overwhelmed and nervous with me in the fishtank before I read#fries were cheap and twice fried and twice one dollar bills aka they were $2#Thunder rumbles#Forgot a Jimmy John’s gift card but i think i will walk back here#Lol on the way home I was walking head down and some frat boys passed me and a homeless esque dude and he said keep lookin there are others#out there and I turned back like ? and he was like :D I got you sis#I’m like ohhh so they were looking but u warded them off! thxxx! Tbh I love being called sis
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everyone who likes yja look away for a second okay
this person doesnt follow me and like. im not making fun of them at all. but ......... please read the 1998 comic. please read the 1998 comic. the show means nothing to me. that is not young justice. i should have clarified. i am not standing in solidarity with you
#i understand nostalgia and im not gonna mock that but i am begging you to read the comic. please.#i am a YJA hater i am a YJA unenjoyer. it killed the core four it killed young justice. WHY DID THEY DO FOUR SEASONS OF THAT TO KON#rook.log
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dont post aa here much but i suddenly remember this beloved "oc" of mine so. here. look at them.
(also bonus comic involving them under the cut!)
apollo. apollo im sorry but the unwilling client trend w u shall continue!
#crow's scribbles#ace attorney#pw:eb#apollo justice#trucy wright#trucy enigmar#clay terran#oc is in brackets bc [REDACTED]#this technically happens after aa6 but im still unsure abt that lol#so. uh. yeah hello aa fandom#there is so much to explain abt pw:eb but im not gonna do that bc im too exhausted lol#*insert go read the fic it's on ao3 line here*#not expecting many people to see this so meh.
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suuper late but i'm just here reading the tags from shi aka @ardenssolis 's post and i-


#&&. out of#AAAAAAA I SCREAMED ALR WHEN I FIRST SAW THIS BUT IM SCREAMING AGAIN NOW BC /AAAAAAAAAA/#TYSM SHI 😭😭 THAT MAKES ME SO FRIKKIN HAPPY !!!!!#the self and identity is such an interesting + important theme 4 h.akuno ...... i rlly wish they explored it more in canon tbh but#well i'm not gonna ruin da vibes by bringing up how canon does h.akuno Dirty but I'M RLLY SO HAPPY YOU LIKE MY APPROACH TO IT 🥹🥹🥹🥹#i hope i can do her character justice 🙏🙏 DEF WANT 2 EXPLORE MORE OF THESE THEMES WITH UR O.ZY HEHE >:3#and also her feeling of isolation and loneliness with ur arash mayhaps ...#gxnsbf I JUST WANT 2 INTERACT MORE WITH U IN GENERAL TBH !! i jst have to get off my snail ass first amg 🚶♂️#also i'm reading this again bc this thread is pretty much over but i wanna write a last h.akuno response to it bc i love it a lot....#the way h.akuno learnt sth too by helping yq and o.zy with their conflict 🥹 that's vv in line with her character !!!#her trying to save herself by saving others .... her trying to find herself by understanding others ....... :thonk:#ok i'll shut up here dhfk BUT YA BASICALLY TYSM FOR THIS IT FILLED ME WITH SM JOY 😭🫶💖💞
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The guy and therefore his official motive remain at large, but considering the state of health care/everything in the US, I can't find it in me to blame him whatsoever.
Like if I had to guess, he likely lost a loved one to entirely treatable causes, because UnitedHealthcare denied coverage. If I lost a friend or family member because the entity that's supposed to take care of them valued their own greed over human life. If I had to watch someone die and bury them just so some guy can buy another super yacht. And then that guy happened to be in my city. I can't say I wouldn't feel compelled to violence.
my honest to god reaction to hearing about the UnitedHealthcare CEO being murdered was to bust out laughing so hard I almost puked
#make ceos afraid again#yadda yadda violence and murder bad etc etc. you know the drill.#vigilante justice isnt real justice but these days. neither is the legal justice. obviously doesnt mean we should go around and murder#i now realize that this reads like IM the killer and would like to clarify that im a german college student on my couch and in pjs#i feel like this goes back to the death note discussion like i dont think anyone should have the power to kill others#but also i think i could do a lot of good if i did. personally.#really all we need is a system of accountability and equality but if the system doesnt provide people are gonna take it in their own hands#ramble#us politics#in semi-related news i am currently fighting with my own health insurance over whether they have to pay my top surgery.#they say no. i disagree. the law agrees with them. common sense agrees with me. and so on and so forth.#luckily this is only frustrating and not life or death. so i dont feel compelled to violence. maybe some vulgar emails if this continues#wonder if i can convince customer service to give me some higher ups email addresses
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what if instead of monsters souls having different colours based on their traits(as in the human soul traits we see in the 6 souls) their magic colour is based on their trait? all monster souls are white but we do see some differences in coloured attacks, idk just food for thought
#AND I DONT (necessarily) MEAN THE TIMES THE SOUL CHANGES COLOURS#i kinda consider it with blue soul but... only very slightly & im not gonna talk abt that#what i mean is the ATTACKS & other magical effects.like the light blue & orange attacks or sans' eye in battle#& bravery & patience fit papyrus VERY well.same with justice & patience for sans#AND I DO THINK SOMEONE CAN HAVE MORE THAN ONE TRAIT.i will die on this hill#anyway#patience would mean very different things for sans & paps but it does fit really well#integrity & justice for undyne#kindess for toriel#wait shit is that canon?i dont remember if she canonically uses green magic...i've been reading a lot fics...#i dont remember any other instance of coloured attacks#actually wait. i think asgore used a red attack? hmm#i dont go by the theory that red is determination btw heh....im just so different & cool.. im a demon wold angel dog hybrid..heh#oh wait undyne used light blue attacks...#& technically red attacks??? idk if i should count it being red when its just so show you'd block it... anyway uh the patience-#-would be the same way sans is patience. theyre both willing to fight forever to get rid of you :3 (so skibidi!!!)#“food for thought” & then i rant... does anyone even read tags anymore? i do ;P#undertale#soul traits#undertale soul traits#undertale theory#???? i guess it is theory...hm fun
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