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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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Ghost Cora AU where he’s actually been following Law around ever since he died but nobody has been able to see him, so all he’s able to do is watch Law get hurt and suffer in silence. UNTIL, miraculously, the battle of Dressrosa ends, and for some strange reason—through some supernatural bullshit or maybe just fate—one person is finally able to see him.
Law is sitting on the deck of the Yonta Maria watching everyone party when Luffy comes trotting over to him. And Luffy plops down beside him and says, “I’ve been meaning to ask, Torao, but who’s that really tall blonde guy with the funny makeup that’s been following you around?”
And Law’s just like
#Meanwhile Cora is absolutely THRILLED. LMAO#Eventually Zoro calls Perona over and since her devil fruit power deals with ghosts. She makes it so that Law can see Cora too#(And by some bs he’ll probably be brought back to life somehow idk)#One Piece#Trafalgar Law#Donquixote Rosinante#Cora#Corazon#Luffy#Law: Ha. Haha.#Law: You’re shitting me right.#Luffy: ??? What? No?#Cora: LAWWWWWW 😭😭😭#Luffy: He’s crying your name this guy CLEARLY knows you Torao#Law; having a mental breakdown: Uh. Uh-huh???#Shima speaks#Sorry I’m coping. I’m coping really hard rn#Actually. I feel like I was more upset about Cora’s death than Ace’s. WHICH LIKE. YOU’D THINK IT WOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND BUT#I’m very. Very weak for the unsuspecting father figure who dies trope#(Sideeyes Tony and Harry (who didn’t even die anyway but it was still Traumatic for Eggsy to watch))#COUGHS
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Peeped the horrors
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-qing#xue yang#A-qing went 'there are horrors he is committing and I am going to peep them' and then faced horrors that she could not fathom#The fact she sees the evidence first hand but it genuinely is too much to handle is a lovely tragedy that betrays her youth#It is interesting that she clearly does have more knowledge than the lay person about cultivators and night hunts (possibly from xxc?)#she does mentally call out xue yang for using the right terminology (betraying his 'no one important' façade)#but corpse poisoning is...well....probably not something she could have known about#so instead she has to encounter this horrible and suspicious event and justify it to keep herself sane#Ah....that's not going into the really interesting ambiguity of xue yangs targets#the people he kills specifically slandered *all three of them*#Was it just for himself? Was there a sense of protectiveness over his two blind companions?#I don't want an answer. I love that it is ambiguous#And oh man. having the noble XXC do the killing is so deviously evil. What a loaded chekov's gun.#you know xxc is gonna have a breakdown over it *when* he finds out. Its all a matter of timing#ok ok funny tag time#I think little apple and xy should meet up so they can swap arson tips. Truly the power team nobody wants. Not even them.#they would fight to the death and little apple would *win*#EDIT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE YANG
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"Since the Netherbrain fell, you and Astarion have seen more of Faerûn than you ever thought possible. One night, he tells you that these last six months of happy memories are the counterweight to two hundred years of misery."
idk what's up with my obsession with drawing astarion being happy and cared for but I'm sure it's not gonna come up in therapy. AFFECTION BEAM!!!!
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#bg3 tav#bg3 astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion x tav#tav x astarion#zyrastarion#bloodsong#dinosaur laser art#can you tell I'm getting bolder with posting my shit on tumblr#hey welcome to my tags where I have a mental breakdown#I'm unwell about this character. severely#and I'll make it everyone else's problem thank you good night#listen I just think we should allow astarion to be goofy.#postgame astarion is a good old fashioned lover boy (tm)#spawnstarion my BELOVED I would do unspeakable things to you#what's the maximum amount of tags I can add to this#I don't care if this is ooc I don't CARE he's my silly rabbit#I'm 28 years old and I've lost control of my life#I'm on my second run and I tried so hard not to romance him#I was having a genuinely miserable time LMAO dear lord#I gave up and romanced him anyways it's fine we're all fine#in all seriousness drawing this kind of stuff is therapeutic#he's a comfort character to me due to shared trauma etc#and I find comfort in seeing him in mundane situations#but like. happy and thriving and free. as he should be#larian studios meet me in the pit you've ruined my life
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sometimes i start to really think abt why i relate to this man and im like “ohh…. uhm.😶” like- it makes me physically sad sometimes, like bro why do I relate to YOU the most out of all the characters omg.
#like that’s not good guys!!!#but oh well^_^#it’s fine guys im just a little silly!!#If i started really looking into my own brain and phycology i think id genuinely start making myself scared.#like I’ve looked into dazai’s phycology plenty of times but really looking into my own and dissecting that would probably make me have-#a mental breakdown 💀🙏 like i think it’s already concerning that i relate to NO LONGER HUMAN out of all protags?? (and girl it pieces)#dazai kinnie#kinnie moment !#kin stuff#kinnie#hes so me its not fucking funny guys… but im making jokes abt it anyway><#bsd dazai#dazai bsd#bsd#bsd manga#bsd anime#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#silly posting:33#:333#uzi posts:3
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now that the seven busiest days of the year are FINALLY over, I can get back to my Maximus insanity. here have a close-up of the hands and arms that make guest appearances in every daydream I have ever had
#fun fact: every night i am getting absolutely WRECKED by him in bed because we’re Married™️#i will have more to say tonight but honestly what more is there to say#hands hands hanDS HANDS HANDS HANDSSSDS#i need him to grip me like the fleeting glimpse of happiness#i need to hold onto him like he’s my last chance of joy#ohh how i have missed being on this blog every day all day#this is my entire support system#having a rough time so i think i might rewatch gladiator#no one is having as bad a time as maximus#so we can be sad and lonely together#and then happy and fulfilled together! *sobs*#but anyway#salivating rolling on the floor screeching at volumes previously unknown to man over this picture#i wish i were that white dust all over his hands#i wish i were on my knees between his legs looking up at him while he holds my face in his hands#I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING#TO MAKE HIM SMILE#TO SEE HIM LAUGH#TO FEEL HIS SWEET TOUCH#gonna have a full on mental breakdown over him#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#text posts
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just scrolling looking at what the crunchyroll algorithm would spit out at me tonight when I came across this category and uh
... the best huh? Aaare you sure???
Are you really, really sure about that crunchyroll???
#this is absolutely not shiro slander dont get me wrong but uh... my man sure did fuck up some kids didnt he?#blue exorcist#blue exorcist anime#ao no exorcist#aoex#like he did his best and for the most part he was a GOOD dad but... the best???#i wouldn't quite go that far when he recruited one of his kids to be a child soldier and his brothers keeper at age 8#instilling a deep anxiety about living up to expectations and an even deeper resentment for his brother who's protection he was saddled with#and the other that he allowed to grow up thinking he was just a freak of nature destined to destroy everything he touched#when explaining what he was could have come with better coping mechanisms tools and skills to help him live in a world not made for him#& would have definitely helped him not have a mental breakdown when he inevitably found out what he was & was thrust into a whole new world#oh and would have helped him understand why he was being tossed out of the only home he knew now that he was “suddenly” not human#i may or may not have some feelings about how the Okumera boys were raised#ough the tragedy of a parent doing their absolute best they could have but their best not being enough#*takes a drag off a cigarette* poetic cinema
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something I’ve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I don’t think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldn’t have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasn’t because he didn’t feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone else’s. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldn’t allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasn’t, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isn’t immune to feeling despair, he’s just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think that’s why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous ‘oh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind it’ or ‘he can do better than that. he’s so weak’ or ‘come on, there’s no way he’d fall into despair, he’s the Ultimate Hope!’ This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didn’t feel despair the same way ‘normal people’ did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasn’t doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just… was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more ‘gung-ho’ about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junko’s unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesn’t all rest on Makoto, he’s just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, it’s clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.
“But… this world is so huge, and we’re so small. What can we do…? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!”
#makoto naegi#Danganronpa character analysis#Danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa future arc#I fucking love Makoto Naegi man.#I think there’s a fine line of nuance to Makoto that’s easy to miss bc he doesn’t really make it known#he’s not a pushover and he’s not overpowered. he’s a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said#he’s an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but he’s also just a normal guy who’s optimistic and (un)lucky#he isn’t invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did#if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. he’s compassionate to some of the worst people in the world.#he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything she’s done#and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend.#I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more he’s come to actually hate her though#post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do#it means you have zero respect for the person you’re referring to#and he speaks about her with some venom he doesn’t use for anyone else in the future arc#he’s not incapable of feeling negative emotions#I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didn’t refuse#and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like he’s either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick who’s so delicate#and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable.#honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually#I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself#that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally can’t be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels#it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it#it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic#anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for#the most fundamental thing about him is that he’s normal and that’s ok! that’s what helps him rise!
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Okay DBD fandom. Bear with me, this is stupid as hell, but I’m laughing uncontrollably on the floor of my room and I have to share.
For context, there was this show I used to watch: Galavant. It only ran for like two seasons back in 2015, but it was awesome. It was like this fantasy/comedy/musical type thing. I was recently reminded of its existence when I randomly heard one of the songs.
It was a song that they did in the show sang by this evil witch. When the main character meets her, you find out she owns this tavern, and it’s full of all these muscly dudes, so you’re like “oh he’s about to get the shit beaten out of him.” Long story short, no. The witch owns a gay bar, and instead of beating him up, they proceed to do a musical number titled “Off with His Shirt.”
I don’t even know if I have to elaborate more on this, but I’m cracking up at Charles and Edwin meeting Desire and it being exactly like this.
#ignore the fact that edwin would have a mental breakdown#for the sake of the joke#i’m going to pretend he would simply feel scandalized#instead of the likely scenario of it giving him ptsd#ALSO#again for the sake of the joke#ignore the fact that they’re like#kind of minors?#but we’re already kind of ignoring that?#as a fandom#especially with catwin#ages are weird there but who cares i guess#also i like to think that in the future#edwin grow increasingly more confident in his sexuality#and even his own body in that sense#now i’m rambling sorry#this entire post feels a little embarrassing#whatever tho#i’m not on this app to be cool lol#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#dbda#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#Spotify
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THIS GHESTIE HAS JUST FOUND OUT THEY PERFORMED BIBLE LIVE AND NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT IT!!!!!!
#I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD EVER PERFORM THIS LIVE ONLY TO FIND OUT THEY DID OMG#AND PAPA IS SINGING THE WRONG LYRCIS THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SONG AND ITS SO CUTE OMG#he is just like me i always mess up the lyrics lmao#tobias can you please please perform this again i want this no i need it#sorry i am having a mental breakdown rn#tobias forge#ghost#ghost band#papa emeritus#ghesties#the band ghost#ghost sweden
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the psychickers make saiki watch romantic killer and tease him cuz the protagonist is literally him if he didnt have esp
#im right#teruhashi and saiki relate to like. most of the conflict in the show though.#and the characters#theyre saiki if he didnt have powers and teruhashi if she actually registered her trauma#cough cough also kusuo and anzu r both characters that get aroace stereotypes pushed onto them COUGH COUGHHHHH#like its lovely to hc them as on the aroace spectrum but ppl in both fandoms do the whole-#'if u dont think theyre aroace ur supporting aroace erasure🤓' thing and its fucking stupid and gross#teruhashi would fucking cry at both saki and kazukis stories btw#i mean anyone would but it hits so hard for her#the fact that in the long run the thing that fucked kazuki over wasnt even his looks it was his genuine kindness.#that would give teruhashi a mental breakdown#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#toritsuka reita#aiura mikoto#akechi touma#pk psychickers#meows post
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I also don’t subscribe to the idea that sassy forced ted into having sex
#ted is mentally ill. he admits to having a breakdown. but that does not mean he did not fully consent to having sex??#’sassy ONLY shows up when ted is mentally ill she must have a radar for it so she can sleep with him!!!’#i do not think y’all understand how little she knows abt Ted#his mental health is not a topic of discussion for their hookups …??#like she does NOT know abt his panic attack in 1.07 or 2.10#bc like how would she#ted chose to have sex w sassy. now was that a smart idea on his behalf? who knows#but sassy isn’t his psychiatrist nor his friend lmao
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Looking at a transcript of episode 10 and I love how you can feel Izzy's fear just from reading this
And, um, in the meantime, maybe, you could, you know, polish things, or, maybe, swab the deck.
#aaaahhhh every time i think about how he was stuck dealing with a bunch of people who tried to kill* him and the only thing stopping them#was a complete mess of a man hiding in a blanket fort and on the verge of a total mental breakdown i just feel so many things for him#*i don't really think they would have killed him but i love the angst potential of imagining they were#our flag means death#ofmd#izzy hands
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'live up to your name' au where og knight of blood and iron javier gets "killed" in the middle of the plot but instead of dying he's transported to modern south korea, waking up in a random alleyway with no injuries whatsoever. and because he's a protagonist no matter what universe he is in, despite being deeply disoriented and confused when he sees a group of thugs harassing a guy he steps in and chases them off with no problem and barely any mention of cutting off limbs. and then after making sure the guy is okay he very sheepishly asks him if he could please help him because he was lost and had no idea of where he was or how he got there
and kim suho who just saw a gorgeous but obviously foreign stranger in awesome cosplay chase off his would be muggers with what looked like a real ass sword and is currently high and smitten in "oh thank god i didn't get my week's work salary stolen" endorphins and is about to have the weirdest week of his life innocently says "yes of course"
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#og javier asrahan#kim suho#listen i just need javier to be the fish out of water in modern south korea so badly my heart aches for it#of course as time goes on suho goes from believing javier is just a very in-character cosplayer to thinking he just found someone#having a very bad mental breakdown lol#but the guy Did save him and he thinks it would be a shitty move on his part to leave him to his own devices when he's clearly not well#so despite this being more than what he signed up for he decides to keep trying help him even if his help does switch from trying to locate#his hotel and maybe a group of friends if they're lucky to trying to corral him into going to a hospital or a police station where they can#find who this guy really is and why the fuck does he believe he's javier asrahan protagonist of his latest favorite novel#of course that all goes out of the window when by pure chance and a healthy dose of bad luck suho almost gets run over by dear truck-kun#and when javier shields him with his own body they find themselves back in lorasia. in the middle of the plot. the very tragic#very action filled very dangerous plot#still figuring out the later details but it would definitely involve a couple more switches between universes#and the subsequent adapting to a different world than your own shenanigans
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do you guys ever think about how keefe's biggest fear is his mother changing him and then. it happened.
#it's just that i was rewatching the hunger games#and that one quote where peeta told katniss “i just don't want them to change me” and katniss was like “change you how?”#and peeta was like “i don't know. turn me into something I'm not.”#and if you know what'll happen to him in the later movies...the quotes HURT.#and imo it fits keefe sooooo well too#we see him being afraid of gisela changing him into what she wants since neverseen#we've seen him confiding to sophie about it multiple times- how he doesn't want to be something he's not#and in legacy he became something he's not.#right IN FRONT of sophie.#we see how what gisela did to him affected him so badly in unlocked and stellarlune#how he was forced to chug down multiple elixirs even though it hurt so badly#how he accidentally hurt his friends and love#how he forced himself to isolate from everyone even though it was the LAST thing he wanted to do#how he was even afraid to SPEAK.#keefe from neverseen would have the biggest mental breakdown in the planet if he knows that gisela's plan will succeed later on#i think peeta and keefe are so different yet so similar#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#keefe sencen
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FEELING. INSPIRED. To share lesser known Moes (aka the Moe alts I forgor about/never quite fully fleshed out)
The wedding festival. The worst festival you could ever make it participate in. It is at its absolute fucking Worst here. It is So Fucking Mad.
I'm not exactly sure what I was doing with the outfit here LMFAOO I just thinking general Moe shapes... if I were to revisit this, maybe I'd play w a more distinctly masculine look. WHILE. Keeping those huge chunky heels. BECAUSE
The Idea here (though I did not perform it at all LMFAOO I couldn't resist giving Alfonse heels too....) but the IDEA HERE. Is the dreaded Heel Math. That, Moe is wearing heels tall enough, and Alfonse is wearing low enough/probably would have to be flats tbh for the two of them to actually be At Eye Level. Again. I did not do this here. But it was in my mind. And that's worth..... next to nothing. 👍
#moe alts#i think in my head/influenced that second doodle and tbh overall look.#there's this constant theme. between alfonse and moe. that's honestly mostly one-sided.#but it's this idea that alfonse is this perfect masculine figure in moe's head. that he represents something moe can't achieve#that moe will never live up to. that moe will always be a cheap knock-off of.#so moe does come off as more boyish.#so like. i have the Idea of heel math making them equal eye to eye. but i have the conflict ESP present in this particular festival.#like i think the heel math would work better for a ballroom alt actually. when it comes to weddings#oh god. oh fuck. it is ALLL about what moe can never be. all that moe resents. all of its failures.#bad at love bad at gender bad at. all of that. and more. it will be found having a breakdown in an outhouse about it.#could you fucking imagine. you can't even have a decent bathroom breakdown anymore. bc of isekai.#also yes sharena is the other half of moe's mentality. the other half of what it could never be. what it was 'supposed' to be.#somehow moe has to learn how to be a normal person about all of this and be a good friend.#moe tag#summoner oc#fe alfonse#my art
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