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The homoerotic tension between me and the killer that just threw me over his shoulder like I weigh nothing
#this is about my experience with dbd btw#ji woon hak literally would not leave steve harrington alone#he igored everyone else#just hurt me enough to make me fall#then he let me crawl away#only to pick me up and carry me#then he put me back down to repeat the viscious cycle#he even let me get healed/heal myself#it was the best game i ever played#i still died btw#ji woon hak#steve harrington#dbd#dbd killer#dead by daylight#homoerotism#homoerotic#gay#homoerotic tension
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fuck this. parkour yaoi pins
#im cryinf#parkour civilization#parkciv#evbo#seawatt#seawattgaming#clownpierce#emf#evbo’s master friend#feel free to print out but dont resell#i still find it funny the top 4 popular parciv charas one of them isnt even a cc#fanart#art#mcyt#btw halo: ini pin bakal gw jual goceng di cf19 o/
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So I've been thinking lately about how Mithrun is Kabru's dark mirror (more on that another time- it needs its own post), and I thought it interesting that one of their parallels is that they were both cared for by Milsiril, but in opposite directions. She took Kabru in as her foster after he was orphaned and tried to convince him not to become an adventurer. On the flip side, she helped rehabilitate Mithrun specifically so that he could rejoin the Canaries.
And I kept wondering: why?
For Kabru, obviously she loves him a whole lot- despite any other shortcomings in their relationship, I do believe that.
So I get why she tries to convince him not to go dungeoning, and, failing that, at least prepares him as thoroughly as she can.
But why help Mithrun? She used to hate Mithrun, but after realizing what a secretly twisted person he was, she actually thought of him more positively (oh, Milsiril). So it wasn't as if she held the kind of grudge that might motivate her to make his already-depleted life even more miserable by sending him back to the dungeons. And it wasn't that she felt bad for him either, since she didn't visit Mithrun for the first ~20 years of his recovery.
The Adventurer's Bible says that Utaya was the impetus for Mithrun returning to the Canaries, but Milsiril is the one who made the trip to see him and tell him about it.
Why would Milsiril work so hard to get her old coworker back into fighting fit? Why encourage him to return to such a dangerous lifestyle, when she was the one who chose not to mercy-kill him?
That last panel is such a crazy thing to hint at and then never elaborate on. Without it we could have just thought that Milsiril wanted the Canaries' work to continue without her, even if it seemed out of character. I think some people even assume she's just a natural caretaker as a foster mom and handwave it to include nursing Mithrun too. What could Milsiril's suspicious motives be? What does she gain from Mithrun joining the Canaries that isn't an altruistic desire to see dungeons safely sealed? Feeling a sense of responsibility for the work she left behind isn't an ulterior motive.
My theory is: Milsiril, knowing that Mithrun was empty save for the burning desire to face the demon again, wound him up like a clockwork doll and pointed him back at the dungeons.
Hoping that he'd eliminate the biggest threat to Kabru's life, before it was too late for him.
Milsiril the puppetmaster.
#Mithrun#Milsiril#Kabru#btw I'm working with the only translations I could find sorry#so keep that in mind#like it just seemed WEIRD to me#that gloomy introverted Milsiril#who left the life of a Canary behind#decided to do this Canary-adjacent work of helping this guy#maybe the queen made her do it because so many people died and they needed more Canaries idk!#but why would anyone pick Milsiril as a life coach? I really think it was her own choice#it's so interesting how we get these hints of a downright sinster Milsiril#I really like the complicated relationship she and Kabru have#struggling to fully humanize him from her elven perspective#but still taking him seriously wrt: his fears over being a monster or his desire to go to a party!#crazy stuff there#everything about Kabru and adjacent to Kabru is insane what a character
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things in DC canon i’ll literally never get over
1. dick finds out batman replaced him as robin (without asking him) from the NEWSPAPER and simultaneously finds out bruce adopted a new kid without telling him (to make things worse: bruce didn’t even adopt dick)
2. dick finds out jason died from the newspaper (AGAIN? REALLY BRUCE?) and bruce had the fucking funeral WITHOUT HIM while he was still in space
#i’m only like 80% sure these are fully canon btw#correct me if i'm wrong#dc comics#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#robin!jason#batman#batman comics#nightwing#batman and robin#ok yes ik there’s a reason bruce didn’t adopt dick#aka he didn’t want to replace dick’s father#but imagine being a teenager and your foster dad adopts a kid without even telling you#and then giving him YOUR name without asking#like no one would feel great about that#i will never forgive bruce for not telling dick jason died / having the funeral without him#though i do love some yummy angst#where hood!jason yells at dick for not even being at the funeral#and dicks like ‘i was still in fucking space!’#like yes bruce was grieving but BRO thats ur other son come on
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Had a weird dream
#if i had a nickle for every isat dream ive had id have 2 nickles#which isnt a lot but its still weird it happened twice#mira almost dies here somehow btw#idk why tho ig the golf cart aura got her#shes fine tho#phone doodle#in stars and time#isat#this dream escalates weird#sorry i have nothing else to post
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they are best friends and siblings and i love them both so dearly. featuring piercings bc i stand strong in my belief that they would
#leo valdez#piper mclean#rachiebee art#heroes of olympus#leo valdez fanart#piper mclean fanart#annabeth chase#jason grace#percy jackson#nico di angelo#will solace#they're all on the photowall btw i didnt just add those tags for fun#might reblog w/out the overlays later#anyway its upsetting to me in toa when reyna becomes leo's “big sister” and he only gets one on screen scene with piper#what do you MEAN he has a line abt a sister and its not piper#i'm of the devout belief that the only reason leo ended up actually considering people his family after everything was BECAUSE of piper#and jason too damn word limit#reyna and leo is cute i love them as ace buddies but i wish he got like#more time to reunite w piper. idk. and i know its from apollos pov but still#anyway thats a mini rant in the tags sorry ive been thinking about it more and more
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My first 15 hours in Death Stranding
#conscydraws#death stranding#sam porter bridges#illustration#artists on tumblr#video games#meme#when i went out today the weather was pretty much like that. worse even.#i came back in 10 minutes fully soaked#thought how nice it would be to have clothes alike Sam's#it's also fair to say that i'm slowly moving towards a personal artstyle#been playing with lasso and airbrush and found out that it's much more effective and quicker than anything i did prior#which means i will be able to make moar art! :))))#about the illustration. i was keeping one particular location in mind from the first part of the map. there i died several times#although i depicted the stones not so accurately can you guess where it is? 😁#i still haven't finished the game btw#death stranding fanart
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black ice☺️
#i liked when he broke his back falling from a plane#aph russia#hws russia#ivan braginsky#hetalia#hws#myart#i have some fun color versions of this that ill rb the post with rq. i liek dis a lot rn but ill draft it for tomorrow and hope i still do#fave#he's like. laying on his back btw. idk maybe its cause i woke up but im wondering if that's clear
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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]
#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#arting#pizzaposting#so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that#and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it#not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine#he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to#who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower#making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino#i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now#nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact#he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that#and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine#is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf#gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo#pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here#''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''
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Now Presenting: Evangeline Shaw (Angel) (She/They)
#salivates#she's so pretty#something about black fems and died hair#I projected onto them by making them black#but I still live by my thought that David and Asher are dating each others counterparts#so other than her being the opposite complexion of Asher#they carry the same vibe#the only thing Asher has quote on quote over them is the heterochromia#but as I have said before THEY ARE BASICALLY THE SAME#YOU ARENT SLICK#DAVID SHAW#anyway#I wuv them#rawr#Angel and Babe black besties#nods#take a shot everytime i make a listener blsck cause I resonate with them#there's a lot#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted fanart#redacted angel#btw I named her Evangeline because I thought it was pretty#but I think it's funny that it's eerily close to#evangelical angels#it was not intentional#I think
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I was just playing that night. Just for fun, okay? I'm no longer with the gang. We don't have to meet again. Save us both the trouble. You are lying.
Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME, Ep. 09
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#usernuria#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#still here btw. if you even care#maybe if i got over him crying i could move on. but i cant so here we are
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The chatterbox good university student and assistant, a young, a bit overconfident and bossy puppy:
His smart, cute and silver tongued university teacher, a gremlin with glasses:
The teacher's sexy husband with a fierce look but an heart of gold, a smug gymbro leader of a huge company:
I need to write a story with these three. ✍🏻
#I need to write a story with the lotus trio#I need to draw something with the lotus trio#I need to watch the lotus trio#I need the lotus trio#I also need to rest but this is another story#Anyway#i am still here#And I'm late#I'm late to post my monthly fic#it's almost done#I have started to rewatch the drama again btw#i love it#cdrama#chinese drama#mysterious lotus casebook#lian hua lou#li lianhua#li xiangyi#di feisheng#xiao shunyao#cheng yi#fang xiaobao#joseph zeng#feihua
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its always the bbgs who die that stick with me
#ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#v2#my art#doodles#ill stick this in both tags its slightly colored but still messy so it counts#btw i didnt know she dies#and i was so excited to fight her#i was heartbroken haha#BTW BTW those are her four wings STUCK together!! like bunched up#i didnt forget the rest#i just enjoy folding them like that
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i don’t even fucking care
#house md#house spoilers#hilson#the fact that house is consistently selfish. that he’s an addict. he’s always in pain#but he gave up his vicodin for wilson. mind you the pain in his thigh must have been excruciating#bc consistently whenever he’s extremely stressed or worried the pain gets worse#but wilson is still his priority. he put wilson above the burning pain god man😭#him giving up his freedom HIS LIFE for someone who has less than half a year to live like oh my god#the love house has for wilson actually makes me sick bc even outside of the cancer arc house has done things for wilsons sake#like almost killing himself just to help him and amber. drugging him at that one conference from s6#he’s an asshole often times but he truly is the only constant in his life. they both are for each other#i actually feel sick. im not on everybody dies yet (im on the c word rn) but god idk how im gonna get thru this😭#5x13 big baby#8x19 the c word#1x01 everybody lies#8x22 everybody dies#7x15 bombshells#8x21 holding on#where the quotes are from btw#sorry for the essay in tags
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thinking about, despite everything, Garmadon still truly loved his son
#THROWSUP & DIES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH U DONT UNDERSTAND#like. even though darkness or evil or whatever consumed him he still loved him#which makes the oni trilogy SO MUCH FUCKING WORSE CAUSE THAT LOVE IS GONE!!!!!!!!!!#and lloyd is like 'well... maybe he still loves me under all that darkness like all the times before!!!' BUT ITS GONE#i have only watched up to s9 btw so ermm idk whats goin on now LOL this is kinda based on the first seasonish#lloyd garmadon#lord garmadon#ninjago#ninjago lloyd#ninjago garmadon#my art#god i just think about them so much i love them#100#200
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I read LoTF some days ago and to no one’s surprise my favourite character ended up being Piggy
#i read it in german though lul#lord of the flies#lotf#lotf fandom#lotf piggy#lotf fanart#lord of the flies piggy#i cried so hard when he died#had to put the book down for some minutes#like i had the suspicion he would die from the beginning but still#i cried#art#artists on tumblr#my art#original art#i drew this at school btw
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