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stargir1z · 2 years

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the hologram: a peer to peer social technology of care

#i started crying reading this lol #on piracy #on care #on intimacy #on solidarity #this tag is basically my process report that i will hand in with the diss at the end of the project so

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kitamars · 24 days

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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade

#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol #also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been #played. somehow #their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying #anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr #school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe #have a good day and week! :3 #spiderman #peter parker #marvel #ok bye

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vngful · 1 year

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#THEYRE SO BABYYYYYY #i just wanna wrap them into my arms and protect them bruh #fuck you sparda #😭😭😭#i just started reading visions of V lol.#sparda shoulda been there to protect them i hate him #😭😭😭😭😭#sparda twins #devil may cry #vergil sparda #dmc #dante sparda #dmc 5 #devil may cry 5 #dmc memes #vergil dmc #dante dmc

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thefabledpheasant · 6 months

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I just saw a tiktok by @jacklesspn that showed a picture of Cas with the text:

“remembering he’s never been told he’s loved”

WHAT??? Oh my god I’ve never considered NO ONE has ever said that to him and now it’s all I can think about.

How could you do this to me.

How could they do this to him.

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maxthesillyy · 2 months

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thinking about. i dont know how to phrase this really but. chloe and frank.

like. when Chloe killed Frank i (, personally,) feel like her guilt from it was less because she killed Frank, and More because she Killed Someone (and their dog).

but!!! thats not to say she didnt feel guilty for killing Frank. because she definitely did. because on some level. despite everything. despite all of his shitty behavior. a part of her still cared for him. that tiny 15-17ish year old part in her still cared for him.

because that 15-17ish year old with intense abandonment issues in her only had. a small handful of people in her life that actually cared for her, and when THOSE few people aren’t even doing the best job at it— it’s no shit that Chloe’s standards for Good Friends are going to be Immensely dropped.

and so. it’s kind of like what happened with Rachel, but WAY less intense. when she found someone who didn’t hate her, and was willing to hang around her—after so so long of people hating her and not wanting to be around her— it makes sense that part of her would kinda latch onto them a little bit.

and so, even after all of the shit she’s learned he did— even when Frank starts to hate her— even when he threatens Max and her’s lives— part of her keeps remembering him as one of the few guys who stuck around when no one else did.

it’s just that. no matter how bad the person— if you’ve known someone for years, and they were one of the only nice people to you in a town where theres like. four people that are nice to you— it’s gonna hurt if you kill them. even if it was self defense. even if it was entirely their own fault— even if you two aren’t on even remotely good terms anymore.

ESPECIALLY for such a sentimental person like Chloe. taking that in consideration it makes me wonder. maybe she didn’t feel bad for killing Frank. maybe she felt bad for killing the person Frank used to be to her. but maybe she realized that That Frank already died long ago.

but yeah. im mentally ill. take everything i said with a grain of salt considering it is 12:07 AM.

#my thoughts are a mixture of coherentness but also just enough of radio static that i cant write much of it out Correctly #but anyways dont you think it’s a little fucked that.#and maybe im reading it wrong but #like.#she really wanted to be friends with him in bts #she was really put that position #god idk #feel free to discuss about the whole. “chloe felt bad for killing Somebody not just frank” thing. that’s not something im 100% set in stone #with LOL. im open to other interpretations of it #that isnt to say the rest of this isnt open to discussion— but that part In Particular is #this post is mostly about how “frank was chloes friend” more than anything #it’s about how. out of the entire town. the shitty drug dealer is one of the guys who gives an actual shit about her #and about how. something happened in between BTS and LIS to make them hate eachother #like YES the 5000 dollar debt but that just CANT be it can it? was it rachel’s disappearance that destroyed them?#or did frank start declining after the whole dameon thing??? WHAT CHANGED THEM…..#anyways im sure im not the first to think of this and im ready to hear other peoples opinions on it #SCREAMING AND CRYING BC CHLOE IS LITERALLY SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER BUT PEOPLE ARE TOO MISOGYNISTIC TO SEE IT RAHGDHSGSHGA #if i had a nickel for every time i said “even” “despite” or “because” in this post i’d be rich #life is strange is a game about tragedy. and. misogyny.#ALSO TAKE IN CONSIDERATION. if u read this far.#that chloe likely met frank Before she was Really Truly convinced that there was zero hope for her to find somebody who cared for her #so it took a lot less effort for someone like frank to leave an imprint on chloe atp of her life.#and also partly why it was So Much More intense with rachel #hoping to god this is coherent #lis #life is strange #chloe price #frank bowers #rachel amber #…. i really doubt it will happen

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dizzybizz · 1 year

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mr medicine seller i love you, may i steal your gender please and thank you

#yall i havent been posting bc i havent rlly been finishing anything 😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyways have an artstyle crisis scribble #mononoke medicine seller #kusuriuri #my art #also berries if u ever read this just know i think about the stoner medicine seller and snufkin page so often #everytime i see the medicine seller or listen to the op i think about it and its still so funny to me #i look through all the magma pages every so often and they make me so happy its unbelieveble #ok thats enough sappy shit in the tags i need to stop lol #to me hes the you ever see a man so beautiful you start crying meme

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la-pheacienne · 2 months

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Me trying to get my mutuals to care about my newest hyperfixation

#found this in my drafts lol #this joke has certainly been made before #but i couldn't help myself i opened the first page and started laughing/crying #les miserables #victor hugo #les mis letters #lm 1.1.1 #aspa reads les mis

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toaster-fire-art · 9 months

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guess who binge read jjk in a night :')

#my art #toasterfireart #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #sorry to everyone #i'm unwell #yuji itadori #itadori yuji #choso kamo #jjk itadori #jjk choso #screaming crying throwing up #the brainrot settled into my bones like lead #ok that started when I 1st started watching it and then everything went down hill and I was like no i have to read it #idk if i like it but i have so so many sketches now you'll see...#i still don't know how to tag for anime fandoms they scare me sometimes #lol

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shannonsketches · 6 months

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he's so important to me

#i guess i need to watch the anime but super's manga has just been a self-indulgent fever dream for me from start to finish #100000/10 absolutely perfect so validating so extremely catered to my tastes and headcanons and analyses and humor #so fucking funny and emotional and intense and goofy and beautifully drawn #my beautiful son getting to finally fucking see his HARD won character growth fucking shine and choose love and choose to be loved!!!!!!#Goku just being Goku Vegeta being Team Dad Piccolo being Team Grandpa Bulma being a fucking superstar keeping everybody organized and fed #god i love this squad i love this series i love these dumbasses and their struggles and their triumphs and their stupid childish bonding #I love that Toriyama just spent the last several years reminding the class that DB as a whole has always been an ACTION-COMEDY about LOVE #and I'm SO sad that the z anime really never did it justice in that sense because of having to fill time with dramatic tension but god. GOD #THE MANGA HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO CLEAR ON THAT THESIS.#Just all about Restorative Justice and Community and CARING even when you wish SO MUCH that you didn't care but yoU DO GODDAMMIT!!!#SUCH a great series I'm so sad it took losing mr t for me to finally read it but my god I needed to read it now and I'm so glad he wrote it #and i'm SO glad he wrote it Exactly Like This #once again rip to a legend i'm caught up and crying it's so perfect it's SO everything I've wanted to see onscreen and embedded in canon #and canon isn't everything but it still feels gREAT to be SO 1:1 on the same page with an author re: how you interpret your blorbo yknow???#been rotating this man in my head for 25 years and Mr Toriyama just mWAH kissed me on the forehead about it #anyway enough tag rambles I'm off again aklsjla #bonus for that kenpachi shit and letting him say 'sorry dude I can't be cold and numb anymore but this is still cathartic as fuck lol' like #mr t i hope you see the HIGHEST tier of heaven for that (and obviously for like everything all of it the whole life you led)#dbtag

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fisheito · 3 months

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Super important question. Do you think Yakumo is ticklish?

wait hold on i have to look this up

#scrunches my face in serious contemplation while i scroll thru the results #my instinct said no #and upon reading the results for ARE SNAKES TICKLISH #seems like snakes ...according to the science so far... cannot feel ticklish #they may have sensitive areas that will make them go >:\ ???? or :O?!?!? if u touch em #making me think about From The Earth Nectar again #where yakumo (human version) is a bit sensitive after moulting #so he was actually a bit ticklish with his fresh skin. yeah. i'll incorporate that into my headcanon #my urge to stay somewhat true to science banishes me to the Boring Corner where yakumo isn't ticklish #especially not as a snake. but maybe in human form he gets a bit sensitive in certain areas #not like tickle torture level where you can poke his ribs and he'll yelp/start crying #but. uh. he's already so jumpy that he doesn't need to be ticklish to startle at an unexpected touch. you know??!#part of me DID consider... what if.. yakumo ticklish on his sides or smth #that's giving us another way to reduce him to tears............very tempting #for now i'll give him this ONE thing #this ONE advantage (?) in bodily control #i personally am not very ticklish so i'm also just going with the easiest-to-imagine headcanon #the few situations where someone manages to find a ticklish millimeter on me and i risk punching them out LOL #it's automatic and not a fun time for anyone involved #anon do you have thoughts about a ticklish yakumo?#are you about to open my eyes to another dazzling dimension?#nu carnival yakumo

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notnormalme · 5 months

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WELCOME TO THE NEXT PART BECAUSE IN THE LAST EVERYTHING I WANTED TO SHOW DIDN'T FIT!!!

I will also say that I am sad that we didn't get any sketches of Dante or Olivier and I hope that we'll get to see them in future (I will spend the rest of my money on it as I did this time) 😭

BACK TO THE TOPIC

I thought I'd share more Noé

BC OMG LOOK AT HIM

The initial idea for Noé reminds me a lot of Kunikida from bsd and I'm very happy about it because Kunikida is my favorite character

Also, as you can see, Noé has been working as a waiter for a very long time

FSHFAHARSUTJSTSJGKDGKDG

I'm sorry that some of the photos have a different color, but I took them under a different light 😭

I AM 100% SURE THAT THIS GUY DOESN'T HAVE A DRIVING LICENSE

At one point, Mrs. Jun said that she was missing something in the character of Vanitas and when she asked her friend for advice, he said that he was very much in the style of her main characters. When asked to present his vision of the main character's appearance HE SUGGESTED THIS HAIRSTYLE

Jun ultimately rejected it BUT some of it was preserved in Vanitas' bangs! As you'll notice earlier, his hair was much messier and then it started to look more cut

Personally, I think he looks like aph Poland

I think that's all I've prepared???

BUT I'M HAVING A GOOD DAY SO I WILL SHARE SOME NICE ART EHEH

Nice art in question

Yes, I'm one of those people who watches this one scene from the opening on a loop (⁠・⁠// –⁠ //・⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

#vanitas no carte #vnc #mochizuki jun #vanitas #noe and vanitas #noe #noe archiviste #vnc bonus #vaninoe #VANITAS IN THE CAR?#I started crying when I read that Jun drew less Vanitas and Noé at some point because she took up Dante and Jeanne #DANTE MENTIONED!!!#les memoires de vanitas #I still feel nervous about posting this lol #And it's not like I've been crying about Astsuhi Sakurai again for several days now #Olivier is so much like him #I can't wait for the new chapter

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kaet-draws · 5 months

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woe, throws a dmc oc at you

#dmc oc #devil may cry oc #shohei vu #*myoc #hiiiiii yes i can NEVER resist putting shohei into new media #tho this time theyre small!!! theyre not starting off as an adult in dmc like every other thing i put them in #btw ive been posting more on my main twitter again but twitter wont get to know my inane thoughts that i put in these tags #anyway vergils gonna be put into the torment nexus of mentorship/fatherhood...2! while simultaneously trying to mend his relationships #ty for reading #dmc #<-organization tag lol

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sysig · 9 months

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Handplates and haircut and more Handplates after that (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Sans #Phases of reading Handplates: Haircut edition #Lol #Started rereading before the haircut and finished after!#It took about four days - same as my original run on reading Vargas! Huh - which was only one over my projection #I say ''about'' because I did take a fifth day and catch up on all the solo Handplates images as well #All the ones in the main gallery were read along with the main comics tho lol they're important context!#Really I just couldn't read Gaster's ''tear a paper perfectly in half'' without the followup lol #I am planning a full reread sometime in the future but probably not for a while lol - need to simmer #But I know there's even more context than just the DA galleries! Like the QnAs!! Wanna read Everything in order lol #But for now I'm just happy to have finally read the whole main comic (and all the solo pieces on DA lol)#It really is a beautiful piece of work ♥ More context is not the only reason I want to reread!#I have a few things in my notes I wrote for my future self to look out for on rereads lol #Want to study more! Look at the visual language ♥ There's just so many lovely things #Oh yeah! Does anyone remember my tears rating system? X/5 💧?#Well Handplates scores at 💧💧💧💧! :D A very good crying score!#Several scenes that reliably make me cry <3 Yes I have gone back and cried multiple times to them lol #It's important data! <Said not at all similarly to any particular scientist at all (lol)#I did actually find myself empathizing with Gaster wanting to study Papyrus' and Sans' glitch abilities - and thinking about intent to harm #The data collection isn't the problem it's all the everything about how and why he was collecting the data in the first place #Being someone who also collects data as a way to make sense of and not be overwhelmed by - well anything and everything lol #Sans calling him out was really interesting to me! Obviously he deserves to be called out lol but That Particular Action wasn't The Problem #Now if he could just use his coping mechanism in a positive helpful way lol #Anyway lol the images in the post that I'm rambling on pfft - as I mentioned I broke out my colour cube :)#Both of them but I've only really been playing with my 2x2 - I reviewed my notes and remembered!#The haircut really does feel nice ahh <3 I just feel more me in short hair :)#And I really did hurt my hand from drawing too much lol I guess three full pages in one day was asking a lot

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hanzajesthanza · 2 months

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beauclair is THEEEE winter wonderland and though i think cdpr did a beautiful job at creating it during its summer months in blood and wine, i feel a certain kind of loneliness that the summery toussaint is its most popularly imagined version, because the winter motif is the dream motif is the illusion motif is the beauty and love and fairytale…

#like they are snowed in thats the whole thing the world is all white and pure and cold around them…#sorry i made the mistake of reading goodreads reviews for lady of the lake at 2 am #snowed in their little fairytale vale 🥺#that and the hanza is absent LOL #winter + hanza = what makes beauclair beauclair in the books so its weird in retrospect to have a beauclair without them #the elbow-high diaries #the hanza wearing furs and thick fabrics… noble getups to remain their false identities…#angoulême got to wear dresses…#angoulême in beauclair is everything to me lol ok i need to stop or ill start crying

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#i know im way too intense and melodramatic #but i keep feeling so sad and starting to cry constantly bc everything reminds me of him #like when im outside and feel the breeze against me all i can think is how i'll never walk next to him and know what his hand feels in mine #when im going on an errand i think of im never gonna do it with him and feel his hand on the small of my back #and turn my head to look up at him while we're talking abt anything and everything #when im on my walks i get so sad bc i've fantasized a million times abt going on different kinds of walks with him #but now i dont even have the hope that i'll ever get to go on a walk with him and point at all the birds i see #or show him the snails i find :c or talk to him or walk in comfortable silence #when it rains .. he reminds me of rain and i feel so sad bc i'll never be held or hold him while it rains outside #when im in the grocery store all i can think abt is how he will never occupy the empty space around me #i'll never get to walk up next to him while he browses a shelf and grab his arm and pull him close to me #i'll never get to put my arms around his waist and feel him pull me close and rest my head against his shoulder #it's all i can think abt....#when i read a book or watch a show i wanna talk to him abt it. when smth happens i want to tell him #i wont ever get to cook for him or take care of him or listen to his worries and try to be there for him #i'll never get to play video games or watch movies with him #the loss of him hurts so bad bc it's just him him him for me (i know it cant be anymore i know) but no one is him #i keep wondering what he'd think of this or that or just like literally everything #i dont know.. i just keep crying bc i think of it all the time and it hurts so bad bc ???#also he's the only one i've felt safe and comfortable showing certain sides of aspect of myself. i never thought it was possible but w him #it was. so idk i feel so hollow on my own account lol... i feel selfish bc ofc i care abt him and want him to be happy but i hurt sm too so

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zeroreasonstocare · 5 months

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Checking in on everyone with a Choso pfp. How are you holdin' up, homie?

HIIII thank you for the check in! I am sooo sad but I will live!! It will be okay Choso nation!!

#trust!!#choso kamo #choso #i miss my wife tails #I read the leaks and genuinely started crying #i think my period is coming #lol #jjk259 #jjk manga spoilers

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