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finally got around one of the big mental blocks of chapter 8 because i finally figured out some bit with what jason would say to reader and oh my god guys this is all spoilers but. oh my god you dont know how much this is just tears tears tears tears why is he such a good fucking person after everything he has done and been done to him i hate him i hate him oh my god
#sophie speaks#series:www#i sound insane i AM insane#:-: like. what a massive arsehole#sophie once again falling to themes of the inherent good of humanity ✌️😔#i. god. hes gonna deserve the inevitable punch to the face he gets i stg#is the chapter coming out anytime soon you ask?? fuck knows i am on new meds again lmfao#me whenever i am not in total constant pain: oh my god i can write again fuck yeah#priorities amirite
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this can't just be me but do you ever hear a YouTubers voice and immediately click off because you just can't stand how they sound and don't know why. even if the content itself is fine
#theres so many good video essays i absolutely can not watch bc their voice just drives me insane#idk why im like this omg#i think if any voice sounds 'fake' it makes me feel super unsettled#i am begging YouTubers to pls use their normal talking voice 😭
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going insane thinking about the harrow and palamedes friendship. harrow, who has never met another necromancer her age forming a bizarro 3D chess rivalry while pal worries about her safety at every possible turn. harrow, who is up to her eyebrows in paranoia and secrecy, trusting the sixth house with gideon unconscious and hurt, letting them into the ninth house quarters unsupervised. if “i cannot conceive of a universe without you in it” is goth for i love you, “death first to vultures and scavengers” has got to be goth for i love you (platonic). pal’s first reaction when harrow comes into his bubble in the river is to scoop her up in a hug, and at this point she doesn’t remember anything about him because cutting out all her memories of gideon is impossible without cutting out memories of the sixth, but she still makes him a skelehand to inhabit anyway. when harrow’s memories are finally whole, she tells dulcinea she couldn’t face pal knowing that his pen pal girlfriend died on her account, but the next time she “faces” him, palamades’s soul is in someone else’s body and harrow’s body is full of nona’s soul. he spends six months protecting and caring for harrow’s body (and nona obv), believing in the possibility of bringing her back to it the same way cam believed in him. “god, do you know i miss harrow terribly.” and by the time harrow comes back to her body at the very end of ntn, pal is gone forever, fully pauled. the last time harrow and palamades see each other as their complete selves is in canaan house, alive and unlyctored. two of the smartest and loneliest people in the solar system meet each other in the worst of circumstances and spend the rest of the story dancing around each other as fragments of themselves, trying to care about each other in the interim but never fully meeting like they did the first time. a friendship made almost entirely of missing the other person. “do you know i miss harrow terribly.” god. i need to lie down
#behold: a block of text i do not feel like putting paragraph breaks in#i am so fucking crushed that they try so hard to take care of each other in different ways but never see each other ever again#he gave her a lift you off the floor hug in the bubble and she didnt even know why.#the thing that made him miss harrow was ‘look at me like you’ve worked out how to kill me’ bc he knows scowling is her display of affection#she couldn’t even REMEMBER him in htn but she helped camilla find his soul and put him back together anyway#is this anything. am i sounding as insane as i feel#tlt#harrowhark nonagesimus#palamedes sextus#katie don’t look#ntn spoilers#htn spoilers#gtn spoilers
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and they were galpals
#oh i am SO predictable#alternative captiob to this post: welll... good luck babes!#but idk if the dndadders like chappel roan☹️#also lawl this is gonna sound SO stupid but as a lesbian this is. so INSANELY important to me😭#i will write so much fanfiction#for the firsy time in my life#i will write an essay anf publish it when s3 ends#if theyre not canon i will cry myself to sleep until the day i die#dndads#dungeons and daddies#apple pie#IDK I SAW SOMEONE PITCH THAT AD THEIR SHIP NAME AND A PART OF ME MELTED#Kelsey Grammar#is it with an e or an a?? nobody knows#Trudy Trout#someone notify my asap whrn we collectively agree on a ship name#the peachyville horror#peachyville#love them so so so much#god dammit they did it again#hey siri play heaven is a place on earth and do it NOW#me and my girl when we're literally trudy and kelsey
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。Anemoia 。
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#yashiro nene#aoi akane#minamoto teru#hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#done after chapter 112 if I remember correctly?#tbhk fanart#jshk fanart#my art#already posted on twitter but I still kinda like it yay#there are some errors but I am too lazy to fix rn#I wanna call this arc like this for now bc it sounds cool but ig the official term will be like new timeline arc??#tumblr is so so empty it's insane#honestly if there were more people it would be my 100% place to go#Twitter is toxic af and Instagram is Instagraming (Twitter is bad since X too tbh)#so welp
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#devil’s minion#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand#daniel molly#daniel x armand#ah yes the sleep of an infant! tabula rasa! totally normal not at all ominous thing to say to these two men you've severely mindfucked#insane#also as a 90s vampire kid i am constitutionally incapable of hearing the words 'tabula rasa' without immediately jumping to buffy#in the btvs s6 episode 'tabula rasa' willow uses her supercharged psychic witchy powers to make her girlfriend forget they're fighting#she's terrified tara will leave her so she makes her blissfully unaware of their recent relationship turmoil#hmm doesn't sound relevant at all#definitely doesn't sound like anyone we know who preserves any semblance of domestic happiness at the cost of their partners' agency#siri play under your spell/standing reprise#anyway obviously tabula rasa is much broader concept than mind controlling your queer lover in vampire media lmao#but it wouldn't surprise me if it was a nod. i think it's a fun little connection to a work clearly inspired by the vampire chronicles#and it wouldn't be the only show detail referencing works directly inspired by/referencing tvc#see the copy of a book called 'the savage garden' in daniel's ny apartment in episode one#my edits
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it's me and my extremely specific 'subspace saw zuka almost like a parental figure before zuka left blackrock' headcanon against the world
#phighting#phighting art#subspace phighting#zuka phighting#art#subspace#zuka#predisaster tag#though it's a very very baby subspace but you know#i have nothing to back this headcanon up by the way. other than the fact that i'm smart as fuck and right about everything ever#i could probably write a more in-depth post about them here on tumblr since there's not a strict character limit here unlike on twitter...#it would make me sound like an insane person. but i am an insane person in general so it's fine
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#Danny Phantom#because i'm so close to finalizing part one of FOtPoD & i want to post it so bad but also i'm so nervous i might just freeze & never do it#i need to take a break from this fic for a while after part one is posted cuz i literally am going insane lol#hopefully not too long though cuz there's 12 parts & i'd like to publish all of them#in the meantime i will be sitting in my room vibrating at the speed of sound blasting music & going crazy
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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Missing Limbs - Espera, Vessel and the crowd 🥺🩷💙
The girls look so so beautiful here and LISTEN TO THEM. Vessel sobs HARD at the end 🥺💔
#ignore me singing ignore the glitches etc etc#this is probably my most favourite video of last night (from the ones i took)#they were incredible. Espera are so amazing it's unreal. Their voices simply carry over the arena with such a beautiful grace#and Vessel? well#it's extremely hard to put into words just how that much more in love with that man i am#he was so! idk guys. it was surreal#if he sounds amazing here imagine irl. it really is a completely different experience#i am so so thankful and proud of that guy it's insane.#he really puts 1000% of himself there and it SHOWS and you can tell and it's just amazing#and the crowd. guys. it was beautiful 🥺💖#i kinda have no words rn to fully explain it. i'm simply in awe. my heart was real tight the whole time 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#AAAAAAAAAAA i love him so much and i love you guys and the girls and the rest of band SO SO MUCH and the crew and aaaaaaaa#yeah 🥹💖#sleep token#sleep token vessel#espera#sleep token tog tour#london ritual
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some more shippy drawings :33 some polycule stuff n some w/ just abe n confucius bc i haven’t drawn just them yet.,,.
#art#clone high#clone high season two#clone high jfk#clone high confucius#clone high abraham lincoln#clone high abe#topher bus#clone high topher#abe x confucius#IDK WHAT THEIR SHIP NAME IS writhes around#I ALSO STILL DONT KNOW WHAT THE POLYCULE SHIP NAME IS EITHER 😭😭#they all are v important to me……#also the way they’re all trans and autistic….insane….#abe n confucius are also v important on their own i enjoy them a lot#tall people romance…………real..#i feel like the ‘watching shitty horror movie together’ scenario is obligatory for any ship#makes sense bc its always v silly to think abt#i am so normal abt them…..so completely normal……….#ive been informed it is abefucius? that sounds right actually#abefucius
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it's actually insane to me how many rvb fans have only gotten into the show in the past like 2 years. looking at the survey results so far is breaking my brain i think because 2022-2024 is in the top three for that question currently. like in the time between zero/family shatters and restoration there was practically NOTHING happening with the series what do you mean this many people STARTED watching it then?? also i see so many people on my dash who are like "watching for the first time i'm on season 6 teehee" HELLO?? should-should i tag for spoilers on my rvb posts??
#rvb#red vs blue#gonna probably at least start putting the season number as a tag so people who care will likely have it muted but idk#this show is the same age as me i feel insane for tagging spoilers from like. season 7#i am an adult with an apartment#i imagine that this is how greys anatomy fans feel#this isn't a diss on the new fans btw im glad u are enjoying my fave guys#i'm just worried it's gonna sound like#rvb season one spoilers: church gets shot by a tank#does that make sense? like SPOILERS there's ai units in the halo-inspired series. who woulda thought
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vox man feeding his pet the cat that he likes because it looks like his nasty ex
ugly moth man ugly robe ugly ugly he looks like my aunts wardrobe if the moths inside mutated from the mothball and raided her closet
the silly ❤️ the pokie 😂The oompy loompy floompy 😂😂😂!! SHE IS HUNTNG ME DOWN !! HELP 😂😂!!
#okay i know i sound insane new followers i am a normal 🙏🙏🙏#drawing#art#fanart#lemonart#hazbin vees#hazbin hotel vees#the vees#hazbin velvette#hazbin hotel velvette#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#vox#valentino#hazbin art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fandom#hazbin hotel fanart#val#hazbin valentino#hazbin hotel valentino#velvette fanart#vox fanart#valentino fanart#cat alastor#cursed cat alastor
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hai I have been busy. Here’s a Reigen redraw from last month :3
#mp100#cowardly draws#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#arataka reigen#dimple#I need to get back into the swing of things uruhhjhrghuhh#expect an oc art dump soon. But I’m Mad about it bc I’m going through mob psycho withdrawal. Do I sound insane? Because I am insane#ok. bye for now
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like i get bruce won't kill joker or whatever (boooooooooo 🙄) but doesn't new jersey or gotham have death penalty? if not, there's no way for joker to be tried by federal justice after how many war crimes this man committed? and then promptly executed, bc i don't think the insanity plea holds to multiple accounts of mass murder, serial killing and premeditated kills
#like#how long can an insanity plea last#how many times can you realistically plead insanity#because he is a mass murderer and you can allegedly say it is a psychotic break#sure#but what about the serial killing#with sadistic leanings to boot#and the PREMEDITATED KILLING#can you be insane if you have this level of planning?#and i'm against the death penalty in real life because my country doesn't have hundreds of serial killers#but if there was as many as gotham? well well well we're bringing out the guillotine#batman#bruce wayne#joker#the joker#dc#robin dc#dc robin#am i sounding like#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson
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Omg nobody is saying eddie is queer because he had a few bad relationships with women like can we sit here and be honest with ourselves and say that HIS RELATIONSHIPS (excluding marisol bro rlly fucked that one up) WERENT EVEN BAD!! But there have been sooo many reasons over the years to think Eddie is queer? "I don't like dating it feels like performing." Cut to Hen giving him an odd look. "Ive never seen a man turn off a woman with so much skill." "It's a gift." "They weren't my type." Like we could really keep going because the amount of tthings he says that just come off as glaringly queer is abundant. But then we can look to his past AND SEE THINGS THEREEE!!! Eddie didnt marry Shannon out of love but out of duty. Do you know how many queer men get married to women because they feel like its what they should do? Eddie isn't hanging on to Shannon out of love but because she was christophers mother. Everytime he talks about her its NEVER ABOUT HER! He never goes oh she was kind she was soft she was sweet she was literally anything a man would say about a woman they loved and lost. He just says she was Christophers mother. That doesn't sound like a man who truly romantically loved his wife.
Then moving on to Ana. She was quite literally the perfect woman. Like she stood by and helped him after he got shot and they had barely even rlly been dating when that happened. You cannot tell me that him having panic attacks every time he thinks of going any further with her isn't indication of queerness. Dude is struggling to make a family with women but is relaxed and happy making one with a man? QUEERRRRR. But once again this relationship was less about Eddie and more about Christopher. "My son loves her?" "Is that enough?" Like Buck was right it WASNT enough because he didnt even like her enough to introduce her as his gf to ravi (this was truly evil).
And okay maybe ur like "Ana was his first gf after Shannon ofc he was having panic attacks!" But then look at what happened with Marisol.. he tried to go a step further with her then immediately regretted it and asked her to leave right after. He struggles in all of his relationships because he cannot bring himself to feel what he's supposed to feel for them. I also truly believe the Kim thing was partially him self sabotaging his relationship.
I could honestly keep going and talk about the military and toxic masculinity, i could bring up him having to be the "man" of his house, hell i could bring up marisol being a nun. This MAN IS QUEER TO MEEEEEEE
#911 abc#911 fox#eddie diaz#buddie#911#like even if eddie is queer that does not mean buddie is happening#will yall stop trying to write off every queer thing he jas ever done u sound insane#eddie is definitely intended to be queer there is not a doubt in my fucking mind#also why do u guys want to take this rep away from people SOOOO BADLY UR WEIRD#like im happy u got another white bisexual boy i really am YAY TEAM!!#but wha is u guys problem with queer poc??#like queer EDDIE MEANS SOMETHING TO MEEE SOO BADDD#some of yall never grew up in a poc household as “the man of the house” and it SHOWS!!!
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