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Ich konnte mir nicht vorstellen, im Abseits des Fixpunktes zu leben, den ich in ihm gefunden hatte.

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please be patient with me im from the 1900s

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It is very hard to lose people you thought they would never leave. But you will be okay because you have no choice. When we lose people we love, we have to find a way to keep going for the people we still have.

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und weil ich mich leer und überfüllt zugleich fühle weiß ich nicht, wie ich die leere füllen soll ohne mich von der last erdrücken zu lassen

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“If you knew how hard it was, and how long it took, to rebuild my little universe of peace and happiness then you would understand why I’m so picky about who I allow in my life.”

— Weird People

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I hate that I give you this power. But the more I want to stop thinking about you, the more you're in my head.

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I feel their desperate eyes trying to recognize me but not seeing me. I feel their helpless arms trying to reach for me but not grasping me. They don't understand what's happening inside me and I can't find the words to explain it to them. I am cut off, I scream into myself. I try to stop myself from crying, but I can't. I try to sink into the ground, but I can't. I don't want to be the center of this drama, but I am. I am the tragedy.

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All the bodies I see are beautiful. Only the one in the mirror makes me cry.

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The best revenge is none. Move on and heal yourself so you don’t become like the people who traumatized you.

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You act like you don't give a shit about me. I should finally believe you.

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Das Problem ist, dass Frauen denken, dass er sich ändern wird. Wird er aber nicht. Den Fehler, den Männer machen, ist zu denken, dass sie niemals gehen wird. Wird sie aber.

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All my mornings are Mondays stuck in an endless February. I took the miracle move-on drug, the effects were temporary. And I love you, it's ruining my life.