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Only took a week and a half, but guess who finally actually feels sick with covid 😔✌️
#i should know by now that my specific flavour of chronic illness = a delay in symptoms#i *should know this* by now#ive only lived with it since 2016#i shouldnt be this shocked#force i feel disgusting#jesus *fucking* christ this is so *stupid*#wait a moment#vent post#realised i probably ought to tag that...#but ugh#at least now i know what the strange 'new' fatigue ive been feeling is 🙄#and now i know why i cant seem to write#ughhhhhh#>:(#i swear im fine really i am#i just havent been *sick* sick since 2020#completely forgot what it was like#i would take the worst of my usual symptoms over this *any* day of the week#blegh#my one consolation is that this means i can continue reading fic to my heart's content#and that i *dont* have to quote unquote go back to work#(work being. writing. and whatever else i usually do)#(nit that i had the cognitive function for any of that before this anyway.....)#ugh#okay thats all my complaining for the day thanks for listening#im sure ill be back to normal soon#in the meantime: im genuinely going to compile a superb@t rec list#not sure when exactly at this point in time#but soon#love yall
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#how many of these posts do you think it would take for the average viewer to get it#i am (once again) full-on angry at this audience rn like genuinely this character is fucking wasted on you. learn how to read.#shouldnt need me to explain the BASICS of the show to you as presented ONSCREEN and yet here we are#spn#12.04#4.21#that last shot is very special to me btw lol The Family Men looking on in shock and disapproval#fic inspo#visual meta
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People love to talk about how much arson wild does and thats fun but also lets remember that in twilight princess in order to progress the game you do have to set a building full of bombs on fire. and it does explode.
#every time i would talk to barnes after and he was like if only my storage shed hadnt been mysteriously exploded...#and im like sorry...i really didnt think that would happen...#linked universe#the scene in the game is so funny though you put fire in the oven and the bug just runs out of there and sets the entire shed on fire#and midnas like im out of here and just leaves link (in wolf form) alone in a burning building.#and then you get out and it just explodes. my shock when i was playing i was like damn. ok.#anyways maybe consider this barnes shouldnt have had BOMB STORAGE in a house made of apparently very dry WOOD with an OVEN#twilight linked universe#twilight lu#anyways does it count as arson if you are a wolf?#lu twilight
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#election 2024#racists and misogynists in america??? god i shouldnt be shocked even in 2024#us politics
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peepaw doodles 💛
#pizza tower#pizza tower vigilante#human!vigilante#arts#mine#smoking#vigilante#tags....#pepperman you can stay there but only bc u look so polite#working on vigi stuff FINALLY#some human designs; he is. small.#but hes more dorito shaped; broad shoulders. smaller waist. hes got tum but not as much as peppino#and hes got a biiiiit of a droopy eye. its a little hooded unless he widens them both in shock or somethin#and first panel isnt really meant to be cohesive its just doodles#but most of them (except for the smoking one) is him investigating shit he really shouldnt be investigating heehee#also dont mind the proportions in that spoopy one; i drew vigi before i was like um that would work well if he was running away from beasts#and then threw the hallway in there#peepaw what are u doin outside of ur comfy little country home.....
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when toshiro got on laios ass for being inconsiderate and never thinking about how his actions affect others like he was mean abt it but hes not wrong. Thats a pretty major character flaw and a pattern of behavior for laios — w not choosing jobs that made money for namari who is in a pretty dire financial situation where she cant even get off the island and has to go adventuring in the dungeon to get out of debt, who even explicitly brought this up, eating marcilles familiar immediately even tho she was attached to it, kidnapping shuro into his party and putting him in life threatening situations without like really checking he wanted to be there…?, wanting to see if izutsumi has more than one set of nipples when dehumanization is a HUGE huge issue for her the list goes on and on and on. Like when a friend does this to you its just kinda annoying but when ur the leader u really should be checking if everyones needs r met without them telling u. Like the autism plays a factor for sure, his cultural upbringing plays a factor for sure, but as ppl regardless I think u gotta step up to meet the needs of ppl in the moment or realize u shouldnt be calling the shots. just bc its influenced by factors out of ur control does not make it not a serious character flaw. And its written as such in the story.
#It makes him an interesting character w nuance and i like him for it#its a pretty big flaw dungeon meshi hits over ur head several times#And part of his character arc to grow as a leader who can communicate and take other ppls needs into consideration effectively so he can#be an effective king (an ending im still like kinda confused abt like i get its thematically full circle moment and a love#letter to the genre but like WHAT)#Granted ppl in glass houses shouldnt throw stones since shuros also a poor leader (worse than laios)#to the point that i think its a stretch to say it wasnt maizuru leading that party like “shuros party” i mean he sure was in their proximit#but his opinion does actually matter to laios and gets him to listen so ig it had to be said 😔#dungeon meshi spoilers#Laios touden#But like it was not the first time this was brought up to him… cmon man#Toshiro is a sheltered rich kid with no conflict resolution skills who at least was kept materially comfortable his entire life#tho on the other fronts… genuinely he wouldve been happier if he wasnt born into that family#and when hes angry his actions become vicious and targeted to a shocking degree#but his assessment of situations tend to be accurate to a degree thats surprising for a person from another culture thats only been there#For 2 yrs#toshiro nakamoto#in da tags i suppose#Shuro
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this isn't a revelation or anything but i just wanna say as a person with extremely shit vision, meaning that objects too far away are literally just blobs without my glasses, people with terrible eyesight can still recognise people/objects from far away as long as they are familiar enough. The same way you can recognise a close friend or smth from the back of their head. Like if my sister was standing halfway across the street she'd look like a brown blob but id still be able to tell it was her even if she was surrounded by a dozen other brown blobs of people.
I like to think that in the same way, at the end of his performance when he's looking directly at Victor, even though Yuuri can't see shit without his glasses and Victor is surrounded by a million other people, he can still pinpoint exactly where Victor is because he's such a familiar person, the only blob Yuuri can fully tell apart. He is Yuuri's blob.
#does this make sense#i know its not exactly shocking#bc OFC you can recognise familiar ppl#but seriously#without glasses everyone and everything just look like the same blob#sometimes different blobs get smushed together so its really hard to tell how many people there are when looking from a distance#the crowd probably looks like one giant fuzzy blob to him when hes on the ice#and victor gets mixed up in that'#but bc hes so used to victor#even though he technically shouldnt be able to recognise him amongst the haze#hes still able to#which would require a PRETTY GOOD knowledge of what the other person looks like#i just thought it was worth mentioning#blob#victuuri#yoi#yuri on ice#yuuri katsuki#victor nikiforov#my headcanons#headcanon
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redrawing my favorite gba chain of memories scenes with my own interpretations part 1(?):
“You’re thinking about me… You’re afraid of the darkness I command.”
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#riku#ansem#GBA CHAIN OF MEMORIES IS SO GOOD. please play it over the remake im begging. it also plays a lot better too.#every ansem scene is better in gba com because i dont have to listen to richard epcar attempt to be intimidating#they altered so many scenes in the remake and a lot of the changes suck !! just straight up !! i will never forgive them for changing#this scene and the previous lexaeus scenes. like why did they have riku get possessed for a second only for the next cutscene to#literally be about riku trying not to get possessed. like that makes no sense. its just cheap shock value and just treating lexaeus#like shit. at least he mentioned zexion. ok if i knew how to do rom hacks i could literally change the dialogue myself to mention zexion.#ok sorry for complaining. uhhh#the composition is clearly ripped off from the owl house. sorry. season 1 belos scene.#and the background is just the original gba bg of the scene but blurred to look less pixelated#sorry the anatomy sucks. i know rikus arms shouldnt be that long but too late. kms.#this scene is so good because augh. this is the first time in this game we come face to face with the real ansem. not just diz pretending#to be him to just shove down ‘darkness bad’ down his throat. this is why mickey comes to save him in this scene. because riku is in#real danger here. thats also the reason why mickey sends his power again when riku is being dangled like a puppet BECAUSE ANSEM WAS THERE#FOR REAL THIS TIME. anyway yeah i know ansem’s sprite doesn’t appear when he says that but the portrait is a silhouette so i went#weh. why not !!#anyway im obsessed w/ cryptid ansem. ghost inhabitanting a fallen kingdom. continuing the fucked up experiments like if they never stopped#OK IVE ALREADY RAMBLED ENOUGH AND THIS SHIT IS GOING INTO RE:KH TERRITORY. (hunter voice) BYEEEEEEE
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Coachella 2024 - Ateez: San
#ateez#coachella#san#you know i shouldnt be surprised at this point and yet there i was shocked pikachu face#they should have put a shirt in his name animation cause he do be fighting shirts#like still can't get over that he couldn't dance as a trainee aint no way#coachella ateez#에이티니#에이티즈#산#kq entertainment#ateez gifs#atiny#atz#choi san#8 makes 1 team#san gifs#kpop#chellateez
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DID ANYONE ELSE CATCH THAT FRAME?? (the one where there kids,)
This episod was- wow.
(I just finally watched it like, a hour ago 👍)
#helluva boss#stolas#blitzø#stolitz#or not anymore#cuz neither of them can fucking communicate#(ik they both have there reasons#apologize tour season 2 ep 9#idk if i should or shouldnt be shocked that thats not a tag tbh
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Every time I see Odysseus described as any of the following:
"Simp" (God forbid men actually healthily love their family and wife a completely reasonable amount.)
"Wet Cat" (What does that even mean exactly?? But whatever it means the vibe does not match up at all.)
"Bottom" (This man honestly has more top energy than literally every other character in this musical including the gods.)
"Homeless man" (He did not spend 20 years trying to go to the home that he has and that wants him back just to be denied his belonging there.)
"Monster/Villain/Evil" (He calls himself that enough. Can we please stop with the Odysseus demonization I am literally begging as hard as Poseidon did in 600 Strike.)
I lose a piece of my sanity.
Obviously I'm not personally attacking anyone btw. I'm just venting. Joking around is one thing but why do I see so many people treat these as canon traits? Am I in some weird corner of this fandom that I shouldn't be in?
#epic the musical#epic musical#epic odysseus#the oddyssey#odysseus epic#jorge rivera herrans#if i had a nickel for every time a strong assertive leader man got uwu-fied i would be a very sad millionaire#it happens every time and i am seriously wondering why#is it wishful thinking??#if so y'all have very different wishes from my own#leave him alone please he has suffered enough#truly ANYONE topping odysseus is cursed asf to me#have you seen him??#did we listen to the same musical?#it genuinely shocked me to see how he was perceived when i first entered the fandom#i had listened to the musical in my own time before coming here#maybe considering this happens every time i shouldnt be surprised#but somehow i am every time
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I wanna know ur Fontaine msq criticisms 👁️👁️👂I’m all ears
I'm not sure if you wanted me to talk about this secretly or publicly but! Here I go!
The TLDR: Fontaine MSQ aestheticised prison, poverty, child abuse, the justice system/court and didn't properly address any of it.
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Focalors/Furina has way too much of a sympathetic angle for a dictator who's lets people drown with her inaction.
Neuvillette feels Bad for sentencing some people to death/prison, but that's it. He's one of the most powerful people in Fontaine. If he felt like there are systemic injustices, I.E sending an abused Child to prison, he should be the first person to DO something about it, not just cry and be sad so the audience can be like aw, that's complex character writing isn't it? No it's not! And guilt doesn't absolve you!!!!!!! (These are stuff we deal with in OTCOJ read my fic now /j)
Meropide has children in it, both Sentenced there (Wriothesley) and BORN THERE (Lanoire), and this is just a quirk of the place. Not only that, Meropide accepts prisoners of all genders and crimes. There are abusers and abuse victims in one place. Do you know how bad that is? How much potential for crimes to happen in a place like that— oh wait, Meropide isn't under Fontaine's jurisdiction. If you are assaulted as an inmate it literally means nothing to the court.
Wriothesley had no qualifications when he took over. Depending on how long he lived on the streets, how old he was when he killed his parents, how old he was when he was first taken in by the orphanage, etc, the man might never have more than 4–5 years of formal education. Sigewinne probably had to teach him how to write reports. And do Meropide's spreadsheets. Edit because I forgot to elaborate on this one: This isn't a point brought up anywhere, which is bad, because when poverty and incarceration robs you of a proper education (and the rights to vote in many places too, too, by the way), it reduces your prospects for jobs, reduces many people's ability to get a home etc etc. Wriothesley was just, narratively, Given his position.
Meropide is an industrialized prison, and they portray this as a good thing. Prisoners are paid in coupons for their labour, and this is also portrayed as a good thing.
The One-Meal-A-Day reform was something Paimon gushed about being so great of a perk, that people might want to go to jail for food (could be interesting and reflective of systemic poverty if MHY had brains, but they don't, so I was just Pissed because essentially all Paimon wanted to say was "Prison isn't so bad, but still don't go to prison guys! Prison labour is really hard!"). By the way, in most real-world prisons they are obligated to feed you three meals a day. Because that's how much food a human needs. MHY went with one meal just so they can say "if you want to eat more, you have to work." And then the welfare meal is a goddamn gacha. So imagine you're a starving child who's too weak to work in the fucking robot assembly line, and you wander up for your first meal in 24 hours, only to luck in with a shit one. I'd kill myself.
They wrote Wriothesley, who's a victim of the system, into a guy who's say shit like "I'm the Duke I can do whatever I want" for a cool moment where he choke-slams an inmate (I know he was a bad guy. But also, in copaganda when cops are violent/disregarding protocols, they are always only portrayed to do that against bad guys, so what does our critical thinking tells us about this one?) They wrote Wriothesley, who was an inmate of a prison so bad, so notorious that it is the literal boogeyman of Fontaine, that has a legal (???) fighting pit, with an administrator who abuses his position to be unreasonable, to willingly stay in the place and become an Administrator who would choke-slam an inmate while saying a cool line about how he has the power to do whatever he wants. They wrote him, the guy who had to be fed on the streets by melusines, to think one-meal-a-day was a good enough reform (while he spends god-knows how much on his boat). This wasn't a victim-turns-into-abuser narrative either, they want all this to be seen as positive character growth.
And then, the final kicker is, they gloss over his entire abuse. You can only read about these shit in his profile, which most people don't because they don't Have Him or doesn't care to unlock it/read it online, and they jammed his entire backstory into a flaccid info-dump at the end of his character story quest. This man isn't Allowed to feel abused and neglected and show any reaction to it within the narrative of Fontaine itself, because if they actually Gave Weight to what happened to him, they'd have to confront THE FUCKING JUSTICE SYSTEM they had NO PLANS on criticising. I don't think they ever explicitly said the fucking Crime-Theatre nonsense was Bad either.
I could go on, but this is already so long. But yeah, I hope this gave you an idea.
#and then. and im putting my most controversial opinion in the tags bc im scared lmao. but like... then... you have the fans..... doing......#the same fucking thing.#the amount of times I have seen Wriothesley used as just a side prop for Neuvillette to feel bad about shit. While Wriothesley is just.....#portrayed as having the inner peace and acceptance of a fucking monk. I was shocked when I read some fics I swear#they really said this man has no trauma at all! the stuff in his past? he's over it!#i hate that passivity when writing victims. like ok if One is written like that#sure. but MHY write all their victims like this#I mean look at fucking Lanoire#and Neuvillette sentenced him to prison after he killed his parents who were never confronted by the law. That's canon.#that's more canon than WRLT itself.#why weren't they confronted? did wriothesley try to talk to someone about it? why did he feel like killing them is his only option ?????#at least have there be some sort of conflict and friction there. How does Wriothesley feel about the court and Neuvillette when#this is the literal system that allowed all that shit to happen to him in the first place???#are you Sure he won't be at least a little wary? the fact that some people think he's Grateful to Neuvillette or even idolises him is crazy#because the man literally subjected him to prison. and if you want to portray his prison life as easy breezy and trauma free#you undermine his entire shitty little 'prison reform' narrative#and if you think he'd be completely 100% accepting of the justice system. Then why the fuck would he kill his parents himself#don't you see that the whole 'I'll accept whatever sentence in order to kill my parents' thing in itself is an act of defying the system#and I Hate#this idea. about being some of the most powerful men in the nation. and yet they can't fucking TRY to set up a better system or smth#i can't believe I read a fic where leaving starving street kids croissants is the most they (the characters and the writer) want to do#like. what the fuck. the whole point of that scene is just to make neuvillette feel bad and be like aw......... poor people exist.... OK???#this is literally how MHY would portray him though.... tbf..... This is what ppl would argue as 'in character'#I just think the character they're in is bad.#I will say I'm giving the fic a lot of grief. there's more to the scene than that. and. ultimately.....#fanfic is (saying this through gritted teeth) ........ recreational....................and free........... in the end.................#i dont think this is reflective of the writer. I do think it is reflective of the way the canon material (genshin impact)#presents in the audience who consumes it. most fans only want these guys to fuck anyway. not think about systemic injustices#canon doesn't make it about the systemic injustices either so why should we. the aesthetic of slums and prisons are just there for fun guys#IM JUST CRAZY OK. I SHOULDNT EVEN BE HERE THIS IS NOT FOR ME . I DONT CARE THAT MUCH FOR PEOPLE FUCKING AND I CARE TOO MUCH
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TFS TUESDAY! BUT ACTUALLY TUESDAY THIS TIME!
#last chapter was a lot#IN A GOOD WAY#a lot in a good way#it kills me how if they would just TALK TO EACH OTHER this whole thing could have been completely avoided#but thats not how people work. especially not kids and also toichiro is gonna do everything in his stupid power to keep them from being#friends again#i know im cutting it close its almost wednesday#BUT THE KEY WORD IS ALMOST#ITS NOT WEDNESDAY YET#where i am its not#SO CLOSE but not quite#fun fact that alien stuffed animal is something i won from a claw machine second try and when i got it i kid you not i fell to my knees#because i was so shocked#i shouldnt have touched the floor though it was probably gross#i just noticed tome's hair in that picture is longer on one side than the other and its going to bug me forever#typing all of this is keeping me from reading it so i'm going to shut up for a minute and get to the new chapter
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Today I learned that Shirley Chisholm- the first Black congresswoman, and the first woman AND African American to run for President under the Democratic party, despite a lack of support from both the DNC and the men of the Congressional Black Caucus go figure)- survived three different assassination attempts!
#i shouldnt be shocked tbh its not surprising#im just upset this is the first ive learned of it#but a black woman in power terrifies literally everyone so#misogynoir#black history#black history month#black women#black activism
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lol people already complaining 15 is "too passive" and "not commanding enough" and "just doesn't feel like the doctor" because he's "not enough of a big personality!!! the doctor is supposed to be THE MAN WITH THE ANSWERS" god. amazing. we haven't moved an inch since 13.
#fanwank#ever since i had that 'click' moment of realizing for a lot of ppl#doctor who#is a power fantasy and the doctor is as much of a power trip as like. captain America#but for ~intellectual fans#a lot of strange opinions in fandom made sense#but srsly the way for some people 'white tall old guy who wears frocks or variations of and speaks LOUDLY' is their only acceptable vision#of the doctor#is amazing#like it shouldnt be surprising but im still like. (15 at the end of dot and bubble shock laugh)ing about it
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animal jam is great as long as you dont find out about the racism
#guess who found out about the racism#tbf idk why it took me so long. genuinely i thought ppl were just unaware#as opposed to being culturally appropriative knowingly & simply not caring#i know its just a video game but doesnt it make it worse then if you are unwilling to avoid using a literally racist item#the justifications i have heard for trading or wearing it are INSANE#and also proof that even in a video game appropriation can do damage like. oh my god?#in case it wasnt clear im talking about headdresses in animal jam. You know.#the item removed bc it was appropriative#but golly gee gosh its rare guys. better trade it and wear it to prove ur rich#also somebody got passive aggressive with me in an aj based disc server when i pointed out it was appropriative#“you cant control people” im not trying to im asking that they stop being racist#also yes its just a video game but its a popular one and i would fully argue it is teaching ppl to ignore their actions if it benefits them#then again ig i shouldnt be shocked there#game with rampant hacking and scamming also has a tendency to teach players to benefit regardless of consequence?#who couldve predicted this#animal jam#vent#<- i guess?#it feels kind of dumb to vent about animal jam of all things tbh#but also. like. idk its a beloved childhood game#and im allowed to be kinda disappointed that so many ppl on aj are willing to be mildly racist
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