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never met - op81 smau
summary: people start making up rumors about oscar and yn. problem is they never actually met
face claim: random girls from pinterest
a/n: this is chaos but it was fun to write hope you like it
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gossipf1 singer yn and oscar piastri are reported to be dating according to inside sources
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user5 please let this be true
lando rue, when did this happen?
user14 helppp what is lando doing here
user3 my two worlds colliding
user7 she's not good enough for him
user8 ?? he's not good enough for her
yn inside sources who??? i never saw this man in my life😭😭
user10 he's a formula 1 driver
yn oh i only know lewis hamilton aka the goat aka the loml
user10 fair
yn he looks cute tho👀
sabrinacarpenter no yn!
yn 😊😊
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yn posted a story
caption: this is the man yall think i pulled? Damn thank u
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↪sabrinacarpenter you are insane😭
↪lando +61 12345678 text him
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yn jazzy nights are my favorite
♡liked by sabrinacarpenter, oscarpiastri and others
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user6 best night of my life
sabrinacarpenter i'm in love with you😍
yn me when i see you
user1 oscar liked...
user4 don't start
user1 i just stated a fact
user9 obsessed with your voice, i want you to sing me to sleep every night
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gossipf1 yn and oscar spotted hanging out after her concert
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user8 i fear this couple would be too iconic
user4 just... no
user5 i dont know this man my ass
yn in my defense i really haven't met him then!
lando it's true i can confirm
lando i can also confirm yn was oscar's most listened artist last year
oscarpiastri why are you here?
lando gossip is my bat signal
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yn trip made it out of the groupchat
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lando groupchat and it's only two people
yn get off my comments
lando i got you his number and this is how you repay me?
user9 lando tell us who it is🙏🏼
user3 if lando set them up it has to be oscar
user7 i'm in love with her aesthetic
user5 white shirt=oscar
user14 stop we don't know
sabrinacarpenter did my invite get lost in the mail?🤨
yn babe i'm sorry he means nothing you are the love of my life
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oscarpiastri posted a story
caption good company yn
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↪user4 gossipf1 ended up setting you two up huh
↪sabrinacarpenter i remember when i was the one taking her pictures...💔
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yn sorry osc i go where lewis goes🏎️
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oscarpiastri 😐
user4 osc🥺🥺
scuderiaferrari everyone is a ferrari fan ♡liked by author
francocolapinto hamilton fan first, a girlfriend second. i respect that
user5 did he just confirm that they are girlfriend and boyfriend?
mclaren 💔
yn sorry😔
charles_leclerc i approve son oscarpiastri
yn forza ferrari!
user26 we lost her to a sports guy...
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oscarpiastri posted a story
caption prettiest girl is in fact my girlfriend
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↪yn giggling blushing throwing up kicking my feet🥺🫶🏼
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yn posted a story
caption he's still mad i did not wear orange
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↪lando it's papaya not orange😡
yn same fucking thing
lando it's not !!
yn ok but the word papaya is so ugly
lando YOU TAKE THAT BACK
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yn the rumors are now true, i'm his favorite artist and he's my (second) favorite driver
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user18 she's gorgeous😍 he's just there😐
francocolapinto yes yes you might kiss but did he ever say he wanted to learn your language just to understand your jokes? i don't think so
yn call me when you are his top artist on spotify loser
user12 don't mind me i'm just patiently waiting for the love songs this will inspire
oscarpiastri you are never going to let me live this down, right?
yn you are stuck with me and my bad jokes sorry bro
sabrinacarpenter just remember she was mine first papaya boy
oscarpiastri noted🫡
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oscarpiastri she finally wore papaya
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user2 she's so hot🥵
yn not that word again😭
lando i will block you if you keep hating on the papaya
yn do it i dare you
yn i look so good tho
oscarpiastri you always look amazing
yn i love me a boy who can sweet talk
lando god stop being cheesy on main🤢
yn weren't you going to block me??
lando i should have
yn just do it you coward
user23 yes yn put the car guy in his place!
lando why are you supporting her when your page is dedicated to me??? are you a fan or a hater?
user23 i'm your biggest fan! but i support women's rights and women's wrongs so i'm with yn
yn HA even your fans like me better😛
lando you stole my teammate and now my fans what else do you want from me😭😭
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lando posted a story
caption disgusting
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↪yn disgustingly cute yes
lando whatever helps you sleep at night
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oscarpiastri posted a story
caption dont let their online banter fool you, they are friends
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↪yn babe don't expose us like that😔
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oscarpiastri 🧡
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yn DELETE what if lewis sees this?
user21 she's so real
lewishamilton i feel betrayed
yn nooo💔😔 you will always be n1 in my heart
oscarpiastri 😐
yn deal with it
yn i am so incredibly proud of you and i love supporting you🥺🧡
oscarpiastri thank you for being here<3
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yn posted a story
caption i'm going to tell my kids this is their dad
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yn posted a story
caption just kidding, i love you oscar
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↪ oscarpiastri i love you more❤️
#f1 smau#oscar piastri smau#formula 1 smau#f1 fic#oscar piastri fic#formula 1 fic#f1 au#oscar piastri au#formula 1 au#f1 x reader#f1 x you#f1 fanfic#oscar piastri fanfic#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri x reader#formula 1 fanfiction#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 x you#formula 1 fanfic#op81 smau#op81 au#op81 x you#op81 x reader#op81 fic#oscar piastri fluff
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Hi former grants person here again. Reblogging this so that my previous post above about US arts grants sits at the top the notes. Hopefully it helps some artists in these trying times.
Furthermore!!!!
The status quo has shifted. This week, the current administration just tried to put a freeze on all federal grants. Universities, healthcare, and welfare programs were all discussed in the aftermath as potential victims of the freeze--in the handful of articles I read, arts funding was not mentioned, but it's absolutely still at risk. IMO everyone should be concerned.
The National Endowment for the Arts, the largest funding entity for art in the US, gets barely 0.003% of the annual budget (about $200 million). 80% of that gets regranted out all over the country, including a significant portion in rural areas. It's not even close to being enough money and the annual increases are meager. Regardless, that funding has a huge amount of impact.
Conservative administrations have tried to get rid of the NEA for decades under the guise of "budget cuts" (again, it gets ONLY 0.003% of the annual budget). But really it's because an NEA grant has the potential to fund art that doesn't align with their ideologies.
The freedom to create art without restriction or subjugation is symptom of and important for maintaining a healthy populace and functioning society.
Post is still long...continues under the cut
Publicly funded art might not be higher priority than [insert program here], that doesn't mean it isn't important at all. It's closely tied to the wellbeing and values of the people in this country. Fascism and nationalism intentionally attack freedom of expression and aesthetics for this reason.
Alsoooo, Trump just reinstated his 2020 executive order demanding all new federal buildings must be designed in the neo-classical architecture style. That's straight up Nazi shit. And he reinstated this EO on his second day in office. Obviously they know the power in controlling aesthetics. This order was controversial when it first came about--it has a lot to do with enforcing regressive and "traditional values."
Grants programs still exist in this country at local, state, and national levels, for now*. Arts grants also often have DEIA missions attached to them, which should be an incentive for pretty much anyone to apply**. In my experience, until extremely recently, having DEIA criteria in your grants program was an almost necessary way to grow your regranting budget! It was one way to prove you were worthy of donations or taxpayer dollars. Grants also have the potential to fund more artists outside of the mainstream, particularly if there's no for-profit component.
So what can you do? (other than vote or talk to your representatives)
We want to demonstrate that artists of any discipline are plentiful, diverse, and deserve to be paid like any other worker. We want to prove that there is need for arts grants.
Artists/Dancers/Singers/etc.:
Make contact with your local arts councils and tell them what you need
Participate in the programs that might be available right now to you as an arts professional, like webinars and meet and greets
Participate in surveys that gather data about artists
Apply for shows, residencies, and open calls at arts organizations
Apply for grants! Make sure you go to information sessions if they have them! There's usually a friendly grants manager or associate who can answer your questions over phone/email too.
Follow grantmaking orgs on social media for job openings and application info. Sign up for their newsletters too.
Everyone:
Visit publicly funded cultural festivals, galleries, concerts, shows, etc. Especially if they're being offered for free.
Use your library. Go to parks. Enjoy the public art there.
Consider donating to grantmaking organizations or buying a membership to your arts council if they offer it
Follow arts orgs on social media
Go to small public events too, like community choir recitals or children's theater
*There are also nonprofits and foundations that will give grants that aren't entirely reliant on public money. But if the government starts cutting things, private/corporate sponsors will too.
**DEI initiatives put just as much emphasis on a person's gender or veteran status than it does on race/ethnicity. They might also consider other demographics like age, economic status, sexuality, professional background...it can be a long list. Read paperwork carefully and use it to your advantage when applying.
Tl;dr: The government will absolutely try to take away arts funding, but if you apply for grants and go to publicly funded arts venues/classes/events it will be much harder for them to make cuts.
#January 2025 update#I'm simply a concerned citzen on tumblr dot com#and an artist#not interested in debate i only wanna share what i know#and i care deeply about the arts#Thanks Timo for putting this back on my dash--I had forgotten about it but it turns out I had a lot more to say#and to be clear I can't help anyone with applications bc I haven't worked in the industry in almost 2 years and I'm not a grantwriter#but i did fact check this post#grants
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Hey there lovely Sheezu 💚🩶❤️,
I am 🌌 anon,
You have recommended me a post for shifting beginners by @empyrealoasis and I am starting to understand the basics of shifting, so thank you for that‼️
Although, now I know about shifting, I realised that I can really be, do and have anything and it is giving me so much comfort and relaxation that nothing in my life has given me till now ☮️.
But my problem is I see so many people attempting to shift for so long but haven't succeeded.
Recently I read on Reddit about a person who just managed to mini-shift once in 26 years, and it is making me anxious that it will take a very long time for me to shift 😭.
I just really want to permashift to my Waiting Room/Base DR, and then explore the multiverse from there as fast as possible, but sometimes it just feels impossible or it feels like it will take a very long time :(
So love💜,
I just wanted to request you to guide me how can I do it as fast as possible, any tips or any post of yours that you can suggest that will help me out 🥹🙏🏾.
➕ and also can you give some Waiting Room ideas to me, like the home, surrounding, people, technology, or any other cool ideas you can share through your shifting experiences💫💫💫💫.
Thank you for being such a cool Shifting Blog and being a breath of fresh air in this community, we all love you 💚🩶❤️.
Hiii!!!
There is nothing, nothing in this reality which could extend your stay here!
If I were to explain it through LOA: think this, if you believe that your successful shift would be tonight, than there is not blockage there.
Second, shifting isn't a slow burn, in the middle of the night, affirming, sweating, no!
The way I see it, when you shift, you let yourself forget of your previous reality, and EVERYTHING associated with it, which also include the time period of shifting, and the fact that you were ever shifting realities- this makes it so, shifting isn't a graph, where your shift is rising up, but instead, an on and off switch- which is switched on by giving utmost importance to your dr, like the creator you are.
Waiting rooms, ideas below!
1. A familiar place:
My main wr is actually my grandparents house in this reality! It's nostalgic, and makes me feel warm and relaxed when I'm there, like once again I am a carefree toddler, just running around.
2. This lovely waiting room by @wonsters
Your wr could feature a vibe akin to this well put together paradise, also the mechanisms and needs of a waiting room are explained such nicely.
3. Other ideas:
Go on pinterest, dear.
You'll find lots of idea. And one pin after the other you'll fall into a rabbit hole and soon design your own scrapped together wr, which you'll get to experience as soon as you'd like.
Your wr could be themed around
• A tree house in the middle of a peaceful forest
• A grand, luxurious house, which has all your comfort characters
• A secret garden
• A realm made of clouds
• A wr based around your favorite aesthetic
• An infinite library
• A wr centered around a ethereal waterfall
• Heaven- tall fluffy grass, pleasant weather, wide fields to run around in, fresh air which gives you euphoria when you inhale in it
• A wr where along with other important utilities, features infinite portals, which all lead to your other realities.
Must have in wr:
The ability to manifest and shift on command, a LIFA app, and script that you are always satisfied.
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Took me a while because I literally did everyone lol, so here we have:
Obey me characters and their fashion styles Pt. 1
This is a fucking distraction my life is hell, it is constantly hell and I'm going to-
Also this is part 1 as there is the stupid 3 gifs/images per post limit Pt 2.
Lucifer
If it's not business themed he can't dress properly
The closest to comfy he gets is his pajamas which is also some formal shit, like sir are you having meetings in your dreams? Or are you afraid to show a little ankle even in your sleep?
If he's not dressed for work/massively formally then he's dressed like a dad
And not even a cool dad version a very very cringe dad fit, his brothers are too embarrassed to go out with him wearing dad clothes most of the time
Pretty sure it’s canon that he wears khakis and hawaiian printed shirts
Basically no sense of fashion which shouldn’t be surprising given who he is
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking like a person from the Victorian Era
Mammon
Very flashy (AHHHHHH MY EYES!!!!)
There is always something shiny on his fit though you'll usually see him wearing something with gold colors on it
Definitely can dress but just always chooses the flashiest fits
Annoys tf out of Asmo because-
"YOU CAN DRESS WHY ARE YOU ONLY IN SHINY STUFF WHAT ABOUT THIS PRETTY THING RIGHT HERE?!?!?!?!?"
Has racked up debt from some of these fits and others are what he gets from modeling gigs
Also matches his glasses to is outfits
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking like a sparkling gem, a jewel many would want to obtain
Leviathan
He also gets on Asmo's last nerve because he can dress nicely even for casual shit, and can craft amazing and cool clothes so you'd think he's dress well
But he doesn't
Dresses like those over the top anime geeks (tbh no shame to y'all but the courage y'all have that I don't is amazing, I'm jealous and I want that)
If it's not that then it's a cosplay or some very very heavily anime coded fit whether that's the print or how a character dresses
The only way to get him to wear normal average clothes is to tell him (and show evidence sometimes) that it's an anime fit lol
If he realllllly has to then he can dress properly and really good
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking like an anime character or an anime geek unless you specifically request something (dress me anyway you want bby)
Satan
He wears whatever is comfy but subconsciously similar to Lucifer wears it very formally
Actually thinking about he dresses like the nerd he is, he dresses in the academia aesthetic
Can dress, and dresses very well and doesn't have a hard time picking out a good outfit though he does search through all his clothes to find a good one
Ask him to dress very formal and he's got it, Casual? Mhm! For a party? May not be the best but is acceptable! For a date? You know it!
Has this great amount of knowledge because of all the books he's read (huh I guess books can help in real world situations sometimes)
Asmodeous' favorite brother because he can actually dress in anything and has fashion sense and an aesthetic
Occasionally goes to Levi and dresses like a carboy in order to vibe with the kitties
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking like someone that goes to a prep college and aces all their exams
Asmodeus
Yk him, He's the Avatar of Lust FASHION!!!
On top of all trends, makes the trends 87% of the time on accident sometimes too
Can dress, will dress, can dress you too!
Will make very casual and basic fits look really good like even if it's cheap clothes or a trash bag you'd believe that it's expensive material and a style (barbie core mf)
Hates almost everyone's fits constantly has gotten used to how bad they may look at times and just ignores it
The prettiest bitch at the party
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking like the second prettiest bitch at the party (cause he's the prettiest ofc)
Beelzebub
Does not care what he wears as long as it's somewhat comfy and that he can move in it
Very bland and casual fits is his preference though
Mostly wears athletic fits as they are made to get dirty so if he's roughhousing or eating messily it won't be much of a hassle or problem
He's lucky he's gorgeous huge and muscular because his body really really does go with those fits and makes people/demons around him drool
Has that talent/skill that whatever he pulls out and puts on 8.5 times out of 10 he looks good in
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking ready to go for a workout
Belphegor
If you think Beel doesn't care about what he wears Belphie cares even less
Only cares if the clothes are comfortable enough to sleep in and even if they aren't he'll probably sleep in them still
Also has the ability to pull out a good fit from anything though you barley ever properly see it since he's often covered with a blanket or in some weird way that you can't see the fit properly
It's rare to see him actually care what he puts on but even even when he does you can be sure it's the most comfortable material that you've ever felt that now you're feeling kinda sleepy- (HEY HE SET US UP FOR A NAP DIDN'T HE!!!)
Let him dress you and you'll come out looking like a pillow, or something comfy and cuddly, or someone ready for bed or maybe all three (he planned this, you're his napping buddy now just let him use you to get comfy-)
Tags: @kisakis-boyfriend
#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me otome#obey me !#obey me headcannons#obey me nightbringer#obey me shall we date#obey me!#Obey me#obey me headcanons#obey me hcs#obey me headcanon#headcannons#om! shall we date
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Ouija Boards are Something Else
Ghost x Reader
Summary: Your friends Victor, Emma and Sophia are over and think it’s a good idea to play with a Ouija board
Part 3
“Is it true you have a ghost in the house?” Emma asks, leaning in and grinning at your feigning reaction.
“Um… if you believe in that stuff.” You do, you totally do and after all, you’ve been allowing him play with your body- never quite escalating to sex but always helping you get off. But you do not dare to admit such a thing to your friends out of fear of sounding insane.
“Good- because I had a great idea!” Emma exclaims excitedly, pulling out an Ouija board much to your horror.
“Girl stop playin” Victor deadpans, unamused with Emma’s antics.
“Don’t be such a scaredy cat Victor! Aren’t you curious about who he is and why he’s here?” Sophia eggs you on, pushing the board at you- as if you really had a say in the matter.
“I-don’t know guys.” You were curious. Of course you want to get to know your supposed lover, but you were nervous that the cat would escape the bag.
Ever since you let him touch your body. The eerie feeling of being watched evolved to a constant state, regardless of if you’re running around doing chores or sitting on the couch- you feel the sensation of someone near. You even started to catch glimpses of a male figure right out the corner of your eye. It’s become so frequent, you don’t even spare a second glance anymore. Knowing it’s just the ghost in your house.
After consulting a haunted forum for advice, you tried to ignore him, but it only seemed to get worse. Your cash, keys, or purse and so on would go missing, and would often stay missing until you beg the house ghost to return your possessions to its rightful place. Beyond the eeriness of being observed, catching glimpses and having your belongings moved, it’s really not a bother to have a ghost. Especially when he takes care of your needs so well.
Though it’s apparent you two will be stuck together for quite sometime…
“Come on- what’s the worst that could happen?” Sophia encourages making Victor roll his eyes. As if acknowledging the ghost wasn’t bad enough, you might as well taunt it to do its worse.
“I ain’ touching this foolishness, but do what you want.” Victor states, patting his hair down nervously.
Emma giddly begins to set up the Ouija board, placing tea candles around to enhance the spooky aesthetics.
Sophia, Emma and you place your hands lightly on the planchet and move it to ‘Hello’. As soon as the circle hovers over the greeting the fuse box blows out and all the lights switch off leaving nothing but the candles to provide some light.
“Oh my god!” Victor exclaims taking a deep breath in to calm his frazzled nerves. “Oh dear Jesus!” He exclaims once again, placing his hand over his heart. “Look at what y’all made me do! Y’all making me pray to Jesus!”
You couldn’t have been more grateful to have Victor with you- his terror filled scolding only pulling away your fright with his humours antics. “Relax Victor- he likes you remember.” You taunt wiggling your eyebrows making Victor to suck on his teeth in irritation.
“What’s your name?” Sophia asks, the planchet moved immediately.
J. A. C. K.
Sophia begins to grin at you. “Jack, are you the one haunting Y/n?”
The planchet slides to ‘Yes’
“Do you like Y/n?” Emma asks and the planchet circles and lands back on Yes.
“Will you hurt Y/n?” Victor asks and the planchet flys out from under the girls hands and lands on ‘no’
Leaving you behind with the Ouija board - the two girls scurry backwards into Victor, huddling together like baby birds in a nest, all holding each others hands in solidarity.
“What do you want?” You ask and the planchet slides.
Y. O. U.
The planchet slides off the table and all of the power switches on, lighting up the whole house. The old radio sitting in the corner switches on, a static sound blaring before the song ‘I’ll make love to you’ by Boys II Men begins to play. Your breath hitches in shock at the very brazen want expressed. You look over at Victor unsure on what to say, but he just shrugs his shoulders indifferently.
“You got yourself a lil ghost boyfriend.” He says with a little shimmy of the chest, immediately removing all of your stresses again. “Jay Jay, if you hurt my bestie we will exorcise this house.” He says.
The radio booms a static sound as the radio hums a new song ‘Never gonna let you down, Never gonna run around and desert you’ Victor sucks his teeth again.
“This bitch just Rick rolled me.” He says indignantly, immediately breaking all the tension hanging in the air, all three girls burst out laughing, returning back to the Ouija board.
“Guys- i don’t want to spell shit all night. Let’s download an EVP app so Jack can just talk.” Emma suggests pulling out her phone already tapping away at the App Store. She places the phone on top of the Ouija board, prompting Victor to ask his burning question.
“Why are you haunting Y/n?”
“Lonely.” Jack answers. Your heart just about jumps out of your throat. It’s not hard to imagine being stuck in the veil, watching the living go about life, not acknowledging you would be… torture. “I was wondering how much longer you were going to ignore me.” A shiver goes up your spine, knowing you were indeed trying to ignore Jack, hoping he will leave you alone.
“How’d you die?” Sophia asked, receiving slap to the arm from Emma. “Oh sorry, is that rude to ask?”
“I’m not actually dead, but I’m not alive either~” Jack answers ambiguously leaving you all to pass odd looks to each other. “Let’s just say, that witch craft was all the rage in the 90s and to never date a witch. Lesson. Learnt.”
Your mouth hangs open in shock.
You weren’t sure what you were more horrified by. The fact that Jack is becoming more coherent the longer you all engage him or by the fact that he’s the way he is because of… witch craft. The idea that you could be cursed in such a way was more terrifying than the idea of just dying and becoming a ghost.
“Can you show yourself?” You ask, causing Victor to place a death grip on your hand. “Just close your eyes Victor.” You say, squeezing his hand reassuringly.
You, Emma and Sophia, sit there with baited breaths, waiting for a creepy figure to appear before their eyes, and sure enough. Jacks misty ghost figure appears before your eyes, slowly he’s becoming more and more discernible. Emma and Sophia gasping in shock- causing Victor to almost crush your hand.
“What’s with that frowny face?” Jack coos, making your cheeks warm in embarrassment.
“I just thought I might get to see you.” You whisper, feeling his cold hand rake through your hair. Slowly, the transparent soul becomes more opaque, his body clad with baggy cargos and a baggy hoodie which is pulled up showing nothing but a black void. “Where’s your face?” You ask, reaching up to touch where his face should be, but Jack catches your wrists and holds your hand.
“Can’t show that to you boo - seeing a ghosts face means certain death for humans.” Your skin grows goose bumps. Hearing Jacks voice directly from the source, rather than through an EVP.
Jack leans in and whispers in your ear. “The more you acknowledge me- the more energy I get. Offerings and prayers will replenish my spirit.”
And just like that Jack disappeared.
Leaving your friends in shock at what they had witnessed.
#tw teratophilia#ghost x reader#spirit x reader#monster boyfriend x reader#monster x reader#monster boyfriend#monster boyfriend fluff#monster lover#monster x human
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Answer one of the following in pictures then tell me which one in the tags! Be as detailed as you want! Thanks!
1: Your dream aesthetic
2: Your actual aesthetic (or a close approximate)
3: Favorite type/style/mood image in general
4: Mood board for your current mood
This is a cool ask ahhhh! Thank you! I had so much fun with it! Lowkey, this was an awesome and fun ask
Here are two cuz I couldn't help myself.
#my aesthetic#dream aestehtic#i did not spell that right#dream aesthetic#there we go#quotidian asks#i really want the second one to be my aesthetic#but its not#because my mental state prevents it#(and a buncha other things)#(istg when i move out i am GOING to transform into my dream aesthetic)#(and that is a promise)#anyway thanks tris!!
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I just wanna see him in the uniform (Patreon)
#Doodles#Osmosis Jones#Drix#Ozzy#Damned#I put the other two in the uniform upfront! They're fully humanoid so it was easy#Would Drix need to get a different shirt if his body was returned to him or would it automatically fit#Basically - would he have to remove clothes or put clothes on lol#'Cause he's usually ''naked''! Even in Ozzy and Drix he only sometimes wears clothes#Would he do it for the aesthetic? He does Enjoy dressup so...#Oz and Thrax are already bugging me about getting their clothes back lol#No#Pft#It would be funny if he wore it on purpose haha Oz just like ''I am dying for my threads and you are Intentionally wearing that???'' lol#Drix is in an interesting spot because he wouldn't be able to earn back clothes! He'd have to go straight for his real body#And I never read how that worked so uhhh#Back to reading/research oh nooo~ Lol#As it is I only have Ozzy getting his real body back as an MU thing - I do actually want he and Thrax to have both!#Both their real bodies and their clothes - although in mismatch would be more fun hehe#Real body but institute uniform! Real clothes but human bodies! Pick one! Hehehe#Drix really does get the best of both once he gets there#But having a human body has its own interesting points :)#I always love Ozzy climbing all over him to get better height/movement hehe <3 He does it plenty in Ozzy and Drix! It's cute!#Oh and the second to last one was a half-study from a screenshot hhh his expressions are so well done in the movie#I know it's the point but Ozzy and Drix are so cartoony - I do like him in 2D! I think he translates well! But his 3D look is actually great#Happy to have both
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OH WAIT TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE HELLO!!
First one was the lie! rapiers are beautifully elegant, but i prefer something a little sturdier!! i love the shape of cutlasses :)
Second was a truth! i love Odore Orchestra!! specifically, this version from pro.ject sekai (my favorite group covers it!), but the original is also stellar :3!! its literally such a fun song, it brings me a lot of joy <3
Third was a truth! vanilla is in fact my favorite scent!! despite it being my sona's symbol, lavender is not a scent i have a strong connection to, i just think their calming symbolism is sweet and i use the flowers to represent my sona <33 but i do bake often, and the smell of vanilla is so warm and comforting to me. cinnamon is a close second place!!
#technically if i were to get a sword i'd think i want my first one to be a longsword. just because its a traditional knight's blade#but cutlasses ohoho theyre so cool i love them i love the shape i love the vibes <33 aesthetically my preferred <33#nOO WAIT there used to be a video from the second colorful live where they performed odore orchestra? i watched it all the time#i LOVED the choreography and shenanigans!! where did the video go!! did they take it down?? thats so sad :'o#sorry for tricking you if you thought lavender was my favorite scent <33 i don't smell it very often to be attached to it at all hjgkjg#the color? the flower? the symbolism and meaning of comfort and calm? lovely!!!! the scent? idk i haven't smelled lavender in years hgkjg..#literally baked cake just yesterday hjgkj marble chocolate and yellow cake <33 really yummy though dense hgkjg#really gotta draw a new ref for my sona hgkj whats up i got a corset and wings now!! thats really all that changed though hjgkj#i think thats it!! thanks for voting if you did!! i appreciate you all!! <33#voliart#chemi chats
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ive never been so unreasonably angry with an album before oh my god
#noonbeam rambles#YOU CANT JUST MAKE AN ALBUM OUT OF 20 SECOND LOOPS LOOPED FOR 3 MINUTES#credit where its due. it does in fact have the aesthetic. if someone told me these songs were from the 20s-50s id believe them#BUT LIKE !!!!!! ADD SOME VARIETY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WOULDNTVE KNOWN IF IT WAS A MURDER CLOWN STORY IF THE DESCRIPTION DIDNT SAY ITTTTT#ITS LITERALLY JUST SOME LOOPS. ABSOLUTELY NO DEATH IN THE MUSIC ITSELF WHATSOEVER. ITS JUST SO BOORRIIIING#i wanted to click off it so bad but my brain was like but youve gotta finish it now .......#OH. OH. EDIT. I DIDNT EVEN SAY THE PART THAT REALLY GOT ME SO FIRED UP#IN ONE OF THE SONGS THERES A SLIGHT CUT. SO YOU CAN LITERALLY HEAR IT LOOPING.#DUDE.#YOU CANT GET ALL DARK WITH IT WHEN YOURE NOT EVEN BOTHERED TO FIX THAT STUPID MISTAKE. LET ALONE MAKE A SONG THATS ACTUALLY LONGER THAN 20-#--SECONDSSSSSSS
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Various recent pictures of things
#or.. recent ISH.. this was still a few months ago lol#photo diary#EEEee... it's like over 45 minutes away from where I live but I finally found an arcade to go to that's not like entirely in the city and#is less busy. I went like the second they opened at 11:55am on a tuesday while school was still in. So there was basically no other people#there aside from like 5 staff. + wearing high quality KN95 mask and limiting my time there to under 1hr..#Also this was before the current summer covid surge happening since June in the US. so... I got to do One Single safe activity for once lol#skee ball my beloved.....#I actually don't like a lot of arcade games so I basically just spent 70% of the time doing skeeball ghjbjh#But I did weirdly like that pearl themed machine.. even though its one of those foolish games where you just drop items#and hope that they build up enough to let coins fall. like very boring not skill based or etc. But the Aesthetics of it.. I was drawn#to.. I wanted to crack the glass open and harvest the smooth white orbs from inside.. it would have been even cooler if they were#actually pearlescent in some way. but the round bubbly design and the blue and white water and shell theme entranced me#I love air hockey also but this machine was really flat and weird. like not enough air was pumping and the puck was very cheap and flimsy#An afterschool daycare place I went to once as a child had an air hockey machine that they would allow kids limited use to sometimes#and the air was always BLASTING up from the table so much that you could lay on it and it was like being hit by a slight breeze. and the#puck was very hefty and more of a satisfying clunk when you shot it around. I mastered skee ball with two arms#where I would load up a game on two machines right next to each other and throw one ball with my left hand to the left machine and one#with my right to the other and still got an okay ish score on both lol. But I do forget arcades can be very sensory overwhelming like#bright lights and noises and stuff.. walking past every blinking machine chirping at me like SHUT UP I'm trying to get to SKEE BALL#leave me ALONNEE. ghjhb... ANYWAY.. other stuff.. some images of clouds as usual.. a quaint little breakfaste#of eggs. pickled onions. grapes strawberries. and some turkey bacon. Also ofcourse Cat In Weird Position image.#he's always sitting with his legs stretched out funny#I kind of hate arcades on principle since much is a waste of money and time and many games are rigged (especially claw games) where#theres like some Illusion of Skill but so much of it is just random. I simply do not have the patience for that sort of thing. And usually#all the stuff you can win is bad anyway. BUT I also love active games.. if there was a place where I could JUST play skee ball. ddr.#air hockey. and like games where you have to aim at stuff (shooting games. wack a mole. etc.) then I would go there instead.#Active Games Only arcade. It bothers me sometimes to have to walk past all the scammy games to get to the decent ones lol..#Begone.. Out of my site at once... wretched claw machines.. and those things where you try and stop a light or whatever
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Went to nonbinary support group earlier this evening. A fun and silly question was asked, “What’s your non-traditional gender?”. The person asking described their gender as some cigarette butts floating in a gross puddle, another person describing themself as a cigarette butt with lipstick stains on it, my love described themself as a bunny rabbit, and when it came around for me to answer I said I’m a dirty hippy. The person asking then spent ten minutes going off on me about how #problematic hippy culture is, ignoring multiple bids from me to say yeah there are things wrong with it I know full well but they did not relent, eventually remarking that punks look mean but are actually nice and hippies look nice but are actually mean and telling me my gender is pretty much folk punk anyway?? My love stopped the convo by asking the others in the group who didn’t get a chance to answer to do so but the vibe was not great after. This is such a strange and petty encounter but something about it still rubbed me the wrong way in such a way that continues to linger in my mind. What the fuck?
#this is goggles#me sitting there in my purple tie dye breezy skirt and multiple pieces of ☮️ jewelry#😐#like comrade I know full well that hippy culture is rife with weird appropriation#but there’s a certain irony about derailing a group discussion to tell me all the reasons why my aesthetic is shit#and then turn around and say people of your aesthetic are nice and mine aren’t???#like I know full well that the people around this community really don’t like hippies#I’m certain in part because of a specific hippy who used to go to these support group meetings until they started threatening people#but like holy fuck?????#second time somebody who frequents queer hangouts has been fucking weird to me about being a hippy#I miss my burning man friends#I miss being a dirty hippy with other dirty hippies#they are…. a lot different while still being just as gnc#more open towards older folks and more masc presentation of gender fuckery#It’s always been hard for me to integrate with social groups#but the burning man community is one I immediately fit into with absolute love and belonging#I won’t pretend it’s perfect by any means but it is forgiving with imperfection#I miss it I haven’t been to a Burn in a couple of years now#I want to go get fucked up in the woods with a bunch of weirdos and artists again#I want to go back to the farm where I work up in Washington already#I can’t sleep and I wish I were back in my cozy little van#I wish I had the comfort of being somewhere I feel like I belong again#I hate city living so much
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I made a map!
I’m pretty happy with how it’s turned out, I have never edited a map like this before. Hopefully I’ll improve the more I do this lol
The general setting is the (fictional) town of Pinecust, it’s kinda based off the town I grew up in. It was a small logging town out in the middle of the Pacific Northwest forest that had kinda lost a lot of it’s bustle decades before I came along. I’ve had a lot of fun kinda planning everything out and making little pieces(such as the map).
If you have any deeper interest in Pinecust feel free to ask. Or if you have any advice or anything like that for a baby Keeper :))
#ttrpg#ttrpg stuff#ttrpg design#ttrpg community#monster of the week#motw ttrpg#map!#first mystery: the horse one#my stuff#I’m currently working on a second map#but like it’ll be like a close up off the Lavender Grove#it’s built in Minecraft and then going to be painted over to give it better lighting lol#and I’m also working on a visual of the creature that the mystery#is like centered around#much to do and so little time to do it lol#feel free to reach out to me#I want to make ttrpg pals real bad!#be my friend!#also just like a side note my campaign is quite inspired by TAZ: amnesty but it’s not like a just rehashing of it if that makes sense#like the aesthetics are what I really borrow from
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It's funny cause for the most part of the game, I didn't really care about people's criticisms of Engage's writing and thought they were just mad the story was straightforward and didn't try to be overly complex... But now that I'm (finally) reaching the endgame, there's a loooot of weird plotholes that 3H would be jealous of lol.
#i think that what bothers me the most is the fact that we don't know how elyos really works#because with a few exceptions the supports don't really go into it#and the paralogues focusing on the emblems and fanservice references to the older games is a huuuuuge missed opportunity#my experience has still been overall positive but the cracks are definitely showing lmao#thinking thoughts#to be fair i do love how unlike 3h we do actually get to see the four nations have their own identity and explore them after a battle#because BOY was 3H lacking in that aspect just because they wanted to sell you a red herring#but there's telling and not showing. and there's showing and not telling. and one isn't necessarily better than the other#i need a bit of both you know#3h doesn't wanna delve too much into the intricacies of each country because the second it would do so#the whole ''da church controls errything'' red herring would fall apart and the devs really don't want that#so we gotta stay in the monastery at all times and since the monastery is in the very small chunk of land the church DOES control#it helps to keep you in the dark about how things really work#even though the storytelling makes it clear the central church barely controls anything and only intervenes when ASKED#meanwhile elyos really really shows you each kingdom with detail when it comes to aesthetics and culture. which is neat!#but we know little to nothing else even though they keep hinting that the kingdoms each work differently#and we know even LESS about lythos which bothers me the most!#and none of this would bother me at all if we didn't have stuff like the brodia/elusia conflicts in the background#or the existence of a fell dragon religion. or fucking gradlon. or the many dragon races. or kagetsu being a prince#or lumera suddenly having a child and everyone going along with it etc
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can i be borderline controversial and say that i do think there's a correlation between the love and adoration for the other kings, Leviathan's brutal honesty about grey-morality and involvement in war when you know him as Leviathan, and his lack of worshipers here under that name. the controversial part being that the other kings seem way more into propaganda flourishing and part of why i say that is because ive known both of them and they fucking do that oops hashtag UPG (PVG) spilled outta my pockets there
ie its always people who work for the other kings i see so caught up in how loving and pure the kings and ''demons'' are, and you COULD say that's just because Lev doesn't have many worshipers under that name but I think its more so because when you know "Leviathan" uhhhhh. like you could say lack of lev worshipers = lack of lev propaganda but i think its more so lev isnt going to pretend to be a beautiful siren man in a suit who tells you he loves you so so much even tho he just met you two seconds ago
#there's many factors IMO why we dont see many Leviathan worshipers so much as Shaivites and (insert other names here)#one of which is this but another big factor is. he. doesnt like Chrxstianity in the way that his brothers do lmfao he has other#ways of worshiping him and other labels that arent ''demon'' or occult and reverse-cxtholic aesthetics including latin and#priesthood and whatnot. i love that shit bc travelling to another country to grow up from age 10 and being exposed to the beauty#of cxtholic architecture and worship and aesthetics was cool af it was really like. i love this expression of devotion i love all human#devotion and i love gold and i love SUFFERING lmfao so. im always like oooo aesthetics and hes like. ah. hmm. no thanks#which is NOT to say thats all demonolatry is and IS to say he much prefers in my experience other ways of worshiping him#milk honey and ghee for one fucking example lmfao. flowers thrown into the ocean. blessing horses. traversing the wilderness. storm#chasing. I GUESS THERES A REASON HIS BIG NAMES are Shiva(/Rudra)/Poseidon/Tengri/etc and not Leviathan#as he was saying to me he's... he's not a god found in churches hes overhead at all times at least partially. hes in our dna. hes in the#trees surrounding our towns hes the deer and the wolves and the wild playfulness vs efficient machinery of horses. the rivers and the ocean#the clouds. mathematics. actual machines. i think trying to tie him into like... latin and chrxstian inspired rites and the word ''demon''.#ive said it before. If you catch him in a certain mood he does actually enjoy roleplaying the ''demon'' persona and the antithesis and#undoing of chrxstianity but. hes. not what he is not. listen he LOVES spooking people and if youre spooked by demons... he loves being#intimidating if you want a big tough king that also understands your deep and dark sides and who is intelligent and gentle but Dark#yeah im sure he'll be Leviathan for you but its like. idk. OH THIS IS. THIS IS THE SECOND REASON. THE POST IS ABOUT THE FIRST#THAT I LISTED LMFAOOOOOO#sorry im so in love w him atm let me talk about him please#~abyssal murmurs
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I don't like BSD I'm sorry if I'm putting myself through the little sister bullshit I'm doing it for a VN that does something interesting not for a basic shounen anime with a mafia aesthetic and some questionable literary references.
#my posts#dazai wanting to kill himself is really funny until you look up the guy he's named after#and like I could've tolerated it in a better anime but definitely not a basic shounen anime with a mafia aesthetic#''it gets better in season 2'' the VNs with little sister bullshit that I put myself through give me something good to latch onto#before I have to confront the little sister bullshit#like akiha's route is the third one in tsukihime and uh...#actually let's be real subahibi got significantly worse after it made its little sister bullshit apparent#and it's not specifically because of the little sister bullshit let me be clear but I do consider it a symptom#honestly the issues are kinda baked into the rest of the story but at least you can theoretically get to a better conclusion#without any edits to stuff before the second half of jabberwocky I#after that I think there need to be real structural edits like you can keep some of the content#but oh god please give hasaki some narrative agency in her own fucking POV and maybe give tomosane narrative agency in his POV#that doesn't ultimately boil down to what girl he fucks#zakuro's pov has a choice that is ultimately between ''click here for epic lesbian ending'' and ''click here for trauma''#but the choice is between her thinking about what she should do about her situation and her just going back to her classroom sadly#which reflects how her epic lesbian ending happens as a result of zakuro not falling into helplessness#meanwhile tomosane's choices only really seem to say ''the choice you make will lead you to the route you don't expect it to I guess''#and you have to complete the other two routes first before you can even unlock the choice that would lead to an ending where he rejects#companionship even though the theme of his POV is that he should accept his own connections and not resign to his presumed fate of disappea#oh yeah that theme also goes out the window because the ''good'' endings of the game decide to fix all that by revealing that#he was the ''true personality'' all along and implying that being a system is a barrier to a super happy ending#you know what this has turned into a tangent but I'm keeping it here because now I wanna make a post on an alt about it later#and I wanna use it for reference#point is why put myself through a mid shounen anime with normal mid anime problems when I can get psychological damage from something inter
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am i treating my earbuds worse or do they just not last as long anymore
#idk i had jbl wireless and they broke at the cable a year in then some shitty ones i got on amazon that broke at the cable bout 6 months in#beets treated me pretty well barring the aesthetic but then 6 months in the plastic loops kept ripping and i had to hot glue them together#then i had akgs and those got me through a year ish#then i switched to wired kzs and my fuckign dongles broke every 2 seconds and my headphone cable just broke#i mean i know im not the gentlest with my earbuds but jesus christ#i’m gonna have to switch to my backup jbls#and recable my earbuds eventually#cables r so expensive though dude#ive been eyeing these jcally upgrades on aliexpress. 8.97 ish#idk bro i could just buy a new set of earbuds for that#i really like my kzs other than the stock cable being shitty as hell apparently so i won’t but it’s just really frustrating#i mean it’s 2024 you’d think they’d have figured out how to make earbud cables that don’t break a few months in#in other news as soon as my phones paid off im thinking of switching to a motorola#i need a headphone jack idk bro#sick of dongles#honestly i would really benefit from true wireless in a way#cables would stop breaking etc etc#but the thing is. i don’t want true wireless earbuds#i like to have my earbuds around my neck#i like to have my phone attached to my earbuds so i don’t lose it#i don’t want to charge my earbuds#i want them to be ready to go when i am#i don’t want my earbuds to be easy to lose#idk man feels like i’ll always lose in the earbuds department#maybe ill become one of those ipad kids who listens to cocomelon full volume on public transport#cass is yapping again
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