#i rambled. again.... cries.

[vellichorsdesire]

do you ever just. cry about your f/o

[a2zillustration]

I carried this thing for MONTHS with the EXPRESS PURPOSE of putting Raphael in it (knowing full well Larian wouldn't let me do that, mechanically) and I had one major miscalculation.

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[roykentschesthair]

Roy loves to hold hands

Absolutely adores it

It makes him feel close to his partner, let’s him feel connected and soothes his protective instincts when out amongst crowds.

It’s not about whether his partner needs that protection, Roy just needs to provide it and being allowed to hold their hand lets him keep them close and move them when necessary.

Keeley had understood intrinsically what his holding his hand out meant, they hadn’t even needed a conversation about it, she’d just taken his hand or his arm, or both, and stayed close.

He has to chase Jamie anywhere they go

Not just because of his knee, but because Jamie is a butterfly. Socially and in his flitting rapid movements as his mind leaps from one thought to another

Amsterdam had given him a taste, but they’d just been friends then, and barely at that, now, as boyfriends, (they’re keeping it quiet for now, though all the important people know) he’s chasing Jamie so much he debates getting him a leash for outside the bedroom

He can recognize that holding hands in public isn’t keeping anything quiet, but he longs for the feeling of Jamie’s fingers slotted with his, the warmth of his body against his side as they walk and Jamie chatters about whatever that days hyperfixation is.

So he starts holding his hand out. Quietly, never remarking on it, or demanding anything, just waiting to see what Jamie will do.

It takes a few days before Jamie starts handing him things, a flower, his ticket for the movie, and on one memorable occasion a wad of cash to pay for dinner

They’d genuinely fought about that one, Roy is a provider at heart, and he always pays. Always.

Then slowly, carefully, Jamie starts to inch closer when they’re out.

Lingers at Roy’s side a little longer, and then a little longer than that.

He naturally moves to the interior side of the sidewalk now, let’s Roy open doors, pull out chairs, and Roy just steadily holds out his hand, waiting.

Jamie brushes their pinkies together, links them for a moment that nearly stops Roy’s heart before he’s distracted by a window display and then off rambling about a topic Roy didn’t catch, feeling like all his blood rushed to that one finger.

Jamie is never shy when they’re alone, or amongst the team, but out in public, out amongst strangers, he’s skittish.

Roy understands and it’s still infuriating, he’s not as chill about keeping their relationship “quiet” as he once thought

He’s proud of Jamie, that’s his lad, and he wants people to know that they’re together, that Jamie is not in fact up for a quick tumble, and will never be again.

(That ring in his sock drawer feels like a physical weight sometimes, but it’s too soon, he’s going to do this right)

But he’s trying not to pressure, not to move on his own timeline and run over Jamie’s.

So he just holds out his hand and (not so) patiently waits.

It’s after a match, they’d been nearly beaten off the field, pulled a win by the skin of their teeth and they’re all stiff and exhausted as they make their way home.

The crowds are still thick, Jamie still had his muddy kit on, got caught up with Beard and Rojas and just laughingly said he’d shower at home.

Roy is a few steps ahead of him, even though they’re going to the same place, and on a whim holds his hand out behind him.

Jamie locks onto his hand like Mjolnir to Thor, and their fingers lock together with an almost audible click, Roy’s heart nearly leaps from his chest, and Jamie uses the leverage to pull himself to Roy’s side, holding his hand and leaning into him, sweaty and muddy and grinning, and Roy can see the flashes of cameras and the click of phones and he can’t care, because Jamie is holding his hand and grinning up at him like he set the sun, and Roy is absolutely going to break out the bedroom leash when they get home.

Maybe even that ring in his drawer.

[kinaesthetiqueer]

BABY

YOU'RE MY

ANNGEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL

[r-aindr0p]

Uhhh stuff I doodled during the family event.

I often do french jokes/shitpost but uh yeah I'm also half finnish, 'twas an event on this side of the family.

So I doodled a few moomin characters from memory :') (+ finnish names beside, 'cause who the fuck is "Snufkin" ?? I only know Nuuska Muikkunen sorry)

It was a childhood cartoon /media and I have so much admiration for Tove Jansson's illustrations tbh, I wish I had half her skills, I only recently learned that she did illustrations for the hobbit novel omg

[betterhomesandhozie]

tmtc flag grab!! sound warning though, I screamed

[minijenn]

Anyway remember that time I drew the boys like this

Now ya fuckin do

[nyaskitten]

I miss Misako... I wanna write a fic about her reuniting with Lloyd in DRs2 or something...

[skyward-floored]

Hey I would die for Tulin. btw.

[bizlybebo]

Hi cute DTIYS ^_^

AAAAAAOHKMTGODDDDDDDJFNSNGNSNHWHTJEAUSGRWBTHEHHEHEEHEHHEHEEEEEE

[averlym]

no one would notice if i ever vanished // if bodies could sustain // this never-ending army // like blood pumping through a vein

(click for better resolution!)

:OOO hello. anyway since these are all posters i'd have in an ideal world or smth and i'd like to store the high res versions somewhere,,, here's the google drive folder for them? hehe ''

close up!

[aroacespacerock]

holy shit I love dead boy detectives

[steelthroat]

First time staying at the hotel of a theme park (against my will, but that's a long story) and... it's so weird??????

Like I feel like I am not supposed to be here, how do I put it... it screams luxury but I a... childlike/childish way????

And I feel restless, like something is wrong. Uncanny.

[wilbur-the-therian]

⚠️Mild Lego Monkie Kid Season 5 Spoilers⚠️

OKAY. WHAT THE FRIDDLE FRACK?! LMK SEASON 5 HAD NO RIGHT TO BE THAT GOOD. (Not really,it had all the right) BUT,A SILLY LITTLE SHOW ABOUT LEGOS AND MONKIES HAD NO RIGHT TO MAKE ME SHED PHYSICALL T E A R S. CAUSE WHAT THE HELL?! THE ANGST. THE DRAMA. THE CLIFFHANGER. THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A SILLY. LITTLE. LEGO SHOW. I AM GOING TO PASS THE FRUCKLE AWAY. MY LIFE WILL BE DULL. AO3 AND ART WILL NEED TO BE MY LIFELINE. I WILL REWATCH THIS SO MANY TIMES I WILL MEMORIZE IT. W H A T. T H E. F U C K L E. F U C K. (Also,too many references to DragonFruit being canon. Makin' me nervous.) WE GOT MORE MONKEY MK. I FUCKIN LOVE MONKEY MK.

BUT ALSO. LOOK.

JUST GOTTA WAIT.

This silly lego show is SPLENDIFOROUS.

[butter-pangcake]

What's your favorite Conan movie? What's your least favorite

The older ones I had only watch them one time form long ago, but they had a nostalgic sense, and I don't have a particular notable input, let's say I like them. The first Conan movie I watched in cinema is Zero the enforcer so it's gonna be between M22-26

I'll talk about the least favorite first: 24 The Scarlet Bullet

The pandemic is hitting hard for everyone, they had to delayed for a year it probably had effects on production too.

The story; it's not bad just... too quiet for a Conan movie, of course they had explosion scenes and all, but other things didn't make me excited or amazed that much... pretty linear if I use the word right. I like the characters though Akai family fighting scene is pretty good, and I could only get to watch this one time maybe I'll watch it again

And to my favorite: 25 The Bride of Halloween

First of all, yes, they had my favorite character, my favorite group, Rei's decease friends- BUT even though the main villain is not hard to guess I still enjoyed how they told the story (yay destruction! chaos!) And I LOVE the details they added to the background; people talking, moving, doing their things, felt natural. Small details hidden in the movie will made a rewatch more exciting everytimes.

The storyline had so many parallel events, fun to discuss with everyone. The theme song was also from my favorite band, BoC; Chronostasis is the best song TT the lyrics are related to all characters in the movie, we all lost someone in our life...

That's why I'm so SO mad about the incident, but I'll let the time heal and watch it again. Because I love The Bride of Halloween...

[jenna-louise-jamie]

thinking about yassen gregorovich instead of sleeping (because i love him) and how he is a catalyst. yassen stabbs ash -> ash kills john rider -> ian rider raises alex -> yassen kills ian rider -> mi6 blackmails alex into becoming a teenage spy.

i have so many thoughts that i can't properly articulate. obviously this is a simplified chain of events, but yassen and his choices set off a chain reaction of the world's most unfortunate dominos. especially when you read russian roulette. to be clear im not necessarily trying to blame him for everything because that feels very mean. he was also just a 14 year old kid when everything in his life went wrong, just like alex. only difference being yassen literally had no one.

i think i should write an essay about this because i haven't even gotten into my thoughts about what yassen and alex's dynamic would look like past eagle strike. i would imagine it'd be similar to ellie and joel from the last of us part 2.

where obviously yassen loves alex and alex on some level cares for yassen back but struggles to reconcile that with the fact that yassen is responsible for his uncle's death. a very unforgivable act. it would be so messy and complicated and angsty, because on one hand here is an adult who truly cares about him and has a connection with him through his father. yassen could tell alex about john, and trust that yassen truly wants whats best for him. but he killed ian, and he cannot take that back.

while alex reels from those feelings, yassen is also trying to reconcile his love of alex with the knowledge that he on some level is responsible for the suffering alex endured at the hands of mi6. and possibly even the fact that alex's godfather is the one who killed john and helen.