#I CRIED SO FUCKING HARD AT THIS ANIMATIC

[kinaesthetiqueer]

BABY

YOU'RE MY

ANNGEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL

[skylerfurmaniac]

I SWEAR I STILL DRAW ALAHSKLDHS

Spam tong :3

Skyler art yipeeee (PLUS ME IRL WHOA lmao)

Kinitooooo + my kinsona

And some random doodles -w-

(characters I don't own are holey by @holey-punch and clown by @finnegan-yo(they're in the last 2 drawings lmao))

[fallenclan]

okay, I have a few songs in mind for that Otterslip pmv! Just to let you know what to expect between all of these :) Give me your thoughts on these songs, I love these all dearly and really want to create something with all of these.

Toba the Tura by Forgiven Durden

Introduction to the Show by ミラクルミュージカル (Miracle Musical)

Alternatively, I use the Hawaii Part II Part II demo for Introduction to the Show because that version goes so hard. 10/10 demos. The piano is so crisp.

Time Machine by ミラクルミュージカル (Miracle Musical)

I will be using either the 1st or 2nd demo if I decide to do this song. The polished version on the official record won't do for Otterslip.

The Rockrose and The Thistle by The Amazing Devil

Worms by Viagra Boys

Poplar St by Glass Animals

I'd have to do this one carefully. Might have to edit my own version of the song for the pmv

I will be watching this post, so if anyone has more ideas.... then please share them in the replies or smth :)

-🎲

YOUR MUSIC TASTE IS SO GOOD. all of these songs are fantastic and they fit Otterslip so well,,, i've listened to almost all of them before but i still had to make myself a little playlist to refresh my memory and listen to them with the context of Otterslip in mind. devastating btw, in the best possible way. putting my thoughts below the cut bc they might get a little long!

Toba the Tura:

SUCH a good song. especially for Otterslip. a few lyrics that really stood out to me.

THE LAST ONE ESPECIALLY. that whole ending monologue just SCREAMS Otterslip. the girl he loved vacating to a new place? his daughter dying and going to the afterlife. a mountainous wall of stone to separate themselves from him??? its. a fucking mountain. they live in a mountain. theirs would be the light, his would be the dark. oughghghghg sobs and wails and cries forever

Introduction to the Snow:

what if i cried. man this song is so fucking SAD. and also not in a way. would work fantastic if one wanted to do a really lonesome depressing take on Otterslip's exile. im picturing an animatic with very few pov changes, just Otterslip maybe watching the stars or traveling through the outside of Fallenclan's territory, up until "you'll live forever tonight" and the piano afterwards, then i'm seeing lots of glimpses of his past life in Fallenclan, and the events leading up to Stormsight's death. ougghh

Time Machine:

GOD THIS WORKS SO WELL WITH HIS EXILE. "you'll have enough time to spend some time alone" HES LITERALLY ALONE. dice anon youre going to turn me into an Otterslip apologist. hes literally leaving today

The Rockrose and the Thistle:

jaw drop. a friend of mine introduced me to this band a while back but HOW HAVE I NOT HEARD THIS ONE. this song fits Otterslip so good its crazy. here's a couple lyrics that stick out to me

i'm definitely seeing some hints of Grassroot in this song. maybe he's singing it to her, maybe she's singing it to him, idk but shes There. ouches

Worms:

i've never heard this song OR this band before and it fucking RULES so first off thanks for pointing me in that direction. second OUGH i can see the Otterslip here. no lyrics in particular stand out to me but the Vibes... man the vibes they fit so well. i can see him singing this to Stormsight, esp since the "the same worms that eat me will one day eat you too" has such a threatening sound to it,,

Poplar St:

MY HEART. god this is so good and it works so well. again no lyrics really stick out to me in particular but MAN. the stress on "free falling love addict" is getting to me. considering Stormsight fell to his death. ouch.

conclusion! these are all fantastic song choices and you are a fucking genius. i'm almost temped to something with Toba the Tura myself, except i know I'd never finish it lmao. and as a side note, if you've never heard the Chonny Jash covers of a lot of Miracle Musical songs i would highly recommend. they aren't for everyone but personally I like them better than some of the originals, even.

and back to the topic of Otterslip: here's all the songs I have on his playlist at the moment (though i will be adding. probably all of the ones youve suggested.) in case you wanted more inspiration or simply some good tunes to listen to.

ty for your wonderful ask!!! you have given me much to think about...

[saveugoodmadam]

Dear Hitch,

I've decided to write a letter or two while you're off tumblr. It's funny, and also I miss you, and maybe these will be nice to read when you get back. Expect some rambling, lol. As of writing this, it's been about a week and a half? since you last were on. Some stuff has happened since then.

I had my 17th birthday, for one. 17 doesn't feel too different from sixteen yet, but once school starts for me I think it will. At least one TGS update has been posted, I won't spoil any of them for you, though. I saw a fun animatic on Instagram Reels of Roman from Sanders Sides so now I'm watching through those videos. I've convinced another person to read TGS (tumblr user getyourpaybackwithsomepayback) and he's OBSESSED, lol.

I've done some writing, namely my first two TGS fics, which are on AO3 now. They shouldn't be too hard to find, since my ao3 account is linked in my bio, so if you want to read them, there they are! If you do read them, lmk what you think. I've also done some work on a vat7k fic that is slowly but somewhat surely progressing. I haven't written for my original stories much lately, not really sure why.

I started crocheting a cat blanket, it'll be a while before i finish but I'll send pics when I do, rest assured. I'm planning an Enjolras cosplay for Halloween, also, and I'll let you know how it goes. I hope you get a new phone soon, and I hope you're doing okay. I hope this isn't a super weird thing to do.

I've been re reading TGS out of order, mainly for fic research. It's hard to write fics in the canon timeline, while still adhering to canon, because so much happens, there's hardly room for background scenes. I think I'm being too meticulous about it, perhaps, as I also went on a google sidetrack for ten minutes trying to figure out what kinds of cookies were invented in the 1800s. Though, the research has always been one of my favorite things about writing, since learning random stuff I never would otherwise is really fun for me!

I miss hearing about your ocs, specifically Arthur Buchanan, and your blorbo posting, about Sinnet, and David Jakobs. And it's only been a week and a half, lmao.

Sincerely, Rook :3

Rook I'm going to be honest I did genuinely start crying reading this, thank you so much and a belated happy birthday to you!!! I saw your fics on ao3 and read them and they're so good (let's ignore the fact that i cried reading them because i missed you)

I've read all the updates and omg is jekyll fucked!!!! good news though I have volume 2 pre-ordered and I can't wait for my gifts!!!!

While I've been (not of my own choice mind you) unavailable, I've been more and more obsessed with david 😭😭😭 this has included obsessively listening to the cast recordings of der Glöckner von Notre Dame he's in lmaooo

I also went to Wales for a holiday and had lots of fun!!! I have piccies but I'll put them in a separate post or DM you if they have my face in!

I don't have a new phone per se, I'm using my mum's spare but it's now 'mine' so that's good and I have pretty much everything except my WhatsApp chats and music so all good and thanks be to the cloud lmao!

yours sincerely (and tearily),

hitch

[hershelchocolate]

What are your favorite "chapters" or scenes from each of your stories? Are some of them really long sections while others are short individual moments? Why are they your favorites, and what emotion is does each section aim to make you and/or the reader feel?

Just gonna do this for ones I have figured out enough to answer for-

Villain School: I daydream about the end of year 3 a lot still. It was such a good payoff for stuff hinted at from year *1* (I've already made some of the foreshadowing. At least one person had already guessed it) but also there's so many moving pieces. Wally finally gets the peak of his arc. Maple gets fucking decked harder than she's ever been. Savannah gets confirmed best friend status with Wally (bestie of the besties) and cries about it while everyone is dying. That whole sequence is still so fun, it was going to be the most hype thing ever if i ever rewrite the villain school I'm not changing it

Also this one bit in year 4 where Carmen fucks up trying to do something cause he didn't realize Savannah has gone through 4 years of being the main character and just. COMPLETELY fucks up the evil thing he was trying to do in the worst way possible for everyone involved it's the only time he's genuinely worried about getting caught and it's so funny. Shame about the everything else tho

Whisper Court: many. So many. First one that comes to mind is any scene where anyone dies tbh. It's the same "Oh noooo character is dying :(" kinda sequence but all of them are so uniquely fucked up and horrifying. I don't want to spoil Who Gets Got but man. Man. Oughgg. Fuck dude. I've been hinting at one for ages and I can't wait for everyone to get mad at me

The Hallowed: IRENE GETS TO KILL AND MAIM LET HER KILL!! SHE DESERVES IT!!! I've got an animatic to it in my brain for Can You Hear Me Now by The Score it's so fucking cool. Again. I hesitate to say literally anything about it but it fucks I promise. That's supposed to be the biggest YOOOOOOO GET HER ASS!!!!! moment in the whole series I'm so worried about nailing it tbh. Oughg

Angel Wings: a little odd cause it's a game and that's hard to pinpoint moments for but. Ending 4-2. I will not elaborate. Center Stage by Vocacircus okay there you go that's your hint

Locked Love: Lif scene. That entire sequence. Their whole deal is so. Ohghg. "Alright fine I'll become the antagonist" but it was never supposed to go this way. They should have died before things ever had a chance to go this way. What does it mean to be the consequences of a God suffering from the sunk-cost fallacy. If it costs you your humanity. If it never meant anything at all. It was never supposed to be this way. They can't even be mad

Solitarius: the beginning of the end. They can't even bring themself to be surprised this time, it was a weird run. It was never going to end well, they couldn't even be bothered to pretend. Everything is crumbling to dust but they remain stable. They've died this death a thousand times, it doesn't faze them anymore. The loss she's suffering isn't even close to the lost they've felt and yet they can't help but feel a twinge of regret that she's unknowingly had to live this moment over and over throughout time. There was no way to stop it though, so why bother caring?

Alphabet RPG has a moment like that (it was all intentional? Were we ever worth more to you than this?) And so does Halloween Town (if I had known, would I have stopped it? Maybe not.) But those aren't solidified enough for me to try going in depth about them

[weirdcat1213]

Hi....If you don't mind me asking, can I ask, what are your top 7 favorite media (can be books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series/etc) and your top 7 favorite (fictional) characters from any media? Why do you love them all? Sorry if you've answered this questions before......

Hello :D

omg i get to yell about things I like, exciting!

first im going to go with my top 7 in no special order cuz I would never be able to decide

Trigun (98, manga and stampede): I've talked WAY to much about this one but holy shit has impacted my life. The story, the characters, the pain THE SWEET SWEET PAIN MY GOD. It just mixes a lot of tropes/themes I really like. And we have 3 versions of it! How cool is that?

Steven Universe: again another classic. Discovered the show when I was young and it just grabbed my soul. Very formative and influential while I was growing up. So soft and p a i n f u l l as all thins should be :3. Plus the music is a banger. Like to this day ik songs from it. Favorite one is change btw.

Legend series (book series): no one paid attention to this series because it came out the same time as divergent and hunger games and other big titles. But I was! And it's still one of the best book series I've ever read. It totally has the 2013-2015 vibes (except for the latest one in the series, rebel) but it's....honest. not only because all the struggles in the book are real but also because the author really believes in her characters. She created them but also let them become people. Plus the writing is amazing and her description of specific moments and emotions UGH I have a huge post about it because of how cool it is. I still remember opening the first book and getting SLAPPED by the first line. Yes it's that good.

Signalis: newish game :D saw lesbians, saw violence and I was on board but I never thought the game would make me think and stare at the wall that much. So far I've played it 5 times and going for a 6th. It's so abstract and no one can decide on what's true or not but that's part of its beauty. Really clever and interesting game. Nothing is real, only lesbians with guns.

Our Flag Means Death: cool show that was about queer NOT IN THEIR TEENAGE YEARS??? IN THIS ECONOMY??? AND NOT ABOUT AIDS (sorry pose I still love you). Of course it won me over because of the queerness but also the characters themselves. It was nice to see myself in a lot of them, personality and racially wise. The fun gay pirates came to my house, destroyed my life and also gave me life. Easy as that.

Pose fx: don't like the main writer of the show too much but the rest of them ATE WITH THIS. A story about black queer woman PORTRAYED BY BLACK QUEER WOMEN. It deals with the aids crisis through the lenses of trans women and gay men but the thing in that show that blew me away was the love for femininity and the community they created around it. They actually took their abandoned and traumatized selves and became someone. They formed families that actual give support and I'm a sucker for found family. I've cried many times because I wanted Blanca to adopt me. 10/10 show about overcoming shit circumstances and the importance of community. What if I cried again.

Houseki no Kuni (manga and anime): weird manga that I've been following for YEARS because its so fucking good. The anime is beautiful and captivating af and honestly the whole thing needs to be analyzed by a Buddhist. it makes me want to learn about that religion so i can understand more. but yeah its sad, its hype, and once again its about gay rock MMM my favorite. you dont know the hours i spent looking for videos/animatic about it. hard to explain but i like to describe it as "human growth: the manga/anime"

Maybe it seems like I don't watch many movies and it's kinda true! I'm more of a shows person. but there are movies i like. maybe another day

Now onto my favorite characters but again I can't decide so this is in no special order. Also because I can't decide I'm giving the spotlight to characters that are not from the media mentioned above (for example if you dont see vash in here is because i yell about him enough like. 3 times minimum per month). Because I can. Because I'm normal about media and stories i like.

1.Steven (su): MY BOY MY MOON AND STARS. ok a lot of this list is about characters i relate to, but this one is the og. this mf is one of the kindest, awesome yet misunderstood characters of all time. theres so much rage and trauma in this little guy but there are many other feelings that get lowkey explored in the main show until BOOM the emotions explode in su future. its amazing how complex my son is. im so lucky that i got to grow up along side him in a way. and in another way it was nice to see myself kinda represented in him? fun times.

2.Tifa (ffvii): PRETTY RECENT BUT SHES THE COOLEST. ejem sorry. i love cloud, zach and the others from the game but tifa doesnt get the recognition she deserves. she survived so many tragedies and became stronger because of it. not only in body but also in mind. however she also became cautious and tries to not explode in front of others. she tries to be a safe place for people, even when shes scared. i think thats pretty admirable of her. i would say more but i dont want to risk spoiling the game but there are little moments and scenes where she just tries to be there for people because she has no one in her life anymore and fuck it makes me sad. also shes pretty hot-

3.Elektra (pose): MY QUEEN. shes just. evil sometimes. shes really a bitch to most of the characters but DAMN SHES COOL WHEN SHE IS. elektra knows she was born with a huge disadvantage in life so she grabs power like a mf and bites it. i kinda aspire to be that, to not let anyone get in my way. she just really speaks to the part of me that has bigger ambitions. but shes also smart and caring (when shes not being a bitch) and every time the world puts her down she stands up and kicks the world again. she's the power of femininity itself and yes i also think shes hot (i mean look at those cheeks of thunder) but shes like a fucking storm in a person and how i can not love that? We love poc people in power.

4.Phos (houseki no kuni): This fucking child (they're a child in my eyes) is so important to me for weird reasons. I got deep into hnk when I was in my sabbatical year. It was a time where I didn't know where I would go and phos seemed to be in a similar place. To this day it surprises me how ichikawa managed to create a "simple" character and then by all definitions made them human. I like their journey, the transformations they went through, the stages they went to cope or to confront their situation. Plus the design is pretty affff

5.Edward Teach (ofmd): I just.....really connected with this guy ok? The feeling of always being at the bottom so if you are going to rise your only option is to make people fear you but that's not true BOY HE LEFT NO CRUMBS WITH THAT WHOLE THING. he was just really cool when he entered the show and then it was "oh this guy is really fucked up actually" and he's so funny and MORE OLD POC QUEERS? FUCK YEAH. but i guess what puts him on top for me is how he explored himself and his needs. All that while being funny and tragic and gay. Really cool.

6.Anthy (revolutionary girl utena): MY DAUGHTER RRRRAAAAHHH. Anthy is a really tragic and complex character. to this day i cannot put together every reason why shes my favorite from utena. Shes tragic and my god the things she goes through break my heart every time I think about it but...shes also incredibly strong and funny and a weird keeping animals in her room. The creators did an excellent job showing her lack of agency and how she already had given up, but also showed her humanity and wish to retain things in her life that gave her joy. And movie anthy? That girl is a no nonsense girl. She will get her girlfriend no matter what from the people who abused her. She left that fucking school as a mature, smart and kind adult. We fucking stan.

7. Richard (requiem of the rose king): another recent acquired son. Idk why this one hit so much and honestly for how short the manga is (79 chapters) they did such a good job with him???? Banger themes and metaphors, banger character moments, banger GENDER moments. I've seen a few people not being able to take him seriously but idk, ir sounded honest and serious to me. A kid who has been told since birth they were a demon became one to survive but not really. Because no one with his wish can fully be a demon. Idk maybe it's cheesy but his quest for love and acceptance was a banger in my eyes (please read the manga. We can leave the anime behind). Also I like him cuz he's cool and is a character I CAN ACTUALLY COSPLAY THANK GOD-

AND THOSE ARE SOME CHARACTERS AND SOME PIECES OF MEDIA I LIKE :D IF ANYONE WANTS MORE PLS ASK.

[anachronistic-falsehood]

EPISODE 19 TRIVIA:

- PRAISING YAKKO FOR HIS ACTING BC HE MADE THE REST OF THEM REALLY EMOTIONAL. well deserved.

- a chorus of "fuck mark hes such a shitty dad" from all of them . however i am immune to this bc unfortunately i love mark . he sucks so bad (affectionate)

- the phrase "gaslight, gatekeep, gillion tidestrider" came up. i know you have not listened to riptide so this is mostly just for me but i am CRACKING up over this

- "okay i wanna know. yakko how do you feel about the episode" ".... i feel....." << he does not finish this sentence

- "i hope we get to Weekend At Bernies williams corpse"

- ok so theyre talking about how much theyre emotionally invested in alk of their characters and bizly goes "i was watching animatics of my character [<< referring to chip from riptide] earlier and almost cried" this isnt rlly trivia but i love shit like this . i love when the ppl who make a thing are just as passionate about it as fans are and open about that fact. makes me happy

- NEVERMIND THEYRE TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY HATE MARK AGAIN. which i mean. ok. valid. but also free my man.

- grizzly: mark makes me so angry just as a person that it makes it hard to play dakota. dakotas not supposed to be so angry but i cant help it i just want to yell at him

- grizzly thought william possessed the guard by accident at first and he was gonna wake up in the guards body

- condi: can you possess vyncent

charlie: NO????

- now they want to do a body swap episode. i also think this would be extremely funny (they have not done one of those yet :[ )

- i cant remember if this has ever been said in an ep or not but the main w.a.t.c.h base is in space which is why the heroes keep saying theyre off world.

HI ok im gonna try 2 answer the rest of these 2day. forgive me if i don't tho i am doing. my best <3

YAKKO i love yakko. tbh when ashe was first introduced and i watched the video version i thought yakko was a beautiful trans woman. i was incorrect and he is in fact Just Some Guy but thats ok i love guys who are Just Some Guy <3 either way ashe is trans 2 me this headcanon is real and true trust me yakko told me himself

GOD I WISH THEY GOT TO WEEKEND AT BERNIE'S WILLIAM'S CORPSE. how fucking funny would it be if they dragged that thang around school and somehow managed to fool people into thinking he's still alive and well. every day i wish they had done that

I LOVE WHEN PPL ARE INVESTED IN THE CHARACTERS THEY PLAY!!!! big reason i love qcellbit so much. cellbit fucking loved that little guy. every day i curse the universe for ending the qsmp so soon. where is his lore. gimme a conclusion. where is my cat i miss him

WHY DO THEY HATE MARK SO MUCHHHHH thats so funny. world's most hated single widowed divorced dad. give my man a break he doesn't deserve all that <3

A BODY SWAP EPISODE WOULD BE SO SILLY!!!! how would that work for vyncent?? would his classes/headmates follow him to a new body or would whoever he switches bodies with just be stuck with a bunch of fucking guys in their head??? are william's powers connected to his soul or something and not his body so would they follow him to another body or what??? much 2 think about......

[mythuzalasheir3]

NPMD ALBUM FIRST THOUGHTS!

I heard these as part of the digital ticket earlier in the year :) these are just my thoughts after a full listen through of the album :)

High School Is Killing Me: Absolute bop!

Literal Monster: Will fucking Branner kills it!

Cool As I Think I Am: PETE MY BB BOY!

Dirty Girl: I was not expecting to like it as much as I do but it slays so hard

Bully The Bully: Beans cool? Excellent!

Bury The Bully: the mixing for the end slaps

Go Go Nighthawks!: I love it!

Nerdy Prudes Must Die: chills. literal chills.

Hatchet Town: STILL SLAPS SO HARD!

Just For Once: RUTH IS BABYGIRL!

If I Loved You: @peterstankoffski I’m thinking of making a Good Omens AU animatic for this

The Summoning: YAAJDOROOAPAKALSOAPEKDJALALMFMDJSLSLEELLR IM FERAL OVER THIS SONG

Cool As I Think I Am Reprise: I almost cried/pos

Best Of You: This is so cool!

Dirty Dudes Must Die: HOLY SHIT ANGELA KILLS IT

[the-boy-and-the-poison-puppeteer]

You..you really are evil..

We gave you more than enough chances. I'm done.

You've hurt Kiki...you've hurt Dusk..Carmine..Wiz..everyone..for far too long. So guess what?

I'm going to fucking end you.

I've been training hard..to get stronger and stronger and StRoNgEr. All to finally take you down.

And when I do...when I do..

I'LL SQUEEZE THE LIFE OUT OF YOU UNTIL YOU BLEED BERRY JUICE FROM YOUR MOUTH.

And I can back this up.

(A cacophony of pokemon cries are heard, with one notably being heavily distorted)

See you soon...Pecharunt.

//yeah ant intends to try and make do on his threat btw ;) yummy angst

//also also, this is a edit of the ask I mistakenly sent to your main blog. I mistook it for the rp blog because I I'd not notice that the animatic post was a REBLOG. :P

"..... was not expecting that."

[lyxthen]

The year is 2023 and I am still mourning the loss of Nuestro Futuro Perdido, a Hamilton RPF Wattpad fic that had a whole micro-fandom of its own with a wonderful comunity and fanart and even a fucking animatic that's still up in YouTube and the most hard-hitting lines to ever be written down in the Spanish language and its all GONE. IT'S GONE NOW. Only ghosts of it remain. A mention on a Twitter thread. An Amino post discussing what could happen in the upcoming chapters. Fanarts and edits scattered across Pinterest. But no matter how hard I try, I cannot so much as to find the cover.

This was big, my friends. This was THE author in the Spanish Speaking Hamilton comunity. I would wait for every chapter to come weekly and the whole fandom would come together to read it at once, as though it was some grand event, leaving comments on it LIVE (you know, that is how Wattpad works, and the only reason that damned site was worthwhile, if I'm honest).

The sheer size of the community and the passion they had about the works of this one author, was absolutely insane. You cannot comprehend. You had to be there.

Indeed, ever since I left that fandom (which I am fairly embarrassed to admit I was a part of in the first place, but bear with me) and found out the fics got deleted, I have found not only one but TWO whole fans of this author out in the wild in complelty separate accounts and in completely different fandoms in different platforms on different accounts: One in TikTok (in the Pokémon fandom, and who I recognized by their gorgeous artstyle) and another in Discord (we were talking about songs that reminded us of Sam and Frodo. They brought up "Who Lives Who Dies Who Tells Your Story" and it went downhill from there). Oh, and of course, I forgot about the time I found a Lisaki00 fan in the Ace Attorney subreddit! So that'd be three.

Like, these fics got me through middle school. I cried so bad reading the endings, I have some scenes embedded on my fucking brain, and genuinely heart wrenching quotes, and it's all gone. There's only an echo of what it once was. And the fact that to this day I keep finding people that were involved in the community without even looking for them, who made art and commented and grieved when the author disappeared out of nowhere, speaks to how wonderful it all was, at least from the lens of a depressed 13 year old. And I would love to revisit them for the sake of nostalgia alone but they are gone forever.

What I mean to say is: AUTHOR PLEASE COME BACK YOU DRAGGED ME I TO READING GAY FANFICTION OF DEAD RACIST PEOPLE AND YOU MADE ME LIKE IT SO PLEASE. PLEASE. AUGH.

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

I cried so hard I couldn't breathe over Rozu's Nobody exile animatic and before all this I cried over Dear Evan Hansen and before that I cried over Hamilton or Marvel or Percy Jackson or whatever the fuck sorta show or book or movie made me sad!!!! Because stories will do that to you!!! What is a story if not a way to carry emotion (rhetorical)

also like, I’m literally having a change in my meds I’ve been open about that. I'm fucked up mentally and physically in ways that aren’t funny so im not going to talk about them on the hellsite? Like, I brought up the c!Tommy thing because it was funny. Should I have instead brought up the context of being in so much pain I could barely leave my bed, or constant thoughts of suicide or self harm, or how I'm constantly so nauseous that I literally threw up the other day and I can barely eat? Because that kinda makes the whole c!Tommy bit way less funny. Sorry I, a mentally and physically ill person, display erratic behaviour consistent with my disorders sometimes! I guess I’ll just go die in a hole, since you find that so funny. And by you, I mean that I know the people doing this are still stalking my blog, because I’ve had one of them blocked for MONTHS yet they proudly DMed me from an alt to tell me that they were still stalking me (hi, Sally! you’re not as big brain as you clearly think you are). I mean, you’d probably find the fact I’m in constant agony fucking hilarious, considering you seem to find delusional people a punchline, and mock people for having triggers and panic attacks. I hope you’re happy in your sad little bubble, but I know you’re not. Happy people don’t brag about driving a sixteen year old to suicidal depression.

[terrapin-might]

Guys my computer crashed so hard I almost cried

luckily it's fine (for now...) If this computer goes kaput I'm done for, so it's taking a little break. Just text post for a minute I guess

Anyway here's Casey having a no good terrible very bad day cause he's having visions he's (almost) helpless to stop (yippee!)

Will definitely be redrawing this, it was a random doodle but I can definitely make it good, I see the vision (heh get it?)

With my computer almost on the fritz these are traditional except for the Casey drawing I made it a week ago, feels good to draw traditionally again but not when I'm forced to (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

ESPECIALLY WHEN MY CAMERA SUCKS ALL KINDS OF ASS Y'ALL I'M

I have to redo these digitally, they're already pretty good BUT YOU CAN'T FUCKING SEE THAT ARGH MY NEED FOR PERFECTION IS FROTHING AT MOUTH IN ANGUISH—

Anyhoo, The lovely @inkyrainstorms asked me to tag them when I made art of this little idea of mind so here you go! (Sorry the Leo ones are so blurry 🥲) If any of you wanna be tagged next time as well you can ask, I don't mind :)

And if you have any ideas on what I can name this au please tell me, remember it's inspired by Epic the musical and The prophet Cassandra so anything related to those are definitely welcome!

Also guys while looking at epic animatics for inspiration I found a rise animatic to horse and the infant! Can't believe this amazing person stole my idea 11 months before I thought about it :(/j

Their name is @/heishikeki here on Tumblr and heishi_keki on youtube where I found their awesome animatic, if you like rise and epic please give it a watch it's so good 🙏🏾

[journalofsorts2]

i made a playlist with a bunch of songs that make me like genuinely cry, like a lot of different media definitely makes me sad or like genuinely effects me, but it takes a lot to actually produce tears from my eyes, and to produce enough that they genuinely roll down my face. and so now i'm going to list each song and try to explain why it makes me cry (if i even know)

Never Love an Anchor - The Crane Wives, mommy issues, daddy issues, parental issues, yeah thats about it

The Moon Will Sing - The Crane Wives, i don't really know for this one, maybe it's the similarity to never love an anchor that does it, idk

In a Week (feat. Karen Cowley) - Hozier, i've already explained it before but that one really really sad fic that made me cry for days that had a animatic to go along with it and that animatic was to this song, and also it's just a sad song in general but it makes me want to rot away

Gilded Lily - Cults, i really relate to the lyrics, i repeated 'haven't i given enough' really fucking struck home for me like idk life seems so pointless but i keep trying and i keep having to try even harder and i just want it all to be done, so this one also makes me cry

Answering Machine - Ruby Haunt, this one doesn't even have any lyrics but idk man, it just like strikes something in me, i also played this on repeat while writing some of my more sad and serious posts on here so maybe it's because i cried writing some of those that this song makes me feel like crying again

September Sparky Deathcap - Reno, um okay this one's kinda silly but it was playing in the background of a bluey edit for one of the saddest episodes (camping) and it just really struck me and now i can't listen to it without getting sad

welcome and goodbye - Dream, Ivory, i don't actually know the reason for this one, maybe it's the tune, it's definitely not the lyrics because i can barely make them out most of the time, but idk this one just makes me really sad

Scott Street -Penelope Bridgers, idk for this one too, sad song go brr i guess idk man

Would That I - Hozier, of course another hozier song ended up on here, i've already talked about this one making me sad before too, but i think it's because it reminds me of in a week and it evokes that same specific emotion that in a week does and that makes me sad ig

Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos, okay so i've actually been a super big fan of this song for a long time, i think it was actually my most played song in 2020 or 2021 idk, but it just makes me really sad and makes me think of past happiness and like it just makes me wanna cry

Is There a Place I Can Go - Trudy and the Romance, this one reminds me of the type of songs my mom used to play in the shitty car stereo when i was little and we would go grocery shopping together and it just makes me want to curl up in a little ball and be hugged and like i miss being loved

Young - Vacations, this one's kinda cliche but who cares, it's been in my sad song playlists for years now and i've cried with it in the background and idk it just makes me want to melt into the floor and lose consciousness

Constellations - Duster, this one's also kinda cliche but it's also been in like every sad song playlist i've ever had and idk it just calms me down and the tears i cry to it are calm, quiet tears because this is a calm, quiet song

Heart to Heart - Mac DeMarco, this one's the hopeless romantic in me, cause like i just want to be loved so much and i just want someone to love me and that's the feelings and ideas that this song brings out in me

When It's Cold I'd Like to Die - Moby, Mimi Goese, this one is just like i'm tired of trying, living is so exhausting, when life gets hard all i want to do is lay in some grass and fade away, like just, idk when it's cold i'd like to die man, life is too much effort to be this miserable

Romantic Homicide -d4vd, this is another cliche sorry, yes i did find it from tiktok, who cares, but another hopeless romantic song, i just want to be loved, why is that so hard. i also relate this song to losing my old self and my old friends and stuff idk

What Are We Gonna Do Now - Indigo De Souza, idk man something about her voice, something about that statement, something about the dramatic pick up, something about all of it, i just want to know what to do with my life, i just want to be enough, i just want to not have my life have been for nothing, i want to be loved, i want to love

little person - Matt Maltese, this one has also been on like every single one of my sad song playlists and i don't have enough fingers to count how many times i've played this song while lying in my bed in the dark, trying to muffle my cries so my sister doesn't hear me and ask what's wrong because im not even entirely sure what's wrong

Vas - jagger finn, this one's another cliche, yes i get most of my music from tiktok, but it just idk, i've seen too many videos that made me want to end it all that had this song playing in the background, too many slideshows with the saddest quotes known to man and this is in the background

rises the moon - Liana Flores, this one i didn't get from tiktok! it blew up on there like a year after i found it. anyways this one was the first song on my main sad songs playlist and so usually i was already crying by the time it was on, and like it reminds me how i'm always gonna lose my friends in the end and like i've cried over the fact that i have like no friends to this song too many times

ゆめうつつ - Lamp, i'm pretty sure those are the right characters, anyway i have absolutely no clue what the words in this song mean but the way it's sung is just so comforting and it's like 'oh this what happy sounds like' and it just sounds like it's just out of reach and i'm so close to being happy but i can't and idk man

this list made me realize i cry too much, but yeah that's the whole playlist, my playlist are usually only an hour anyways and this is pretty much all the songs that have made me like genuinely cry, it's not a very long list. idk whatever, i'm too sad man

[herbgerblin]

i know i just left a billion tags in your notifs on the animatic ask but i also wanted to just say that i just rewatched your solider post king animatic (and cried even more, might i add) and compared to this new animatic, it’s so obvious that your art has improved immensely. obviously not to say that the older animatic was bad in any capacity (it was fucking fantastic) but your improvement is just so apparent in this new one. the lines are cleaner, the anatomy is neater, the movement and expression are more dynamic, just. man. it’s really very well done and amazing and impressive in basically every single way. i just really love it a whole lot. both of them, actually. because the oh hellos hits HARD red taz b and you capture that so so well. ok uuhhh rant over now i guess i just wanted to say i love your work <3 (and that wasn’t even mentioning you amnesty stuff which is also just so so good dude wow)

i saw the tags and thank you ahhhhhhh! they are so nice i could print them out and tack them on my wall :> <3

[lunimy]

Ok, It’s been enough time where i can form proper thoughts

Passerine - Chapter 1 and 2

Thoughts on the characters

Philza: I hope you die in a ditch and never return. Running away from your problems doesnt solve shit, it only delays them.

Tommy: I’m so sorry and you deserve so much better, tommy crying was my breaking point, when he was mentioned tears started running down my face, he is beautifully written. I’m already sad knowing he will die. But for now ill just enjoy him being a child.

Wilbur: You also deserve so much better. Honestly, It hurts me so much when he describes himself and all the pressure his put under, it hurts a lot, maybe bc i can see myself in him. I love him a lot. The voices plot is very interesting to me, i really want to see where it goes. Becoming a king is gonna affect him a lot, hopefully he’ll be ok?

Techno: I didnt like you that much at first, but he’s been growing on me, the snarky remarks and his general vibes are pretty good. Why do you even like phil, he left you. At first i thought he was the older brother bc of sadist’s animatic, i guess i wasn’t that far off. I think he’ll become a Mentor like figure.

General story thoughts

It’s peeking my interest A LOT, i’m very interested in where its going to take, Hopefully no more characters will die haha pls i’m begging. Mumza’s death hit hard, i cried for a little, my poor heart,,,, I’m very interested about the voices, i don’t know enough to properly make a theory about them tho, I think the voices might lead techno or wilbur to kill someone but i cant be really sure. I’m sure the flowers have an important meaning but i refuse to make myself sad again. Tommy’s childishness and little kid vibes felt incredibly relatable.

Theories

Wilbur will write the song and its gonna break my heart

Tommy becomes more quiet and is forced to mature faster

Wilburs coronation will be so fucking sad

Wilbur starts to train more to the point its unhealthy

w a r

Techno isn’t great with dealing with children

Feelings

UEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUUEUEUE WHYYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Now, in more seriousness, i feel so emotionally drained, i do not like crying at all, i should probably go and drink water. i feel like a train hit me and tHERES WAS NO NEED TO KILL SOMEBODY IN THE SECOND CHAPTER WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME I WANTED HAPPY FOR A LITTLE LONGER. so, yeah, i was too caught up with kristen dying i completely ignored Phil left them

Future me / people who have read passerine come laugh at me

NO SPOILERS

i’m looking at you

[autistic-ace-bee]

FOR THE SHIPS THING I'LL JUST DO A BUNCH IN ONE ASK IF THATS OKAY

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

tododeku

kiribaku

tsuchako

momojiro

kamijiro

shinkami

minaxseroxaoyama polycule

seroshinkami

momoxtsuyuxochako polycule

asdkskdks okay here we go

tododeku

i ship it so much. when i was tryna figure out how to animate just now i was looking for a good video editing software and using an old tododeku animatic i started to test them out askdkskdks. umm what made me ship it? I see myself in todoroki a lot, and deku is the type i like! my favourite thing about this ship is the whole "its your power!!! oh shit what have i done" and todoroki tryna comfort deku with the soba noodles bc me aksdksdk AND OF COURSE FUYU THANKING DEKU FOR BEING TODOROKIS FRIEND AND JUST THE WHOLE TODOROKI GOING "OMG MY BF SENT ME HIS LOCATION I MUST RUN!!!" AND WHEN THEY BOTH WENT TO SAVE BAKUGO LIKE THESE TWO ARE REALLY LIKE FUCK AUTHORITY WE DO SHIT OUR WAY ASKDKSDK

kiribaku

i ship these two so hard they are everything. What made me ship it? um. kirishima sticks to bakugous side a lot? idk how else to describe it.. but like hes also got that whole thing with manliness and he clearly admires bakugou but also he doesnt put him up on a pedestal and he genuinely cares about bakugou.... my favourite part is how heartbroken he was when bakugou was kidnapped and how determined he was to get him back, and of course!!! the hand clasp!!! bakugous smile!!!! he was like fuck yeah thats my bro (gay). plus in the movie kirishima got bakugou a suit and he actuallly wore it- *cries*

tsuchako

ship it. i think i started shipping it during the... not the haunted house but you know what i mean. they were paired up and fought toga together they were just so cute together.

momojiro

i ship it. the moment that made me ship it was probably when momo offered to help them study and jirou was like omg shes a queen. i ship them as more of a qpp i think? they be girlboss besties kicking ass

kamijiro

i ship it, but more in a qpp way

shinkami

i ship it but for the life of me i cant remember why. it be that tired boy and hyperactive friendly bastard dynamic.

minaxseroxaoyama polycule

as qpp? hell yeah

seroshinkami

i dont ship it but mostly bc ive never even considered it? honestly i dont be shipping sero with anyone except mina as a qpp

momoxtsuyuxochako polycule

i dont ship it, also never considered it but i just dont really see it? honestly i cant see momo with anyone except jirou.