#tmnt angst

[lunarloaches22]

Attempted to animate again, haha I'm never watching a tutorial no matter how much I need to lol

[kaysdenofchaos]

12 raph w them overstimulation issues

[dysfunctional-doodle]

I have many, many thoughts about 2012 Raph that I want to ramble about soon. Instead I made a vague comic lol

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Raph is constantly labelled as the “problem child”, especially in 2012, and so I had the inspiration to make this after listening to Broken Boy by Cage the Elephant (listen to this song please it’s very very good and very very Raph) for the 2036th time

(Someone give 2012 Raph a hug and the parental support he deserves)

[asxhse]

Nightmares

[keeryd]

Smile today !

[i-am-a-living-god]

Day 8: sunset

Tried to think of some sort of angst I could do with a sunset, and this is what came to mind lol.

@traumas-tmntober-2024

[phoebepheebsphibs]

Sleepy Sunset Duo drawings…😴🌅🐢🧡❤️

CW BLOOD AND INJURY, ANSGT JUMPSCARE

Bonus stuffs beneath cut

[halleidocs]

[kittpunk144]

"I'll shine bright in your memories..."

TW ROTTMNT ANGST ‼️DEATH, FLASHING AND SHAKING FRAMES‼️

donnie guys

[pyxidea]

Ya viví lo que pude vivir, perdón que me tenga que ir...en esta casa no existen fantasmas son puros recuerdos, son mil sentimientos de lo que vivimos cuando tú estabas aquí 🏵🕯

Day of the dead is almost here and this is how I cope after losing many people I love this year... "until death do us part" doesn't apply for Mexican culture ❤️‍🩹🕯

[tmntxthings]

一∑From the Start・゜・。

author’s notes: scurries in from the darkness, throws this > 💣 < out into the light, and runs back for cover 💥

warnings: unedited, angst, drabble, unrequited love, pining, daydreams, cliffhanger

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When Leo invited you down to the lair to hang out, you had thought maybe it would be a movie thing. Or perhaps even going to the ramp room, chatting while he practiced skateboarding tricks that almost always ended badly with bruises. You wouldn’t have been surprised if he had dragged you into the kitchen to whip up something to eat or just snack on whatever the two of you could find.

But no, instead, he led you to his room, with a skip in his step. When you questioned why it had to be just the two of you. Why all of his brothers were rolling their eyes in Leo’s direction. He just shook his head, “I can’t tell anyone else! You’re the only one I can trust!” It was then, that you had a sinking feeling.

This scenario had happened before. Many times actually. You glanced back at the bros, exasperated already and you hadn’t even heard anything yet. But you knew.

Once in his room, Leo let go of you, and jumped face first into his bed. He let out a dramatic screech, kicking to boot before he turned to the ceiling and announced, “I’ve got a crush,”

You held back a sigh as you walked over to the only chair in his room. Pulled it out from under the desk, and sat, getting ready for the long haul. “Who and how?”

He really hadn’t even needed the question. He was off to the races explaining exactly how he had met ~them~ and all the moments after, from whence his heart first skipped a beat, the beauty that they hold, how they laugh at all his jokes. Your eyes clouded over.

This was pure torture. As your eyes unfocused, you let your train of thought wander away from Leo’s babbling fancies. Truly you’d lost count of how many times this had happened before. It was always the same things that made his heart flutter. That made him go crazy, so much so, that he’d tire out his brothers from all the lovesick shenanigans and bring you into the mix.

Which was like listening to chalk squeak against a chalkboard. Shrill and grating. If you didn’t tune it out, you’d go crazy yourself. Because it was despicable to listen to your own crush, talk about how much they wanted someone else.

For a second, you could just blink, look over at him, and pretend he wasn’t saying anything of consequence. “Blah blah blah,” his mouth moved, but you weren’t listening. That was better. It was unfair how pretty he could be. Especially when he was happy, especially when he was falling hard. The way he smiled, how his eyes shined. His hands couldn’t stop moving, he just had to animate with his whole body about how he felt. Your knee started to bounce. He was being cruel and he didn’t even realize it.

It wasn’t fair. But then again, how would he ever know unless you told him? You imagined what it would be like. To interrupt him. To confess your love. He’d probably laugh in your face. Ha what a great joke Y/n, now get real and back to my love crisis. That’s what he’d say. Or something along the lines of it.

But sometimes you could imagine him pausing completely. Getting taken so off guard that he no longer had the words to respond. That maybe he’d look at you with a different light. So maybe that was why you did it. On the off chance that, maybe, Leo had always harbored something for you too. Just deep down! So deep that he felt the need to hide it with all of these other so called crushes.

“Leo!”

He blinked and sat up from where he had been laying, interrupting his tangent.

“What?!”

Straightforward. That would be the best route.

“I like you.” Your eyes were steady, yet your heart raced. It was thundering in your chest as you watched one of his brow bones raise.

“I like you too Y/n” he said so as if it was obvious. Which meant he was misunderstanding.

“No no, not like that. I like you.” You strained with the emphasis as you willed his thick skull to understand. And it must’ve gotten through because his eyes widened just a bit.

“You like me?” He questioned, sitting up even straighter than before. Now you had his attention. And you could feel sweat building up in your palms as you nodded seriously.

“But, we’re best friends..” and you could’ve let that shoot you down. But you continued on. Getting up from your spot, from the single chair, and making your way over to him. Despite how every step made you second guess yourself. Despite thinking maybe it was a better idea to just run out of his room. Or to just settle for the friendship you thought you had wanted.

But you pushed through it all as you sat down next to him. “We are. You’re my best friend Leo. And I, maybe I’m greedy, but I can’t help it. I’ve liked you for so long now. And I don’t think I can just sit idly by anymore.”

You took a breath, palms closing into fists. Eyes closing because if he was going to reject you, it’d be better to not see the pity on his face. You piped up once more before he could say anything, “Every time you talk about your crushes, I can’t help but think, but wish, that it were me! And every time you get over one, I get ahead of myself, I hope that maybe, one day, you’ll look at me differently!”

There was so much you could say. So many different ways to say it. But that was the gist. “That… you’ll like me like that. That you’ll return the feelings I’ve felt for you,” you blew out a breath. Then looked into his eyes.

Leo was rarely ever serious but he was now. “I never knew…” he said softly after a moment of silence. Of taking in all that you had revealed. You nodded not knowing what that meant for your relationship with him now. And the fear of losing him forever leaked onto your face. His eyes softened, a green hand going out to cup your cheek.

“I wish I’d known sooner,” and with that he brushed a finger against your skin. He looked down at your lips as they parted with a shocked breath. He smirked, as only Leo could, and leaned down with a silent question that had you tilting your head to give him better access to your lips.

“Y/n are you even listening to me?”

You blinked.

“Huh?”

You were in the single chair.

“Hello! Earth to Y/n, this is like the biggest moment of my life, I’m telling you I think they may be the one!! Come on focus!!”

Right. You straightened up, crossing a leg over the knee that wouldn’t stop bouncing.

“Sorry, go on,”

And he blinded you with that smile as he retold all of the sickening things that made him so endeared to his crush. If only it wasn’t so endearing to you.

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This ↓ is why this ↑ came about :D

[lunarloaches22]

Rottmnt movie angst

[kaysdenofchaos]

Teenage Meddling Mutant Turtles: Quiet Down Now,

Don't be a nuisance. Fight it 'til the only thing in your heart is emptiness.

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[qx3nz0xp]

“but.. purple’s my color…?” This took me so long, i went PIXEL. BY. PIXEL. For the letters. Hopefully this is a good enough meal for you all

[vanilkaray]

i’m allergic to happiness

[dysfunctional-doodle]

Yes, I am throwing more concept art of my tmnt 2003 fanfic, In Nightmares. Seeing as I can’t describe things too well I did a very quick concept sketch of poor Mikey.

Snippet this is based on is below:

If you want to read it, click the link here for the latest chapter! I drew inspiration from the Fungus Humungous episode itself as well as the Krang from ROTTMNT.