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kirby au where kirby lands in Floralia to begin with and gets found by Sectonia and Taranza in like the royal gardens or something.
Sectonia probably tells Taranza to take care if them but Kirby is stubborn and keeps running off to spend time with Sectonia and of course Sectonia is getting corrupted by the mirror cause u know... every au has to have Sectonia angst its like mandatory for me.
She probably starts getting affection for the child to her dismay and due to that connection the corruption gets fucked up. In what way? I don't specifically know. But I do love myself some blorbo torture so I can see it getting worse but her connections with the people around her forcibly attack it so she's like. You know. Just a lil fucked up. Just a lil bit. A little tiny bit. (Its tearing up her insides)
Haha. Anyways. I don't know where it would go from there. But that's like the initial idea.
#sage speaks#kirby#au ideas#this is literally specifically catered to me because im sectonia fan 1000#i love torment <3#If sectonia has 1 million fans I am one of them#If sectonia has 5 fans i am one of them#if sectonia has 1 fan that fan is me#if sectonia has no fans then i am no longer alive#if the world is against sectonia then im against the entire world#till my last breath i will love sectonia#i promise i dont have a problem#its just. autism
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Snap: *draws a Megaman-inspired Magneto*
Me: ...Perfect modernization.
wait now that its not 3AM i can do you one Slightly better
bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this is legitimately the most self indulgent thing ever ive been wanting to draw magneto like a robot master for months vjAELKJAE#i thought about adding the little 'ears' robot masters/reploids have but not this time#whats funny is that during my initial redesigning i WANTED to pay homage to erik's trench coat look buuuutt i couldnt figure how#so thank you sigma for. letting me steal your shit vjELKAEJ#i havent drawn megaman characters in like. years good lord- whats funny is that magnetman Was one of my faves to draw#which doesnt mean much since i loved drawing pretty much all the robot masters equally LMAOOO#i remember some freak got pressed at me for doodling metalman during class once like dawg what is your problem#bruv leave me ALONE let me draw you are not my mom#anyway. as i said last night i dont have my usual evening class so i figured id fill the time doodlin these#they didnt take long- i think thats why i like drawing This magneto outfit so much#reminds me of my megaman doodlin days ... also it's genuinely just quick as hell WHICH. makes sense#all that done im done megaman-inspired posting thank you for the opportunity anon im glad you appreciated it :]]#im gonna go eat now my tummy rumblin. theeeeeeen i guess ill drive home ???? i guess.#it's almost saturday so that means i get to post more asks- ive been hoarding them throughout the week#so i apologize if some people have been waitin i PROMISE i havent been ignoring i just wanna draw somethin for it </3#ok im eating now BYYYYYYEEE
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Bet you all thought I was dead didn't you...no...I can never die...
Anyways ngl I'm not happy with a lot of the more recent refs so get redesigned idiots :P Also feat some common enemies just to get them out of the way and at least have something new LOL
#definitely like these waaay better much simpler design & silhouette#theres a few others id like to redo but not rn#anyways hi. so it has been like a year. sorry about that#motivation in general has been low tbh TwT#but i would still really like to finish usau even if it takes ages.. it still means a lot to me#so at this point idc if i have to settle for lower effort than i have in the past. refs wont be as complex and maybe combined like this#and also will happen whenever i feel like it :) no promises it wont be another year GJAKJSLKHGKSD#A Hat in Time#ahit au#USAU#i struggled. for so long. trying to decide what ufo swapped with#well more specifically the problem is the spiders i dont think they fit as ufo...#i ended up switching so much stuff around. alpine and arctic are currently in shambles. help
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yan... again 💙💙
I did these pretty fast and they're a bit messy, but I'm starting to care less abt only posting finished stuff on here all the time so uh. take my doodles
#I love yan SO MUCH#every time he appears for two seconds when I'm playing lor and has literally like one voice line I go insane /pos#I dont have any problems I promise#artists on tumblr#my art#art#digital art#fanart#lor#yan library of ruina#yan vismok#yan#library of ruina#project moon#projmoon
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explaining to a coworker I don't socialize out of work bc of The Anxiety. then later explaining why i have gray in my hair.... it's... still The Anxieties...... goin' gray since my early 20s........
#man its rough when people who dont have anxiety have to ask a million questions that the answer is just The Anxiety#like im sorry i dont socialize or want to have a conversation while three other people are in the room talking#its just a lot of overstimulation ok im just suffering please stop asking me things...#i get the loop of im failing a social interaction in my brain which makes it harder to win at a conversation#like every normal person would consider conversations as something you can lose or fail or win (?)#had another coworker who ive only really seen ? but he argues with the one asking me about my hobbies n social life#and so i saw him today and he was i think probably training or showing another guy around#and he was real quick to say no to helping me and im lik e???? i didnt ask for help?#and the other guy was like is that a constant thing? and he said no not me yet but he had to assert dominance#and i looked at him and told him very plainly#i am a pushover with anxiety you dont have to assert dominance at all i promise#and he actually looked kind of taken aback and guilty for snapping on me for no reason so then im like#oh great just me saying i hope to not cause problems caused a problem#anyway ........ i wanted to draw a halloween thing but i just dont have the spoons rn
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Rewatching act 2.... yeah ISHA WATCH OUT FOR THE CYCLE ISHA!!!!! NOOOOO
#ambessa setting up the logs on a fireplace while literally adding fuel to the fire with cailtyn... subtelty#silco spent his whole life trying to rile the undercity together STUPID JOKE THAT IT IS you have the chance to pull it off#isha is the true revolutionary after all... jinx get up to her level#was jinx scared of having hallucinations when the girl she released was gonna touch her shoulder??? and then she didn't#what i find really funny is that warwick knows how to use elevators and that funicular to the prison#also there is a lot of blood when he appears in the prison.... it was surprising#vander recognizing jinx with the name of powder after she complained about it eariler its just crazy crazy crazy#people commenting that its unrealistic how caitlyn bests vi when they meet in episode 6 as if there wasn't a montage about how she lost her#edge because of alcohol and living like shit.... she's not like jinx lmao....#rewatching so recently is so weird i imagine it is as close as being dr manhattan as i can get it is literally happening all at once#also the people of piltover are so dumb... lets let the government implement martial law and put this 20 something with 0 political#experience on charge with the army of this outsider agent. alright. i can tell you guys dont vote in this oligarchy you know fuck all#well i guess in that case it isnt the people of piltovers fault... just the important families that contribute in this oligarchy...#putting count fagula in charge.... salo is speciallt dumb but we all knew that#katie leung needs awards btw.... and interviews#“do not test this or you will yearn for caitlyn's dungeons” be careful singed my friend vi fell for that and look at her... her dungeons...#vander reaching for isha not jinx.... OR VI.... she just stopped him#“hes gonna kill you” and vi fighting vander to protect jinx.... yeah#and then she trusts jinx and the beast turns into vander... he serves as a recognizing tool for their true selves...#their mom being so worried about how to name vi and then names the second one POWDER kahdksjsk never not funny... also the barber of zaun#when vi joins with jayce she unlocks this loser flop aspect of her mother's inheritance.... two losers joining to maximize their joint flop#also vander kinda giving up this promise to protect the girls instead of bettering zaun... how it puts him in a standstill bc it's either or#like damn there is nothing as undoing as a daughter for reals. she didnt experience that bc she died so now vander has to and here we are#episide 6 starts with the end of the episode when viktor drops that metal piece..... hello..... is this anything#“do you think this place could work” underground utopia.... DYNASTIES AND DYSTOPIA FEAR IS NEVER AN OPTION SO DYING'S NOT A REAL PROBLEM#didnt ambessa suspect anything when they spent loke a full minite staring at each other 😭😭 she's lost her edge...#just like when she clocked sevika but not jinx... when there's a strong butch in the area her radar gets jammed up#and caitlyn leaving her weapon behind... ambessa thought she was gonna fistfight warwick or something#the metal thing falling when viktor dies repeats THREE TIMES WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#watching arcane season 2
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what do we think the consequences are gonna be for the downfall of the ravens? while i understand there was no way the nest couldve stayed under tetsujis command, now that its falling apart whats gonna happen on the main family’s end? the ravens games + evermore were used for main family business as well as branch family business (ie, nathan dismembering a guy in front of kevin neil and riko, the raven vs foxes game). like the moriyamas have their own box for doing business out of evermore. So with the ravens falling apart they cannot have games like this therefore, no more big meetings at evermore. while no one is to blame for this but tetsuji and his really fucked up coaching practices and what he did to the ravens in the nest, i cant help but wonder if neil will face at least some consequences for this. like he was the one who pointed out what riko was doing and how tetsuji was facilitating it. or tbh i would love tetsuji to face the consequences of his actions bc he isnt rn.
anygays! i hope this gets addressed in one of the future books bc i think it would be silly and im curious to see how ichirou handles punishment and such. he seems like a logical guy and really if he is then the blame should be all tetsujis, maybe neil’s first paycheck goes entirely to the moriyama clan as like “collateral damage” tax or smth? idk just some food for thought!!
#all for the game#palmetto state foxes#aftg#exy#the foxhole court#neil josten#tetsuji moriyama#ichirou moriyama#riko moriyama#the kings men#evermore#esu ravens#ravens#shout out daddy issues galore (riko) all u did was cause problems#riko moriyama they could NEVER make me like you#fuck that TETSUJI moriyama they could never make me like you!!!#stupid ass second sons#maybe dont abuse your players so theyre codependent and abusing eachother????#they already want to be good you dont have to make them want it i promise??#moriyama branch family HATER right here#like i get i wouldnt want these bozos in my crime family either
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"good people are out there you just need to get out and find them"
cool thanks. but i'm too tired to keep ~going out and looking for them~ i'm too tired to keep trying, using up all my energy, getting super overwhelmed and burnt out after just a couple weeks of trying as hard as I can, met with other people barely trying back or not being very responsive, and needing to recover from it for a year or more each time because it overwhelms and burns me out so bad. I get nowhere no matter how hard I try, all i get is uselesss advice from people i try to befriend who dont want the responsibility of friending me. i'm tired of trying beyond my limits and causing more issues for myself. or dealing with issues I get from meeting the "wrong" people. if the "right" people exist, why can't they find me? why does it have to be only my job? i'm too tired and overwhelmed and burnt out to do it!!!!! the right people will just easily help and be there for me right? so I guess i just have to keep waiting for them for all eternity????? i'm tired of waiting. give me more than "just wait/keep trying/don't give up" because those instructions unclear and my useless attempts are very discouraging and exhausting and i'm so overwhelmed that i'm losing the ability to even socialize at a minimum at all now!!!!
if humans are meant to be social creatures and we require positive interactions with each other to stay healthy, then why do humans ostracize their own? why do some of us struggle so much and are denied any help and instead blamed? why can't I be given advice on how to live a lonely life without anyone else by my side instead of being told "one day! keep trying! you need people because it's essential to being human!" even though i've been waiting for "one day" for 25 years and could wait 25 more, or even longer? I don't know what i'm doing wrong or how to improve it so waiting is all I have. what if I wait forever?
#ive been trying to find “the right people” for like 25 years. im so tired of hearing “one day/eventually”#i need people now. i admit i need help!!! i cant do life alone!!! but ONE DAY is not NOW. im struggling now. not later#why is it always “keep trying because ONE DAY” and never “heres how to deal with it now and if one day never comes”#because NOT EVERYONE GET THEIR “ONE DAY” AND IT FEELS AWFUL BEING GIVEN EMPTY PROMISES#AND IT FEELS AWFUL BEING IGNORED AND DENIED HELP *NOW* BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS YOU TO REPLY ON A HYPOTHETICAL “ONE DAY”#IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF IT!!!!!!!!#lee rants#what if the “one day” where people actually care isnt until theyre at my funeral huh? because ive seen it happen.#autistic#autism#actually autistic#social problems#social issues#social isolation#adult autism#adult friendships#autism support#autistic friendship#this has been bothering me. i think its called toxic positivity. people throw it at me and it makes me feel worse. stop 😭#and “it happened to me so that means it will happen for you!” no it doesnt!!!!! you had better luck/circumstances. i dont have what you did#it doesnt inspire me or give me hope. it makes me feel more hopeless others can do stuff and i cant.#people were willing to help you but not me? youre not willing to now help me? what else do i do?#especially when people tell me they struggled for a few years. im glad you haven't struggled your whole life like me#and i know youre trying to be nice. but it doesnt help im sorry 😭😭😭😭😭
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finished the little friend. that was. well. this goodreads review says it better than I ever could really
#hm.#the little friend#📚#txt.me#i mostly wholeheartedly agree with the review#although i dont necessarily have a problem with the slow advancement of the narrative its just.#the narrative wasnt what i was promised it would bem
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oh hello there
#not saying that i'm coming back here but i'm also not NOT saying it I GUESS...#i dont know if i trust myself to be healthy about it is the problem but alas#i may or may not be working on huge gifset that would be ridiculous not to post. in a sunk costs fallacy type of way#considering how many hours of work I've already put into it...#(picture me in shrimp position at my computer hand colouring every frame of every gif and by hand colouring i mean layer masking with#my mouse and zoomed in 800% djskfsjf this is fine i promise 🤡)#oh and I've been rewatching a lot of voyager while working on this (like everyone and their mother i got pulled back into the fold#by prodigy in such a big way lol but I'm not complaining) so there might be some gifs also?? in fact i have 1 set that i think is funny#so maybe i'll post that soon-ish? as a little treat...while i continue working on the big one...#well. mutuals and other followers who are still here after i abandonded ship...hi i love you! :)
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extremely well thought out female character that gets disregarded in the name of yaoi and amazingly written character that gets ignored by the fandom because they aren't white had a baby and her name is Mel Medarda
#its ok mel#i will love you#only black lesbians love her the way she needs to be loved#because we love women and our people!!!!!1!!#arcane#mel medarda#she's my 2nd favorite of the whole show#ill never forgive this fandom for throwing her to the side bc jayvik#oh also before i get mobbed i literally have zero problem with jayvik#i dont ship it at all but i think its ok i understand why other people do#im just personally not a big shipper#also i tend to like friendships more than romance#you can like jayvik and also give mel the attention she deserves#like i promise its possible to do both#league of legends#ok byeee
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I have some extra tau heads from my pathfinder team of helmetless tau….and my local craft store DOES carry milliput….
I’m just saying chat—
C a u
#I don’t have a problem I dont think about my cow tau on a daily basis I promise I prommies#wh40k#warhammer 40k#lazy blab#lazy speaks#lazy text#40k t’au#40k tau#tau empire#40k minis#wh40k minis#lazy’s tau
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Okay fine. I'm a hypocrite. I think the only time it's acceptable to tag a background pairing as one of the main relationship tags is if you're a tiny f/f ship using the much more popular f/f ship tag. Kikimari fics can stowaway on the farcille tag as a treat (for me)
#emphasis on the MUCH. if theyre of relatively similar popularity then its still annoying as hell so dont do it#anyway fhdjdk#i promise i do have real problems im just procrastinating on getting out of bed by being stupid online
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youd think that making a story that kind of hinges on its conclusion would mean that i would get around to actually writing the outline of that extremely important conclusion one of these days but no ive been putting that off for multiple fuckin years
#dont mind me just thinking about my ocs. i made a character that constantly fears the unknown and worries about his future and feels#utterly incapable of influencing or stopping any events that happen to him and hes always fucking miserable because he can see into the dam#future and yet he never gets to predict the positive things that he wants to see no matter how badly he wishes for some kind of clear#directions that he can follow to ensure that he never has to suffer because he struggles to understand that he has autonomy and that he#actually does have the capability to make choices and that his life isnt predetermined for misery and that his life doesnt have to be#confined to the narrative blah blah blah. and i. still havent written. how he gets out of that situation. I DONT KNOW!!#i mean i do have some ideas but idk idkkk. the problem with making an indecisive character who's worried about the narrative not being in#his favor is that he is very loosely based on the indevisive author who's worried about the narrative not being perfect enough. scream.#anyway. sigh. ill get around to it. i promise. i have to for his sake i cant just leave him in middle of his misery that would be so unfair#anis gaymer moments#oc tag
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oh you're a lesbian who only listens to female artists and only engages with other women and has never even thought about a man and you want to point this out as something that makes u so very cool and enlightened you must be god's greatest gift to this earth my love do you want your 5 gold stars now
#not that there's anything wrong w centering women esp as a lesbian but my god it's insufferable when ur insufferable abt it#made a post abt how funny it was being a lesbian seeing ppl thirst over men in fandom#and someone goes. I don't have this problem bc I'm only in fandoms with women uwu#GIRL........... IF YOU DONT........#also SOLELY women? bc I promise you even in fandoms w lots of female characters you're gonna deal w ppl thirsting over the men#anyway. I'm just annoyed it's fine those types of ppl just grate on my nerves so bad
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i need everyone to know that FableSMP has infected my dreams
i had a dream last night of c!centross returning as a ghost and beating the shit out of icarus while they were trying to have a drink
#i think theres always something fable related in my dreams these days#i dont have a problem#i promise#fsmp#underscore.text
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